Mike Cernovich on Donald Trump, Demons, and Feds Embedded in the Conservative Movement

Clinton versus Trump we're talking about. the fate of human civilization yes I say. this to this day and I believe with all. my heart that the people who voted for. Trump in 2016 did the greatest act of. human charity and maybe human history. because tens of millions would have died. had Hillary Clinton won the table was. set for war with Russia we were able to. delay that anybody who tells you don't. shelter your kids groomer shelter your. kids why do you why why you tell me not. to shelter my. kids say don't lock your doors at really.

okay you're you're an armed robber oh. that's weird don't shelter my kids okay. we appeal the second Circuit Court. appeals in New York this is during the. Trump Administration Epstein is still. free hasn't been arrested a friend of. mine one of the good guys in the. intelligence Community said hey just so. you know you shouldn't mention Epstein. anymore you're you're in a real problem. and they go you got into something. really that you didn't know what you. were getting into and I go okay what do. you want to do they go just stand by you. need to not draw attention to this issue. or yourself and I said okay that's. message received. [Music].

[Applause]. [Music]. [Music]. [Applause]. [Music]. how do you live on the internet without. having it destroy your brain I went. through that in 2017 and where I felt. like my brain was becoming a little bit. dopamine fried yeah so for me I just.

said I'll just do less and I went to DC. less and I did less. of I made myself Irrelevant in a way so. there was a point where I was on a and I. was on real Arc to be a big deal and. then my brain was getting fried I looked. at videos of myself my face was all red. I was just had this inflammation because. the cortisol and I was getting calls. from people in DC 3:00 or 4 in the. morning and I was breaking a bunch of. stories so I was like oh phone kids and.

I realized I was losing myself to this. world this Digital World yes and then I. go man I don't I don't want to this. sucks dude I'm gonna have to figure. something out can I ask you what does. what do you mean it's cortisol what does. that mean a stress hormone so when. you're under stress fight ORF flight. response you're going to have cortisol. and then cortisol is inflammatory and. then that's what makes a lot of people. who maybe are healthy look a little. stressed out because you bloat you hold. water there's a lot of.

things that go with it so a lot of. people when you lose a high uh when you. leave a highrisk job people will be oh I. lost 10 PBS no you lost about five or 10. pounds of water yeah because you're not. oh the buzz the buzz oh I got to I got. to respond to that wait so you felt like. you were succeeding too much oh yeah. yeah I love that yeah objectively um. yeah and then Mo most people fret about. not being successful enough yeah but I.

it's how you define your spiritual world. or how you define what you want to do. with life and I noticed that I got tired. of people like for example like me me. doing this episode with you I almost. didn't do it because I go oh man I'm. gonna have a bunch of people texting me. how do I get on Tucker what's Tucker's. number can you get this thing to TU. everyone has my number yeah no I know. but the people like everyone on the. planet they're so but they're so. incapable they can't find it right okay. well that and then my DMs will be.

blowing up and and that was the problem. is people oh get this to Don Jr I saw I. saw that you were thing were Don Junior. get this to Trump gets to and I go no. man this is not really what it's about. so the the only real way to describe how. we ended up in this weird world was it. was a it was a gon it was a ride it. wasn't a deliberate calculated move how. can I become a whatever because I was an. influencer before there was a term. influencer I was recognized in public.

for what I wrote on the internet this is. before you could make any money doing it. this was before there were brand deals. this was just people had blogs or people. on social media blowing off steam or. goofing off or whatever and so I was I. was very early to what's now know known. as an influencer but so you you start I. mean you had a completely different life. you're a. lawyer um you live in California but. you're not from there you this you're. not basically where you decided where.

you thought you would be 20 years ago. but you start succeeding in this new. world but I still don't understand how. it came to you that you don't want to be. as successful as you are well I decided. I want to become irrelevant and the. reason is because that's the opposite of. what most people want right I wanted to. be I I was I have I have a story about. this I won't say who it is but I was. having dinner with a friend of mine and. I was working on my next book which was. called audacity how to go from nobody to. somebody and it was a.

discussion of again influencing before. people knew them as influencers and it. was about brand building getting your. message out rhetoric and I was having. dinner with my friend and he goes you. know what by the time you finish this. book you're not going to publish it and. you're going to call it how to become a. nobody and I kind of laughed and said oh. hahaa he was he was right I never. released the book and you wrote the book. but didn't publish it yeah just felt it. was too vanglorious felt it was too self. celebratory I felt like my ego was.

seeking external validation too much and. then I was losing who I was and losing. what I wanted to do and lose because I. my whole philosophy is wait how did you. come to that did your wife mention it to. you or no no the quiet moment you. realized you were going to become a. worse person you you just you feel it. subtle subtle little things and little. gestures you you would Google your name. I don't have a Google alert on my name I. don't know anything people occasionally. send me this have you seen this no and.

I'm not trying to act like I'm too cool. for school but I don't I don't do that. cuz you'd Google your name you'd name. search yourself on Twitter what are. people saying do I got to respond to. this and you become a little you become. a brand not a person right or you become. an account that's how they refer to. people on X formerly known as Twitter oh. that's an account and I say no but. that's what happens you lose your. humanity and you're no longer Humanity. you're more like a cyborg or you're. living in an a reality of social media.

where you whoever you are doesn't exist. and you're engaging in some kind of. performative dance for a mob of people. who are who necessarily don't. necessarily have your best interest in. mind like who's that that completely. crazed chick who has the mental. breakdowns on camera I think she works. at the Washington Post she's from. Greenwich yeah yeah Taylor Loren Taylor. Loren yeah um who on the one hand is. loathesome but every time I've ever seen. her I just maybe I have too many. daughters I feel so sorry for her.

because she's clearly been destroyed by. what you're describing oh a lot of. people do there's a certain look some. people have when they're in front of a. camera and where they're this is where. they want to be right they ham it up for. the camera yeah and I had always been. the opposite so for me my biggest if if. I had an influence on this it was I. don't know if you ever watched him Dr. Eugene Scott on satellite radio well Dr. Eugene Scott from my childhood in. California oh there you go even better. the University Cathedral.

yeah the guy the public access guy who. would sit in a chair get on the. telephone and yell at viewers yes when I. when I was in like six or seventh grade. my brother and I would fire up a bowl. and watch her watch Dr Jean and he hated. his viewers he would say you're not. you're disgusting I told you to send me. money and his phone bank behind him. that's the guy The Voices of Faith he. was incredible yeah I grew up so we had. a bootleg satellite radio transmitter. and we picked up Dr Eugene Scott and he.

he's probably the greatest influence on. me and how I do media because I'll go on. these RS is anyone listening to this or. watching this just hit pause go on to. YouTube is he on are there tapes of it. he's got to be long dead yeah yeah he. died years ago one of my life regrets is. I never went to the University Cathedral. before he died and that was one of my. momentto Mor moments so he because his. his affect his way of communicating was. like so strange mhm how was see an. influence on you you seem much less.

strange okay he sits around reading. books the the most obscure knowledge and. would go down these deep rabbit holes. that nobody really cared about and then. am I boring you am I boring you and he. would scream am I boring you do you want. to hear more get on the telephones and. then they have these horse videos. because he was a Horseman and you just. have see these horse videos and I. thought this is the coolest Mo mofo that. I've ever seen in my life this guy's. amazing and he was a pH is a brilliant.

guy genius guy he'd know all this trivia. and I thought man that's cool I kind of. want to be that guy when I grow up and. did anyone else on your block want to be. Dr Jean Scott I don't know that anybody. in the world wanted to be Dr in the. world I don't know that anyone else but. me found him this to be an aspirational. character and I would watch him for. hours a week especially because it was. the only thing that my cuz we're very. strict uh household what we could watch. my dad would let me watch him forever so. for me that was one of the few things.

that I could watch and I could watch it. with my dad and I was I was obsessed. with his delivery style I thought it was. cool that he just sat around and read. books because if you think about it. people go what do you do for a living. and the answer is that I read books and. write about what I read and what I find. interesting that's it and there's no. more there to it than that but there's a. lot of there there if you look at it in. that context so he would be framed by. piles of books and it would be the most. weird stuff at least growing up in a. small town she never heard of we didn't.

have amazon.com back then and I thought. that'd be cool I just sit around read. books talk [ __ ] yell at people who are. watching you scream go on tiid smoke. cigars H where do I sign up for this how. do I do this for watching it was was. almost like a masochistic experience. because he hated you but he commanded. your attention and then told you to send. him money and a lot of people did well I. don't know that he hated you as much as. I cuz I grew up watching pro wrestling. too I viewed it more as a bit because I.

think that he had a genuine Smiley. effect to him and I think that he did I. think that he was happy and enjoying. what he was doing I viewed it much less. that he had contempt for his audience. but more that he was a rabble Rouser and. he was doing a bit of a a pro wrestling. bit he was a heel he was an intellectual. heel so if you look at Ric Flair was Ric. Flair a good guy or bad guy Ric Flair. didn't hate the audience right the bad. guys would run in the iron Chic would.

run in cussing people out he didn't hate. his audience that was his bit right so. Dr Eugene Scott that was his bit he was. a heel and intellectual heal and he was. having fun and I think the audience was. was in on it and if the audience is in. on the bit then it becomes fun no that's. I that's a much deeper reading than I I. was capable of giving it but I think. you're right so you decide to disappear. become less relevant how do you do that. and did it work absolutely worked I. don't have people asking me to to find.

out how to get in touch with anybody in. the Trump campaign or anybody who sounds. like you just pull back from politics. then well L I pulled back from politics. I did this video and I I thought one of. my epiphanies was I was reading a book. and because it goes both ways so I don't. know if you've ever gone to a modern. bookstore anymore but it's pretty. depressing and then you'll see a book. and you'll see the author is some crank. on Twitter that is a completely not. credible person so I can't read history. books anymore because I read these. historians on on on X and I oh they're.

lying about Trump I can't listen to Dan. Carlin podcast Hardcore History I can't. listen to any of this because when you. read what they're writing about. contemporaneous events you realize. there's nothing about them that you can. trust in any of their storytelling I. agree with that and then I reached. another Epiphany where I was reading I. like Paul Paulo aquella books a lot and. he did he's famous for The Alchemist but. he's written a bunch of other little. side quest books I read hippie recently. and I thought I don't know what this guy. looks like I wouldn't know if I saw this.

guy in public I don't really care what. he had for dinner but I like his books. and then I thought I want to be more of. a book as a metaphor I'm a book you read. my X account you scroll you read it. that's interesting you get mad because I. maybe word things in a way that you. don't like but you don't really care. that much about me the the person right. it's more of the words whereas when I. was doing a lot of live streams a lot of. videos there becomes more of an. emotional component to it because TV is.

way more powerful video is way more. powerful than audio video is way more. powerful than the written word but less. enduring so in my mind I thought well. I'll do fewer streams because I would do. these very popular live streams I just. quit doing them and I found that that. made me significantly less relevant but. happier more content the you know. there's a great book on the happiness. hypothesis I've studied the philos. philosophers you know was philosophy.

major in college and I learned that. happiness is a dragon really it's not a. destination it's more about it it can. only be obtained indirectly so I think. less about happiness and I I kind of. rejected that oh are you happy and more. along the lines of is it meaningful is. it impactful is it significant is it. having the desired outcome for the world. and the desired outcome for me and in. that regard much less relaxed much less. less stressed out I have much less.

cortisol pulsing through my bodies. that's for sure and I can wind out. easily so for example the I can raw dog. a hike four hours and raw dogging a hike. means no audio book no podcast no radio. just me and my thoughts it's called raw. dogging when you don't have Electronics. on you that's the new the new meme when. you can raw you raw dog that's so. pathetic do yeah but that's how attach. like it's an achievement well we're all. cyborgs now not me well I hate that [ __ ].

excuse me it's getting there yeah but if. you can do that for hours that's where I. don't wear headphones in the gym so I I. did much less disconnecting from the. augmented reality world or the virtual. reality world and spent more time in. physical world raw dogging I thought. that was like no condom it is but you. know memes change and language usage. change amazing amazing what's going to. happen in this election we don't know. what's going to happen in November. there's no way to know if you're. wondering how big Tech got powerful. enough to void the First Amendment to.

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that's Express p s vpn.com. Tucker for three extra months free and. we hope you will I mean if that's. correct that's so dark I almost don't. want to dwell on it but um then that. that's why it it would be fine if Biden. stayed then well we want Biden to run in. November I think he's the weakest. candidate that we can have but there's a. new enthusiasm happening knowing that if.

Biden stays in the race they have to. save Biden because now there's real. Peril people took it for GR granted that. Biden was going to win Democrat voters. especially and now they're thinking that. he might not win and that'll drive more. Democrat voot or turnout it's going to. be hotly contested man it's going to be. hotly contested people saying Trump's up. two on this poll Trump's up three on. this poll none of that matters it's. going to be hotly contested election and. people are getting LAX ofical well yeah. I mean there's a huge scramble in.

Washington to to you know well I want to. be Secretary of this or Secretary of. that or I mean they're acting like it's. it's done yeah they they're acting like. they've won which I don't like there's a. a lot of congressional races that are. close that people need to watch out for. Democrats might take the house they. think they're going to take the house. what's being done there and. unfortunately not much unfortunately. people aren't running on the issues that. they want to run on so for example I was. talking about this yesterday on X and in.

Orange County there's a real concern. that Orange County could become like the. Bolshevik run Los Angeles County so a. guy ran Todd Spitzer ran for which is. right next door R ran for district. attorney his Camp P his Camp Todd. Spitzer ran. for um district attorney so yeah in the. district attorney election the campaign. slogan was no La n o he won by 2 to1. margin Orange what did he mean by that.

he meant no crime no crime wbes like. they have in La none of these homeless. encampments none of this bail reform. so-called happening on just criminals. circulate prostitute criminals basic. stuff it's in a way you feel like um. mentally stunted that you have these. conversations no it's so true no it's. it's you're you're in a surreal parallel. reality where you go oh no you see the. way to win Republicans is you want to. enforce the criminal code against people. who murder people you want to actually. put criminals in jail and then you have.

these weird surrealist moments in. yourself where you think did I say that. am I stupid this is banal why are we. talking about this it's right and you go. no but it it is banal it's utterly. stupid and yet that's where we are as a. society so you do have to talk about it. you have to talk about it all the time. you have to remind people of this all of. the time because that is the dumb world. that we live in and it does feel some. times you demoralizing because you feel.

like you're talking below your intellect. right as a writer as a speaker you want. to talk about issues that interest you. and interest and that you find novel. right oh I read this book what's this. book you read what's that about oh I. went down that RAB hole that's cool and. so much of our time unfortunately has to. be devoted to saying okay Republicans. crime is bad people don't want crime. you're running you need to talk about. crime and then you see them talking.

about everything but crime and you think. no okay I have to grab you by the shirt. Todd Spitzer did talk about crime and he. won by two to one in a 50/50 so that I. would think that every other Republican. ask Michelle steel ask these Orange. County Congress members how much they're. talking about crime ask them when's the. last time they had a press conference. about crime oh but I'm running for. congress it's a national issue no it's. not it's local right running for. congress is not a national ballot. referendum. it is a local election that's right.

right you need and they don't understand. these things and you think how do you. not understand these things and then I. think I'm wasting so much of my time. with mediocre people who either have no. will or there really are this dumb and. what am I doing with my life so that's. where you have these existential. crisises I've been there but it's why. wouldn't you talk I mean crime there's. no defense of it at all so and you're a. Republican don't have to be for Crime.

you're not for rape so why wouldn't they. talk about it it can't just be stupidity. they feel pressure not to I think that. they don't understand the issues in the. way they should and that they get too. much caught up in the DC Think Tank. realm H and I don't think that they're. being told you can't really talk about. crime I think that in their gilded World. they don't understand what the issues. really are concerning people people they. don't have any kind of concept of how.

bad it is in certain parts and I do. think that they're afraid of the media. attack so when the Orange County. district attorney ran for office the. media of course attacked him smeared him. fascism farri this that but he over. overwhelmingly won and as you know. Republicans are controlled by the media. in terms of the narrative they're so. afraid of a hitpiece right they're so. afraid of negative press coverage that. they allow the media to dictate the. agenda to why would you let your enemy. control you that's the philosophical.

question right that's the question is. why are Republicans so pathetic and I've. spent a lot of time thinking about that. and I think that there's a strain of. Christian Nativity that people don't. like to talk about because then it seems. like you're oh you hate Christians now. covich you you're anti-christian and I. say no if you read the verses in the. Bible they say you got to be gentle as a. dove but wise is a serpent right. everybody everybody skips over that part. and you have to ask where's the serpent.

typee wisdom where are you not. understanding these issues where are you. not thinking where are you not being. shrewd and they aren't they have this. Nativity and they have this gal ability. and they have this weakness that comes. from being too nice so the biggest. problem one of n's great criticisms of. Christians that I think has held up well. with the inversion of morality and how. Christians became a morality of a slave. type morality which is self-sacrifice. self abnegation denial of yourself well.

in one way these are good Christian. virtues which is if you think your ego. is getting out of control it might be. good to become a little bit less. relevant it might be good to take a step. back from the Limelight these might be. good things to do for your heart but. that doesn't mean you let somebody kick. in the door and Tor you to death right. and but there or rape your wife or hurt. the people you love or kill people What. whatever the case is it doesn't you. don't let the end up like the Zar uh. lined up against the wall with your. family while The Bu bus kill you right.

there's too much of that strain of. weakness that has infected a lot of the. the modern Christian Traditions to where. they don't have really an understanding. of it and they're the net Flanders all. go by goly G can't we all get along kind. of types and then because of that. they're more open to being persuaded by. evil forces because they don't have that. strong grounding and that courage to. stand up against evil well they. certainly lack courage what's evil how.

how are we defining evil we Define evil. as anti-human if you start from I like. CS Lewis's take on this which is whether. it's true or not I think it's a good way. to by true I mean whether it's a. metaphor or it's literally true people. can debate but if you think of the the. fall of the angels and then you think of. humanity you would understand that the. demons are at war with God's creation. humans because humans still have God. love humans are still capable of.

experiencing divine grace and. experiencing God's love whereas the. demons who rebelled during the fall are. not so what they want to do is Implement. anti-humanist policies and have human. suffering and have human Despair and you. can feel that Force again whether it's a. literal one involving actual forces or. whether that's a metaphor you could say. that evil would be. anti-human but I mean it almost has to. be a supernatural phenomenon because by.

definition human beings would not be. inclined to be. anti-human animals don't act against. their own interests animals don't commit. suicide there's a lot of strange. elements of The Human Condition a lot of. that suggest outside forces that are not. human acting on humans yeah humans given. to despair in a way that animals don't. despair would be incomprehensible to. other animals what's that wonderful DH. Lawrence poem DH Lawrence has this great. poem about watching a bird it's two.

lines long drop dead of cold and fall. from the bow dead to the ground and not. feel a moment of. self-pity right I mean that that is kind. of the difference right that's us I. remember one time we hit a deer with a. friend and the deer's back broke and it. just kept running to try to live right. yeah whereas a human would immediately. think oh my life is over right so we. have this fatalism in us something bad. happens to us and we Define it and oh my. life is over no it isn't your life's in.

a bad spot right it sucks it might suck. for a while but your life is not over. right so then what is that despair so I. think when I think about these terms and. I think of what is evil or what I think. is demonic I think in terms of the worst. thing you can do as a person is despair. because one that rejects the Divinity of. Christ because you're rejecting that you. can be saved because if you're. despairing then you're saying that I. reject Christ right that's probably if.

not the greatest S one of the greatest. sins because I'm in despair okay. therefore you don't believe Christ can. save you you're you're completely under. control of the forces right the dark. Forces and then I think of evil in terms. of causing human suffering and being. anti-human so that's interesting how do. you fight I mean if you've got your head. in the internet all day and the. civilization that produced you was. collapsing and evil is omnipresent and.

hurting people before your eyes. including people you love how do you. keep from despair well because the the. timelines are different right in our. primitive Minds we think oh this is the. worst everything's falling apart no no. it isn't we're not even in bolic Era. we're not even in communist China era. under Mao we're not in the Cambodian. genocide so there's a lot of and this. goes back to maybe why Republicans are. so weak a lot of us have been so. psychologically coddled that we view.

things as being insurmountable problems. that we can't solve I think it was ma. who said that Americans would break if. there were ever a war in America we've. never had World War II everybody was. bombed that was real despair we were the. guys over there helping the British bomb. people right certainly in America we. weren't being bombed we had women had to. go work at factories and other things. but it was nothing like Europe and their. Wars so in America we're so. psychologically cuddled that we think oh. we're like we're losing our country.

you're always losing your country time. does not stop the world is not static. there's always forces being pushed. there's always a dialectic there's. always good versus evil there's always. been lower points in humanity and higher. points in humanity so we don't know. where we are even on the cosmic timeline. on God's timeline on the Demon's. timeline on the Angel's timeline we. don't even know where we are first of. all that's mistake number one is that we. are in our own mind gods and we. understand the moment that we're in. and when you understand that the moment.

that we're in is so unique and that. there's a narrative Arc happening that. is either over and we've won because you. never win or we're losing and oh my God. we fall into despair so the problem is I. call it like the Marvel the Marvel. movies capture this well you don't watch. TV or movies and I can't even watch them. because they're so formulaic but the. idea is here are the people bad guys. come in Destroy things. hero emerges good guys come in Good Guys.

beat bad guys Good Guys Kiss the Girls. the end right and that's what we love in. the American mind but if you looked at. it and you zoomed out not from that. simple narrative Arc that we love As. Americans you would say well now these. buildings were blown up people are dying. people have lost Sons and Daughters. people are wailing in agony in ways that. we can't begin to comprehend and you. haven't even won because there'll be. another bad guy there'll be another bad. guy coming down right so you haven't. what do you mean you've won the good.

guys won no the good guys have resolved. the conflict in their favor and now you. have to rebuild and then you're have. politics and people fighting as they. rebuild who's going to get the contracts. who's getting ripped off you have all. these kids now that you have to watch. out for what you do with them right so. when you when you think of it in that. way it can either make you despair more. because you feel totally helpless oh my. God these problems are way worse than I. thought or you realize ah we're going. through a thing right ah we're going. through a thing okay this is a bad thing.

we're going through let's see what we. can do about it so there's a there's a. term that I picked up from the the iasa. kind of people in that little scene and. I think it comes from addiction and they. say the only way out is through right. yeah and it sounds sort of glib the only. way I was through what does that even. mean but it means when you're in the. [ __ ] you're in the [ __ ] you're in the. [ __ ] bro what do you want me to do you. want me to hold your hand you want a. milk and cookie you want a little. snuggle you want a baby bottle you're in.

the [ __ ] bro what are you going to do. sit there and and cry yourself to sleep. no you just keep going the only way out. it's through right so when you adopt. that as the way you live doesn't mean. you don't have bad days but you realize. yeah I'm in the [ __ ] okay what am I. going to do call Mommy get a little. blanky maybe have a bottle suckle my. thumb a little bit no you're not going. to do that right you just keep pushing. through what's the closest you've been. to. despair the I mean I've been. Despair and the human roll over money in.

hindsight kind of laughably small. amounts of money but at the time when. you don't have any and you're like I. wasn't approved for student loans I got. approved for student loans and then I. didn't get approved and then I thought I. was going to have to drop out of law. school because I couldn't get my student. loans and now looking back at it I was. like what I was bugging out over that. right but at the time that's your whole. world yeah so the the smaller you define. your world the bigger your problem seem. right so if you want to have less disp. def the smaller you define your world.

the bigger your problems seem yeah that. is wise yeah so that I look back at that. now and I think oh my God I was. borderline suicidal over just a. financial problem you know like I could. have just worked for whatever right. there's 100 different ways to solve it. and so I had a ton of Despair there and. then I've I've definitely. had despair. over despair maybe is not the right word. but close to it where we get Trump over.

the Finish Line. 2016 and he's going in and all of a. sudden the people who got him in there. pushed in the side and all the people. who opposed them take over what do they. say that the people who start. revolutions rarely finish them yes and I. thought we're living this right now and. I was bummed man I was bummed that we. took all these personal risks that we. made this happen an impossible feat and.

all of the people who were never Trump. ended up in the administration ended up. Staffing things and that made you feel. like despair maybe's less of a word than. powerless where you're like we did the. right thing and sometimes you feel that. way with these Republicans you're like. we gave you Congress we we gave you. Trump we gave you the White House we. gave you Congress we gave you the Senate. and we can't do anything we can't do. anything not nothing is changing right. or we get you know we get um Republicans.

Congress in this last election and they. still send all the money to. Ukraine and you're thinking what are you. what are you guys doing they're were. confirming all these radical judges in. the Senate and they go oh well Lindsey. Graham is rubber stamping all these. appointments well block them and. committee do something right so you're. in a way you're screaming into the void. like what are we doing why why are we. doing this why do I have all these gray. hairs over this stuff yeah and if I but. again that's that's me and my own ego.

defining the problem small right and. then that's why or defining the world is. small as everything is based on that one. issue and then that makes the problem. seem bigger then I just try to zoom out. remind myself we're on a longer timeline. we're on the timeline of in Infinity do. what we can do that doesn't mean give. these people a pass but the despair sets. in when you think what like what more do. we need to do right we we've given you. guys everything and even now with Trump. World Trump is going against a project.

20 uh 2025 people and those were his. most loyal staffers these are the adults. in the room that he's going to need if. he wins and bunch of never trumpers are. at his ear again and tell him to issue. statements going against all these. people and you realize man we're we're. going to relive 2017 but Biden is so bad. that we got to vote for Trump but it the. energy isn't the way it was like when we. voted for Trump in 2016. we were not voting the lesser of evils.

that was why a lot of people like me who. didn't care about politics or didn't. really care to vote got involved do I. really care if it's John McCain Barack. Obama 100% I don't 100% I don't Fair do. I really care if it's Mitt Romney or. Barack Obama 100% I don't right because. mitt would have done more Wars so Obama. would do things worse on social issues. but mitt would have had us in war with. Russia immed if he could have so you. think okay do I care not really. Clinton versus Trump we're talking about.

the fate of human civilization yes I say. this to this day and I believe with all. my heart that the people who voted for. Trump in. 2016 did the greatest act of human. charity and maybe human history because. tens of millions would have died had. Hillary Clinton won they had their whole. game plan bro they were going to go get. in some kind of war with Syria that. would have led to some shootout with. Russian mercenaries and American Special. Operations troops people like Joe k. explain all that Eric Prince can explain. all that the table was set for war with.

with Russia we were able to delay that. so we were able can I ask you just a. dumb question but why would anyone want. a war with Russia like what was that so. you're saying back even in 201 15 16. ghouls like Hillary Clinton were. planning on war with Russia why well. they need a big war they it's just big. war but why Russia because they're a. legitimate power and it would be a real. war they were tired of these little tiny. land disputes where we're winning they.

need they need massive destruction and. why because they wor I mean they worship. evil they want more humans to suffer if. you look at War. from yeah good answer I mean so if if if. you look at War and you start with the. fundamental definition of evil and what. evil is then you would realize that the. demons don't care which side of the war. they're on all they care care about our. humans are killing each other right. that's their own agenda so they'll.

that's why when you hear people talk. about things like oh we'll have a civil. war in the US like go well that's. demonic and you don't even realize. you're a demonic influence what do you. think a civil war is like have you. looked at what happened in Yugoslavia. you look at the aftermath of that show. me where show me you have a civil war. and this is a good outcome where this is. something that you want to idealize. right it's demonic but they don't think. that they're like we're the good guys. and we're being oppressed by the bad. guys that that is demonic influence. we're the good guys they're the bad guys. and I first of all do believe we're the.

good guys and I do believe that the. other side is the bad guys but once that. leads you to down that road then you're. the demons are smiling because they. don't care oh yeah you are the good guys. you're the moral you're the righteous. they're the evil ones oppressing you. they worship demons you're the you're. the good Christians you need to go to. war with them you're still in that frame. right so everything about human. flourishing is trying to escape that. frame the framing of the anti humanist. forces real or metaphorical and then you.

realize that there are people who are. obviously convening with these evil. forces consciously or unconsciously do. you think in some cases consciously I I. I'm not I don't believe that because. there there's not enough wisdom that you. would have if you were convening with. the with the. entities good boy yeah yeah it's not. something that you. would you would know like I can tell if. somebody's been down that route and.

you're like no no these people they. don't have how can you tell there. there's um there's an infinite Divine. wisdom that you access when you pierce. the veil between the man's world and the. spirit world and when you go over that. Veil or Pierce through that Veil you are. immediately humbled because you laugh at. how much pride you might have had as a. person yes you think oh wow I thought I. was hot [ __ ] oh I'm nothing here I'm.

nothing here oh my goodness okay and. that's probably why it's able for me to. become less relevant over the years. because the danger is then you become. too egoist and you don't do anything. right so you become complacent Yeah Yeah. It's Tricky right am I living in Pride. am I living in boastfulness okay I don't. want to do that but if you don't have a. little bit of Pride you don't have a. little bit of drive you don't have a. little Sizzle then maybe a message. doesn't get across too so you're it's. constant there constant tension right.

but the the spirit world realm it show. me oh yeah I mean that's it's tension. it's always tension it's always Duality. right yin and yang if you look at the. the medical staff two serpents you look. at DNA two strands there's always. tension which is why despair happens. when you think that there's a final. outcome in one way or another and then. complacency happens when you think. nothing matters and then huus happens. when you think that you've won and the. game is all over yeah and you don't.

realize Julie Caesar gets stabbed in the. back by his friends and little. supporters great the Cold War ended but. history has not ended exactly yes and. that on so once you just embrace the. dualistic struggle within yourself then. you realize okay I do need to do a. little bit of this but I but I can still. struggle against the Bas or elements of. myself I I didn't mean to pull the. conversation to another Direction so um. thank you for explaining that 2016 if.

Hillary had won Millions would have died. in the wars that she planned I think. that's absolutely right um voting for. Trump stopped that at least for the time. being but you felt despair because you. felt that Trump himself was subverted or. allowed himself to be subverted by. people who hated him and it made you. feel powerless demoralized yeah dis it's. probably a continuum so despair would. maybe be overstating it but on the.

Continuum it'd be demoralization and and. where you think a. man I can't believe that I I really I. can't it's like if you got your kid a. new car and the kid crashed the car. right away while drunk. driving you're you think why brother why. right no why why why and there's but. that but it had a magnified intensity. yeah because it was the country most of. us well actually all of us go through. our daily lives using all sorts of quote. free.

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recommended have you felt despair in the. last couple. years um I mean I felt despair in spirit. travels during the those um those. sessions yeah you feel you get in touch. with that human emotion of Despair you. get in touch with the the darkest side. of energy and the more challenging parts. of being a human for sure but you're not. driven to despair by the news on Twitter.

oh that's such a small potatoes compared. to the spirit world it's It's a Small. Potatoes it's so trivial compared to the. real war happening and the real forces. at work that it's hard to even take. seriously to the point that I have to. reel myself back in but you do have to. take it seriously even if it is small. small Stakes compared to the real. compared to the real Conquest so what. are the real Stakes the real Stakes is. one on the individual level you're a. more Soul that's the real stake the the. greatest challenge that I.

have every day is trying to sanctify my. own heart and my own soul because what. I've. learned through various experiences and. then reading a lot of the old Orthodox. Christian wisdom and learning actually. how Christianity was supposed to be it. was more and why I never really resonate. with protestantism if you want to go I. mean so protestantism I feel like is. very. mind driven here's a scripture this is. what the scripture said I'm a Baptist I.

can't drink alcohol and somebody else. would say oh well Jesus turned water. into wine and you're fighting soless. scriptura you're fighting by citing. different references in a book that is. sometimes contradictory right and then. but the real spiritual Traditions. remember Christianity started out as a. mystical tradition we look at now as oh. here's the Bible in the Bible is the. word of God and you realize no the. Ethiopian Orthodox Christians have B. books of the Bible in there that you. haven't even read right you guys are. still fighting over whether the Book of. Enoch is real or not right what do you.

what are you doing you think you this. you think you have the answer is it do. you think oh for sure I think it is and. what I've learned is that. you you can learn from the heart you. have to learn how to think from the. heart ReDiscover beyond your own. conscience But realize that your heart. has its own intelligence which I thought. would be woo woo kind of laughable stuff. right I'd read these books like The Four. Agreements um Sanel Louise I think his. name is Don Miguel St Louise I would.

read Paul quo and I would think oh what. a bunch of to be honest like what a. bunch of [ __ ] right come on I'm a man. I don't want to read about my heart I. don't want to read about crying what a. [ __ ] what a bunch of [ __ ] you know. who are these people right honestly that. was my reaction and assessment of a lot. of the stuff and then I realized that. was my own Foolish Pride my own huus. that I was realizing that I was afraid. of the heart I was not strong I was weak. because in my own mind I convinced.

myself to hide from the heart because. the heart is the source of your pain. also the source of your great joy and. love right so if you live in mind and. you live in ego you constantly paper. over heart and you think that's because. you're strong I'm a real man I don't cry. right where'd that come from you're a. real man you don't cry why are you. afraid of crying I'm not afraid of. crying that's interesting reaction right. so as as you do as you study the more of. the. mysticism and the real spiritual. traditions and how it was practiced then.

you realize that the heart is his own. intelligence and then you're trying to. ReDiscover the intelligence of the heart. and once you ReDiscover the intelligence. once you ReDiscover the intelligence of. heart that's the higher morality the. higher morality isn't the words we. create the rules we draft out the higher. morality is in your heart but we become. so disconnected and detached from the. heart that that sounds ridiculous or it. sounds like [ __ ] [ __ ] you know woo woo. [ __ ] [ __ ] right it's it doesn't I in in.

my hearing anyway but it does raise the. vital question you know. what what does good look like you've. described evil but so how do we know. that the impulses of our heart are the. right impulses yeah good is love good is. human flourishing good is flowers. blooming evil is wheat Fields being cut. down in Ukraine as people kill each. other people who are brothers separated. by Aline in the sand kill each other. there's no flowers there's no children.

dancing there's no Gardens flourishing. right that's evil is death Life Is Love. is human flourishing flowers blooming. children laughing right CS Lewis once. said that it was a great feeling of his. that he didn't find the laughter of. children satisfying he found it kind of. annoying right yes and but he'd never. had children right but he but even not. having them he realized that he was. missing the because that's heart yes. heart is you hear a kid crying on a.

plane oh I hope the kids all right yeah. me being an [ __ ] shut your [ __ ]. kid up don't you control your kid you're. weak you know yeah that's the the ego. the male and it's that part of me that I. was trying to get away from and that. I've been still trying to get away from. right the male EOS worship me I'm so. great I'm so relevant share my stuff. read my stuff oh the president read this. I know this guy and this guy is. important and. the male ego and that'll just spin you. out of control forever and then the.

heart is man I kind of snapped on my kid. I feel bad I hope my kid's okay you know. I shouldn't have snapped on my kid why. did I snap on my kid oh because I was in. that moment the kid was mirroring. something about myself I don't like. that's that's the truest thing right. there will you explain that a little. more well we and this goes back to even. Aristotle why we why we judge and we. often judge harshest than others that. which we don't like about ourselves but. often we're in denial about those. aspects of ourselves and so we don't.

even realize that we're doing it we're. judging them because we don't like that. part of ourselves and you don't realize. no it's that part of yourself that's. broken that's what you want to fix right. yes that's what you want to think about. and unfortunately not enough people talk. about it or it sounds woo woo or you get. down a certain tradition or you're well. that's just the most obvious and real. thing ever for every parent I mean if. you like your wife I speak for myself I. when I see my wife's good quality. reflected in my children I love it when. I see my bad qualities reflected in my.

children it drives me crazy right and. and then what so what do you take away. from that when that. happens that you know I should be more. patient and less judgmental and in fact. if a child is displaying one of your. ugly qualities you know you know what. it's like to struggle with that quality. so you should be more compassionate but. of course I speaking for myself I'm less. you know I hate that right so I I I. think that some language that I found. that was. useful and what you're dealing with and.

deal with and what we'll always deal. with for the rest of our lives is a lot. of our work as parents is closing those. Loops of childhood trauma or closing the. loop of whatever your issue is right. because the way we perpetuate mically. our worst parts of ourselves is through. raising our children right and what I. try to think of is closing the loop and. when I see something in in my kid that. bothers me or triggers something in me I. think well why is that happening and. then I think how can I have that child.

not continue continue this right how do. you how do you break that how do you. break that cycle and how do you how do. you close that Loop and I think that. becomes a lot more important than. getting people elected into office I. think if more of us did that well how do. you do that you you see something ugly. in your child that you know comes from. you you've transmitted something either. genetically or through conditioning to. your child whom you love most in the. world of course that is like bad how do. you how do you fix that well the more.

you've learned about yourself the more. that you can transmit the knowledge to. the kids I'll give you a very basic. example my my firstborn has first child. energy and that's very nice first child. energy is leadership knowledge often. giftedness inquisitiveness she's always. reading books she had this little. Rubik's Cube and now she's saying Dad. can we watch a YouTube video on how to. Sol the Rubik's Cube all great energy. firstborn energy but a lot of firstborn.

kids because they're put into that role. maybe that we as parents have to watch. out for of being a caregiver for other. children that's right we want to ask. ourselves one am I robbing my daughter. of the magic of childhood and The Wonder. of childhood hey go watch your brother I. got to do this right maybe I'm robbing. her of The Wonder of childhood okay I. need to calibrate that sometimes they do. got you know life is life right. sometimes you have to do what you have. to do but at least I'm mindful of that.

or am I having her grow up too fast okay. why don't I just take a walk with her. oneon-one just take a walk and just talk. with my daughter just about her what's. going on in her mind let her Ramble On. let her talk about what she finds. interesting don't don't ask questions or. try to direct the conversation just kind. of like Let It Flow and then when you're. doing that you're closing the loop of a. cuz in my case I didn't I was sort of. robbed in my childhood a lot of ways and. because I wanted to grow up I wanted to. get out of the situation and you realize.

no you're letting them be a kid they. still have to we all have to live. together and it isn't perfect all the. time but you're letting a kid be a kid. or another thing first children do is. because they have to look at the. well-being of everyone they'll negotiate. against themselves right my daughter I. don't know if I want to ask for this Dad. what do you want what do you want to ask. for she's like I don't know if I should. ask for it because I think my other my. sister I think wants ice cream but I. really want this and I would say well.

don't negotiate against yourself ask for. what you want I can still tell you no. maybe it won't work out but let's close. that Loop because I noticed that I would. negotiate myself against myself. sometimes in business dealings and it. was something my wife would point out. where especially because I was never. really like a greedy money driven person. a lot of times I would be more compliant. than you would expect giving my. personality right giving my personality. you might think put a dollar on the. table and he's going to fight me I'm. thinking why are we fighting over a.

dollar this is stupid really this is. dumb but people will take advantage of. that right so I had to. learn much later in life unfortunately. in my 30s and even now in my late 40s I. had to learn no no don't negotiate. against yourself don't worry about them. they're worried about themselves they're. self-interested actors they're going to. try to get as much as they can out of. you let them worry about themselves you. worry about yourself and I realized oh. that's firstall energy because I was. always worried about is everybody okay.

is everybody doing all right within the. family realm will keep that to your. family so with my firstborn I do want. you to negotiate against yourself with. the family than I want you to think. about everybody with the family but I. want you to know what you're doing and. then have tools to know that when you're. going into business or you're doing. dealings with other. people put that energy aside right be. Shar how old is this child seven and a. half does she understand oh yeah yeah. yeah. she's a old soul yeah so a lot of.

my a lot of my virtues but a lot of my. um existential dread I had very a lot of. existential dread at a very young age so. one day for example she was I maybe five. or. six but she was young I remember she was. young. and I was waiting for this and hoping it. wouldn't happen we were hanging out one. day she was Dad I feel weird why do we. have bodies I thought oh man man oh no. the genetic whatever spiritual curse or.

blessing that has been passed on for all. of these centuries or Millennia is with. her because that was very much how I. felt like a kid I felt. like this body isn't mine why am I here. this doesn't make any sense I've always. felt alienated from my animalistic. materialistic body I've always felt like. it was weird that we had bodies I was a. gnostic as a early kid what is this. thing that I'm what torture am I being.

subjected to by having to live in a body. right and there was nobody I could talk. to about this kind of stuff they black. you up like a nut house right sounds. like a Nutty thing and I was like so I. told sea I said well she's asking you. know she's asking these kind of. questions now but I'm able. to treat them differently maybe than it. would have been when I was a kid or. maybe than I would have been treated. when I was a kid. what did you say I said it is it's weird. isn't it what are these things flopping.

around right it feels weird to be kind. of disconnected and alienated from your. body and we're here on a spiritual. Mission and that's why we're in these. bodies where this bodies as part of the. spiritual mission that we've been sent. on for since the beginning of time that. we're on a spiritual mission to discover. the mystery of the human bodies we're on. and we're on a mission to elevate. Humanity to elevate The Human Condition. and you have these.

gifts but along with that comes the. responsibility to elevate The Human. Condition and to elevate Society but. that it is weird and it's normal to feel. weird you told your seven-year-old she. had an obligation to elevate The Human. Condition when she was five four and a. half oh. yeah light times in the C ofage. household how did she. respond okay okay Dad yeah I don't know. that she did cuz I don't want her to. wear that as a burden of course right. but she's like okay Dad how'd you get. over you were telling me at dinner last.

night I won't betray anything that's up. to you but um I think it's fair to say. you had a like stupendously shitty. childhood like almost never really heard. a story like that before you don't seem. you wear it very lightly you don't seem. tormented by it how'd you get over that. reading a lot of self-help books and. yeah yeah nothing nothing deeper than. that realizing that your past isn't what. defines you the lowest thing that. happened to you is how you define. yourself and then that's what brought me. into media was the brain is inherently a.

great book on this wir for story we're. obsessed with stories right campfire. tell me a story let's regil ourselves of. stories that's how we transmit knowledge. but with our own brain that get that. gets. hijacked because we tell ourselves. certain stories and then we often frame. them at the most miserable disempowering. way so me I Define as the story of my. childhood man that was wild and I got.

out of there alive what a what a trip. and you can Define it that way or you. can Define it as here all these things. that happen to me I'm garbage I don't. matter I'm scum I don't deserve love I. don't deserve good things in life and. then you can Define that as your story. and if you define that as your story. that's the path to despair that's the. pathway to depression so you made a. conscious decision to see your child. childhood is this kind of melstrom that. you escaped and feel grateful for that.

it's the thing that happened to me and. then if I want to give into ego it's a. great thing that I overcame or if I want. to forgive people and love people I can. say my dad worked shitty factory jobs. never cheated on my mom never smoked a. cigarette never hit us other than the. traditional spanking culture that. existed at the time never got drunk NE. never he never did anything and he did. the best that he could with the. knowledge that he had and what a. sacrifice did he have and am I grateful.

enough as a son to to appreciate that to. understand what it would be like to be. broke to be on welfare a little bit the. shame that a man must feel when he loses. a job my goodness what did my dad go. through so then I get on my own. myopia remember you know we always want. to define the world larger than. ourselves the more we focus on oursel. the smaller we Define the world then. every problem is so big right right so. then I think oh man what how hard was.

that and how how generous was it that my. grandparents paid off the mortgage of. the house because that was a $200 a. month payment which was a ton of money. back then and how different of my. childhood have been and how lucky am I. that I got out and how many things could. have gone wrong in my life and and. completely all through the course of my. life so hey buddy you're so proud of. yourself you think you're such a great. Overcomer. how much luck was there how much of that. was divinely inspired maybe a little bit.

of it was maybe you need to get over. yourself maybe you need to get over your. little pity party and realize that. things could have gone a lot differently. right so I'm I'm always consciously. reframing the story of myself and the. and the narrative of my life in a way. that is that is zooming out wider and. looking at what were other people's. problems what were they you do I A. friend of mine you you know you do iwasa. he was beat up as a kid and he was um.

you know he had iwasa experience and he. saw himself getting beat up as a kid and. he saw his dad but he saw that his dad. was beat up as a kid and he was like oh. my God my dad was beat up as a kid holy. [ __ ] that's why he did it and it doesn't. excuse the child abuse but when you when. you zoom out and you realize that was. what has happened then you don't blame. yourself and then if you don't blame. yourself you can forgive yourself right.

because it's not that you're unworthy. it's not that you don't don't deserve. love it's that that person felt that way. and they transmitted that knowledge in a. really horrific way and then you're. allowed to forgive them and then you're. allowed to move on and you're allowed to. to heal yourself because it it wasn't. really your issue right and and often. these realizations are H it's very easy. to talk about it like it's nothing but. when you're in the [ __ ] when you're in. the work these are not easy. conversations to have with yourself so I.

I get in the [ __ ] and I go into those. places and I go into the the darkest. experiences that have happened to me and. then I do feel that torment I do feel. like I'm being attacked and then you. know the only way out it's through and. you just keep going through it in a. world increasingly defined by deception. and the total rejection of human dignity. we decided to found the Tucker Carlson. Network and we did it with one principle. in mind tell the truth you have a.

god-given right to think for yourself. our work is made possible by our members. so if you want to enjoy an adree. experience and keep this going join TCN. at tuckercarlson.com. podcast talker carlson.com. podcast what's going on with whites and. not just in this country but in every. white majority country whites are. becoming the. minority uh they're hated. they hate themselves they're not. reproducing and the amount of energy.

expended by our leaders sort of openly. disparaging them encouraging them. effectively to kill themselves or to to. want to kill themselves uh is. overwhelming I'm not saying this as a. white man though obviously I am um but. it's just it's it's it's very striking. and it's Global what is that I had a I. had a weird experience when I was in. South Africa visiting and in South South. Africa you have a basically a cell you. lock yourself in a cell when you go into.

apartment so you get Airbnb you open the. outside cage you go in and then you open. another cage to go into the bedroom and. then you lock that cage you have to have. all these layers of protection and I. remember talking to some white South. Africans about that and they go oh well. it's just payback for aide and they. Shrugged it off and I said I can. understand maybe a little bit of looting. his payback for a partti I can. understand a little corruption as. payback but horrific violent crimes is.

not a proportionate response to. something that people did before you. were even born and ever since then I've. been been struck with the mystery of. this Collective racial guilt that white. people carry around that that nobody. else does if you look at any other um. ethnic or racial group no one carries. around this strange guilt for sins that. were committed before you were ever born. and I don't understand it I don't. understand where that comes from I don't. understand the biological basis for it. the spiritual basis for it because.

carrying around Collective guilt racial. guilt is actually anti-christian doesn't. make any sense at all and it's a it's a. knot that I haven't been able to. unravel I mean it it it does seem like. they're disappearing that just like as a. numbers matter and even saying that is. forbidden which itself is really. revealing I mean if this were true of. you know commanches or uan Islanders or. Han Chinese you know if they were. diminishing in number really strikingly.

really quickly over a short period of. time you be like what the hell is going. on with Filipinos you know what I mean. they're not reproducing everyone hates. them they're dying uh but even to say. that about whites is like somehow bad or. something and that tells you that we've. all internalized this hate white people. thing you really don't know where that. comes from well a great example of that. is that if you look at gun deaths This. Is How They bring the stats on deaths. they go oh there's 50,000 gun deaths a. year when you look at it it's suicide.

it's almost exclusively white male. suicide via firearm and I always said. that if you really cared about gun. deaths you would immediately do an. intervention into white male suicide. because that is the primary usage of gun. suicides you know white men have killed. themselves personally not personally no. I know a friend who had overdose with. opioids so I guess form of it I I know a. lot I mean I'm probably. I'm several years older than you um but. I know a lot I know like five at least.

so yeah that's that's interesting right. so if you cared if you cared about gun. deaths you would know that the lowest. hanging fruit is white Mill suicide. right you would know that you're not. going to confiscate people's guns that. would cause social a lack of social. cohesion that none of us even want to. think about all of that is fake the real. thing you would go after is gang. violence and you'd go after white male. suicide if you cared if you actually. cared about gun death you wouldn't point. out the occasional tragic school.

shooting which is statistically very. unlikely even though the horrific when. they happen you would say okay we have a. gun violence problem to solve how are. they being used okay most of the people. killing each other with them are gang. bangers and then you have white males. killing themselves Let's do an immediate. I mean it's it's laughable to imagine. this happening in a world that were. logical. and not driven by hatred you would see.

all kinds of interventions public. service announcements happening about. white mail suicide it would be one of. the biggest issues people talked about. you would say did you have any idea most. people don't most people think you're. lying about the stats when you tell them. oh no half half of the gun deaths that. they bring up are suicide and white men. are 3.5 times more likely to kill. themselves than anyone else and people. go that can't be true like well you can. go black women are the most oppressed. group in the United States that is a an. article of faith for everybody we hear. that every literally every day um but. the suicide rate among black women is.

like negligible well nobody yeah. nobody's ever been able to square the. circle of how media Imaging suppresses. the self-esteem of black. Americans who have almost no suicide but. it's building up the white self-esteem. but then the whites the ones killing. themselves right there's no there's no. log right so it's so I guess that's kind. of my point is not to whine and it. because I hate whining about anything. particularly about race however it's so.

illogical it's so like absurd that it. suggests that there's something deeper. going on which is people are kind of. happy when whites die and that's. obviously true oh yeah there's a deep. hatred that there's a deep hatred and it. would just be it would be a lot easier. if I weren't white to to note this. because you're a white supremacist if. you note it but even that it's like stop. complaining about people dying because. if you complain about it you're evil or. something like that whole formulation is. so uh sick that like yeah you're they. the framing is not only you can't talk.

about it but if you talk about it then. you'll be labeled a white nationalist. the white supremacist you're thinking. bro I'm talking about suicide I thought. you wanted fewer gun deaths right you're. telling me that you want fewer gun. deaths and I'm telling you here's a way. to do that and now you're saying no. that's actually racist to say that. that's a way to say but where does it. come from I guess that's my question is. where does that impulse come from is it. it is it Envy I mean white men have you. know created a lot the overwhelming.

majority of technological advances for. example in the 20th century you know. electricity the airplane Etc um is it. that that makes people angry is it is. there something spiritual going on like. what is this and it does seem be helpful. just to acknowledge that this is. absolutely real the numbers show it the. mass migration around the world into. majority white countries to make the. minority white countries clearly driven. by hate. obviously um but where's that hate come. from what is that the ethnic groups have. always hated each other like the rwan.

and genocide for me was always a hard. thing to wrap my Americanized brain. around because if you're American your. whole world is there's white people. black people and once you go there no no. they no it's so true the cambodians hate. the Vietnamese and the Tha and vietnames. hate each other I remember everyone. hates the Chinese in Southeast Asia. right and then the Han Chinese hate the. other Chinese right so anywhere you look. there's always been ethnic strife and I. think that that's why the agenda the.

anti-human agenda is to just cram as. many different people together as they. possibly can knowing that this will. create some kind of strife so they're. can't be there can't be order right so. if you look at yes I look at it again. real or. metaphorically demons are chaos God is. logos God is order yes right so when you. look at forces driving chaos. then you can usually say that's the. anti-human that's the Demonic element.

because again the demons don't care who. comes up ahead if the demons could. somehow inside a race war they don't. care what side wins they only care that. a lot of people kill each other that. there's a lot of Despair that there's a. lot of suffering that they can Harvest a. lot of that negative energy that's all. they care about so then when we talk. about these issues for me it's always. challenging because one you don't want. to make people feel persecuted you don't. want to make oped yes I totally agree. can we just pause for a second I've. struggled with this a lot as I've. watched the anti-white hate kind of.

Define our country and destroy a lot of. people I know it's hard to talk about. not because I care about being called a. racist I'm not a racist I don't care if. they call me that but because I don't. want to inspire self-pity or a sense of. persecution in people because it's. really bad for people that's exactly. right right and then it can add to the. tribalism well totally which we don't. want you don't yeah you don't want white. men thinking oh boy they're out to get. us and now agree so a lot of times you. throw your hand up in the air think how. do I even how even handle these issues. how do you address it because it is an.

issue opioid overdo death are an issue. and the way that I try to address it in. a spiritual way is I try to focus on a. general aspirational message so I get. into the Weeds on politics I get in the. mud I'm not claiming to be some great. Guru or whatever but I always if you. read me long enough you know that I. generally speaking believe that if you. decide to not be a loser you can live a. good life you're not going to maybe Live.

Your Dream Life right you're not going. to be in the Yankees I was never on the. Yankees I'm not Alex Rodriguez that's. fine you can you can just accept that. you're not going to be that but if you. decide you know what I just don't want. to be some pathetic loser angry all day. about politics getting fat with my mom. who has enable this Behavior it's true. and if you read me long enough you know. like I believe in you I don't think I. I'm not going to sell you a lot and tell. you that you're going to be anything. that you can want to be because that. isn't the way embodiment works but you.

can live a good life and there's a lot. to be said for just living a good life. right there's a lot to be said for. living a nice normal life yes and so for. me instead of focusing on a lot of the. the tension issues I do Point them out. and identify them but it's always about. look man it starts with you the system. is rigged my dad didn't get a job. because of affirmative action a state. police job was proven when there was a. class action settlement I can point to. real things that have happened.

racialized issues where we were on the. receiving end of the. oppression but if that's all you think. about is the world is rigged I can't. really do anything now you're given into. despair the world is rigged it's always. been rigged bro World War I you're going. to get drafted and thrown in to fight in. Europe and the trenches because the. French and the English can't get along. and the Germans and the Austrian. hungarians are beefing again because the. European. right so the timeline is always helpful. too at the micro level at the micro.

level you think and this is the message. I kind of always teach it's usually. directed towards men is there are a lot. of people who are Despair mongers and. they want you to think that all women. are terrible you're a white man you're. oppressed nothing you do matters. everything is going to or you're an. oppressor yeah or you're an oppressor. feel guilty about that there's a whole. different way to spin it whereas I just. start from the proposition hey just. decide you don't want to be a loser and. take the first step so let's let's get. specific I love the way you're seeing.

this cuz you're absolutely right um I. think it's fair to acknowledge what's. actually happening I don't think you. should ever lie um it diminishes you to. lie lying is evil on the other hand. marinating in it clearly doesn't help so. you're a 19-year-old American man a lot. of things are factually speaking stacked. against you but you don't want to be a. loser and be mad about politics and fat. and living with your mom as you so. nicely described um what do you do and.

what do you avoid yeah the biggest thing. you want to avoid is that enabling. pattern of behavior because most of. these guys didn't have a a a dad figure. or their dad was kind of some cucked. checked out guy and so as bad as my. childhood was in a lot of ways my dad. did make me take martial arts when I was. getting bullied he did say like well I. mean you're getting bullied you got to. like do martial arts and it was just. very matter of fact that was cuz that. was the old school kind of masculine. thing which is I mean you're a chubby.

kid you're getting picked on you got to. learn how to fight and you're just going. to have to fight people and that's just. the way it's going to be right that's. what I was talking whereas whereas the. mom the the feminine wants to nurture. right which is good but then that also. enables so everything if you look at. things energetically the masculine draws. boundaries but then it can become too. harsh and unforgiving right right and. that's why God has man and woman but the. woman will enable oh baby boy boy oh. you're sad oh let me give you some ice. cream oh no you have a bad day right and.

so you have to have that duality of. energy that struggle that creates a. complete person or a whole person so if. you're 19 you would just want to have. a you everything starts with you with a. piece of paper and a pen and you're just. assessing where your life is right and. and you're asking yourself I don't know. was I enabled by a overly nurturing. mother maybe maybe not maybe your. problem's different maybe your dad was a. dick he didn't give you love and so now.

you struggle with love and you're you're. too harsh right whatever it is but you. just sit down and you start assessing. where you are in life realizing that. especially if you're. 19 everybody who's old and Rich would. love to be 19 again right one you have. all the wealth in the world even if you. don't think of it that way and I wish. somebody told me that when I was younger. Warren Buffett Trad places with you in a. second here you can be me as 80-year-old. billionaire and you can I'll be 19 again. with whatever bad position you're in.

would you take the deal every. billionaire would you think Bill Gates. wouldn't take that deal that's why. they're all obsessed with transhumanism. they're trying to figure out a way to. get into younger bodies right that's. what ultimately transhumanism is about. is the fear immortality the rejection of. God the rejection of the infinite so in. your own mind you're thinking how can I. how can I be in a younger body so one is. like what are you crying about bro right. what are you what are you crying about. you have time to fix it it's going to. take five years get on a fiveyear. timeline everybody's on this short. timeline right if you're in a a bad.

position and you've probably seen this. with people who when they give in Des. spair they're just not thinking of the. timeline so oh your business failed okay. you're probably going to be broke dude. for a couple years you're not going to. be like not broke in a. day but you're not going to be broke in. five years if you set yourself on the. right path or like whatever your problem. is it's just going to take time bro it's. going to take five years but. start taking immediate action right now. in whatever way you can for me the.

easiest thing in the world to do if. you're a young man you start reading old. books I said just what books go on the. great C go look up the great books of. Western Civilization read them read a. hundred great books go to the gym four. times a week call me in a year you won't. call me in a year because you'll be kind. of figuring things out right so what. happens is and again I blame movies and. I blame narrative I'm actually a I. learned a lot from the postmodernists. even though they're often attacked on. the right the idea of postmodernism an.

examining narrative structures and how. narrative structures control thought so. the narrative structure is you're a. man you find the Green Hornet ring and. you become some kind of superhero or. you're a man and your long-lost father. is actually half God and he's going to. send you on this hero's journey and. they're going to send you your sword and. a shield right if you look at mythology. and you look at the narrative structure. people have have there's even if people. don't recognize it they will now if they. listen unconsciously you believe.

someone's going to save you the mentor. appears if you look at the hero with a. thousand faces if you look at the hero. sh you look at all these narrative. structures embedded in our conscious is. oh I'm kind of sitting at home I'm. Anakin Skywalker on a desert island. orphaned adopted whatever the case is oh. the Jedi find me the Jedi train me and. then I go on my Journey the mentor. appears bro the mentor doesn't appear. That's fake okay so get it out of your.

mind that the mentor is going to appear. and rescue you from your situation you. got to be your own Mentor right and then. once you start from that at a deep level. realizing nobody's coming to save you. and that's fine that shouldn't make you. afraid you have to realize that was. what's holding you back because you you. kept waiting for the Great Awakening the. great moment to appear it's not going to. happen you're just going to get older. and Decay and give into entropy so. you're your own Mentor go read the great. books of Western Civilization go to the. gym three or four times a week and then.

tell me where you are in a year and by. that time you'll you'll find your path. but you have to believe that you can. find the PATH right and nobody will do. that what are what are the traps the. stumbling blocks along the way for young. men thousands you get somebody pregnant. you lose. yourself you drink I don't think anyone. gets anyone pregnant anymore unwan. pregnancies are still happening I mean. people are still fornicating even if on. our side of the internet there's there's. more abortions happening so the and more.

celibacy involuntary but the top guys. are having more women there there's more. involuntary celibacy but you want to. look at Charles merer had a good line um. don't race trains or do cocaine right. the and the message the sentiment of. that was if you're sending a young man. on his path you want to say here are the. big things that you don't want to do you. don't want to get a woman the wrong. woman pregnant you are with her if she. doesn't have an abortion for 20 25 you. are tied now to that person quantumly.

cosmically and materially and physically. for decades now so you don't want to do. that that's a big problem you don't want. to do that you don't want to kill. yourself you don't want to drive your. car drunk you don't want to race cars. you don't want to race a train can I. beat the train right you don't want to. jump off cliffs all 50 ft into water you. don't know how deep it is right but as. glib and I don't mean to be glib. but that's how much belief I have in. young men to know that hey here's some.

guard rails figure it out dude just. start reading books go to the gym. because then what'll happen people are. afraid to let things emerge organically. the male brain and I've seen this with. people I know who are incredibly. successful but no kids because in their. brain they talk about everything that. can go wrong oh what if I get married to. this woman she divorces. me and their brain spirals they've. created a thousand new problems that one. you're going to have problems anyway. right you're going to have problems. anyway of course it's going to happen.

what if I start a business I mean yeah. you're going to have a payroll problem. at some point you might have to get a. line of credit there are ways to do it. you're going to lose sleep because you. might think you might go bankrupt and. you might think people are going to make. fun of you and you might feel like why. did I do this yes all of this is going. to happen who gives a [ __ ] you know it's. like you wanted to shake these guys well. so that you're describing what strikes. me as the bigger problem so the examples. that you gave a second ago were all sort. of unbridled masculine energy needing as. you said guard rails right don't drive.

drunk or jump off cliffs I don't see any. cliff diving or impregnating going on I. at least in the class of people that I'm. around it and maybe it you know we're. from different RS maybe that's it but it. seems like young men are afraid they're. too cautious they have like some sort of. hormonal imbalance that makes them more. female more. I don't know less likely to take big. risks yeah I can't save them I tell them. to go to church their churches they're.

they're institutions that help those. people so in terms of my messaging I. always think about who I'm writing for. yeah why am I doing what I'm doing why. am I wasting my time doing this [ __ ]. you know where I get attacked smeared. called every kind of name got. investigated by Muller know that I'm on. the regime's like Target what the [ __ ]. am I doing this is stupid right I could. just go live a nice quiet life disappear. off the face of the Earth smoke cigars. all day hang out with my kids go to the. gym what am I'm doing why am I doing.

this right and the answer is because I'm. writing for who I was when I was 19 2021. just tell me what to do bro give me the. Playbook I'll figure it out give me the. Playbook I'm not for the guy who oh I'm. so depressed the world is so rigged I'm. GNA go watch anti-semitic podcast all. day because the Jews the Jews are. holding me down you. know those are not my people those are. lost souls and it isn't my spiritual. obligation to reach them that's the. obligation of the church that's the.

obligations of pastors because I'm not. caring enough to reach them right I. don't want to hear how you're a Sad. Panda that you're just right you're I'm. not the right person for you there are. people who are the right people for you. go walk into a church I'm afraid I'll. feel awkward to go to church it's like. well what give me a break dude at some. point with these people you wonder how. we're enabling them by talking about all. systemic problems which are real but. realizing go to a church that's why.

pastors exist to nurture you to kind of. put you on the right direction to deal. with your [ __ ] beta cuck [ __ ] but. that's not for me I'm not here to save. your soul that's the church the church. is there to save your soul I'm here to. take someone who's maybe had kind of a. [ __ ] up home life maybe he's had a a. wrong turn in life but they will do. things but they don't have the knowledge. right so I'm thinking how can I give. them knowledge what do I wish somebody.

had told me what's the knowledge you. need what are the the pitfalls that you. want to avoid here you go here's a one p. page piece of paper follow the. instructions and then you're not going. to need me because you're you're the. mentor you're the mentor your own Mentor. has appeared in your own mind you are. your Mentor right that's the narrative. structure and then go on your hero's. journey and in your hero's journey. you're going to have Peril don't tell me. what if what if I marry this woman and. she divorces me well what if you don't. marry her and you get in a car crash and.

you lose a leg what are you doing. worried around like a worry wart go join. a knitting Circle right go join a. knitting Society oh so what that's. called Che and the fat right and and it. used to be kind um kind of an insult. right you'd call somebody a bubble boy. or you're like oh they're just sitting. around chewing the fat like cows with. cut in their mouth right and you're. think well sure all these things didn't. Happ in in business I've lost sleep. thought we're going to go bankrupt and I. ruin my life do I have to cash in my. retirement account to keep things going.

who gives a [ __ ] of course you're G to. go through that right of course but then. I know people who had great jobs that. just got downsized one day and then they. had nothing and now they have to rebuild. their life at 50 right you think having. a business is hard how about you rebuild. your life bankrupt at 50 right that's. hard and but like again it all comes. back to like what are you going to do. just sit around mope around all day and. there's too much enabling of the moping. around.

Behavior do you think that. um but is a line though and it's hard to. know exactly where it is. between sort of. ignoring this you know this the systems. that are oppressing you which are real. and then feeling hopeless and whiny and. self-pitying because they're like you. need to push back against Injustice but. you can't allow the ex of Injustice to. make you feel you know hopeless people. had kids during the Great Depression.

yeah right the Great Depression 20%. unemployment rate soup kitchens men with. their. dignity trying to keep their dignity as. they can't feed their family real. problems man this [ __ ] that we're going. through right now isn't good there are. problems that are real but in the scheme. of humanity and the the length of. humanity we're not dealing with [ __ ] bro. we're not dealing with anything right oh. life. so are you in line for a soup kitchen. wondering if your kids are going to. starve do you have to sell a kid they in.

Cambodia they can't feed their kids. right I we can take you to other parts. of the world and that isn't a way of. excusing the excesses of the regime. because I fight the regime I'm a target. of the regime I've been smeared in every. kind of publication. right but that doesn't mean I sit around. all day thinking that I can't do. anything you still have to have that. that's totally right why are you against. porn. iasa I I think most people who. participate in porn were molested as. kids so then that puts you Downstream of.

the the pedophile cycle of behavior so. for me I just my heart just breaks that. people do it because I I went from. a somebody the ego is self-satisfying. right this what the ego wants to do. validation and selfs. satisfication and you realize that these. are broken p and you're participating in. the spiritual damage that was done to. them and you're spiritually damaging. yourself so it isn't oh this a sin.

you're going to go to hell God's going. to strike you down with thunder it's. more you're damaging yourself. spiritually when you engage with this. material and that person is even way. more damaged and now you're caught in. the cycle of molestation and problems. that these people have dealt with so why. in the world would you want to be. Downstream of that level of trauma right. that Cosmic trauma get the hell. get the hell out of that and you didn't. see that before no no because I was just. look up I was en cultured we were all.

groomed okay there was uh you know. grooming is a big term now and everybody. blames it on drag queen story or. whatever I watched uh. documentary on Woodstock 99 it was the. the redo of Woodstock and there was a. point in there a subplot and it was. delivered by the documentary filmmaker. cuz I understand propaganda. I know when they're propagandizing but. they're right it was very much when you. were of my era Gen X oh Girls Gone Wild.

show us your tits oh they're going to. Marty gr everybody get drunk show your. tits that's vulgar I look at that now as. that's vulgar and disgusting but that. was completely normalized on yes Howard. sterman do a radio show oh Mary Kate and. Ashley ol olon they're 14 when do they. turn 18 sexualizing a. 14-year-old but it's like what David. Foster Wallace said does a fish know. that it's in water right when you're in. water you don't know you're in water you. know when you're out of the water right.

when you're in water you don't know we. were all swimming in a sewer not. realizing that we are being groomed to. fornicate to sexualize people who are. way too young to be sexualized and that. was all being groomed on us so then it. just becomes like a normal thing oh yeah. Girl's Gone Wild oh yeah girl gets drunk. shows her tits she probably probably the. lowest point of her life doing that when. the videos come in and she's sober but. if you don't have a higher awareness. you're just another participant in the. banar carnival of degeneracy right but.

you don't realize it because you're. swimming in that filth and then as I've. tried to get out of that sewer and as I. work more and more to to sanctify and. purify my heart you realize oh God how. could I watch this so for me it didn't. even take willpower to not watch it I. just said how could I how could I watch. that that make my heart says you can't. you can't watch this and I's like okay. so five six seven years ago whatever I. was like I can't watch this anymore and. that was it didn't it wasn't a struggle.

it wasn't hard and that's where you know. we talked earlier about the difference. between the heart and the. mind and relearning that the the heart. is its own form of Consciousness its own. form of intelligence the more you live. in your heart the less willpower it. takes it doesn't take willpower to. refuse to participate in cycles of. trauma when your heart is talking. because your heart would say what are we. doing but if it's your mind you think oh. man I I got a few minutes to blow off.

I'm kind of bored now let's just see. what's new and then of course it's been. proven that the when they watch. pornography you watch worse and worse. stuff you don't start with the National. Geographic topless picks of the tribes. you know and then you end there you. start there and you end at just really. sketchy stuff right and what so that. tells you right there that it's demonic. because if it were satiating if. pornography were satiating you would say. okay here's a 70s era bad movie oh she. comes in and she's pretty and there was.

a certain at least Elegance or art to it. you would be fine ending there how many. people end there right it's a Gateway. that keeps corrupting the soul well so. I'm interested in what you said that you. know it's demonic because it doesn't. satisfy you right explain that what does. that mean the demons don't want you to. have inner peace the worst problem for. for the force is of evil for the demons. for the negative energy is when you're. existing in a state of love and you're.

existing in a state of flow of light of. being of lightness that's the worst. thing in the world for the demons. because that's how they lose you they. want to they want to drag you down into. the muck as much as they can and take. you as low as they can because then you. feel like you can't be reached you can't. be helped you've gone too far right so. you once you realize the spirit. component of it too you think ah you. [ __ ] I know what you're doing. you know they give you a Wandering eye. sometimes so it would it be fair to say.

according to this principle that if. something doesn't satisfy you that it's. bad if it doesn't satiate you're. probably leaving the realm of the. spiritual space that you want to occupy. if it's not satiating right and for. other people struggle with different. things for some people it can be food. for some people it can be drugs sex. opioid yeah sex right so any kind of sex. that um.

doesn't satiate you doesn't satisfy you. probably not the sex you should be. having it's probably leading you down. the bad path do you think people are. becoming more spiritually aware in the. United States I think that more. conversations are being had as. more as more people who are Fringe or. not Fringe open these conversations. so like I I think about in two ways one. is I know that and my Spiritual. Awakening such as it is which I'm still.

baby in terms of the the cosmic timeline. is I said you know I never believed in. God but you guys showed me the devil is. real right I felt the same way so. something's up bro I don't know what it. is I don't Jesus Christ is the Son of. God and he returned he's the Messiah and. that's your only path to Salvation and D. D D D D right okay we can have I that. never that never called to me that was. never where I said okay I believe in God. and this is the truth but I go oh the. evil is so overt obviously I've been.

blinded spiritually for some reason so. obviously there's something else going. on here that that isn't really good that. that is so precisely what happened to me. that I wonder how many other people. that's happened to A and B I wonder if. the existence or the the overt nature of. evil isn't a kind of. blessing well that I mean if you go in. the spirit will they tell you can't have. light without dark there this one of the. the principles I guess of the spirit. world is you can't have light without. dark and darkness brings people to light. and if you really do believe in.

God then and you do really believe in. the infinite you realize that. everybody's kind of kind of has a. different path to to the light well. maybe a better way to put it would be. God uses evil to draw people to himself. or he lets or it's just what CS Lewis. and all the Christian apologetics say. which is that he gave us Free Will and. the table was cast but on the timeline. of God what might seem like. insurmountable suffering to us is. completely different so we don't really. know on this world what it means right.

we could say well how you know for. example one of the big perplexing. problems is the problem of evil right. the problem of evil right and I would. say having ventured through the spirit. world is that to us it's a problem we. should talk about philosophically but on. the spiritual realm the timeline is so. different that the way it would the way. would even out by God is. incomprehensible to our mind so what we. think is why does God allow evil you say. well because God's on the infinite.

timeline and what we perceive evil is. over in a Flash and that there's a. sanctification process and people rejoin. God so we're fighting over this only. because we don't understand the spirit. world and we don't understand the. infinite timelines of play so because of. that what we're what we're kind of. fussing over is philosophically. distracting us from ourselves so rather. than get into the Apologetics why does. God allow evil and it's because free. will we're still in mind. right we're still in mind and in heart. you say what am I doing to sanctify My. Heart Is My Heart full of lust Pride.

evilness did I lose my temper today. right am I getting greedy am I trying to. take advantage in a business deal right. what am I doing to sanctify my heart so. a lot of these intellectual discussions. which are valuable to have and I've read. all the. books it's still a distraction it's the. ego's way of distracting from the heart. so everything about this whole mind [ __ ]. world is the ego keep keeping you away. from your heart so what I try to focus. on as much is Reawakening the the mind. the the full consciousness of of the.

human heart in my own human heart what. what are the disciplines that you use to. to achieve that well I say the Jesus. prayer a lot because I think it's very. humbling you know Jesus Christ Son of. God have mercy on me a sinner and that's. the entirety of the prayer they're. called Arrow prayers quiver prayers. because people overthink prayers right. oh what do I say in my prayers what do I. well there just there's books you know. can you repeat that yeah it's Jesus. Christ Son of God have mercy on me a. sinner and the reason that that has a.

certain impact on people is because it's. a reminder that you do you do need. Divine Mercy it's a reminder of your ego. thinking you're such hot [ __ ] and you're. so important and you're so great you're. such a great man of History right you're. so important right you because me I. struggle with pride everybody has a. different sin they struggle with I don't. struggle with sloth I'm I'm ambitious. right but then the flip side of that is. pride so I struggle with pride so then. you're reminding yourself I need the.

divine mercy of I need the divine mercy. of God I need the divine mercy of Christ. and having again seen it through the. veil you realize how. inconsequential our troubles are so for. me that just I do that all the time and. especially before bed I'm just reminding. myself okay have mercy on me a sinner. and not in a judgmental way but just you. know what have I done and then as you do. that you get more reps in you can catch. yourself more because it's all about. catching yourself early on right like. your kid M gets mad the kids are.

bickering and they're fighting and. you're about to like lose it what the. [ __ ] you know why are my kids fighting. or whatever it helps ground you right. helps remind you you need Mercy In This. Moment because you're weak otherwise you. wouldn't care your kids are bickering. kids are kids they bicker who gives a. [ __ ] right well I care because my ego. tells me that there should be more order. or they're disturbing my train of. thought or whatever whatever [ __ ] my. ego got me wrapped up in so then you. remind myself no I mean I do need Mercy. because what a pathetic creature I am.

losing my temper because kids are. bickering because kids are being kids. right like wow I'm pathetic actually I. think I'm so great but this is pathetic. what a pitiful human being you are right. but you so but you're reminding yourself. that's why you need the divine grace and. divine love H so we we each have four. kids um my oldest is like 30 years older. than your youngest so I'm done with. uh with the things that you're doing now. and I often think to myself and say to. my wife man am I glad we're not doing. that now we don't have little kids now.

in this world because it's so hostile to. children I mean it's like overtly. hostile to. Children how how do you how do you do. that how do you raise children right now. thoughtfully to become the kind of. people you want them to be I don't know. that I I don't know at least in my own. experiences. that the world is hostile to kids I. think that that wave is passed but. that's still within the. media the media world the DC world what. I'm seeing now is a Resurgence of very.

involved dads and very involved parents. and there's probably a split where a lot. of kids are getting left behind but I. would say I'm seeing way more parents. who who are like way way more involved. in parenting than my parents were. probably than yours I guess no I to be. more precise pushing weird sex [ __ ] on. kids which when I was a kid would have. been caused for gunfire now it just. seems everywhere right yeah so the the. resisting the worldly.

Temptations are what we went through too. and didn't realize it Britney Spears on. the TV no that's right how right we. we've had different spiritual fights we. just didn't maybe realize that that we. are being groomed that's why I say we. were groomed you were groomed I was. groomed everybody raised on girl girls. gone wild was groomed everybody raised. on show me your tits a song um you and. me baby ain't nothing but animals let's. do it like doing the Discovery Channel. very popular song when I was in high. school realizing the music was. programming you for fornication for.

violence for drugs we were groomed as. bad or worse than the kids were now it. just it finally resonated to us in a way. that clicks our constructs on maybe what. what's too far but we were groomed. terribly we just didn't realize it huh. that's a that's a wise point and. actually there's something kind of. comforting about drag time drag queen. Story Hour I mean it's people pissing on. each other during Pride March in San. Francisco it's like it's so in your face. that you know what it is right so. there's there's a a new Resurgence.

happening as a result of that and the. spiritual conflict goes on forever it. does it doesn't end so what we do. personally is we're very much concerned. about the bubble we could anybody who. tells your kids anybody who tells you. don't shelter your kids groomer shelter. your kids why do you why why you tell me. not to shelter my. kids say don't lock your doors at night. really okay you're you're an armed. robber oh that's weird don't shelter my.

kids huh okay you know there a big. shelter but there's a shelter yeah and. your kid should have shelter just how. you and everybody's really concerned. about peer groups for us the the bigger. Wars are over screen time and how how. much should kids be allowed to watch TV. devices especially handheld devices. which you try to limit but then you're. on a flight and give the kid iPad so th. those are the bigger struggles what's. unfortunate is that the.

transmania is primarily hitting the poor. people right the people who don't have a. lot of time who are very tired who are. very stressed and they kind of raise. their kids on default right so if you. imagine huh that it takes a certain. amount of leisure time to be politically. informed right Aristotle even said you. shouldn't be involved in politics until. you're 35. because you by that point maybe you have. some leisure time but before that you. need to live your life and have some. kind of achievement right so if you're.

if you're an intact family which is. becoming more rare dad and mom both work. they come home tired processed food diet. because we've transitioned away from. where when I grew up we call it people. find it offensive now I didn't find it. offensive but you call it peasant food. or poverty food we ate beans ham Hawks. and beans right. uh chicken and dumplings you would eat. things that were cooked you would often. cook at home even if you're poor you. could afford to cook and now everybody's.

raised on processed foods and that's. having a lot of problems with some. people claim seed oils are a problem but. whatever the case is we know that. there's a problem with diet that's. having lot of health effects right so. you eat you you or you wake up you get. wound up on a doughnut coffee you work a. little bit Monster Energy drink a lunch. of processed food by the time you get. home you're exhausted right and there's. your kids and you entrusted your kids to. the school and you don't have all the. time in the world to to figure out best.

parenting practices right you're beat. down man you're just trying to make it. you're trying to keep your head above. water so the tragedy is that and it is. hitting the rich kids too because I do. have a side point on that the tragedy is. that this really was hitting the poor. kids first so if you go in the training. stuff yeah if you go through any small. town I saw the gender bending stuff. happening in all these small towns on. any kind of small town road trip and. then it percolated up to Elite opinion. and then so did the opioids so remember.

Susan the CEO of YouTube yeah who banned. conservatives her kid died of Overdose. opioids and her world because she banned. people like me and censor people like me. who were anti that the people the forces. that were working against those. compounds that in their mind oh it can't. happen to me we're the elite no you're. not dude and she I I always wonder if. she have self awareness like what she. feels at night in a moment of. self-awareness realizing that she. created the culture to killed her son if.

we're being completely honest then I. don't mind saying that that's the truth. she created that culture of the open. borders the drugs coming in Block. everybody who's against the open borders. call people who are anti-drug Cooks oh. reer Madness bro right all of that. degeneracy has hit the elite now so they. thought this is going to be some. something to happen to poor white trash. to use their terms not mine. they're oh whatever who cares about them. and now they're real realizing they're. not immune too their kids are gendering. now their kids are on opioids now their.

kids are doing only fans their kids are. addicted to pornography their their boys. are having problems launching and. becoming active participants in society. they're they're dealing with the. problems too right so that so that is. the predicament but that also might be. why there is some kind of Hope because. people are realizing it's their own. interest to get things together although. unfortunately the ideologues of the left. were willing to let communism flourish. everywhere and seem to be okay with that. so maybe not but us on the individual.

level the parent level you. want to we listen to Parenting podcast. where always looking for parenting tips. it's just same like if you want to get. in shape you listen to gym podcasts. right because you're cultivating the. habit of the mind on what matters most. which is your kids so it's always about. staying in tune with the trends and. being mindful being mindful of how. you're raising them but fundamentally. you're protecting your children from. this horrible secular.

world what do you do about school we do. homeschool we take him to a hom school. club so homeschool now is a beautiful. there's a revolution thanks to. ironically enough covid so covid the. only reason we're having these. conversations is because of the co. lockdowns which shows that good can. emerge from Evil if the co lockdowns. hadn't happened. nobody would know anything about these. schools right people don't think about. that people go oh the lockdowns destroy. the country the lockdowns harm the.

country in many ways but we would not. have known any of these problems were. happening in school if people didn't. have zoom school right so Zoom School. happens people start paying attention. and then they're pulling their kids out. of school there's more homeschoolers now. than there's ever because they're. finding out what the teachers are. actually saying and they're not and that. they're not even learning you're. realizing I'm sending my kids the. daycare maybe we can find a way to make. this work financially for my wife to. stay home or maybe we can find some kind. of solution so what became kind of.

popular is a homeschool Co-op they call. them homeschool pod how does it work you. pull pull money together and you hire. teachers so let's say your kids were in. school there's teachers who want out of. the public school system and you you. have three to five friends and you say. well why don't we just hire the teacher. to teach teach our kids right so it's. not it's not really home school you're. making your own school it's yeah but but. you do it part time and then you School. them at the house too so home the the. biggest misconception of homeschooling.

is that you're like Little House on the. Prairie and your kids are on a bench and. you're the mom in the front right on the. chalkboard right that was never. homeschooling anyway homeschooling was. always self-directed teaching kids how. to teach themselves and then helping. them coach them along through the. material as they struggle with it but. kids are generally naturally curious and. will figure things out in in their own. way but you're providing them enough. structure to make sure that they just. don't play outside I'm embarrassed I. don't know more about this I of course I. love the sound of it but how common is.

it for friends or neighbors to get. together pull their money and hire a. teacher in Austin Silicon Valley and in. certain areas I wouldn't call it common. but it's not anything that would be way. off the beaten path are you doing that. we do something similar yeah there there. was a Structure created and we pay we. pay uh tuition so we pay whatever fees. and then there's a nonprofit attached to. it so we donate to the nonprofit so. remember Elon Musk got quote unquote in. trouble because they said he gave all. this money to a nonprofit but the.

nonprofit teaches his kids and you're. like well they teach other kids too but. isn't that where you wouldd want to. donate your money right like if I'm. going to donate to a nonprofit wouldn't. I want to donate it to a homeschool. supported charity right and so yeah we. our kids do a part-time they do a. part-time schedule what are the expenses. like as compared to private or Catholic. School it'd be it'd. be probably be it was certainly cheaper. than these hoyy toyy grooming Catholic.

school or grooming I mean um private. schools yeah it would be on part of what. Catholic School tuition would be a. working yeah are you satisfied so far. with the results oh yeah we're thrilled. yeah we're thrilled and what we. do as because again homeschooling isn't. what people think we're. still voluntarily tracked by the state. so the state has somebody check in with. my wife they interview the kids and then. my kids will take the standardized test. to make sure that they're on path with.

the curriculum which we're fine with if. if School were School we'd send our kids. a public school if School were hey. here's your course material here's what. you learn here's how you take we still. homeschool honestly but we because. that's just the way I am but we don't. have a problem with the testing and. everything in. theology so we're we're on track our. kids take the test that a normal kid a. take and then they they talk to like a. liaison who's in teaching and she's a. wonderful person and very helpful and.

they just check in with the kids make. sure the kids are okay which I'm fine. with that too is there any downside to. this I mean it's all upside you know you. never want to say there's no downside. because that means you're high on your. own Supply right right but they they. socialize with other kids they they're. with kids of all age groups that way. remember we would go to school year in a. class and you're with people only your. own age. and when children talk to people of. other ages they become more advanced. with their communication yes that is.

totally true so people often think that. my oldest daughter is older than she is. no no she just spends a lot of time. talking to adults and talking to eighth. graders and seventh graders and sixth. graders and fifth graders and it's all. kid appropriate because the model of the. the co-opera that they they probably. don't even call it h School C they call. it probably something else there's. probably a different terminology but. it's Waldorf based that's nature-based. is based on the Wonder and magic of. childhood you go in it's very much about. storytelling and participating with.

nature and that's the one that they go. to I have friends who they set up one. and it's more tech-based there are a lot. of Tech Guys you want their kids kind of. coding which I don't think a 5-year-old. needs to learn to code that plus the. coding language who knows what'll even. be well with AI no one needs to learn 10. years anyway right but every but there. are people who are trying to find. Solutions but the the flip side is a lot. of parents do want the daycare aspect so. homeschooling if you don't like your. kids then homeschooling is a very has.

it's a huge downside a huge right yeah. because if you don't like your kids just. send a public school I mean that's not. yeah if you don't like your kids you sh. sh them off but if you're yeah or just. send them to Sidwell in DC or something. like that right exactly because you. don't like your kids in your ambitious. and I'm a world worldly man I want to be. Secretary of State like Anthony go be. trans Daddy's got work to do right and. or get an overdose or whatever right. that's the whole point yeah um so people. becoming more spiritually aware people.

looking for alternatives to a dying. school system these are huge positive. developments I think in American society. can you think of any others since you. believe in optimism and despise despair. oh yeah I mean more people train. Jiu-Jitsu more people are starting their. own businesses more people own guns more. people are awake to the problems even if. the problems are way bigger than they. ever could have imaged. more people are having open dialogue. about real real issues people have left. the grid right 10 years ago cuz you know.

my experience with Iasi goes way way way. back in time but if I talked about that. until relatively recently they'd 5150 me. they say what a lunatic right and now. people like oh I mean I don't he's. probably delusional or whatever but it's. like in the. conversation right which the overt 10. window on that has shifted so there's a. lot of good energy being put out too. there's never been a better time in my. opinion this is why I don't like the. despair for men when I was a kid you.

couldn't just learn things you were you. were in a school and then whatever your. parents taught you is kind of what you. learned if you're 17 18 and you want to. learn how to start an Internet website. e-commerce business you might not have. anything to sell but you can do that you. can literally learn anything that you. would need to know to survive I didn't. know anything about money I almost went. bankrupt at one point because I just. didn't understand money I didn't. understand about credit or paying bills. on time or how any of this stuff worked.

I just didn't know right you didn't have. a lot of experience growing up with. money right right but but um you could. just learn anything so if you're. actually a young man in a hurry or a. young woman in a hurry you can go learn. whatever you want and there's obviously. more Temptations and and other. influences but you can you can carve out. your own path in a way that you couldn't. have 40 years ago 40 years ago if you're. born you're born in a town that's. probably where you're going to end up. maybe you're the Oddball and leave right. that didn't happen we're not getting.

drafted for the Vietnam War right we you. know we like to bash the Boomers a. little bit and I enjoy that too from. time to time but they were drafted in a. war inste to Vietnam I don't know if. anybody's ever been caving in Vietnam. but try to walk through a cave as a six. foot tall man and imagine that that's. what we did you graduated high school. and you were in Vietnam bro unless you. were Bill Crystal or somebody or met. Romney then of course you were a. fortunate did Bill Crystal not serve in. Vietnam the last I checked he didn't. yeah met Romney yeah last I checked they. weren't Vietnam either those guys love.

Wars I would thought they would take. that opportunity yeah they they missed. their hero's journey. right so if you look at if you look at. the problems they're real but if you. look at the problems in a historical. context I would rather live now than the. draft air of the Vietnam War wouldn't. you yeah there were civil rights riots. in the 60s Detroit is burning right that. was happening in the 60s the crime wave. in New York in the 70s we've we've. always kind of had these problems so.

it's good to get over our own myopia and. say just this is a human condition man. this is a human struggle we're always. going to have it you never win you never. lose because even if you think you win. you can have it all taken away you you. can drive out I've made it in life you. can drive out hit a moose lose a leg. lose both legs die your kids could get. died in a crash it's never over right. but in our in our human brains with the. ego we either go to I'm a winner and I'm.

an a static place of winning or I'm a. loser everything is so bad in society. and this is where where I am so in your. own mind what you want to do is break. that narrative Arc and realizing you're. not a winner you're not a loser you're. you're at a given point in time and. anything could change for the better or. the worse in a moment so do the best you. can right now while you're here and keep. pushing forward amen so the last thing. I'm going to ask you about um and I just. want to take a really dark turn if we. could um is.

Epstein done a lot on this first give us. the overview what was that what is the. truth of his life and death. and when are the rest of us going to get. all the details on. this we will never know the truth about. what happened with Jeffrey Epstein. because it was clearly an intelligence. operation right it was clearly a form of. blackmail and a form of keeping people.

confined to the narrative so the Epstein. documents the way they came about was a. friend of mine who's a lawyer said I've. never seen anything like this there's. this litigation going involving Jeffrey. Epstein and everything is redacted and. this is filed in federal court and as. you know you don't when was this 2016 is. 201 17ish and he said you won't believe. this you can't do that because if you. want a confidential dispute resolution. you can do mediation arbitration if. you're in public courts and litigation.

your social security number is redacted. but why you're suing and what's alleged. is not redacted well yeah it's a it's a. public it's justice system yeah yeah go. do arbitration if you want private. confidential and he goes why don't we. just file a motion to. unseal and I thought it'd be some like. little side project and wouldn't cost. that much money being naive because this. was so precedented that it shouldn't. cost a lot of money it ended up costing. 250,000 plus with him giving a break on. it we thought it' cost 10 or 20 and the.

because if you're looking at it through. the structure of the way the law is you. would say this isn't there's no such. thing as an easy win in law but to the. extent that there's an easy win this is. lwh hanging fruit let's just go ahead. and get these files. unredacted won't won't take that much. time or money. oh the opposite the judge ruled against. us after sitting on the case for a long.

time on privacy grounds there was no. again that's not how the law works the. law isn't that you have the right to. privacy and public litigation you don't. you give up the right to privacy and. public. litigation that shouldn't happened we. think oh God this is more more than we. realized so we go oh guess we got to. appeal it so then we file appeal in the. second Circuit Court of Appeals and. meanwhile the money is. just and I realized again in hindsight I. was like wow you were naive you thought.

it was just going to be some easy win. but I didn't really know what I was. getting at right it's like pulling a. tiger by the tail you're on a little. hike and you see something sticking out. and you kind of grab it and next thing. you know it's a Bengal tiger in your. face and you think I didn't I didn't. know that that's what I was grabbing at. and in my own Nativity I didn't realize. what the whole Epstein situation was was. was going to be a real he was still. alive at this point he was still alive. he wasn't been arrested so this is as. last night you said I told a lot of. stories you didn't believe so this is. another impossible no no no no I just.

didn't to believe it unbeliev you were. telling me about your childhood and I. sometimes get self-pity and I'm like Oh. my life was so hard and I hear about. yours like are you serious did that. really happen right right so this is. another unbelievable story it's like a. forest scum thing how do I get involved. with Jeffrey Epstein just some random. guy on the internet and Twitter and how. bizarre. so me and Mark randazza was the lawyer. so randazza Mark randazza said hey why. don't we just get these unsealed you're. always talking about pedophile stuff.

this is such an easy win for you and he. goes and the case is interesting to me. so I'll cut you a break on fees we both. thought going in that it was going to be. something that you could get done for a. reasonable amount of money and a. reasonable amount of time and it took. years so we file the suit and the motion. to unseal and then the judge ruled. against us we appeal the second Circuit. Court appeals in New York and then. during this is during the Trump. Administration epen is still free hasn't.

been arrested a friend of mine one of. the good guys in the intelligence. Community said hey just so you know you. shouldn't mention Epstein anymore you're. you're in a real problem and they go you. got into something really that you. didn't know what you were getting into. and I go okay what do you want to do. they go just stand by you're in court. that'll work its way through but you. need you need to not draw attention to. this issue or yourself then I said okay. that's message received and this is. someone in the this is incredible yeah. this is a real in the Intel world yeah.

this isn't some guy who reads me on. Twitter worried about me after a Divine. Vision yeah this is a real a real real. thing. and so I didn't talk about it for about. a year and then what happened is the. Miami Herold Julie Brown filed the same. motion to unseal kind of that I had. filed and piggybacked on me and then. that's what started to break open the. Epstein thing so then my guy in the. intelligence World said okay you're. green light now they're not going to. kill Julie Brown and the miam Herold. everybody's going to talk about it so. let the chips fall where they may so.

then I re-entered the discourse on it. because there you can't kill everybody. kind of how they say right yeah you can. kill one guy you can have one guy get in. a car crash but you're not going to go. after the Miami Herald or other people. now what is very sad to me about the. Epstein story is if you look at the. timeline and you look at the why EP. became relevant again and this isn't. Julie Brown Julie Brown to her credit. had the right motives but Jake Tapper. and others didn't a man by the name of.

Alexander aosta was the Secretary of. Labor of Donald Trump so you now have a. orange man bad angle because Alexander. aasta was the prosecuting attorney who. oversaw the original plea agreement with. Jeffrey Epstein which could only be. defined as a sweetheart plea deal. defying any kind of logic. and the media now had Trump bad because. a Costa's Trump Epstein Trump the Trump. Epstein angle right now the media.

suddenly cared or pretended to care. about the issue because they could use. the Epstein issue to get after Trump so. then every media Outlet wanted access to. the Epstein files because they were. hoping there was a trump angle too so. then suddenly it became a big deal so we. go up before the second Circuit Court of. Appeals Mark razza and Jay wman Argue. the case and by now the meter like turn. man I'm like stressing dude and you're. and you're paying for this they gave me. a break on fees what they would normally. charge anybody else that would have been. a million do legal fee plus the um but.

we had some of us Pro bonus but I was. still paying oh yeah I was still sending. big checks just because you thought it. was interesting yeah yeah and well and I. didn't know it was if I had known how. big it was going to be I might have had. second thoughts but the um cuz they they. did me good on it I don't want to make. it seem like I'm complaining this just. this is the nature of the American legal. system is cuz that's why people go oh. why don't you see that person they said. something about you it's like I don't. know I why don't I write a check for. $3.5 million to litigate a defamation. case against somebody because they.

called me something on the Internet you. know people don't understand that until. they're they're in that world and they. realize how much all this stuff cost so. my name Herold that probably probably. spent two million on fees and so they. argue the case the second circuit made. it abundantly clear that they were going. to unseal the files because there was no. way in the world under established law. that the file should have been sealed in. the first place and oral argument. happens it so clear that they're going. to unseal it I think oral argument.

happens on Friday and I'm like all right. this is good two days later EP gets. arrested flying back from France the. only reason he was. arrested was because the files are going. to be unsealed because he was told he. was not going to be arrested right the. mop-up operation had worked but for me. and more importantly but for Julie Brown. cuz I think if it had just been me they. could have just buried the case long. enough they could have issued an. unpublished opinion that wouldn't have. precedent of value cuz it the way the.

way it works is a trial court judge is. more likely to make up the law against. you than an appell at court because an. appell at court will'll have. precedential value and apply in other. cases so the trial court could have just. they gave me a fake ruling because who. cares it's Mike cernovich and then the. second circuit could have moved it to a. shadow docket and ruled against me but. once Brown iner the case you can't. ignore the Miami Herold right I think. I'm a big deal but compared to Miami. Herold I don't have any legitimacy at.

all right and then every other Outlet. got involved too so then the regime. realized well the Epstein stuff is. coming out we better look like we're. doing something and then so Jeffrey. Epstein was released a couple or was. arrested a couple days after all. argument because they realized we have a. mess now what do we do so then Epstein. gets. arrested and then do you want me to keep. going. Asing I'm actually Spellbound so to.

channel Dr genan Scott get on the. telephones get on the. phones so. then they charged Epstein but a little. bit of like legal trivia I went there. for the press conference I read the. indictment and the indictment was what. you would charge someone if you wanted. to create a media narrative that you. were Prosecuting them but that under the. law would be chicken [ __ ] stuff the. lowest thing that you could possibly. charge him for but you could say we're.

going after him and there's a reason. they did it this way they charged him. for paying for massages in his New York. apartment through I think the period of. 2014 to 2016 somewhere in that timeline. massages in his apartment that's all. they charged him for the four corners of. the indictment so why did they only. charge him for that well there's a. reason. he had a place in New Mexico he had his. Island he had his place in Paris he had. another place I think in West Palm Beach.

and if they had charged him for. trafficking the FBI would have had to. simultaneously raid every property under. a man act the man act makes it a crime. to transport a woman state lines yep and. international too so he was flying back. from Paris and he was flying women. models all over the world models you. know not to diminish what he's doing but. that's what his story he was flying. under girls and some of age all around. the world well what you would do with. the sdny which as we know the sdny they. go after you you got problems because.

they charge the most aggressive they're. too aggressive in fact in how they. charge cases what you would have charged. it if you were concerned with being a. prosecutor you would have charged him. under the man act and under the. international version of the man act you. would have simultaneously searched and. seized every property taken all the. evidence instead they arrested him had a. little press conference it was over. massages and New York property they. searched the New York property what was. happening in the. island we don't know what happened to.

the island we don't know because the FBI. said we can't search it because nothing. that he was charged with concerned the F. because of course the FBI is very. concerned now with due process yeah you. know yeah they're really you know we. don't want to go overstep our lawful. authori so we can't go raid that island. so they left all these properties on. attended and then that's when the mop-up. operation commenced and they got. whatever compromising ceds and DVRs and. other information they got that from the.

the intelligence Community got that from. all the properties may ask you to pause. for one second so this is happening in. 2017 no by the time it came to fruition. yeah now we're in 1819 okay right so it. would have been Bill bar the Republican. attorney general his second time as. attorney general he would have been. aware of all this correct oh the yeah. I'm not sure if bar was in at the time. we'd have to double check it but whoever. AG would absolutely have been aware of. it and I think it was Bill bar because. Bill bar is the one who said that he. watched footage of Epstein committing. suicide and he knows but we can't watch.

the footage of f committing suicide Bill. bar can but we can't that's a little sus. right yeah Bill bar covered up the. murder of Epstein well clearly right but. I'm I'm just saying like what I like to. do which I found helps me be more. persuasive is I will meet you with what. you claim even when I know it's a lie so. I know that bill is lying but I would. just for the sake of argument except it. is true that bill bar saw the video of. Epstein killing himself well therefore. you would have to explain why you can't.

release that video or show it to other. people because if the video exists the. public would clearly have a right to see. it that's right or or designated trusted. intermediaries would so rather than say. well Bill bar is lying I like to just. say okay buddy and by the way that's a. trait of lawyering a lot of police. detectives use that too is I'll I'll. follow along with your [ __ ] and then. I'll just start pulling pulling threads. a little bit. so yeah it would have been Bill bar and. so Epson gets charged with the lowest. possible conic that he ever could have. been charged with and all their.

properties were left unintended so. mop-up teams went in there took whatever. they needed to take out there and then. Epstein commits suicide it's the end of. the story what's to talk about all gone. now all in a nice it's like that the. ending of The Usual Suspects it's like. he never. existed what happened to all the. evidence the I the intelligence. apparatuses have it so but we read that. you know there hundreds of thousands of. hours of videotape from his various. properties of yeah that's a fact that's. not a yeah that's not something that was.

in so where is all that taped you know. vaults vaults in Washington DC or Fort. Knox wherever Bill bar had it sent yeah. whatever physical location billb bar and. whatever uh five eyes agencies he was. working with stored it they have all. that black military own people to this. day and they'll they'll release it if. they need to but everybody is kind of. playing ball you find out that Bill. Gates was there often where are the. videos where's the proof you'll never. see that but Bill Gates will go along. with the agenda Bill Clinton he'll go.

along with the agenda Reed Hoffman he's. a very vicious person going after people. and the media gives him a pass even. though he was with Epstein I love here's. what I love about cancel culture why you. know it's not not. sincere I would. support the universal enforcement of. cancel culture rules so if the rule was. you did a bad thing in your life and. you're kind of beyond the norm beyond. the pale and you're not allow acceptable. Society if that were universally applied.

that would mean Bill Gates is is not. anywhere right Bill Clinton would be. canceled Bill Clinton there's all this I. all this witness testimony about Bill. Clinton Reed Hoffman would be canceled. but it's interesting that if you post a. bad tweet or a bad video clip out of. context or chopped up or even a deep. fake or even somebody makes it up now. you're you're toxic you're toxic waste. but everybody get to hang around Epstein. and they can still speak of the DNC and.

they're they're held up as the media and. propped up so clearly the media was in. on the Epstein stuff because otherwise. you would Hound Bill Gates to his Dying. Days Bill Gates would never get on stage. without you asking about Jeffrey Epstein. and we know for a fact that Reed Hoffman. who is a totally poisonous person uh he. was a close associate of EP The Wall. Street Journal reported on emails where. Reed Hoffman was trying to introduce. people into Epstein's world and Reed. Hoffman stories of course well I was.

trying to raise money for MIT you know. he's got his own narrative but yeah this. has all been reported and authenticated. by the wal Street Journal because I. would never say anything untrue about. Reed Hoffman that's for sure because. they make up stuff to sue people over. anyway so you definitely I think he. funded the suit against Trump he yeah. he's he's yeah he's funding all the law. against people and trying to take people. kind of out one by one and if we had a. legitimate. media you would Hound him every time I.

mean how many times do people when when. you were on Fox your staffers would get. hounded for a random post they would. make on Twitter oh yeah right well they. tried to destroy their lives yeah you're. trying to go after some staffer over a. post that was maybe poorly worded or. didn't have sufficient Nuance in a on a. platform that doesn't allow for it. didn't allow for the time sufficient. Nuance but you're like oh yeah we're. cool with all these other people though. they're they're they're the good guys.

and that shows you that we don't have a. media we have propaganda outlet for the. intelligence community and they've been. kind of given their marching orders on. who's allowed in the discourse and who's. allowed to be propped up and who's. allowed to get away with things that. they got away with and. then all of Epstein's Associates they're. fine nobody got damage how many people's. lot reputations were sullied I I would. give an example. of compare what's been done to somebody. like Peter buolo or Jared Taylor who I.

obviously don't agree with a lot of. their stuff but you have to add those. qualifiers unfortunately but compare. them to people who P around with Epstein. or the Sackler family still billionaire. yeah the killed all those people yeah. and they escaped criminal charges or. Boeing which just did a civil fine for. all the people they killed because of. their coverups and their crimes what. what they get away with so if you're if. you're in in a world where you say. something offensive maybe.

unintentionally you're you're done at. least in terms of how they can't define. the discourse in the way they once did. but you're SOL Leed forever you have a. Scarlet Letter on you forever and you. have to learn to accept that and. overcome it but you're you're there's a. ceiling on you for sure and but you can. be a friend with Epstein because because. the media and the intelligence. communities are all working together so. they'll make sure that your life isn't. made too difficult for what you. did are we ever going to know more do.

you think about Epstein no about 20. years I mean there's that book chaos. which was about MK Ultra on the Charles. Manson so in 50 years when nobody can be. damaged and nothing can really be done. we'll learn about the we'll learn about. the truth of it maybe but there there's. a great conspiracy theory which is the. government or rather there a meme about. conspiracy theories which they dismiss. it as a conspiracy conspiracy theory 20. years ago then they admit it but now. they tell you whatever you're accusing. them of today as a conspiracy theory and.

it keeps getting pushed. forward last. question do you know the effect of all. of this the evaporation of like. recognizable reality made everyone super. paranoid and um I have noticed probably. too paranoid because it's not helpful to. be that paranoid but um do you think. that the US government is working. aggressively to spread disinformation.

within opposition media do you think. there are like lots of feds running. around actually oh I I think there are. all kinds of feds embedded within the. right-wing move rightwing movement and. the conservative movement you think. that's real oh yeah to discredit people. that was the CIA they there was a book. Co Intel Pro you can read the CIA manual. on how you disrupt movements which I. read and what they would do the CIA. would do at the time they're doing it to. the Black Panthers but now they're doing. it to anybody who's deemed Christian or.

goes to a Catholic Church is they have. various tactics and one tactic they do. is they call it Stone um what do you. call it when you keep talking. filibustering so you'll you have a group. and you'll have two different agents put. in one is going to try to Fed trap you. like they did in Michigan oh we need to. do more than just talk we've talked for. too long it's time to take action and. then that only works on the really. desperate people who don't have anything. going on which happened post 911 to.

Muslim kids if we're being fully honest. here this isn't a new thing happening to. us and wo was us it was happening to. Muslims and a lot of conservatives. didn't really care oh true the FBI. stopped another terrorist attack no they. didn't they found some poor Muslim kid. who was lonely maybe mildly autistic and. they planned a whole thing for him or he. had non-mainstream opinions but wasn't. hurting by the way you're allowed to. have non-mainstream opinions in fact. that's the whole point of this country. is allowing you to have non-mainstream. opinions right so now it's our turn in.

the barrel so on the one hand they'll. try to do that with low hanging fruit on. the other hand they'll have people who. fill a buster and make it so that. nothing can really get done right the so. the be the more elegant way to disrupt a. political movement isn't to Fed trap. people it's to run out the clock so I. think for example Q the cube thing trust. the plan I believe that was an. intelligence operation done the reason I. think that is because if you go back to. 2018 the entire narrative being spread.

to Maga world was there's going to be a. massive Red Wave in 2018 we are going to. overtake Congress and Trump is going to. accomplish all these things and millions. of people maybe tens of millions of. people believed it well what happened. what happens when you believe that. everything is is going to be okay and. it's being worked on well you don't push. you don't press your guys you don't. register voters you don't turn out to. vote you don't do all that boring.

grinding because in your mind trust the. plan it's all being taken care of it. might look like President Trump is. getting rolled by the Deep state but. he's really not this is a faint and what. really is going to happen is all these. Mass arrests are going to happen so I. believe I have no direct evidence of. this but my personal belief and I think. it's a naal one based on the very. manuals that the FBI and CIA wrote was I. believe the entire Kon movement was made. by the intelligence Community do you.

think that. um what happened two weeks ago at the. debate like what was I I mean there's so. many levels I'm trying to figure out. what that was everyone was paying. attention knew that Biden um had some. sort of neurological disorder but the. media never admitted it until like. minutes into the debate all of a sudden. the story became this guy's [ __ ] we. got to do something was what was. that I I have I have friends who think.

that I have friends who believe that the. debate was. orchestrated by the Deep state or. Biden's handlers and that's why it ended. up the way it did I don't believe that. and here's why my belief is that CNN. wanted to create a narrative where Trump. dodged the debate with Biden so they. kept imposing more and more honorous. terms on Trump so me and this is why. Trump I have a lot to say about Trump. and the way he handled things and I have. a lot of problems with Trump and but I.

will say that only Trump is Trump so. nobody but Trump would have taken that. CNN interview because Trump's magic. power but also his Greek fatal flaw. right the Greeks would always say your. greatest is he's so obsessed with. mainstream media that he'll interview. these people and talk to them all day. even though they hate him and he gives. them ratings meanwhile when he was. president I said 'why don't you just. talk to the Daily Caller every day give. them everything and then everybody has. to watch The Daily Caller give it to. Breitbart or why don't you build the. conservative media ecosystem no because.

he's a boomer and he's obsessed with. Prestige Media or what I would call. regime media regime propaganda so. anybody else goes I'm not walking into a. CNN Ambush this the terms of this are. stupid then the narrative will be Trump. won't debate Biden and that's a good. narrative they run with but instead. Trump said oh you're going to turn off. my microphone sure oh you're going to. make me do this okay sure oh you're. going to do this sure sure so all of the. terms led to the debate having to happen. even though it was a setup and then.

Biden shows up we've known for a while. he's been. sundowning and they had it at night they. should have had it during the day that. was their fault there was really nothing. they could do they gave him seven days. of rest they gave him a drug cocktail. but they had to show up they couldn't. have him not show up and they were. hoping maybe he'd have a good night. because as you know people with dementia. sometimes they have a good night that's. right sometimes they have a medium night. Biden had a terrible night but that's. the gamble you got to run so one reason. you never. despair is the enemy gets a vote and in.

this case Trump was the enemy to the. regime Trump said okay sure I'll show up. to your rig thing because I love the. media anyway and and Trump already. preceded a narrative in magar world to. explain any failures the whole thing was. rigged anyway so the The Narrative was. already set that if Trump had a bad. night it was because the debate terms. were so unconscionable that he never. should have did it but he did it anyway. so he goes in there presses the. advantage Biden had a bad night an. unusually bad night probably and I don't.

I don't think we need to because I don't. view the the Deep state of regime as. omnicient I view them as evil bad faith. actors but that are actually less smart. than we are and they're less robust. because for people like us we've been. through The Crucible so many times and. we know we're going to be in the Cru. ible again we conduct ourselves a little. bit differently than they do they're. there like you have to remember your. speeches from in high school Julia. Caesar and you know one one of the.

speeches I had to memorize in high. school was let me have men about me that. are fat sleek-headed men's and one that. sleeps at night Yan cassus has a lean. and hungry look you don't want the lean. and hungry look people around you right. we're the lean and hungry people we're. the people that we know that one one. misstep we're in court dude we know that. the regime will frame us for crimes so. not only are we not doing ethically. questionable Behavior cuz boy then we'd. really be giving them our neck that's.

for sure we know these [ __ ] are. going to frame us anyway so we're. already like oh my God I wonder what. like whether where they're going to like. make up about me [ __ ] whereas all the. fat people the spiritually fat people. are so weak and debased because they're. the ones cooking everything up that they. don't know where their weak sides are. right so in their fat World they. thinking we'll just put Biden up there. maybe he has a good night and we luck. out if it's a bad night we'll we'll be. okay but they didn't realize how bad it. could be whereas if someone like you.

worked for because that's also the. danger of these people they're so they. don't have any counternarrative so if. they had somebody like you there and me. there we'd have been saying. H maybe this isn't a good idea because. the right the problem of the right is we. we too we self- too much we should self-. Poli maybe a little bit less the problem. with the left is they Poli away any kind. of opposition View and they allow every. crazy in the tent so for us we know who.

the crazies are and we know who the feds. are and we know to think in those terms. whereas if you're on the left nobody's. crazy oh ilhan Omar she's great oh what. was she doing about October 7th what she. saying wait rashita no no no no no guys. you're not you're so no no no no no. pretend at least pretend for one day to. care oh my oh now we have a real problem. whereas with with us we're used to. having to police ourselves and the. people around us so we maybe don't walk. into the the traps or unforced errs that.

that Biden debate was so that's a very. long way of saying I don't think the. regime's omnicient I don't think that. that was a move to take him out I think. that that was pure human group think in. action and they thought that they could. get Trump to not take the debate because. the terms were so rigged very smart. analysis has has everything you've said. for the past couple hours been so thank. you it's my pleasure Mike. [Music]. sovich so it turns out that YouTube is.

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