Charlie Sloth: From Homeless, To Fire In The Booth, To An £800 Million Business! | E199

Stormzy. Fire in the booth. The minute. he left that studio, I rang everyone and. said, "This guy is a superstar." But. then 3 years ago, I've never told anyone. this story. 3 years ago, It's your boy. Charlie SLOTH, BBC RADIO 1XTRA. ONE OF. THE BIGGEST RAPPERS on the planet. Just. when you thought AU Vodka was done for. the year, MY FAVORITE PART OF THE SHOW. I was. raised in an environment where not many. people ever amounted to anything. It's not our fault, it's society's. fault. [ __ ] society. So, it was tough. We were living in a.

shed. My son had just been born. I. couldn't afford nappies. And we had no. toilet. That was the sacrifice that I. had to make in order for me to become. the person I needed to become. Fire in. the booth. THE ONLY EVER DO IT RIGHT. Branding has always been so integral for. me. The Fire in the Booth brand became a. monster within the culture. There's not. many people like me that understand. culture and understand business in the. same way I do. AU Vodka is a great. reflection of that. We outsold Grey.

Goose twice over. Three times as many. bottles of Cîroc. Turnover 80 million. pounds this year. You joking. No. How. much do you think this is valued at now? 800 million. Jesus Christ. We actually. have a Bible. So, do's and don'ts. Everyone wants to know what's in that. Bible. Ah. What kind of things are in. there? I mean, it goes from. Before this episode starts, I have a. small favor to ask from you. 2 months. ago, 74% of people that watch this. channel didn't subscribe. We're now down. to 69%.

My goal is 50%. So, if you've ever liked. any of the videos we've posted, if you. like this channel, can you do me a quick. favor and hit the subscribe button? It. helps this channel more than you know, and the bigger the channel gets, as. you've seen, the bigger the guests get. Thank you and enjoy this episode. Charlie, I'm a big believer on this podcast that. our earliest years end up defining who. we become and shaping who we are from a.

character standpoint, our perspective on. the world, what we think matters, our. values, and all of those things, and. really decides which way we go off into. the world and how we go off into the. world. When I was reading about your early. years, that felt more evident in this case than. in the case of most guests I sit here. with. So, can you tell me in those. earliest years, when you look back as an. adult now, what were the things, what. was the context that ended up shaping. you and who you went on to become in. your life? I think for me, um, coming from the humble beginnings that I.

did, I feel like. I was raised in an environment where not. many people. ever amounted to anything. So, there was no one for me growing up. who I looked up to as a role model, per. se. It was more, you know, family members for me that gave me the. confidence and inspiration to do better. in life. But I feel at the same time, me. coming from that environment. colored me and toughened me.

to become. almost, I felt like growing up. invincible. Because, you know, growing. up seeing friends get killed, go to. prison. When you survive that, it almost makes you feel like, "Wow, I'm indestructible." Especially at a. young age. And I've always been very. confident and had loads of self-belief. But I feel like it set me up to. want to A, prove people wrong, because I. felt like we I was never given any.

opportunities or chances to, you know, better myself or be the person I am. today. You know, when I was 17, I didn't. even know what university was. I had no idea what university was. When. you think about that now and put that. into perspective, that's crazy. I had no. idea what university was. When I was. younger, I wanted to be a director. I wanted to. make movies. And. I never had no insight into how to make. that how to make that happen. My.

teachers. were like, "You'll be a plumber, electrician, or a chippy at best, if you do well.". So, for me, I was kind of like, "Huh? There's got to be more to life than. that." And I was always very. inquisitive. I always wanted to know how. things worked or why things didn't work. or how how you do this and how you do. that. I was always very up on. self-education. So, I feel like those. early years of my life really shaped who. I am today. You know, how I treat other. people.

Because, obviously, my mom was the. cleaner. So, you know, when I'm in a a corporate. building or, you know, wherever I am in the world, I'll always. treat that person with the same respect. that I'll treat the CEO that I'm meeting. that day or that I'm doing business with. that day. Because that cleaner was my. mom. So, I have a different view and. perspective on life and on people. And I. think that's put me, you know, in a. great position in life, especially with. my people skills and how to treat.

people, which I feel is a massive part. of why I am where I am. What about your father? My father was an electrician, very. strict, very very strict man, very. disciplined. And as a young as as as a. young kid, you know, we didn't always. see eye to eye. Um, and I always felt like he felt like. favored my sisters and he would always. make comments to me, "You'll never be as. as successful as I am.". And as a kid, I'm like, "Whoa, like, we.

talking about that?" And it's mad. This. is this is a funny story. My dad used to always say that to me, "You'll never be as successful as I am.". And as a as a child, I always thought. that. he meant in terms of. monetary. success. That's what I viewed as. success. But then 3 years ago, I've never told. anyone this story. 3 years ago, I took my family away, my whole family, for Christmas.

And me and my dad had a drink. And I'm. like, "Dad, like, just look around you, Dad. Look at everything that I've got. and everything that I've achieved. You said I'll never be as successful as. you.". And he said to me, "Son, I was never talking about money. Money's never been a thing for me. I've. never chased money in the same way you. chase money. I was talking about you. and your sisters and your mother.

And I had to stop and I'm like, "What. are you talking about, Dad?". And he said, "Look at the man you've. become. Look at the women your sisters have. become. I am successful. as a father. You're all winners." And it's true. Me. and my sisters were all winners. Like, my sister's got an incredible job. My youngest sister's got a incredible. job. Incredible business. I can't help. but think you you beat him, so he moved. the goal posts.

Maybe. Maybe. Maybe. My dad's pretty good at that, to. be fair. But. it made me think. It made me stop. because I've always to be fair, I've. always used that as motivation. Without. even knowing it. And and until that. point, I never really assessed the. situation in a way that I should have. Because I'd always used that to drive me. on to be like, "Come on, Dad. Like, I'm light years. ahead." Without having that. conversation, having that conversation. with myself in my head.

Until I had that conversation, I didn't. really sit down and. read deep why I was thinking like that. And I think it almost. there was a weight that lifted from my. shoulders once I had that conversation. I think likewise for my dad, you know. Um, like I think it it like it changed. the dynamics of our relationship. somewhat. But when I do look back at the things. that he would say and the things that he. would do, he was like a coach. Like, the.

ultimate coach. You know, like he he would inspire and. motivate me without pampering me. Without mak- making me soft. He would. say things that he knew was harsh. Or he would discipline me in ways that. he he knew were harsh. And he probably. felt bad at time. But he had a plan for. how he wanted me to turn out. And, you know, look at me now. And he played a big part of that.

What about money? When people come from. backgrounds, I mean, you grew up on a. council estate, right? Yeah. When people come from those. backgrounds and money is a center point. of like the relationships in the. household, it's the the cause of the. arguments, it's everything, right? It's. always there in the conversation. When we become adults, we can sometimes. have like an unhealthy pursuit or. relationship with money. It can control. our decision-making a little bit too. much. So, as it relates to your. relationship with money at that point, growing up, and how that kind of. orientated you as you became a young.

man, what was your relationship with. money? for me, money was a necessity. If we didn't have money, or if I didn't make money, additional. money for my family home, we never had. gas. We never had electric. We never had. food. And growing up for me, I was like, "This can't happen. I need. to change this. I need to make effort. myself, not rely on my parents or my. sisters, to get out of my way and change. this." And from a young age, I was.

I was always about, you know, from when. I was 12 to where up until I was 17, I. was always about making money. And that for me was the drive. How do I. make money? I need to make more money. You know, it started with me selling. sandwiches. Because. I couldn't afford lunch dinners. I. weren't getting free dinners at the. time. Um, so my mom used to make me a packed. lunch. And I remember going to school selling. the sandwiches, selling the crisps, selling the drink,

making a fiver. And I was like, wait a minute. I can just replicate this. So then I. started going and buying a loaf of. bread, salami, some salad cream, some lettuce, and then I started making 10 sandwiches, selling all the sandwiches. And then throughout a 2-year period, it. it extended to me buying cigarettes, buying 20 cigarettes and selling the. cigarettes for a pound each. Sometimes 5 pound, depending on how. desperate the person who who was who was. trying to buy the cigarettes from me.

And I'd always. save the money. that I'd make and reinvest it to make. more money. And then by the time I was. I'd say 21, my. idea of chasing money had changed. somewhat. It. it became very apparent for me that I. weren't happy. chasing money. I weren't about chasing the money. I. still understood the value of money and. knew how important it was for me to make. money, but I made a decision around 2021.

that I was going to focus on something. that I loved. and that I was very passionate about and. allow the financial rewards to follow. that. Rather than doing it the other way. around, chasing. the money by doing things that I'm not. so passionate about, I don't really care. about, and I can't see it ever making me. happy. Before that point, I was reading about. your your running with the law. Yeah. And it's pretty pretty severe. Yeah. I.

mean, where I grew up, you know, like I said, it was tough. And I made a lot of bad decisions as a. kid. I was watching Taboo Talks James. Yeah. A lot of that was bravado. And. that show, a lot of that was bravado. At. a time where I felt like I had to. portray a certain image to be accepted. in a community that I felt like that was. the cool thing. to do and the cool way to act. A lot of. that was bravado. Was there any truth to. any of that? I mean, there was there was some. elements of truth to some of the things.

that I got caught up in as a kid. Um that, you know, I regret and I live with that regret. every day of my life. But. again, you know, I was a product of my. environment and. I'm lucky enough that I was able to. escape that environment to become the. man I am today. And going back to what I. was saying before, all of these. incidents have shaped me to become the. person I am today. So, of course, like I. regret a lot of the things that I got.

caught up in as a child. And there I was. a child. I wasn't a man at any point. When you look back at that kid in that. documentary Taboo Talks James, I'm. embarrassed. Really? I Yeah, I get I. cringe. I can't watch it. I cringe. But. at the same time, there's a certain. there's a certain amount of warmth that. I feel just watching how much I've. progressed and grown as a man. And to look back at that now. for me, it's just like, wow. Wow. But at the same time, I feel like,

you know, the amount of messages that I. get every day about. how inspiring that is to people that are. living in certain circumstances very. familiar to those that I was living in. back then. And I feel like it shows. a generation for me that right now seems. very lost, very scared, very confused. that it's possible. That if you believe. in yourself and you apply yourself and. you put everything that's expected of.

you to the side. and just. do what feels right for you, anything's possible. And I'm living. proof of that. Like I'm here today, you. know, one of the most successful hip-hop DJs. in Europe. I own multiple brands. and I'm still doing what I love. when I was told. that that wasn't possible. When I watch those videos, outside of. the bravado, um which you you described.

there, what I did see was a young man. that was incredibly hungry. Yeah. It was. so as you say, it's someone that was. trying to change their life. In fact, I. I went to to a prison the other day, spent like 5 or 6 hours in the prison. talking to the inmates, and I saw the. same kind of like. ambitious kind of. desperation to get out of that situation. and to turn things around. And that's. what I saw in that young man was outside. of all that stuff, there was a man there. that really really wanted to be. successful and really wanted to get on. And it's so funny cuz you say like it. was you didn't have the ideas. Nobody.

had given you the ideas. Your. environment hadn't given you the ideas. You didn't even know what university. was. I had no idea. At that point, I had no. idea. And when you think about that, that's bizarre. How how does a 17-year-old young man not. know what university is? And that's. because nobody had told me. And none of. my friends were going to university. I didn't know one person that had gone. to university at that age. Goes to show. how much information is a privilege. Oh, of course. Information is everything. And of course, at that at that time, there was no internet. So for me to.

self-educate. in the way I do now, it wasn't possible. back then. But yeah, you're right. My. hunger and passion was there and I feel. like that's what set me apart. You know, there's times when. I've sat there and I'm always my my own. worst critic. I'll always review myself. and I'll sit there and. I I wouldn't say I meditate, but I like. to reflect. I like to look within to. find out what I'm doing right, what I'm not doing so well, and just where I'm at in life in terms.

of perspective. Mhm. And there was a time maybe 3 years ago. when I was sat there. and I'm questioning. myself almost. I'm like, you know, what is it. that's made me become the person I am? Like why have I been so successful? Is. it luck? Have I just been lucky? And I'm asking. myself these questions. And then, you know, I'm I'm thinking. about my old friendship groups and where.

a lot of those are in terms of life and. some of my new friendship groups. And after reflecting for several hours. and sitting there and questioning. myself, the one thing that was very clear that. separated me from everyone. that I'd met throughout life and had. been part of my journey. was my self-belief. Like I've always believed that.

impossible is nothing. I can do it. As long as I've had that mindset about. things, I've been able to accomplish it. And. part of that same, you know, analysis of myself. was going back to the imagery that I'd. put up around in my studio and how I. went about achieving those certain goals. and targets that I set myself. And. it was almost.

like I had achieved those things. subconsciously. for me. Like I had set myself a target. and they were they were all around my. room. But I wouldn't sit there every day. thinking. I want an orange Porsche. Porsche. I. want a massive. um detached house with land. I didn't. sit there and think every day about. those things, but they were they were. around me. Mhm. And they were part of my. environment. And in the same way, when I.

was younger, my environment had a huge influence on. who I was and how I behaved. Once I stepped out of that and created. my own environment, my own. universe, if you like, which I was. surrounded by all of these things that I. wanted to achieve, I started achieving them. subconsciously, unknowingly, without having a real. formula to how I'd achieve them. Mhm. So. then I was sitting there thinking, wait. a minute. So how how did I actually do.

that? And then it always comes back. to the self-belief. Because the moment I believe in. something, if I can visua- visualize. what I'm trying to achieve, I know it's. possible. The analogy that I've come to like. really believe in based on having these. conversations with people who have all. it to some degree subconsciously Cuz. you're saying there, I didn't. consciously sit there every day and. think about it and make a plan. It was. just in my subconscious. So so my I.

drove towards it. It's this this analogy. of the car, right? The sat nav and and. the and the pedal. You got to set the. sat nav and you've got to push the. pedal. If you do one of them, if you. just push the pedal, you're going to get. lost. That's a great analogy. set the sat nav but don't push the. pedal, you're going to be in your garage. all day. I love that. You know what I mean? And. that and you did both, clearly. You had. the drive to push the pedal, but you. also knew the direction of travel you. wanted to go in. In those early years, though, I was watching a talk you did. Uh I. think it was on the BBC's channel to a. group of what looked like students about.

living in a shed. Yeah. And then your. manager giving you some advice. Yeah. Take me back to that period of your. life. Was that the the the toughest. moment of your. your journey? I'd I'd say so. It was a period of my life where I just. um. become a father. And. my. partner. was. from a very different world to me. Uh family were, you know, you could say middle class.

And. I was in a transitioning period in my. life where I'd got to that point where I. was like, I'm going to do something that. I love. and something that I'm passionate about. And. if I'm as good as I believe I am, the success will follow. And for me, it. was the success that I was chasing. rather than the money at that time. I. just wanted to be the best. I just. wanted to win. I knew that if I won, the money would. come. And I'm not going to sit here and.

say it was never about the money, because of course, it's always about the. money. Anyone who says that, you should. never trust them. But for me, it wasn't primary. It wasn't. it wasn't what was. driving me forward. It was the win that. was driving me forward, and I knew the. money would follow. And I couldn't wait for the money to. follow, but I knew it would, as long as. I focused on being the best. But at that time, um we was living in a shed that had no. sanitation. My son had just been born.

And there were times when. I couldn't afford nappies. and milk. Um and I was kind of doing what I could. to get by. And at that time, because I'd. self-educated on all aspects of new. media, like I really went in. Like. really, really went in. Um I was editing. I was editing content. um. for JumpOffTV. And that was kind of tiding me over and,

you know, giving me enough money to get by. You know, like we still had to. go elsewhere to shower. and use the toilet, which is crazy when I think about it. now. It's crazy. But, you know, like I. look back at those moments now, and that. was sacrifice for me. That was the. sacrifice that I had to make, and I had. to put my family through, in order for me to become the person I. needed to become. How are you feeling.

every day when you look over at your. your family in that shed? What what's. going on in your head? I'm embarrassed. I'm like scared. Anxiety was a big thing for me. Uh a lot of self-doubt. I'm questioning. myself, can I really do this? Am I really the person that I think I. am? Am I being selfish? Should I just go and get a job? Should I just give in and go and get a. 9:00 to 5:00.

and just. submit. to being. part of the 98%. And for me, I just couldn't. There was something. inside me that wouldn't let me. Like it. was almost like a voice in my head when. I look back, "You can do this, man. You've got this." And I was like, "I. can't. I can't. I I almost felt a. pressure." And the moment my son was. born, that pressure intensified like something. I've never felt before, like something I.

didn't even know was possible. The the drive and the ambition, I was. like, "I It's not about letting me down. or my parents down. I can't let my son down. And there's no. way in a million years that I'm going to. let this young man down.". No way. And at that point, I was working. 18, sometimes 20 hours a day, every day, 7 days a week. I wasn't even spending. time. with my family, because I was just so.

engrossed, so obsessed with becoming the. best and creating something that moved. the needle. And in my head, I always. knew. I'd never move the needle. unless I was willing. to move the needle. And that's what it was for me. So I'd wake up every day 5:00 a.m. And. in my head, I've got a 4-hour head start. before anyone's even started work. I'm 4. hours up on you, where I've got no. distractions, no emails, no phone calls, no texts. 4 hours just focusing, doing.

what I needed to do. And then I had the. rest of the day. for everyone to play catch up. And. that's what I was doing in my head. And. there were times over a 2-year period. this was. There were times when, you know, people are sitting down and saying, "This ain't ever going to happen, Solly. It's just not going to happen. Like you need to be a realist.". And their doubt almost made me doubt. myself even more.

But. I knew that if I kept putting in the. effort. and the work that I was putting in at. that period in my life, something was. going to give. And it did. Now this is, you know, when YouTube first started, very fresh. People were doing the vlogs. And. my manager at the time was saying, "Go. and do a vlog. Let everyone see your. personality. People will fall in love. with you." And I'm like, "No way. Like. that is so corny. Everyone's doing it.".

Everyone's doing it. And from a young. age, my thing was always be. be disruptive. Be as noisy and as loud. and as different as you can possibly be. And I still, to this very day, apply. that to everything that I'm doing. So I was like, "No, no. I I can't do a. vlog. Everyone's doing it. I'm just. going to be like everyone else. I need. to do something different.". So. we came up with um Being Charlie Sloth, where at the time I played like seven,

eight different characters in a show, all wore different outfits, different. uniforms, with their own personality. Um. so you had the cameraman, the editor, the manager, the street team, the. artist, uh the web designer. And they. each played on stereotypes of what I. felt those person those people were. And um. I made the first episode, and it I spent. ages on it. So long, cuz I wrote it.

myself, I filmed it myself, I edited. myself. And we put it out on YouTube. And it done a few thousand views. I was. I remember the feeling. I can still I. can almost feel. the feeling of disappointment that I. felt. 24 hours after that going live on. YouTube, thinking like, "Wow, I just. spent all that time making this. The first episode was like 40 minutes. long.

And. it's genius. I'm thinking it's No one's. ever done anything like this. And nobody's watching it." And I. thought, "You know what? This may be the sign. that I needed. to actually. call it a day.". I was so disheartened. And. the next thing you know, we get a message. from WorldStarHipHop.com.

saying that. they wanted us to take it on. exclusively. And that was. a huge, huge defining moment. in my life. and in my career. Because not only did it give me the. break that I needed within the industry, but it also. gave me this new lease of life in terms. of self-belief, and made me. understand that.

the work and self-belief that I'd had in. myself wasn't a waste of time. And that there are people paying. attention around the world. Even when. you think people ain't looking, they are. And for me, I feel like. that really changed my outlook on life. and on myself. And from there, there was. no looking back. Like beast mode was. fully activated. And there was nothing. and no one that was going to stop me.

You know what's really interesting is. when we think about self-belief, the. self-belief you had, we almost assume. that it can't exist in the same place as. doubt. But it completely rang true for me that. I I was such a self-believing person. I. think the most self-believing person I'd. met when I was, you know, the early. stages of my career. But at the same. time, when I look at my diary, cuz I you. know, we all recount these stories in. hindsight to say I had so much. self-belief, I was that I knew exactly. where I was going, bum bum bum, and it. happened. Whereas when I look at my. diary, I could see the self- self-doubt. Yeah. And it was it come from other. people that like, maybe they're right.

That that voice of like, maybe they're. right. You know, a lot of people that are. successful I speak to, I think it's hard for a lot of people to. admit that they doubted themselves at. some point on their journey. I still doubt myself today. There's still times when, you know, even. though I've achieved some incredible. things throughout my career, I I'm I still doubt myself. But that's. the pessimist in me that gives me. balance. I feel like if I never had. that, I feel like that self-belief could.

almost turn into arrogance. And that's something that I've never. wanted to happen. So I feel like when I. chat to people, especially people that. are grounded, it feels like that's a a. safety mechanism that we install in. ourselves and program in our minds to. keep ourselves grounded and humble. Because anytime I spoke to people that. don't really have that or don't really. want to admit self-doubt,

they're the ones that are bordering. on the line of arrogance. Those people typically tend to come from. a slightly different background to yours. as well. I think in you it could. because, you know, if you grew up in a. family where everyone was a billionaire, Yeah. you saying that you want to do. this or this, people would be like, "Easy, Charlie.". I'll connect you to the guy now. But. growing up in that background, you're. constantly when nobody's doing what you. want to do, you're confronted with with. that negative pessimism, because that's. what people feel about themselves around.

you. Why could you do that? How can you. become that person? You know, I've never. They don't live around here. When I came. up, Jamal for me was the the only was. the black guy that had made become. successful in business. I stalked that. kid on Skype. I told him years later. when we became friends, like, "You were. the bridge.". And when kids come from your background, they don't have that bridge, I I think. it's. it's a shame. It's a massive shame, and you still see. it today. I mean, you know, but that's. again that's that's. being from that environment. You know,

no one wants. the working class to be inspired. No one wants the working class to. believe that they don't they don't have. to be working class. This is a choice. You know, like it's it's. it from a young age. is programmed in us from our parents. You know, that this is what you have to. do. to have a good life. You have to go to. school. Then you go to college. If. you're lucky, you can go to university. Then you get a job. Then you find a.

partner. Then you get a mortgage. Then. you're trapped, and then that's it. The moment you enter that. agreement with the bank. is the moment. you're trapped, in my opinion. There's. no you you can't really escape at that. point, because you have commitments. You now have to go to work. to pay that mortgage every month. And it's at that point where you become. a part of the system. And.

the sad thing is most of the working. class youth of today don't know any. better. And that's why you find a lot of. the kids from that environment looking. up to. the drug dealers, the fraud guys, because they're the only. guys that have ever seen financial. success in those communities. So, they're not going to look up to a doctor. or a lawyer or a dentist, because there. are none. The moment that.

shifts. is the moment the mentality of our kids. of this generation will change. And I. think it's changed slightly now, because. obviously the internet has given. everyone a much broader vision in terms. of what's possible. But there's still a. lot of the youth that don't really use. the internet in that way. And when you. think about that, that's insane. There's still a lot of families that. haven't got. a computer or a tablet at home. And this.

is a real thing, you know, cuz I I spend. a lot of time doing things and with the. youth and trying to give back and trying. to inspire and encourage the next. generation. And some of the conversations that I. have, I'm just like, "Woah.". I don't. Go and buy this kid an iPad. I'm saying, "Go and get him an iPad right now.". It's it's it's mind-blowing. It's. mind-blowing. On that point of, you. know, seeds, planted seeds, I think your story is the. most perfect examples of how seeds you. plant can end up changing your life, not.

just for you, but all the seeds that. were planted on your platform that. changed lives. Yeah. And we like I sit here so often. with people who tell you know who gold. medal Olympians or they've got a hundred. billion dollar company, whatever it is, and you see at some point they planted. some seed without really knowing what. the consequence would be, and it maybe. three years later, maybe five minutes. later, that seed unexpectedly changes. their life. That day when you missed out. making Being Charlie Sloth and it went. on WorldStarHipHop. For anybody that. doesn't know WorldStarHipHop, because. maybe you're so young or you just you've.

not been watching WorldStar was the. cultural hip-hop website of my whole. childhood. Yeah, the biggest in the world. Yeah, it. was like YouTube for it was like YouTube. for. was like YouTube for the the rap market. And they picked the videos that went on. there, so you couldn't just upload it. yourself. Um it was the biggest, millions and millions of views um you. were getting a week on that on that. platform when you when you eventually. when they found you. But that idea of. planting seeds, you must have seen that. over and over again Oh, for sure. For sure. For sure. I mean, like, you. know, initially, you know, that was a massive crossroad.

in my career. Do I go back into what my. passion was, you know, music, producing, DJing, or do I stay on this road. of Being Charlie Sloth, which is. ultimately. acting stroke comedy, if you like. Um. and it was because I could see the. potential. in the platform at BBC Radio 1Xtra. that I made that decision. And it wasn't. so much about me. And I when I look back.

at that now, I was very selfless, because I could have taken a big check. at the time. But this goes back to again what I was. saying, it weren't about the money. I. could have taken that check, and I don't. know where I'd be now. But being the man that was with money, I've always been very good with money. I. would have. I would have made that money into more. money. But I was like, it's not about that. This is about the next 10 years, and. what can I do. not only for me, but for the community.

Did the BBC see the WorldStar videos? How did that How did. They saw the WorldStar, so it was. actually DJ Semtex. Oh, okay. Um great. friend of mine. Uh great one of my. peers, someone who I've always looked up. to and respected. Um he was going on tour with Dizzee. Rascal on world tour, and needed someone. to cover his show. So, he got me and Wretch 32. to come and cover the show. So, me and. Wretch covered, I believe it was five or. six shows. And then, you know, the response was. insane that they offered me and Wretch.

32 our own show. So, they offered a show to me and Wretch. 32. And me and Wretch spoke about it, and we was like, "It's a no-brainer, let's do it.". So, we agreed terms with the BBC. And the night before. they was going to announce it, Wretch called me at early hours in the. morning. He's like, "Charlie, I've been thinking. about this non-stop." I'm like, "What's. that?". He's like, "I'm not going to do the. radio show, bro." I'm like, "What?". He's like, "Bro, I hope this don't mess. things up for you,

but I really believe that I can crack. this music thing.". So, I was like, "Bro, I wish you all the. best. Look, man, I'm just going to go. and do the LA thing, the Being Charlie. Sloth thing. Bro, kill the music." So, he's like, "Ah, thanks, bro. Means a lot.". So, the next day BBC rang me, they was. like, "Ah, you know, Wretch don't want. to do it. Probably won't work with just. you on your own.". So, I was like, "Cool." Like for me it. was no skin off my back. I'm like, "I'm. doing this Being Charlie Sloth stuff. I'm getting millions of views. All the. American rappers know me. They all want.

to do stuff. I'm kind of like cool. The. BBC is cool.". Even at the time, in my head I was like, "I can do so much here. I can I can. really move the needle. like no one has." You'd already started. dreaming. started putting things in place in my. head. I'm planning. So, I was like, "It's cool, don't. worry.". And then a few days later, uh Rebecca. Frank rang me back. She's like, "Listen, um I've had a chat with her with her. management, and I've convinced them that. you can do it. Do you Do you still want. to do it?". And then in my mind I'm like,

"Yeah, I do.". So bad. But obviously my team at the. time were all set on. going stateside. I just got my O1 visa, and you know, ready to go. And um. I said, "Yeah, you know what, let's do. it." But I didn't tell my team. And it went into the announce when I. that they were like, "How you going to do this? It's. impossible." And I was like, "Well, uh. I'm actually going to do the radio. thing, and I'm not going to do the Being. Charlie Sloth thing.".

And obviously they're like, "You are. insane. Have you lost your marbles?" At. the time. when I first joined the BBC, I was getting. 140. pound, I believe, a show. So, I was only earning 140 pound. a week. working for the BBC. So, when you think. about that, even when I think about that. now, you know, there's this huge perception.

and illusion. that DJs earn. ridiculous amounts of money. Now, they. do. I mean, let's be fair, you know, I've done all right, and there's other. DJs that. trump me. Um. but at the time, you know, I'll go and. accept in a contract, a year contract at a time for 140 pound. a week, you know, to go and be on the BBC rather than. a six-figure deal. in LA. I think most people, especially, you.

know, managers in general are very. straight thinking. Yeah. Right? Yeah. And it's all about the. money. It's very straight thinking. It's it's better you do that because. it's there's more money involved. But. for me I'm looking at about I'm looking. at the big picture. And I knew what I was capable of. bringing to the table. And in my mind, I'm sat there and I'm thinking, before I. even started, I'm looking and I'm like, right, what components. of a radio show live within a radio show.

and make people come to the radio show. to listen, but also have a life outside. of the radio show, and continue living, and continue bringing. new listeners to the show while growing. outside. And I was like, freestyles. So, I was like, well, I'm just going to. brand. ultimately what. has been happening within the culture. for years, but make it a brand. But it has to be a brand that stands and.

lives within the within the community, which solves a problem, which gives artists from the UK from a. street level a platform to showcase. their talent, but also means something to the culture, something to look up to, something to. inspire them, something to work towards. if you're an artist. And that's where Fire in the Booth came. from. And. you know, I feel like, you know, understanding the power of branding. is what put that in a position that it.

still is today. Of course, it's not the brand that has carried Fire. in the Booth, it's the talent. The Fire in the Booth brand is just a. conduit, but a conduit that's trusted. A conduit that you know is not going to. peddle you artists because the brand's. being paid to. A. a product that is. positioned within the community to serve. the community. I think the integrity of.

Fire in the Booth. can never be questioned. You know, I. still I see people now, "Ah, Fire in the. Booth is done. It's finished." And I. read those comments and I laugh to. myself because. I've been through that Fire in the Booth. is done, Fire in the Booth is finished. three or four times. Understanding the. cycles and understanding what's. happening and repositioning the brand so. it never dies. And the Fire in the Booth brand will be.

around as long as I'm here or there's. someone else who cares as much as me. about the culture. So, you know, there was times when a new. freestyle platform would come up and be. doing more traffic, more views. Fire in the Booth is done. A year later. a moment that we've been planning. for 18 months will happen. Fire in the. Booth is the best that no one else can. get these guys on Fire in the Booth. Like Drake. Like Drake. And it's been. you know Multiple. Juice WRLD, Lil Baby.

You know, there's been so many moments. where we've had moments with artists. that were special moments. Pop Smoke. That you don't really get anywhere else. that are just very unique and raw. Unpolished. So, yeah, I feel like that. the Fire in the Booth brand became like. a monster within the culture. And you. know, we I've never ever ever taken a. penny off any artist to perform on.

there. I've never taken a check from a. label. to make sure that artist is positioned. right or never. And because for me. that's what makes Fire in the Booth so. special. When it comes to building a brand that. has integrity Yeah. what matters? You know, this is a brand. and I think you know, a lot. It has integrity. But I think because. you have integrity I think you because. you have integrity, you install your. morals into the brand and this brand is. a reflection of you. I feel like pretty. much. everything you do speaks about you as a.

person because. I feel like I'm the same. I feel like if. it challenged my morals. I wouldn't want to do it because I'd be. like, "Well, that's that's not a real. reflection of me. Why am I going to. invest my time or my money my energy. into something that doesn't represent. me?" And I feel like my team. you know, I have an amazing team do an. incredible job of managing the. expectations of all of the brands that. I'm involved with and I don't even have.

to say it no more. If I if I feel like something's wrong or. it's not going to work, it doesn't look. right for the brand, they know before. it's even come to me. because they know what my morals are. They know what I stand for, what I don't. stand for, what I feel is right. So, it's got to the point where I don't even. have to have those conversations because. I have such a great team who have those. conversations for me and they protect. the brand. I feel like if something goes. wrong with one of the brands, it's a. reflection on me. And something that I've always.

believed is one of my biggest assets. is my reputation. I feel like you may not like me. You may hate me. You might find me. annoying. But one thing you can't challenge is my. reputation. I've never done anyone dirty. ever. I've never backstabbed anyone. I've never said I'm going to do. something and not done it. And my brands have to hold up that same. ethos.

In order for your team to know. what decisions you'd make before you. know, it even comes to you as it relates. to the branding, the positioning of it. and all those things, that must first. start with you being really really. clear. And what I've got from all of. that is because you're so clear in your. head and non-negotiable about what this. brand is, you've been able to kind of. like install that in all of the people. around you. So, now they are like. disciples of the values. For sure. Well, we have we actually have a Bible. Oh, really? We actually have a Fire in the. Booth Bible, a handbook to do's and. don'ts. And especially now because you.

know, the vision of Fire in the Booth. has gone from being uh. a feature on a radio show to being a. global brand. You know, obviously now. we're with Apple. You know, one of the biggest companies. in the world who I believe share the. same ethos as we do in terms of vision, in terms of content consumption. And. I feel like now the brand really is. going global. Everyone wants to know. what's in that Bible. Uh.

What kind of things are in there? I mean it's you know, it goes from. camera setup to. edits colors to use. um. right through to. um how artists are treated once they. once they arrive, communication with. teams. Um One of the things I found really. interesting is I read that you deleted. potentially hundreds of episodes of Fire. in the Booth that just didn't cut it. Yeah. Which which I think a lot of. people would be surprised by because you. know, a rapper, an artist comes down,

they perform, they might think it's gone. off, they might think it that you know, they killed it. And then you're sat. there thinking, "This doesn't meet the. standard.". Yeah, I feel like you know, I feel. there's times when I've not released a. Fire in the Booth and an artist later on. has gone on to thank me. Because. you know. it's a big moment in an artist's career. and I feel like if it doesn't do you. justice, it's not about me. It's not about why I think this is going. to do well for the Fire in the Booth. brand. Like anytime I have a conversation with.

an artist and they say to me, "Do you. think it's good?" I can't sit there and. lie to the artist's face and say, "Yes, it's okay." I'm going to be like, "You. could do better.". If you want to come back and go again, we can. If not, let's just park it off. for now and come back to it at a later. date. And there's been so many that have. not gone out, but that's because I felt. it's not a good reflection on them, not. on the brand because no one's going to. you know, attack the brand as much as. they would the artist. There's one of.

the biggest artists in the world right. now, Steven. One of the biggest. globally. Right? Who come in to do a Fire in the. Booth. And I can't tell you how excited. I was for this moment. Even though it. was a few years ago, they were still a. big artist then, but they weren't as big. as they are now. And they came in and done their Fire in. the Booth. And you know, we everyone was. excited and we just prepared for it. And they came in and it was possibly.

one of the worst Fire in the Booths I've. ever recorded. And I could see that the artist was. quite excited. by their performance. And you know, they were like, "Oh, wait, when when we going to release it?" And. in my mind I'm thinking, "Is this just. me? Is it because I expected here and they. delivered here that I'm judging this?". And they're talking to me and their. mouths are just moving and I'm. processing all this information in my.

head because I'm like, "I don't want to. lie to the artist. I don't want to be. disrespectful to the artist.". All this information is swirling in my. head and I was like. I'm going to go back and listen to the. Fire in the Booth. Uh "Give me 10. minutes." So, I went back into the. studio, replayed it. I was like, "This is garbage. This is garbage.". So, I chatted to the producer at the. time. I was like, "How How's best to. handle this situation? I don't want to. go out and say that this is not going to. go out, but at the same time I want to.

give them the opportunity to redo it. while they're here, while they're in the. country.". And. regretfully. I didn't do that. I didn't go out and give the artist the. opportunity to do it again. I was like, "You know what? I'm just. going to say. that it's not going out.". And. for me that was a bad decision. I look. back at it now and it was a bad. decision. Um. but it just weren't good enough. It. weren't good enough and there's so many.

artists that have come through and not. performed, but again like I said, some. that have called me at a later date and. said, "You know what? I appreciate you. not putting that Fire in the Booth out. Let's go again." Why'd you regret that. decision? Because. in hindsight. I could have given them the opportunity. to record it again there and then. But because I had no faith in the. situation. I was like, "I'm not going to waste. their time and I'm not going to waste my. team's time. I just think it's best that. we kind of keep it moving.".

But now. on reflection, I should have given them. the opportunity to do it again. You know, and comments all the time. I've spoken about this before where. people are like, "Release it. Release the Fire in the Booth. This. person is huge right now. We've got sign. off on it. We can release it.". But I just wouldn't. You know, like I'm. I don't I don't do things for that. reason. I'm not going to [ __ ] on the. artist now and put something out that I. thought was [ __ ] back then and put it.

out now for views. It's it's counter. productive. It goes against everything. that I say and stand for. So, it would. never come out. I I would probably. wouldn't even say that person's name. I'll tell you off camera. I I have a similar. slightly similar story that I I recorded. an episode of The Diary of a CEO with. the person who's currently if there's. three biggest YouTubers in the world, he's he's definitely one of them. Oh, wow. And I just never put it out cuz it just. the conversation is so bad. Are you. serious? It's so bad. It just doesn't go anywhere. and it like I blame myself in part for.

like not being able to get anything from. them. Um and in the same situation, they. were they weren't as big then as they. are now. Now they're one of the biggest. And I but I look reflect on the. conversation and I I said like how do I. stop that happening in the future? Cuz this you know, I play a role in the. content whereas in Fire in the Booth you. play a role but it's you creating a. platform for them to show them their. talent. Whereas I feel like. to lead it. Yeah, I feel like I could. have done better a better job. I was so inspired watching your. conversation with Adam where you say. about the. that board meeting with with the BBC at. the start where you you lay out to them.

that you. what you're going to do. Yeah. As a as a. DJ. Did anybody believe you? What did you. say? No, definitely not. They didn't believe. I think. I feel like I got laughed out of the. room at the time. So, it was two the two. bosses. at the time. and I'd gone in to do my paperwork and. you know, there was like so you know, what are your aspirations? What are you. trying to achieve here? Why are you at. the BBC? I said, well, within a month. I'll create the biggest online. freestyle platform that'll do millions. of views. Like huh, great. Yeah.

It's not radio. That's not radio, Charles. He's like you know, that's. that's not radio. That's YouTube. I'm. like all right, mate. And then I said secondly, I'll replace. Westwood. I'll take all of Westwood's. shows within 5 years. And one of the guys actually laughed in. my face. I said excuse me, why are you laughing? He said oh, do you know how many times. I've heard that? And I said, well, you've never heard it. from me. And he's like good luck good luck with. that chap. Good luck. So, I was like. okay.

So, it actually took me 3 years. of being at the BBC to replace Westwood. on all of his shows. So, that was six. radio shows a week. Um. and I said it would take me five. So, I remember this is a great story. I. actually saw the guy a few weeks back. And we we laughed over it. You know, I I I got the recall to say. where there's going to be an all going. out today announcing all staff that. you're replacing Westwood on all shows. as of set date.

Uh here we go now at midday today. So, I was like perfect. So, I left my house nice and early. Went into uh the BBC building. And went around to this guy's desk. at. it must have been 11:55. Sat on the edge of his desk and just. waited. for that inbox to light up with an all. staff from the boss. 12:00 it drops in.

He opens it. Looks at me. Says fair play. You did it. Fair play. What can I say? And I was like thank you. I said I'll do it in five I did it in. three. It reminds me of your the what your dad. was saying to you when you were a kid as. well. For sure. And those things, you know, until. until you unwrap it and unravel it you. don't really understand what impact it's. had on your life. I feel like those. small moments.

that drive you on and and give you that. fuel to keep pushing through. They're sat at the back of your mind. And then once you've achieved that goal. or. you know something's happened around. that conversation when you can really. dissect it and really get into the the. nitty-gritty of the words that were. presented to you that have inspired and. motivated you to become better. You're. like wow, okay. It's it's bizarre. But. yeah, it was a big moment for me that. The interpretation going on there is the. key thing, right? Cuz your dad's words,

that guy's words, any words of. self-doubt can be interpreted in many. ways depending on the mind that's. interpreting them. So, with your dad's. comments, that could have made someone. go [ __ ] I'm not good enough. I'll just. I'll just Yeah, I'm going to I'm going. to crash and chill. I'm going to crash and chill. Whereas. you you almost interpret it as like you. still probably interpret it as like I'm. not good enough but. I'm going to prove to you that I am. Yeah. And I think that's such an. interesting thing cuz from this podcast. I used to think people that were driven. or successful were just these people. that were like super motivated and. whatever else. What I've come to learn the more.

episodes we've done is that nearly all. of them start with this complex that. they're fighting against which is you're. not good enough. Dude, you know what? For a long time. I lived with that. And especially when I. started stepping into board meetings and. meeting corporate folk I felt like I was. dismissed. because of how I spoke, how I dressed. But. for me. I always thought, you know what? You're no better than me because of your.

background or where you are in life. So, why would you judge me for being who. I am even though I I've worked hard. enough to sit at the same table as you. And that would eat me up for a long. time. And I'd never speak about it. It was you. know, it was. I I I guess a class complex. if anything. I I felt like a lot of people judged me. um on the way I spoke and the way I. dressed without actually getting to know. me or or picking my brain.

And I to be totally honest I. I think it wasn't until. maybe. 5 years ago where I got past that. Where I was like you know what? I. deserve to be at this table. And you. should be humbled and grateful that I'm. sat at this table willing to give you. some of the information that I have. Cuz. if you had the information that I have I. wouldn't be sat at this table. You wouldn't need me to be sat at this. table. And you probably wouldn't want me.

to be sat at this table. And that's how I think. I think. I understand the value that I bring to. every situation that I'm in now. And. that self-doubt has been totally. removed. Still self-doubt in my life but. in terms of who I am and what I bring to. the table and what I'm capable of. achieving. I feel like I'm in a very unique lane in. life. There's not many people like me. that understand culture. and understand business in the same way.

I do. It's so funny cuz being Charlie. Sloth in more ways than one. Not just. the the documentary you started but. throughout your career and being. your authentic self in in situations. where you you might not have fit the. status quo is so clearly to me one of. the key reasons why you're successful. Like being yourself. Yeah. Right? So, it's it's interesting to hear that. someone who from the outside everyone go. well, we Charlie Sloth is Charlie Sloth. because he's Charlie Sloth. Yeah. Right? Would would also go no, I had those. moments walking into rooms where I. thought. [ __ ] I don't belong or are they judging.

me or you know Yeah, for sure. If I felt. inferior. I felt like. should I really be at this table? Should I be speaking different, dressing. different? there was times there was times in my. life when I'd go into a meeting. and my phone voice would pop out. And I'd leave the meeting and I'd be so. mad at myself. I'm like what are you. doing? Yeah. What are you doing? Why did. you do that? Because you felt like you. had to speak a certain way around a. certain type of person. No way. Like and. I feel like yeah, I feel like a lot of. people. appreciate and respect me for being.

unapologetically me. You've had all. these guys come on your your your. platforms over the years and with Fire. in the Booth you've really like without. a shadow of a doubt made people's. careers. And I've always wondered. what is it that makes one of them. actually go go the full distance and. become. a star? Cuz there's not many seats at. that top table especially in the UK. So, from your perspective which is a unique. perspective, what is it that's. separating them? I think I think it is a. concoction of things. I think the first.

thing of course is always talent. You've got to have talent or some degree. of talent. Even though I'm a I'm a. strong believer in hard work always. beats talent. But talent especially. within music is always one of the key. ingredients. Vision. is the second thing. And. I said the first thing is work ethic. How much you're willing to work. How hard you're willing to go. And then. the fourth and I think someone who.

encapsulates this is Stormzy. is. personality, morals and. a sense of vulnerability. I think. I think when you look at all of. the most successful artists. for me. they allow themselves to become. vulnerable. They allow themselves to be judged. They. allow themselves to talk about things. that. a rapper. wouldn't necessarily.

feel comfortable talking about. I feel like. Stormzy. he's got the talent. He's got incredible. talent. You know, in terms of vision and his. work rate unmatched. I I remember doing. sessions with Stormzy. maybe eight eight nine years ago. Recording sessions in the studio. And. I'd called him and said uh and this is. before like he was massive. I I'd called. him and said dude, I want to get you on. a project I'm working on. Can you come.

to the studio? He's like what time do. you need me there? Um I said if you get there before 4:00. p.m. it'd be amazing. Now, I didn't need. him there till 6:00. But with me. spending as much time as I have with. rappers I'd always say 2 hours earlier. So, uh. it was 5:00 to 4:00 he turned up. I'm. like. you're early. He's like only 5 minutes. I'm like in my head I'm like it was 2. hours and 5 minutes but. so, he comes in the studio he's like. what do you need me to do? I was like uh do a verse on this song,

do a verse on this song, do a chorus on. this song. Normally an artist would be in there. maybe. 4 5 hours. He was in there for like 40. minutes. Done the three verses, done the hook and. was like is there anything else you want. me to do? I'm like whoa. nah, man. With that attitude? With that. attitude. And the minute he left that studio I. rang everyone and said this guy is a. superstar. He is going to be a juggernaut.

Because his mindset was just he was so. focused. He weren't in there. gossiping, drinking, smoking. He was. like, "I'm here to do a job. I'm going to do the job to the best of. my ability. and then I'm going to move on. to do my next job.". And to see that. in such a young man, I was like, "Wow, this guy's gone." And. I remember after that. there was a few moments that happened. and he was just out of here.

I just knew it. There's a few artists. like that that. have been on the show or I've met. personally and I've said straight away. even to labels, friends within the. labels, I'm like, "If you want to place a bet, that's the guy to place a bet on.". You can just feel it. Like it's like you. either got it or you haven't. Some of. the things that. these artists have that. make them superstars are unteachable. And they're hard to see. Yeah, very. Cuz. no one would have said that about what.

from my my external perspective, when I. think about why Stormzy made it, I'm. thinking, "Oh, he did that thing in the. park with the freestyle and then he you. know worked with you and then I think. and he's a great rapper." Yeah. But. even then there's a reason why he became. a great rapper and it's it's dedication. Dedication. So focused. No no. distractions. Wretch was the same. Wretch is. And you know what? Like when you look at. these artists, they're the most. incredible human beings. Set aside. everything else, they're the most incredible human.

beings. Ghetts, you know, one of the. biggest rappers in this country, one of. the most incredible human beings that I. know. And you know, if you're looking at it. from an enter- entertainment. perspective, you're like, "These guys. are. gangsters." And they're not. They're. human beings. And you know, their. personality, their morals, their. integrity is a big part of why they've. been so successful because everybody. wants to work with them. Everybody likes. them. Nobody ever wants to say no. because they're such good people.

I said I said For me, a huge. Stormzy is super talented. Incredible. artist. But a huge part of people wanting to do. stuff with him is because he's such a. great person. But you represent all of those things. that you've just described. The hard. work, the vision, the vulnerability, the. openness, even the body language point. you said. Yeah. Like. I could turn off the volume on a Fire in. the Booth and just watch you. Oh, yeah, I get carried away. But that's. because I genuinely care. Yeah, yeah, yeah. And a lot of that goes back to how. many Fire in the Booth has not come out.

Yeah. If you saw my reaction in those. Fire in the Booth, Really? people are. like, "Wow, he's definitely not feeling. that.". Maybe that's why they flocked. Yeah, maybe. May- maybe. I don't know, but You. can't really. I I can't You can't I can't just I'm a. showman. Yeah, I DJ all over the world and I put. a show on. Mhm. But in that environment, that is how I feel. The energy is what. makes me become the person I become in. the studio at that moment in time. They. say 80% of communications are nonverbal,

don't they? 100% and I believe that. I. mean, yeah, you can see. Even K Koke, if you. just if I didn't speak English, I'd. still be like Yeah, it's like oh, he's. he's the passion. The pain in his voice. Yeah. It was a real moment. He'd just come out of jail. He'd just. come out of jail. Yeah, yeah. Just being shot at. So he's like, "This is my opportunity. I am not letting this slip." And he. didn't. You know, I mean, what a huge. moment that was for him as an artist. First time I'd ever heard of him. Huge. Went on to be signed by Jay-Z. Off of the Fire in the Booth. Mad.

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prior to me leaving the BBC, I had had offers for a few years before. People were just trying to start. conversation about what it would look. like with me leaving the BBC. And you know, I've got so many great. memories and made so many great friends. at the BBC and it was such a huge part. of my career and my growth as Charlie. Sloth and of course the Fire in the. Booth brand. But I'd got to the point in. the building where I'd achieved every.

single last thing that I'd set out to. achieve. And every time I'd achieve a goal in. there, I'd set myself a new target. But I'd run out of targets. in terms of where I could go and what. more I could do. And you know, at this. time I was doing an average of 200 DJ. shows. a year. Um I was doing five radio shows a week. I felt a little bit trapped and for me.

what I quickly identified as my next. mission. was I felt. not as easy to achieve while being fixed. at the BBC. So. I was like, "All right, what's next?". You know, and you know, of course I took. into consideration at the time how. people were consuming content, the age. group of the listeners that were. listening to radio, um the type the demographic of people. that was listening to radio. I felt like. it changed and.

the way we consume content had changed. forever and I felt like listening to. radio was no longer an appointment. I. used to wait. every night to listen to Zane Lowe. I used to wait every week- weekend. to listen to Westwood. It was an. appointment. I wouldn't miss it. I felt like those days had moved on and. people were listening. at their leisure. You know, there was no fixed time for you to have. to listen. You could listen back anytime. you want on the iPlayer.

So for me, I'd reached this point in my life where. I was a bit like, "What's next?". I'd always knew what was next. I'd. always find something that was next. throughout my journey at the BBC. I'd. say, "All right, I've achieved this. This is next. Let's work towards that.". Um I couldn't find one. I really couldn't find one. And this was. just after the Drake Fire in the Booth. because that was something that I'd. worked towards for years. And I'd finally achieved it and I'm kind. of. "What's next, man?" And I couldn't find.

something that was next. I'd never want. to do breakfast. It's not really for me. Um. I couldn't see anywhere else that I. fitted within the schedule. So. So. I thought, "You know what? Let me call. Zane Lowe." Cuz he's the first person. from the broadcast world, traditional. broadcast world, that's made that jump and he's done. an incredible job of doing so. So I called him and I was like running.

through my thoughts with him and how I. was feeling and. doubts that I'd had and he was like, "Dude, like I'd love you to be over. here. I'd love it. Um if you've got any doubts or any. concerns, go and speak to Oliver.". And Oliver's the big boss at Apple. Music. He's like, "Just have a sit down. with Oliver. I know you. I know what you stand for. I know what. you believe in. Just spend an hour. talking to him.". So I was like, "Okay." He's like, "I'll. set the meeting up." So he set the.

meeting up with Oliver. I sat down with Oliver. He's like, you. know, "Okay, so what are you trying to. achieve?" I said, "I want to be part of. the story. for. the first. British rap artist. to become. a global brand. So in the same way, you know, Drake did for Canada, which. people. 20 years ago would have laughed at you. for. Would have laughed at you. The.

biggest rapper in the world is Canadian. Ha ha ha. No way. And I feel like that's how people have. thought about a British rapper becoming. a global brand. And for me, being a part. of that story, um helping. that British artist. to whatever capacity that I could, but. having a platform and a network that. would enable me to do that was so. important. Just to be a part of the. story. Um and he was like, "Whatever you need, I can help you.".

You know, he spoke about his passion and. his belief and. what motivated him and inspired him. And. like we had a very similar outlook. And. for me, I was like, "You just get it.". Like I left that room and I was like, "I. know Apple is where I want to be.". I don't care who's offering what. There. was There was better offers on the. table. I'm like, "Nah, he's the guy. Like I will follow this. guy on his journey and make his journey. a part of mine and vice versa. I know. that he gets this.

He understands what's happening in the. world of content and I'm willing to jump. on this train." And that was it. And. then from there, you know, what we've achieved some. incredible things, I feel. I feel like. that we've we've been doing things. that nobody's ever done. Find The Booth. being uh an asset that lives on a DSP, on Apple Music, that people can stream. The The The legals that we had to get. around to create this template of how.

that looks. Now everyone's trying to do it. Everyone's trying to do it. And. everyone's trying to work out exactly. how we got around all of the hurdles. that we had to get over. A lot of people will ask because. it seems quite. amazing that you managed to take Fire in. the Booth from the BBC to Apple. You'd think that that that would be like. their intellectual property or. something. Yeah, so I owned Fire in the Booth. before I even went into the BBC.

And luckily for me, because the BBC didn't have the same. faith in the brand as I did, they didn't invest any money into the. brand whatsoever, which would have made. things a little bit more messy, I feel. like on my exit, if they'd invested. into the brand. You're right there. If they'd have put. money into it, then it becomes a Well, you know, Yeah, yeah, yeah. It would have It would. have become a lot messier, but. There wasn't a contract, but it was just. you they hadn't invested, so you could. Yeah, so basically, there was no side.

deal per se for Fire in the Booth. It. was something that I just did within the. show. Okay. They didn't pay me extra for. Fire in the Booth. They didn't provide. me any staff. Who owned the the. copyright? I did. Oh, okay. So I've I've always. been up on stuff like that. Okay, good. Before I went in there, Yeah. I owned. the full copyright. And then all the. trademarks and so I was like I was up on. it and there was nothing they could do. Uh so when I did did decide to leave, it. was like, "Cheers. Thanks." I mean, I know that.

probably burned him. Yeah. Yeah. I have I still have good relations. with a lot of the people in there. And they're like, "Fair play. You know, you're one of one of a few that have got. out of the building. with their IP.". And then you took that to Apple. I took. it to Apple. So now I license the brand. it, okay. Yeah, to Apple. Makes sense. Smart. It's. important conversations cuz again, we. talked about information. Yeah. And. people not having information. Yeah, it's it's you know, ownership. People talk about ownership. And I feel like the the conversation.

around ownership sometimes gets a little. bit cloudy. And a lot of people take. the wrong information out of the. importance of ownership. I feel like, you know, it's like any business. You can own 100%. of a business. and it'd be worth. zero pounds. You know, or you can own. 2% of a business that's worth.

a billion pounds. Like I know what I'd. rather own. So the understanding of. ownership, a lot of people think when. when you say, "Make sure you own. everything," they think you're talking. about you owning 100% of everything, rather than. actually owning. the brand. You know, like Fire in the. Booth, I own 100% of Fire in the Booth. But I feel like the conversation. genuinely just gets a bit. cloudy because people don't understand.

what the importance of ownership is. Mhm. On the point of ownership, there's a. bottle sat behind me on the shelf. I'm. going to go grab it. I mean, first of all, you've you've. engraved this with the Diary of a CEO, so it's. just for you. Never getting opened, so. thank you. I'll get one of those diaries. It's kind. of kind of a. trade-off. One of these ones here. We. have one here. A lot of people, you know, that get. involved in the music industry don't end. up starting companies like this, especially companies that are truly.

legitimately successful. Yeah. What is. the story of AU Vodka and why did you. start this business? And also, let's. start this by just giving me an idea of. how successful this has been so far. Wow. So we Last year, we outsold Grey. Goose. twice over. You're joking. No. We. outsold Grey Goose in the UK twice over. Three times as many bottles of Cîroc. Um, we're on schedule to turn over. 80 million pounds this year. Jesus. Christ. Yeah. So I mean, yeah, you know, we're.

we're the top selling premium vodka in. the UK and. we've recently started to really focus. on export. We sold out in the States. We. just launched in the States last week. Um, we decided to go state by state. We. sold out in 2 days in the States. Sold a. significant amount of bottles in the. States. Um, so yeah, I mean, the story. with AU Vodka, interesting story, actually. So, um, I. had just come off the back of having. this massive vape business that I set up.

years ago. Vapes. So I remember being in. a club and um, everyone was smoking vapes. And I was. like, "What is everyone smoking?" Long. story short, invested in a company, made a significant amount of money. selling these vapes. Sold the business. Very quick. Very quick transaction. And I was like, "All right, what's. next?". So I was like, "No one's got their own. vodka business." And I'm looking at. Cîroc. I'm looking at what Diddy's doing. over there. I'm like,

"These guys are so ahead of the game, the Americans, in terms of branding, in. terms of creating businesses in the. culture and lifestyle and understanding. how to navigate that brand and target a. certain demographic, the hard-to-reach. demographic, the the demographic that. marketers all over the world spend. significant amounts of money trying to. penetrate every year. I have access to that market. And I understand how to position things.

in the marketplace. So I was like, "I. need to find a vodka." So I ended up. spending I spent I spent way over. 100,000 pounds developing this brand. And I just wasn't happy with it. I was. like, "The bottle's not right. The name's not. right. The liquor's okay.". I was like, "It's not right.". So, um, I was like, "All right, cool." I kind of. put that. on the on the back burner for for a. couple of months. Need to focus on some. other stuff.

Two days after me having that thought, I've put that on the back burner. I get. a DM. on Instagram. And it's from AU Vodka. And you know, they're a few months old. Just not really finding their foot. They're like, "Charlie, can we send you. some bottles of AU Vodka?". And I never respond to messages like. that. I just don't. I'm not I'm not in. it for I don't want gifting. I'm not. into that stuff. So I was. looking at the at the page. I was like, "Let me just check these guys' page out. Vodka. I've been trying to do my own. thing." I go on the page and I see the.

bottle. I'm like, "Whoa. These guys have hit the nail on the. head.". So I DM'd back. I was like, "Hey, you. guys got a number?". Um, they're like, "Yeah, cool." Sent me a. number over. Called them. I was like, "Hey, what's up, man? Bottle's. incredible.". I was like, "What's the story?" And they. start speaking to me. I, you know, two. friends from Swansea who've just kind of. set it up. It's pretty new. I was like, "Do you guys need. investment?". And they was like, "Nah, we don't." And. I'm like, "You don't need any money?".

And they was like, "Nah, we're good.". So I was like, "All right, cool." I was. like, "Well, if that changes, this is my number. I'm. more than open to a conversation. I'd. love to take you guys to dinner.". So they was like, "All right, cool. Thanks, Charlie. Yeah, hopefully we'll. speak again soon." So 2 weeks later, I'm at the BBC. I get a call. I was just. finishing a meeting in town. "Would you. be up for grabbing a coffee?". I was like, "Of course." So I meet the. two lads, uh Charlie and Jackson. We go. for a coffee uh at Nero's coffee, just.

under the BBC. And of course, because. I've been working on this project of my. own in the background, I've already got. my 5-year plan. I've got it. written out step by step to a T. So I sit with these guys and I'm like, "What's the story?" So they start. talking to me and telling me about their. backgrounds and how they got into it and. why they got into it. And. um, I was like, "Look, I've got a 5-year. plan that I know.

we will destroy. with this product. We'll make this the biggest thing since. sliced bread. And I feel like they believed in me in. the same way I believed in them. Now. when I invested into the business, of course, the product was incredible. And I believe that we could do so much. with this product, especially within the. urban community. Um, which I feel is the community that. drives pretty much everything in terms.

of lifestyle these days. And when you. understand that, I feel like it gives. you a a different view on why things. work and why things don't. Um, so spending time with them, getting. to know them, I was like, "These guys. are so hungry and so switched on. I would be honored to be their partner.". So we done a deal. We had the 5-year. plan. You know, the plan was very simple. yet very well thought out. Like, step-by-step we went through that plan.

and we achieved every single last thing. that was on the plan. Now, when we set. out on this journey, we had all agreed that. within 5 years, we'd sell the business. for 100 million pounds. And we're like, great bit of business. You know, 3 years in, 4 years in, we're like, sell it for 100 million? Like, what? You know, like uh. our vision changed somewhat.

Um and the success that we achieved from. this plan that we put in place, we all believed together that we would. achieve this. And all of us brought. something different to the table. How much do you think this is valued at. now, this company? Um I think by the end. of this year, realistically, um. if we was doing a 10 times multiplier, we'd be looking at 800 800 million. I. think with some of the activations that.

we have going on. at the moment, I'd like to think by this. time next year, we'll be a unicorn. For anyone that doesn't know what a. unicorn is. Yeah, uh uh. a business that's valued over a billion. Um and I feel like. we're on. We're on we're on we're on the right. track to achieve that by this time next. year. Everyone listening to, you know, this this idea of a plan Yeah. is going. to say, "Charlie, listen. I want to I. want to pop off too. I want to build a.

business.". What's the What are some of the key. things that I need to know about that. particular plan? When you look back in. hindsight and go, "That's why this. worked out." I I think like for me, the. most important thing. for selling anything is understanding. your audience. Even finding the booth, right? Yeah, even finding the booth. And and. this goes back to branding and my. understanding of branding and my. interest and fascination in branding. I've always understood the power of. branding. I've always understood. that in order for you to sell something,

you have to understand who you're trying. to sell it to. Seems much easier for you. because you've always been the audience. as well. Yeah. Yeah, well I I think I think. that's why I'm in a privy position in. life, especially with the brands that I. involve myself in. I understand the. culture. Mhm. I understand what's. acceptable, what's not acceptable, what's cool, what's not cool. I. understand how to speak to that. audience. And I also understand that. that audience speaks to everybody else. And you know, people try and. pivot away from it. No, it doesn't work.

like that. It does work like that. The. hard-to-reach young black audiences. around the world set trends. As simple. as that. Whether it be fashion, lifestyle, they're the trendsetters. They're the people that are cool. They're like, if you wear, you know, a. you might wear a jacket a rapper might. wear a jacket in a video. That's no. one's ever seen. Could be a brand. I. mean, everything that I'm wearing now, maybe. the exception being for the top, which. has real heritage and people have worked.

with different things. But people in my. world. know this because a rapper's wearing it. And the same for my trainers or the. jeans. Like, even the the the indie kids. or the dance kids will be inspired by. fashion. from the urban space. So, I I think. understanding your audience for me. is one of the most important things. And. I feel like we understood who we was. trying to sell it to, so it made it a. lot easier selling it to the audience. Now, for me, a big thing was making it.

feel like it was organic, natural, and not forced. Like, the worst. thing for me was for it to feel. corporate or to feel like it was part of. the old guard. So, for me, it had to be. as disruptive as possible. Like, one of. the things that I did, which at the. time, you know, a lot of people would have. been like, "What's the point in that?" But I. understood the implications that it.

would have. 2 3 years down the line. I shouldn't really give this as a gem. away, but I'm going to give it away. because it's done now. We've done it. So, I wanted to align the brand with. success. It's a gold bottle. It's a trophy. I. wanted people to feel like that. I. wanted people to hold the bottle and. feel like they was holding a trophy. So, we we sat down, me and my partners, and we was like, "How How do we do this? How can we achieve that? We don't have.

much money to spend. We have to make this feel natural and. organic.". So, what we did is we partnered up with GRM. And I said, "Every time you give away a. plaque. to one of these artists who's achieved. something incredible. on your channel, can you give them a. bottle of AU?". Yeah, cool. So, every time these artists were. getting a plaque, they would hold their. plaque and hold a bottle of AU.

Now, for everyone else. who's watching this content, straight away the information that. they're getting every time they watch. these videos or see these photos, is. that. their favorite artist who's just won. or had a massive achievement, is holding. a bottle of AU every time it's. happening. So, straight away, you're. aligning that bottle with success. And. it didn't cost us. hardly anything. It cost us a bottle.

each and every time it happened. Jesus. But the implications that that had on. people subconsciously. aligning the bottle with success, I mean, priceless. Absolutely priceless. And I feel like a lot of the things that. we did, the the most significant things. that we did were all shadow marketing. Doing things that people are not really. even paying attention to. Say that. again. Yeah, if you go back 5 years ago.

and you look at some of our marketing. strategies and how we went about. implementing these strategies, it's like, "Wow, okay." Like, you can. see it. I I could I could tell you the. whole story and then you can go back and. actually see. how we applied these strategies to make. us. generate the interest and desire. in the bottle that we have today. You. know, like we've had a huge people do it.

now, like in your face. "Oh, AU, I love. this." But I don't feel like those. things are half as impactful as the. things that we done earlier on in the. brand's lifespan. Planting those seeds. Planting those seeds. Yeah. That's all it is. It's planting those. seeds. You know, when I started this podcast, it was to hear stories like this about. businesses and successful people and how. they'd risen and stuff. And I think the. reason why I called it The Diary of a. CEO as well was because.

I don't feel like we spend enough time. talking about the other side of the. coin, which is like, some of it we've. talked about already today, which is the. self-doubt piece, the struggle piece. Like, if I was to look in Charlie's. Charlie's diary and I could read some of. those days where he'd written in there. things and, you know, he was being. completely honest cuz he didn't think. anyone would see it. You talked about. self-doubt. You talked about anxiety. playing a role in your career from the. from the jump. What are the things that. I would see in that diary that it's not. typical for a a boss, a CEO, a. successful person.

to be talking about? There'd be a lot of. conversation with myself. about balance. I think that's one thing that I've. always struggled with. um in life. Balance between my personal. life, which I keep very personal, for a reason. You know, I don't I don't. ever want people interfering in my. personal life or passing judgment on my. personal life because it's my personal. life and I keep it personal for that. reason.

Um. but obviously, I've spent a lot of my adult life. working and traveling in the world, which means I haven't got to spend. time with my loved ones in the way that. I'd like to. And I've got a lot better. at it, you know, over recent years I've. got a lot better at it. But. I feel like that's always something. throughout my career. that I've questioned myself over. Balance. Have I spent enough time being.

a father? Have I been the best father that I could. possibly be? Am I being a good a good example to my. children? You know, and. I feel like I said, I've got a lot. better. at recent years, recent years of being a. father and spending more time and. finding that balance. I've always been a. good father. Always been there for my. children. I've always, you know, I've. never missed one of my kids' birthdays. or, you know, you know, big moments at.

school or what have you. But I just feel. like I could have spent more time being. a father. And I balanced that out with. myself. knowing that everything I do ultimately. is for them. Like, you know, when I'm. not here and what I'm like, I think. there's a a misconception of me. that. I'm always spending money. Um I'm quite. um loud with. what I do, but I don't really spend.

money. I will. very little. And everything that I do earn, it goes. into a trust for my family. So, when it. all is said and done, you know, they won't ever have to experience some. of the things that I've experienced in. life and they've got a head start. and. knowing my children and how grounded. they are and. you know, such beautiful children never.

ask for anything. I think that's one of my proudest. achievements. Um, but yeah, I I I question myself a. lot about balance and It rings very true. to me because I this is it's the number. one thing I go back and forth with and. I've said it a couple of times on here. that just. I almost worry that I'll regret in. hindsight getting that wrong and. sometimes I don't want hindsight to tell. me because it'll be the hard way, won't. it? Same thing for me. And I. I fight myself over it a lot. Like am I.

going to. you know, get to 60. be a billionaire. but live in regret that I didn't spend. as much time with my loved ones. as I potentially could have. All cards. on the table here as well. I know I don't have kids yet, but I've. I'm you know, I'm in a relationship I'm. committed to so it's the you know, the. next sort of natural thing that we both. want want in our lives. I know that when. I have kids, if I don't change. something, I will say, well, all of this. stuff is helping them.

Yeah, I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I. I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I. I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I. I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I. I I I I I I I I I I I. I genuinely believe that. And a big part of my motivation. from the moment my son was born was that. he would never have to experience the. things that I've experienced. And of. course when he was living in the shed, he was way too young. He don't remember. that. When I say it to him now, he's. like, "What are you talking about, Dad?". You know, I I drive him past sometimes. like, "You used to live in there." Well, this this goes to a point that was that. someone said on this podcast to me one.

day. They said. kids don't care about that stuff. They. just care about quality time. Of course they do. They do. And that is. the biggest fight of my career. Balance. Finding balance. Finding time. to spend. quality time with my loved ones, those. that ultimately I. tell myself I do this for. Do you think. your career is like validating you. making you feel accepted in a way that.

you might not have when you were. younger? I used to constantly seek. validation. Constantly. Like I feel like especially growing up. where I did you know, even going back to. the comments that I made on that show. being bravado and talking about stuff. that I didn't actually do, but I'm. trying to be trying to fit in. I'm. trying to be cool. I think I shed that. You know, at the same time I did when I. felt inferior at times in those board. meetings when I was worried about people. looking down at me.

I feel like I don't feel like that. anymore. I'm not I'm not trying to fit. in. A test here then. This is what I I. said to my assistant literally this. weekend when we were chatting we were. chatting in the kitchen because I was. saying, you know, I think I'm a. workaholic and then I sat here with this. trauma expert and I I think he helped me. figure out why I'm a workaholic. If I. said to you now all your goals are. complete. You've done your to-do list, your goals. are complete, you've done it. I'd say, Charlie, it's pina colada time. The. aircraft's waiting you go into the beach. to relax. No work. How would you feel? Do you know what? This is funny because.

during the first lockdown. when it was like, stay at home, can't. leave, no work was the first time in. over 10 years that I'd stopped. I had literally stopped. And for me. I can't explain the anxiety. the fear. the confusion. I was like, "So what? I just. stay here and do nothing?" Yeah, you.

just sit in your house and do nothing. I. mean, I I don't understand that. And for the first 2 weeks. I enjoyed it so much. I was just with my family, we was doing. cool things. I was like, "This is. amazing. This is what life's about.". Week three. I'm sat there. tapping my fingers. I'm like, "Right. Like this this ain't life.

Like I'm not ready for this life yet. So. we ended up traveling. me and my family around the world. going to different places that hadn't. fully locked down yet. Finding things to do. Creating an adventure to keep me. occupied and making the fun part of what. we was doing. finding a place where we're not. restricted. We we did that for several months and. ended up in Dubai.

where I could work. where I could DJ and where I could. operate and do business deals freely. We. ended up spending 7 months there. So. answering your question. if I was presented with that opportunity. now and you said to me. everything's done. We're going to sell AU for a billion, we're going to sell Find the Booth for. 50 million. Uh, you know, your portfolio. of other things we'll just keep it there.

ticking over. Um, we're going to manage. that, throw it all into the trust. No. How would you feel? I couldn't do it. But how would you. feel? Give me a word how how you'd feel. Just a word. Lost. And I guess that. What's the opposite of lost? I guess. found. Yeah. So that's kind of what what. I was talking to my assistant about is. like my work addiction which I think I. clearly have is. making me feel found. It's making me in. some it's validating me. It's making me.

feel important, accepted and whatever else and I tend to. see that often when people have not. always but often when people have like. an early experience where. maybe they're insecure, maybe they had. shame because of where they came from, maybe they had a chip on their shoulder. What they have this unhealthy. relationship where their self-esteem and. their work are so closely linked that. they're not really driven, they're being. dragged. And I'm being dragged. I can. say it cuz I I've you know, I've sat. here with too many smart people to. understand myself. Like I'm I feel like. at times I'm being dragged too much and. I need to start driving the car, not.

being pulled by it. Dude, that just. hit me. It hit me. I said, "Dude, yeah, fair.". This is quite a deep conversation. Well, fair. What do you think we do? Making me reflect on everything that I. THOUGHT I KNEW. WELL, THIS IS THE PRIVILEGE OF SITTING. WITH smart people. They shine a hold a. mirror up to me. Yeah. Every day and I. sit here [ __ ] like with goosebumps on. and thinking this this guy needs to at. me cuz. How do you reflect on all of that?

I mean, yeah. I feel it's been a great. conversation and. you've definitely. made me leaving here thinking more. I even some of the comments you just. made there that ring so true with my. personal life. The insecure Steve. The insecure insecure child is still. there. You know, and sometimes, you. know, I'm probably guilty of doing that. still to this day. I am. Yeah. We have a. closing tradition on this podcast where.

the last guest asks a question for the. next guest. And I don't know what the question is. until I open this book. Who was the person. who first believed in you? Uh And what do you want to say to them. now? I'd say my granddad. was the first person. who really believed in me. And I guess I'd just say thank you. Thank you for believing me believing in. me. He had like 32 grandchildren.

And I was the one I feel like he. felt he saw something in like an energy. or. just a hunger and a desire to be better. I feel like, you know, yeah, he's. his belief in me made me who I am today. And then I'd say away from my family. group, it'd probably be. um, a guy who's still part of my team to. this day, Ara. Call him the coach. You know, at a time in my life when.

no one believed in me, really. Everyone just saw me as. a street kid. who. didn't really have any prospects or. And I feel like he was someone that saw. past that. And I I could see that for. the first time and I felt that in my. life. He was the first person. who saw past the way I dressed and the. way I spoke and saw me for me. and helped me develop to become.

a better person. and focus the energy hunger and desire. that I had. in the right direction. And to him, you know, he is still a very. dear friend of mine today. Still a part of my team. Um, has been. for. 16 years. And again, just thank you. I know I do know that I always have. these thoughts. in my head of.

what it looks like when this ends and. how I reward everyone because I do have. an incredible team. Some you met earlier. and. I wouldn't be able to operate. the way I do without my team. I. wouldn't. They make sure that. I'm enabled to deliver the best version. of myself. And I sit there and I think when this is. all said and done. like how do I reward my team? And that's something that I think of.

more and more lately. You know, as I'm getting older in life. and. I feel like there's a few chapters in my. life which will shift in the next 5. years. And I think how do I. how do I reward them and show them that. I am. grateful. for the time. they've dedicated to me, which they. have, you know, dedicated to me and believing in my. vision and helping me make my visions a.

reality. And that's one of the hardest things. How do you reward these people that have. enabled you to achieve the things you. have cuz I'm under no illusion that. without my team. I wouldn't be who I am today and I. wouldn't have achieved half of the. things that I've achieved. Dedication. was one of my. weakest points. cuz I just wanted to do everything. and I believed I could do everything.

And that's where the whole being. childish stuff comes from because I did. everything. But then as you grow you need to. understand that you can't do everything. You need to stick at what you're. good at. and allow other people who are better at. you at those other things to come in and. take some of the pressure away and. that's what my team have done and. they've allowed me to become who I am so. Wow, felt deep. Like a speech. That's. honestly it's beautiful to hear. And and. again. it shows where you're at in your life. that that's the those are the. reflections you're having about paying.

it forward. Your your career has been. that though. Your career has been. enabling people. It has been pushing. forward the UK hip hop rap scene in a. way like very few that I can ever name. have done. Getting rappers who didn't. have a platform, didn't have a voice. from areas where they were probably. counted out, giving them a chance for. their talent to matter above everything. else. And that is something that I don't. think you'll ever fully get the credit. for. Like even though you've got loads. and loads of credit you'll never fully. get the credit for the impact that. you've had in that way. I mean that.

When I was in Plymouth a kid I was. watching all of those videos. When I. went up to Manchester I watched all of. those videos. That's why you can name. one, you know, whether it's all of the. Retch fire and I've seen them all. Yeah, I could see your reaction. Yeah, yeah, cuz I know them. I know I know I know. all of them and I was there and I had my. friends going fire in the booth and it. was the. and it still is the platform now it's a. global platform but in the UK it was the. UK platform at the time to get to get. your. to get your brand out there and it's. truly amazing. You'll never see that. You'll never see I'm sure karma will pay. you back in pleasant ways but I just.

wanted to say that to your face while I. have you here. Um and thank you for your. honesty and your vulnerability and your. openness. It's. it's incredible and it will help more. people than I think you realize all of. it. All of it. Thank you. Thank you.