Mom Found Human Head In Son’s Closet, And He’s EXCITED To Confess

[Music]. bada bing badao welcome to Terry's. toddler's daycare it's a safe nurturing. environment to drop off your kids during. the day the business is advertised as. inhome licensed Child Care classroom. preschool curriculum incredible Playard. and focus on social and emotional. development some parents they love the. idea of having someone have an in-house. daycare it feels Cozier it's going to be. less of a change for their children when. they're suddenly placed in like a. sterile feeling facility they don't like.

the idea of that other parents they. don't like inhome dayc carees they think. it's too much of a risk honestly I think. it's a personal preference but it seems. like the ones who like Terry's toddlers. they have nothing but good things to say. about the whole place Terry kohi is a. middle-aged woman in Colorado but if you. just talk to her on the phone if you. just hear her voice if you just. experience her energy levels and even. just the way she carries herself she. seems decades younger you would honest.

ly never believe that she has two sons. that are in high school she feels so. young and vibrant and she's so good with. the kids so on the weekdays parents drop. off their kids Monday through Friday and. then they pick them back up from Terry's. house and a few of the most important. things when you're running a reputable. daycare is one you got to make sure that. you're good with children you got to. make sure that no child gets hurt in. your care and two you have to be. consistent with your schedule a daycare. is only great when you can rely on it.

imagine a daycare that's constantly. calling the parents to say oh sorry I. can't take your child today March 1st. 2021 parents get a call from Terry kohi. she sounds upbeat energetic but not in. the happy way almost like she's stressed. out and on a mission hi um there's been. a family emergency please come pick up. your children right away they're safe. they're not hurt but uh please do hurry. parents rush to Terry's house and they. see her helping the kids out they're. putting on their shoes saying bye to.

them and she seems like she's trying to. act normal around the kids but it is. very clear Terry Ki is not here right. now her mind is elsewhere and they've. never seen her like this what when was. this in the middle of the day just like. noon okay so midday yeah and Terry is. barely registering anything that the. parents are saying to her once every. child is picked up from the home Terry. Waits Suddenly It's very calm in the. house her husband Brian senior is home.

her two teenage Sons Brian and Andy are. also home and the three guys the dad and. two sons they're outside in the front. yard talking just chatting about life I. mean what kind of family emergency is. this Terry's just in the house waiting. she keeps peeping out the window how are. they still not here I mean wasn't her. call urgent enough on the list of. priority emergency calls hers would be. at the top no about an hour ago she had. placed a frantic phone call 911 this is. John what's the address of the emergency.

hi there's an emergency I found. something in my son's closet wrapped in. a plastic bag is your son there right. now he just pulled into the driveway can. you please just come hurry Terry likely. was watching two things at once she was. watching the front yard where her son is. standing her son has no idea that she. knows everything that he did he has no. idea that she found his trophies in his. bedroom he has no idea that she called. the cops on him so she's watching him. and then she's watching ing the sink the.

kitchen sink that is covered by a blue. towel underneath it there is a. decapitated head and a pair of severed. human hands. [Music].

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these causes as always full show notes. are available at Rotten mango. podcast.com now a handful of disclaimers. for today's case as with any mental. illness the perpetrator's autism. spectrum disorder attention deficit. disorder and his major depressive. disorder they do not represent everyone. else who has similar diagnosises I also. want to make it very clear that. throughout this case there is different. verbage that is used and sometimes it is. outdated Incorrect and just like. outright in sensitive but only for.

direct quotes will we be keeping those. words they do not represent the. vocabulary of the RM team for example. the perpetrator refers to the diagnosis. of autism spectrum disorder with the. outdated incorrect term of Asperger. syndrome I will not be modifying any. direct quotes just to reflect our. beliefs and standards so I just want to. make that disclaimer some Reddit quotes. and transcripts have been shortened for. the purpose of clarity for today's. episode so with that being said let's. get into it how quickly do you think a.

car sinks to the bottom of the Colorado. River okay it depends on a few things. first of all how deep is the water the. deeper the water the more pressure. there's going to be and the more. pressure the quicker the water is forced. into the car but also how quickly does. the car hit the water if the car is. hitting the water with any sort of high. speed it's going to sink faster the body. parts are going to warp on impact with. the water so there's going to be cracks. that are forming the car is going to. fill up with water quickly and it's. going to sink like a rock.

but what if you just slowly drive into. the shallow embankment of a river and. the waters are calm it's shallow how. long does it take I mean it's it's going. to take a minute the car has air inside. if it's all sealed it kind of acts like. a small boat with a leak very slow. sinking and once you realize nobody's. even inside the car and at risk of. getting hurt the whole thing just kind. of looks ridiculous a car just floating. in the shallow Colorado River just. bobbing around in the embankment it.

looks like it's just slowly driven into. the water at a leisurely pace and you. just want to go literally why like who. would do that how did that happen the. two police officers get there and it's. pitch black outside it's 3:00 in the. morning and there's just a car apple. bobbing around in the river there's. another SUV parked and a woman in a. white puffer jacket walks out she seems. less annoyed about the car being in the. water in Korean we have a word called. oopsa it means it's so ridiculous that.

all you can do is laugh it's not even. funny it's not even light-hearted you're. just like I don't even know what to say. that's the energy she has she's the mom. of the silly teenage boy who. accidentally let his car drift into the. river and it's honestly just kind of. goofy the two officers they're staring. at each other then they're staring at. the car do you think we can call a toe. for that I don't know because then he. wouldd have to get in the freaking water. then the mom walks up and she seems. high-spirited I mean the best way I can. just subscriber is she seems like the.

cool mom she tells the officers that her. name is Terry kohi and I called blacks. Towing but I only have 10% battery left. on my phone they want me to text a photo. of the car and I'm like oh my god oh. good lord she informs them that her. husband and her teenage son yeah the. owner of the sinking ship car okay. they're in the SUV right now staying. warm her son is actually in the vehicle. when it slid into the river yeah so he's. staying warm in front of the heater. because it's like it's below freezing.

it's February in Colorado and it happens. to be 3:00 a.m. I mean it's 34° outside. you can see their breath when they talk. the officers they walk over to the car. to talk to Brian the son and he looks I. mean even he looks embarrassed because. the whole situation is kind of silly. yeah I I've only had my car for about a. year year and a half and it's a nice car. too and you say he's a high schooler he. just graduated he's 19 M mhm Brian's mom.

ches in yeah we made him wait until he. was almost 18 before he had his driver's. license because we didn't want him to. have any accidents like they do when. they're like 16 17 years old because. that's when they do all the stupid. things but stupidity doesn't have an age. limit I guess and the cops all start. bursting out laughing with the family. and they get to work all of them the. cops the family they're all calling. different tow truck companies problem. one nobody wants to get up and leave. their house at 3:00 in the morning to. tow a car and two nobody wants to get. into the water at 3:00 in the morning in.

almost freezing weather to tow a car so. the parents offer to try and hook it to. their SUV and pull it out themselves to. which the cop is like I mean I mean I'm. not going to tell you guys you can't get. your own car out of there but I just. worry that the risk is somebody's going. to get an injury and we're going to have. a whole other issue or somebody gets. into the water and then can't get out. but look the car is not going anywhere. and if it does we know which way it's. going it's not going to do anything. anymore like it's it's not going to do. any more damage than what it's already.

doing so let's just leave it for now the. mom Smiles right teenagers you know. which is exactly what this looks like a. teenager making an incredibly dumb. mistake that his parents will probably. hold over his head for the foreseeable. future even when he's introducing his. future partner to the family they're. going to tell them about the time that. he sank his car into the river so he. drove the car off the road into a lake.

that's just like oh we're about to find. out it's even dumber than that so the. officer walks up to the passenger side. of the SUV that is not in the water just. to clarify and Brian the 19-year-old is. sitting in the passenger seat his dad is. in the driver's seat and his mom is. outside the car standing next to the cop. Brian can't get out of the car because. he's not wearing pants they got wet from. when he was in the sinking car and he. took them off and now he's just covering. himself with a coat and he's just trying. to answer all the officers questions the.

dad clarified with the police yeah our. son just called us 20 minutes ago and. said dad I parked at the boat ramp and I. messed up I tried to get out of the car. and it slid. down the officer looks over at Brian. scans him up and down well you're not. hurt right do you know what a boat ramp. is uh not if you go to like one of those. more like relaxed embankment areas of a. river they have a slope it's like and it. slides all the way down so if you have a.

pickup truck and you get your boat. hooked up to the back you reverse your. boat into it and it slowly hits the. water yeah yeah yeah it's like it. gradually gets deeper yes so you're not. just like pushing your boat and it. splashes into the water yeah like a. little kitty pool yes so he's saying. that he parked his car just to enjoy the. river the side of the river he parked it. on that slope and his car could not get. up that's weird and it just slowly slid. down okay the officer is like well.

you're not hurt right no just a little. cold is all just your Pride's a little. hurt huh they all burst out laughing and. Brian is shaking his head at himself but. honestly like again the whole thing is. Goofy yeah my pride is hurt and I'm. probably out like. $77,000 okay well all right man well do. you have your driver's license on you by. any chance yeah thankfully and what were. you doing down here bud well I just I. felt like I needed to get out like I. figured why not Park here and just you. know Brian the 19-year-old he's staring.

out into the river and he looks like. he's coming to this realization that one. minute he was pretending to be this main. character blasting music near the river. and now he's pantless in front of an. officer so everybody's just laughing the. whole energy is very goofy mistakes. happen you're just here to relax a. little bit yeah just relax and think and. I parked on the boat ramp and I thought. it'd be easy to get out but then when I. tried to it just didn't work so he made. it like a huge mistake right and the.

parents are really nice about it yeah I. mean I think they're upset but it I. think it's so ridiculous it's hard to. come on you just drowned a car are you. kidding me true that's not my parents. energy if I did that yeah they seem. pretty okay they seem pretty. accommodating okay hey part you want to. come on talk to me real quick sure I. mean I'm really cold is it okay if it's. in here pants he that's fine I I did not. know that no that's. please stay in the car all right well.

you're not hurt right you're okay no. just a little cold as all side your. pride a little. bit and probably $7,000 okay so the. officer is like well where on the boat. ramp did you park exactly were you down. the hill a little bit more yeah just a. little bit and then I got out and when I. got back into the car I tried to put it. in drive and it didn't go up so then I. tried putting it into like the neutral. gear shimming it a little bit and that. didn't work wait so was the car facing. down at this point down towards the.

water or were you facing away from the. water I was facing away which is kind of. interesting because he backed into the. water yeah if you're going to park at a. boat ramp would you not want to park so. you could see the water even though it's. pitch black outside would you not want. to stare out into the dark river and. contemplate I don't know your. relationships while you listen to sad. songs why even Park in the boat ramp if. you're not going to face the river even. Brian's dad looks a little surprised you. you back down Brian nods and his parents.

end up taking him home because he's. pantless and cold and it's not like he. can tow the car out there himself and. technically it's not like he has to be. there and sit in shame while he watches. the car just get shorter and shorter and. it just disappears into the water now. the parents on the other hand the cohe. parents they drive back to the boat ramp. to join the police after dropping Baron. off they need to make sure that their. son's car gets out of the river I mean. it's probably not salvageable now but at. least they can try and assist and figure. out the insurance situation and when the. parents get back the police were able to.

find a tow truck out there and they're. pulling the car out the river so the. parents are sitting in the SUV staying. warm when an officer knocks on the. window hey quick question for you Terry. the mom rolls down the passenger side. window sure so the cop is telling her so. the back bumper I don't know you can. probably see it from here both parents. they start kind of they kind of stick. their heads out and they're trying to. look at the car that's being pulled out.

of the water and Brian senior the dad. his mouth just kind of drops open in. shock or surprise there's a lot of red. in the back of that car dripping down it. a little bit underneath the license. plate a little area there the mom looks. a little bit calmer but she seems just. confused while the dad keeps looking. from the cop to the car to the cop to. the car and his mouth is open in shock. okay a lot of red which looks like blood. she literally says blood. yeah I I don't know if your son hurt.

himself on his way out at all I I don't. know the dad buts in he might have and. he just didn't know it I I don't know so. when the car pulled out water there's. still blood on there it didn't get. washed off no wow that's why I'm asking. I mean I think that's a good question. he's at home right your son maybe make. sure that he's not got a cut or. something or something on him somewhere. that he's not aware of maybe because his. adrenaline was a little high possibly if. you just have him do a little self check.

make sure he's okay the mom is already. on the phone I mean this is her baby boy. her firstborn son Brian picks up the. call and he's heard on speaker phone. Brian are you okay they see blood on the. back bumper of the vehicle. really no what are you sure you don't. have any injuries no I'm fine mom. there's blood on the car we're not sure. it's red something red underneath the. license plate oh oh no I'm fine. right okay but you're you're not injured. you don't have any cuts no I I don't.

know what could cause blood or whatever. it is on the bumper okay so you're not. injured no Mom I'm not injured does he. sound normal yeah hey quick question for. you sure so the back bumper I don't know. you can probably see it from here a lot. of red on the back of that dripping down. it all a little bit right a lot of red. which means looks like blood blood yeah. I don't know if did your son hurt. himself on.

might he just didn't know it I don't. know Brian are you okay they see blood. on the back bumper of the. vehicle really yeah did you get hurt no. are you sure you don't have any injuries. no I'm Trine there's blood on it no I. don't know what would cause blood or. whatever it is on the bum but you're not. injured no I'm not they finish pulling. the car out and while the blood is a. little strange it's not strange enough. enough for the police to do anything.

they release the car back into the. family custody and in a few hours when. the sun comes up the cohe parents they. go out into the garage they open up the. trunk and there's a little bit of dried. blood underneath the part where the. trunk door closes like the sealed part. that is so strange I mean there would be. a logical reason that their son would. have blood coming out of the trunk right. it's not so much blood right but just a. little bit Brian what's with the blood. Brian explains oh don't be so spooked. out remember how how I took a special. effects class over the summer to learn.

how they do special effects for the. movies I had a gallon of fake blood that. movie sets use that was in my trunk I. took it out a few days ago it must have. spilled a little bit on the way. out that makes sense okay duh obviously. it's fake blood of course then when the. sun came up Brian's father went to take. his son's car to the auto body shop to. see if they could Salvage at least some. of the parts but he first wants to clear. out the car so he checks the trunk. nothing he checks the back seat nothing.

then he goes to the passenger side what. is that he reaches down and inside he. finds a wallet that is so strange he's a. th% certain that it's not his son's. wallet he keeps Gathering a small pile. of things to take out and he leans into. the car and opens up the glove. compartment it is filled with water but. inside is a very large knife you know. those like 10piece knife sets that you. might purchase from the store for your. new kitchen it looks like the largest.

one out of there and three pairs of. vinyl. gloves why would Brian need all of that. and fake blood for what a weird. combination of things was the D alert at. that point a little bit a little alarmed. okay now being a crime scene. investigator is a very tough job and. this is not exactly the type of place a. crime scene investigator wants to go to. in the middle of the night it's under. one of those overpass Bridges do you.

know what I'm talking about the overpass. Bridges where the highway is running on. top yeah and then you've got like little. bit of Roads underneath the bridge and. then usually it slopes up where the. bridge meets the land you get it it's. not really the type of place that. someone would stop to enjoy the view. unless you have no choice at the top of. the inclined Hill right up underneath. the bridge is somebody's Camp someone's. shelter for the night even though it's. late at night you can hear cars on the. top driving p and the air just feels. very dusty and it smells like tires it.

smells like rubber and gasoline and then. the crime scene investigator stumbles on. the first piece a human arm chopped at. the elbow hands cut off just the forearm. he keeps walking under the bridge. another arm this time it looks thicker. so it looks like it leads up to the. shoulder one might even assume since. this is not the type of place that you. want to get out and spend time maybe. someone threw the body parts out the. window as they drove past as a way of. disposing them. but he keeps walking and on the ground.

he sees something very red he walks. closer and there is an armless headless. body of a man laying on the side his. stomach is cut open so the crime scene. investigator can clearly see the. victim's inside he noted they were very. pink there are angry slashes all over. the victim's legs and the area where the. victim's head was cut was a brutal cut. it did not look clean or quick it looked. painful. okay okay focus this is his very first.

crime scene ever what did the book say. what are the steps again according to. the Holy Grail book techniques of a. crime scene investigation eighth edition. you must protect the crime scene you. must assume that the criminal has left. clues or physical evidence behind you. must not destroy or change anything at. the. scene well it's a little too late for. that he' already shoved the man's corpse. into his trunk he'd already broke it the. first few rules of being a good crime.

scene investigator but you know what. let's be real you can't call yourself a. crime scene investigator just because. your mom bought you a book on it wait so. he's not a crime scene investigator he's. the. killer but he's also reading the book. he's obsessed with crime scene. investigations I see now there are. roughly 900,000 new Reddit posts. uploaded to the platform every single. day some of them go viral but most of. the time they just get lost on the.

platform maybe one person sees it maybe. two people see it especially if you're. not posting on a popular subreddit or. posting something that a lot of people. are interested in it's hard to get. attention on your Reddit post and that. is why I think a lot of people use. Reddit like their own personal diary. they just post whatever alarming thought. or feeling that comes to their mind. because who's going to see it who's. going to Care who's going to call the. police on me but perhaps maybe the act. of posting it publicly in and of itself.

is cathartic therapeutic putting every. paranoid thought out into the universe. for someone to see judge you and react. to maybe it's an addicting. feeling a redditor by the name of that. stinky boy posted I have paranoid. thoughts regarding my friends whenever. they invite me over I get slightly. worried that they're going to physically. attack me or try to kill me that's why I. always bring a knife around them or. sometimes I think that they're going to. ditch me make me walk or drive to a.

place just to find out that they aren't. there that sometimes happens so the idea. seems reasonable right I know for sure. that they don't care about me they only. keep me around because I have history. with them that the friend group wouldn't. be the same without me after all I do. bring life to it it's not much at all. without me in the group they would even. probably have me dead if it was their. way and with my family I sometimes fear. that they're going to physically abuse. me despite what they say I also worry. that they will maliciously embarrass me.

occasionally I'm kind of angry now my. friends should get jumped for all I care. F them they don't even care about me. they hate me as soon as high school is. over they're going to leave me and find. someone new Paul always fake laughs when. I tell him a joke Jake promises to come. over and then avoids me and Kelly. constantly insults me I should get. injured to see if they show up for me. but I already know they wouldn't my. parents say that fearing my friends is. delusional and a problem and the thing. is they could though they could hurt me.

but they don't but they always. could and for that I need to be careful. it got to the point where the redditor. was carrying around a kitchen knife with. him everywhere he went because he was. paranoid about his friends and I would. just say just a healthy observation I. think at that point the redditor. Brian it's time for Brian to make some. new friends don't you think mhm Brian is.

sitting in front of two new potential. friends he doesn't really quite know it. yet because it's his first time meeting. them he doesn't know if Pete and Lisa. are going to be his friends and he's. just trying to tell them one of his best. stories so far you know the one that his. parents are going to make fun of him. forever the car River story the story of. how he parked his car on the boat ramp. leading into the river and then his car. got stuck and then it wouldn't drive up. and then it ran he said I tried putting. it into Full Throttle right is using. both of his hands to pretend like he's.

driving turning a steering wheel almost. like he's playing Mario Kart his. potential new friends Lisa and Pete. they're smiling that's good he's winning. them over and that doesn't work it. doesn't work my car doesn't have. four-wheel drive you know stupid me then. I tried putting it into low gear I'm. trying everything at this point and it. still doesn't come out then it slides. into the river my car slides into the. river me. inside and the whole thing thing gets a. laugh out of Lisa which makes Brian feel.

good so he keeps going he's more. animated he's putting his whole body. into the story and it still doesn't come. out and then it slides into the river. and Lisa is like oh my goodness my car. slide me inside like I said oh and so. I'm in the car quickly being flooded. with water okay it's the middle of. February Lisa's nodding it's cold at. night yeah in the river that's almost. freezing. oh my good I'm drenched in water Pete.

and Lisa they're both laughing Brian's. at ease I mean this is what it should. feel like everyone hanging on to his. every word he's got this big smile on. his face and he's sitting even more. upright now he's running his hands. through his hair and he's SM I almost. die you know and I need to act fast or. else I'm going to die of hypothermia I'm. panicking a bit at this point and I'm. thinking this is what I'm going to be. remembered for dying of hypothermia. everybody's laughing and the energy in. the room is really good and Brian likes.

it I mean they're really into this story. they want to know more about him they're. confirming to him that he is interesting. Brian feels like they've been friends. for years it's almost like he forgets. that they just met today and that. there's a camera pointed directly at him. from the corner of the room and that he. is sitting in an interrogation. room and the interrogators are laughing. Ah that's so good so um what what made. you do it murder that.

is Brian leans back like he's been asked. an interesting question at a dinner. party it was just a curiosity more or. less I just wanted to see what it felt. like to see what it felt like well what. did it feel. like it was intense it was like a rush. of adrenaline my whole body was shaking. not like out of fear it was like a it. was just a pure what's the word word. excitement I suppose not excitement as.

in Joy just excitement as an increased. heartbeat sweating that type of thing it. was just pure yeah so he's like so. transparent about it so. transparent it's crazy that's crazy yeah. this like he doesn't register what he. did was evil and wrong and messed up. that type of feeling no he does oh he. does he just doesn't care he absolutely. knows it's wrong yeah like no fear no. he's like I'm already caught I might as. well tell a ban.

story. mhm do you think you can estimate when a. pot of boiling water in the kitchen is. going to Bubble over do you think you. can race to the stove in time to turn. down the flame right before it's spills. like literally right before at that. exact moment or is it just going to. simmer and simmer thinking that it's. eventually going to calm down on its own. but it doesn't and It just. erupts what's more like likely to happen. that's what this whole case is about now.

the interrogation room looks very small. compared to Brian he's 6'2 the minute. that he walks in the room starts feeling. stuffy like whoever is going to be. sitting in the room with him is going to. be fighting for air is the feeling he's. 6'2 6'2 wow he sits down and the. interrogators make him wait for a few. minutes before they come back in it's. likely that they're watching him through. the cameras and they want to see his. demeanor now to give you some context in. the footage Brian does shake his legs. drink copious amounts of water and bite.

his nails quite a bit in any other. situation that might be interesting body. language that a lot of people would like. to decipher that might indicate that. someone is feeling very uneasy but since. Brian was diagnosed with autism a lot of. people in the community have stated that. this is a very natural response to. slightly to even high stress moments. just any tense moments so they're just. releasing that energy through shaking. their legs and biting their nails and. it's not necessarily that interesting or.

bizarre now don't worry I don't think. that we need to disect his body language. to know that he's guilty because when. the investigators walk in they ask him. how did you get here it's unclear if. they're asking him his method of. transportation or asking him as a way to. see what kind of story he spins just. they look him dead in the eye and they. say how did you get here he his. head to the side and in a very confident. deep voice he responds I murdered.

someone and he holds the interrogator. gaze he does not break eye. contact and how did you get here I Mur. he sits with Pete and Lisa the two. interrogators and he walks them through. the last few days of his life and. honestly he walks them through his whole. life story at some points it feels like. he's savoring their reaction watching. their basis for some sort of horror or.

admiration it's like he's reliving the. crime and he looks at them and he asks. what do you want to know what do you. want to know just start back at the. beginning and go slow and tell me as. many details as you can remember. so cuz I mean m going to jail for the 15. years probably I have no idea because. we're at the beginning it's it's murder. I mean I'm going to jail for okay 20 but. um so I figure I fight did okay um so.

what's important to me is to learn as. much about you and what you did and as I. can well many details as you can give me. the better English teacher Shannon. Miller had this thing that she would do. she almost integrated public speaking. into her class curriculum she wants the. class to get comfortable with giving. speeches she's got all the students go. up and give a presentation to the class. throughout the semester and she tells. them this is not just about reading what. you wrote on a piece of paper paper but. do an attention getter get everybody.

engaged in what you have to say the day. of class speeches comes around who wants. to go first Brian raises his hand okay. Brian everyone Brian will be giving his. speech so listen up Brian gets up and he. whips out this crazy weird Indiana Jones. looking whip it's long it's white it. looks like it's made out of masking tape. it's like a sperm bat that's the best. way I can describe it it's got a long. white handle and it looks like a ball.

attached to the. end nobody knows where this guy is going. with this but I mean I guess it's. working because he's got their full. undivided attention of the class he. walks up to the front he starts slamming. the bat down on the podium and of course. everybody's hooked attention is got he. gives his speech. and that's it Brian leaves the class. with his Whip and later that day he. beats a student with developmental. disabilities with the bat there was a.

Reddit post titled life updates and. stuff December by that stinky boy Brian. kohi it's a detailed journal from. starting from December 3rd. 2018 it reads I was born in school so I. made a mace out of tape and pencil. however later I became manic again with. no warning and I got the urge to hit a. kid named Tim fake name so I asked Greg. fake name if I should and he said yes so. I blud when I hit Tim on the back of the. head he fell to the ground crying and it.

was so entertaining I decided to mock. him it was just very funny all the jokes. Greg and I made I mean it was so good. eventually my bat the wife beater as I. named it was confiscated by. Administration I was called into the. office and everyone expressed that. something was wrong with me because I. expressed No Remorse for the assault on. the drive back home my mom was shouting. and screaming at me I remember very well. what she said she she said I would make. you walk home but you would jump off.

that bridge so I can't do that and she. said do you want to go to prison because. you'll be butt there and you might like. that I had to write a letter of apology. to Tim the kid that I hit I didn't care. about him so why should I put in the. effort so I copied and pasted an apology. letter for a victim on a crime and I. made some edits to it I had no intention. of wasting my time on something so. unnecessary and it worked thankfully and. so far no one has known that it's. fabricated. school is tiring though I have a D minus.

in AP US History due to never taking. notes I don't know why I don't take. notes maybe it's because I like the. motivation or maybe it's because I'm too. damn lazy probably the latter but I'm. not lazy enough to write this last night. was interesting I couldn't stop feeling. like something bad something Unstoppable. would happen like a gruesome injury. occurring a car crash in front of my. house or a family member. dying I've been not sleepy tired but me. mentally tired all the missing school. assignments are draining not to mention.

my mother when she's screaming at me. sometimes calling me a failure other. times asking me what's wrong with you. last night I burned some things in my. room then uh I tried going to bed but I. was Restless I was hyper thoughts were. racing through my head I was obsessing. over how I could make a Molotov cocktail. and set a forest fire or burn a house. down I couldn't stop thinking about how. I would do these actions I soon became. paranoid that the ashes of the things. that I burned would set on fire again. and that I would burn alive in my room.

so I repeatedly DED the burned items. with water over and over again after. that though I felt like I was being. watched through my bedroom windows so I. closed them I locked them and shut the. blinds yesterday my family and I went. Christmas shopping I bought mostly. clothes however a large majority of my. choices were refused by my parents my. mother refused to let me buy any shirt. or attire with any amount of violence. swearing or content or dark comedy on it. for instance I wanted a shirt that said.

Alexa give me a on the front and she. immediately refused they also refused. any camouflage attire I chose I now feel. depressed I don't know why oh well it. doesn't really matter Brian's parents. always knew ever since he was very young. that there was just something a little. different about Brian I mean it's kind. of hard to avoid when he was a toddler. most of the other toddlers at least from. what they knew and from from what I know. they don't come home after a long Play.

Day take off their shoes and lick them. clean I'm sure Brian's parents put. barriers in place so that Brian doesn't. look his shoes clean every time they get. home because that would be a massive. health hazard but it seems like he would. just find anything else to do he would. bite and chew his fingernails and toes. until the nail beds were so destroyed. that he was at high risk for infections. because once your nail beds have cracks. in the skin bacteria will infiltrate and. just Fester Brian's mom Terry brings him. to a psychologist and Brian gets.

diagnosed with ADHD he's 5 years old at. this point and he gets put on medication. it seems like the extra attention the. medication they help Brian so for the. next 10 years people said that Brian was. actually a very happy joyful kid he was. very easy to raise until he turned 14. and then it's like some Demon awakened. inside of him he just starts acting so. strange counselors told the parents um. we believe he's exist iting antisocial. Behavior Brian would intentionally say.

things that he knew would emotionally. rile other kids up thinking he it was so. hilarious he just wanted to get a. reaction out of them by 11th grade A lot. of the other students came together to. tell the teachers we just don't feel. safe around him by High School Brian was. diagnosed with ADHD and autism now he. was kept on his ADHD medicine and was. put on an anti-depressant as well he was. also diagnosed with a depressive. disorder now sometimes evaluating a.

patient just requires talking to them. casually you just want to as a counselor. right they say that you just want to get. a gauge on their interest and what kinds. of topics they naturally gravitate. towards this is probably even more. important when your patient is that. young so one of Brian's counselors asks. him trying to get a gauge on his. interest but also how he perceives the. future do you have any specific future. goals in life something you really would. love to see yourself doing Brian Brian. responds by going on a tangent about how.

he really appreciates the life and. career goals of Adolf Hitler Eric Harris. and Dylan Cleo the Coline Shooters Ted. Bundy and Joseph Stalin who was the. leader of the USSR at one point and. killed like 6 million people he really. likes their career paths he thinks that. they're admirable when the only thing. that all of them have in common was that. they killed a ton of people another. doctor diagnosed Brian with quote level. one autism which I don't think that.

psychiatrists use levels to describe or. diagnose autism anymore but I think that. she was indicating that he had low. support needs others have described it. as quote high functioning though I think. that's another term that the community. wishes not to use to label the varying. needs of people diagnosed with autism so. it does seem like he is constantly going. to different counselors and reaffirming. his. diagnosises now Brian does have quite a. bit of friends he is not a loner by any. means and his friends they're actually.

known as like the edgy group in school. they don't really fit in anywhere else. and they kind of congregated with each. other and ended up becoming friends okay. let me just give you further context I. feel like you can tell a lot about. someone by the types of memes they send. people it's a pretty direct reflection. of what they find funny Brian's humor is. weird one of his favorite memes to send. his friends was a meme about IHOP so. it's four pictures in a grid and they. tell a story the first picture is a. picture of IHOP but it's been edited to.

read quote goth IHOP the next photo is a. stick figure laying in bed with a quote. goth girl seductively dressed sitting on. the edge of the bed with like half of. her butt out and the stick figure reads. where is my food the goth girl caption. reads I am the food the third frame. shows the stick figure in bed. contemplating how to respond then the. fourth figure depicts blood just smeared. all over the bed and the decapitated. goth girl's head laying on the edge of. the bed because I guess he ate the rest.

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that is I got to really think about that. because I don't even know what that. question means but he would respond well. my ideologies vary quite greatly if I. were a citizen I would prefer a. Conservative Republican right-wing. system with few to no restrictions on. citizens the government is a removed. entity in day-to-day life I.E completely. free speech complete economic freedom. social freedom freedom and media Etc. much more borderline Anarchist but if I. was a government official I would very. much prefer a Conservative Republican.

right-wing system with much more control. over my citizens much more of my hands. over the economy laws and People Media. Etc much more borderline. authoritarian I think the aim of the. answer is to sound smart and different. and thoughtful and main character but. it's very contradicting it seems like. the only thing Brian cares about is. freedom and power for. himself sometimes he would talk to kids. about political ideologies other times. he would to talk to his friends about. hey have you ever tried crispy meat.

bites the. snack uh no oh well it's really good you. should make some at home the recipe is. to get your family dog or cat run them. through a meat grinder and then fry them. up which like okay dark humor is not. illegal but even for the friend group. Brian is a bit strange the friend group. would joke yeah well it's just Brian. being Brian that's just who he is you. know let's just try to accept it I guess.

but they all had this running inside. joke if one of us is going to be a. killer it's going to be. Brian but like it's a joke right friends. joke around with each other that's. normal teachers on the other hand they. have way less leeway to be like oh yeah. that student he's probably just joking. around it's just his sense of humor a. lot of the teachers were alarmed by. Brian's Behavior or at the very least. they're starting to get really. frustrated by it and it's increasingly. getting getting worse and worse in. History Class the students would all sit.

and watch a video about genas KH the. lights are off the projector is on all. the kids are excited because it's TV day. and out of nowhere someone would break. the silence and just scream out a string. of Asian slurs rapid fire cuz it's genas. Khan. yeah the teacher is like what is going. on what kind of slur is he making sense. or he's just um sometimes he's making. sense sometimes it's just like slur slur. SL slur like a poetic slur I guess yeah.

wow one time Brian walked into the. school library looking for very specific. books on topics that he wanted to read. about in his free time okay what would. you like to read well he actually. checked out a book about Son of Sam you. know David burkowitz the New York City. serial killer that would just go around. shooting random people and he would. write letters to people saying that he. was acting on behalf of a demon that was. possessed inside of his neighbor's dog. that one and then after that he wanted. to check out another alarming book about. the Coline shootings this was definitely.

alarming Brian's English teacher walks. up to another teacher after that day and. she says to them if any kid is going to. shoot up our facility it's that kid. Brian yes since the first week of school. all of Brian's teachers they got. together and they're just expressing. their concerns about him they all agree. they need to keep a close eye on him. it's very apparent to them even at this. early stage that he's a very troubled. kid. how scary is that for a teacher in a.

school setting to say that about a. student like that is that is something. else they said all the flags are up and. this is really an understatement in. Brian's Reddit diary logs he even wrote. I was looking at transcripts of the. basement tapes of the Coline Shooters. which by the way the basement tapes are. homemade videos made by the two killers. that were actually destroyed by law. enforcement because of how vile they. were but Brian continues and I realized. something me and my friend redacted our. conversations are eerily similar to the.

ones in the basement tapes similar. topics War violence why we hate certain. people what we would do to. them but the teachers they hadn't seen. Brian's Reddit and they still thought. that his behavior is alarming they bring. in Brian they bring in his parents to. try and talk about it and clearly. Brian's mom does not think it's that. serious though because she runs a. daycare called Terry's toddler's daycare. out of their family home that she shares. with Brian she's been in the business. for 10 years and clearly for whatever. reason whether you agree or not it.

appears that Terry herself feels. comfortable enough to keep Brian around. young children and to be fair according. to Brian's Reddit Diaries because of all. of his issues at school licensing had to. come to his mom's daycare in March of. 2019 and determined that the daycare. would not be shut down she would have to. make up a safety plan in case that Brian. threatens her or the children regardless. teachers think that Brian's mom had a. bit of a way too relaxed attitude. towards their concerns Brian's history. teacher said we weren't obviously the.

only class that he was having issues. with and I I remember someone said that. they met with his mom and she just kind. of I think they said didn't really want. to understand what was going on kind of. thing like what's the big deal like she. wasn't really like yeah this is serious. we need to get ahead of. it there was another incident that Brian. got in trouble for where he brought in a. weapon to school and Terry was called in. and she later explains the whole. situation and I think this gives you an. idea of Terry's perspective she says.

well he got suspended for weapons there. was another boy who brought in the. nunchucks to school on the school bus. and Brian was like Wow cool Brian was. just asking him like can I check those. out and he was like I'll bring you a set. if you give me some candy so Brian gave. him some candy and the next day the kid. comes on the bus with two sets of. nunchucks one are glass and the other. ones are I guess they're like rubber I. don't I don't know I never actually saw. them he's like I know I can't take the. glass ones cuzz I'd get in trouble for. that so he took the rubber ones and put. them in his backpack well I don't know.

if it was in his backpack or his jacket. there were some differentiating stories. so the teacher sees them and he said. what's that Brian and he's like oh. nothing you know and so the. administrator you know he was like you. know we have a prohibited weapon on. school grounds and I'm like okay well. what about the other kid the one that. brought the nun trucks and they said. well that kid doesn't have behavior. issues like Brian and I'm like oh so. you're punishing Brian because he has. behavior issues I see so Brian went.

through probation and he completed it. successfully oh it's so Al Omar you know. he was like you know we had a prohibited. weapon on school grounds and I'm like. okay well what about the other kid that. brought them in and they said that kid. doesn't have the behavior issues that. Brian has and I'm like oh so you're. punishing Brian because he has behavior. issues rightfully or not Brian's mom. seems to feel like he's being unfairly. targeted by the school Brian's dad even. complains he's got friends that he hangs. out with you know respectable friends. not those kind of friends clean good.

friends you know the worst they do is. play video games and drink too much. Pepsi he might say a curse word once in. a while but no he's never hid anybody. ever he got in trouble for throwing a. tape ball at school three four years ago. and they I think they wrote him up for. it because he hid somebody but the. football players can nail the guys with. a football but Brian he just gets in. trouble for a tape ball when was this. message delivered from the dad was this. after the murder was this prior to the. murder this was actually after the.

murder but he does realize that his son. is messed up but the way he still talks. about it is in this. tone yeah you know he he may say a. custle with once in a while no he's. never never hit anybody ever he's never. hit anybody he's just like his dad I. mean I've never been in a fight man I I. thought just saw he going to be a. spin-off of me cuz he's not violent. but he's not I don't know what's going. on now and yeah to a degree maybe. they're was some of that maybe the. teachers had an image of him already. they made up their minds and they acted.

accordingly and maybe maybe we could try. and be understanding of the parents. maybe they truly were Blinded By Their. Love for their son I mean everything can. kind of be explained right maybe he. lightly tapped a kid with a masking tape. bat and it was wasn't even painful and. the nunchucks that was a whole big. misunderstanding everything was just. kind of wrong place wrong time wrong. person type of. ordeal but how do you explain a way a. kill kit look I don't know what you. expect to find in a teenage boy's. backpack but it's definitely not this.

Brian's mom was going through his room. one day and she comes across a black. backpack which is a little weird because. it's not his school backpack meaning why. does he have a second backpack she opens. it up and it's got hammers shovels. knives large zip ties duct tape a saw a. kill kit instead of calling the police. on their son the kohe parents bring an. ultimatum they say Brian throw the. backpack away or else we're going to. call the police. Brian throws it away and he was very.

upset about it he said that was $100. just down the. drain Brian would argue that he just has. a thing for finding out what makes. people tick so one day he knew a. classmate of his had PTSD and he. triggered her PTSD just to see how she. would react and he was suspended for the. whole thing he writes on Reddit I saw my. therapist today it was a normal meeting. for the most part we talked about how I. exhibit control freak tendencies that I. manipulate others feelings to see what. makes them tick that because I feel less.

emotion than others I'm curious to see. what regular amounts of emotions feel. like that I'm a scientist and everyone. else is my test subject I test painful. stimuli to elicit a. reaction I enjoy those reactions the. ones of pain and sorrow I love the. horrified Expressions when people watch. someone they love die the utter shock. and Devastation on their faces Priceless. and then you tease them about it calling. them weak for crying saying the thing. that were crying over was worthless. garbage I gave that girl a panic attack.

and you know I've known her her name is. Ellie fake name in short she's weak. emotionally physically and mentally any. criticism and she gets defensive very. sensitive she carries around pictures of. YouTubers she likes Jack sepy Markiplier. basic white girl she's also timid. beyond belief and gets panic attacks so. I figured it'd be funny to give her one. I clapped loudly right next to her and. she screamed in the hallway and fell to. the ground. crying it was funny but my friends say.

it was up what I did it doesn't matter. though I had my fun and besides she. usually gets over her panic attacks in 5. minutes but no apparently she had to go. home for the rest of the day because of. this one she did that to spite. me Brian's mom did agree that he. shouldn't have done that but clearly he. thought it was a joke that's the energy. she gives it's like obviously he. shouldn't have done it but he didn't. mean that malicious intent it was just a. joke. what's crazy is that this whole. situation with the boy he hit with the.

mace the nunchucks the girl he. traumatized in the hallway there's still. surprisingly more Safeway is a giant. supermarket chain in the US it's just. like your run-of-the-mill grocery store. I think on the East Coast it's called. Albertson's so Brian he starts working. there as a bagger so when you're. checking out he's going to be at the end. of the little checkout lane bagging your. groceries and when there's not a lot of. customers he would run outside of the. parking lot and start Gathering up all. the sh shopping carts in the parking lot. and bring them back into the store so. that when customers walk in there's.

fresh carts to choose from to do their. shopping well one day Ran's got a stack. of shopping carts they're like folded in. on top of each other so you know and. they're locked in and it's like seven. shopping carts stacked into another he's. bringing it back into the store where a. 58-year-old woman is cleaning the. shopping cart with an antibacterial wipe. Brian just Rams seven shopping carts. into her lower back and leg allegedly is. what the lawsuit claim. she also stated in a lawsuit that this. has caused her to sustain permanent.

physical damages that's her coworker his. coworker no a customer what who's wiping. off the the handle so she can start. going. shopping she is now suing Brian and. Safeway and he's claiming accident he. didn't even I don't know what he. publicly claimed he probably said. accident yeah in another Reddit post. Brian talks about dating two separate. people it's very interesting to see how. quickly he moves on January 9th 2019 he.

writes I've been feeling bad lately me. and this guy are dating sort of he loves. me and I kind of love him but I can't. stop feeling like he hates me that he. pies me and he's tired of me I almost. cried last night because of it sometimes. I feel he really does love me however. there's no gray area either he does or. he doesn't depending on where I'm at. mentally and emotionally sometimes I. feel like I should disappear ghost or. otherwise leave for a small bit to see. how he reacts to see if he really does.

care about. me then just 8 Days Later January 17th. 2019 he writes I'm quote dating this. quote trans girl named Rose fake name. it's going really well she's absolutely. devoted to me and is madly in love with. me and I love it I do love her but a lot. of it I'm exaggerating to get an equal. amount of Love Back it feels great. having so much romantic and attention. towards me like I'm satisfied by it a. couple days ago I told her about what I.

want her to be after all she was. practically begging for me to tell her. how to be more attractive for me I love. it when they're clingy and needy for me. but I think I went wrong because ever. since she's been a lot more distant I. think she's judging me no doubt I fear. she may be too against me but only time. will tell I think now I'll have her be. more clingy and needy I need to keep her. no matter what she is mine and mine only. side note on Reddit Brian also describes. himself as a boyfriend and he posts one.

of those memes it's like a cartoon. drawing of himself and it says Brian. boyfriend and there's a bunch of. descriptions around the cartoon. basically saying this is what you get. when you date Brian it's supposed to be. like quirky chaotic and he's supposed to. make himself feel like this very cool. unique person the descriptions read whoo. did my hair catch on fire oh well let's. just roll with it when I'm dead start a. dumpster fire with my corpse quietly. contemplates theoretical physics and. astrophysics man Andrew Jackson was a.

cool dude killing Natives and taking. land that's life in caps nothing is. stimulating enough then Trump didn't do. nothing wrong pretends to not care about. what anyone thinks secretly craves. external validation from others last. night I researched military technology. and how it works eat my ass drives 100 m. hour in a residential street and then. the quirkiest of them all it says normal. person making a bowl of cereal makes a. bowl of cereal Brian making a bowl of. cereal runs into kitchen slams Open.

Pantry roundhouse kicks cereal box out. of the pantry Sprints over to the. cupboard smashes the cupboard to Pieces. picks up bowl from wreckage tries to. cartwheel to fridge rolls on ground. summons milk through sheer screeching. mixes them into a bowl flings bow onto. table flops to chair before cereal bowl. gets there smash his face into. Bowl. delicious I think that gives you a. really good idea of who this guy. is MHM like I think that does more than. any other description yeah but it also. seems like January 2019 Brian is.

obsessed with power power in his. romantic relationships but also like a. new fantasy he writes on Reddit I have a. new fantasy climbing to the top of a. military or governmental organization. and making sure I have Supreme executive. judicial and legislative Authority a. dictator you could say I would off the. competition by any means necessary even. murder would be okay if it came to that. I would force those below me to be. completely loyal to death even killing. themselves if I told them to if I took.

control of the military I would commit. many war crimes for fun torture. attacking the Red Cross taking civilians. targeting them oh yeah he said why is it. such a big deal to hurt or steal from. others it's what we're supposed to. do but maybe it's not too late maybe. Brian's counselor could help him Brian. rants on Reddit I have a counselor but. she assigned me to someone else because. I was beyond her skill set I'm also. going to a neuros pychological. evaluation because of my. irresponsibility I can't really use any.

of my friends for support because they. would make fun of me Brian regularly. visits multiple different counselors but. clearly things are not getting better. according to Brian I went to my. counselor recently and looking at my. personal history they said that I just. don't give a anymore whatever that. means they also said that I'm digging. myself deeper and deeper and that I'm. self- sabotaging ruining things for. myself not only that but they said that. my friend calling me a narcissist wasn't. that far off they also described me as.

um something I can't remember what it. was but I remember getting angry because. they were lowering me to. that look everybody's against me and. wants me dead and I can feel it the. feeling is everywhere they're staring at. me thinking of ways to kill me and I can. feel it it's weighing down on my. shoulders and I need to kill them before. they kill me my friends and family and. others they view me as worthless when in. fact I'm smarter and destined for fame. and power they're weak and they're going.

to be forgotten they want to ruin me and. bring me down to their level but that. was just never going to happen because. Brian was determined to go down as one. of the greats that was his plan and the. greats to Brian included the likes of. Charles Whitman killer who first. murdered his mother and wife in their. houses then drove to the University of. Texas in Austin and just started. randomly opening fire on people he. killed 17 people and injured 35 more and. Soni Choy the Virginia Tech killer who.

killed 32 and wounded. 17 but it seems like Brian relates the. most with Edmund. keer we talked about him in one of the. very first episodes of RM I would really. I think I would like to revisit the case. one day with a lot more of. the more Nuance I hope I wish I had. learned in the process but Ed keer was a. notorious zero killer and he once said. when I see a pretty girl walking down. the street I think two things one side.

of me thinks I'd like to talk to her. date her and the other side of me thinks. I wonder what her head would look like. on a. stick Brian said he felt that he would. later tell interrogators I mean I feel. that you know and for years I just. wonder what murder feels like because. you read like Ted Bundy and the. Zodiac Killer and they all say murder is. the best feeling in the world so I'm. like I'm going to try that for some time. I've been wondering when it would happen. I always knew that I would be in this.

police building though whether as a. criminal or a police officer I was going. to be. here and plus for years I was wondering. what murder would feel like because read. like Ted Bundy and the Zodiac they all. say murder is the best human in the. world so I'm like I'm going to try that. Brian had an obsession with crime scenes. whether it was to study how not to get. caught or to study how to commit a crime. I don't know it's a little less clear at. the time now to provide a bit more. context Terry Brian's mom said his.

autism is the reason for his. hyperfixations so maybe she thought that. he just had a hyperfixation on anything. crime scene related at the moment she. would say I mean he has a little bit of. a fascination with The Morbid but he was. channeling it I thought into becoming a. crime scene investigator and wanting to. help him navigate the hyperfixation into. a safer more productive territory she. buys him the book techniques of a crime. scene investigator eighth edition she. told him when she gave it to him Brian. let's Channel all this morbid curiosity.

into something positive that you can. affect the world with good change and he. said yeah Mom that's my. plan I purchased this book for research. for this case and there are over 30 very. graphic pictures of mutilated murdered. bodies in the book uncensored real there. are pictures of murdered women whose. private parts have been chopped off. completely mutilated pictures of women. who have been dismembered and tortured. it is a lot like decapitated heads like. it's a. lot wow he probably loves it right he.

probably only looked at the pictures. like it was a picture book for him wow. and there was a rumor spreading around. town that the cats were going. missing it's unclear how the rumors. started but one girl told a few people. and those people told a few people and. she said that she lived near Brian in a. neighborhood and cats were going missing. and I know it's kind of a Str but she. felt like she felt like Brian was. stealing cats in the neighborhood she. just had a feeling okay well why would.

he steal a cat you tell me nobody really. knew for certain if it was true or not. it was just kind of a wild assumption to. make about someone but even Brian's. friends they knew his dark sense of. humor and they thought I don't know one. of his friends Sean a th% believed it he. was like absolutely I know it's true for. a fact in fact he killed one of my. friends cats. and the cat was really nice and very. friendly meanwhile another friend kylin.

she was not really listening to the. rumor she said honestly I don't know I. mean I think I could believe it but I. don't want to because I'm a big animal. lover I just I don't know I just don't. want to see my friend in that kind of. light content warning animal abuse Brian. would later tell investigators that he. tortured animals he admits to finding a. dead groundhog by the side of the road. and he skinned and attempted to make. leather out of the skin. and cats he said that he messed with. cats he said I was thinking of killing.

people while I was killing the cat but I. wasn't acting on it I only started. thinking about seriously killing people. after I killed the cat Reddit post. January 27th 2019 Brian rights I'm just. now admitting this on here but I killed. a feral cat and mutilated it cats. possess natural weapons you know they. claws in their teeth natural weapons I. used a pillowcase to stop it from. retaliating on me and then I tried. snapping its neck and then strangulating. it several times after that failed to. work I used a nearby screwdriver to.

separate its neck vertebrae and damage. its spinal cord it was not dead though. it worked all it could do was hiss at me. oh my then I took it downstairs into my. room and then I assaulted the head in. the neck trying to damage it further. beating it with weights hitting it. against the ground I hid the body in a. shoe box and then put it under my bed. often times over the next few hours I. would go get the dead cat and feel its. warmth and play with the limp body and. later that night I used my knives to. decapitate the head and then I put it.

into a separate box I don't know why it. was just very satisfying to decapitate. it something so important and connected. to the body being unconnected from its. being it was just so wrongfully good I. was so excited excited in a good way. thrilled high on homicide if you will. say I kept it for a few days in my room. but it started to smell but knowing that. I was hiding something awful while my. parents and brother were none the wiser. was satisfying that I had that kind of. power over. them February 11th 2019 Brian is.

suspended for making inappropriate. comments in school teachers had gotten. together trying to put their foot down. they believed that Brian was a potential. danger to the school that he was at high. risk of committing violent actions but. there was nobody in the school that. could help him nobody in the system that. did anything Brian even said call me. weird but I think everybody has those. thoughts no of shooting up their. school whoa oh where you said that where. how to who to people at school.

yeah oh my God that's Brian writes on. Reddit I felt like people are watching. me recently sometimes I feel like the. walls the floor and furniture have eyes. and they're watching me as I walk in the. dark when I'm not looking like right now. I feel like the eyes are watching me. last night I was so scared scared of the. idea of someone or something in my room. watching me silently creeping towards. wordss me to kill me so for about 30. minutes I laid in bed still listening. and watching carefully waiting for any.

signs I did not move in one of Brian's. journals that was found later there's a. page that has a drawing of eyes and the. eyes are almost hypnotic and creepy they. have a cat-like shape to them but the. eyes the eyeballs itself are kind of in. a spiral just like the jigsaw eyes from. the Saw movies on the page there's also. a list of words that it's likely he. describes himself as these a few of them. read paranoid narcissistic megalomaniac. someone who's obsessed with power cruel. sadistic Too Faced depressed impulsive.

Reckless childish remorseless possessive. Fearless. homicidal he also writes that he's Born. To Raise Hell in his journal and one of. the more alarming Pages just has his. name at the very top it reads Brian kohi. and underneath it Sir Jeffrey dmer. long-legged wolf Slayer screamer of the. and he tries to create his own. cryptic like the zodiac killer where. each symbol corresponds with a different. letter so this is what's going on and.

it's not like Brian's parents don't know. I mean I don't know if they know the. extent of what's going on but they know. that something's going on and even. though they're the only ones giving him. any sort of benefit of doubt he writes. about his mom my mom has been so. unstable recently crying and shouting. near constantly that bit should just. leave that was February 2019 February. 2021 2 years later police would show up. at the house it's daytime when the. police show up at the house it's. somewhat isolated and it's it's not in.

the middle of nowhere but it's not your. typical Suburban home where you can see. your neighbor's backyard from the side. the officers they intentionally keep. their sirens and lights off so they. don't freak Brian out when they pull up. to the house Brian his little brother. Andy and their dad are standing outside. it seems like they're just having a. normal. conversation and then the cop gets out. of the car what's going on man Brian's. wearing a blue long sleeve shirt with. jeans he's got glasses on and he looks.

okay honestly he looks like the type of. guy that your parents would want you to. date in high school he looks very. responsible what's going on man Brian. says not much on Brian's right it seems. like his dad looks at Brian and tells. him to cooperate Brian is walking. towards the cop he stops turns to his. dad and says cooperate I'm going to. cooperate he turns back to face the cops. Okay so Brian your parents have some. concerns about some stuff that may have. been found in your. room uh yeah I believe so and what would.

it be Brian stares off to the side for a. little bit just staring at the road but. when the officer asks again what what. would it be what is found in your room. he his head to the side makes. direct eye contact with the officer his. voice goes an octave lower and he stares. straight at the officer a human head in. hands. like for real human head and hands yes.

from that fellow who just went missing. recently which fellow is that Warren. Brown Warren Brown when did he go. missing the night of the. 27th okay and how did you end up with. him I murdered. him with what a. knife and why would you have done that I. I've always wondered what murder felt. like I am going to cooperate okay so. parents have some concerns of some stuff.

they may have found in your room um yeah. I believe so and what would it be a. human head and hands in the body cam. footage you can see Brian's mom just. collaps on the grass outside she can't. even get up from her knees so far she's. the only one that's seen the head and. hand so far and she's just got. confirmation from her son that they're. real he killed someone just because he. wanted to feel like what it feels like. wait so the mother found the Hat in hand. so she told the dad that knows as well.

but he didn't see it so the dad is just. keeping the son stable outside because. if he walks in he's going to see the. blue towel in the kitchen sink and then. he might feel inclined to lift it yeah. yeah and nobody knows what's going to. happen because he also has a shotgun in. his room yeah yeah yeah but at the. beginning of the video you said it took. an hour it took an hour so they were. just like lingering out there for an. hour for an. hour oh my goodness Brian's dad walks. back into the house with the officer. leaving his son and wife out on the. grass and Brian is with a few other.

officers he's also being placed into a. patrol car to be taken into the station. and side note that whole thing is. controversial some people don't like the. way that Brian was treated so nicely he. just admitted to murdering someone with. a knife he is not handcuffed he's just. like getting into the back of the cop. car like he's being picked up by a. friend to go eat. Chipotle he turns to the female officer. how are you I'm good sir how are you you. said your name is Brian yeah I'm not. feeling too well you're not feeling too. well no these past few days have been.

very very. anxious that's understandable so what. we're going to do here now is I'm going. to have you sit in the back here okay. I'm going to turn on the air for you in. a second that way you're not too hot are. you hot blooded or a cold blooded kind. of guy I'm very cold blooded I prefer. cold well no actually sorry that would. mean I'm Hot. Blooded so you you for the cold okay. fantastic all right so hop in the back I. know you're tall so it's a little bit of.

a bit squeeze he opens the door and. climbs into the back of the patrol car. but like I said I'll get that air on for. you sorry about that I'm not feeling too. well you're not feeling too well all. right well these past few days I've been. very very anxious that's understandable. so what we're going to have you do here. is I'm just going to have you sit in the. back here okay I'm going to turn on the. air for you in a second that way you're. not too hot are you a hot blooded or a. cold blooded kind of guy I am very cold. cold BL I prefer cold well no actually. sorry hot Li hot so you prefer the cold. okay fantastic all right so hop in here.

I know you're tall so it's a little bit. of a tight squeeze but like I said I'll. get that air on for you sorry about that. all. right how you holding up. Brian okay A bit thirsty you guys have. any water in your. home I can't make any guarantees we're. going to be able to go in and get some. but I will get some water to you as soon. as I can okay all right Brian we're. headed to the Sheriff's Office and your. family's going to go with us okay. meanwhile in the house the officer walks. into the kitchen where Brian's dad.

points at the kitchen sink I covered it. up with the. towel okay because I didn't want him to. see it I didn't want him to run I don't. want him to look at it the officer takes. off the blue kitchen towel and inside is. a white plastic bag so he opens that up. and it's blurred in the footage but. inside is very clearly a decapitated. head the week leading up to the murder. Brian starts Googling a lot he's looking. up extreme paranoia schizoid and. paranoid personality disorder avoidant.

personality uni bomber bombs how do. people react to a home invasion how do. people react to being held at knife. Point how deadly is a next Stab Wound. how to cope with murderous thoughts. homicidal ideation homicidal thoughts. every. day and then on February 26 2021 he. starts Googling serial killers James. Dale Richie an Alaskan serial killer. Joseph Christopher an American serial. killer from the'80s. Andrea Yates a mom who drowned her five. children in the bathtub he also Googled.

Las Vegas pickaxe caught on camera how. deadly is a pickaxe who would win a. human with an axe or a human with a. pickaxe how deadly is a pickaxe smile. face Killers Daytona Beach killer list. of serial killers in the US five ways to. knock someone out with one hit easy to. knock someone out in real life like the. movies how easy is it to knock someone. out by simply hitting them over the head. like the movies how easy is it to knock. someone unconscious by hitting their. head with something hard why do homeless. people congregate together are homeless. people safe to be with February 27th. 2021 Brian's parents are looking at him.

is this really the best choice right now. the screen has the movie 1984 ready to. play this is the movie based off of The. George Orwell book 1984 which is like. good book yes but like I don't know if. that's the best movie night with your. family why not like a Avengers movie or. something but they watch it anyway. because it's like you know if he wants. to watch it just let him indulge he's 19. Ryan's always just had this weird sense. of humor and taste he's always been. interested in The Morbid stuff he would.

always joke around with his Dad hey Dad. wouldn't it be funny if you sold a. lipstick with mercury in it to those. beauty pageant queens and they got. poisoned through the Mercury lipstick. because of their vanity and. pride his parents would tell him no that. wouldn't be funny and he would just. brush them off yeah it would be you just. don't get my sense of. humor you know what's crazy is because. the way he delivers these information so. nonchalant so like Goofy and upbeat. sometimes you just don't see it right I.

think that a lot of people if you don't. know him well now I don't know about his. parents I don't know about his closest. friends right but I imagine if I went to. the same school as him I would maybe. gauge him as being very insecure like. he's trying to do so much I would never. think that he would be a killer I would. probably think wow he's so insecure he's. trying so hard to be edgy and like. obnoxious yeah yeah yeah he was also a. huge browser of the subreddit 50/50 it's. called a risky click subreddit where the.

title will have a choice between two. different things it's either going to be. an image of something pleasant or. something really really bad 50/50 and on. Reddit they have a blurred censored. preview of the images so you can kind of. see the outline and colors of the. picture and technically it's a 50/50. shot most of the time it's something bad. for example one title is 50/50 cppy Bara. sniffing an apple or rival cartel. members Decap itated. head I did click on the picture and it. was a rival cartel members decapitated.

head another post on the subreddit reads. 50/50 beautiful wedding cherry cake with. a cool message or car crash with a man's. head cut in half hanging out through the. window wait so they can post these type. of photos I guess like uncensored. uncensored yeah spoiler it was a car. crash with a man's head cut in half. hanging through the window and Brian. commented on that post why the long face. yeah so I guess he's just kind of edgy.

right that's what a lot of his friends. said he just wants to always go with the. against the flow his jokes are always in. the realm of dark humor rarely did he. ever make jokes that weren't somehow. related to death or violence or. destruction or breaking the law for. example he just likeed to shock people. for Halloween parties he would go. dressed as Jeffrey dmer that was his. favorite zal killer which just adds. another layer of Twisted to it Brian was. nicknamed dmer in high school because he. was genuinely that obsessed with Jeffrey.

dmer sometimes if they had these role. playing skits or plays or like improv. moments in class where everybody had to. pick a different Identity or Persona. Brian would be like okay I'm going to be. Jeffrey dmer and the teacher would be. like no you're not that's crazy this guy. was known for loving dmer wanting to be. dmer pretending to be dmer he would show. up to Halloween parties dressed as dmer. and by all accounts it seemed like he. had plans to become the next dmer but he. would do it wearing a Michael Myers. costume a blue jumpsuit that he bought.

for Halloween to dress up as the. fictional seral killer from the movie. Halloween and Brian would tell. investigators let's see yeah it was the. night of February 27th it was a full. moon and I figured I can see so well why. not drive around and I'm in a bad State. of Mind at that time Brian doesn't. really know if today is the day or not. for 6 months it was never the day that. he killed someone so why would it now. but he did feel like things were amping. up or at least that's kind of how he. describes it he said for a 2E period.

there was a strong Instinct for me to. bite someone's throat and rip it out or. bite a shoulder at least and these. intrusive thoughts were getting stronger. and stronger he said every time he would. see someone the first thing that would. pop into his mind was envisioning that. person being shot or stabed Brian tells. the interrogator I have major depressive. disorder so I'm not thinking positively. and I'm cruising around for an hour hour. and a half so I fill up on gas halfway. through and I'm eventually driving. underneath the bridge near the Sheriff's. Office you know like can I Brian grabs.

an expo marker from the table and starts. drawing on the Whiteboard on the wall. and yes you know there is a whiteboard. on the wall and the marker was on the. table so it's natural to assume that you. know one would use it to draw or write. things on the wall but the way that. Brian is writing and explaining the. location of this bridge it's almost like. he's giving a lecture he's teaching. somebody he's a professor so let's just. say this is the office right and this is. the parking lot take a turn and here is. the.

bridge that one and it was right here. okay we F the bridge right here on. ground. yeah the interrogator is trying to stay. on track so you were at the bridge yeah. I was at the bridge I was cruising there. was a road right underneath the overpass. bridge and I was driving along and I see. this shape here on the railway track and. I'm like H interesting I go up and as. I'm looking I see a large thing wrapped. in canvas and I'm like that's a homeless. person so I grab my knife I put on three.

layers of gloves because plastic gloves. can betray their users cuz they're very. thin and it is true that your. fingerprints can bleed and you can leave. prints behind so a lot of people have I. don't know if I should say this but they. this is commonly known they put. Band-Aids on their fingertips and then. put them into plastic gloves or like the. vinyl gloves and he says I put on two. three on one hand I took the knife I. pulled back the canvas and I stabbed the. man in the neck he was panicking at. first in his old man voice he was in his.

50s Brian starts chuckling cuz he just. called the man an old man when he's. really only in his 50s us I know the. victim was actually 69 but the way that. Brian is retelling the story there's no. fear no Panic no stress just retelling. this memory like it's a regular day for. him I don't know why I just called him. an old man he was saying what are you. doing what are you doing why why and uh. he he does take on different voices by. the way while he's describing the. stories it's very animated that's crazy.

and I just kept stabbing his neck yeah I. was is it okay if I do a. demonstration Wait So He suggests to do. all that Brian points at the ground and. Pete the interrogator nods oh yeah yeah. yeah go ahead Brian points at the ground. and says this is him he gets on his. knees like he's straddling the victim. then he brings up his right hand in like. a fist holding a knife imaginary knife. and he brings it up up and down up and. down up and down quickly frantically and. then he. stops and he gets up from the floor and.

just sits back down on the chair in the. interrogation room like nothing just. happened he was panicking at first in. his old man voice he was in his 50s I'm. not why I know why I call an old man he. was saying what are you doing what are. you doing why and I just kept on. stabbing his neck I was okay if I do a. demonstration oh yeah this is him I was. stred on top of him like this okay Brian. continues and he didn't fight back it. was actually surprisingly easy I was. barely breaking a sweat and I thought.

you know homeless guy was going to be. tough but no it was actually. surprisingly easy and during the time I. was growling and making animalistic. noises Brian brings up both of his hands. in front of his face like a wolf eating. a piece of meat and he's. like what okay the investigator is. staring at him and why were you doing. that I suppose it was a frenzy I was so. excited so you know rushed up on. adrenaline and everything and I was like. whoa and his whole body he starts. shaking his whole body in his chair and.

he's laughing as he's doing this and. side note something that he does is. every time he laughs or he does. something very animated he looks at both. the investigators Pete and Lisa almost. checking to see if they're also. responding well to his story and. laughing with. him anyway I paused and he said uh why. are you doing this and I said I've been. wanting to do this for a long. time murder something someone then I. continued the whole idea lasted about a. minute minute and a half and when I was. finished stabbing him he took out his.

last breath like a grunt and his head. was halfway cut off in stabs all the. while no actually after I killed him I. just couldn't stop saying stinky dirty. stinky dirty dirty stinky dirty stinky. but I wasn't like smelling. anything and why were you saying that I. don't know yeah I suppose it was just me. speaking out my mind at that moment it. was just pouring out of my mind during. the time I was. growling and making animalistic. noises but why were you doing that I.

suppose it was a frenzy okay I was so. excited so rushed up on adrenaline day. was. just and um I paused and he said why are. you doing this and I and I said I've. been wanting to do this for a long fing. time part or something were you worried. it's pretty close to the road and stuff. were you worried about someone seeing. you or catching you well it was around. 11:00 p.m. so not many people were. driving by were you worried about anyone.

seeing you I was worried about one of. them stopping and what did you think. would happen if somebody stop well if. they looked it'd be quite dark under. there so they wouldn't have seen the. victim if they looked um but I think. they would have seen me holding a bloody. 12-in. knife Brian starts smiling and chuckling. giggling at the thought of someone. seeing him wearing a blue Michael Myers. jumpsuit holding a bloody knif knife. yeah and then after that I took off his. clothes I cut open his belly to see his. guts they're really.

pink oh sorry that was morbid um I saw. his liver his large and small intestine. and that's it some of it was um I don't. know I was thinking about taking out his. heart I was thinking about crushing the. ribs and disbaling him entirely I cut. him open but his guts Spilled Out by. themselves when I was dumping him anyway. then I cut off his head I gave him a. glass glow smile otherwise known as the. Joker smile you cut from mouth to ear. and he also uses both of his pointer. fingers to like repeatedly show the.

motion I destroyed his eyes by stabbing. them and he puts his hand near his eyes. and he's holding his hand like a fist. more as if he's holding a screwdriver. and screwing a nail in so I'm assuming. that he stabbed and twisted the knives. around then I cut off his hands Brian. starts making a stabbing motion and. Whispering I cut off his. hands then I cut off his hands and I put. those into a plastic Ziploc bag and then. I cut off his right arm at the The Joint.

like right below the elbow and then at. the Joint at the shoulder and then the. other arm I tried cutting it at the. elbow but then I tried cutting it like. closer on the shoulder but what happened. was I accidentally broke his bone yeah. so one of the bones was just like poking. out I left that one partially cut and. then dismember the rest of it and I. tossed the arms around like I took the. right arm bit and I threw it out kind of. like a frisbee I took the the left arm. bit threw it out so you might need to. look a little bit further from like. where the blood is when you go under the.

bridge well actually it was a general. assault I was mainly targeting his neck. because that's the most vulnerable area. but I was also stabbing his head I mean. anywhere in general really I stabbed his. head multiple times how about his chest. and his stomach his chest yeah I stabbed. him once through the ribs I sliced open. his belly I carved up his leg I made. several slices at his leg. actually the interrogators wanted to. know did you practice on any anything. else how did you know how to do it no I. just went along with the process you. know the bones I just pressed the blade. down and went um like right at the.

ligament and he does this motion like. you know when you peel garlic you put. the knife flat on the garlic and then. you use your other hand to press it down. mhm that's what Brian is. saying okay and how hard was that to do. you know to get them to actually not. particularly hard I was just more. frustrated that I broke a bone why did. you cut the arms off. because I always wanted to know what it. felt like to cut up someone why did you. stop at the arms because well that's it.

like that's all I wanted to know and. what it's like cutting off a limb and. I'm just like okay and then I left the. body there and then I took the head put. it into a left over pizza box from. dinner a few nights ago and as Brian is. moving Warren's body around he feels. something in his pocket and he reaches. in and it's his. wallet so he takes that puts that into. his passenger seat of his car he tells. the investigator then I took the hands. put them in the back seat drove home I. hid the hands and the head in my room I.

cleaned the knife threw away the garbage. with his blood on it and then the Blood. Stained like um well it wasn't stained. like my jumpsuit had splatters on it I. put it in the washing. machine and then after that I stripped. his clothes I cut open his belly to see. his. guts I cut off his head I gave him a CCO. smile what's that a joker. smile destroyed his eyes by stabbing.

them and then I cut off his hands I put. those in plastic Ziplock bags and then I. cut off his right arm at this joint okay. and at this joint and then I took the. head put it in a leftover piece box from. dinner a few nights. ago and then I took the hands put him in. the back drove home hid the hands and. head in my room so to clarify he took. three things from the crime scene a.

decapitated head a set of hands and a. wallet then he threw his jumpsuit into. the wash to get rid of the blood and. he's laying there in bed trying to go to. sleep but he starts freaking himself out. because he realized that there was a. small hole at the at the pointer part of. his middle finger and he was nervous. that that was a partial print on the. body were you worried about like leaving. evidence behind of being caught oh. totally he said so I figured why not go. all the way I drove back in a different. outfit picked up his body threw it in my.

trunk surprisingly heavy put it in my. trunk and drove up to the Blue Heron. boat ramp I parked you know the ramp is. quite Steep and you need to have a. four-wheel drive to pull it out of it. and my cart isn't a four-wheel drive so. I pulled in and I thought because I'm. reversing I could easily drive out. anyway so he reverses into the boat ramp. so the trunk is closest to the water the. river he opens the trunk pulls out. Warren's body he tells investigators. because I don't want fingerprints on the. body I just try to move the body with my.

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guess was that it'd be discovered the. morning or next morning so I kept an eye. out for any River related activities and. I was figuring you know the police they. don't well this is not to be taken. offense but police they don't really. seem to care about high-risk individuals. homeless people prostitutes Etc so I was. deliberately looking for someone who. lived that type of life and I found a. homeless person the original goal was to. just leave him there but I was worried. about the fibers on my outfit and the. fingerprint and all of that that's where. the river idea came from because a river.

will wash away a lot of the evidence. rivers are quite um quite yeah but. obviously that was botched yeah and when. I tried to inevitably drive out my car. didn't come out my car was stuck I was. putting it into Full Throttle you know. and that doesn't work and it's just H my. car doesn't have four-wheel drive stupid. me so I put it in low gear and I need to. act fast or I'm going to die of. hypothermia because I'm in the water at. this point and I'm like oh this is what. I'm going to be remembered for dying of.

hypothermia in a botched attempt at. hiding a body and I'm just like. so I go up the road. and it's like 2:00 a.m. and I'm trying. to flag down a car one doesn't come by. for like 5 minutes eventually it does. and it's an old high school friend I. don't know his last name yeah no this is. wild but another student from Brian's. High School is driving past that area in. that exact moment his name is Kellen and. he's with his grandpa and he sees Brian. freaking out soaked from the waist down. and Kellen is like wait I know this guy.

they're not close they are not friends. by any means kellen's good friends. actually despise Brian one of them was. on the same bus route as Brian and. always told Kellen dude this guy won't. shut up on the bus and he says the most. inappropriate stuff he's so obnoxious so. it just seems like Brian has a weird. reputation but I mean what is Kellen. going to do just drive away because he's. annoying so he pulls over he tries to. help Brian apparently Brian has already. called his parents to get him and he's. freaking out Kellen said before Brian's. family got there he just kept pacing.

around saying I'm I'm effed I'm. effed I'm effed I'm. effed and Ken was trying to calm him. down like hey it's going to be okay you. know but Brian was just pacing like I'm. effed I'm eff Lisa stops Brian's story. with a question and what' you tell your. parents I mean you obviously got to tell. him something the car is in the river. right yeah so what I say is I feel like. I need need to get out which I often do. and I just felt like I needed to get out. of my thoughts and I tell them that I'm. stupid I park too low and that my car.

flies into the river okay did they. believe you yes so did the police until. they pulled it out of the river Brian. says yeah however that what immediately. caught the police's attention is blood. from the body that was on the bumper see. I was so I just forgot to wipe it off I. so panicked that I wasn't thinking and. when they pulled it out they immediately. see blood on the bumper but Brian starts. giggling thinking back to that and you. know the police they're all thinking we. really need to get into this trunk fools.

there is nothing in the. trunk Pete tries to go along to. encourage Brian ah like this is all just. a captivating fun dinner party story. that night when Brian gets home he. starts messaging his friends on Discord. and texting them about how he total his. car in the river and he almost died from. hypothermia but Lisa and Pete they want. to know more about the head and hands. found in his room and they ask him okay. then you said that you took was it the. head and hands home mhm well there's a.

three rule for bodies I call it the. three rules tell us about that 3 hours. rigor mortis sets in body stiffens 3. days the body starts to stink because of. decomposition 3 weeks the body is. starting to seriously decompose and 3. months the body is unrecognizable 3. years it turns into a skeleton may I ask. how you know that I always had a. fascination with forensics and with. anatomy and physiology that's the three. rule for bodies something I made up. that's something uh I don't want to.

sound like I'm inventing something but. that's why I coined the rule of three is. it accurate and then he asked them yeah. well somewhat Brian smiles and leans. back in his chair so you have the head. in the hands at your house the head. because it was starting to stink I was. planning on throwing it away along with. the hands I was planning on buying an. empty paint bucket but the put the head. in it seal it and then throw it off some. ditch like 340 Broadway that area where. it's very hard to reach the hands I.

could throw in a different spot. wherever and how long have you been. planning or looking for someone to do. this to before you found this guy about. a year in your mind you thought of a. plan for the past year Well occasionally. when you see girls walking down the. street you know it's like the Ed Kemper. thing where half of me says well I'm. quite a NE with woman and if I'm being. honest I'm not at Casanova but have of. me says I want to take that girl home. and make her feel nice and the other. half of me just like what Ed said I. wonder what her head looks like on a.

stick so occasionally when I'm driving. down the road if I see someone who. catches my eye I'm just like ah do you. know who the person you killed was no I. took his wallet and I didn't look at it. I just picked it up briefly scanned over. it put it in my car apparently it's a. guy named Warren my mom told me this. before she found out that the missing. person was Warren Brown born in' 63 he. gets it wrong his name is Warren Barnes. on top of that he just seems very. disinterested now there were a lot of. people who weren't.

disinterested she wasn't necessarily. scared of him she was just aware that he. was there she works at a gas station. let's call her Shelly and there was an. older man with worn boots and a gray. messy beard and a flannel old t-shirt. just waiting outside the gas station. before they open and it's like pitch. black outside cuz they open early like. nobody's gotten a start to their day. it's only him outside she was aware of. him because she works at a gas station I. mean how could she not be a little bit. alert but he didn't feel threatening he.

was in the parking lot waiting for her. to open reading a book and when the door. swung open he walked in and bought. himself a coffee and ever since that day. it was like clockwork he was there every. single day and he would buy a coffee. sometimes a donut if the gas station. were a coffee shop where you write a. customer's name on their coffee cup in. Sharpie his coffee cup would read Warren. Barnes. and Warren Barnes had a schedule like. clockwork his next stop after Shell gas. was sometimes work so he started working.

for a company called people ready you. are an employee of gigs and you help. companies find Reliable workers for. temporary positions so he would help the. sheriff's office with breaking down. boxes and in the springtime and Summers. he would do lots of lawn work Warren was. a valued worker like one of his biggest. things was that he was incredibly. punctual but on the days that Warren was. not working he would find his way to a. Bridal Boutique where they sell wedding. dresses in town and uh there would be a.

chair waiting for him he would sit down. on the chair outside next to the brick. wall and he would just. read he loved cowboy western Mysteries. and um the locals in the community knew. him as the reading man he was just. always sitting just past the Bridal. Boutique the other small shops right off. Main Street in a chair that was only. allowed for him Monique the owner of the. Bridal Boutique had known about him for. 4 years when the city removed okay so. the city removed all the benches for. people who were unhoused from downtown.

and Monique immediately set out a chair. for this man because all he wanted to do. was sit on a bench and read it was. Monique's late father's favorite chair. it was made out of bamboo and it had. this very cushiony plush seat and if it. was sunny particularly sunny and warm. perfect napping weather Warren who is. now late in his 60s he would doze off. with his book half open and still. Mo'Nique recalled that she's never seen. him not finish a book in a. day yeah every day he would sit behind.

the shop and just read religiously or at. least the days he wasn't working. everyone in the community knew Warren he. was there reading man he was comforting. according to local paper that did boots. reporting on the Grand Junction. Community they said that Warren was. known to never beg he never hassled. anyone he didn't speak unless spoken to. a head nod would usually suffice for. hello and if a friend passed and bid him. a good day his answer was always and you.

also the whole time he and Monique were. friends Warren never asked for anything. and he denied all food and Aid he was. private but it seems that at the core of. it he just didn't want to be anyone. else's burden Mo'Nique would constantly. double check that he had a place to stay. at night especially in the winter and he. would assure her of course I do I'm okay. even if he was sleeping under the. bridge because he also knew that Monique. would have rented him out of room if she. found out anyone in the community would.

have to the rest of Grand Junction he. was the reading man but to Monique she. called him the Birdman so he would sit. out there and every lunch he would buy a. Subway and he would eat all the. important parts then tear off half of. his bread and give it bit by bit to the. birds Monique said there's not many. people that I can say that would do. something like that to have so little. still half of it to the birds I'd say. I'll see you tomorrow Warren have a good. night and he'd say and you.

also until one day Monique set out her. favorite chair for Warren and he never. showed. up meanwhile March. 1st 19-year-old Brian Koh is Googling. how to wipe data from Android phone. because he had taken pictures of. Warren's dead body. does a river wash away evidence how to. dispose of organic material when he's. done with that he goes into his calendar.

app and marks a new event for the day of. February 27th he marks it. first people suspect he was expecting. more but that was the last day Warren. Barnes was seen. alive near the end of the interrogation. the officers asked Brian if he enjoyed. it enjoyed killing and Brian said uh uh. did I enjoy it he leans back in his seat. as he whispers to himself did I enjoy it.

it's very clear that he's reliving the. murder there's a long pause as he thinks. about it about 16 seconds 16 seconds is. a very long time he finally responds I. don't know just neutral for the whole. thing I didn't enjoy it but I didn't. hate it he was also asked if he was. inspired by other serial killers like. Ted Bundy Ed keer and the likes to which. he resp responded I wasn't necessarily. inspired it was just more so if these. people can do it so can.

I by the way can I use the. restroom some netizens note that it is. very strange that he has to use the. restroom after he basically relived the. murder that he was asked if he enjoyed. it leading some netizens to believe that. there in fact was a sexual component to. the. kill after the interrogation when Brian. was being led to be booked he smiled at. the officer escorting him and said I. feel like cannibal Lector right now. another fictional. cannibal Brian kohe pled not guilty by.

reason of insanity one thing to note. that is very important is that someone. can have severe mental health issues and. still be legally sane in Colorado in. order to be found not guilty by reason. of insanity you must prove the defendant. was incapable of distinguishing between. right from wrong at the time that the. crime was committed now side note. Brian's attorneys try to do the most. bizarre thing ever so this is going to. be tried in the criminal court system. they want they filed a motion to move it. to the juvenile court he was 19 when he. committed the crime like that's not how.

it works you don't just get to be like. oh well he's a little young now just a. few things to note Brian did mention in. the interrogation that a mental health. counselor once told him that he had. skitso something that's quote he said. they just said that I had skitso. something whether it was schizophrenia. schizo affective schizophren or schizoid. disorder they said that I had something. that was SCH so they also said something. along the lines of like you have. symptoms of a skitso disorder whichever. one that was they didn't specify but I. was just.

like okay the police they had to ask. more questions do you feel like you have. that I don't know impossible to tell. self- diagnosing is foolish yeah but do. you schizophrenia is pretty clear. because people recognize they have a. different personality in there which is. incorrect I don't know why the police. said that he says I don't have any. hallucinations I had delusions I guess. years ago I thought I was obsessed with. people staring at me I felt people. watching me from every window the birds. were looking at me watching me the. furniture that was a delusion I suppose.

but you don't have times where you feel. like another personality is in your body. no that's disassociative identity. disorder schizophrenia is well no what. I'm asking Brian is do you have multiple. people talking to you at the same time. that type of thing no no one was talking. to me during the interrogation Brian. denies having hallucinations in. psychosis he also admits to taking. measures to hide the crime and he. expresses regret not for taking a life. but he said if I knew I was going to. prison for 15 to 20 years I would not.

have killed. someone yeah okay so this is very. interesting because he's actually facing. a lot longer than that it's not like he. was even a minor when he committed the. crime so I don't know where he got that. bold guesstimate of 15 to 20 years very. strange it's also argued that Brian was. on a very low dose of anti-depressants. but a few months before the murder the. murder took place February 2021. his dosage was upped yeah but when. Brian's doctors took the stand they. stated that Brian showed zero signs of.

psychosis hallucinations delusions. paranoia and he never spoke of hurting. himself or anybody else for that matter. Brian's family doctor even saw Brian 3. days before the murder because he had. this boil under his right armpit like an. absis and he did not note or pick up on. any strange behavior from briyan the. doctor stated definitely not psychotic. at the time that he came in for his boil. 3 days before the murder. Terry and Brian senior genuinely seemed. heartbroken. that that their son had killed someone.

when they were first brought into the. police station the day they found the. head in hands um Terry the mom sits down. and she's a wreck she's a mess it's. clear that she's trying to cope with. everything and it's very heartbreaking. when you just look at the footage now. Terry tells the investigator about. Brian's obsession with crime scenes and. she says a lot of obsession with. preservation of on crime and crime scen. scenes and so he was just talking about. going into the military in the fall and. when he gets out having your. job what I guess he was talking about.

becoming an investigator that's what she. said yeah and she like is very. enthusiastic she's like very depressed. and it's like he was talking about going. to the military and then now he I guess. the plan was having your. job the investigators also asked her. about potential animal abuse Brian. himself admitted to killing a cat for. fun but it seems like that they really. had no clue she said oh no like he he. loves our dogs you know I mean he's very. affectionate with our animals you know. and he would watch you know just last.

week he watched Silence of the Lambs but. I was like well he's 19 and um you know. they probably all watched it I mean I've. watched it it doesn't make me a serial. killer you know and he watched the. Zodiac Killer over the summer a couple. times Brian's dad said we had him go to. counseling you know we were just kind of. concerned about that he made jokes about. making nooses and doing this and that. and I don't know we just played it off. as normal talk but I'm like you know. Brian we wouldn't you know but I didn't. know the depth of the water I don't I.

don't understand he's obviously very. sick because you would notice weird. things about him just some days he'd get. cold just he looks at me and he's got. this cold look on his face Brian's dad. does seem to be going through it he's. kind of curled himself into a ball in. the interview room and he says so I. don't know what's going to happen now I. don't know how we got to get some type. of advice or find out what to do because. you know my wife she's got her own. business here and I have my own business. and I carry the same name as my son and. now as soon as it's going to be all over. the papers Brian Co killed someone right.

now and we can't do anything we can't go. anywhere I'm not working anymore she. can't have any more kids anymore for the. daycare it's all everything's over I. mean it's all done now it's done our. lives are totally. over during the trial they came to. support their son they still testified. technically against him I guess but. Brian even scalled at his dad when he. was on the stand but Brian's mom begged. the court to show Brian mercy and asked. for better mental care and said that the. odds were stacked against Brian from the. get-go she said Brian is not the sum of. his mental defects and his actions and.

he can one day have a positive impact on. society she said he was a child who had. the odds stacked against him from the. beginning a child who was loved a child. who was prayed for a child who struggled. for his entire life with emotions Brian. does not think and feel like the rest of. us there are arguments on whether or not. the parents could have foreseen. something happening with Brian I mean I. don't think anyone expects them to know. what day he's going to do something or. that he's going to murder and decapitate. a man but it's very clear that his. behavior was only escalating Brian's.

history teacher Jeremy said we weren't. obviously the only class that was having. issues with him and again the mom just. kind of brushed it off a friend of. Brian's mom said it seems like Terry the. mom chocked it up to the school unfairly. targeting her son she said Terry had. this binder of all the conflicts that. she had with the school district so. apparently she said that you know when. Brian was younger he was bullied a lot. and the schools district did nothing. about it but later Brian is now having.

behavior issues from his probably. bullying trauma and he gets singled out. as the bad. guy yeah I don't know maybe Terry felt. like for some reason that the schools. just never liked Brian to begin with I. have no idea but while Brian's parents. seem surprised to a degree the school. teachers do not all of them said I was. not surprised at all his journalism. teacher said I mean I've been doing this. for 23 years. and I know you can't get a gut feeling. okay but it's just I just always felt. uneasy around him like there was you. know and he just needed a lot more help.

than we could offer him in a public. school setting and so when I saw that on. the news I hated to see it I wasn't. necessarily surprised but yeah wow. another teacher stated no I wasn't. surprised I was just more let down by. the system because we had called it out. that he needed help and he had all these. kinds of red flags that were going off. and it still happened. one cooworker from Safeway where Brian. worked part-time as a bagger stated that. Brian became more talkative in the. months leading up to the murder he also.

talked about how he didn't have any. friends so she was trying to cheer him. up and she told him well we're your. friends me and all the other co-workers. were your friends and he responded yeah. a Pity one of Brian's friends testified. at the trial and she basically even. during her police interviews said well. he never talked to me about killing a. homeless person specifically but he. definitely talked to me a lot about. killing and I was actually surprised. because I figured that if he was going. to do something like this it would be on. a much larger scale like I thought he. would I don't want to sound vulgar but I.

figured if he was going to snap it would. be like shooting up a store or something. like that my goodness and he mentioned. like he didn't like his neighbor so I. thought maybe something would happen. there so I was actually really really. surprised that he had killed someone but. also I was really surprised that it had. only been one person even later in Psych. evaluations for the trial doctors asked. Brian how he felt now after the murder. and responded yeah it just kind of. happened you know it's a thing that. happened it sucks but it happened and. they asked what about it sucks and he.

said because I'm locked up now I can't. see my friends and I really miss video. games in the internet February 3rd 2023. Brian kohe Jr was found guilty of. first-degree murder and sentenced to. life in prison Brian's mom shouted at. Brian I'll visit you as soon as I can. baby when he was sentenced and it's. alleged that he did not even look at her. Terry the mom seems to be being in her. own way she's got her emotional support. animal to keep her company and it's. believed I don't know how true this is. that she has started a YouTube channel.

the YouTube channel is called quote the. Brian kohi story her I don't know if. it's her but the bio reads the. heartbreaking story of Terry kohi the. mother of Brian kohi who murdered at the. age of 19 and would have likely gone on. to become a notorious zero killer these. are Terry's words Terry's story told in. installments it currently has zero. videos up as of right now now. interesting thing to note Brian made. multiple comments that he targeted.

vulnerable people people he thought that. would not be missed and would be easily. forgotten but Warren now has a permanent. Memorial a metal life-size Recreation of. Warren's favorite chair in front of the. bridal shop and it was important for the. community that only Warren sits there so. they all put a stack of books on the. seat and their Pages blow in the wind. and the book at the top on the stack has. on its spine it they wrote and you.

also Warren will never be forgotten but. Brian will be as of right now Brian has. been in a close security level prison. for about 3ish years and he will stay. there until he dies may he live a very. very long life and that is the story of. Brian kohi Jr and Warren Barnes. what are your thoughts the interrogation. video went viral and it. just yeah I mean I don't even I don't.

even know what to say what are your. thoughts leave it in the comments and. please stay safe and I will see you guys. on Sunday for the next one bye.