Flea Market | This Past Weekend w/ Theo Von #458

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we don't know why. but we are. we're praying for him we're with him. still. so okay. we love him. um. good day good evening good afternoon. good time good tidings to you wherever. you are.

man uh Happy uh August. to your mid-august can you believe it. can you believe it that school's back in. can you believe it that life is just. continuing to happen. life just life just keeps happening. life is like hey guess what. and you're like what. and it's like bam more life. it just never stops giving you more Life.

That's Life. unlimited life. hey you want another scoop of Life boy. and we are happy to be alive though I am. I'm happy to be alive because this is it. you know I make that choice some days. some days I don't. but some days I say this is it. and how am I going to handle it. um. the other night a guy was giving me.

directions. and I'd I'd pulled over and I was. talking about something and he was. explaining where something was. and he goes it's right over there behind. that. um. and they had a lit up sign it said flea. market that's what the letters on the. sign would say. but some of the letters had were burned. out. and this guy was um. I don't want to say homeless but I would.

say. semi-homeless. or hadn't you know this guy probably I. bet this guy hadn't been home in. probably. 12 or 14 months. so he was like a street baby. and so he was trying to give me he'd. tell me where this place was that he'd. went to and he goes it's right over. there behind that. um. and he sees the big sign. on this kind of building space that says. flea market.

but some of the letters were burned out. so it just said f l. m. and then k-e-t those were the letters. you could still see. so instead of just deducing that it said. flea market the guy's like well it's you. know it's right over behind the um. the. um uh. um.

right it's right if he goes if you go. right behind you see that uh that. um. foreign. cat. and I'm just thinking like this how did. this guy not know. that this Sansa is fully Market. just the ver I mean he was like it's you. just go behind the uh.

just go you go right around there and. you'll be there he said you'll you'll. and you'll get there. and uh sorry I don't know that just made. me laugh uh food. you got to go right if you go right. behind the food. I'm good. you'll get there that's where it is it's. behind the good.

so flea market. flea market anyway I don't know what. that all meant um. good to be with you happy school time I. know a lot of you uh a lot of you you. have children going back to school or. you're going back to school. um some of you've never been to some of. you can't read. and that's why you listen to things. um. but God do you remember it.

do you remember it. going back to school. it was such a big time you know I. remember first you get your clothes you. got the big thing was getting school. clothes. you know. you get school closing you would set. them on the bed you had to see how they. looked how does this with that. dude sometimes I would even I would lay. down on the bed and I would lay my. clothes on top of me.

instead of just because I you didn't. want to put them on. you you didn't want to break those you. didn't want to be in them until that. first day of school. and so then you know you would get you I. would lay there in bed and just have. them on me. how do I look I'd make my brother come. in the room. how do I look I'd have them all just. laid on me. you know almost like I was just. um. deactivated or whatever deceased.

I'd just be laying there with all my new. stuff on me I'll do a look. um and then that first day when you wore. the clothes that was something crazy boy. you put them on you're like this is it. we're ready. and we had to get to the bus stop that's. something we had to do for for school. we had to get to that bus stop.

and you know if you because my mom would. be gone my mom would leave a note hey I. went to work or I've left you guys. it'd be something note kind of like that. um there's peanut butter in the fridge. it would say yes something where you. were like okay we don't have a chance. you know. um. and then I'd put my book bag and I'd. have to run to the bus our bus was it. was probably about two good real blocks.

away you had to go two full blocks to. get to that bus stop maybe two maybe. maybe two and a half blocks. and I don't know if you have maybe some. of you guys have done like a uh. 10K or a 6K or whatever. hell maybe some of you have done a. couple grams of of K of ketamine you. know some fish scale and uh. you know and just laid on your back you. know semi-erect on some on a stranger's. balcony I don't know that something that.

doesn't matter but what I'm saying is if. you've ever been in like an Adventure. Race if you've ever done a 10K or a. tough mudder or you know uh March of. Dimes. um or a wad a CrossFit wad you know. those are tough things to do. but nothing. is tough as being let's say a fifth. grader. with a heavy backpack. who is running.

to get to the bus stop to not miss the. bus. who is running to not miss the boss. because here's what starts happening you. get going. and you're going and you're doing good. you're like [ __ ] I'ma learn okay I'ma. learn soon bullfroot my Curt. I'm Gonna Learn but then that heavy. backpack it starts going it's too heavy. it starts kind of wobbling too fast. behind you.

so now the backpack kind of has like a. energy of its own and you have to. basically you almost have to stop let. the backpack come to rest. and then get going again. you know because you look like a [ __ ]. you look like a penguin that's just you. know. that's done a gram or something that's. grammed out baby. um so that was always the most hectic. was whenever you were late for the bus. but you had that huge heavy backpack and. it was just like it would start be like. it would come around to the side you it.

was so like. like it was crazy when you were seeing. your backpack it would swing all the way. almost in front of you on each side as. you as the different legs of yours move. forward you know. because it was just getting out of. control and you'd have to stop and let. it settle down. and then you start going again. um. so that was always that was harrowing. dude getting to the bus that was a. that was the toughest thing and then. here's the crazy part as you are.

approaching the bus stop. you didn't want to run because you. didn't want people at the bus stop. seeing you run to learn. because that was the most nerd [ __ ] you. could be doing. like oh this dude running to learn. we're gonna this guy is not this dude is. a narc you know this guy is trouble. this guy wants a future. that was frowned upon.

so you would have to like hurry but not. as soon as people like were looking you. couldn't you had to stop hurrying like I. don't care if I miss it I don't need to. learn. you know what I'm saying bro education. is for dummies man. food marker to make it. so uh so then you had to kind of slow it. it was just this crazy like in our. neighborhood it was just this crazy. thing to get over there you know. it was this crazy thing.

and I remember one time somebody stood. in an ant pile at the bus stop and. somebody's daddy came out and um. put uh gasoline all over them. to help him out or whatever. um but that was a crazy thing I remember. about getting back to school. it was just such a harrowing time going. back to school was just such like a you.

know you were going back to school it. was your that was where the world. happened. that was where you touched Society. that's where you learned where you had a. chance at meeting a a spouse or. something you know or a. whatever. that's where it all it was like that was. the the Greek the center of of of. existence that was the nucleus that was. the core of your Earth at the time going. to school.

and yet then you'd get on the bus that. was crawl. dude I remember I get on the bus and it. was scary at like you got on the bus. and first I remember our bus was it was. black and white children on our bus. so first you had like these two chicks. they were both pregnant in each of the. first seats the first seats was for. chicks that was. pregnant pregnant or semi-pregnant you.

know what I'm saying. um. and so you had I remember one time we. had these chicks we had Tiffany and we. had largish. and both of them they had been. somebody lit them up with that seedling. baby you know what I'm saying. that zygote baby. somebody freaking you know. put that baby that uh somebody put that. goldfish in the bowl on them babies.

so you had them too then in the next CU. head like this brother this dude he had. knocked both of them up so he was right. there you know this dude [ __ ] inmate. Crandall I think was his name this bro. he was. you know and that's a crazy name for. somebody but that was the name they they. knew about to jump this dude where he. was headed bro. so that was it that you know that was it. so you had and I remember that dude for. 50 cents he'd let you see his wiener.

or. he would just show you his wiener for no. money. so he wasn't like the best businessman. but. but you had to see a little bit of. weiner if you wanted to get past that. second row of seats right. and that you know that's just what it. was like on the school bus. so you had to you'd see the girls you. kind of do a little prayer for them and. The Offspring or potential Offspring. you'd see inmate Crandall you [ __ ].

nodded him maybe peaked that Wing if he. was showing root you know and then the. next seat. it was like a mixed kid right and that. was like okay this is. because when you were on the bus you. kind of were walking past the seat so. fast you it was hard to make choices. where do I sit am I cool am I not cool. it was almost like. it was like where God put you in a. filing cabinet.

or where life put you in a filing. cabinet of how cool or whatever your. status was in the world at that moment. like do you sit by the kid who's playing. a a game boy or a sweat you know a game. boy at the time would you okay do I sit. by him that dude's a nerd do I sit in. this seat sometimes you sit in the seat. and they'd have a call you know some. weird kid in there you know. we have my mom's missing. you know and you're like oh [ __ ] dude. you know and the kids got [ __ ] rope.

burns on his wrists and [ __ ] and. you know you're like what are you is. everything okay at the house and he's. like we love Houdini you know he's just. saying like. you know we watched David Blaine videos. or just something whatever somebody told. you know his captors told him to say or. whatever and then. um. you get to the next row and it was like. two girls that had just gotten their. first thing of [ __ ] lipstick right. and their moms was on pills and so they. were.

they were just like just had made their. lips like as big as just. I mean they just. as big as mine and you're like okay do I. sit by the jocks the jocks seem real. cool they're you know I don't know I. don't sit there it was kind of where you. figured out where you sit you know. you know do I sit by. you know the girls know it's hard it was.

like oh God that's a cute girl she's. kind of quiet. you know. then there was some kid like who had a. broken arm or something like I'm not. [ __ ]. sitting mold bad luck Hanson right there. that dude but that was always a crazy. time I remember getting onto the school. bus and being like okay where do I sit. am I cool am I not cool and you couldn't. get to the back of the bus was like the. old kid so you had to so if you weren't. old you had to figure that out before. you got to the back.

you know and finally you duck in. somewhere where just somebody seemed. safe enough or cure or just nervous. enough or uncertain enough as yourself. and you'd sit down and you make sure. okay I got my book bag I'm okay I got my. shoes on I got my hands on. everything's fine. you know and you'd sit there and you. just look forward. and then the bus driver would they would. just somebody would you know call the.

bus driver. um. and uh. and I don't want to say it but I said it. and that's what somebody would call the. bus driver and then she would stop. she would stop boy because I think she. questioned her sexuality and she would. pull that [ __ ] over. and that's when it got insane you know. and it was like I just want to go to.

school I can't [ __ ] live like Mad Max. every morning. just because I want social studies. but God that was harrowing man. that was heroin getting to school. and then remember you would. sorry it's just school time so I'm just. reminiscing in my head remember you. would tell the night before whatever you. talk to your friends okay we're gonna. meet we meet by the overhang by the tree. we meet right there we meet at 8 10.

right that's when we get it's like. smooth as could be everybody knows what. to do but then you would walk you'd. start walking up and everybody's meeting. at the same spot and you're like I don't. know what to do. and then some kid runs up and it's like. some kid named Damien or whatever and. he's like our house burned down. and you're just like what in the hell is.

going on. oh. oh it was just a lot man. the first day of school was a lot and. everybody had their new clothes on you. were so scared about who was gonna look. at you who was thinking about you. make sure you walk normal Left Right. seem cool seem cool are you cool no. you're not pretend you are [ __ ] that. was the kind of [ __ ] that was going on. in my head. seem [ __ ] cool [ __ ].

what is wrong with you you little [ __ ]. huh. I will chew your ass cheeks off of your. off of the back of your wiener you. little [ __ ]. that's kind of what like the voice in my. head would be like it would be like. scene cool. and I remember one year I had so much. acne dude my whole face was just acne. and like if I smiled. like four pimples would pop it was.

it was I was afraid to make any. fate like crazy facial. things. like any I don't know what they're. called like what's it called when you're. like you go like you know like ooh you. know her. um exclamations I guess. so. what else do I remember about back to. school.

if you guys have some back to school. moments that you really reflect on once. you hit the hotline with them people are. trying to make a special clip next week. that we can put out this just about that. but yeah I remember that back to school. it was just nothing like it. was just so it was such a the build up. to it was just insane. and getting there and. and sitting in your desk okay I'm safe. I'm in my desk.

you know and you just I I never wanted. to be alone I always wanted to be with. somebody with a buddy walking with a. friend like because if you were alone. and it felt like you were susceptible to. anything. but if you were with some friend you. felt pretty okay. not here by myself. God I just remember all of that. um. [Music].

yeah just drive around the food kit. feeling cute. do you mean flea market. um. what's up. yeah I know Morgan Wallen cut his hair. and we can't handle it and we don't know. how to deal with it. but you know what it's not our thing. it's his hair and he can do what he. wants with it and we just.

I don't know we don't know how to feel. about it because it's something new but. that's okay. what do we have in the universe is. happening today. um I want to thank you guys I want to. thank you for just for coming out the. places people have come out recently. um. okay man some of them have just. we went up through like a bus tour. through up to Atlantic City and. Uncasville uh Connecticut.

um. and I think that's that British came. over and did that. um. the British dude they and I know why we. got to get over there and perform in. Britain soon but. can you believe being British has to be. wild you know. because you don't really you don't have. any superheroes. you don't have really any superheroes. you have.

you have Paddington Bear right. which I kind of get he's like this kind. of like. a little just like oh hey. you know kind of little. oh kind of. I'm Paddington you know he's like. whatever you know he does his thing or. whatever and then who else Sherlock. Holmes. so [ __ ]. if those are your superheroes no wonder. we left to start America.

we're like [ __ ] y'all got Paddington. and [ __ ]. uh Watson's daddy over here Watson's. pimp [ __ ] s lock Homie we out. I'll get on a boat to Nowhere if those. are my superheroes dude. so. um. but what else are we talking about other. news. um.

oh Barbie people seeing Barbie movie. and somebody asked me they said hey. buddy you seen Barbie. you seen Barbie movie. and I said no I haven't seen it because. well I'm an adult male. I'm an adult male. and I'm not seeing Barbie movie. because I'll tell you why I think it is. for children or gay children.

um or child gays or whatever I don't. know I don't want to offend anybody I do. not know the terminology. um. and it's Barbie. and I'm an adult man. so I don't want to see it. and people are like yeah but maybe you. should know I don't want to know about. look when I was a child. if a man saw a Barbie movie. then your mom was going to leave that.

man. and that's how you got a stepdad. people were like hey what happened to. your dad well he saw the Barbie movie. and my mom read between the lines. and realized he was probably rubbing. dudes off by the Shoney's and so now. we're getting a stepdad. um what else in the news Lil Tay is not.

dead. uh I don't care. I don't care if Lil Tay is dead or not. dead honestly I don't know little Tay. I don't know little. little whisper a little. little. [ __ ] I don't know any of these people. okay I don't know who they are every. week one of them's Dead Or Not Dead you. know many they're like oh Manny Ricky's. dead year Minnie Ricky died.

a little muskrat took a couple you know. somebody popped him with that chop. you're like oh damn little muskrats gone. damn every other week you see you know. little titty got popped. they got little titty he was at a donut. shop or something in Memphis and. somebody [ __ ] rolled up on him with a. bazooka full of Cove and [ __ ] killed.

him. every week it's somebody. a little nickel or something. or twisted uh. you know uh Twisted biscuit they got him. yeah they got biscuit. yeah he was they called him he was. walking to his car and somebody [ __ ]. popped off on him. little dick ball they got little dick. balls you saw him they got little dick. balls again. oh bro damn tiny Benny they got tiny.

Benny boy you seen that. yes he was uh he was at an ATM over. there behind the Wendy's and some goons. rolled up on them they got tiny Benny. R.I.P tiny Benny. every week it's some tiny little mini. baby. getting oh. every quit naming yourself little tiny. mini baby. oh they got little dunk they got uh many.

uh many Patrick they got him. oh they got baby Zaire or somebody. [ __ ]. every [ __ ] week little tiny mini baby. dying. can we get one week. where they don't kill somebody named Lil. tiny Minnie baby. God damn bro.

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and use code Theo. what else. um great shows in Chattanooga that City. I gotta say unbelievably uh amazing and. beautiful Community there if you've. gotten to spend any time there and. Chattanooga. my mother used to live out there and um. and she uh so you know she used to live. in the Hills over there somewhere doing.

something spending time with some man. and it wasn't my daddy I didn't know. that man. [Music]. um. [Applause]. um. but God what a beautiful place we had a. great we had a great time there then. went over to Memphis and did some shows. over there Memphis is you know it's uh. it's Memphis baby. you know you'll be you know somebody. they'll.

you'll be having a fish you'll order or. order you a coat of fish somewhere have. two bullets in it like damn bro. this thing got popped down. you get you a little carp in your left. foot you know. somebody somebody been damned just down. Beat It To Death like God. they killed this thing has brass knuckle. wounds on the side of it. um. went to Graceland.

and that was pretty impressive you know. it was just just beautiful to see. you know Elvis I mean as much as he. spent his life. um. uh you know and he reaped a lot of. rewards he had a beautiful home there. and a place for his mother to be and. um. it was just fascinating to see it just. kind of this place that he that was. peaceful to him. you know apparently he didn't Elvis. didn't drink much.

so uh and when he was at home he didn't. party much in Graceland it was just a. kind of a place to relax his family was. there his mother and. um. and grandmother I believe lived there. so that was a place that he was kind of. like a rest but for him a relaxation. type of place and. um. yeah so that was just just incredible to. see what was hip and what was vibey at. that time. and uh it's a great thing it's it's a.

great little tour if you get to go see. it and then his grave is right there I. didn't realize that so you go through. this man's home and then you step out. and he's right there you know he's. he's there next to his family and. just powerful. and just how much how much he committed. to entertainment but yeah we had a great. we had a great time over there in. Graceland. um. you know I want to take a moment to uh.

to just express my my sadness for uh. Maui and for Hawaii. and for Lahaina in the township there. that really was just devastated by these. fires I've gotten to spend some time. over there it's a beautiful place. and. um it's just heartbreaking. you know it's heartbreaking it's really. interesting how this happened or why or. because a lot of there's not a lot of. natural fires over there.

um a lot of it's usually man-made. our man calls you know and so uh I don't. know that doesn't I guess super matter. just the fact that um I know there's a. lot of people over there who are. struggling or who have family that are. struggling. um and just uncertain. uncertain that they had something occur. and now they don't know what to do. you know. they used to be so sure probably of. things and now some of the uh.

some things are vague they don't know. you know and just that uncertainty um. it's just got to be really tough so just. thinking of those folks today and uh. uh just taking some time to open my. heart up to the world and and and and. and share those feelings that uh just. maybe I can take some of the pain that. any of them are feeling or any of us can. you know I think that's what I try to do. sometimes when I'm praying for a group.

or thinking about other people I. you know I say hey God you know I'm. healthy enough today if they have extra. pain let me have some of it. if you can take it off of those folks. you know I think it's what we all kind. of do when we're praying that's what. prayer kind of is to me. it's like saying hey I know there's some. there's too much here probably for. someone to handle how can is there. something I give me a scoop of it. you know. give me a scoop of it Daddy.

and uh. but yeah I'm gonna. hopefully find some places to donate. online as some of that stuff gets a. little clearer as to like safe places to. donate because a lot of scammers come. out and but anyway just letting the. people of Maui and Hawaii and uh Lahaina. know that um. that they're being thought of and I I. know that they are by many uh so anyway. just want to express that. um.

yeah I mean one of the Wild Things in. London they have this big beautiful. Banya tree. [Music]. Banyan. tree in the Lahaina fire. it just be it's just it's this tree that. I mean it's got 40 trees built into a. tree. it's like a trees like hey. watch me work. that's what it's just like it's.

unbelievable. when you see this tree you're just like. God how did it do it it the the branch. will go up and then the branch will come. down to the ground and do it just it'll. become another tree into the ground. it's like um. it's like a bunch of trees uh. it's like a bunch of trees just being. buddies it was an unbelievable it was. like a group of trees. it was like tree Six Mafia dude it was. you were like how is this a gang what it.

this is unreal. um. yeah it was just unbelievable if you can. look at this tree. there's some pictures of it right here. if you're on the YouTube and just I'd. never seen a tree like this I didn't. know what tree could do this kind of. thing. and so that was very impressive um but. anyway it's just an example of the. ability of nature over there when you. get so close to Nature. and you're right up on that nut. that's what Hawaii is boy you're.

balancing on Nature's nut. I mean it is [ __ ] natural boy. you put your ear up to the ground and. that [ __ ] will tell you what [ __ ]. secret. you know it's just Hawaii there's no you. are in the day you are in. in the in the damn vulva of creation. right there I mean Hawaii Hawaii's it's. unbelievable. it's the only place where you could fall. down on the ground and get better like.

that's how much Nate that's how rich the. soil is. you'll fall down and get up and you're. [ __ ] you stronger than you were like. God damn. you know it's just that kind of a place. um. and if you see the footage over there oh. anyway God I mean this looks like the. end of the Earth. [Music]. I mean of course A lot of these videos. too they try to make it seem so much.

crazier but I mean this is unbelief this. looks like. post-apocalyptic or something. I mean this it's on if you haven't seen. this. it's unbelievable. yeah just heartbreaking man really. really heartbreaking and I I'm sorry I'm. not trying to bring people's day down. but just trying to you know say let us. take them take take a moment if you have. you know and I'm not trying to tell you. what to do everybody's got their own. things to think about and pray for but. that's something that I've been uh this. has been on my heart and on my mind.

all right let's take out a call right. now. um as always the hotline is. 985-664-9503 yeah here we go. hey Cleo man. you know I just kind of watch your show. when Chattanooga had a great time and. Landon Geller hey thank you for coming. over there to the nooga you know them. new girls boy everybody was out there. and. um.

beautiful city. beautiful growing city if you are. looking for a place to get in. you can't get in early there still but. you can still get in pretty early I. think it's going to be one of the. um. I think it's been one of the biggest. cities. 30 years from now. Chattanooga boy get your noug up. so onward. and I just wanted to tell you something. you know I've been compared to you a lot. and I know um I love him man.

oh praise God brother I love you too man. and I love you like a straight person. loves another straight person buddy. that's how I choose to love you. from a distance and in separate rooms. buddy but I do love you thank you buddy. let's hear more but the thing is you. know my dad he used to take me to the. grocery store. and when I would go I'd sit in a cold. food aisle and I'd wait for a woman to. walk by while my parents were uh. while my parents were grocery shopping. and I'd just sit in there and I believe.

for women to walk by oh yeah buddy he's. a pervert. that's what you are. and that's okay buddy cuz. me too. let's hear more. every time a woman walked by in the cold. food section you get to see their. nipples get hard you you wouldn't really. know what to do but I just wanted to ask. you if you ever did that before if you. had anything like that. thank you buddy oh buddy when them. Perkins what him sprouters boy when that.

lady just. just launched them front stems homie. that's what I'm talking about. them long freckles baby them nipples uh. yeah I like seeing them. God when they get close by that cooler. and you they'd be pick up that sack of. tater tots boy. and you'd see them down. you'd see them Tater tips boy them. nipples start looking. and a nipple when it pops out boy is it.

if you a man nearby you think that. thing's looking for you. you're like hello. yeah when she would when she would. launch them [ __ ]. them little titty straws boy them. nipples I liked them buddy I like seeing. them and it was yeah it was exciting. buddy if you lurking in the cold food. section. a little pervy but kind of chill. and that'd be the crazy part if you saw.

one in your mouth just still pursed up. cat food cat. cat. sometimes you just don't have you you. got the letters but you ain't got the. words baby. cat boy. um yeah I love seeing them I'm glad you. like seeing them dude I'm glad we can. talk about it in a safe space like this. as two adult men that are not we're not. lurking in frozen food anymore.

I don't need to do that. you know. I don't need to [ __ ] write dirty. messages in the uh condensation and. those things over there by the ice cream. just right you know you want it. you know and people see that they're. like God damn boy. or you know. let me love on that little low on that.

low monkey. you'd see us you scribble that into a. damn uh. into the condensation in a frozen food. section. and you see a beautiful lady I happen. upon that. hey Mommy. let me love up on that low monkey. praise God baby thank you brother thank. you for that call and I'm glad you seem. to be doing well. uh. uh let's take this call see what we got. hey Theo my name's Grace I'm Grace I.

love that. I love that. and some people at different churches. they don't respect people from other. churches and that is called racism. when people have racism they don't want. they ain't offering Grace to everybody. no they're not so onward an Alabama girl. but currently living in Hawaii. um and I'm actually coming to your show.

in Chattanooga and bringing my Filipino. boyfriend with me oh damn boy. mommy popping that Pinot out huh. that Filipino and I've always wanted to. create a wine called Filipino Grigio. and how that hasn't been done. and how that you know that that there's. not a Pinot out there. a Filipino Filipino. hell there's not a Filipino. hey Filipinos hey hey hey hey some kids.

they they they confuse jalapenos and. Filipinos you know they're like hey give. me I want the hot dog with. um a couple of Filipinos on it huh. you know some people are like yeah I. want that hot dog with the uh put two uh. put you you know a couple of them. Filipinos on there. hey bro hey hey hey.

let me get a hot dog with uh. you know put someone in Filipinos on. their bid Pinos on that big Pinos on. that [ __ ]. okay sorry ma'am I'm losing it today I. was in the cold plunge earlier could be. real honest and so I'm [ __ ]. I'm feeling alive and I'm grateful for. that. um and then we're going to go down to. Alabama to visit my family but what's. the best way to introduce my Filipino.

boyfriend to my family everybody's very. white and um. I don't know I'm super nervous about the. whole I guess interracial thing as bad. as that sounds like my family's not. racist but still just like a different. culture oh yeah I know what you mean. honey. yeah it's not it's just day a little bit. of daytime racism baby what you're. talking about that's nothing you know. nothing violent nothing crazy just you. know every now and then you know it's.

like you got something stuck in your. teeth you didn't even have any meat but. you just have. they're like what is that damn. is that an inward you know I'm saying. you just you don't know sometimes you're. like. that hat you know that's from previous. culture sometimes we still get things. stuck in our teeth uh just because other. people been. having beef you know. um but yeah I think the best way. probably to introduce a Filipino to some.

whites. well uh. God I think first of all reveal do a. gender reveal. that's what I would do hiding behind a. tree let everybody in your family guess. what ethnicity is going to be and then. run him out there. you know. now the crazy thing that happens. sometimes if you run out of because look. there's a variety of Asians we know it. they're making more Asians every time. you crack open a book there's another.

you know. or you crack open a tunnel somewhere in. Vietnam and they got six you know two. and a half new Asians in there you're. like damn. you know they're always reconfiguring. they're always moving a molecule here. you know carrying the one moving the. decimal next you know. you get Korean North Korean uh uh. Guatemalan Filipino. Asian North Asian Korean you got.

Vietnamese Chinese chimpanies. um. uh. who else oh Malaysian what that all of a. sudden. you got Malaysian you got. something in front of Asian. you know uh you got Vietnamese and you. got chin Asian you got negration now if.

you meet somebody that's an agration. that's new. there's some of them. um but there's all there's they're just. you never know things are God is doing. so much that they're just unlimited. Asians have been I've met so many new. Asians it's unreal. it is unreal boys. um and all of them beautiful beautiful. Asians so that's what I would do I would. do a. uh ethnicity reveal where you put them.

in a box or put him behind a tree. um and then you let your family guess. what ethnicity is going to be. and then get one of those smoke things. and maybe it makes. I don't want to say yellow smoke I mean. that's you can't do that that's racist. um. just you know what don't do the smoke. thing have him come out from behind the. tree. and say here he is.

uh. yeah but if people guess make sure they. don't guess anything real racist that's. that's going to be uncomfortable you. know so but yeah I think you can handle. it and I'm excited for you guys and. you know I think having a little Asian. baby is beautiful. you know I used to have a lot of dreams. and there were Asian children in them. and nothing was illegal in it and it was. uh.

it was. it was cool man. you know there's just something about an. Asian Where You Are. you want to just you wanna. hmm you want to do that to him boy you. want to get it right up volume hey buddy. I love you I love you. you want to treat them well so but no I. appreciate it and I think uh.

yeah and Filipinos for they are the. um. I mean they're just so good. they're so good. I read somewhere. I think it was graffiti or something but. it was like if you break open God's. heart. that there's probably 30 Filipinos in. there. splitting an orange. or just dividing up a bag of fruit or.

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some time or or get to Nashville to. listen to music if you're thinking about. doing that. what else do we have here. as always hotline 985-664-9503. [Music]. it's Joey from Canada hey Joey and we. did a show out there in Edmonton Canada. and the smoke came and they canceled we. had to move it by a whole day and to. everybody that came there for that first. day and we didn't get to perform for you.

I'm very sorry that was a tough one. that was a tough one and that was a wild. show I'd never been in front of that. many folks. um. learned a lot. Edmonton is real into Edmonton is. you know that was. they want to be a big city so much they. want to know but and they are they're. respected they are. you know they're up there at the North. they're like as North.

as you could get and they want to have. crime they're like we somebody got. stabbed the last last year. they say stuff like that. and there's always Sirens going on. there's like siren like fire trucks go. by in police but there's nothing's going. on. that's the crazy like I think they just. hire all these Sirens to go. [Music]. and the cops would be like we gotta go.

there's a murder there's a embezzlement. you're like what a real there's nobody. here who's doing it. but there's constant like. whoa some guy jumped off a building. nobody did just there's they want to be. they want it's like they want to have. some violent crime but they don't have. enough of it so but a beautiful place. wonderful people. um. okay let's hear more.

I just want to know if you have any tips. on. masturbation you know I've been having. some some trouble. lately you know I just want to know if. you're having tits gang gang you've been. handing that yam huh Joey. you've been handing that yam huh big dog. you've been uh you've been burping that. sweet potato.

you've been burping that sweet potato. boy. oh you've been burping that sweet potato. you've been petting that [ __ ] little. chicken pandery. foreign. [Music]. yeah look I'll tell you this man A lot. of times. I'm bored I'm Restless. you know yeah yeah.

and it's sad but look I'll tell you this. every time you jerk off you take a part. of you you take the [ __ ] cellular. most bright most con the most the most. the core of you you take it and you. spray it into the into the dirt. you tell mother Nate you I look I don't. care look this is what I think if you. hold on to that gas em baby if you're if.

you're a uh. if you if you gather your gasmas baby. and hold them [ __ ] close you will you. will have a power inside of you. you will have some Integrity inside of. you boy. and next time you burp that yum Seco. it's gonna you're gonna you're gonna put. it somewhere where you mean it. put put it womb it. get you a love and warm it up.

who knows why we have a lot of the. problems we have these days because most. of our best nuts. is in the plumbing. one city had too much nut in it where. was it. City.

I don't know it might be urban legend or. whatever or even just a white Legend I. don't know who started it but. um but I don't think we're supposed to. be jerking off brother. I've never jerked off and been like man. way to go bro. I think about it like this and I wonder. if you saw an animal somewhere. some kind of animal.

what if you walked up on a lion bro you. lions are tough man. they're Brave they're fierce. right they rule they rule. and you walked up on a lion. and you saw him. jerking off. right he's got his Mane off it's sitting. on a nightstand or something next to him.

you know he's probably just had a thing. of frozen yogurt. there's other women in the distance who. who'd love to meet him. but he just jerked off over there. somewhere. and you're watching him look at a screen. and jerk his body off. and bust that [ __ ]. and bust that freaking. that little sugar nougat right out of.

him. and just bust it. just. [Applause]. [ __ ] good. it would make you sad man it would make. you sad and I think that's the same. thing that God or not I'm not trying to. put like a Godly pressure but I think. that's the same thing at the eyes of the. University when they look at us. sometimes like damn bro.

and I think it does something to us over. time it weakens us I really do I'm not. blaming anybody's [ __ ]. I spent my whole 20 breaking them. breaking these nuts off. for nobody for different Plumbing. anyway we've gone off the rails here. today. here's a call we had come in. what's up Theo this is uh Tristan from. North Carolina. Tristan thank you brother for calling. North Carolina beautiful.

uh that's where Caleb Presley used to. live and. um play quarterback let's just say it. like that onward. I was wondering. is it gay. to sleep with a shirt but nothing below. the waist. um. is gay. is gay to sleep with a dude. that's the real litmus test I think.

onward. let me know all right later okay you got. that one easy. uh. IPO. um I'm from Arkansas man and Hey Brother. and thank you for calling in man and. it's a beautiful state my buddy Justin. is from Arkansas and he likes to gun. down them gobblers. last night we let the liquor talk onward.

they got this new law where you have to. to get on pornography. you got to verify your identity you know. to get on there and I'm 30 so I'm old. enough. but I just really don't want to put my. you know all my information on these. sketchy uh porn sites. so I was just wondering if you had any. contact information for that guy that. threw them good titties man if you could. just let me know get back with me please. yeah well I'll tell you the original. website maybe is your imagination. and that's the one if you want to brew.

up a batch of damn knockers baby that's. it that'll do it. that's the one to use man that's that's. the internet God gave us right there is. that is that uh imagination it really is. you know and that was the internet that. we had before we had the internet. and I think it's interesting I was just. talking about this on the previous call. and I'll try to be more serious here. about it or something or for some reason. I'm feeling more serious suddenly. um. because I've had this same instance.

you know I was keyed on the only fan and. I was trying to get on there and it said. you well we need your information I said. whoa whoa whoa buddy. whoa whoa whoa. I'm just trying to you know. Daddy's trying to. you know I'm just trying I'm just trying. to. you know robust you know I'm just trying. to robust myself you know or really you. know I'm trying to see something you. know but it's funny I didn't want to put. my information in so I said oh I can't.

do this I don't want anybody knowing I. don't want one of these sketchy sites. knowing my information. but I'm willing to. blast my my DNA which is the the. greatest information I have of myself. I'm going to leave that in the damn. neighbor's yard. if it means getting that nudie off. you know. if it means churning up that gizm. ET food my kid.

so that's I found it interesting too man. I don't think there's a way around it I. think it's good if I I'm you know I. think it's good. I think pornography really. and I'm not saying I haven't watched I'm. not saying I haven't seen it in the past. week cuz. you know. but I think it has definitely done a lot. of harm to men.

and I think it's going to be something. that it's funny because would you want. your kid on there. there are people like I don't know if my. cat if I catch my kid on porn I'm gonna. beat whoop his butt. but then they'll be on porn. now I'm not pointing at these people. saying they're I'm any different I'm. just saying it's interesting. so it's a lot there's there's some lines. out there that we as men we gotta start. to we gotta start to. you know we gotta put that steam in the.

kettle. because there's something else that. happens when you're when you're when. you're when you keep all your all your. uh your men in the boat. you see like you sail with a you feel. like a tribe. when someone looks in your eyes you. were of what you're supposed to be of. you know I just don't know I don't know. if a little bit of bit of the world gets. sad if we're just squeezing out.

you know if we're just you know. Frost and invisible strudels out in the. world. but um. anyway I'm okay with the porn laws I'm. okay with blockers on my phone and. computer because those help me. you know give me a little bit of a space. before I'm about to go do something. naughty to myself God. anyway what else do we got uh let's see. if we can get another call here.

what's going on Theo this is uh Chris. from Dallas Dallas Texas what's up. Christopher from Dallas and thank you. for calling brother appreciate you. onward it's the black guy you know. living out here okay a black guy thank. you for calling buddy. uh her brother I don't know uh Chris. thank you for calling bud. um quick question man I've been trying. to go through some things.

um. I'm trying to find meaning. um right now I've been trying to build. my life and start my life you know. and I really can't find the funds it. seems like I don't know where to look. you know I don't know what I'm looking. to. get that starter pack you know because. life creates you know family and. house and stuff like that so. it's been still kind of bummed out super. anxious about it you know about anxiety.

I just want to see you know what kind of. words you got for me then. keep my head high keep everything on up. and up and you know. gang baby thank you for calling Chris. um. you know we got a guy coming in who. knows a lot about meaning uh. he's a smart guy this guy John varvaki. is going to come in and talk. I'm gonna get to sit down with him I'm a. little nervous because he's very smart.

um. or he has a lot of information you know. we all judge smart can be a relative. term. um. but yeah find it having meaning is. important. you know and I think there is a and if. we want meaning these days we have to. find it in ourselves. um. and and also in having a sense of. community you know I think there's two. searches that uh that a man goes on. there's one is his own search how do I.

have meaning. it's scary to ask yourself too man do I. mean anything. do I mean anything to myself. man that's a scary one isn't it do I. mean anything to myself. man that's interesting. if I'm thinking to myself man do you. meet do you.

do you mean anything to yourself wow. I think my answer or what I'm feeling. right now I feel like I haven't at times. I haven't meant anything to myself. but I'm not trying to make self-pity. um. I feel sorry to my to myself not for. myself I feel sorry to myself. that I had uh that I had chosen or that.

I was feeling that way. foreign. because. um. man that I'm having trouble getting the. because. I don't maybe I don't have it because. right now I just feel like man I'm sorry. that I that. that I. I know it's weird to think that I'm. talking to myself. but.

hey man I'm sorry that I. that I didn't that that you didn't mean. man I'm getting a little confused but. I'm trying not to do do I mean something. to myself. there's been times where I didn't mean. anything to myself. and I think at the time I didn't know. how to mean something to myself. I didn't even know that I didn't. I just felt a certain way.

uh that I I think it was just sitting. low self-worth. you know I wasn't worth a lot to myself. um. and now I think that I feel a little bit. I feel less of that. I'm able to say back to my previous self. hey man I'm sorry that uh I'm sorry you. felt that way.

because that's not the truth. um. the truth is you've always meant. something to you. you just. weren't able to access it or weren't. aware of it. um. I don't know that that's a really. interesting question it's got me. I. it's hard it's hard to. show you what I'm thinking sometimes. um. or to know if you're able to follow.

clearly with what I'm thinking or. feeling because I'm trying to feel it. and say at the same time that's hard for. me sometimes. um. but if you're thinking on this on a. different level. first of all I'm glad you're making this. call because you're thinking about it. yeah what do I mean it's something we. need to ask ourselves. you know what I'm glad you're making me. think what do I mean to me. do I mean anything to someone. am I doing something where I deserve to.

mean something to someone am I creating. a a realistic environment. for meaning. I've struggled definitely struggled with. that. now if you're meaning how do I get. started in my life I'll tell you the the. best way if you're poor. because I grew up right there bro if you. poor walk outside. look next door bro. hey [ __ ] that's me bruh.

that's where I right there that was that. right there. I'm not saying no flex I'm not just. saying but this is how you get out of. that. this is the number one job way I finally. get out of that is go get you if you. don't have no possibility like if you're. smart and you're gonna have or if you I. don't want to say smart if you do well. at school that's one way. right. you can do this you can get you a job.

uh that's one way to get out. here's another way if you're not that if. you don't love school if that's not. really your thing you still want to get. out of there but you don't want to do. something illegal get you a pressure. washer bro. 100 percent cut get you that little. spray rig bro. go around drive to the nice neighborhood. the one you go trick-or-treating at you. know what's good. go door to door make you some nice. flyers or something say you pressure. walls right pressure walls is costly.

it's cost you a few hundred bucks man to. get things washed up signed up. the wealthier people that have something. nice a lot of times they want to take. care of their nice stuff so they'll hire. you to do it that's the best method that. I've seen in my life of somebody who. didn't have that's one method I've seen. I'm sure there's countless others. but one that I would recommend. if you poor but you got some work ethic. how do I get to this neck how do I be a. business owner and look you're not going.

to pressure wash your whole life but. that's going to get you started. but that's the best thing let me tell. you how it's pressure washer how much. how much for a decent. pressure. washer. oh bro they got the nice one right here. this 3200 PSI hell yeah bruh. that'll [ __ ] part your hair bro. that'll part your scalp that [ __ ]. dang though that thing's three thirty. three hundred thirty dollars so you can.

get you a low end hog runner for uh for. 300 you win the game. now you might want to get an LLC after. you do your first couple runs if you get. somebody to work for you you might want. to get some insurance but. out the gate man. if you get up and start working with. this thing you can make some money so. that's my current tip people may say. well if you got a good way that's not. drugs. are selling a. a poster weiner.

and you want to tell somebody how to get. out the uh. out of the. poor neighborhood or get out of poverty. have some have some uh meaning it's a. it's a small way to have meaning but. anyway brother but those are some ways. that I've you know that is one way that. I've seen if you're looking for some way. to get out. um. but otherwise if you're just looking. generally for me and how do you get a. house that kind of man some of that. stuff will come but you know uh.

but how to create meaning is a great. question. how to create meaning for myself. I think it's something I'm still you. know figuring out. uh I'm gonna think more about it though. and try to talk about it again. um thank you for the call. what's one other call that came in here. see about this. hey Theo uh this is Donnie from Tucson.

Arizona and uh Donnie from Tucson. and I got uh busted for drugs and had to. go live with my mother there for six. months and. and I went to Santa Rita high school. over there and kids were uh fist. fighting. oh you want a box on me I'll [ __ ]. fight you though and the Mexican kids. always talk like this though looking. straight at the sky. I'd be like dude are you talking to me.

anybody [ __ ] yeah I'm talking to you. like any they could have been talking to. anybody bro these dudes were talking. about an astronauts no dog I'm talking. the [ __ ] uh. um. [ __ ] nice Armstrong though the first. guy to walk on the moon I'm like do you. mean that's Neil Armstrong dude you're. like yeah whatever [ __ ] you want. a [ __ ] box. so I went over there to Santa Rita High. School. where they had alarms every day because.

there was Mexicans fighting and doing. [Music]. um. Mexican Fighting. and they we'd have to lay down on the. ground because the the alarm would go. off the uh. it was Riot alarms you have to lay down. and eat a burger while you were laying. down so that was lunch every day uh. onward anyway sorry making this about me. I just had a question man. um. so I've been in a relationship with this. girl for three years and.

she just cheated on me. and. a relapse man I started taking Xanax. again and she's the reason I got off of. it but. after I found out she did that another. man was touching her. I don't know I just. lost it man and. I don't know what to do. I've taken two weeks off of work right. now and I'm trying to get back on my. feet but I just can't stop thinking. about her and can't. can't focus anymore man I'm just.

I'm feeling very lost you know I'm only. 22 and I don't know what to do. I hope you hear this man I know you get. a lot of calls and gang brother I. appreciate it man thanks for the call. and I'm sorry that you're uh going. through this moment. um. yeah that's that that's tough because. then you got two addictions really. um. and it sounds like the addiction really.

I'm no bro I'm no scientist you know it. I'm no uh medicine man. or therapist. but a lot of times I thought I had a. drug problem. but a lot of my drug use was instigated. by interactions with women. right so a certain thing would happen. with a woman I would feel some rejection. or I would feel some type of way or I. couldn't communicate and I then I would.

do do using drugs. so my really had kind of two addictions. I had an addiction to to. I had an addiction to a relationship. staying in a certain space and if it got. out of that space I couldn't I was I was. off the rails. and then to help myself I would use a. drug you know to help put some control. because some things about drugs some. drugs it's like I just want to control. how I feel right now.

that's it's about control talking about. sometimes being [ __ ] yeah it's like. the byproduct of that but I want to. control how I feel right distance it's. about control. that's why I didn't love drink I Like. Cocaine [ __ ] I wanna [ __ ] I'm on a. [ __ ] Fair. okay. that's what all you know. um. anyway I don't know if I'm I don't know.

if I'm being of any survey let me listen. more time after I found out she did that. another man was touching her. I don't know I just. lost it man and. I don't know what to do. I've taken two weeks off of work right. now and I'm trying to get back on my. feet but I just can't stop thinking. about her and can't. can't focus anymore man I'm right so. right there you're saying I can't stop. thinking about her so that's really the. impetus of the issue you know.

[Music]. um. man I think there's there's you know. there's there's groups called sex and. love addiction intimacy addiction that. kind of thing you may reap something. from it you know it's people that. you know they call it sex and love. addiction but a lot of times it's just. you know I remember if a woman broke up. with me or treated me some type of way I. I man I couldn't [ __ ] breathe brother.

it shook me. because the only way I valued myself was. if I had some if there was a value from. a woman that's the only way that I. valued myself. in the second that gun uncertain or they. weren't they didn't value me or they. valued somebody else oh gosh brother. I was. I didn't have a chance man. I didn't have a chance because I didn't. have anything else that was holding me. up.

the only thing that was holding me up. was how you what you felt about me or if. you thought I was oh if you thought I. was okay that's the only thing that was. that was my legs. and once that was gone. man. now this was at a different time in my. life. you know but I can really relate to that. man I'm sorry that you're dealing with. that. um now AA still helped me. and that may be a great place for you to. start. would be to hit some AAA meetings man. you can start with those on Zoom you can.

even keep your camera off in some of. them so if you just want to sit there. and listen. um. and listen for the similarities not the. differences that's what people say when. you go into those rooms I'm not trying. to preach at you I'm not trying to tell. you what to do. uh. uh but yeah. God that's a harrowing pain too. because I think I always when I was you. it was always so hard it felt like to. get a woman to care about me and once.

one did man it was. oh [ __ ]. you know it was just it was a lot anyway. I'm getting into a little. I don't know if it's self-pity but I'm. getting into a little something that's. you know I just wanna. um. make sure that I'm keeping it focused on. you but uh I love you brother and keep. your head up and uh you can do it but. you have to take some action. you have to take some action. okay or that kind of stuff will stick.

around that same behavior will happen. the next time that you have a. relationship that happens. um. all right let's take another call here. hey Theo it's Gavin hands from a little. bit lower from Albany New York Gavin up. there in Albany bro Albany or Albany. and that's where they used to have the. Albany. um a lot of racing dogs or bred up there. and born. so if you like to play the pups.

you can do it there let's hear more and. today I have an incident I'm a Christmas. tree farmer and today I'm an incident. with B oh yeah boy you damn God's. Gardener baby. dang brother. you're Santa's Johnny Appleseed homie. you're damn growing Christmas trees baby. that's what's up I salute you. God we need more people like you. all these other [ __ ] ass trees [ __ ].

if every tree was a Christmas tree oh. Lord how good would we feel onward today. I'm incident with bees and I got stung. and I went into Epileptic shock and I. Epileptic shock baby. hell yeah I used to listen to James. Brown baby and that [ __ ] would [ __ ]. do it to me my own word I was alone I. complete I was passed out on the ground. I feel good. [Music]. and the only thing that I had going in.

my ears I feel good. I knew that I would get back. was through my headphones was your. podcast. and I was like I gotta live for this I. gotta I gotta stay alive for this and I. just want to thank you because you. helped me control my breathing be able. to call 9-1-1 and I'd say you saved my. life so thank you very much have a great. one. Amen brother. that's what's up brother.

a cat. oh. yeah man well I'm glad you're alive baby. yes we nor can dude I I'm just glad. you're alive brother and that's it dude. sometimes you want to have something. that's just keeping you at a comfortable. level. and I'm glad it was a low-key episode. where we were able to just be there for. you as you laid there. and [ __ ] just took it. from those bees and I hope they weren't.

men that's the gayest thing I think. about getting stung by bee it's like was. that a male. I don't know if you've ever had that. where you just it [ __ ] two of them. sting you and you're like God. well that two men like somebody at least. checked that thing. you know check that thing for that. little. for that honey clown baby that. check that b for some cooter you know. but anyway I don't know that shouldn't. matter.

it shouldn't matter God does what he. wants. um yeah look I I don't know where else. we go from this. [Music]. um. there's you know there's a lot of great. calls that have come in I tried my best. sometimes you know. people want different things out of. different calls it's always great to. think together. um. you know things in my own life I've been. dealing with or. no struggling I've been struggling still. you know just worried about my own ego. you know it's that can be very scary uh.

I've been dealing with some social. anxiety a little bit. [Music]. um. and uh. uh some anger sometimes I you know still. battling anger a lot of anger. and I noticed that my anger isn't. attached it doesn't attach to the right. thing something will come up and an. unnecessary amount of angst and anger. will be attached to that and it's like. man this ain't hey buddy this anger. doesn't fit right here you know and so.

I'm having to kind of look at that and. talking with my therapist about that. like why is what am I doing here you. know. and having to talk to myself hey buddy. you shouldn't be this upset about this. thing so there's some something in here. doesn't isn't correct right or is it not. correct but isn't it's not. aligned the right way so let's look at. this and figure it out but I love the. call about meaning. um.

yeah some great uh things for you guys. to think about and give us some. suggestions if you have a good. suggestion to one if you're if you grew. up in poverty you grew up in a poor. Place what's a good way to get to. another level. um. I know people say real estate and stuff. like that and but something like that. you you got to get to a level where you. can afford that kind of money that's. still. you know having some money to put into. something like a you know even 10 or 20. grand to put onto a a an apartment or. home or that that we got to get we're.

talking a step before that and we don't. want to sell drugs or pills or DIY. um. abortions or anything like that we want. to play play Within the rules much as we. can you know what I'm saying but we're. praise God. um all right man I love you guys uh. be good to yourselves. and we're gonna go out here uh. you know sometimes we don't even know. the letter something we we we got the.

letter we can't even say the words. sometimes we don't have it all figured. out I think this is a perfect episode. for me for that you know there's a. perfect episode when I asked the guy for. you know he was trying to tell me how to. get to the place and he just uh. uh uh. uh. [Music]. um cat. you just don't have the words uh. uh but you try they come in they get. filled and you're like oh damn flea. market well damn.

film cat no cat. really well yes this flea market. you know we just try to stay alive and. stay hopeful until. uh the vagueness clears. or until we're giving a stronger sign. you know. yeah. so I hope you guys are able to do that. if there's something you're struggling. with I'll be able to just stay in there. and hold the line. um. until you get a stronger answer and I. think I believe that if I ask for a.

stronger answer I will get a stronger. answer. you know I really believe that. um thank you guys thank you for the. support uh uh hope you guys have a. wonderful week good luck to everybody. with their children starting school and. I know a lot of the moms the second they. get that child out the door boy they put. on that cardi B. or that Shania Twain cardi B is just. just a single woman Shania Twain. that's all that is you know that. um.

but yeah good luck to all you parents. who um. who who are sending your children off. and and uh and praise God all you Young. Bucks and young lassies that are. starting up getting your schooling going. still stay alive. you know do your best. back off the fentanyl we don't need it. and um yeah anyway I don't know I don't. know what I'm talking about uh thank you. guys for for being a part of my uh for.

being a part of this podcast and just. for being along with some of this. journey it's just been so exciting and. um and interesting you know and I hope I. just uh uh I hope we hope we continue to. um get to learn more as our lives evolve. you know and uh you guys be good to. yourself baby okay. [Music]. feel I'm. friends I must be. Cornerstone.

oh but when I reach that ground I'll. share this piece of my life I found I. can feel it in my bones. but it's gonna take.