Vigilante Christmas | This Past Weekend w/ Theo Von #552

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Arkansas. peace Tuscaloosa Alabama. R and Tallahassee. Florida Rosemont Illinois. Winnipeg um and Calgary in the Canada. get all your tickets at. the.com and thank you so much for your. support put a bow on. it put a bow on. it that's the end of the year.

baby in the. books that's. it rap it. up they used to have a felon our. neighborhood when I was growing up and. he had. [Music]. um um Affliction you know and they. nobody knew what he. had you know but he had and his daddy. kind of had it whatever his daddy had. his daddy you know he it got worse when. he.

had it when he was born and like damn. he's got it and I remember at the. holidays they'd put a bow on. him put a big bow on him and let him be. out in the yard and let him pick up some. of the uh driveway gravel make wishes on. it and throw it over to um over the. fence over there by their. house but um what are we talking about. good to see everyone Merry Christmas to.

you Merry Christmas to you happy. Holidays happy black Christmas I know. that there's some people celebrate that. black Christmas I don't remember what. it's called and I don't want to offend. anyone but that you know what I'm saying. that. chot that chocolot Christmas. baby that her's. Christmas you know what I'm saying Get. Buck Get. Buck and uh um and they got all the.

Christmases and everybody happy. Christmas Merry Christmas to. you and the end of the year is here I. can't believe it I can't believe that um. that we got the end of the year already. I just. remember everything was kind of was it. was a crazy year it started. off you know [ __ ] was weird and then. things got to kind of trans or whatever. and then suddenly it's. Christmas and and here we are we have.

some great Christmas music too I want to. just take a second so we can hear a. couple of these Tunes so we have them. and just put us in the mood right here. today at the end of 2024 right here. let's hear a little. [Music]. something and that's uh this um that's. Christmas Bells by Mike Franklin.

and that's for that's that autism. Christmas baby that chrism baby let's. hear a little more of. [Music]. it Santa's. coming. [Music]. hello. Santa. Santa. China and that's a a little bit of Asian.

Christmas too that's that Bobby Lee uh. lunch whistle baby you know what I'm. saying that's that Bobby Lee mating call. right. [Music]. there and you could see Bobby Lee just. just looking up in the distance behind a. big stack of. um like a big rice wall or. something you could see him look looking.

[Music]. up and that's beautiful there right. there it's called Christmas. Bells by Mike. Franklin and you got to love music this. time of year it's something that really. keeps you together keeps your mind. together I'll put on a song Sometimes if. I. can't you know if I can't handle [ __ ]. I'll damn put on a song and I'll put a. pacifier in my ass and just pray to God. brother let's hear one more song.

here this is called Christmas. Wonders by Howard Harper Barnes. [Music]. amen and this sounds like rich people. driving the shop or whatever you know. and they're the kid has clean hair you. know and the kid has clean hairir and.

has a lunch that has a a lunch box that. has actual lunch in it you know I. remember my lunch box sometimes it would. just have a little piece of paper in. there would say [ __ ] you on it you know. and then a p some silverware in that. [ __ ] too so it would make a you know it. make that sound that very industrial. sound when you were running with it you. would hear the silverware in. there and then you nice piece of paper. in there or something be like get [ __ ].

you know or something like. that inside of it let's hear a little. bit. [Music]. more oh we are. rich we have gas in our car it's a. Volvo late for the store the mall it's. closing let's get some steak for the kid. K we're rich bum bum Are we almost out.

of gas [ __ ] no we're not we're. rich that's what that reminds me of rich. people going to the mall with their. clean hair and [ __ ] and their kids or. whatever that ain't the kind of our [ __ ]. was just like Jingle Bells You' have. some guy out there [ __ ] smoking. Jingle. Bells they needed throw a throw a.

[ __ ] uh and and he throw a [ __ ]. Mill of light against the wall he like. where's your. mother where's your [ __ ]. mother like Mom who is that Mom is that. Santa you like that's no that's your and. it would be your dad or your stepdad or. your the mechanic who yall owed money. to dude I remember the mechanic one time. we owed him something he came and got.

that [ __ ] right back off the car bro he. I don't know if it was a damn spark plug. or it was a motor joint or whatever he. it was a damn cevis clamp or something. for a steering pendulum and he came and. pulled that [ __ ] right out of there. dude yeah that car barely worked after. that you had to turn the radio up to get. it to uh go left every time that if you. wanted that [ __ ] to go left you had to. [ __ ] crank up some AOS. Smith and pre some two people had to be. praying in the.

back it ran on Four Hands power you had. to have four four hands pushed together. praying straight to God crank up that. aosmith bam son 90° right. turn that's how we did it back then and. that's what that song reminds me that's. Christmas Wonders by Howard Harper. Barnes beautiful tune there to get you. ready for the. holidays let me see what else we got. here.

here's one right now and this is uh. Christmas in the. club let's hear. [Music]. it. h oh. [ __ ] oh. [ __ ]. Prancer. priner in this [ __ ].

dancer on that. [ __ ]. Reindeer. reindeer. skirt on. Pluto on. Ricky on. Mario on. DeAndre and the. [Music]. clerp we all. reindeer that's uh mildly.

Urban tune I believe there and that's. Christmas house music by Dylan. stits all right and we may have one more. Christmas tune here to bring you guys. into the um into the world. bro we got a little something right here. and this is called trap beat Christmas. Past by cushy. [Music].

bring it up in my. headphone. cushy snowfall. [Music]. [Music]. [ __ ] all the way. [Music].

ooh. rocky rocky got that [ __ ] on. him and that is uh trap beat Christmas. passed by. cushy with a little bit of ensemble in. the background I added some vocals there. that was Rocky got that [ __ ] on it.

at the end and everybody remembers uh. fell I grew up with uh his son Rocky and. he was mentally. um he was just he was well he wasn't. mentally he was unal or you know he just. his his [ __ ] was kind. of you know he was that [ __ ] he was. just the Lord's Side item and he uh he. uh but he had that thing on him maybe he. had that piece.

he had that freaking Draco on him boy. Rocky got that [ __ ] on him and I. remember one year around the holidays. everybody was just shocked at the uh at. the size of the stump on that. beautiful young. fella even his father even his father. was and that's what it's that's what. it's all about what's going on sorry. don't know what I'm talking about we've. just uh we're in the Christmas time of. year and I want to thank um the.

everybody who's just listened to the. podcast this year and made a part to be. a part of it uh we you know we've had. the most. [Music]. um successful year as a podcast it. depending on what you determine success. by but uh we've had the most uh prolific. year I think you know and that's a. blessing just to have it like that. um and what's going on today I got to go.

over to Vanderbilt University over there. with Coach car uh Clark Lee and um hang. out with uh some of the players over. there and watch them practice they got a. beautiful facility you know and it was. just you know I felt lucky to be in the. building this is a sec football school. and just to watch them go and just how. it all um they have like the different. periods for when like uh the teams. switch and and and practice different. parts of the game plan and different um.

formats and everything when the football. format and just so just to witness all. of that was pretty awesome um you know. and just to be in uh in Nashville as. that team is building and putting really. just putting that anchor down baby this. was the year that they really kind of I. think put that stamp win on the program. and just a great season over there and. uh so that was great just a just to go. get to do that and I wish them the best.

over there against Georgia Tech with uh. Diego. Pavia the Latino. ninja and that guy just you know there's. he is one of a kind man and that whole. team is it's just they got a family over. there and so I think that's what I like. the most just being able to be around a. group of people and you know as you get. older and as life changes you don't get. a lot of groups like like that you don't.

get a lot of Team like that in your life. as much so I think you know even just to. get to see that and be around it for. just like we went over there for maybe. an hour and a half or something and uh. yeah it was just it was cool man I'm not. trying to brag about it or anything and. some you know but it just I just thought. it was it was just cool so thankful to. them um what's been happening in the. world uh we got a couple of things. people right here it says um New Jersey.

drones oh God what is this they got a. call that came in about it let's here it. is what is it. onward hey Theo what's up what's up. brother uh thanks for calling up brother. um just wanted to call ask what you. think about the drones in New Jersey. just wanted to he your thoughts on that. and uh have a good day the drones in New. Jersey yeah I've seen it people are like. look hey hey.

Samantha get the [ __ ] out get out of. here and she's breastfeeding some little. ruers fan or whatever and he's like. Samantha get the [ __ ] get out of here. put your tits away and get out of. here the drun they got the. drums some guy's got [ __ ] salami. grease in his eyes he can't even see. that good he's all [ __ ] just geeked. up on moradel or whatever like it's a. drone hey hey Frankie you see this.

drones and people saying they're from. Africa online African drones and bet. that would be they they'd be paper. airplanes bro Africa ain't making no. drones bro they making soup they got. they got they're dealing with different. issues Grassroots issues over. there you know that Ain Zambian drones. over there it's probably people like. it's aliens you know I don't care I. don't care what it is I don't care dude.

I don't care if it's aliens good y'all. keep talking about them [ __ ] every. week bring them. on I I I hope it is something from. another world that probably hopefully. it's coming to help the Jets whatever it. is that's all it is hopefully whatever. them drones I hope they go I hope they. go straight over there and help the Jets. over there because they could use some. support I know. that the New York Jets could use a damn.

drone or something on defense they need. they need a some free they need. it but yeah that's what people are. saying that the drones over there. hey Gina get out of here Gina's inside. she's finishing off a tattoo she got she. getting a tattoo on her arm a [ __ ]. you know she finally it's like her the. third character from [ __ ] uh Boondock. Saints or something on her arm or it's. some or some chick from Marist you know.

with a Jersey Mike's brazer you know. she's nine mint julips into the slot and. she's figuring things out it's the. drones you know I just I you know it's. probably one of those frats just uh. dropping pills into people's drinks. that's the way that's how they're doing. it now ladies it's it's the drones It's. s probably some Pike with a with a.

remote on his. [Music]. phone a so I don't know that's what's. going on out there um but yeah that's. what's happening in my world today. that's kind of. it you know the years has happened so. fast I feel um like I'm not getting. enough time to prepare to be uh.

to do you know it's almost like you want. to finish everything off and do. everything and and then I got to. remember you know you can only do what. you can right you can only do what you. can. and you know instead of trying to make. it to five houses in one day on. Christmas or Christmas Eve like make it. to two or three and spend some quality. time there and say hey next year I'll. come and see you guys you know or I'll. see you at Easter or I'll see you here. or I'll see the day.

after you know sometimes we try to stack. everything on the one day. um yeah so that's what's happening um. that's some more what else is happening. in the news London's Christmas tree this. year is pathetic this says let me see oh. that [ __ ] dang boy. London the bridge is falling dude that. [ __ ] going to fall as well baby. gosh man man that thing looks like it.

got too many vaccines brother that thing. wow London y'all. didn't you guys must have give all your. money. to uh foreign countries as well brother. that thing barely lit up go that thing. missing some branches a bird wouldn't. land in that [ __ ] I know that you'd be. lucky to find a maybe a panguan roll up. under it but you could I bet you. couldn't find 60 Birds birds that would. live in that [ __ ] that thing looks like.

Section 8 for swans over there you got. you missing some branz on. it that looks like when you get one of. those haircuts at one of those uh. schools you ever been to like the school. where they cut it and they have the. person up front it's his first time he's. like it's like a school it's a hair. school they had it in our town when I. was young and for 50 cents you they cut. your hair or they cut it for free if you. [ __ ] walked in there they didn't give. a [ __ ] they was just happy. to let any practice on it bro you come.

out that [ __ ] looking like a damn. God everybody you get like a. six-year-old lesbian I don't care what. you was a male. female ban anything that put a I don't. care if you was Australian Shepherd you. look like a damn six-year-old lesbian in. there they put damn uh sideburns on your. [ __ ] right on the front of your head. they they didn't they didn't know what. they was doing in there I think it was. an evader Robert or something it was. called a Vader Roberts uh Hair Cafe or.

whatever you go in there 50 cents and it. was some dude it was he'd been a. substitute teacher three weeks earlier. at my school and now he's in here and. he's shaking hands you know hi I'm you. know I'm Reginal or whatever and he. changed his name and it's. Reginald [ __ ] you're Reginald all right. I don't know I'll you know I'll pretend. with you for 45 seconds but you're. Reginal. from social studies.

sir and then he'd try to trim your [ __ ]. up or whatever he'd take you they wash. your hair dude to try to [ __ ] drown. you in. there drown you in the sink for 50 Cent. you barely make it out that [ __ ]. dude just scary to be a part of some of. that [ __ ] what were we talking about. Trevon do you. remember the London Christmas tree oh. yeah so I can relate to you know not. getting what you pay for there or. getting what you pay for you know that's.

what you get baby what else do we have. PornHub will block access for Floridians. on January 1st and I say this you know I. applaud this I have friends that work in. uh pornography or that do it and stuff. like that and that's fine this is not a. judgment against any of those people or. any people that are involved in sex work. um but no one in Florida will be able to. access PornHub the most traffic pornog. website in the world as of January 1st.

and honestly I think that it's. good you know I think watching per uh. porno uh has t it's not it's it makes. for me it makes a lot of Shame inside of. me anytime I'm busting myself out or. just you know or you know. doing you know anytime I'm just you. know just laring that freaking Ranger or. whatever. or just making my body talk and do.

just you know anytime I'm just uh. anytime I'm doing pornography I don't. feel good about myself that's the. truth I don't feel good about myself you. know it makes me feel ashamed kind of it. makes me feel weak it makes me feel. ashamed of. myself um and those aren't ways that I. want to feel and I believe it takes away. cuz I've seen this happen with so many. of my friends and myself I think it.

takes away your desire to. connect with the opposite sex you know. and then like you go home and you don't. have the energy for your wife you don't. even have the attraction because you. you're basically just taking the. attraction out of your. body you know God puts like magnets in. our body or Mother Nature God or. godmother nature whatever she keeps. changing her name I have no idea but. she's probably. just hiding you know trying to hide from.

the courts or whatever but. she they and God or whatever they put. like a magnet in your. body and that creates the. attraction so when I'm taking all my. energy and I'm putting it just in the. pornos on the Internet or whatever I'm. just I'm just giving all of my energy my. good uh beautiful human nature energy. I'm giving it away you. know and and then it makes me feel asham. it makes me feel just it doesn't make me.

feel good that's what I'll say and so I. don't want to do that and so I'm glad. that they're starting to crack down and. and not they're starting to but we we we. need some help I think that's what I. think I think we need some help yes. people should be able to watch whatever. they want or look at whatever they want. but also I don't think we should just. let things everything just be available. I don't think.

so and some people might say well that's. like communism or something I don't know. that's like a restriction that's fine. look I've watched enough por uh porno to. know that you don't you don't need it. now it's easy for me to say because I. got to see some of it but you know and. I'll sit around a fire and tell you what. it was like if that's what you need but. but I'm happy I think we need to go back. to the days of drawings you have to. sneak in you know sneak into your. brother's room and sneak a drawing of. some cooter out from under a [ __ ].

aquarium and it's a little bit wet and. it's got some fish flakes on it or. whatever on the um sketch but that's how. you get. it you know so I think there needs to be. a little more more barrier to entry um. in the. sex yeah and look that's how I feel. about it and that's okay if you feel. differently but I've watched it have an. effect on my own life and I and. I'm I'm glad it won't be as accessible I. think and that's okay if you feel.

differently I'm not saying what I feel. is right and that's okay um but I'm just. tired of like I feel like it takes your. masculinity it's trying to and it's like. these systems that use these algorithms. against us it knows it knows you're. addicted to it so it's like I'm going. serve you that addiction right here and. it is up to ourselves to be able to. prevent ourselves from looking at it I. agree but.

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know I got my K Dub out already I got. him in the living. room that's my little. angel oh they said they put this one. right near the Barbies this Cat Williams. trying to meet a white girl look at this. one a cat Williams somebody put gang. baby that's one and then whoa whoa this. one off that scissor baby this one been. sipping. boy wow this one definitely on the clock. hiding at work I've seen this one before.

[Music]. dang this one off that Henny baby damn. boy let's see one right here oh this one. hiding too I seen this one at work at. lunch hiding out in between a couple. boxes or. whatever and this one got a little. eightball on him too what is that a. eightball no what is that thing called. uh. Trevon snow globe snow globe thank you. but yeah and then this one right here.

sketch sent me this one there's one and. that's Cat Williams and. uh that's Cat Williams and Cam Newton. hanging. out right there we caught them on the. edge of the store over there by uh the. appliance area air condition HVAC all. that so they they over there mingling or. whatever Talking. Shop okay what else we got we got some. more art uh Tik Tock is on the verge of.

getting banned the Supreme Court will. hear arguments over the law that could. ban Tik Tock in the US if it's not sold. who is the owner of Tik Tok I want to. see if he would come on here I think. it's Chia Shane or. something I think it's Chia. Shane shiao Z. Chu uh. [ __ ] yeah Shi. shichu yeah we got to get him in here.

because I want to know what the truth is. and I would like to say to you shichu if. you're willing to come on maybe we would. love to have you in here just to learn a. little bit about it right here the. Supreme Court said it will hear. arguments next month over the. constitutionality the federal law that. could ban Tik Tock in the United States. if its Chinese parent company doesn't. sell. it um the law enacted in April set a. January 19th deadline for Tik Tok to be. sold or else face a ban in the United. States the popular social media platform. has more than 170 million users in the.

US um the high court will also hear. arguments from content creators who rely. on the platform for income and some Tik. Tok. users president-elect Donald Trump who. once supported a ban but then pledge. during the campaign of save Tik Tock has. said his administration would take a. look at the. situation Trump met with Tik Tock CEO. shiai Chu on Friday um. the case pits Free Speech R against the. government's stated aims of protecting.

National Security the government ain't. protecting National Security I think at. this point we can all recognize they. don't really have our security. in their. sites you know what I'm saying they let. they'll let anybody they don't want. somebody s getting your information off. Tik Tok but they'll let somebody just. come across the uh willy-nilly come into. the. country willy-nilly and I say that only. because we've met with border patrol.

agents and we've that's the truth. there's no you could sugarcoat it any. way you want um so I don't believe that. I believe that they don't. want people sharing the truth about the. genocide in Palestine and that's why. that they're doing it I believe that. that's what it is and Tik Tok is one of. those places where people could still do. that and um they want to own own it they. want to own it dude suppressing yes.

suppressing thank you so much yes and I. think uh yeah I. mean and people say um thank you and um. and people say like well we don't want. China have our information all these. every they all have our what do they I. don't understand what what that means. you know like what do you have my. information I have like six pieces of. information there's no way you don't. have them I've put them into some of the. probably shadiest sites on the.

web you got them you know I don't even. people have our information what do you. my I'm scared they're going to get my. door Dash order they've got they have. our. information so then it's just what don't. they want us to see right what don't. they want us to see because if they can. control what they what we see they'll. control what we. know or what we believe Maybe I don't. know do I sound crazy I don't.

know doesn't. matter while both are and the and there. is a and there's a difference between. the Tik Tock in China and the Tik Tok in. USA while both it says right here while. both are owned by the same company bite. dance Tik Tock and China called duin. doin d o u y i n doin is significantly. different from the version available in. America with a much stricter focus on. child-friendly content including. educational videos and stricter time. limits due to stricter Chinese.

government regulations regarding online. content for minors whereas the American. version is considered more open and has. a wider variety of content with less. restrictions on viewing. time is it's more open has a wider. variety of so I understand like they. want to keep like the Chinese government. probably keeps theirs more informative. and then you know America it's just we. like the fat we like the funny you know. just like we don't want to learn as much. it's not as much of our nature a lot of.

us you know um we're more tempted by the. other stuff and so that's what we kind. of consume and. enjoy um but that seems like a crazy but. I just don't buy the content that I just. don't buy that they're getting going to. get our information what are you going. to get my shoe size what you my address. in college or something you know what. are you going to. get what vitamins I'm take what are you. going to. get that's it's like you know we don't. they're going to get our what what is.

what. information I can't think of anything. that I haven't already put into a. computer. probably so I think they have our. information but what do I know dude I. don't [ __ ] know dude I'll smoke a bag. of my own and nuts. homie I don't give a [ __ ] boy I will eat. the [ __ ] shingles off your. house yeah I. will all right what else do we have we. got some calls that came in any more. news. oh Columbus Funeral Home the first opera.

in America with a liquor license. Columbus Ohio a North Side Funeral Home. could soon serve mourners in a new way. alcohol wow welcome New Ireland that's. what we're talking about. funerals Evergreen Funeral Cremation and. reception is set to open next year they. appli for liquor license and could soon. be serving people during. Services that's nice the mission is to. make the process of a very difficult. time a little. easier my role in this position is to be.

kind of a party planner for the dead. that's what Hunter triplet told WSYX. triplet wants to shed the business's. reputation of being dark and morbid by. offering manageable prices and the. option for mourners to raise a toast to. a lost loved one with a bar that's fair. interesting we we will be serving. alcohol when people are on the premises. and remain on the. premises yeah cuz imagine in that. somebody leaves a funeral car accident.

deceased so these people are kind of um. I don't know that's called double. dipping or whatever it seems like. it. so but hey that's the kind of America we. should you. know but we got to ban Tik Tok because. it's getting your. information um what. else oh New York considering special. hotline just for C CEOs to report. alleged threats to their safety after.

the Brian Thompson killing um for those. of you who do not know it Brian Thompson. was the um he was The Matriarch or. whatever the Brian Thompson not that's. not the right word he was the. CEO of United healthc care I believe. it's called United healthc Care he was. gunned down in the middle of Manhattan. earlier this. month. um and. so New York Governor Kathy hawle is.

considering a creating a special hotline. just for CEOs to report alleged threats. to their. safety a. hotline that. sounds like some CEO is going to call a. hotline I think they know now like they. should all they would all call it. because it feels like they just got they. n there's no point in the Holland you. got it they there's the the threat to. the safety is there you know somebody. been popping off somebody pulled that. Draco out on somebody you know because.

they wouldn't do the co you know they. was um wrenching Somebody's Mother over. to medical bills and stuff you knew it. was going to happen I feel. like and I feel like this is where we're. starting to get in society where you're. going to start to see. vigilantism now some people can just say. it's murder some people can say it's. vigilantism you know and it could be. both that's the thing as as. well um but you're just going to see.

yeah at a certain. point that's going to. happen you know you're seeing people. take things into their hands because. institutions like the government or um. won't do it that's what you're starting. to see you're seeing it. everywhere you know you started to see. it during Co when um Dave ponoi was. handing they were helping out uh they. were helping out small. businesses while the government while.

covid people were they were shutting. them down so you started to see private. people or regular people taking action. to uh do things that you would think. that the your government would do right. and I think at a certain point you would. think that your government would keep. you safe from. um toxic Insurance programs and they. aren't. um medical debt is the leading cause.

of bankruptcy in. America so you think about the stress. and all that caus it's it's horrible. it's horrible but meanwhile we have. billions of dollars to give somewhere. else it's just [ __ ] people are sick. of things and uh then you start to see. people take things into their own hands. that their government should be doing. for. them so how do you guys feel about. vigilantism or you know I don't is that. a a crazy thing to say I mean obviously. it is murder it is a crime so that is no.

doubt but sometimes there are crimes. that people do. because um they don't there's no. choice you know we give that excuse when. people rob. a shies or whatever or you rob a uh. Taco. uh Vesper. whatever uh some guy selling [ __ ].

Mexican off of the back of a damn um. bird scooter or whatever some [ __ ]. lime some [ __ ] little lime monster. you know slanging that [ __ ] homes you. know slanging that. [ __ ] but anyway I'm [ __ ] rambling I. think I'm getting a little bit into the. news but I'm just I'm interested what do. you guys think about vigilante ISM do. you think this is just murder do you. think that we're going to see more of. that as time goes on. um yeah because at some point if.

something bends enough the [ __ ]. shit's going to start to get weird and I. kind I like weird [ __ ] you know what I'm. saying I like weird [ __ ] bro I've been. involved in some misconnections with the. devil. brother um but I I love how the. government thinks a hotline is going to. help [ __ ] that's the same thing you. gave to people that were having problems. with the insurance company in the first. place you gave him a call a.

hotline. [ __ ] his mom your mom's mom's. been on on hold with insurance for two. hours now she got to call another. hotline to complain about it get. [ __ ] that's what I say. bro that's what I. say and when when when people start to. realize the truth bro [ __ ] gets it's. that's wild that's what I say man damn. this [ __ ] got me.

agitated and I'm between insurance. companies right now so I better calm. down dude and that's the truth I think. my new policy goes in on the uh first or. whatever so anyway let's get to some. calls man sorry I've been rambling I. know I've been kind of vocal about [ __ ]. but maybe I'm not sorry I don't give a I. don't know what I'm doing dude I don't. know it's been a long year and [ __ ] does. make me agitated sometimes I've had. three coffees today you know I watched a. sec team play football. ball I'm feeling.

hyped um we got a video call in right. here that came in as always the hotline. is 98566. 4953 and there's uh you can submit. videos as well through the website here. we go you want potty and what' you say. after that gang gang gang gang maybe. there's a young kid right there and if. he potties or whatever if he does. pissing or does uh booty work they let. him say gang gang and that's beautiful.

praise God good to see these young. fellas um right here. uh what up Theo my name is Dallas what's. up Dallas good to see you uh good to. hear you brother let's hear more I'm. driving home right now what I do for a. living is I I set up Christmas lights. for people so some might call me a a. spreader of joy you know I'm a joy. spreader spread that holiday greeting. okay brother thank you yeah and putting.

the lights up I looked into it it's a. little pricey I looked into it it's a. little pricey I'd rather just get home. and wish they were up for about a month. and then just then it's January or. whatever but I do feel you and I get. jealous when I see homes that have them. up and when I if I get a wife next year. I don't work as much I'm gonna put some. up but onward man I'm sorry I'm making. this about me brother let's hear more. but what I'm what I'm trying to get to. is that you know I do it all morning all.

night long sometimes I'm getting home at. 3: in the morning and doing it again at. 7 in the morning so it's long days yeah. brother well you can't you know if you. trying to change the whole mood of a. neighborhood it's going to take time. man you know what I'm saying uh Romano's. Macaroni Grill wasn't built in a day or. whatever they say man I don't know what. that saying is onward and I feel feel. like I'm giving all the joy but I don't.

have the joy being replenished within my. my temple my my body so I don't know I. just what what is your advice on how to. I'll tell you how you got to do a little. peep in time and mayy you right there. you right there. brother you know what I'm saying you. right the the devil just put you on the. window sill. boy you elf on a shelf of lust brother. you you got an excuse to be on the.

ladder you know how hard it is to climb. up that ladder with no excuse to be in. someone's yard. brother and you just tell them you're. bird watching or something you're just. staring into their [ __ ]. window yeah dude you have you're getting. paid to Peep In Time brother what are. you talking about change your attitude. start lurking and slurping homie you. know what I'm saying get tipped out big. dog you feel me.

SC how much is that doggy in the. window get over there and get you some. boy oh we that ladder boy get out there. brother you know what I'm. saying slurp Daddy all right let's hear. another call that is coming about. Christmas hi Theo it's Destiny from. Mississippi hey Stephanie from. Mississippi over there and um I'm be.

going to nachez Mississippi actually uh. for a night to spend time with some. family um that I used to live with over. there my buddy Richard Sharp his family. and um just blessed to get to see uh. them again gang. onward I'm sitting here wacking my brain. trying to figure out what I should get. my 8-year-old son for Christmas I mean. you are a one you were eight one so uh.

yeah I just want to know your thoughts. about that thank you man love you bye. love you too thank you so much for. calling that's a good question what do. you get an eight-year-old boy hm and. he's just a boy probably I wonder how. tall he is how long is an eight-year-old. let me look that up really. quick how long is an eight-year-old. soccer game f what. that's ridiculous who's looking up that. [ __ ] it says between 47 and 54 in.

tall [ __ ] how tall how long is that how. long how much is that 50 feet or sorry. 50 inches is four feet okay so we're. looking at four feet tall something. that's four feet tall what do you get. it [ __ ] that's a damn Wier dog it's you. know that you got living with you um. yeah an eight-year-old you know what I. think there was some things my mom would.

get us that were fun things but then she. would get us things that were like um. kind of creative like thinking things as. well you know and I really liked that. like we would get like Puzzles or um. different type of stuff. clay uh one year we didn't have any. money my mom got us um couple she got us. everybody these 2 lit sodas these big. old them big dogs you remember them. [ __ ] when they first came out with. them [ __ ] and one year they came out.

with a damn 3 lit soda bring that [ __ ]. up God dang. boy when they bro you roll into my. neighborhood with a [ __ ] thre liter. soda bro we right. here you don't want it anyway we. ready we ready. bro that [ __ ] was a gang.

banger so that you know that's the kind. of [ __ ] I get that little bastard of. three lit soda baby shake that [ __ ] up. but I think also some jewelry get him. something man I'mma I'mma uh ice my. family out probably with some stuff from. Kohl's or maybe some Backwoods. uh um shirts or what you know different. uh [ __ ] what is it called full body fits. maybe some Backwoods fits or something.

so yeah I think but that an. eight-year-old I like something though. that he has to think or something. something you can also maybe do with him. there's got to be like a fun like a good. game or something or a shovel too or a. treasure map get him like a a something. maybe hide something for him and get him. that treasure. uh get him a treasure a sh. uh. shovel treasure getter because yeah then.

you have him dig up something and maybe. it's nothing right but oh well that's. life huh that's life shorty better learn. it now work hard bro you ain't getting. [ __ ] but no I think also a big hug maybe. uh take him to a nice movie o what about. this what if you get him like a gift. card to some a movie theater and then he. gets to pick out some mov he wants to go. see so maybe that could be something. where you get to read the movies to him.

and be like well these are the movies. they have for your age and then he gets. to pick one and choose it and then it's. him making a choice and um feeling like. he has a choice and if you guys get to. spend time together or not I think that. would have been something that I. probably would have enjoyed you know or. um you know my mom took me to Wendy's. once when we were kids and I remember. that and uh that's nice that was. something nice as as well. Destiny is that lady's name and yeah and.

just Merry Christmas to you and your son. I'm glad you guys get to do some fun. stuff together what's something else I. think something like that is nice where. he gets a say so in it and then it's a. choice he made so that kind of builds up. his ability to think uh and ask like. okay well what are the choices right. maybe what do I know eight-year-old kid. might not he might you know he might. want to just sip track or whatever sit. in the and sit in a [ __ ] sedan in the. parking lot I have no idea what kids are.

doing now. um here we got a call that came in right. here is always a hotline 985 664. 9503 what's up there uh this is well. from South Carolina I had a question for. you I was just wondering we uh me and my. buddi went to casino up here at Kings. Mountain one of the Native American. casinos and you guys went to a Native. American Casino okay thank you I was. just astounded by the amount of Asians. here not to be racist or anything but. like the am it's not racist to see.

Asians brother let me tell you that it's. not racist to see Asians you see Asians. what are you going to. do not see them or whatever pretend. you're you know rip your eyes out of. your. head no it's okay to see Asians brother. let's see more sorry let's hear more. amount of Asians that were at this. casino were just insane dude I mean you. know it was pretty cool but have you. ever experienced that Asians are.

prolific gamblers yeah I've seen a lot. of that man hiala the one guy was. yelling I remember there was a. um it was a basketball or something I. remember walking through a casino one. time and they had a Asian fell over. there hi doll hi Dolla he kept yelling. hi. Dolla and uh yeah they love it Asians. like that risk they like they like the. [ __ ] risk. man because I think Asians they don't.

they just they they like the um they. like the risk they like the smoke they. like the smoke and they like the risk. you know hey what's up you. know hey I'm. asan so yeah dude they [ __ ] yeah. Asians bro hey what are you doing huh. I'm gambling hey. you know so yeah Asians love that [ __ ]. bro hey bro put four Asians in a box.

what do you. got a people that. gamble praise God. baby. um here we go we got a call that came in. right here onward hey Deon my name is. Miles I have a brother hey miles and. thank you for calling and I'm glad that. you have a brother man let's hear some. more. that act really gay how do I ask him if.

he's. gay without pissing him off thank you. bro well I think you could do it in a. gift way you know you could do it in a. um in a gift way like a note or like a. you hide you put a note in a package a. little note or you know you write it. draw it or whatever and it's say um and. it says it says like are you and then it. just it has like two guys is hugging or. whatever you know. um but then he's just going to think.

he's going to think that you that he's. just you're just asking if he's in the. Navy or whatever so you got I'm trying. to think of how do you do. it I think you just got to tickle him or. not until he tells you if he's gay or. not that's what my uncle would. do you. just because of gay you know cuz that's. how you even get gay somebody just. tickles you so damn much your whole. Spirit just kind of. [ __ ] just spoils in and just wanting.

to meet some guys somewhere so I think. you got to figure it out brother I don't. I don't know dude why do you why would. you even call and ask me that I don't. know I mean I appreciate you calling. sorry I shouldn't I shouldn't say that I. appreciate you calling man you know I'm. sorry you're dealing with. that uh but I'm glad you care IR. remember I thought my brother would try. to make love to me when we were children. you know that and uh and I'd be scared. and so at night I remember I'd put I had. me a little bag little sack of Jingle. Bells you know a couple J bells and uh.

I'd lay down at night and I'd balance. some J bells on my. body and um and so if he tried to come. get me it would you know I it would it. would you know you could you set off the. alarm you. know so what. else um what oh what do I want for. Christmas I am getting a book that I. know I asked. for I got a couple vitamins I'm getting.

this mic arm maybe. fixed um what. else I'm trying to maybe take a little. trip to the beach or something but I. don't know. yet. uh. and yeah I'm going to spend Christmas in. uh Louisiana so I'm excited about that. and Baton. Rouge and um cing mandaville New Orleans. just around the hood so uh grateful for.

that to see some of my friends and. family so those are things that are. going on with me let me play a call. right here hey what's up the I'm a huge. fan I listen to your podcasts at work. all the time thank you brother thank you. for checking it out and yeah I feel. fortunate that we get to keep doing this. my question is uh I was in the military. for 5 years and I was in Japan and I had. a fiance of 5 years and when I came home. I found out she cheated on me a year ago.

should I give her another chance since I. mean I wasn't home all the time I'd come. home once a week every year or should I. just move on thanks gang gang you know I. think that's a great question I think. you got to look at the reality of it if. you're home once a week for a. year that's tough now she broke her word. some people are young and at certain. times they just their word isn't really. as strong because they're still putting. their word together and I'm not. justifying everybody's Behavior Uh. everybody's behavior I'm not justifying.

my own behavior even um but there's. definitely a. different you know you know you're still. you're learning some things and people. say you should you're learning in your. 20 yeah you are yeah you're learning how. to be in a long dis all that stuff. you're figuring it out sometimes you're. afraid to hurt somebody's feelings and. that's why you don't tell them even. though that's it's selfish because it. has hurts him in the longer way but you. don't know that you're you're you're. figuring it out sometimes. um.

so I think it's possible I've had. friends that have forgiven the the loved. one or significant other for uh sexual. indiscrepancies and then they package it. up and now you can hear them you know. you'll invite I won't even invite him. over because they'll be in there. thumping brother they'll be in there. just. slurping so I think that's part of it. but yeah I think and look you can always. try it and see how it. goes but the weird thing and I've done.

this where you forgive somebody but then. you keep bringing that [ __ ] up that. isn't good it feels good but it's not. cool so that's the thing you can't do if. you forgive you have to forgive man you. have to forgive because otherwise you're. just letting somebody hold you're just. you're basically holding a card you're. saying I'm going to hold this card that. I can use whenever I want and that's. even that's worse than choosing to. forgive or not to. forgive you know that's you then saying.

I want this power I want this power to. uh control how the situation goes. constantly. um and I'll notice that in my own life. over certain times sometimes I'll I want. to keep a a level of communication I. want to keep a enough distance where I. can kind of. uh um like if I think somebody might be. uh like have an issue or might be upset. about instead of bringing it up and. talking and getting it out I'd rather.

almost sometimes this is not the best. part of me that wants to do this but. there's a part of me sometimes that. would it almost rather let them be. unsure you know because it let them be. unsure if our relationship is okay. because it gives me some sort of. power you know um it gives me some sort. of control perceived control in my own. head and. um and that's a a sick part of me that. operates that way and it's not always or. anything and it's definitely been more.

in the past but I have noticed that. behavior in myself at times if I'm not. doing well or not taking care of myself. um I'd rather keep things on thin ice. because cuz I'm used to I'm that's why I. do well you know I'm okay on thin ice. how you gonna be out here you know it's. that kind of [ __ ] um so but uh holding. The Grudge yeah holding a grudge type. [ __ ] but yeah man I wish you the best. luck I think it's nice you to call and. ask about it man and and also we all.

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advertisement all right let's say take a. call right. here Jess's. Girl Tiffany get out of here they got. aliens out. here hey quit hey bring out a couple man. warm up the manicotti they got [ __ ]. aliens out here aliens you think a alien.

is going to come to America on a [ __ ]. drone or whatever on some. [ __ ] Toyota drone or something them. [ __ ] got it's basically a ceiling fan. that's in the [ __ ] air with a couple. Christmas lights on it look at these. aliens bro aliens are doing alien they. blink their eyes and your [ __ ]. [ __ ]. missing they're they're they're doing. they're on another level you think. they're out here just uh just running. around just on you know uh 97 octane.

over. here just just peeking in neighborhoods. and [ __ ] over here looking at a bunch of. above ground swimming pools just. watching people just singing uh Bruce. Springstein in above ground swimming. pools over there outside of Trenton or. whatever get. Fred stringing up these lights. anyway uh onward hey um been going.

through a little bit of a rough patch. lost my job lost my house um about a. year after getting a divorce okay rough. patch lost your job in your home man I'm. sorry to hear that and it's been about a. year since your divorce um so I'm. fighting for my kid right now things a't. getting easier man I'm not you're in a. court battle for your child you're. saying and things aren't getting easier. my ropes. in I just need to figure out how to be a.

person again been through rehab three. times last time seems to be sticking. pretty good so there's that but um man. why does it seem like everybody gets to. be happy but me I'm just at a loss with. it man I've worked hard my whole life. just keep going and going and everything. just keeps slipping and slipping. and I just I don't know what to do. anymore man things are just getting way.

out of control for what I can handle. Amen brother I appreciate you reaching. out and just saying hey seeing what's. going on yeah dude I'm. definitely you know. God I've felt down in the dumps I think. everybody has at some. point you know when yeah when the chips. keep falling the other way you. know when the Asian guy keeps is winning. all the gambling. stuff Full House.

Bubba. k. um yeah man I. uh you know I'll tell you a couple. things man this that I've had noticed in. myself so there was. times there was times when um. I only noticed the rough [ __ ] in my in. my life I only noticed it I'm not saying.

this happened to you. but that self-pity became my. alcohol anytime I needed this I'd feel. sorry for myself well let me open up. another can if I feel sorry for myself. I'm not saying this what you're doing at. all this just reminded me of this for. myself and I mean that wholeheartedly. bro I would just slurp a six-pack of. self-pity that was my drug this is wrong. I can't nothing you. know and once when that hit me I was. like oh [ __ ] man I'm you know I'm I'm.

washing myself in bathat I'm get I'm. doing the things I'm supposed to do to. take care of myself I'm getting this. stuff off of me and out of my system but. then I'm I got a straw in my own bath. water and I was sitting there just sliz. earing on my own sadness all the time. now I'm not saying that's what you're. doing but I noticed for myself that my. that self-pity became a drug for. me um. what else man let me think of something. else.

um you know that's a lot man cuz a lot. of what you're saying has real like. emotional attachment to it you're trying. to get your kids you out of your house. you know you're that's a lot of. upheaval and I think some of that. probably just takes time you know. um but yeah I'm sorry man that's also a. lot that's a lot and so I think just uh. give yourself some Grace to be you know. to not also put the pressure on yourself. to feel great you know it's a lot of.

tough stuff going. on you know the other day I was upset. about something and I wanted to call and. just [ __ ] rearrange the tits on. somebody I wanted to switch them [ __ ]. put the FM went on the am dial and vice. versa I was just pissed at this. lady but instead I just sat in my car. for a little. bit I. breathed that's why God gave me this big.

not I he's like breathe [ __ ]. what are you doing you out here just. [ __ ] just Taking Chances [ __ ] I told. I'm showing you get a do a eight ball of. air Bubby we need you know G. up um and I had me a couple Charleston. shoes there I found out my cardor and. ate them [ __ ] and um. oh and then I just went to a AA meeting. and after that after that I even called.

my brother I said hey man I can't I'm. about to lo you know if I call this. person right now I'm GNA lose my mind he. said well wait till wait till. later because I was attaching all this. other [ __ ] to how to my day I was. attaching all this old these feelings. and stuff to my day. um into that next thing I was bring in a. whole trailer full of [ __ ] and I was. going to Hitch it to this one moment. about the way things had gone down with. this. um This Woman This it wasn't like a.

dating it was a work work thing uh but. it was all me it was all my [ __ ] you. know um that I was bring an extra to. what would have just and then when I. finally was chill later on it was a. normal conversation and it was actually. positive so it could be positive I don't. know what I'm telling you man I'm just. telling you I'm just yeah man I'm sorry. that you're dealing with that and it's. just tough time of year and it's the. holidays and uh but you're not alone man.

you know we're only alone when we find. ourselves alone we got to remember to. get out there too nobody's going to come. and just help us be un alone we have to. do. it you know and they say that old saying. you know nothing changes if nothing. changes you know so if I want something. to be different I have to do something. different and I'm not preaching at you. I'm listening I'm I'm I'm basically just. talking to myself right on.

but yeah man I love you and keep your. head up and next year will be a. different. year you know next year will be a. different. year and don't leave before the miracle. happens you know that saying that's what. they say but Merry Christmas thank you. for being a support supportive of this. podcast thank you for letting me be a. part of your. life. um I'm going to make some New Year's. resolutions something nothing too heavy. just some things like some goals for the. new year you know we want to do more. ways to give back and I'm excited about.

that we're finally putting a foundation. together so that's really. exciting um and so we're going to be. able to find ways to do that and. uh what else I think to just learn more. from uh people that can help us learn. you know I want to learn more and get. more. information um and learn more about. myself too. you know and. uh and try not to do everything by.

myself you know that's one of my things. I struggle with I just I want to do it. all. alone but the saddest thing I realize. when you do everything. alone after it's done you there's nobody. to talk to about. it there's nobody to share with there's. no you. know but anyway not trying to end on a. dow note um oh yeah we went out. Christmas Carolyn the other day you know. um I'd been wanting to get out and do it. and it was uh just some guys from the.

gym we put a little Squad together and. went out there and hit the streets and. uh we had a couple bangers couple songs. we we had to give up in just in the. middle of it um there was one church. group that was having a dinner they. invited us in for some cookies and. uh uh select meats and stuff. and it was good man it was we did did a. good job we did a good job out there we. just put some songs together and just. walked the streets and just went up to.

people's doors and knocked and yeah. people were happy they had somebody had. a dog that saw us as well and so people. and animals were really enjoying of it. and when went Alzheimer's saw us and. then I don't know if she saw us or not. [ __ ] it we was there but we enjoyed it. man and. um anyway I just want to wish everybody. a uh a Merry Christmas um. you guys take care of each other take. care of your loved ones um sorry if I.

sound preachy today I feel really. preachy uh I don't mean to I got to go. do some work after this and that's. okay you know um sometimes I struggle. with like I'll get up and and'll be like. I have to do that I have to do this. instead like you know I get to do this. people say that all the time but it's. like I really have to take that moment. more and try to see look at my own. perspective like this is life you know. this is. life and you get to do it and so how do.

I want to feel about it. right yeah and that's something I gota I. how do I how do I want to feel about it. and sometimes I'll still choose I I want. to feel pissed about I want to feel bad. about it you know and then it's like. well why why do I want to feel that way. uh I want to feel bad about it I want to. feel pissed about it. [Music]. uh cuz then it's really just me. advertising I want you to feel how I.

feel right that's kind of what it is. there's something inside of. me that I want you to. feel you know it's like oh it's not fair. that I have to feel bad you should feel. so I'm going to bring that energy out of. myself and I think more often than not. if I can try to get a little bit more. around. like well let me find a good part of me. let me find a part of me that's hopeful. that's grateful that has a that's that. Fighting Chance let me find that part of. me inside of.

me and bring that part to the front of. me because that's also a part of me that. that's just as just as the part of me is. that wants you to see like the part that. part of me that that has pain there's a. part of me that has. Pride you know and that has hope and. that is a part of me too that I. sometimes I don't summon that part of me. enough uh to the front of. myself and I'm not there's no judgment.

in that I'm just kind of thinking and. realizing it like I almost want to bring. sometimes a little bit of a. victimhood um I don't know if it's a. victim but I want I just I want somebody. to. recognize you know uh something you know. I want to you know but but there's also. a part of me that's. like I got this. you know I can do. this you know I'm okay I can handle this.

I love myself I love some someone I love. someone so these are my hopes these are. my dreams let me walk out into the world. with that let me bring that let that be. the mirror that people see when they. come up to me um and then I'll probably. get more reflection out of the world. that I would like than when I show up. the other way um. but anyway man I love you guys and just. uh thank you for coming out to the shows.

this year and being so supportive and um. yeah and be good to yourselves man you. guys deserve it let's go out on. one this is also these are all from. epidemic sounds is where we get our. music from and you can listen to these. bangers in there and this is uh the. Christmas spirit by the snowy hill. singer. and uh you guys be good to yourselves. what a fun year I think we tried to have.

you know and um I just pray that we can. have uh a good one next year too you. know we got this baby praise God baby. gang. [Music]. [Applause]. [Music]. [Applause]. [Music]. I hate that [ __ ] let me get one. more that was an antithesis of what I.

just said. why sorry dude all right let's hear this. one guys love. y'all oh yeah baby turn them lights off. baby turn them on actually I got to find. my. shoes yeah. [Music]. oh God. boy oh yeah let me put some lotion on.

your legs Big. Daddy I remember this old guy in our. neighborhood would let us lotion his. legs up or his son would let him this. this old this man would let us lotion up. his dad's legs his dad had been in. um in the war I think or in a fire or. something he would let us Put the lotion. on him when we're young. [Music].

this reminds me of. [Music]. that all right that ain't it either. Jesus Christ that's sad uh see one more. that we got. here let's try this. one oh yeah. yeah hey what's. up not much.

dog I want to go. gambling he I. gamble I. [Music]. gamble Hawaii. 5 merry Christmas. everybody this is the Peaceful Christmas. Walts. by V Meyer Von.

Meyer no relative of. [Music]. mine in a special. uh this sounds like somebody kind of. dancing their way up to. heaven just on the different. stairs and that made me my buddy Donnie. AER big like to.

say peace and blessings to my buddy. Donnie AER he's headed to heaven and he. sold uh big rig truck and tractor. supplies of it. there on the Louisiana border baby God. bless you brother. [Music].

Merry Christmas. everyone gang.