Still Not Stagnant | This Past Weekend w/ Theo Von #238

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not named mustard I feel like I feel. like there has to be an NFL player named. mustard at some point I look that up NFL. mustard man. no mail player and I felt mustard. Chad mustard he was a tight end boy he.

was signed by the Omaha beef as a free. agent in 2003 he played college football. and college basketball in North Dakota. Oh Chad mustard dang has got any more. than that huh. fool well you got to respect that boy um. fantasy teams yeah my team is doing well.

decent alright is there you think is. there any bigger fantasy team than then. human beings you think then humanity is. there any bigger. is there any bigger you know the powers. above putting us in here put slotting us.

in here here trying this trying that. this wild times you know. the times are getting thick especially. uh yeah nature's just getting real thick. right now you could taste it in the air. if you even just just lick the air a. little do it nobody will see you.

and if they do I'll tell you this if. they see you do it they're gonna do it. they're gonna think something's going on. try it lick the air once or twice gotta. taste it in your mouth. something's happening there's getting. thick we're all on a fantasy team I.

don't know what's going on sometimes. it's wild I think it's that time of year. you know I was talking about it last. week and it's just the universe is thick. right now with with people coming and. going you know with Halloween here and. with it's just that time of year where. all the escalators are active and all. the TSA lanes are open to come and go.

here into the netherworld and it's um. it's who we are in one heck of a fantasy. game aren't we. let's go. [Music].

I'm just sitting on your front porch. wondering how could I be so far from my. home and my mind is somewhere else but. when I found it our patch up where it's. been now I'm just floating on the breeze. and not feeling like these leaves I must.

be its gonna tell you guys. little time for me to sell their pocket. break and let my.

[Music]. yeah yes and that is something that can.

save us right there music and the other. thing that can save us is the light of. something bigger the light of something. bigger than a Senate shining on us then. it wants to see us I do believe that I. do believe that the good wants us to win. I do believe that men and wants to see.

our faces and it wants us to know that. it accepts us that we don't have to hide. that we don't have to be ashamed you. know sometimes maybe that's even why. ghosts come and see us because they're.

trying to say hey hey hey buddy you got. you don't need all this extra you don't. need all of this pomp and circumstance. and all these French coats and all of. these mink hats and mink shoes and. everything and all the exotic taffy and. everything you just need you.

and we just need each other and you're. gonna be okay. sometimes uh yeah I just I think that. the that this is the time when the you. know you could hang as much drywall as. you want and you cannot stop the spirits.

from peeking back you cannot stop the. light from looking down it's a. thoroughfare right now brother it is a. it's the Autobahn and what if this is. this is what if this is just the middle. ground you know what if this is just the. me this is just the lobby between Satan.

and the Lord and that's that between the. good and evil this is just a doctor's. office this is just the there's just. magazines sitting around here in our. world it really is. we really are we're just milling around. looking at magazines here waiting to be. called in a different direction but I. believe that I believe that this is the. time when you know el Dia de los Muertos. you know when the devil's you know he's.

got as many ARMs as he can and he's. reaching them up and the light is. looking down and it is just this. sabotage right now welcome to this past. weekend and yeah I'm just I guess I got. a lot on my mind right now just I think. just about purpose I've been thinking. about a lot this week you know and who. do I want to be you know just as a human.

Who am I you know who don't want to be. as a man you know does my manhood matter. as much as my human hood if that makes. any sense I've been thinking about that. a little you know I've been thinking.

about that you know sometimes we get. bottled we get directed into so many. things especially when we were young I. notice for myself I get directed in this. way and directed in that and it really. frames it helps to kind of like form the. way I think and feel and also. compartmentalize me you know and so I've.

just been I guess I don't know it's that. time of year where even our chakras and. our hearts and our treasure chests and. our dam you know our dirty clothes. hamper x' and the recycling bins inside. of us there it's all open it's that open. door policy right now you know the full. moon is building up and in you know and. it always said it's just a anything can.

come in anything can go and there's just. a lot of energy milling around the. moment and I know that because I'm. feeling it I'm feeling it I'm feeling it. for my friends and I'm feeling it from. even my non friends you know I'm just. feeling it. so good to be here thank you guys for. coming back thank I hope you're having a. good day you know I hope you're having a.

good day and let's get into the episode. I do want to let you know that they have. um it's not an ad everybody thought I. was gonna be an ad right there. but yet going ahead when we're talking. to lick the air a little lick the air. just a little if you do it serious. enough and don't act like a donkey while. you're doing it then the man seeing you. down the way or the lady or the you know.

you know anybody that's home own and. down the way whoever they are they will. do it as well they're gonna do cuz. that's the thing we're so susceptible. like are they what are they doing did. they know something I don't. oh is there free vanilla in the air. today what's happening oh maybe the. Lord's just emptying out his pantry and. everybody's catching a free head of huh. you know maybe somebody's catching free.

um you know a free ought a fee maybe the. Lord through some Taffy's off of the. floor and they've fallen into people's. faces and everything who knows. maybe somebody you know you got to get. your tongue out of your mouth man and. catch something that's what I'm saying. it's that time of year um I have a show. announcement do i yes I don't know when. the tickets going to be on sale December. 26th in Lafayette Louisiana at the Hyman.

Performing Arts Center some proceeds. from the evening are going to benefit. Dustin Poirier is the good fight. foundation you know and uh we're excited. about that you know you can follow me on. social medias for the presale code and. yeah we're excited help raise money for. Dustin's for for the good fight. foundation and I think it's gonna be a. fun time of year it's gonna be a fun. time of year and I'm hoping to be able. to be there and and be a part of.

people's holiday season so afterwards. Dustin and I as well might you know do. some photos and everything with anybody. that wants them he'll most people. probably don't want him we might have to. chase you down to get you to do one with. us but you know I believe that he's a. good guy and I believe that he fights. for people that can't and so does this. charity and I'm excited to be down there. in the laughy they call it the left hand. Lafayette and it's a big place I don't.

even know what that place was I don't. know if we'll sell it out or not but. it's a big place uh what's going on with. me I am oh I've been watching what is it. I've been watching righteous gemstone. boy it's good I just I think the number. one costume this year gonna be uncle. baby Billy's you know it.

and uncle baby abilities and he got that. little big suit big tufa side piece you. know that [ __ ] little enamel snake. he's got always slithering around with. them Tiffany or something her name is. Tabitha. uncle baby of La ha so that's beautiful. I wonder if it'd be fun to have him and. I maybe we get Keefe in here that other. guy with the long hair that Satan boy. and he loves Satan brother and uh but.

yeah man I love that ain't no. misbehaving that's my running through. the aisle for the pickle and my refresh. it is too much sign too much yeah man. it's it's it's just a wild time has been. a lot going on this year there's been a. lot going on and I'm just feeling it. from a lot of people a lot of people. just wondering what about what's.

happening right now. and I think it's because we're at that. lower than the final curve heading into. the end of the year because of the year. it's you know it's like anything it. gives us a shape it gives us a you know. the sink you're just you're just just. kind of oozing down the side of the sink. and then October hits and suddenly it. just crevasse is straight over towards. the drain and that's November December. and then BAM that's it and it's just.

that time here where a lot is and. there's a lot energetically at stake. because we're heightened. and no I haven't been reading like some. horoscopes or anything like that cuz I. mean no damn starbursts a lot of these. you know you got these you know a lot of. people out here starbursts. and somebody you know they'll throw a. damn somebody will beat you in the head. with uh what is what a geode or. something you know a sock full of these.

damn geodes and tell you you know you're. gonna go to heaven or whatever and these. you know who knows but it's just I don't. know what's going on so um yeah what. else what else is happening with me mmm. this weekend I didn't much watch the. Saints game I got sick actually I got a. little bit of the flu yesterday or two. days ago started to come on so there's. been kind of recovering from that so. some of this could be the nyquil talking.

and uh yeah man that what I hate it. whenever you get the flu when you Hector. you're trying to blow your nose and like. you can't tell if the snot is trying to. go out or in so I'm doing some of this. it's like you know you're playing you're. just a dirty you're a dirty trombone and. you're playing yourself and and you're. just like what do I you know do I blow. it out do I get it through the back end. what am I doing here you almost want to. call somebody that's chimney sweeping.

out there to come and take care of you. and beat you in the face or beat you in. the ass with a feather or something. something unique but if people see you. licking the air they will do it that's. that's what that's that's baffling. because you think people would see. somebody looking there to be like all. that guy you know calling the police but. instead what people see you out there. you get a friend to help they go lick. their first somebody be like oh look at.

these guys huh. look at these freaks and then as they. walk away they'll kind of take a little. taste out of there and what is it what's. going on is they're they giving out free. ball is it Barry. let's go in alone. you don't know what's in the air. sometime now I remember my boy Jeffrey. saavy AK had a gas leak at his house. when I was young and they had on. monoxide or something and we would go we.

didn't know we could fall asleep on the. Friday and wake up on Sunday beautiful. and be like damn do we the whole family. you walk through his kitchen his mom. would be just dad asleep doing us you. know you know five hours into making a. salad she you know she'd been asleep for. four four hours of 55 minutes of it just. so you know just different time but. beautiful you know beautiful to get that. free gas as a boy and this before the.

legislation everybody got upset about. everything but get took just to get that. free gas as a boy man it was uh it was. nice it really was to go to a place and. get something for free there's just. something nice about it even if it is uh. kind of like a talks like our semi toxic. gas what else buddy of mine kind of get.

me to invest with him in the zoo that's. crazy but I guess I've been lightly. considering it he got the read on our. zoo down in Sinaloa. I guess down in Mako so Sinaloa the. officially the estado libre he's sober I. know so that I know they seen alone um.

okay kind of chatty there on Wikipedia. about it but yeah my buddy got a read on. a zoo that went under down there so I. don't know what to think about that you. know I got caught up in some bad. investments when I was young we did a. pyramid scheme and and and it made me. fight my peers actually so I guess I. don't know if that's what a pyramid. scheme is supposed to do but me and my.

peers [ __ ] lost a bunch of money and. then we ended up. I'd love to know that actually if. anybody ever done a pyramid scheme and. got lost and what the fallout was from. it locally if he'd hit the hotline with. that I'm curious about that nine eight. five six six four nine five zero through. zero nine five zero three running. through the house with a pickle on your. mouth. ain't no misbehaving as wicked brah. that's that hot beat so anyway we'll see.

man I don't know if a zoo is really. gonna beat my buddy said that um animals. are real hot in Mexico right now so but. I don't know that's just so we'll see. man if that's something that I can get. more information about because yeah I. did that we did glitter when I was young. like some dude came through you know you.

know I'm not sure who it was but rolled. through town and got everybody into. glitter mining back when people thought. glitter was a um precious or. semi-precious stone and they popped and. they [ __ ] got us you know so people. you know I'm felling innocent you know. I've fallen in the dark financial waters. dude how his financial water is not a.

name of a honestly a young urban. gentleman bro. that would be the best name ever but. yeah I don't know if suing her but any. malice is real popular my buddy said. down a Maiko. so we'll see bottom of getting involved. in a zoo down there is the best overall. use of of my earnings but it's a cool. down in the coolican coolican cooly.

cooly Aachen province Culiacan see he. said this three point two one six. million down there people and that's as. of this year but who knows how many. knows people are hanging out staying. there but. but yeah man you got to think that out. of three point two one six million. people you only need how many people out. of zoo every week to make it function. and make money. I bet probably two thousand people so if.

you can't get two thousand people to go. to a new zoo in Mexico out of three. point excuse me out of three point two. one six then are you even a business man. that's one of my big questions so we'll. see but I'll keep you guys posted what. else is happening oh I got the hair. that's what's been going on I'm like. what if I have been doing much I got the. hair rejuvenation again so you know I. love surgery and and I got it so I've.

been having to chill that's been the. worst thing I've been having to. literally do nothing and then two days. ago I started getting sick so it's been. tough having you know they took it out. the back they took a decent crop and. they put it up in that front boy so here. in the bag here in the font so but it. take a while they just take the seed now. a lot of people do not know this and. I've talked about it before in here but. if you do the fue hair surgery now I go.

to this bit this fellow doctor can out. here in Beverly Hills fancy guy I'm not. sure where he from do probably I don't. want to say maybe Middle East maybe. Antarctic I'm not sure do but like kind. of darker Antarctica. you know ant dark touka you know he's. just nothing you know he's uh he's a. Beverly Hills guy beautiful man and he. works in he worked in um in transplanter.

II long before you know an actual organ. transplantation and now he does hair so. what they do they they shave the back. they take about maybe one out of every. 12 hairs out of the back or 30 hairs or. something dig it out they have a little. bitty it's not like a shovel but it's. pretty much like a little bit like a. little you know. uncle baby billy shovel and they just. I mean they just run through the house. with a pickle in their mouth pulling. hairs out he is dumb but he if back down.

back he ahead rear you know out of that. [ __ ] out of that big half dome in the. back out of that free solo freaking back. piece you know so they pull him out and. then they dig a little bitty holes in. the front and they have two nurses that. come take the hairs from the back put. him in the front and that's how it goes. it took about four or five hours they.

give you a valium so I started watching. El Camino and then I woke up like an. hour and a half later and I was in a. watching a soap opera song you know what. the hell happened but El Camino didn't. seem that good honestly but um so I did. that did that dirty trick where and uh. and now it's been recovering the hard. part is you can't do anything active so. you can't do gym you can't do yoga you. have to sleep at a 45 degree angle like.

a shitty uh you know like a someone. who's supposed to do you know like that. chubby guy on the night's watch or. whatever that guy's name is el it's not. Eldred but you know I'm talking about. the guy who's taking care of somebody. else's baby Smee or what Smeagol not. Smeagol. um but yeah you sleep at a 45 degree. angle you know like kind of like a. [ __ ] like a semi alert person I guess.

like a somebody who sleepwalks but his. lazy said are not even doing it so. that's the tough part you got to stack. the pillows at a certain angle you got. to get the ruler or you can do a thing. on your phone now that shows you what. angles are so you got to get that. 45-degree angle so I sleep at that. bastard and today was the first day I. could wash the back of the hair and just. pour a little water on the front and. that's been six or seven days five six. five six days so on Tuesday I'll be able. to resume I think some yoga and some.

just moving around but it's sucked. because you get stagnant. you get stagnant and that's what hasn't. been good for me I don't like being. stagnant because when I'm not moving the. things around me I can be affected you. know this things can get me more the. world can get me more when I'm not. moving and so that's when you know I. think for me it's tough and that's when.

I get caught thinking more about. honestly more about the dark arts. because you're just right there you know. if a vultures flying by and they got a. and they got a meat that's sitting right. there just a sitting meat then it's and. they have one meat that's rolling down. the hill you know a meat in motion then. that birds gonna get that sitting meat.

that SM and that's what I feel like and. that's why I think it's just with this. time of year and this much you know. energy in the air it's like man I just. want to get moving again so I can you. know get out of some of these shadows. and stuff and just make sure I'll stay. stay in the light brother we're gonna be. part of the good stuff huh so yeah I got.

the fue hair transplantation it's my. second time did I need it probably not. but you know I don't spend money on much. and I like having hair you know I like. having it now one scary thing the flood. the foam the flood the they inject your. scalp with a bunch of different saline.

solution and a bunch of stuff to numb. the pain well this junk starts at the. second day and third day you don't. notice it but then on the fourth day. your forehead swells up then the. swelling rolls down your face. and you start to get swollen around your. eyes nose cheek if you're on the YouTube. but I'll include some photos you know.

cuz I like to be candid about it I mean. I look like a panther I look like a. white panther I look like a um kind of. like a somebody a fat snake that's kind. of dumb a little at one point I look. like a fire boy a boy that'd have been. maybe not in a fire well maybe like a. boy who'd been in like a medium kind of. fire and no disrespect to anybody that's. in a fire or has been you know [ __ ]. least you've been in the fire bruh a lot.

of people afraid even [ __ ] step. outdoors if things is getting real. Headey and at least you've been in the. fire what else do we have here I got a. cold man I'm still getting over this I. could even do my con I had two comedy. sets man um here's oh I'll tell you this. this message came in to me on Instagram. this boy.

this is from from this boy said el Raton. if someone is trying to dress up like. you for Halloween what are some. essentials well first of all I think you. got to have if you're gonna be me you. definitely need to have some. antidepressants in your pocket gang bro. and if and after that I think you need.

to. I'd go with body oil I'd go with the Rat. King attire. I'd go with body or at least one strap. you want to be strapped up I think you. need to have the dark glasses you need. to have that straight up that uncle baby. Billie backsplash that long hair in the. back you know that dirt curtain boy if. this necks are not if this necks are. knocking don't come a rock and you feel. me.

you need to have D. in attitude nothing more than that you. know you don't ever you know you know to. be real fired up or keyed up you got to. just know that hey you know you [ __ ]. beat Chris D'Elia twice that's all you. got to know boy and that's the whole. outfit and go out there and have a loved. one you know preferably female keep. putting baby oil on you and you can put. the baby along on your face as well if.

you don't have baby oil you can use. Crisco or um or butter unsalted butter. stick butter I prefer the stick bruh go. straight into your skin I don't like the. [ __ ] marjoram you got to rub it in. you get somebody to just rub that [ __ ]. just get somebody to rub that hot stick. on you and the stick will heat up the. more you rub it on your body because. that's one of the internal powers of. butter so that's one of uh you know. nature's beauties right there but yeah. what else dude we got the hair we got.

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those uncle baby bottom hit hers ya feel. me get them hitters baby take care of. your crotch and everything I'm gonna. pick some up they got some great ones. pumpkins little lanterns this and that. people get it right you know what I was. also thinking let's check in before we. get to the hotline. let's check in you guys remember uh. Danielle the virgin and she had. virginity and um and then she didn't.

have it and it's been a year since we. communicated with her and and we're glad. that people have you know or someone at. that time had been inside of her body. and there's nothing more haunting than. letting someone in your body think about. it I mean you can go a lot of places you. can walk right in but if you just walk. right into somebody's body a lot of. times it's illegal so to let somebody.

get in your body that's and you know. that's very there's nothing more. haunting than that that's a real I'm. gonna haunt you for a couple of seconds. with this Wayne or what you know I'm a. drape this for jet over you and haunt. you little you know how haunt your. little Peter area you get it so it's. been a year now that danielle has. allowed her body to be haunted by others. and so let's check in with her right. here and just see how it's going.

hello hey Danielle hey hey what's up. it's Theo from the this past weekend I'm. doing pretty well. we're just how are you doing actually. we're just thinking I was thinking. actually I try to blame it on other. people but that it's been a year since. we had the the Danielle the Virgin call.

yes yeah and what a year you know how's. it been it's that good it's actually at. the time of the initial call I lived in. Savannah and now I live in DC so that's. been a nice change of scenery look you. get some D and then you want you got a. you want to add letters to it you know. yeah what took you over there to DC well. I've been thinking of moving for a while.

and actually kind of the catalyst was. the guy that I was dating the beat taker. if you will did it end so well so like. when that ended I was like well I'm. gonna get the heck out of Dodge you know. yeah and how is the um how's the sexual. Miss been once you got over to DC is it. different what's from Savannah to DC. [Music]. we're up here to be honest it's a little.

bit harder to find people I find that a. lot of them are already buried more just. kind of like self-absorbed in a way no. the dating scene is a bit harder but you. know it's not that hard. yeah well it's not that hard to get. somebody to just falling in here in your. body if you need them to I guess yeah. not not too hard when you really tried.

yeah can you feel any different now that. you're you know a part of the sexual. community. I guess I mean I feel like I'm kind of. in on uh you know like a secret although. I guess it's not a secret like the. majority of people have sex so it's like. the worst kept secret yeah but yeah I. just kind of like I get what it's about. I feel like there's a new topic of.

discussion that can be had that's cool. too so yeah I like that yeah and um do. you know have you learned I like what. have you learned about sex do you feel. like anything I don't even cuz I don't. know [ __ ] I've been doing it fairly you. know for a long time but I've been doing. it but I mean it's just kind of like a. natural thing you know there's only so. many things you can do yeah um but I.

mean learns not really honestly yeah. yeah no I mean not not really I think. it's just kind of you go with the flow I. mean I guess there's like obviously. positions and stuff like right but I. think it's just it's only a couple. though that matter yeah yeah I mean yeah. it's like are we on land are we you know. what you know it's very there's only so.

much humans can do without you know. being you know having you know gasoline. involved or getting re you know somebody. jumping off a dam building or something. you know yeah there's so many there's. only so many faith options yeah yeah and. do you have things escalated now or you. go have you gotta join any sexual groups. have you did you then want to get in. like threesomes and stuff like that has. it gotten pretty um has it gotten kind. of spooky or anything um I can't say. I've done any of that okay.

spooky I mean I guess so I mean the when. the first time we spoke you talked about. like but action and that has happened so. I just feel like oh well have been. checked so that's the thing yeah and so. was that something that you brought upon. yourself. or was that something that was initiated. by a young man um it was.

he says accidentally initiated but I. don't believe that yeah I didn't believe. that for a second I was just like yeah. keep going oh wow. but yeah so I was just like let's not. talk about this cuz it's already. happening so let's just keep with the. flow okay um so yeah that was well that. escalated quickly. it really did cuz it was within like. three weeks with the same the guy who. like it was the same person dude yeah I.

just wanted it all oh I'll tell you this. I'm a guy and that's how it goes okay. yeah you know well we'll mill around you. for a couple weeks until we accidentally. try to fall into your but you know yeah. and then sometimes it works yeah and. sometimes it works um well thanks Eddie. do you wish you were still a virgin are. you okay you know it's it is what I mean.

it's better not being one I mean I'm. having more fun yeah oh yeah and it. looks like you kind of took it you know. it's like you kind of rain you know it's. like you don't want to be because how. old are you now 26 yeah yeah I don't. think I have a friend I think who got. married and she's might be like 40 or. something she's a virgin at that point. it's like you kind of scare it's you. know you're starting to scare people. some yeah I mean I felt that way at 25. so I can only imagine what it is you.

know yeah at 40 that's a lot at 40 I. think you just save it go back to heaven. yeah at that point it's like let's get. all the brownie points with Jesus yeah. Wow so one year out there on the sex. circuit Danielle that's beautiful yeah. you know one year down hopefully many to. come oh yeah oh yeah you can [ __ ] for at. leisure do sex or whatever you want to. do for at least probably forty years. I've been 40 well yeah I guess unless.

you know barring any tragedy yeah yeah. well yeah yeah I hope it doesn't happen. um what do you. to be for Halloween what are we gonna be. for hollow besides a real [ __ ] you feel. me I mean if you're doing what. activities with somebody that's.

Halloween basically he you have to be an. L wait Halloween is basically the bud. sex of the calendar great way to put it. but I guess since I celebrate it like. regularly yeah it's like not a big not a. big deal the day of you know yeah oh wow. you're unbelievable but it's so good to. hear you sound good is everything going. okay yeah it's going good it's um just.

night it's nice Sunday evening here in. DC so yeah it's um going pretty well. yeah just you know 20 year old or in my. 20s living life you know yes. staying damp out there in those meat. streets huh yeah you well good luck to. you know just don't get in keep doing. any wild drugs or anything like that.

that's when it can get really really. wild you know oh no I think I mean. that's already happened oh damn yeah. sorry well let you down there how about. this hey stay alive try and stay alive. if you can't yes I will do that I love. it it's my ability and it's nice to hear. your voice saying you'll hope you have a. good day and I'm glad you've had a safe. year of decent sex you know or.

semi-decent. thank you so much Theo I appreciate it. yep good luck out there and I hope to. see in the future awesome thank you I'm. looking forward to whenever you get. Maryland rescheduled yes so am i okay. but a lot of people asking about it I. think it's gonna be at the very end of. January so but I'll let y'all let you. no soon Oh awesome that sounds great. yeah yeah we'll put it on the books or. something this week I think so we'll. have a good Sunday even and I'll talk to. you later. thank you alright then your bike and.

just like that and just like that people. are coming into the back door of our. lives the spirits are out there they'll. find any way into you so your face. through your eyes do you snap through. your buttocks Wow. it escalates quickly doesn't it that's. okay man that's okay she sounds like.

she's doing well though she's telling. she's doing well and so I'm glad that. she called that that she answered Thank. You Danielle let's take a couple of. calls here they hit the hotline nine. eight five six six four nine five zero. three hey Theo this is Terri just. calling in cuz I was watching your show. hey thanks for calling in Terri and I. would love to tell you that that that. that's my favorite name but it is not.

but that has nothing to do with you as a. human you're different than your name on. what the guy named Griffin called in. about his girlfriend breaking up after a. while I just wanted to reach out to him. and let him know that things get better. and it's just going to take a little. time but there's light at the end of the. tunnel dude you just got to look for it. and focus on yourself right now for a. while you haven't been able to focus on. yourself because there's been able. you've been in a relationship but now. you got so texting yourself and you can.

really improve on some things and but. gets a lot better man I promise all. right. and neither that's that's a thanks for. calling with that Terry and that's a. good suggestion too and when you're in a. relationship you can't see you it's hard. cuz you had that all do you got that. accomplice you know you got that human. side that human you know you got that. adjacent human. and you can't see you can't just see you.

I mean it's harder because when you look. in the mirror both you guys are there to. get there's a team and you know it's. tough it's tough to know what's a good. relationship what's a safe amount of. them involved in you what's a healthy. amount not sable what how healthy is it. I mean look I struggle so much in this. space I don't even I think it's nice. that this call came in though I'll tell.

you this about the the listeners of this. experiment that we probably got I would. bet 200 calls for that for for. suggestions for Griffin so that I mean. that's amazing to me that they hear that. somebody struggling and that that many. calls came in for him. here's another one that came in Thank. You Terry oh we have a good day vo sup.

your boy mark the Sacramento area of. California right now I'm listening to. your podcast just dropped in a young man. with a shaky broken voice is talking. about losing a relationship at three and. a half years. yeah that's Griffin they called in and. thanks for calling him brother from. Sacramento and Sacramento the home of. the missing people actually a lot of. missing people up there in that area so. hope you're you know you know you know.

you're checked in with others on word. and take an ownership like you ought to. and that's good. I'd like to give him some advice there's. a guy that's going through some really. bad times in his own marriage first of. all go ahead and grieve cry don't get. drunk and don't go and score okay don't. go don't go out and chase Huynh you. don't do that just breathe breathe cry. process this and after you've done that. go get a counselor to start talking to.

someone once a month and just deal with. your stuff be honest be transparent be. ugly honest deal with your issues. because when love comes around. and you need to have this stuff in check. and you can do it bro you absolutely can. gang man thank you there I think that. was a smart Bo what's up your boy mark. yeah thank you thank you very much mark. for that call man that stuff resonates. with me to what you're saying mark cuz.

uh you know I find that I carry the same. problems from my past and I continue to. carry him into my future in. you know and it's like I I don't know I. just sometimes think I would be able to. learn a little bit better even for me. and I know that this young man is. struggling and I think that that's the. this is a good suggestion find somebody. to talk to. and be brutally honest you know so no we.

don't want to be brutally honest man I. don't you know we. want to be brutally honest how scary. would it be to just tell it just to be. just it's crazy we will live our life in. lye. we will live our life's in lie before we.

will be brutally honest I will I have. and that's the dark arts man and it's. crazy because the dark arts a lot of. times it's our truth and there really. the brightest thing in the room but the.

things that separate us from them or the. things that we choose instead of them. are the ways that we satiate. no I don't know she's got a little loss. there but but yeah that's a good. suggestion is that if there were real. issues in your relationship Griffin then.

you can yeah if you would you here's the. thing you'll take the same ones into the. next relationship that's not gonna. change. that's not gonna change you know I see. my therapist about different issues that. I have and and sometimes I don't want to. find them I don't want to battle them. I'm tired man sometimes I am I don't. want to do it I don't want to do the.

hard work sometimes. I know what it is I know it's right. there but sometimes it's just it's hard. man sometimes it's hard. and the scary thing is some of the. truths women you know what they are but. we can just feel them. I'm feeling milling around behind the. corner behind our shoulders you know but.

take care of yourself do your best. Griffin you know keep people out of your. butt that's always a safe place to start. and you know and that's what we we just. we deal with in the meantime you know we. deal with in the meantime because a lot. of a lot of life is that it's in the. meantime what do we do before you know. just take care of yourself right now you.

know you got some fellows that a lot of. people that reached out with suggestions. so thank you to everybody that called in. here's a call that came in to the. hotline Oh word what's going on Donna. what's up Playboy get at me daddy gang. gang this is Dylan Armstrong at a bottom. Texas DA down in Bonham bruh [ __ ] with. me I'm 25 I did pest control thing done. for about two years. praise God brother PG son PTL baby.

appraisal art and damn I hate a pastor. bro I hate a past so just knowing that. you out there brah yes just gonna in. these little [ __ ] Muppets down cuz a. pestle do anything where you close the. door pest come right up under that [ __ ]. you have a couple bananas out in the. morning and they got six or seven little. flies on that [ __ ] trying to suck it.

off what like damn man they don't stop. you come home sometime you have a couple. of roaches over there and listen to me a. stereo bruh and they [ __ ] they don't. care they doing coke off your iPad it. never ends boy these pests brah you know. you you know you'll be a richer window. and a couple NT for try to sneak in that. [ __ ] bra skirts get them drown them out. boy hit him with a little bit of [ __ ].

wd-40 or something you know or a little. bit of roundup-ready bra so I'm glad to. know guys like you. out there all worked no I think seven. years ago I was you know cooking at. tonic and so from then on come up to. this you know time now seven years later. or whatever I've been constantly trying. to better my goals and get you know. better job and heart stuff Amen man so.

for ya if he's cooking in Sonic and now. you doing pest control man it's good. because you're taking you know it's. definitely more job where you were. you're out there interacting with people. now you know you have much more. responsibilities with pest control cuz. you got to show up you got to have the. chemicals mixed you got to have your. appointments on target sonic who gives a. [ __ ] dude you in there shooting up. somebody wants a muffin you show up to. the front of the register and deal with. that [ __ ] you know unless they still.

doing a roller skates or whatever I. haven't been there in a while but if you. got a chick you know you got a cherry. ice a couple of mothers out there you. know and you got them roller skates on. bro I mean I don't know how sonic even. stayed in business with the roller. skates shut it down man because people. I'm you know you got a you know you got. a dollar a dollar 60 150 sandwich and. somebody's on rollers somebody's trying.

to [ __ ] are skating that [ __ ] out the. door the chance of them dying or getting. hurt or breaking her neck for a dollar. fifty you know a little stacker this the. insurance has got to be through the roof. and especially some of the Sonic's. brother in dangerous neighborhoods so. you [ __ ] you got that cherry lime you. know when a cut and a handful of [ __ ]. snack poppers and you're trying to sneak. out you know you're trying to you on. wheels and you ducking and [ __ ].

bullets you know it's just [ __ ] gets. real shifty out there when you're trying. to sonic up and they got them too you. know you know there's two men there's. you know a couple of you know those two. gay gentleman they're beautiful guys on. doing all the commercials and they over. there [ __ ] hiding from their wives. and putting poppers in each other's. mouths. dude and you could tell the one guy's on. uppers the little white one he's on he's. on some type of a little you know dust.

poppers or something and he hits it. right when he catches that you know when. he catches that backdoor [ __ ] stage. pipe so it's you know you know what I'm. saying bro it is what it is man but I'm. glad you're staying busy dude I'll tell. you this about pest controls I used to. like when a mosquito truck would come. man. God that [ __ ] was Christmas brought from. my lungs and brain because when that. mosquito truck would rolled through and.

I grew up down there you know in that. rural area skate ski or they got ski. does well skeet is a lot of skeeters. from even different countries would come. and do summer homes in our area and so. you know a lot of um when this guy when. that mosquito truck the city once a year. maybe like six times a year they would. spray something out of the back of our. van and sometimes it was like this spray.

gun and sometimes it was just you know a. couple bad [ __ ] and a gay gentleman. back there where the UM you know a. couple bad [ __ ] with um just some. spray canisters of it and they just. holding the van they just rolling down a. street you know. repellent they called it repellent. repellent and we ride our bikes behind. that just nose-first boy. just catching that hit rather there was.

nothing better than that free hi out. there you half our neighborhood people's. parents stepparents children. stepchildren double-step you know people. do not people that wasn't even living. they would be in a coffin and their. [ __ ] cousins pushing them down the. street catching that [ __ ] that. freaking hot hit off the city brought. that Skeeter hit you know that repple. and boy that [ __ ] yeah hot dude dude.

after half a block I didn't [ __ ] know. who I was anymore did I remember I. remember after two blocks I didn't. listing a damn military bro told him my. name was Benedict Arnold one time and. tried to enlist bro so I'm just saying. this uh you know pest control is a. beautiful I'd say it's a premiere. position in a lot of areas so sorry I'm.

rambling man let's go on and with you. been where you're at how you have so. much stuff going on all at once I was. just kind of wondering did it ever get. to a time or do you ever get to. experience kind of just chill time. because when I said I've been going for. about seven years straight and I'm. constantly trying to get you know better. opportunities and it's kind of hard to. sit back and enjoy it anyway man keep. doing what you're doing. Gang Gang Gang brother thanks for. listening to man I really appreciate.

that you know I worry sometimes I don't. ever want to be you know I just want to. be the same I want to be I want to. always know I'm just glad that you. listen thank you uh you know I think. I've noticed this some people you just. always are gonna find the next thing and. that's just who you are you're always.

gonna find the next thing. as soon as I got here now I want to know. here okay. now I got to this stair now I want to go. and that's just it's just built into you. you know relaxation for you is almost. you know it's it's uh well not. relaxation but ambition some people. ambition okay I'm talking about. something different or me less an. ambition that's never gonna change if.

you have ambition if you start at one. job and you find yourself wanting to do. another job and then you start to see. okay now I have this kind of skillset. mastered now how do I you know by my own. pest control company or how do i you. know how do I get myself a to pest. control trucks on my own and then just. you know in a couple employees and and. yeah basically starting your own pest. control company how do I go from being. an employee to being an employer and.

that's ambition that I don't think that. ever leaves you I think that thing just. stays that was that was putting you. that's a pilot light that was leading to. you by the Lord or by your family or by. somebody will threw a match any a [ __ ]. [ __ ] as a child you know and that. never changes but I believe that uh that. sometimes we have to slow it down and. you know this year I really have. struggle with that man I got in over my.

head with busyness and uh I was just. stressed out man. and so I've had it slowed it down I. better just cut back on the. responsibilities you know we've had less. guest episodes on the podcast I had to. take some comedy dates off the books and. I was gonna lose my mind I was losing my. hair and your hair bro your hair is just. a soft strands of roof right out of your.

mind so I knew if that [ __ ] was falling. out the next thing to fall my [ __ ]. brain bro you know I go to bust a hard. fart or something in my brains in the. toilet I mean it just the propensity. for me to continue to do well at the. point of stress that I was personally. feeling was really tough let me listen. to the any of your question one more. time and going about seven years.

straight and I'm constantly trying to. get you know better opportunities and. it's kind of hard to sit back and enjoy. it anyway man keep going it is hard to. sit back and enjoy it and you kind of. don't in a way you know I noticed a. little bit a lot of the work than what. some of us are because I was never. really that great and enjoying things. anyway in this part of my alcoholism for. me my autism always wants my this got to. be the next thing you know I'd be at a.

party and and it would be the party and. I'd be odd I'd hear a rumor I'd even. [ __ ] make up a rumor I'd hear a rumor. there was a better party somewhere and I. started probably that room when I got to. that party I started a rumor hey there's. a much better party over then an hour. later that party would come that that. rumor would hit me at the same party hey. man her and I'm like [ __ ] man we had to. go to that party and I just there was. nothing was ever okay I ever good enough. because I was never okay so just never.

okay was my thing and so I couldn't. enjoy things I could never really enjoy. something and some of us you just might. be that way your joy may come from. staying busy it may be the place where. you feel best now if you do find. yourself real stressed out you got to. take something off the docket man and as. far as new opportunities and growth and. jobs and stuff I noticed those things.

happen for me as as I was as as I would. do something new now you're working in. pest control which first of all thank. you bro people don't think how much pest. is out there and that that people don't. think that every morning they got you. know two three thousand seven thousand. em efforts out there beautiful I'm Afra. sorry. going out there to fight past bro dude.

what. that's insane Jesus I mean there's no. great there's no greater battler of the. Dark Arts then then somebody who's. fighting pest think about different. pests dude bats snakes attack snakes. roaches vermin never ends pass vague. could be anybody bran it could be.

illegal aliens dude to some in some. areas okay but you know the term pest is. insane it could be somebody sneaking. down your chimney trying to steal a log. or [ __ ] you know knock your wife up. or whatever you know people you know. people come in your house for different. reasons but but nobody think about how. much a pest a man how thank you is what. I'm saying thank you for your service. dude cuz nobody thinks about that right.

you guys sleep in for a couple of weeks. the [ __ ] world will be overrun with. spiders scorpions manta rays uh what am. I thinking of [ __ ] uh I can't think. of it. Oh everything so but I hear what I was. saying when I noticed was once I started. to work in new circles and get a little.

bit higher then I was communicating with. people who are working in new circles so. once I thought I was just a comedian. then I was like uh oh now I'm doing have. we doing a podcast now I'm talking with. other people that are doing podcasts so. now they know more information and I can. ask them hey how did you get from here. to here what do I need to do that so. it's tough to know if you're talking. about ambition or if you're talking.

about overworked if you're being. overworked man and I don't know if you. ever will enjoy it. because ambition sometimes keeps us from. enjoying things and someone keeps me. because I'm always finding that next. horizon even if I don't want to I think. ambition is something that is just in. you sometimes I don't know if it's. really a choice a lot of times but it's. funny I do think certain experiences. will unlock because I didn't know I had.

really done much ambition sometimes I. don't thing but I'll say this man thank. you for your service and and keep going. you know it's always okay now I'm an. employer and then okay somebody's in. them I'm an employee how do I find out. how do I be that employer or how do I. see you know who's the guy that brings. the chemicals to the pest-control every. week who's that guy because I really. like his job I really like what he does. that's a field I really could see myself.

in or who's the guy that sells the the. pest control companies the two people. you know who sells up and I can't think. what it's called franchise who's the guy. who sells the franchises to different. people and that's it now that's it see. it just you know as you get up there. little as you get up the ladders you'll. see you just you can see more you can. see different views and the ladders are. there for everybody. I believe that man I really do.

here's the call that came in ninety five. six six four nine five zero three hey. you know it's Mike from bite abuse. trying to be a farmer but kind of. struggling now a farm oh thank you. Michael. and thank you for calling him Annie no I. work on a coid soybean corn and cotton. farm over in Natchez Mississippi. actually I worked for the father of the. man who saw him we heard on the way in. shine by Bishop Gunn was that song and.

his father employed me over there on the. banks of the Mississippi home work kind. of struggling you know I'll farm and. can't pay the bills anymore. but until you become pretty much a super. farmer Farm thousand acres out of 40. acres my brother he's already successful. farms 1500 and he. yes dream and I want to keep the dream. to fly myself trying to juggle it with. worth I work 60 hours a week as it is.

and tried to get time off the farm and I. had to go into a meeting with my boss. that he said he won't allow it so I. don't know if I should dive headfirst. and just start farming and live off. ramen her if I keep my job he's really. good you know it might not be successful. because I'm not all in it on the side. and I don't know you got any advice on. what to do I'd appreciate it. and if you ever want to do some farming. come up here gang bro I'll come up there.

dude I'll grow about 700 acres of. cocaine run you know I'm saying. you feel me dude or that grow cane you. feel me boy you know what I'm talking. about that sue Corrigan Oh Papa that. sugar cane that straight ball baby you. got it the James Harden of the garden. son this [ __ ] will cross you over this. [ __ ] I'll just have you double dribbling. your own ideas boy that's that hitter. and I got that from Maui right there.

some of y'all know that I mean you want. to talk about Mother Nature's land. dandruff baby you got it. this thing will have you beaten the. street with your snout son just that. hitter bamboo bought a gram boo this is. that suka right that guy who cry you. know you throw this enough and a drug. addict I'll come back with it in his. mouth. you could stay off a cocaine and stay. off on that grow cane baby you know what.

I'm saying this that that [ __ ] scary. pot or dog Petrificus Totalus. this uh do look oh oh man Oh woohoo you. saw they're looking for me bro you know. what I'm saying I'll suck your stick. you know that's tasty man.

oh that's tasty and only nature offers. that sweet you know but yeah this also. gonna do diabetes to you as well if you. have too much of it you know this should. have put the beat and diabetes dude. let's give you that hiya biddies dog you. know you'd be you know kind of just you. know blowing your knee but for a couple. of you know for a little bit of that. that Graham boo you feel me going bro. but what I'm saying is man don't do.

drugs you know they're safer drugs out. there now sugars just as addictive I. will say it but but uh but you never. really seem to do blowing a guy for a. Cinnabon so you got to think about that. you know big picture and only in my we. do to have such a beautiful creature and. other places actually Louisiana also has. this Vietnam as well but only really. unique and special spots can offer you.

know can the land just make such a damn. drug and and God dang it's beautiful. that when you see sugar in its natural. form isn't it you don't think about I. like this do you you don't think every. time you bite a cookie that there's a. little bit of forest in it do you that. Mother Nature's just lurking inside of. that cookie and about you to about you. get you get you a stick did and you bout. to be her little cookie [ __ ] and a.

sugar cane boy and girl sorry. woo that thing gets me fired up dude you. know natural sweets get me fired up but. thank you for that opportunity to come. over there and farm I really appreciate. that man up I want to I want to I want. to say this man you know there comes a. time where it's like yeah you have to. decide and you know what a lot of people. don't do what they really want to do.

you know the two things that made me. happiest man in my life one time the the. happiest day ever had actually I know. for this for a fact the happiest time. ever had I was working at a disabled. children farm in India and I can't even. believe they had this [ __ ] they had. children you know doing they were. disabled they got him [ __ ] farming. [ __ ] this shipment it might have been. illegal I don't know but I went there. with a school trip and we were supposed. to work there and help out it and we did.

and it was amazing man and it was one. day of my life right us felt man I felt. a spirit inside of me that was stronger. than just me I felt a something inside. of me that was very real you know and I. think it was connection it was purpose. um you know it sounds like if your. brother's doing farming you would always. have a way into the industry so that's. nice oh and it sounds like you also may.

you're just not sure if you want to do. it he said you said you have a good job. right now and it's paying well here in. the beginning if you said you wanted. from buy the booze trying to be a farmer. but kind of struggling you know our. farming campaign the bills anymore. okay so farming can't pay the bills. unless you're a part of a super farm you. said and yeah it sounds like maybe you. just want to be but you also you want to. make money and it's tough man you know.

my brother runs a um. he runs a premier tree service and. landscaping service and really almost an. environmental service at this point down. in Baton Rouge and it's called Biggs bi. ggz and he started off as a tree cutter. he was a cutter for someone he'd cut in. trees and he's got some great stories or. any cut into a beehive once and oh but. then one day he said I could I why am i. working for this guy can be this guy.

that I'm working for so then he became. that guy and next thing you know he he. got the knowledge he needed to go with. the job and he was a foreman and he was. running a couple guys who were climbing. trees and he was then booking the. business. and then he went back to school and got. a doctorate so now the dude you know. he's like a damn you know he's the. Fibonacci of ferns brah I mean this dude. you know he's the who's that guy you.

know doctor you know he's the Kevorkian. of [ __ ] of pines and evergreens. right he'll you know he just he knows. what he's doing so then now he has a. bigger business and it just and the. faith at because you know what I want to. be sometimes sometimes I just want to. work for my brother there's a big part. of my heart that just wants to work for.

him. I want to ride in a truck and I want to. go to the worksite and I want to do what. he needs me to do. and sometimes I think that that would. make me really happy now I don't know. that's the case I mean also have. alcoholism that'll trick your brain and. the things that will make you happy that. won't but I think it's a real part of me. that wants that and that's fair that's. okay. you know that's fair there so sometime.

we just have a part you know it made us. be part of you that wants to farm and. maybe something you do later once you've. made enough money to kind of satiate you. and make you comfortable and then you. can get into it more but I will say this. don't live a life if you can help it. beating yourself up for not being a. farmer I think every man in some way. wants to be a farmer.

think every man wants to be a farmer man. all of us want to grow and create and. we're at a tough time in the world right. now because we're in between in this. time where we have we had so many. natural abilities and things that we're. doing as men and then now we we don't. use the skills as much anymore because. they're not as needed but for a lot of. people they are still needed and it's.

beautiful out there in Iowa dude Dubuque. is beautiful I ran into a guy who told. me he was a pickpocket right over there. by the river brah truly beautiful man. one of my favorite hotels is over there. is haunted too as well but just don't. beat yourself up if you're not a farmer. right now you have a lot of time and who. knows the way things are going bro it. could be the only job available in a. couple of years you know it could be the. only thing that we're doing it could be. you know it'd be great if we're all out.

there growing together every day huh. there'd be something beautiful about it. um and don't let anybody make you feel. bad if you're not a farmer you know. that's okay maybe you were working in. banking or something and one day you'll. give you'll create a business with your. brother and you guys can merge the. businesses and then you can do some. farming actually because you'll be. loaning to his business or something or. you'd be able to do consulting or you.

just don't know you don't know exactly. where you're gonna end up but I think. that we end up a lot of times most of us. do somewhere near where our heart and. our desires want us to be at some point. I believe that because even our desires. in our what we want are like these. ghosts kind of aren't they. I can always feel a ghost inside of me. kind of haunt haunting me with. things that would make me truly happy I.

think and I'm glad you have a brother. man that's a beautiful gift I'm glad you. have a brother uh let's take one more. call right here I wanted to get into. more but um here let's see what we can. do nine eight five six six four nine. five zero three hey Co is seven here. from North suburbs of Chicago what's up.

Kevin thank you for calling in man. and you know I love Illinois brother my. mother's born over there about 50 miles. from Peoria in beautiful state thank you. for calling you brought up how you know. sometimes you drive in Ohio and you just. start masturbating yep yeah I brought. that up man it's kind of tough to hear. that back from somebody and I did that. you know I was doing well with you know. battling the dark hearts had it.

afflicted me and next thing you know is. in Ohio last week and I just I couldn't. really help myself all word and this. past weekend my dad and I drove to. Cleveland for the Browns game oh nice. man yeah that's awesome beautiful city. I'll tell you what man I hadn't. masturbated and sometimes a couple weeks. possibly more I don't really take a. tally but as soon as we got in that. hotel in Toledo for the night I found. myself in the bathroom and you know what.

I was doing brother so I don't know man. maybe there's something going on I. appreciate it. gang gang gang bro you know that's. that's a good question maybe there's. something going on in Ohio. you know maybe it makes sense you get. there to the middle of the country and. you want to bust out and you want to. bust heavy and you want to spray full. and you want to fill the lane you want. to farm almost you want to plant your. freakin American flag right there in the.

middle of that Ohio I don't know it's a. good question I wish we knew where a lot. of the masturbation was happening and. yeah I've been struggling with it man. and it's the pornography that does it I. don't jerk off for nothing bro it's the. pornography that leads me into it. but I wonder I'm glad you I'm glad you. told me that because they yeah I feel.

less alone from that man so thank you. dude because there's nothing sadder than. thinking you're the only person that's. beating off all the time you know God. and I thought hey maybe we'll get into. that more next episode. [Music]. yeah what else man what else let's take. a call right here what's going on here. this your boy beanie from Jacksonville.

Florida would IBD so my girl was born in. Romania and she goes back there every. now and then but since we've been. together we haven't spent the single day. apart wow that's that's intense man old. word now she had to go to Romania to get. some dental work done and she's gone for. a month. damn huh getting that Romanian D work.

huh that ROM Michele [ __ ] fronts that. ROM myself front for defense Brooke gang. over for about two weeks in now and I'm. losing my mind. boredom has kicked in I can't can't wait. for her to be back so I know you ain't. in a relationship but you've been in a. few so what do you do to curb the. loneliness to make you feel like that. you've got somebody even though they're. 10,000 miles away anyway just call them.

to see your perspective garyun bro. man you know what's funny is that the. answers are almost the same things that. people were suggesting for Griffin it's. a good time for you to know yourself. you know it's a good time for you to get. to know yourself man it's funny that a. lot that missing said that like when. someone else has gone that suddenly when.

were just with ourselves we feel so. lonely that's the thing that's just. always amazing to me how lonely I feel. when it's just me. that's uh and that for that for me. that's the that's the thing I'm trying. to solve well I feel that well I feel.

that loneliness when it's just me. and that I think is some we're all. trying to solve. I don't know maybe I'm getting too met. or bait or I don't know what those words. mean but maybe I'm just I don't know. I've been kind of you know I've been. able to move around this week that much. but yeah I think I know not to not to.

say you know I'm glad you called me and. I think but I think you know this is a. good time for you to get to know. yourself as not someone just who misses. their girlfriend or someone who's just. half of a relationship you who are you. you know it's a good question man it's. something you know we I feel like that's. one of the things we should know so much. more it feels like you know you know two.

generations ago those men had more of an. idea of who they were you know to think. that men went off to Wars and went off. to all these experiences and left their. families and gave their a lot it's just. like there's so much I don't know. there's and now we have all these things. that make us that occupy our time and. take away our attention from us getting.

to know ourselves really and each other. really so maybe this is a gift or you. get to know yourself man and your girls. coming back with that new freaking smile. bruh that [ __ ] Romanian you know. definitely you know that Romanian piano. brought that front piece that [ __ ]. six seven defense bruh she's gonna be. bringing that [ __ ] in here [ __ ]. living room so. um thank you guys for tuning in man.

[Music]. thank you guys for tuning in yeah man we. don't know we're doing our best people. are jerking off in Cleveland. you know Griffin is trying to get. through it. somebody's named Terry you know somebody. wants to farm and they walk into an. office every day you know some guys.

trying to quietly masturbate while his. father's in the hotel room next door. this is where we are man this is where. we are as men I guess in some ways but. we're on the come-up and there's a lot. to be learned right now the doors are. open you can have one hand in the future. in one hand in the past if you want you. can have one hand on the Lord and one. hand on the devil there's a lot going on.

and this is the middle ground and I. believe that I really really believe. that I'm gonna leave you out here with. this song by Coley Garrett and this song. is English gothic thank you guys for. being a part of this and thank you guys. for being a part of my week man this was.

the best part of the whole week was. being right here with you guys and gang. gang be good to yourselves you deserve. it and we just keep going. it's the best we can do for us it's the. best we can do for others. yeah we just can't get to don't we just. can't get to stagnant you can get still.

that's okay we just don't get stagnant. you know sorry I'm not trying to preach. at you. just do your best man that's all I'm. doing gang English gothic by Coley. garage how to talk time to stay. everything though everything turns away. I will sing this song.

[Music]. maybe we'll meet with us on my falls ha. [Music]. nah it's not about and star couldn't. take it down the cold embrace. [Music].

I don't. I just walk inside the strangers hoping. [Music]. Kangra.

I can't hear knives on the stone. I can't hear them distant awful this is. the heart coming home. [Music]. [Music].

[Music]. I just wanna walk inside this juicy. [Music].

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