Logic | This Past Weekend w/ Theo Von #432

I want to let you know about some new. tour dates I will be coming to Miami. Florida or Hollywood Florida actually on. April 7th that is the day before the UFC. fights at the Hard Rock Live. uh we will be in Uncasville Connecticut. on July 21 at the Mohegan Sun Arena. uh we will be in Bethlehem PA on July 22. at the Wind Creek Event Center.

and Atlantic City New Jersey July 23rd. at the Hard Rock Live we also have some. tickets left in Houston Texas Hampton. Beach New Hampshire Medford. Massachusetts New York City and Las. Vegas so you can grab those some of. those are bigger venues uh but we will. have screens in those venues. um and that's not going to become the. regular deal. these dates will be live with artist. code Rat King on Wednesday March 1st at.

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theovinstore.com and thank you for your. support. today's guest just finished his new. album College Park. which you can grab out there uh he has. seven albums that have been created he's. a rapper and a producer he's now delving. more into the worlds of uh YouTube and. tick tocks you can get to know him as a. human. as well uh he's Grammy nominated you may. know him as a young Sinatra today's. guest is logic.

[Music]. [Music]. [Applause]. that elevator that's annoying I have a.

[ __ ] elevator in my like house well. it's like on the outside of it dang Rich. chat but wow bro what do you mean you. have a real elevator and what do you. have people like waiting like how do you. well no there's just an elevator that's. like it's like in my building. but it's basically my elevator basically. like so say if you get in it and the. doors open where are you. I'm right I'm at my door but are you in. your apartment in your condo or home or.

are you at no I'm like a doorway okay. but it's not a Lobby it's like a private. it's like right there like it's like a. shared it's like me and the other. because I'm in Malibu in this condo so. oh nice it's a Vibe so you go all the. way down but wait what I was gonna say. was. I'm really happy to be here thanks man. seriously you're like Tick Tock Ellen oh. damn it's a big deal to be here that's. cool I didn't know that I mean we have a. similar haircut or at some point we did. and we're both from Louisiana. um.

which is kind of crazy you probably. wouldn't think that Ellen's from. Louisiana huh I didn't know that you. were both I didn't know she was from. there yeah I think she grew up there can. you look that up Zach. huh Ellen Ellen DeGeneres. yo Ellen DeGeneres is that was my big. thing I always wanted to be on Ellen. because I watched Ellen since I was a. little boy yeah then I was like yo if. you make it on Ellen like you made it. and then I actually went to Ellen and. performed I met Kobe he was there when. you went on dude yeah Kobe was there. let's see what does it say Metairie.

Louisiana wow Louisiana that's crazy wow. metairie's kind of wild Metairie is a. good place to uh like if you wanna. um. do drugs with somebody that's Italian. at night okay. well speaking of drugs that's a good. place she she was originally supposed to. be uh. the chicken Pulp Fiction the uh not not. a. Uma Thurman not Uma Thurman's character. but do you remember when Uma when they. were like stabbing her in the heart to.

give her the adrenaline the shot of. adrenaline and um the chick's house when. John Travolta was like who's that girl. with all that [ __ ] on her face and he's. like that's my wife Ellen was supposed. to play the chick with all the [ __ ] on. her face oh really yeah fun [ __ ] fact. oh there it is yeah that would have been. Ellen DeGeneres that would have been. Alan yeah oh dang yeah but that was a. highlight for me is when you went there. what'd you mean you went to Ellen yeah I. went there well I went twice actually. damn yeah and then we became like homies. and then next thing I know I'm like us.

and our wives are like at her restaurant. and [ __ ] Leonardo DiCaprio comes up. and he's like oh what's up logic blah. blah I'm like what the [ __ ] is going on. what's my life I felt like somehow I was. like joining the Illuminati yeah it was. wild yeah it must sort of feel like as. you get more popular that you start to. meet certain people and you're like damn. am I getting closer to like meeting like. the final like lizard boss or whatever. yeah I guess you know bro it's insane. I'm actually because I'm going ham on. social media now like I'm I'm like.

taking it so seriously spending really. good money on you know my my team my. camera guys my editing like I have. in-house editors and I have two houses. that I'm paying because I have so much. [ __ ] that's coming because I really like. editor trafficking it sounds like almost. I'm editor trafficking yeah but it's all. good yeah and no but I really believe in. like this next chapter of my career. where I'm just gonna be making music and. having a blast but like I I feel that. my personality is really what makes me. me and it's what makes logic logic you. know the biracial guy like just being.

myself and um. I'm about to lean into that [ __ ] hard as. [ __ ] so but was I saying about Ellen. well it's interesting I think like as I. watch you I think like first obviously. people get to know you through your. music right yeah for sure a lot of. people have but I also then I also find. and I found this I haven't found this. about a lot of musicians and um a lot of. musicians kind of aren't interesting. they're interesting through their music. but they aren't uh I've found a lot of. musicians are tough to interview because.

um what's the personification they're. they're trying to portray like who they. are on the record rather than allowing. themselves to just be be them you know. what I mean it's like Mariah Carey takes. shits you know what I mean but maybe she. doesn't want to talk about that you know. what I mean like I got I gotta use wet. wipes what about you. I'm still I'm still afraid to admit. which way I wipe what you mean. you'd be wiping towards the ball I mean. I don't know are you [ __ ] serious. what that's great you what you wipe. towards your balls I don't think so. anyway man so I use.

um. I use I use wet wipes I don't know I. mean they should have people like kind. of like that should be something you. have to like instead of like your gender. like say which way you wipe like that. way people can just assume your gender. right there I get it I guess I don't. know but I never heard about I've never. heard of a man wiping towards his balls. yeah that's insane I think that V who. would do it you know nobody I know yeah. anyway question uh I have a question for. you is uh first of all are you cool. talking about like fam nothing weird I'm.

just saying like family like if I asked. you about families yeah okay cool. because I don't know you never know yeah. so your dad when he had you was 70 years. old yeah bro. because I was looking [ __ ] up because. like I've seen you know cool stand up. fun stuff like that but I like before I. came to the show I was like man I really. want to know even more about this this. guy. so that means that your father was born. like over 110 years ago yeah let me. think I was just a so funny asses man I. was just thinking about him the other. day and I was thinking about how.

um how old he would be if he was alive. he would be he was born in 1910 crazy so. he would be 113. this year wow that's it'd be crazy my. grandfather was born in 1880. but to be busting nuts at 70. oh I. didn't want to do it that's wild because. your heart could stop. [Laughter]. that reminds me of my dad like every. time you're like getting close it's just. a risk man. um how old was your dad and thank you.

for asking man it's sweet to you that. you that you checked out and you care. it's nice to think about my dad I was. thinking the other day how it would be. cool if they had a place where you could. take clothing from like a deceased. parent and put it on a mannequin and go. spend time with your family in a weird. way that's funny like if people need. that kind of healing in their lives or. something. um I know you had kind of a wild. upbringing so you started out in. Maryland right yes sir okay just for an. audience that doesn't know because some. of our audience might not know you and I. want him to get to know you and so he. started out in Maryland and um and your.

parents are met both your parents are. different colors right yeah my dad's. black and my mom is white and I was. conceived in a crack house after they. had met each other after about three. days. yeah. my mom was a prostitute my dad uh was a. crack addict for a long time I'm named. after my dad. and yeah what's really crazy though is I. remember my dad telling me he was like. yeah you know I got a paternity just to. make sure your ass was mine because I.

came out looking white as [ __ ] yeah. because it's very apparent my father is. a black man like he's not half black and. that does he's [ __ ] black and. um I thought he did it like when I came. out the canal but the uh literally bro. like three days ago a buddy of mine was. at my crib and he's like oh [ __ ] I got a. warrant I'm like what do you mean you. got a warrant. and he's like I got a warrant Maryland. and I'm like bro when's the last time. you were there he was like 10 years ago. I'm like oh [ __ ] what do you got to do. so he has to write the judge long story. short he was looking up his criminal. history on this website and he's like.

yeah you can type in anybody's name and. I'm like yo type in my [ __ ] death so. he types in he types in my dab. and my dad's like bro he like stole my. identity and maxed out credit cards. before I was 18 and [ __ ] because we have. the same name. and so. um. I'm like let's look it up so we look it. up and I'm just seeing like petty theft. car theft possession charges and then I. see Terry Lee Miller my mother's maiden. name.

versus Robert Hall defend it and I'm. like what the [ __ ] is this and it says. paternity slash child support bro. it's like 1999 so I'm nine years old. right and I look this it's so crazy like. bro I never knew like you know I heard. about it I kind of saw things when I was. a kid but you don't really put too much. together yeah and then you see on the. internet you're kind of it's almost. you're like wandering through yourself. it's like I'm reading I already wrote a. biography you know what I mean I wrote I. wrote autobiography so now I'm reading. something that's even crazier.

and so what's hilarious is that it shows. like that my dad took a paternity test. because he was like that ain't my baby. nine years later and it's nine years. wondering what you if you did something. at eight years old that he's like nah. yeah but the best part is. [ __ ] the internet I'm black I told you I. [ __ ] told you yeah yeah that was wild. dude yeah I think these days yeah being. black definitely helps I think. everything's kind of heading towards. that kind of Ben Simmons kind of trans. sort of vibe where everybody's gonna be.

I think honest people that's what I said. we've always said like beige power like. in three generations you can't you're. gonna need it even now you need like a. chart to be racist I feel like you need. like a you know what I'm saying you need. to like carry the one if you're really. gonna get into it you can't even yell. used to just be a little yell like. or something out of the window and it. would land on somebody but now it's like. everybody's yeah yeah exactly um but. yeah crazy that's crazy man did it make. you feel like he didn't care or. something at that point because that.

would be I feel like if I saw that or. did your mom like instigate it and so. that's why he had to do it no I think. well I definitely think she wanted child. support but also I'm just like woman. what you gonna get from a crackhead like. I'm just being real right I love my dad. he's clean nowadays I actually I haven't. talked to him in a couple years and I. just texted him the other day and uh so. I'm always trying it's like a [ __ ]. black hole no pun intended that I'm. always trying to go through it's just. whatever anyway I'm like woman. why would you even try to get child.

support when the man can't take care of. himself at the time so I'm like it just. to me it doesn't make sense but now your. your dad has my dad on age nut busting. but my dad was 63. this is what's really. great so I'm one of nine wow but I'm the. only child between my mother and my. father so my mother has all all her. children are with black men. and all my brothers and sisters on my. dad's side they're all so everybody's. mixed but I'm the whitest looking I'm. the most transparent.

and um. what's crazy is is at 33 years ago after. I was born my dad got a vasectomy okay. and then five years ago I find out that. I have a little brother no. so the story is a wild one now so he was. already chopped out and then he got a. new baby somehow yes that [ __ ] just. poked through and it's his because you. know they made him get a paternity. so would see Brothers has a stack of. pizza man it was wild though about my.

dad is that who I love I'm just keeping. it real you know so I always find really. funny is like sometimes my family would. be like we don't want our business out. there and I'm like. well then you shouldn't have done all. that dumb ass [ __ ] what the [ __ ] do you. mean but anyway I would never say. anything too crazy but this is all. public [ __ ] knowledge so either way. yeah exactly so. um my dad I find out I have a little. brother it's like 2018. and um I wrote. about this in my book because I actually. wanted to adopt my brother but that's.

another story so wow I had a a. stepmother her name was um Debbie and. Debbie and my dad would use together and. um. Debbie. OD'd and wound up in a coma for four. months so she's in a coma beautiful. woman she's in a coma my dad is like all. right well this sucks he's in the. program AA and he goes up uh to one of. his friends and they're talking to God. they find out that a close friend of his. is dying.

um I think it was like cancer or. something so he goes to see her and like. her last words are like take care of my. daughter and her daughter was like this. young 21 year old girl he took care of. her he [ __ ] her and knocked her up no. yeah oh that's true yeah she is so AAA. everyone's [ __ ] each other and it's. knocks her up. shortly after the baby's born she dies. of a heroin overdose. then. um and now this had happened a bit. before but while all this was happening. my dad had.

um started seeing a woman who I think is. now his current wife. and then. his then wife comes out of the coma and. he's like. it's over just like yo that's so crazy. well sometimes women take a long time to. make to decide yeah like that's crazy. yeah but it's like wow she can have a. lot of first things she gets out I know. and then of course unfortunately she she. OD'd and died a couple years later but. this is like the life I grew up in man. just drugs and violence and guns and my. brother's running in the streets and you.

have surprise siblings it's like. surprise siblings bro like 11 years old. I found out I had four siblings I was. like what it seems like so like such a. chaotic environment to grow up in like. were there times were there like some. special times you remember like spending. with your mom or dad that was just kind. of like you and them one-on-one that. were like that was kind of like a warm. like human kind of time yeah I remember. this one time my dad stole my earring. upon it for crack that was dope damn it. was just one earring too it was just one. earring yeah um no my um I guess.

I guess a few times I had with my dad. was music because he's a musician so he. plays like gogo music which is uh you. know prominent in DC and he played with. EU and Chuck Brown and different people. um and I think that's where I get a lot. of my musical talent but he's the type. of [ __ ] though he would like. take me to the studio and if there was. like studio time that he schemed. like I I would get none of it like he'd. be like in there singing like you know. he's got some he's got some songs one of. his most famous lines as a she's just a. crackhead [ __ ] sucking on the devil's.

ding dong and he's talking about smoking. a pipe I'm like I feel like that's. copyright dude I've heard that every. crackhead I feel like plays that. straight up I feel like that is like a. national anthem my mom my mom we we. there was definitely for as as sick. mentally as my mother was and is I. haven't talked to her in over a decade. now unfortunately wow um and I'd love to. but she's just not there she's the type. of person to be like don't take the late. lord's name in vain God damn it you.

[ __ ] like crazy you know what. I'm saying and she was she would she'd. hit me with the hard R and all my my. brothers and sisters growing up it's. weird it was like yeah man your mom. would imbalm you yeah bro it was like. this systemic because she's you know I. remember her telling me that she brought. you know 14 year old black boy home to. introduce to her parents and they were. like we don't mix with their con here. like wild [ __ ] right it was like old. school racism yeah so it was inner. because she would always obviously she's. [ __ ] black guys like you're not you. know what I mean it's like you know. who's [ __ ] I'm usually back in the.

day they were driving like a Honda Civic. it would be kind of like a thick girl. that got sunburned pretty easy and was. driving a Honda Civic and if she was a. redhead dude she's smashing brother. no cat brother was no every girl that. drove by with a in a [ __ ] Honda Civic. dude that was a little bit thick bro I. was catching some sun and freckles were. showing up on her shoulders bro oh my. God she was going over to him I had some. good times I did I had some good times. with my mom but I had more. where like my mother she almost. strangled me to death one time I just.

been I've been kidnapped I've been. through the the gnarly as [ __ ] [ __ ]. molested wild [ __ ] but well and that was. just that was my dad's girlfriend she. just kissed me with Skittles in her. [ __ ] mouth and I could taste the. rainbow oh that would make me [ __ ]. hard right. yeah it was great I swear to god dude if. a woman I remember if any woman came. even near me when I was a child I'd get. it wrecked what is up with that though. that's a real thing I used to be in. ninth grade like I couldn't get up. they'd be like could you please write. this mathematical equation and I'm like. I'm [ __ ] doing math exact. Galifianakis to decrease my boner before.

you stand up but. yeah I think well for me I think there. was no like I had such a like a rocky. connection with my own mother like she. didn't show me like a lot of and I say. this a lot but I don't really go into it. she like. didn't show me like a lot of affection. and she like would kind of look at me. with judgment all the time and so I. never knew. anytime I got around a woman it was. always like a lot of like real like. uncomfortable energy was this even when.

you were like a child did you feel this. way or was it more in your teenage in. later years I didn't notice it until I. got a little bit now I notice it all it. all makes a lot of sense yeah but yeah I. think my mother would just always had a. lot of she never looked at me like just. with like adoration there was always. like judgment and so I think I always. interpreted that like with a woman that. there's always some type of judgment so. I'm not enough immediately when I show. up or even look at a woman it's like. even when I look at a woman's eyes it. was like I'm not enough so I think that. like permeated in me throughout like.

being young and so I think it made. everything kind of so then anytime I got. close to a woman everything was. uncomfortable because it was like how. can I be this close and I'm okay like. I'm okay to be here and it's not like. I'm not being like feeling rejected it's. like I think it made it made everything. super just a lot of nerves in that space. you know I get it I've always felt more. of a connection with women because I was. raised and surrounded by women so I've. had to deal with like you know I've had.

sisters who [ __ ] come home after. getting raped or you know what I mean. just like the craziest [ __ ] and I don't. know I just always like you know I see. my my mom I'm like a little boy you know. like damn you're a toddler she's getting. her [ __ ] brains beat out of her she's. all bloody and please come and all this. [ __ ] and I'm like oh. don't treat a woman like that you know. my dad's smoking crack and Pawn in my. [ __ ] PlayStation and [ __ ] oh don't. treat your child like that so I saw all. these you know my brothers running. around with guns oh try to don't do. these things and that's not me [ __ ]. on my family like it's just right it is.

what it is you know what I mean and a. lot of my family's really turned their. lives around for the most I mean. [ __ ] still in the hood and [ __ ]. but it's good and you know sometimes. [ __ ] would be like hey man like. how come you don't give your money fan. your family money and it's like one I I. have and then it's gone immediately it's. like I've done that and then it's like. oh I learned my lesson immediately. because like you give somebody money. they don't know what to do with it it's. even like okay what I'm gonna buy you a. house and what I gotta pay your mortgage. for the rest of your life or I got this. I gotta so it's like you can only give. but so much to to a person because if.

somebody gave me a million dollars when. I was in the hood at 18 I would just be. a Taco Bell every day oh like I would. just be like I I don't know how I'd be. doing coke dude I'd be trying to eat my. own ass oh my god dude you do enough. drugs you'll try to you'll get back. there true all right it's time to take. on the sunshine but to do it with gear. that's built to last. our friends at Shady Rays have you. covered for the warm weather ahead with.

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enough in a way where it's like yeah you. can't it's tough to if you give ten. thousand dollars to somebody who's. struggling with addiction you might. never they may die no you can't do it. yeah so some of that stuff gets a little. bit tricky my niece I'm putting her. through college right now she's one of. the ones that like really broke through. and she's doing incredible sorry what. were you gonna say yeah. um so but how are you able to like. compartmentalize that stuff and like not. get so attached to it because it seems. like you're able to like talk about. these pretty traumatic times that happen. in your life and you don't but you're.

able to kind of discuss it in a way. that's like I'm not like who [ __ ] like. yeah I think you go through that or you. never really that never really was I. definitely did but I was never like. I I mean I've had there's you know I've. I've shed some tears over like not. having a family you know what I mean. things like that but most of the tears I. shed were like having my son and like. getting married to a beautiful woman. that loves me and like giving me the. family I never had and that [ __ ] makes. me be like wow like I'll look at my son.

like this cute little three-year-old. pure soul and I'm like damn I can't. believe my parents smacked me around and. did you know could crack in front of me. you know I haven't had drug dealers in. the house cooking crack I'm breathing. this [ __ ] in like I could never imagine. that for for my son yeah so it makes me. really happy but I think the biggest way. if I'm being quite honest how I dealt. with uh my upbringing was through music. through writing you know what I mean. because like a lot of people were scared. of therapy or this or that I've always.

been I've been in therapy for 10 years. over 10 years now and it's it's helped. me a lot and it's given me a lot of. tools to break down um and better know. myself but before I you know sat down. with any professional I had to really. look in the mirror and be like yo like. what matters to you you know what I mean. what what do you want what don't you. want and that's why even with the wraps. and [ __ ] like I didn't look at it at hip. hop and go oh yeah I'm a boats and hoes. and [ __ ] and I didn't like I didn't. see it like that I saw it as a business. and I say with persistence determination. realism and wanting success more than.

your next breath you could truly [ __ ]. attain anything you want but big key is. realism. so I wasn't like oh I went to twenty. thousand dollar chain and I wanted to I. was like I want to create a brand and I. want to do it in a way that nobody else. is really doing it and that's why my. whole motto's Peace Love positivity it's. about being yourself and also the. craziest [ __ ] is bro. Eminem is Eminem the goat he's the [ __ ]. but he's not the first white rapper. there was so many before bro I'm the. first black white white looking black.

guy traversing hip-hop like me and Jake. J Cole's genetic makeup the same Drake's. the same you know what I mean so many. people. so I'm like the first of my kind as well. experiencing this so when I would be. talking about things like emotions. and how it's okay to feel this and. people like shut the [ __ ] up like and I. had to like really navigate. being comfortable in my skin and yeah. yeah because I feel like that's not a. universe where if you come with feelings. in like a rap battle it's a thank you.

yeah you know that's not the Sword and. the shield you want to bring in there. it's changing a little bit though when. you see like a lot of these ver like a. lot of like um these like ciphers and. verses and stuff you see online I feel. like you you start to people get a. little bit more emo in there yeah I. guess I don't really give a [ __ ] about. that [ __ ] I'm just like I love music you. know what I mean like I used to be about. the freestyling and all that [ __ ] and. like the battles and that's it's cool. it's cool but it's a lot of it's a lot. of [ __ ] you I'm great and all this which. is systemic I still rap like that.

sometimes like I'll have braggadocious. [ __ ] like I actually had a line where I. said braggadocious flow I'm vein like an. IV so it's like it's just like little. things where. it's in us it's systemic why am I. wearing this I'm wearing this because I. never had it my people never had it so I. I like it I got it what's up look at me. in a way right it really is like you. know what I mean I like to think I'd do. it a little more so you know classic I'm. not I just try to try not to be too over. the top but if a [ __ ] wants to. be over the top good he never had it and. if that's what he has to do but I would.

rather. sleep. in my money. you know I'd rather sleep in a five. million dollar house in Malibu I'd. rather have you a nice home or something. yeah put a waffle maker get you a damn. ottoman dude I remember when I got a. [ __ ] ottoman cuz. damn changes the game it does dude when. I sat on the couch and then my feet sat. on the couch. touchdown dude I thought I was going to. damn Heaven bro if I I would have taken. my own life right there if I could have. just to stay comfortable I got a number.

you could call. um I got no dude I heard about that man. um sorry our conversation's been all. over a little bit but it's cool bro I'm. trying to I'm trying to I like it it. feels like we're just. like I'm just chilling with with a. friend so speaking of which you went to. like five [ __ ] colleges what's up. with that yeah man I think I didn't know. what I wanted to do and I got into. comedy and it like comedy was this kind. of thing you didn't have to commit to. anything you know I had I always have. always had a lot of trouble uh. committing to stuff and so comedy kind.

of made it where you have to commit I. think I didn't want to commit to a. college I just I don't know I had big. like commitment issues I think out of. the gate in the world I didn't like kind. of my environment so much that I just. didn't. I was never gonna let anything kind of. place me or. pigeonhole me or. even if it was a school you know it was. like I want to do. my own thing you know I think that's. dope I mean I feel like also if I. personally I feel that your 20s.

like to like 26 27 that's the time to. just [ __ ] your life up if you're gonna. do it like following a dream yeah like. Let It Go Because by the time you're 26. 27 you're like all right [ __ ] it I'll. put this tie on and go to this job for. the rest of my life Chase Bank or yeah. you know whatever but it's like I feel. like Enterprise Rental do whatever. you're gonna whatever your ambition is. do it now do it right now while you. still can because you don't want to look. back you know. um fully regret I say that a lot of. people you could even and I know this is.

maybe look frowned upon or whatever you. could kill somebody. a lot of people are doing I would say. that's frowned upon well a lot of people. are doing seven years now oh for a. murder yeah so I'm like dude if there's. somebody that we really don't need I. mean ask some other people don't just. [ __ ] pick somebody in your area yeah. but you know get a small consensus and. look dog if you think it's gonna help. Humanity bro you only you know people. are doing seven years wait a second how. did we just go from. following your dreams to murdering. people and only getting seven years it's. rap music Dude That's What It Is Well.

actually one thing I did want to also. ask because we were talking about. emotions and [ __ ] so as a as a comic you. know as a [ __ ] genius comedian which. you are you know you're so quick you're. witty you're on your [ __ ] has there ever. been a time. where you were like going back and forth. with another comedian and they actually. and this is it's not a two-part question. but more of a description and they. actually like [ __ ] like legitimately. hurt your feelings or is it more so like.

[ __ ] I've been bested in this comedic. duel. or both that's a good question man I. think I've invested in a comedic though. for sure about like guys like you know. I'll be I'll get around like Shane. Gillis sometimes and just who he is. makes me laugh or if I'm having like a. rough day. um [ __ ] one day I've been eating I went. on a new diet or you didn't eat any. calories or something for like a week so. I could barely even breathe you know. like I couldn't even open my eyes that. good and I had to do an episode with.

this kid Bryce Mitchell right and he. seemed like this like. I thought he was like a wizard you know. and he's like a UFC guy like he's a very. interesting dude I don't think people. would say he's a wizard though and he's. I've like had no energy so I was like I. felt pretty best in that day. I think sometimes there's times where. you get. with comedy I think it's good with. podcasting because you can do the. conversations again. I would uh. but I think doing something like rapping.

that kind of thing feels really scary. because people judge bars of raps and. stuff all the time yeah they don't do. that with comedy nobody's like oh dude. Larry had some [ __ ] bars over here you. know yeah you know it's like they're not. doing that so uh they might say when. somebody has a couple of good jokes but. um that would be scary to me to be like. okay I'm gonna rest on these lines and. put them out has there been something. you put out where you're like. because I put out some specials around. like I know that the recording that. night wasn't the best I know that like.

after the audio came out I'm like these. people I was working with didn't do. didn't capture it the best I know that I. probably could have been in a better. position and taking care of myself. better the weeks leading up to it so I. was putting out something as good as I. could. um but with your work. you gotta feel like. you get a chance to be like okay this is. it is there ever a point where you like. started something and by the end you. were like [ __ ]. but I still got to put it out no I would. never put out something if I like wasn't.

behind it like if I wasn't behind even. if it's like some fun [ __ ] or because. that that was one thing that was really. tough to navigate through this last. decade because uh you know I'm known as. a [ __ ] Lyricist like I rap you know. but I've also broken out of that box and. made pop music I've made trap music I've. sang I've done Indie records I've done. all types of stuff because I just that's. me I want to do different [ __ ] you know. it's like you've acted you're you have a. podcast you're so much more than just uh. you know just a comedian quote unquote. yeah you know and that's how I felt.

about myself so the the hardest thing. was was navigating like people what. other people thought and what other. people said because I did care and. because I wanted to be accepted so much. like I literally it was so obvious and. apparent but that's because I love. hip-hop and it's a beautiful space but. the thing is I was always accepted by. the greats the people in this you know. industry whether it's Wu-Tang Clan Nas. like so many people that I've come into. contact Q-tip you know I mean we've. worked with all of them yeah and they.

give me my flowers and it's really. amazing but for so long I was so focused. on like well I want to be accepted by I. don't know like the taste maker or. somebody with a [ __ ] podcast yeah. it's like [ __ ] them in their podcast I. rap right and and when I or any [ __ ]. Hardy and any [ __ ] hard in a Honda. Accord with [ __ ] loud pipes on that. [ __ ] dude it's like oh [ __ ] does that. guy like me you know no that's a real. thing that's what I'm saying that's a. real thing that would be like that's the. dude it's like instead of really if if. you know if the greats are giving you uh.

your rewards but I'm still listening to. this [ __ ] driving by and he's. listening to Nelly still I'd be like. [ __ ] dude I got I'm missing somebody I'm. missing him you know I love Nelly but. I'm just saying yeah it's like I'm. missing something you know I get it I. think. um having my son do you have children. having my son really. totally open my eyes about how much [ __ ]. doesn't [ __ ] matter right like my son. this thing that came out of my nuts is. healthy and happy so Joe Schmo talking. [ __ ] about me like who gives a [ __ ] also.

it's like I'm rich. and I'm famous. and you're talking about me like good. job like bro you did it like mission. accomplished you you meet you met the. green lizard alligator at the end of the. [ __ ] game like you did it and so uh. for me that realization and this is just. in the last last few years because my. biggest thing was I used to be so upset. that it hurts when people would say mean. things about me which they do on the. internet all the time he's crazy I hope. your baby dies your wife's ugly and when. you see that every day every day all.

these different things just people that. [ __ ] that people spew out it can [ __ ]. affect you and so I used to be so angry. like [ __ ] like why does this hurt why. does this hurt and then I realize it's. like bro it hurts because you're a human. being and you have emotions and when I. stop being so hard on myself and I was. like bro it's okay that it hurts what. you're in control of is how long will. you let that affect you and how much. will you let it affect you and now if I. see some [ __ ] if I subject myself to. being on the internet and I see some. [ __ ] I just kind of just like hmm [ __ ]. this guy and that's it and it's pretty.

cool but it used to keep me up like so. what helped you turn there because. that's really some AAA type stuff it's. like you know if I sit there and read. something about it and I feel start to. feel a certain way that's normal that. kind of can happen but if I sit there. and continue to feel that way then I'm. doing that to myself at a certain point. I don't realize it this that thing is. the instigator but if I'm sitting there. and still thinking about it then that's. a choice that I'm making really at a. certain point we're still going through. it right because I used to I'm not crazy. bro I used to go and like people would. be like oh you're amazing I love your.

comedy I love I love your your albums I. love and it's just so much love I love. you I love you but then we look and it's. like you [ __ ] suck and it's like oh. my God you looked at the guy and you. look at him he's [ __ ] 14 plays Xbox. he's a [ __ ] and you're like they're like. this whole re this thing when like deep. down like it doesn't matter why are we. doing it starts up but I think a big. part of it is um what it what it means. to be human and adaptation so when you. think about like us [ __ ] on like an. African plane thousands of years ago oh. yeah like big buck Connor type [ __ ] type.

beat and when we walk out of the brush. like nobody's going wow. look at these beautiful clouds look at. this Scott no you're looking for Lions. immediately and so I think that's what. we do on like today fast forward we're. looking for where's the threat where's. the threat. um and now I'm just kind of like man. I I honestly don't know why the [ __ ] I I. cared so much for so long you know what. I mean well it would make sense I feel. like you cared if you're looking for I.

mean I feel like especially as children. especially growing up you're probably. looking for adoration everybody wants to. be seen or accepted yeah I don't know. you've seen I've adapted pretty well. yeah yeah it's not like it was ever. terrible but there was just times when. it was but and the reason I love to to. discuss things whenever I uh such as. this whenever you know we kind of reach. the subject for people out there it's. just like bro you're not alone like it's. a real thing not to sound cliche but. like everybody goes through [ __ ].

everybody you go on the internet you're. gonna fight with some [ __ ] it could. like it can it can affect you and just. the the sheer amount of [ __ ] that we see. in process mentally daily like I don't. think humans are even supposed to be. doing that yeah like think if it's like. 1950. you know and little little Mary Jane. like this [ __ ] didn't have Twitter and. all and just see all the [ __ ] with all. these girls half naked by [ __ ] 13. being over sexualized and she's like. well I need to change myself and I need. all like that [ __ ] didn't exist well.

that's uh you know I wonder a lot of. Contracting. you know and I've jerked off recently. I'm going to be honest with everybody. but I think that a lot of times we've. exhausted our sexuality so I like you. know I feel like you're you're even. maybe even through a DNA strand you're. only supposed to see so much Cooter and. everything over time and ass or whatever. I actually agree with that oh so it's. crazy that now you're having children I. think that have no sex because you. [ __ ] you you know Ronnie the daddy or. whatever spewed it all out dude that's. why I [ __ ] Ernie is just sitting in.

the yard. [ __ ] licking rocks and scrolling on. Tick Tock because he can't even he don't. even have anything left in him you know. it's like it's weird like whenever we. created digital media it's like we. burned it out all out of us I think. there's a lot of men out there who are. gay not even because they want to be. it's because they all the straightness. got jerked out of them over time by. looking at photography wait what yeah. if somebody wants to be [ __ ] gay.

they're just gay oh well some people are. but some you're thinking Some People. their their predecessors have just just. busted so many nuts that they or even. them but there's a difference wait no. but it's like then what you're talking. about is more so celibacy rather than a. sexual orientation I don't know man I. think we don't know the long-term. effects of some of this pornography. think about it dude like like when. you're saying back in the day you go to. maybe the store and you see a woman pick. up a melon oh yeah jerk off in the truck. and you think about it oh that was.

insane every time you [ __ ] see an. avocado salad you [ __ ] gotta hide in. the in the in the in the Outhouse when I. was a kid I used to [ __ ] watch anime. and I'll just be in my head thinking. about like this anime [ __ ] with big ass. tits and I'm like 12 years old and oh. yeah bro because I didn't have anything. I didn't [ __ ] porn I have [ __ ]. internet you know what I'm saying I was. busting nuts to [ __ ] pencil. drawings damn dude it was a Vibe though. I remember one time I busted so many. nuts the first time I ever busted a nut. oh yeah take a second I busted like 14. nuts I was like 12 years old and I'm.

shooting ghost loads daytime or night. time. um night all night literally I it was. the first time because you know it's. like my dick would get hard this or that. I'm like 12. bro but like. your neck would get hard when my dick. would get hard a lot you like Batman. what yeah so like I was like I'm on the. Gravitron at the fair or whatever yeah. the [ __ ] UFO literally I would I I. you know I just I'd never busted a night. and then you bust that first nut and it. like. opens your mind you're like oh my God so.

I jerked off all night. and then my dick was like all fat oh it. hurts it hurt and I went to school next. day and it was like I was walking weird. and then I I came home and I was like. man I talked to my friend I was like yo. I think my dick's [ __ ] up can you look. at it he's like what you only look at. your dick and I was like yeah man it's. all good dude that's exactly what I'm. talking about you do it so much you end. up in a gay instance what can I say what. can I say but no it was it was hilarious. he was like yeah he's just [ __ ] up you.

need to chill so I was like okay and. then I told you that yeah he was just. like yeah that's not normal man yeah you. know yeah I remember getting so much. ointment and I would pack it around my. weiner because it would like I just. exhausted its use so much and I would. get like all that Neosporin are you. being serious oh 100 and I would put it. all around it because it would hurt you. know I mean Louis CK was on here and we. talked about that about. imagine if you had a friend that was. your wiener and you just kept [ __ ]. pet every time he was around you just. kept [ __ ] shaking him around until he.

spit up all over yeah and then he did it. and then everybody's like let him rest. let him rest you're like nah [ __ ] get. him back oh my God how many nuts have. you busted in a day oh not that many I'm. more of a I'm more of a long I'm more of. like uh like draw it out Edge. I wouldn't even call it edging I would. just call it very lazy kind of archaic. nuts you know I think chaic nuts I think. maybe four oh man I got you beat. yeah good I can't. handle it I mean I mean I was I was just.

really young it bums me out if I do it a. little bit it bums me out you know what. I'm over porn. I'm so over it with horrible they used. to have oh they said this actually seven. states push to require ID for watching. porn online Louisiana just did this and. I think this is one of the best things. that's ever been done for sure because. dude I really do think uh logic that. this this has ruined a lot of. relationships it's like it used to be a. woman was where. any fantasy you had was directed towards. your spouse. towards your wife.

um and then now. those fantasies are all exhaust you that. person can't even compete with the the. the the digitality of of all this. pornography yeah what does that article. say I'm sorry is that. Gotta Love Zach I love Zach thanks bro. he's good man and I've never told him. that so I'm glad I'm actually no he's. great he is after Decades of can we zoom. in a little bit. after Decades of fretting over miners. potentially being Overexposed to. pornography online several states are.

suddenly moving fast in 2023 to attempt. to keep kids off porn sites by passing. laws requiring age verification no but. that's real I mean have you ever seen. like those funny tick tocks or things. where it's like literally eighth grade. and the band's playing at lunch and then. they'll stop and then the kid does the. PornHub drum thing as like a joke and. then all the kids laugh because they. know it's it's [ __ ] deep man because. like I remember the first time I was. exposed to pornography I was like five. years old no yeah but it was it was. print that's how old I am it was print.

yeah same it was print magazine but I. just didn't understand I remember going. up to my my mother and once again she's. a huge I don't know [ __ ] on her here but. I'm just being honest she's a [ __ ]. hypocrite because you know I was like. what's sex. I was five years old and asked her and. she was like. that's sex and I'm like what the [ __ ] oh. she did that she did this she just went. like that and I was like oh [ __ ] so then. I went to my homies I was like yo check. it out I'm having sex right now and I'm. like telling all my friends and [ __ ]. they're like what the [ __ ]. um but yeah I mean that's not like that.

bad like seeing seeing like a little. nudie magazine when you're grown no. you're growing up like but now it's. [ __ ] deep man like I remember one of. the first times I like was on the. internet watching like 2006 2007. we're. like I didn't even know where to go and. I mean like Yahoo like just typing [ __ ]. and like some chicks like going down on. this guy and then she like pukes all. over his dick and I'm like scarred and. I'm like oh my God like that is some. [ __ ] people don't need to be like a. Golden Corral I know and now that's my.

fetish. but it's like it's it's just a weird. thing but yeah it's overexposure man. well it's crazy but the the harm it does. to us I think that's the things we don't. know it's like that harm it used to be. you would take all those feelings and. you put them to where every time you saw. your spouse yeah fantasize about them. and if you're open if you're open you're. like hey what's up you're trying to wear. this maid outfit and yeah you know. pretend uh you know XYZ like it's just. to have those fantasies you know and my. wife she's she's super open her [ __ ]. dad's probably watch this right now so. I'm not going to get too deep into it.

but if you know what I mean yeah but no. she she's my wife man she's she's. incredible you know what I mean she she. really satisfies me and that's another. thing when I think like all through my. 20s I was just like jerking off watching. porn just because it was just kind of a. thing to do not a lot not crazy like I. never had an addiction nothing like that. um you know and I've known some some. some dudes who have and have beaten that. which I think is great. um but I'm just like for what I kind of. I'm almost like saying it like saying it. all yeah and now I want to just like not. anymore. and just focus on my personal sexual.

relationship with my wife not that I'm. not or haven't but just to eat even more. I think porn has been so. normalized in a way. um. which is not it's like as an adult like. to each their own you know what I mean. but I just think this [ __ ] about making. sure that miners can't aren't really so. exposed to it I think it is important. yeah but also. somebody's it's almost like guns you. know sure you can have all the gun laws. you want XYZ I wonder what the comments.

are looking like right now anyway you. could have all these gun laws whatever. but at the [ __ ] end of the day bro. somebody really really wants to [ __ ]. get a gun and kill somebody they're. gonna do it and they can even make a gun. 3D print a fun gun and that's but that's. how I feel kind of about like porn where. it's like if an underage you know. teenager who's older wants to see that. they're gonna find a way to do it but if. you make it more difficult then I think. you're exposing less people to to. something that can essentially. traumatize them you know uh you ever. heard that show euphoria.

I met someone from it one time at a. party. um. well they really talk about. in in an incredible way how um. porn has. just [ __ ] with the youth thinking like. yeah [ __ ] take this dick yeah like all. this and it's like that's really I mean. it's a time and place you know there's. definitely evening but you know like. your first time yeah you can't be like. that and then a girl thinks like all. this crazy and then here's the crazy. part you're not even connecting with the.

other person at all now you're almost. performing. actions that you've seen so then it's. like the human connection it's totally. gone it's like we're almost it's become. weird because with porn you're almost. start to. and with everything digital you almost. start to impersonate what you've seen. yeah so now we've taken art in all forms. and some people consider porn art and. that's fine. we've taken art we've made art and now. we're watching the art we've made and. reenacting the we don't it's like we're.

we're done yeah all I know is like my. first time having sex I was like [ __ ]. Titanic wow really I was like I love you. oh my god well also I never experienced. true love like love I I I I I don't. really believe like like I love my mom. and my dad but like. not like I love my son not like I love. my wife you know what I mean it sounds. like that was a big change to you like. once you had a family kind of because. sometimes you hear that a family will.

solve a lot of those old like wounds. because you suddenly have a thing that. it's not about this behind you anymore. it's obviously about in front of you. yeah and when you're loving your son you. kind of replenish that thing that you. didn't get in a weird way it's like no. not even in a weird way that is it that. is it and that's what's so crazy like. just to think you know it was gonna be. like that. um like were you scared to get into a. marriage were you scared to have a child. like those are well I wasn't scared to. get your marriage this time because I. got it right the second time oh you did. a first marriage yeah I did a first. marriage wow that was hard.

um and that was just it just wasn't my. person there was no there was no like no. uh infidelity no there's no that is just. and respectfully like I won't really get. into it because that isn't my story to. tell and that's a story that I would. happily tell you you know if you over. dinner or hanging out or whatever but. publicly it's just it just wasn't my. person it wasn't right so when I found. my wife now Brittany it was just like oh. my God like she and she got it the. wildest [ __ ] I felt like Leo like I. found the [ __ ] when she was 19. oh yeah.

you know what I'm saying Jerry Leo Lewis. dude bring up Jerry Lee Lewis he was a. pedophile but he was so excited. about that dude. but I'm just saying he was uh he married. like a damn 12 year old oh no he didn't. really yeah Jerry Lee Lewis what the. [ __ ] I mean that kid is that wasn't me. anyway no you have a great wife no did. your wife just do a cameo in your new uh. video yeah I had a video where she. popped in I thought that was her man I.

watched that was cool yeah it's fun bro. it's a nice Anthem thank you it's been. uh it's been fun. um. just being a dad and being a husband and. I also that's one thing that I love. about getting older especially in. hip-hop because hip-hop is such a young. genre it turns 50 this year and um for. me I love talking about being. a father I love talking about aging you. know because hip-hop and well pop music. in general is all about like just young. young young literally like 17 18 19 20.

like all this [ __ ] but it's like bro I'm. [ __ ] 33 man you know what I mean I be. getting hemorrhoids and [ __ ] like I want. to talk about like yeah you're an adult. I want to talk about real stuff you know. what it means to invest your money. and be smart with things which your. average kid's like I don't give a [ __ ]. let's blow the money let's go to Vegas. baby yeah but it's just like man I've. done that and I've had that and that's. cool but like it's I just love this. stage of where I am and you talk about. looking forward and in many ways I. definitely do look forward but. um so much of my career bro.

um you know 10 years ago it was always I. could never be present because I was. just like oh [ __ ] I'm broke like I'm. like my roaches have fleas [ __ ] like I. have nothing like you know what I mean. like and so I wanted something I wanted. something and. so once you got a little more. comfortable it made things easier yeah. but yeah I'm still thinking about the. future because it's like and this is. when I started to get therapy because I. mean I understand bro I remember you. know I did I did a deal one year I made. 30 million dollars wow [ __ ] I had a. biggest panic attack on my basketball. court Flex really yeah because I was.

like bro I was so poor my whole life EBT. man I [ __ ] ate cereal with powdered. milk bro okay like I didn't have. anything like I had nothing I never had. [ __ ] so then when I finally got it I. like [ __ ] freaked out about it and. then I started going to therapy and I. was like what do I do what if I lose my. money and the [ __ ] laughed at me I call. it a [ __ ] she's my therapist she's. amazing she's she's all screaming a. down-ass [ __ ] no but she's extra down. because the [ __ ] is Australian so she's. down under yeah you know what I'm saying. anyway. um so she said she was like she was like.

first of all you're not gonna lose your. money you're not a [ __ ] idiot she's. like look at you you're making proper. Investments you're you're you know. you're taking care of yourself she said. but if you did. what would you do. and I was like I'd [ __ ] grind my ass. and she's like exactly you get it back. so number one and I remember this is at. a time when um I was like going through. a lot mentally like a lot because I had. the [ __ ] 1-800 song out you know what. I mean it's like the biggest thing in. the world and everywhere I go it's like. suicide and people are like I tried to.

kill myself and my brother tried to kill. himself and my sister killed herself and. done and just everywhere I'm going it's. like all the [ __ ] I'm like right if. people don't know there was a song that. uh Anthem that he did that was uh about. suicide prevention and just about uh. kind of loving yourself a little bit of. evolutional Health yeah yeah mental. health so go on so yeah so dealing with. all that was like. a lot. um but for me. like I had turned down a million dollar. show in Australia and I've always wanted. to go to Australia and it was literally. it was a festival and I was going to.

headline the festival about 45 minutes a. million dollars wow and I turned it down. and people could be like oh you're. [ __ ] crazy it's like bro I want to. put a bullet in my head right like I. didn't give a [ __ ] and then so I. remember talking to my therapist. and being like Oh you know people are. gonna think I'm crazy and she goes what. do you value do you value getting on a. 22 hour flight. in your mental state right now. and going all the way to a country that. you've never been that you want to go to. but this isn't how you want to do that. what do you value I was like I value.

resting. and taking a [ __ ] break so I don't. off myself and she said then do that and. when discussing money and things with. her I remember she goes. she goes listen you're always stressing. about money and you're a millionaire she. goes you know I see a few billionaires. you know what they tell me I say what. she goes they say if only I had another. billion. and I'm like yo that's deep I need to. let this [ __ ] go I made it. and so around this time it's like 2018.

around this time and then I [ __ ]. grind it for like another two years but. I realized man I was always looking that. like so far man like you know when I. started rapping I'm like okay I gotta. put out a mixtape put out a mixtape okay. I gotta get fans get fans okay I gotta. start touring start touring okay I need. a record deal get a record deal okay I. got to put out um put out an album okay. the second album can't flop second album. does good okay I need to and then it's. like I gotta go gold and then you go. gold okay I gotta go platinum and then. you go platinum [ __ ] I'm almost. 10 times platinum on one [ __ ] song. like it's just a crazy it's just it.

never ends and so once I made it when my. son came out the puss. and I realized I was like yo. [ __ ] everything else I want to be as. present as I can be so like me being. here with you today it's why I did my. research you know what I mean it's why. I'm so happy and honored that you would. let me on this show I can't believe bro. I've been doing this [ __ ] for 10 years. and people like you are want to sit down. with me it's incredible so now every.

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b-a-b-b-e-l.com slash t-h-e-o for up to. 55 off your subscription Babble language. for Life what was the thing like why. were you all do were you able to figure. out why you were always looking towards. the future like what that was like how. that started or anything inside because. my present was always horrible growing. up yeah so it was always like I can't. wait till I'm 18. yeah no I'll get the. [ __ ] out of my house because my house. was a war zone man you know what I'm.

saying like I said [ __ ] dramatic. yeah cooking crack cooking it so how can. you be present how can I be like oh yeah. this is so sick I am so broke right uh. yeah nobody loves me and tight yeah yeah. exactly so I was always looking ahead. you know what I mean and then now I'm. like oh my God my wife loves me my son. loves me my fans love me this is it I. can really soak this moment up even. right here I'm not even joking I'm not. trying to sound extra bro this is so. [ __ ] cool I've wanted to do your show. for like a long time thanks dude yeah. man there's a couple there's a couple. couple shows I have when people that in.

just in general that I want to spend. time with and you know and and I'm glad. that we could do this so thank you for. having me oh thanks man. um um was it so with those receptors. being weird from growing up with not. being able to like because your. receptors get closed down if people. aren't loving you and that sort of thing. right if things aren't proper if things. aren't comfortable The receptors I think. for accepting love and that sort of. thing probably get kind of damaged as a. child yeah are you able to feel that. change once you had your own family once. that I mean did or has that also been.

like a work in progress because that was. a work in progress because uh my I I. always was like one day I'm gonna have a. family one day I'm gonna have a family. and then I had my my the family that I. do now and I realize holy [ __ ] you know. my best friends. who were driving me to shows and are my. best friends to this day my producer who. made all my Beats like these were my. family this whole time as I met these. people like really blood isn't like it's. crazy you think like even think about. this like I know it sounds so stupid but. my wife's parents first of all I hit the. jackpot they're [ __ ] Stoners and we.

smoke joints together oh really yeah. they're the best anyway but like. they're my family but we're not related. like isn't that weird to think I mean. I'm not even being funny I'm just saying. like there's no we don't have the same. blood right but my son is like that's my. grandparents and that's my mom and. that's my dad like even the premise of. like a mother and a father like a. husband and wife like obviously I know. it sounds stupid I'm setting you up I'm. giving you gold but I'm saying like. they're not related.

but like as a child you look at you're. like this is our family like ah like. it's so weird to process that these two. people had a whole life before it [ __ ]. different people all types but they came. together and it's just like that's my. parents bro I never had that [ __ ] right. I never had it. so then when I you know I meet my wife. and then we have a baby and then I'm. like whoa like this connection is a real. thing and even the connection that I. have like with other members of her. family like they really become my family.

and I'm like whoa that's weird because. also even though I'm very close with a. lot of them there's some that I'm not. that close with but I'm so close with my. homies I came up with so then I'm like. well what is family it's a weird thing. and I'm still trying to process it. that's the biggest thing I I'm really. enjoying about my 30s is the lack of. like giving a [ __ ] about external [ __ ]. and being able to really just like live. my life they say that I feel more. comfortable truly and my skin.

than ever before because I'll be I'll do. videos and I'll be all funny and stupid. yeah being like kind of just becoming. more your person a personality right for. sure than uh just a just a music or just. seeing the part of your personality that. does music I'm trying to be rap Secrets. [ __ ] like I want to be like I. could easily see that I'm gonna be hip. hop [ __ ] Jimmy Fallon like that's. what I want I just I don't know and I'll. still always make music but this is it. like I wanna you know come back and do. this [ __ ] I want to go do other other. shows I want you to come [ __ ] with me on.

my YouTube [ __ ] like I really just I. just want to make people laugh and have. fun and and educate along the way just. like you're doing this is really great. man for you to be able to crack a incest. joke one second and then talk about. serious mental health it's like dope man. you walk this really fine line which is. you should be proud of yourself well. thanks for sucking this guy's dick right. now but it's true well I can't help it. but you know try to stay be alive and be. you know do my best to just be myself. it's hard a lot of times. um I'm kind of intrigued on what you. like since you were saying if you didn't. have a family and so you I it takes.

somebody like that to go through your. experience to be able to make but then. you do something you make music and. beats that bring people together which. is interesting yeah because it's so. interesting that some something that. would. somebody that didn't have something that. brings makes them feel together would. then have the propensity almost like a. mirror or flat or an inverse of it would. be able to bring people together it's. really crazy how all that works it's the. craziest part is is like you know I'm.

very I'm very known for you know like I. said my positive lyrics like uplifting. lyrics letting people know like it's. gonna be all right keep persevering keep. fighting no matter what you're going. through but when I first was writing. lyrics like that it was to me so because. I didn't have anybody there I didn't. have family I didn't have friends really. to articulate and be like bro you're. okay like you'll get through like when. my mom's half naked and all [ __ ]. bleeding and the cops are coming and. dragging a [ __ ] down the stairs and you. know just a just the wildest [ __ ] is. happening nobody was there to say that. so I'm writing these lyrics like don't.

worry whatever you're going through. you'll get through it you know don't. worry you know uh whatever is troubling. your mind in time you're gonna find that. it's all like whatever like and I would. just get this and it would it was just. released and then over years like and. then once I kind of started popping and. when I say popping up really I mean. [ __ ] Beyond underground like internet. days of DatPiff and free mixtapes and. YouTube and [ __ ] like the beginning of. Twitter and I started to see people be. like man this song really resonated with. me I was like what the [ __ ].

and that's another reason why I even. created the 1-800 song Because about. suicide prevention. is because so many people are like oh. your music saved my life I'm like what. and they're like nah for real like and. then I did this tour for my second album. where I uh I got a tour bus and. literally did a fan tour from California. to New York going to my fans houses. eating dinner with them and their. families playing them my album early and. so many of them were saying yo your. music saved my life and they would go.

into detail about how and why and then I. was like whoa okay this isn't just whoa. this is crazy and then that's when I. decided to write the song 1-800 because. I was like if I selfishly. was writing these records for me and. then they've affected you people to the. point where what do you mean you people. anyway to the point where you feel like. I legitimately have affected you. but I wasn't trying what could happen if. I tried and that's what happened and.

then Congress wrote me a letter and was. like. it's [ __ ] statistics have proven that. your your song has saved lives around. the world this is wow yeah it's crazy. [ __ ] that head of he was what'd you do. with the letter. um I got it I'm trying to frame I'm. trying to frame it I want to get it. framed like a. like a doctorate like you know when you. become a doctor and it's like on that. like thick raised paper I want that [ __ ]. that's one thing that gets hectic about. like when your life gets busy is all the. things you want to frame and have it. framed yet it's like it was kind of like. I mean I know it sounds crazy that's one. of the toughest things there's a pile of.

about four things at home that I want to. frame and one day I will I got a lot of. pictures too with people like I've been. so blessed to meet so many people and. then I'll remember and I'll tell my. assistant I'm like yo find that picture. of me and Stevie Wonder. like for real or get to joining me and. Kobe or hey can you get the [ __ ] of the. time I met Chappelle and he bought me a. drink like I literally just all these. Sarah Silverman like dude I'm so lucky. to like me hey bro we're gonna take a. picture after this I'm framing it what. the [ __ ] thinking yeah it's going to. my house bro do you. um so being black and white is that.

that's got to be like the [ __ ]. coolest I feel like but is it scary. sometimes like do you feel black and. white or do you just feel one thing yeah. must be good. I feel like me I know that sounds cliche. I just I feel like me but I do. um. like if you walk past like a barbecue. spot do you feel like part of you comes. to the edge of your skin. yeah you know what I'm saying like do.

you feel some sales kind of scoot over. to it and if you walk past like a um a. cop do you feel those same cells like. kind of move to the 100 but the craziest. part is is like because here here's. here's a fact whether whether you. [ __ ] like logic or not or whether. you're like whatever it's like for I. don't give a [ __ ] I'm not here to argue. because you know there's people who's. like well you don't you'll never. understand what it's like to walk down. the street as a black man and I'm like. yo all right I want you to shut the [ __ ]. up yeah because you'll never understand. what it's like to walk down the street. as a black man in a white man's body and.

it and then wait wait let me Shut the. [ __ ] up why are we arguing yeah you're. like Mrs Doubtfire but that's what I'm. saying why. hello why are we arguing in the first. place what you what you're going through. I'm not denying what you're going. through [ __ ] all that [ __ ] so for me. it's like yeah it's a crazy thing like. yeah and I love it you know. [ __ ] used to always be like oh. you he talks about this all the time I'm. like so the [ __ ] what man I don't give a. [ __ ] I'm proud I like it you know what I. mean you look at [ __ ] Twitter. bio and there should be like black and. proud [ __ ] I'm biracial I'm.

proud but I do feel I definitely code. switch a lot you're familiar with this. term uh-oh code switching is like if I. was going into into like a [ __ ]. interview or some [ __ ] I'm like well. hello there sir yes I really like this. job I I really appreciate that thank you. so much oh excuse me I have one call. [ __ ] what the [ __ ] man you got my [ __ ]. what you know what I mean so it's like. that it is a part of you it is almost. like you kind of feel like like two. different people but that's one thing in. the culture as well it's like any. anybody who's of the culture who meets. me IRL not some [ __ ] anybody who. [ __ ] really meets me shakes my hand.

they know what's up because it's not a. thing why would it even be a thing it's. not a thing it's only a thing on the. internet it's only a thing on the. internet like I've never met anybody and. they're like no you're not you're not. like because it's not a thing. it's not a thing it's not a thing it's. like I definitely love to let people. know who I am. so yeah when I meet somebody if they're. like tell me about yourself first thing. out of my [ __ ] mouth black dad white. Mom Dad I grew up broke it's just it's.

it's my [ __ ] identity there's no. identity crisis this is who the [ __ ] I. am and I know well it's also it's a. responsibility in a weird way as you get. older it's like you become this piece of. an important time when people are. discussing stuff and they want to know. what things feel like and they want to. know like. you know and some people that don't know. how to relate like I like always was. envious. I always was envious of black kids. growing up like I grew up in like a half. and half neighborhood right and I was. real envious of black kids because.

I mean this may sound crazy but. I like. they at least had an excuse for how. people treated them and looked at them. in a weird way and it's not an excuse. but I understand they like and then it. was like if you were poor and white it. was like you just [ __ ] up somehow it. was like how what the [ __ ] how did you. [ __ ] up you know like you didn't that's. like the white privilege thing which I. agree with I think white Privileges and. there's always more to it exactly. there's always so much more to it it's.

like you're just talking in like a. specific moment but I always was like. man I feel it was because I felt. sometimes a similar way that some of my. black friends felt yeah but because you. guys are of you're of the culture bro. that's what I'm saying culture to me. when I say of the culture I'm not. talking about skin color I'm not talking. about none of that [ __ ] it's like I grew. up with Salvadorian kids and black kids. and white kids and Asian homies and we. were all from the same place we talked. the same bro there was white home there.

was white people in our Clique and it'd. be like 14 black dudes three white guys. and in my biracial ass and all the white. the white boys would say [ __ ] they do. that's what they did they would say it. because the black dudes are like hey say. that [ __ ] set you down like that's the. internet is a spray painted on my legs. sometimes I remember what and I was like. this is [ __ ] what the [ __ ] I don't. want it this bad but. yeah it's it's a it's a it's a crazy. thing but that's what I mean of the. culture is like you understand that.

plight of like you know uh just well I. mean did you grow up poor yeah yeah so. then growing up broke and and and and. and longing four things and one thing. and then having that connection so it's. like damn you know like I never had the. PlayStation right like I mean I did like. later but I had like the like when. everybody was on like the PS3 and [ __ ] I. finally got my PlayStation yeah type. [ __ ] so yeah yeah yeah but but that's. that's a big thing I think um. all this fighting on the internet of. what is this or that because there's no. like there's no voice there's no like.

ambassador of black people like you know. what I mean or white people or this or. Asian people like just because one black. dude or white guy or says something it's. like they don't [ __ ] speak for an. entire race of people yeah let alone. almost what you could consider like a. denomination or just a a a a group. of people in a specific place because. also like racism in America is so. different from racism in Europe or this. or that or that uh like you know people. have their different experiences with it. in ways that we could never understand. oh totally yeah yeah I could never.

understand what it was like to be what. it's like to be something different than. what I am you know I could try in. moments you know I think one thing that. I envied about black uh and it was. mostly guys that I knew I didn't know a. lot of black girls when I was a kid but. um just their origin story they had like. an origin story you know it felt like. they had like a history and a purpose. and like it sounds like we're talking. about a [ __ ] Marvel movie what do you. mean but that's what it felt like it was. like. it was like if I don't know black it.

just felt like they had like a. they were coming from a place. it was obvious that they were coming. like making they had to make a comeback. in a way oh yeah. I was like what the [ __ ] where is. this going yeah it's a hundred percent I. mean right because they had like a. [ __ ] like they had like a thing that. everybody knew that was obvious and it. was like I think I always envied that a. little bit it was like I feel like why.

why would you envy because I feel some. of these ways but uh Nobody Knows It by. looking at me I get it but that's. different but once again that isn't. really so much of a race thing like even. though what you're talking about yeah. that's like [ __ ] 400 years of slavery. and oppression and [ __ ] yeah 100 like. that's some deep [ __ ]. but what you're talking about is like. the plight of man bro like you came up. with these people in your own way though. you you definitely don't have the same.

lineage or history right that goes into. a lot of emotion confusion need for. Education you know that black folk have. about themselves. um and just you know whether it would be. uh you know someone in Latin culture as. well experiencing their own thing so but. aren't you what what's your father my. father's from Nicaragua yeah but I've. perceived mostly as white but I mean. aren't you biracial yeah but I don't. have a dual citizenship you know any.

decision [ __ ] [ __ ] DNA what you. talking about DNA is your citizenship. like you're yeah so you're mixed. technically yeah so was your father. light-skinned no he was dark skinned. kinda. welcome to the club [ __ ] what the [ __ ]. you mean but that's what I mean so you. but do you perceive yourself as white. no people call us like uh my brother's. real dark skinned and people would call. us like uh. uh like uh what do they call oh Puerto. Ricans when I was growing up that was. like the big thing that everybody called.

y'all Puerto Rican yeah they didn't have. any Mexicans back then so for some. reason some people are so important. that's how I thought about Maryland. there's like no Mexicans there's just a. bunch of salvadorians yeah and I was. just eating papooses all the time. they're so fire but wait. we had a group called whites against. Mexicans actually in our town for a. little bit but we didn't have any. Mexicans. so it was just like I think they kind of. roughed up this Chinese kid once what. the [ __ ] okay wait a second hold on so. how do you perceive yourself or at least. how did you growing up did you perceive. yourself see myself as white because I.

think my dad was so old I was so. embarrassed of anything to do with him. that I didn't want to know about it or. learn about it you know I mean my dad. grew up in a village where. people would eat dirt they didn't have. anything to eat and they would eat dirt. and get sick and die all the time I. remember him telling me stuff about that. um. but I didn't care I I think I rejected. him so much in a weird way because he. was so much older that it was every time. he was around even though I longed to. like kind of know him more I think it.

was so embarrassing once I kind of. became like of age where I knew what my. friend the looks on their face isn't. that so annoying too like no but not. even [ __ ] those kids but just you that. you were so young and that gets almost. like imagine not to right but if I could. be me now exactly and I would accept it. and just talk about all the things that. you could learn but. it's all good you know what I mean. that's that's that's life and and that. that's where you uh where you stood and. you were a kid you were being normal.

though it's not like you were like some. piece of [ __ ] you know what I mean it's. like you know you were just like dead. like you know what I mean it's it was. right it was normal yeah it was like dad. dropped me off around the block like. don't don't pull up so I get that. um they had what was that or did you see. the thing they had Zach if you can pull. it up it was about they just had some. kids that got in trouble they had a. Salvadorian. caretaker the only thing I'm talking. about in Miami. the second graders it was a black face. incident that they had what the what. yeah yeah we were talking about this or. two or what are the two-year-olds yeah.

so there's a Miami preschool it's kind. of getting some Flack because they put. two-year-olds in like blackface for. Black History Month what. at least they gave them jobs and [ __ ]. though I mean. yo you're kidding no but here's what. happened there's a Salvadorian can you. find the people that run this preschool. in Miami are from Argentina so they. don't know the culture here as much oh I. understand so this was Black History. Month so they were just so they had.

these kids and they some of the white. kids they wanted them to be able to be. black and so and then you got these. little innocent little kids that don't. know what the [ __ ] is going on all the. crazy is they blurt the kid's face out. like oh yeah like that's gonna make it. different that makes it look even worse. it looks like 8-bit [ __ ] yo that's. that's wild only black face I've ever. really. personally experience. um is this Rolex I got oh gang yeah this. [ __ ] is dope yeah it's actually in. Japanese kanji too which is uh which is.

a Vibe is that a uh let me see it's from. Tokyo oh dang that's nice huh thank you. and is that stone inside of it. what you mean what's in the inside of it. Oh you mean like what is the what is it. the black [ __ ] made out of I don't know. it might be Onyx or something I don't. [ __ ] know. because this show yeah because well the. um yeah the blackface stuff comes from. like menstrual shows they had like I. think it was like 200 150 years ago they. had like shows where they wouldn't let. black performers perform so they made. them so they made white people they had.

them put black stuff on their face right. so I think that's where a lot of the. obviously the origins of people being. against it you know that it makes people. feel uncomfortable yeah I just wonder if. at a certain point like if it's a. two-year-old kid. what the [ __ ] does he you know what it's. like yeah but but a two-year-old kid. ain't applying blackface to himself all. right that's true there's an adult doing. that like let's just be real no you know. what I'm saying what the [ __ ] first of. all what that's true where does this kid. have accent access to paint or shoe.

polish like they was doing back in the. day like where like it's no this is this. is an adult now this specific thing it's. like oh okay they were it was like a. Latin situation they didn't know like it. is what it is you know what I mean but. besides that do you think there will. ever be a time where it's like say a kid. who loves you know Derrick Rose is his. favorite athlete he's an eight-year-old. he can Dr he can. put on makeup if he wants he can darken. up a little bit or Urban out a little.

bit to go out trick-or-treating you know. what or he can like the urban out I mean. he could get like Urban out I mean urban. out right now yo you got where's the. shoe polish that's Urban out what the. [ __ ] I don't know I'm just saying do you. no okay of course not you can't [ __ ]. what the [ __ ] kind of [ __ ] is that you. can't do that [ __ ] man now it the. difference is though it's like if you're. Robert Downey Jr I think that shit's. hilarious like if you're if you're a. [ __ ] actor it's a gig it's a job it's. a bit you know you're [ __ ] Chappelle.

you're you're like what like it's. [ __ ] if this is what you do right you. know I mean because I'm gonna be real. bro like like comedians I feel like I. don't even yep there it is there it goes. now don't get me wrong that's the most. racist [ __ ] ever but that's why it's. [ __ ] hilarious let's just be real. anybody who's watched Tropic Thunder. it's like you gotta understand they're. actually making fun of the racism of. Hollywood at the time by casting a white. guy to play a black guy who's really. another guy and a guy with another guy. yeah survive survive like and that's.

just like man when I was 18 years old. and I watched that I was like this is. [ __ ] hilarious right um but it's I. believe that the [ __ ] was done right it. was tasteful it was this it was it was. all I mean even when there's a moment in. the movie when he's like. a white character is talking to him as. he's in blackface and he's like some. some you people and he's like what do. you mean you people and then and then. the black home he's the actor he's like. what the [ __ ] you mean that's funny bro. that's funny and so question for you as.

a comedian like. where do we draw the line because I feel. like shit's easing up a bit and I think. I think with the it I know we all know. where it started Harvey Weinstein me too. movement cancel culture like it became. this crazy almost over correction but. I'm happy it happened just because like. there's a lot of [ __ ] pieces of [ __ ] in. the industry that we're getting away. with a lot of stuff now there's a big. difference between like I made a little. mistake or whatever and then just like. straight up rape and things like that so. it was I think it was really good that.

that happened but then you know yeah a. hundred percent it was it was incredible. that these women were given a voice and. giving power and you know taking back. power that was essentially stripped from. them which is disgusting and that's. something I've dealt uh seen the women. in my life deal with personally so yeah. I got that now fast forward you know a. couple years and then you're just making. jokes and [ __ ] like I saw this one girl. they was trying to cancel this girl in. high school I was watching you know h3h3. you ever yeah it's like yeah Ethan Klein. yeah Ethan so like Ethan did this not.

bit but you know you know and he did. this thing thing where he's talking. about this this little white girl who's. wearing a like a kimono prom dress and. then everybody's like that's cultural. appropriation like this girl's not. allowed to wear a kimono she's not. Japanese like all this [ __ ] right and I. was just like God damn this is [ __ ]. crazy because I'm like wearing a I'm. like wearing a [ __ ] Komodo watching. this [ __ ] because I because I went to. Japan. and I'm [ __ ] doing an album in Japan. and I'm like where am I [ __ ] you know I. think I'm turning in Japanese like I'm. [ __ ] vibing it over there and I'm.

supporting the economy I'm buying it's a. [ __ ] little Japanese woman who's like. you know half the Dominic have this. thank you very much and I'm like oh. that's dope does that mean I'm. culturally what the [ __ ] like I don't. know now this is a hot take but I'm just. simply saying. that's kind of crazy you know what I. mean yeah like she it wasn't like she. was like straight traditional even even. Nino but it was just like she was just. like wearing a cute little a little. thing and they was just trying to. destroy this this girl so as a comedian.

how do you feel when people be really. like did you see what happened to you. know Troy Bond you know who Troy bond is. uh um bring him up yo you don't know. Troy Bond Troy Bond yo okay first of all. Troy bond is the future of Comedy is he. really he this kid yeah. [ __ ] he's on he's on Tick Tock. he's incredible and if you go to it you. might be able to see it here uh if you. go to his yeah keep scrolling down you. should it's uh [ __ ] they're like I met. him before he's a gay gentleman no he's. not gay.

but uh he he does refer to himself as a. Puerto Rican lesbian but he's actually. black and white he made a joke about how. he looks like looks like that uh yeah he. looks like that killer remember who. Jeffrey Ronnie Rodriguez or whatever oh. the [ __ ] um yeah what was that guy. the guy the [ __ ] you talking about. the Zodiac no not the Zodiac I think. it's Ronnie Rodriguez we go from Troy. Bond. dude Somebody's gotta kill bro I'll tell. you this they uh yeah what the [ __ ] no.

that's not you're thinking Ramirez. Ramirez Ronnie Ramirez you're thinking. of Ramirez the [ __ ] whatever Ronnie. Ramirez the Zodiac salesman or whatever. but listen so if you I don't know if you. have Tick Tock up there if you can go to. tick tock or if somebody can try to get. you this clip because I think it's. really important that you show it on the. show and the reason is is because so. he's black and white okay I'm gonna be. honest he he looks like he could he. could be white or something else or you. know he's kind of like yourself like. ambiguous yeah and so he's doing this.

um this great set. mm-hmm. we'll find it we'll find it he's doing. this great set and this girl. screams at him and she's like that's so. [ __ ] racist blah blah blah blah and. she doesn't even know yeah that he's. that he's mixed you get a lot of that in. clubs these days so I'm just like why. the [ __ ] would you go to the club to a. comedy show you see the bill you know. pretty much who's going to be there that. night who's got time you know I've only. ever been to a comedy club once we'll.

talk about that in a bit but. what is that like well I think this is. what's happened I think this is what's. happened I think you have I don't think. you have as much racism in the world as. you did 25 years ago I really don't I. think what you have these days you have. a lot of division that happens from. people's like online you have a lot of. people that have marketed the past and. it's great to be reminded by the past. undeniably right we still have a lot of. recovering to do from the past I think.

some cultures even genetically they have. to work it will take time for their DNA. to heal from traumas of the past no. doubt but I think now you get a lot of. the past marketed like packaged in the. clips into like movies where you're. constantly reminded of of like the. [ __ ] up things of the past to the. point where some people that just. becomes their identity now so they don't. have any real like human connection to.

it they just have this sort of like. it's almost like I don't want to say. it's an educational connection but it's. just like oh I see this that's racist. there's no I don't have any texture to. it there's no like history to it for me. it's just something that I see now. online and I know that that's supposed. to what's also crazy to me is the is the. hit when there is history ties so for. example I wrote this movie script a. couple years ago called Jerry about a. homeless comedian who tells jokes on. Venice for a dollar okay and one night.

he's he's telling stand-up jokes all. types of jokes he's telling black jokes. white jokes gay jokes it's just being. funny he's being himself okay Jerry and. he makes a joke about I forget it now. but it's something along the lines of. like oh man could you imagine if like a. South Central. um blood had leukemia he would be like. the illest uh blood of all time because. it's a blood condition anyway it's a lot. funnier with the wearer that I wrote it. and in this in the uh in the crowd it.

took me a second yeah and the crowd. um this woman who was laughing. hysterically stops and starts heckling. the man heckling the man heckling man. and then she's just like how could you. possibly say that and he doesn't even. argue with her. and his manager Mike. um which is the character I'd like to. play uh is like dude why didn't you say. anything to that woman and he goes you. know a lot of people tend to be. Hypocrites she she's a white middle-aged. white lady she wants to laugh at black. jokes she wants to she's straight she. wants to laugh at gay jokes he's like.

it's very apparent it's either her her. mom her dad somebody died of a blood. disease bro it was this or that and it. was just really cool. because I I've taken my own experience. when writing that about what triggers. people and what I've seen trigger people. and I just think it's really kind of. annoying. that people like to pick and choose. don't get me wrong you know it's like. it's almost like if somebody was to make. a Parkinson's joke you know I actually I. made I made a joke. um I I had a my mind you don't.

Parkinson's I don't but I'll tell you. I'll tell you something it's actually. wild so a gentleman named Chewie does. all my tattoos I met him through track I. saw him on your Instagram yeah yeah yeah. yeah and so he asked me to give him a. tattoo so he did that Metal Gear Solid. when it took about six or seven hours. exactly yeah you spent your time you. care you just look that's a cool one. actually it reminded me of that game too. I love that game so Wu-Tang I have a. Wu-Tang um tattoo right here and he was. like I want you to give me a Wu-Tang. tattoo and this is like five years ago. and I jokingly I'm like y'all don't want.

to see that [ __ ] it looks like Michael J. fox did it because it's all squiggly oh. yeah bad off but I go I go don't worry I. can make that joke it's kind of like. saying the n-word and I was like because. I'm black and I said because I have. dystonia so uh dystonia I I have. cervical dystonia I don't have a cervix. cervical is uh it's your neck and. basically my head shakes like this. really yeah it goes like this like you. got that remixing you've got that like. it's crazy and so. um I have to go get botox injections in.

my neck no yeah deep in my it's why my. neck looks like such a young bad [ __ ]. no they go deep in there it's why Botox. was invented and so they go all the way. in to weaken the muscle because my. muscle I know bro it's [ __ ] trying to. put you down when you do it no I do it I. do it every three months I'm supposed to. like my [ __ ] right now like running. behind huh yeah it's shaking a little. bit now so I gotta do it and you need to. get over there but what I'm saying is. he's like bro. people die of Parkinson's disease you. know Ryan Reynolds father passed away. like he had to experience that so it's.

like when I make a joke like that. um I think it's really how it's just. it's just how you do it like that's a. man's pain bro you know what I mean we. all love Michael J fox [ __ ] Micah. Smith fly man's Marty like we love. Michael J fox I love Michael J fox and. in no way would I ever try to hurt. somebody this or that it that's honestly. my pain that's like me like the fact. that if I didn't have these shots in me. right now or even my thumbs my thumbs. [ __ ] shake like it's these things. that that are insecure and that give me.

emotional pain and sometimes physical. pain and in a way I used comedy in that. moment to like. cope. and with a man that I can relate to to. some degree not to that degree obviously. and I just think it's kind of crazy that. if you're a good comedian no if you're a. [ __ ] great comedian you use pain and. you use trauma such as Chappelle and. your prior and so many great people to. talk about the hard things and so I. think I love Chappelle because no matter. what the [ __ ] got hot takes.

like I did it I love great comedians. because they will [ __ ] on black people. white people Asian people straight. people gay people Chinese. every and they have us all laughing with. us at each other like it's fun it used. to be like that bro. I mean it is with cats like you and who. step out and they're like [ __ ] that and. you say what you want because like the. thing is is like I love Chappelle and I. feel like the [ __ ] like damn. near uncancelable I used to think Kanye. was uncancelable. I really believed it until Kanye and I.

love Kanye you know it's just like yo. he's mentally he's ill you know and it's. like I literally was like there's. nothing he was wearing a white lives. Matter t-shirts I'm like there's nothing. Kanye West can do and he's doing. snorkeling he did pictures of him. snorkeling he did the two things. that you don't do one of two one of two. he didn't do the two things he did one. of two things that you don't do that. could get you canceled. sex [ __ ] that you shouldn't be doing. whether it's underage or this he did.

that no he didn't do that oh I said one. of two so don't miss [ __ ] quote me. now okay. or [ __ ] be racist. and he's but he was racing against Jews. that's what really got him no I know 100. but I'm still saying tried every other. race to be racist against I feel like. yeah but I'm just no no no no I I think. the the one there is something to be. said about yeah it's just like bro. that's a group of people just in general. that are [ __ ] they they are killing. in Hollywood like you know what I'm. saying like yeah yeah like it's just a.

real in a great way cool whatever [ __ ]. it good for them yeah but like why would. you say not even that take that [ __ ] out. of it right okay bro you're talking. about you know Hitler was kind of cool. right I think there's something he got. addicted to something about pushing. buttons I think that's what it was I. agree I mean from the hat to all this. other [ __ ] and it's like whatever man. it's cool but I just that was a sad. thing that was like such a hard thing to. see because I'm just like man that's one. that's the one thing like legitimate. like hate like hate hate speech hate.

this hate that it's like bro you could. have pretty much said anything but you. backed Hitler like you can't do that. yeah you can't back Hitler dude I mean. even if he you know. ever you know yeah you cannot do it yeah. it's Hitler yeah I mean yeah it's Hitler. it's like there's like four guys you. can't back Hitler Satan. Weinstein I think yeah definitely. definitely that and uh and I don't know. who else maybe that Wiley Coyote guy. whichever one's the bad one on that. um I love it but yeah I think that that.

was crazy but here's one thing that. happened with the Kanye thing that also. got weird is like if he's mentally. unwell right do you think he's mentally. unwell yes right so what a sir I don't. think he's [ __ ] I don't think he's. crazy right he may be mad he may have. some different issues I think yeah I. think he's bipolar and I think he's but. he's mentally unwell I don't think he's. like [ __ ] crazy like I'm not writing. my man off I love this dude he's changed. my life yeah I never even met him you. know so anyway please I just want to. make that very clear like I'm not hot. take just trying to use Kanye's name not. a [ __ ] Tick Tock oh I think yeah I.

wish Rihanna would have brought him out. at halftime I think that would have been. crazy wouldn't it yeah but you know her. folks were like yeah also it's just like. he did is that where he really needs to. be right now on stage in front of the. entire world right but but that's. exactly what goes into my point I was. gonna make is that or that I was gonna. bring up is that at what point should. the media stop putting some dude out. there if they know he's mentally unwell. the same media that has run in. advertisements for like people are. mentally unwell get help get help and.

then they're taking somebody even if. that guy's making a clown of himself. right if you know in your heart that. part of him is not well and you continue. to publicize him every day every moment. everything he says. like that's kind of sick it is but. that's our culture that's what we live. in man you know we love to see I I've. even had it at a different scale of. course but like just my rise like I was. the underground Underdog everybody wants. that [ __ ] Underdog to win and then. when they win it's like oh he's killing.

it killing it but like. they want you to fall yeah they really. do that's in a movie it only works like. that yeah and I've fallen but it's. almost like perception like have I. really Fallen like I'm [ __ ] I've made. good Investments monetarily family yeah. exactly so it's like but there is a. thing where it's like oh he's whack now. you know and it's like oh logic's whack. and then you drop another album they're. like Logics back yeah the logic's whack. watch it back and then I'm just uh then. this is where I've finally found this.

place where I'm like I give a [ __ ]. logic's rich and happy like that that's. all that matters. um. I could talk to you all day and I want. to talk to you all day I gotta pee all. right let's pee and we'll come back and. do another half hour all right. oh man yo how about P drips oh [ __ ] I. feel like I used to shake it I don't own. anymore I keep it I just let it go right. into the pant nah man I gotta shake it a. little bit but yeah you're right you're. right it's just annoying but whatever P. drips it's like. anyway I how much do you sleep do you.

are you able to sleep fully through the. night or you got to get up and pee well. oh I P I get up every night 100 wow. every night yeah because I'm hydrated. like I love I drink a lot of water and I. used to I mean I'm at the tail end of. college because well I never went to. college but I also that's the total. attitude of somebody who never went okay. I just mean like drinking what the [ __ ]. alcohol hurt that statement of My Life. alcohol 33 is like I'm at the tail end. of college bruh like about time bruh.

yeah I never drank really or smoothly. yeah my whole life until I was like 27. 28. what so was that because your. parents were addicts you think 100 yeah. yeah without without doubt wow and then. um because I was like. I can't let this [ __ ] me like literally. my friends would be like man just hit. the weed I actually just released the um. a video yesterday about this it's like. an anime that is kind of a part of a. trailer for This Album College Park. that's dropping and anyway uh so I was. just so scared that it would affect that.

and then when I made that 30 million I. was like well I did it. let's do Coke no I'm just kidding no I. was like I did it okay cool and then I. just I started to enjoy uh all I don't. do anything hard and I don't judge. anybody does but I do uh I just I love. scotch and I love uh I Love Weed and. I just started doing that and then I did. it pretty pretty good and then like 2020. like through covid I was getting [ __ ]. wrecked really yeah I mean there's. nothing else to do I had my baby and. whatever but I was like just hung over.

all the time for like two years I was. like perpetually hungover because I. never did it I never I never did it I. finally did it but it wasn't like bro I. actually have a song in this album you. know and I go uh you know I wake up. seven days a week and get the job done. you know you know I'm always there for. my wife and my son but at the end of the. day I love to pour one more like two but. occasionally three and it scares me not. because I have a problem I'm the type of. person if there's an issue then I'ma. solve them it's more like seeing how. this [ __ ] has destroyed life I look at. my mom I look at my dad and it's just. it's it's a it's a crazy thing man so I.

saw that um and I I do I get I get the. job done I did my thing but now I'm just. I'm at the tail end of it because I yeah. I just and I say this to say like my. whole sleep schedules changed because it. just as a musician I used to be up till. 5 30 in the morning wake up at 1pm I was. saying that I was in bed with my wife. the other day and it was two and I was. like dude dude if this was two years ago. it'd be 11 p.m for me right now it was. two it was 2 p.m in the afternoon and so. yeah when you make the 30 million what. was they bought your catalog no that was.

a deal that I did I did a long-term. attorney deal yeah wow yeah yeah. and on top of that I re-upped with my. deaf with Def Jam because now I'm. independent but I re-up with Def Jam and. they gave me some nice M's as well so it. was all like within a week of each other. oh yeah which is crazy did you get one. eight ball even no yeah I've never done. I've never done Coke really I've never. done anything hard my God boy I'll. [ __ ] do it for you. all right I will if you need somebody to. just tag me into so wait are you sober.

yeah I got 10 months right now wow so is. it hard. what's hard for me is if I think about. women sometimes that's my trigger. it's women it's affection that's my. trigger that would make me do drugs and. I don't drink because I'm afraid I might. I would buy cocaine I don't have a. drinking problem I don't even like. drinking I don't like pizza. I don't it's so dumb oh my God this. feels a little bit because it feels. almost kind of like.

not homoerotic but I feel like it's like. you're Wild. it almost feels like kind of like pervy. like you're making your own weather and. it feels like you're touching your. wiener at the same time or whatever. right but I don't think it like I don't. like it doesn't uh it's bores me after a. while it's like I don't want to be doing. this I would rather do something else. that I haven't done honestly that's how. I feel because I quit I smoked. cigarettes since I was 11. and I smoked. cigarettes yeah I smoke cigarettes from. 11. Baltimore National Anthem isn't it. smoking [ __ ] cigarettes Newports.

Newports at that oh dude I would smoke. cigarettes with my mom glass lung Bobby. I would smoke cigarettes with my mother. I remember when I was up I was 11 years. old and I was like I'll never forget. this I was watching Fresh Prince and I'm. sitting on the carpet it's dirt dusty. ass carpet there's two roaches [ __ ]. each other my mom's in the in the. kitchen making you know bologna and [ __ ]. and I'm like Mom I gotta tell you. something. she's like what. and I'm like you're not gonna like it. and she's like oh my God. did you get someone pregnant and I'm.

shooting ghost loads I'm 11. it's like. no and I'm like no and she's like. did you are you in trouble with the. police and I was like no she was like. are you doing drugs I'm like no and. she's like oh my God what's next. are you smoking cigarettes and I'm like. [ __ ] you smoke what the [ __ ] so she's. like yeah and then a week later like and. which she didn't know and I told her. this I was like [ __ ] for like the last. like year as we've been walking to the. bus stop I just you flick your [ __ ] and.

I just grab it. yeah and then we would smoke together. anyway so I did that from what a great. scene in a movie or something you're. seeing a young kid walk his mouth she's. not even paying attention to him she's. gonna know where else she flicks a. cigarette he [ __ ] grabs and he just. continues I should put that in something. um yeah so I smoked till I was 25 and. then I quit for three years like a. secondhand son you know second hand. um. and then I quit last year because I then. did the Vapes and you were smoking real. cigarette you got into Vapes huh I got. in a vape so I quit at 25 for three.

years and then at 28 I got into Vapes. because of my buddy schwei [ __ ]. [ __ ] and then um and then last year I. went on tour with Wiz Khalifa and I was. like. I can't [ __ ] be smoking I gotta stop. so I did it cold with turkey and bro I. was like sweating bullets yeah and. [ __ ] like jolting out of bed like. jolting out of sleep it was it was crazy. but it's like destroyed my anxiety like. all that nicotine I didn't realize how. much anxiety it was giving me that and. then on top of [ __ ] being hungover. and then so once I just really kicked.

back on the on the Alcohol stop the. nicotine and just smoked a hell of a lot. more weight I just feel great I [ __ ]. ran two miles today before I got here. nice dude it's been yeah I did some yoga. before I came today Vibe I need to. stretch but I do think that yeah that. nicotine's so bad bro the hardest thing. I've been having to do is quit vaping. this is why I brought this up was. because we you were talking about if you. get drunk you might want to do an eight. ball or something like that because it's. like ah that those inhibitions kind of. go out and you're like [ __ ] it let's go. that's how I feel bro I was in the. studio last night and I was like man I.

kind of want to I kind of want a. cigarette like my friends are smoking. cigarettes and everybody's vaping my. [ __ ] new assistant Jaden he's he's. just like he's vaping he's [ __ ]. vaping and [ __ ] I'm like tired. no no but I'm like I'm like what the. [ __ ] and I stayed strong yeah because I. remember the feeling of like I don't. want to do this anymore like this [ __ ]. sucks you know you just whether it's. cigarettes or vaping and you just do it. and do it and do it and then it's really. just like Ugh like I'm not getting that. hit anymore that thing yeah I'm just.

doing it's almost like I'm a [ __ ]. robot or something the saddest thing for. me to think about is when I leave here. today what choice am I going to make am. I going to get in my car and stop at The. Vape Shop they don't even sell the ones. I like anymore so now I'm down to doing. some like third string Vape some [ __ ]. you know it's like it's this Vape would. never start for any team. you know and I'm gonna but am I gonna go. buy that you know and get like muffin. ice or some [ __ ] [ __ ] I'd almost.

rather smoke a cigarette yeah because. I'm gonna hit it two times and all I'm. gonna do is I'm gonna feel so bad about. myself how about when the juice is just. like you ever get the juice where it's. like in your mouth and [ __ ] and it's. cool did you ever Jewel no I don't Jewel. oh that was my [ __ ] I used to [ __ ]. just [ __ ] Jewel that [ __ ] yeah this. one's gross no Julie was just [ __ ]. like crack man so good and I'm glad I. cried I never smoke crack well I mean. I'm a crack baby was one of your parents. on crack when you were conceived do you. think uh yeah I told you that they met.

at a crack house Theo yeah. that's so cool man I met a girl at a. subway once. but not the same but we both had a. [ __ ] little bit of sandwich in it. since she gave me a beach. you know. um what about uh did you ever see any. crack around the house or no yeah of. course bro yeah my uh one of my my wow. yeah my sister's uh bruh my sister's. boyfriend at the time showed me how to. cook crack in the house. what do you do like how do you make a.

good crack I'm gonna be honest bro this. was like 10 years ago it was one time he. just had to [ __ ] on the stove he had the. actual he he had the Coke and he [ __ ]. mixed it with some [ __ ] and some [ __ ]. baking powder and put it on the thing he. was like okay now grab the [ __ ] it. was like in a jar in a mason jar he's. like okay grab that [ __ ] and he like. gave me these like mittens and I put the. mittens on he's like now pour it and do. all this [ __ ] [ __ ] and Meanwhile. we're not wearing masks or anything and. this [ __ ] [ __ ] were a mess you're in. a crack house. this is an MIT bro.

yeah. yeah and then it's like billowing. upstairs through the vents where there's. like little children sleeping I'd be up. there sleeping with them yeah not with. them but oh [ __ ] I'd be in a crib up. there for sure dude bro God that's got. to be nice. I uh I never got to smoke crack man I. always wanted to and that crazy. um I always wanted what do you mean you. never got to you this you sound like you. sound like me talking about the Grammys. like I got nominated I went there I. [ __ ] lost to Bruno Mars I never did.

it but I like really wanted it yeah what. the [ __ ] what I feel like that one yeah. I would you know you always just imagine. the [ __ ] flame hitting around that. rock and you being on the receiving end. of it it's like Leo in a. [ __ ] Wolf of Wall Street you ever see. that he's like y'all came off this crack. with me he's like I. didn't they do it that's what it's like. bro I've seen my dad I remember one of. my when my dad was 18 and now he's he. claims that since then he hasn't smoked. crack.

okay but I know he's definitely had some. good some good years where he's been he. was clean is clean I don't [ __ ] know. whatever I still got to text this. [ __ ] back I got him on reds. [ __ ] man is it weird not to communicate. with him much let's see what he's let's. see the last thing he said is it I mean. yeah you really feel like a connection. to him or do you have to create a. connection with him whoa. this [ __ ] just sent me the. craziest picture. of my that child's family I think so he.

just said he sent this to me with no. [ __ ] contacts yeah that's. whoa what the [ __ ] anyway. um oh my God is he a grandfather no I. think that's my [ __ ] dad right there. that really likes game [ __ ]. light skin looking [ __ ] right. there at the top yeah lashed out with. that with the afro let me see that [ __ ]. dang dude that guy looks like a a wolf. on the bottom right he does. wow dude that's crazy let me I'm gonna. text him right now and be like what the. [ __ ] pictures yeah who is this picture.

it looks like the Jackson sevens. uh yeah so uh that's crazy dude I wish. half my family was [ __ ] black dog. it's dope it's a Vibe I really love it. yeah because it would seem like man. culture's going on in here yeah. culturally it's really cool man it's. like I I love I love being black I'm. gonna I'm gonna be real and I remember. we go to Black funerals dog god. it was just [ __ ] should be jumping oh. it sucks and it's hard and they have to. worry everybody's turning the [ __ ] up.

hugging some big black I don't even. [ __ ] know where Brodus crying into. her tits oh my God wait what black. funeral were you at just when I was. growing up a lot of people would die in. our area and they were black and so we. go to the funerals and uh it was just. sad you know like some kid shot himself. in the head oh that's deep I hope it was. you know I'm assuming closed casket. yeah I'm pretty sure I don't remember I. mean I'm sure it was I didn't I don't. think at that age I went up there but.

the other kid this other kid died on the. BET playing basketball. what else. people were dying in our area a decent. amount. um question yeah monkey got bit by a bat. I remember and got some type of. encephalized joke I swear to God A kid. got bit by a bat oh yeah look up a bat. disease what is it what is this kovid. rabies can spread okay what so he died.

of rabies bats after mine or something. rabies yeah or whatever they call it how. did he not go get checked oh y'all are. in the hood right well nobody was. getting checked they didn't [ __ ]. you're getting checked then there. weren't yeah people would pray over them. and somebody would you know oh my God. don't get me [ __ ] started on that. [ __ ] my mom she was so like insane. religious like CR like she's so. hypocritical she's like don't you take. the lord's name in vain God damn it. [ __ ] like that's my mom bro. I love your reactions but um yeah no.

it's a. it was it was a weird thing to say do. you miss the Anarchy of that kind of. stuff of course not no I'm not [ __ ]. sick you know like sick people miss that. [ __ ] and I was and I had to I had to. break that cycle like bro there's times. when my phone like my phone's in in. another room and I'm just sitting. somewhere and I'm alone like I'm talking. to my wife I'm hanging with my baby I'm. I'm on a call I'm one of this and then. everything stops and I'm like. because I'm and I have to tell myself.

I grew up in such chaos. that I find peace boring hmm that's. [ __ ] up like that's deep and I had to. learn that so when I think about like. women I would date and there would be. like drama and you know she's like what. the [ __ ] you don't know me you're like. what do you think all this [ __ ] and I'm. like. yes [ __ ] like I'm so used to that. because my mom like man I remember my. mom through this [ __ ] crazy ass like. it was like a a metal container for pens.

and it sliced my stepdad's [ __ ] skull. open and his brains and it was like the. craziest [ __ ] and then she got locked up. and then I was living with him. um but he wouldn't let me leave and it. was like the craziest [ __ ] and then oh. man he had like Desert Eagles he'd be. shooting at the cops and he [ __ ]. would take me on his Harley-Davidson. it's the craziest [ __ ] but between that. and like fights and arguments I mean we. had these [ __ ] weirdos that were like. the Manson family that like stayed with. us and then they ended up killing their. baby and it was just like the wildest. [ __ ] so as I got older you know when I'm.

meeting like. hey my name's Samantha my parents are in. law and I'm like [ __ ] you're too boring. for me I need some yeah I need you to. stab me [ __ ] beat me up like you know. what I mean like get a [ __ ] sword out. of your car yeah like that's what I felt. I needed and then I had to break that. cycle and realize like no like that's. just because that's how you grew up but. most people don't realize that he's like. my sister well I won't say which one. she's gonna be mad as [ __ ] I'm talking. to my sister one day and she's like.

she's like yeah she's like yeah but I'm. seeing this guy I think he's the one I'm. like oh word for real you know she got. like a bunch of kids all different baby. daddies and I'm like okay. so he's the one she's like yeah he. treats me so good I love him blah blah. blah blah and I'm like that's dope how'd. y'all mean she's like well actually I've. known him since I was like 15. I'm like. damn it sounds like a good dude he's. treating you good she's like yeah I'm. like what does he do she's like what I'm. like what does he do for a living what. does he do oh you know. [ __ ] what speak up what what does he do.

she's like oh you know he's just in Life. or prison for murder. i'm like [ __ ] what like for real bro. for real I'm like you wait hold up you. found the one she's like yeah we're. gonna get married he treats me so good. I'm like what the [ __ ] is wrong with you. go to Starbucks man why don't you get. you a good man you know what she says to. me she goes I just love Thug [ __ ] damn. bro and I'm like girl I love you with. all my heart but you gotta figure yes I. figured this [ __ ] out am I right bruh.

and I'm like damn that's so deep. and she bought yeah it's crazy I love. her though she's I mean sometimes you. want to love something that can't love. you you know if it's a you know I think. if sometimes thugs no matter what I mean. no matter who they are I wonder if they. have a tough time loving people you know. like I wonder if that's what she means. by that oh yeah but also women will be. like yeah they want a murderer bro I'm. telling you women want to be [ __ ]. murdered dog and any woman that says she. don't man I think she's on she's on. woman I just never understand they love.

all the murder shows you know oh look at. Tiffany got hacked up and he'll be. texting their friend uh that [ __ ] you. know like damn bro [ __ ] it all right dog. Tiffany ain't even cold in your [ __ ]. jealous. because her husband [ __ ] worked for. Cutco or whatever oh my God but it's. crazy people would they want that they. want a commitment from man even if it's. [ __ ] yeah but they also want to like. why why [ __ ] be wanting to change a. man can we just talk about that a [ __ ]. wouldn't change a man and she she do it.

you know he'd be like he'd be like. whatever and she's like. she could take a [ __ ] and just. change this about him and she's like if. you want to be with me you got to change. this other thing too he's like all right. girl and he's trying to better himself. and she's like are you going to have to. change that too and then a year goes by. he's a [ __ ] brand new man and she's. like it's over he's like what [ __ ]. she's like you changed. yeah yeah am I right yeah. no she's like why you got a top hat on. you're like looking like Mr Peanut yeah. you [ __ ] bought it from me oh man.

anyway how did you know when you met. your wife that that was it man was that. hard was that a weird it was definitely. hard you know what I'm saying my [ __ ]. was because you were I'm sure you was. easy to date oh I thought he was talking. about my dick anyway. um I truth be told yeah how did you know. like this is I found my wife. I walked in uh to a store three days. after I got separated from my previous. wife. and I saw this this girl and I thought I. thought she was like 24 or something I.

was 28 at the time she was 19. I didn't. know this and uh yeah and we had a she. worked at a smoothie shop oh God I. [ __ ] love that bro and she was. grinding she busting her ass she's in. college she's doing all this other [ __ ]. and um yeah man she was really just. super duper sweet and I went back to the. same smoothie shop every every every day. for two weeks and she wasn't there oh. and I was like writing music about her. like a [ __ ] creep and I was like. right it was just like was so inspired. like I don't know if she was just so. beautiful she was breathtaking so I go.

back every day in the morning and in the. night in case which shift I don't know. and then I go and I'm like befriending. like all the oh and there's a bunch of. bad [ __ ] that work there and they all. think I'm coming to see them. yo it's crazy like and I remember the. manager was this gay dude and he was. leaving oh now he trying to smash dude. I bought him some chocolates because he. was leaving oh I'm sure so I was like I. was just like I'm gonna be the nicest. [ __ ] I mean I am a nice guy but.

I was I'm gonna be extra so she's. hearing about me and she was and she. everybody thought I was there to see. like a different [ __ ] but like she. didn't know and then if she finally. broke two weeks go by and I was like I'm. giving up I go there one night and she. wasn't there and I was like I gotta take. a piss I go take a piss I walk out and I. go to pay for my [ __ ] and I just hear. hey Bobby and I turn around and it was. this [ __ ] angel. and I was like oh my God this is it and. my heart was just beating out of my. chest like bro like [ __ ] crazy for. real and it's like man I've gone through. a lot man and I just [ __ ] I'm getting.

publicly divorced and just all this. crazy [ __ ] and it's just so difficult. and here's this like Angel and so I'm. talking to her. and she's so [ __ ] supervisor on a. what like a uh. smooth like some of a smoothie place to. make delicious advisor yeah [ __ ] no she. was looking bad as [ __ ] had her hair all. parted she wasn't looking stupid oh yeah. and then um she's in [ __ ] leggings. and I was like oh my God I'm talking to. her and then she's just so sweet and. she's just talking to me and I'm telling. her about things I have going on she's. like that's so cool you know sometimes. me and my boyfriend no and I was like.

what [ __ ] bro sounds like a piece of. [ __ ] yo literally I was like yo this. [ __ ] sucks man what the [ __ ] you got. a boyfriend but I didn't say it like. that I was like oh I was like no way. that's so tight like what's his name. what's his [ __ ] name [ __ ] you better. tell me his [ __ ] name right now I. can't even hear his name oh I don't know. yeah it's a whole thing so she says this. [ __ ] and then. so then I come back I come back like a. week or no a couple days later and I see.

her again and what happened and I I was. just like I just talking to her I was. like telling her about all these cool. new things happening in my life oh yeah. definitely and I was just like man like. we should be friends. and she's like so we are friends no no. she was like yeah for sure and I had. this whole you don't understand like I'm. not joking I like rehearsed for 48 hours. the whole conversation how it was gonna. go how I was gonna get her number oh my. God and then play the long waiting game. because she was worth it you know like I. was like okay I'm gonna we're gonna wait. we're gonna figure this out so.

I had this whole thing and I was like we. should be friends and then I start to do. my HBO she's like yeah I could just give. you my number and I was like oh my God I. don't even have to do I didn't have to. do anything so I'm like Okay cool so I. get her number and when do you text her. dude I [ __ ] texted her that night. what I don't give a [ __ ] you're gonna. [ __ ] it up I put my dick on the table. bro I'm not scared of [ __ ] you be you. 100 and they're either gonna accept you. and love you for who you are or they're. [ __ ] not they're not and that's what. I'm saying no that's a real I mean. they're not for you maybe I I yeah you.

gotta be yourself bro like be you in a. [ __ ] relationship that's why it's so. [ __ ] when two people get together on. a [ __ ] date and they're not they're. lying they're being them like I'll be on. the first day I'll be like damn [ __ ] I. just ripped ass in the bathroom wow I'm. like that's who I am I'm like me and my. wife on our first date I was like I'm. not in in a weird way I was just like do. you want children one day she was like. yeah I was like oh dope do you see. yourself getting married I'm like what's. up you super religious she's like no I. believe in something like an energy or. something Universe I'm like okay I asked.

those important questions because most. people don't and then five years [ __ ]. later they get in divorced because they. never talked about them in the first. place yeah so anyway nice [ __ ]. rubbing a gemstone on her vulva. but yeah they get weird like that so. dude so you knew and how long after that. did you get engaged well the crazy thing. is super duper long story short. I created this like fake release party. for a mixtape called Bobby Tarantino 2. that just so happened to be on St. Patrick's Day but it was really. basically The Great Gatsby are you. familiar with the Great Gatsby so I.

created this whole party just to invite. this business yeah with all her all her. friends. and then she ends up bringing her. boyfriend no yeah it was crazy so she. brings her boyfriend and the dude comes. in and he's like oh Roger can I have a. picture with you and immediately I was. like Swedish. is that Swedish did I just do Sweden I. think so no students like this yeah or. is that more German I don't think. whatever I'm not good with [ __ ] like. if I do an Irish when I do editors sound.

kind of Jamaican at the same time I'm. gonna do Irish man yeah anyway [ __ ]. whatever bro long story short she she. she didn't say with that guy. because what did it take and were you. lucky flirting with her what was. happening um I flirted with her but she. never flirted back wow that was that was. beautiful yeah because I was like [ __ ]. I want to take you on on a private. helicopter to San Diego and [ __ ] at the. party yeah I'm like playing I'm playing. pool. that's gangster yeah I wasn't like yo.

you want to go see my [ __ ] redhead. collection oh [ __ ] what you mean. murderer hey [ __ ] you want to go to. private jet what the [ __ ] you're right I. love it all right anyway right you're. right but yeah I was definitely flirting. with her a little bit but I was. respectful I wasn't like [ __ ] this dweeb. did it like it wasn't like right right. and then she just like I I they just. that happened she just saw a man I'm. gonna be real she was dating no she was. dating a boy they [ __ ] went to high. school together and [ __ ] and then she. saw a man I was like what's good and. that's and that's a real thing it's like. whatever eight months later we were.

engaged. um she was she got. I knocked her up and like may we were in. Tokyo oh yeah when I when I bought that. uh cultural appropriation kimono and. um and I knocked her up we had a really. bad fight. and then yeah it was like so bad it was. like the worst fight we've ever really. had and then I shut that [ __ ] down I was. like this is [ __ ] stupid we don't. need to be doing this [ __ ] we need to. respect each other and if we feel don't. let animosity build don't this don't. that but I told her the the real thing.

is she was pissed off because we're at. some [ __ ] club in Japan everybody's. wasted and um the woman who who led us. through the door I was just like oh this. is a pretty dress because I'm just I'm a. gentleman like if I see a woman and. that's just from being raised around. women like oh nice earrings like and my. wife knows me she gets it like but you. don't think you'd low-key do it for some. sort of a return no never never known. yeah especially with women because for. me women doesn't matter like she could. be bad she could be not what you would. call uh you know a bad [ __ ] like you.

know what I mean or whatever just just a. normal looking whatever I don't know. Library yeah let's keep it 100. the. [ __ ] could be ugly or she could be. [ __ ] a supermodel okay and I will be. like oh I love your shoes or I'll be. like oh right yeah I'll be like your hat. yeah your nails are they gel is it gel. is it acrylic right I don't give a [ __ ]. I just like your arms yeah whatever. anyway so she just got mad that as I. said the [ __ ] had a nice dress oh yeah. women will get upset about that and I. was like don't you ever bring that [ __ ]. to me ever [ __ ] again because I was. like I would never [ __ ] do that I. don't give a [ __ ] like this is not. whatever and it was so stupid and then.

we argued and I knocked her up yeah. dude if I'm arguing with somebody you. gotta [ __ ] knock them up. that's how most of us got in the world. when you think about that yeah I mean. look at my parents oh yeah they were. hiding on crack and angry and screaming. so you want kids. well they made a good creation man do. you want children I do want some. children you know and I start to get to. the point where it's like yeah I. definitely want to have some children. but also you can't hurry love man you.

got you know I like this girl and if it. didn't work out and then I was in this. other relationship and I couldn't commit. and so I just gotta what if you got like. the female equivalent of a sperm donor. what is it I don't [ __ ] know a. surrogate or some chick you could just. knock up and be like here take my sperm. and you just you select because women. they do this they'll select they'll be. like okay he's got to be chocolate six. eight [ __ ] NBA player this that. whatever and you can like pick what you. want and then that woman could have a. child herself so you could do the same.

thing you just get like some super bad. gorgeous woman and what do you do drive. you have to do you do sex with them or. do you have to drive over there. definitely not I don't I don't it's a. little more professional than that you. know what I mean you know you're not. that would be like the most expensive. craziest escort of all time it's like. 100 Grand I think to do something like. that to do what to get somebody to have. your child that you don't know. really in America yeah well it's like 80. in Mexico I think but you got to go down. there that's going to cost you a couple. G I wouldn't sweat it because like.

you're already. you're still you still have like 30. years on when your dad made you so you. got time you know what I mean like you. got it well my my dad was 38 when my. mother was born. yeah but that's it's just it was. different times though not even that it. was different times it's just it's just. like bro who gives a [ __ ] wasn't. somebody they they were upset with Billy. eilish and the guy from the neighborhood. I don't know if you heard about this so. Billy eilish you know she's younger. they're like 12 years difference yeah. but so what she's [ __ ] of age she can.

make her own decisions and we don't know. what the [ __ ] we don't we're not in on. their text message that they can be. [ __ ] in love and happy yeah who are. we just saying now I'd be different if. like. she was 17 or you know he was like I. can't wait to knock the socks off that. yeah that'd be a little weird he's like. let me get that kitty Cooter oh no. if he's texting that kind of [ __ ] then. you got to go to jail. um will you guys have any more children. do you think or what do you mean my wife. is currently pregnant with her oh you. got back in there yeah with my second. son what we're gonna name him Leo really.

yeah we're gonna name him Leo because my. best friend so here's here's actually. super quick the first thing I ever said. to my wife was nice tattoo and she had a. tattoo here that spelled Noel with two. L's and she says oh it's in my. grandmother's handwriting it's her. middle name and I was like holy [ __ ] and. both sets of her grandparents are in. their high 80s living alone killing it. probably still [ __ ] it's like they're. killing yeah they're amazing and um. so. I actually got hurt mother's name middle.

name Grace. um tattooed on me in her grandmother's. name which is really cool but I say this. to say. that since her middle name is her. grandmother's name she wanted her the. second boy's middle name to be her. father's name middle name okay so okay. Kurt David is my father-in-law so our. boy's name will be Leon David Hall but. Leon David is my best friend's name Leon.

David rosalom who [ __ ] let me sleep. in his basement when I was homeless. didn't have anywhere to go and almost a. year to the day I signed a Def Jam and. we all moved to LA so I named him after. my best friend Leon David and it's cool. because he's after my best friend who. also has the same middle name as my. father-in-law and yeah we call him Liam. it's a perfect circle Liam Leo Leo is a. good name yeah I like it. um lady killer Leo you know what I mean. yeah it sounds like him he's got to. probably be handsome if you're you I. mean you've seen pretty handsome and. your wife looks attractive that's all I.

see him handsome am I handsome or do I. seem handsome I think you seem handsome. as far as I'm gonna go dude yeah I think. your answer has time to get tough yeah. you're a handsome guy and you got great. skin you're handsome thanks dude you got. great skin yeah I'm just getting older. though that's the only thing you know. look at you what is the [ __ ] you talking. about you got great skin you got time. comes and get you look at your hair. look at you what are you talking about. you look good you look great. oh dude I look like a home of stuffed in. a non-homeless guy.

um. one thing that's interesting about you I. think you're I think I love what you're. doing man I love the fact that you're. kind of like you're not pivoting for. music but you're adding to your ability. to perform with also people seeing more. of your personality 100 which I think is. interesting you know especially coming. from your own life and all the. experiences you've had I think. some people they only have what their. music is but you there's so much I mean. it's [ __ ] there's a lot to [ __ ]. unpacked there I mean there's so many. sentences you said during this chat that. I could be like what about this what. about this so I think there's going to.

be a lot of like um just breadth of like. not only knowledge but just like sharing. of. experiences that you've had or being. able to relate to people it's probably. going to be a big part of your future. you know so I think it's cool man that. people are getting to know you more and. that you're allowing that to happen. because I think um there's probably a. need for that in the world you know. because a lot of people don't have the. experience that you've had. you know yeah man I just I I just uh I. kind of see this as the the second. chapter of my career you know or second. act if you will of my career.

and yeah the music is so therapeutic. I'll always do it I love it it's like I. it's so easy for me to do it you know I. was on vacation a couple weeks ago and I. made 37 beats in a day damn on vacation. I woke up I was just in bed and then. played with my son and then put him down. for a nap and finished my 37 for the day. like I don't know I just love it and. it's amazing but this [ __ ] I live on. this because like I used to really be so. jealous of comedians because I'm like.

these [ __ ] [ __ ] especially the. greats oh yeah they go out on stage. they're themselves and all they need is. a [ __ ] microphone I gotta go out. there I gotta have [ __ ] lasers and. big screens and kids on Molly in the. back and everyone's like oh my God and. that's why all my when I when I do go. out on tour because I'm definitely torn. for this I'm stripping it down I've been. in arenas for like [ __ ] six years I. don't want to [ __ ] do Arenas I want. to do theaters three to seven thousand. cat [ __ ] theaters simple backdrop the. shittiest lighting show and it's gonna.

be about me as a [ __ ] MC doing my. thing but what I'm saying is here this. being me. uh is the best thing I know how to do. and be so even when I do rap there's. still some personification of like yeah. but I'm like Logic the the rapper this. is the side of me that's rapping or the. side of me that's got to be super like. here I can just be I can be me I can be. funny we can talk we can like do I could. literally do this all [ __ ] day right. the fact that's letting me know that. this is where my future is is going.

especially on YouTube and social media. and I'm making a serious serious. investment so for all my fans who are. watching let me just tell y'all y'all. I'm spending [ __ ] a [ __ ] ton of money. to do the YouTube and the green screen. videos and the trap and all this other. stuff and and that's cool man I love it. I went to your channel man I watched a. few videos and I liked it I was like oh. I just feel like I'm getting to know him. it's engaging it's different from the. you know his history as a musician and. also I think it's like um. you know when you grow up in a place.

with a lot of chaos and a lot of like. trying to kind of trauma which is a. buzzword that people use these days but. when you grow up in that environment you. don't really get a chance to settle down. sometimes till you're you're almost a. late bloomer in some ways in life where. you don't get a chance to kind of you. know it takes a time for things to. settle it's like Michael Jackson imagine. how Justin Bieber must feel it's a real. thing like for kids who never like. really got to have a childhood you know. yeah and had a childhood in front of the. whole world like Bro think about some. [ __ ] that you've done or said that you. wouldn't even want to say publicly like.

that would totally get you canceled. because you were just a normal human. being who maybe said a wrong joke or. there's a like as a kid like as kids. like we all say and do dumb [ __ ] I don't. give a [ __ ] who you are we're humans. well there's two black-faced kids dude. exactly but that's what I mean it's like. we've all done something yeah. [Laughter]. people you think 20 years from now. people are like are you little Eddie is. this you like what the [ __ ] I think it's.

really funny though how. it's like a whole not bit I almost said. bit we did the bit but it's like a whole. uh thing on blackface but they don't. show the black face oh no like why would. you blur it out it's almost like Asian. porn yeah where you blur it's like. what's the point oh they blow out the. faces yeah yeah I haven't seen that I. mean I guess maybe it's like because. that's somebody's child I don't know but. it's it's just almost like hey here's. here's a here's a write-up on this thing. and then you go because you want to see.

it but you can't see it see it how you. gonna see blackface when the face is. blurred well I mean it's like and also. like at least. um. if the kids are gonna do it let them. [ __ ] do it. or is that the right take or not maybe. not so what I'm trying to say is. [ __ ] no one of them was a cop and one of. them construction worker would you mean. one of them what does that mean I'm just. saying one of them. um dude congrats on the new album it.

comes out March uh March no February. 24th it's called College Park okay yeah. uh it comes out February 24th it's. called College Park. um thanks so much dude yeah I'd love to. chat again sometime yeah for sure I it'd. be cool you know come by every once in a. while yeah and I want to make my rounds. too man any any homies are different. people that you know that you think it'd. be fun to [ __ ] with that tiger belly. have you been on there oh yeah I want to. do it all man so like let me know you. know I want to [ __ ] with whoever I'll. think of some great ones man all right.

yo make sure you check out Troy Bond. okay I'm telling you man the kid he's. really special you know it's almost like. when I first [ __ ] met uh Pete. Davidson we used to hang all the time. and I just I was like oh yeah this. dude's out of here really it's that. feeling yeah it just felt like he had. just like a unique energy yeah and he. does and he's so he's I mean like he. says he looks like a Puerto Rican. lesbian like it's hilarious yeah yeah a. lot of people thought he was Brittany. Greiner remember a couple months ago. there was a lot of you bring that up. honestly Pete Davis and Brittany Greiner. dude Brittany Greiner was at the I went. to the golf this past week and I was in. Phoenix Brittany Greiner was there I had.

a chance to meet her. and I had to do something for a buddy. dude I would have loved to be like yo. what was what's that like wait this is a. real thing yeah this is happening it's a. doppelganger oh it's totally in that one. right there though yeah a lot of people. thought that was me Davidson when they. traded for Russia or whatever. dude here's a crazy thing that I heard. what from some like um I was at like a. party and they had some Israeli guys. there and they said that they. the reason Brittany Griner got busted or. got she was over there there's like a.

Russian Czar or whatever that pays women. to come play basketball topless over. there. and that's what she was doing over there. in the first place because people no one. asked like what was she even doing in. Russia in the first place oh I don't. know if that's true but it was real. interesting but she just got a haircut. almost got to meet her at the golf. tournament. you have a favorite football team I. [ __ ] hate Sports I'm trying to get. into it I just died oh my [ __ ] it man. it's not that I hate it it's just like. I'm just [ __ ] never I mean I love.

skateboarding you know what I mean. that's a sport yeah I used to do that. [ __ ] until I was like 20 years old like. really obsessed yeah I'm actually going. to have dinner with Paul Rodriguez. tonight one of the greatest. skateboarders of [ __ ] all time yeah I. just actually I was doing I was doing. this interview with this cat named Vic. Blends yeah dude I see him I follow him. on Tick Tock he's super dope and I did. an interview with him and I won't I. won't I won't give that away but it was. it was really it was really special and. um anyway I ended up meeting Paul. Rodriguez so that's okay dude well it.

sounds like you have a lot of new stuff. going on in your life man thanks for. coming in and sharing it with us man. thanks for being so cool and um you know. I'm I'm glad that You're Sober thanks. man yeah and yeah I feel pretty good. about it it's a little bit. yeah I feel like it's the only way I can. do things now kind of what do you mean I. don't know if I was [ __ ] up if I'd be. able to do anything well I mean were you. [ __ ] up I mean look at you no but it's. just always the fear of being that I. don't know if I go out what tomorrow.

what I could be like tomorrow I don't. want to risk that I'm not going to be. able to be here with you I love how. honest you are man and that's how I feel. I I honestly obviously I know we should. be wrapping up here but I just want to. say like how long. had you done hard drugs. I think if somebody had something I. would do it so I didn't go around a lot. of people that had it but if somebody. had a little something on it I would do. it you know I met a dude at a laundromat. one time and did some damn LSD dude. which left all my [ __ ] clothes in.

there and [ __ ] left what's your. what's your drug of choice probably. cocaine yeah I would say what does it. feel like if I had to guess I would say. cocaine what's it like. let me think I like cocaine because it. makes me feel exactly how I want to. immediately like having a beer it's like. hey I gotta talk to Patrick or Ricky you. know what I'm saying if I have cocaine. dude I get to go home [ __ ] hold on to. my [ __ ] wiener and be scared and wait. what yeah that's what you do dude if. you're doing much cocaine at your house.

you hold on to your [ __ ] wiener and. you be scared and then you hope that. you'll live but you don't know if you. will are you [ __ ] serious yeah and. what do you like that feeling do you. like it I think there's a part of me. that relates to that feeling so much oh. yeah but that just sounds like. desperation and all that sounds like. [ __ ] childhood trauma yeah agreed I. think it just it just attaches to that. old [ __ ] I couldn't imagine you on. cocaine so like have you how many times. have you ever been on cocaine while you. were doing the show no no no.

I couldn't but I couldn't imagine you're. already so like I'd be so scared you're. super chill like this is what's crazy. it's like you're chill but animated at. the same time and I feel like if you're. on cocaine like. you would explode oh I would be looking. at porn on my phone oh my God. and I'd be pretending I wasn't that'd be. the tough part that I would drive and do. cocaine and be looking at like escort. just was this all just tragic and I. think I didn't like but I think I liked. cocaine because I was like I want to.

feel I don't want there to be any. ambiguity about how I want to feel I. want to feel how I want to feel right. now yeah but you're talking about. grabbing your wiener and freaking out. are you serious I mean I'm 100 serious. what do you like about it though the. feeling like what because I'm just. curious like what does it it gave you an. excuse to be a pho it gave you an excuse. to grab your wiener oh shut the [ __ ] up. what are you talking about that's what. I'm telling you man no man you do blow. right that's how I imagine it all right. all right you're [ __ ] you're in the.

Hollywood Hills you got six [ __ ] with. you you know what I'm talking about. you're [ __ ] driving in a drop top. Coop and you [ __ ] do of mine and you. [ __ ] feel Invincible that's what I. think cocaine is you're describing it as. like. that does not sound fun. that does not sound [ __ ] fun at all. man. I'm definitely never doing cocaine now. [ __ ] thank you all right good interview. [ __ ] yeah. [Music].

if I must be. Cornerstone. oh but when I reach that ground I'll. share this piece of my life now I can. feel. it in my bones. but it's gonna take.