His Wife Vanished On A Moving Train - Everybody On Train Is A Suspect

[Music]. bada bing badao the couple are falling. asleep to the. CH noise of the train it's almost. hypnotic this time they had prioritized. their comfort over being financially. responsible they booked the sleeper. seats money well spent I mean their beds. are tiny they each get one right next to. each other but they're still out in the. open it's a three-level bunk bed system. they have a row of people above them and. a row of people below them and their.

bunks are just out anyone passing. through the aisle can see anybody that's. on any of these bunk beds just falling. asleep but at least they can fully lay. down and sleep the entire 11-hour ride. back home Gia the wife she shakes her. husband awake husband Lee Lee Li slowly. opens his eyes and he checks his phone. it's 1:00 a.m. I'm going to use the. restroom real quick Lee nods and he. starts pulling the blanket off of him. but his wife stops him sh it's okay it's. okay I'll be right back she points down.

at the elderly people that are. underneath them in the bunks below I. mean if both of them her and her husband. climb down from the middle bunk there's. a higher chance that the elderly couple. are going to wake up and look at them. they look like they're deep in sleep. right now there's no point in disturbing. any of that it's okay I have my phone. I'm going to be right back Lee the. husband hesitates but he just watches. his wife climb down the bunk bed ladder. and rushes off to the restroom he. glances out the window it's pitch black. outside I mean they must be Crossing.

through a very rural area because. there's no buildings there's no light. coming from outside the window at all. just the noise of the Train on the. tracks and then boom the train shakes. and Lee jumps awake what was that he. must have fallen asleep and it must have. been some sort of rock that hit the. window or something he rubs his eyes and. he checks his phone it's 1:30 a.m. he. looks to his left and his wife is no. longer in her bunk bed it has been 30. minutes since she went off to use the. rest room she should be back by now his.

mind starts racing because that's weird. right he quickly puts on his shoes. climbs down the bunk bed ladder walks to. the restroom in their Carriage cuz you. know each train has a carriage Carriage. 13 it's empty she's not in there his. heart starts pacing faster but it's fine. I mean calm down this makes sense. sometimes at the restroom in the. carriage that you're in is busy you go. to the carriage over so he runs over to. Carriage 14 and he slams the bathroom. door open it's empty she's not in there.

he does this with Carriage 15 and as. many restrooms as he can before he feels. this intense Panic this tightening in. his chest he runs all the way to the. train conductor's cabin and he starts. banging on the door the conductor opens. it up 1:30 a.m. he looks confused. stressed please you have to help me sir. my wife my wife is missing the train. conductor looks at the husband for what. feels like multiple seconds because I. think he's just processing what he just.

said and then slowly his lips just turn. into a smile and he's smiling it. husbandly what do you mean your wife is. missing that's impossible sir nobody. goes missing on a moving train. [Music].

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conductors are taught if you press the. emergency break right now you will come. to a complete full stop probably from a. mile from here there is no immediate. stopping a train imagine telling a swarm. of 100 elephants to instantly stop. running at full speed it's not going to. happen and sometimes that means you. watch disaster happen and know that. there is absolutely nothing that you can. do about it that is the only thought. going on in the train conductor's Minds. when they see a body on the middle of. the tracks wearing a thick winter coat.

just laying there hurry do something. they both know that there's nothing. either of them can do they pull the. emergency brakes and stop a mile later. after 30 seconds that's how long it. takes to come to a complete stop hurry. somebody call the police we got to go. everything is happening so fast but so. slow at the same time the way that the. train hit and ran over the body in the. winter coat was so quick and so subtle. that they couldn't even visually see the. body it's likely they wouldn't even have.

noticed or felt it if they hadn't made. eye contact there was a train conductor. who hit a cow once a 1,000 PB plus cow. and they said it felt like when you're. driving on the highway a small bee hits. your window you kind of hear the sound. but you don't feel the whole car shake. it doesn't even Dent your window that's. what it felt like so of course they. didn't feel anything with the winter. coat on the tracks but now they're. trying to head back as quickly as. possible to check and see if everything. is okay who is it why are they laying on. the tracks in a giant puffy winter coat.

what the hell is going on they Rush all. the way back to this now blood red. soaked winter coat that looks completely. mangled and instead of a human they see. a deer. dead someone had put a winter coat on a. deer and laid it down on the. tracks what this is the very strange. life of a train conductor you almost. never know what to expect during your. shift it could be nothing or it could be. a nearly unsolvable mystery of why would.

somebody do. that but train conductor Zhao knows that. this is not one of those instances I. mean the only mystery is how not very. intelligent this passenger is what do. you mean your wife is missing she's. missing sir she was with you on the. train and now she's not that's what. missing means she's missing you have to. help me find her train conductor Zang. pauses and lets out a smile because this. is probably going to be the least. exhausting task of of the day the first.

logical place to search is the dining. cart it's right at the center of the. train and when you step in the first. thing you notice is the smell and then. the sound all of the rattling sounds of. the silverware and cups as the train. moves along it's just what you imagine. the place to be there's rows of tables. and chairs along each side of the. carriage it's like a breakfast. restaurant that sells pancakes the ones. that have those sticky syrup dispensers. but maybe a little bit nicer the tables. are covered with white linens glass. windows on both sides and you can just.

see everything blurring past you it's. about 2 am but there's somebody leaned. up against the window reading a. newspaper drinking a cup of hot coffee. he looks over his newspaper at Lee and. the conductor and goes straight back to. reading this Carriage is a relatively. quick search they check under each table. each deep red colored Booth under them. under the ground and as the conductor. expected no signs of Gia anywhere in the. dining cart she's probably in a restroom. somewhere Le and the conductor they.

start making their way over to the. seating carriages this train in. particular has 18 carriages 18 different. compartments if you will eight are for. sitting and eight are for sleeping those. are excluding the dining Carriage. storage carriages the train conductor. Carriage these are just the passenger. areas it's a big train in total the. train can carry up to, 1500 people they. have a lot of square footage to cover. during this search they start with the. hard seat carriages Chinese seating. carriages are typically split up into to. three different levels the first is not.

even a seating Carriage you get to stand. for less than a dollar for an 11-hour. train ride you have the joy of standing. the entire trip you can maybe sit on. your luggage you can maybe sit on the. floor or if you're lucky you can maybe. sit on somebody's seat when they go use. the restroom for about 2 seconds but. otherwise you're on your two feet the. entire way the carriage with people. standing are going to be a hard search. because they're packed with people it's. not much different from trying to swim.

through a sardine can you can't see. anything but the person in front of you. excuse us excuse me G G are you in here. say something Gia she's not they get to. the hard seat carriages you might as. well be sitting on an uncomfortable park. bench or a plank of wood at 90°. sometimes the people with the hard seat. tickets will get up to use the restroom. and when they get back they see a. stander sitting in their spot oh sorry I. have a standing ticket but I did here. let me get up it's okay you can sit you. can sit the hard seats are so.

uncomfortable they start thinking maybe. I should have gotten a standing ticket. how is standing more comfortable than. sitting they go row by row of the hard. seat carriages most people are knocked. out dead asleep head leaning up against. the stranger next to them they don't. care it's 2: a.m. they don't care about. social etiquette they just need to find. a nice surface to lay their head down. the conductor is shining his bright. flashlight at each of the faces they're. all squinting using their arm to block. the light hey what are you sorry my wife. is missing I'm looking for my wife Gia.

Gia then the two head over to the soft. seat carriages there a bit less people. in there the seats are the ones that you. would expect cushiony almost like an. airplane seat and as they're going. through the aisles of the soft seating. carriages and the longer they can't find. Gia the more the train conductor and. husbandly feel confused I mean Gia's. disappearance just doesn't even make. sense it's like a weird magic trick you. know how those magicians will make. someone disappear on stage there's no. way way it makes sense people don't just.

disappear but they're doing it on stage. so it really feels that way doesn't it. if you just sit in the crowd you turn. your brain off you have a really good. time the magician can do something that. nobody else in the crowd can do they can. do magic poof person here person gone. but if you start thinking if you really. start thinking where did they disappear. to you start getting some real answers. and it's never magic where the magician. will put someone in a box you can see. that they barely fit in there but box. closes up magicians start stabbing.

swords into the box and it makes you. nervous that the person inside is. getting stabbed but then they take out. the knives one by one open the box back. up and the person is fine. unharmed usually it's a false bottom. there's a hidden trapo a compartment. underneath them that they hide in or. maybe a trapo behind them because even. now the conductor knows nobody just. disappears on a moving train there is no. such thing as magic people don't just. vanish Without a.

Trace and as they're going Carriage by. Carriage the conductor is flashing the. light into each row each face to verify. that none of them are the missing wife. Gia Lee the husband is glued to his. phone you know what the whole thing is a. little suspicious why didn't Lee go to. the restroom with his wife it's 1:00. a.m. on a train wouldn't you want to. make sure that your wife gets to the. restroom safely and even if he didn't. escort his wife to the restroom how. could he just fall back asleep he. couldn't wait 5 minutes for his wife to.

get back before going back to snoring he. fell asleep and only woke up a full 30. minutes later when the train jerked to. the. side interesting because the train. conductor knows people do not go missing. from moving trains it means that it's. more likely a situation where somebody. harmed the wife and statistically. speaking it's always the husband is it. not okay to be fair it's not always the. husband but there's a good good chance. that it is and would this not be the. perfect place to commit the perfect. crime wait till the train is passing a.

very difficult to search area perhaps on. the edge of a Mountainside Cliff when. the perfect opportunity comes you kill. your wife throw her out the door say. she's missing you've already gotten rid. of her body and anyone of the 1,000. people on the train could be a suspect. by the time that anyone realizes that. your wife is truly missing and this is. an emergency situation by that point the. train would be very far from her body it. would be such a puzzling mystery and you. would be the sad confused husband who. never gets.

closure it's almost too. perfect or if that's too risky maybe he. hid his wife's body perhaps The Hiding. locations on the train that come to mind. first are the most dangerous ones. underneath the train or on top of the. train or maybe the storage Carriage. hiding amongst the cargo but it would be. nearly physically impossible for Lee to. hide his wife's body in one of those. areas and now that the train conductor. is looking at it husband Lee does seem. genuinely frantic to find a wife he's. been on his phone non-stop calling her.

non-stop trying to see if her phone. would ring in any of the carriages Gia. the wife can hear her husband calling. her phone non-stop it's ringing again. and again and there's probably not even. 2 seconds it hadn't been ringing in the. past God knows how long she knows it's. her husband because she had set his. ringtone to a custom one and now it's. just painful to listen to Gia is laying. there not moving towards her phone she. knows it would mean a lot to her husband. if she could just pick up the phone and.

tell him where she is what happened or. maybe even why maybe he could get some. semblance of closure in that way but. she's not going to pick up the phone not. yet anyway so he's just going to have to. wait doesn't he she can't come to the. phone right now the train conductor is. looking at Lee making non-stop phone. calls to his wife which maybe she can't. come to the phone right now and maybe. she can't be found on this train because. she was never on the train to begin with. are we even sure that husband Lee got on.

the train with his wife her purse is. conveniently missing because she took it. with her but maybe maybe she never got. on the train that seems like a logical. explanation to all of this than. Vanishing on a moving train I mean think. about it there's over a thousand people. on this train right now what are the. odds that at least one of them has lost. their minds maybe husband Lee just. genuinely believes that she was on this. train with him that she boarded with him. but he's traveling alone there was a. movie called flight plan that came out a.

few years before this incident have you. heard of the movie no it goes like this. a woman named Kyle who happens to be an. airline engineer she boards a flight. from Berlin to the US with her little. daughter Julia it is a very rough trip. for the both of them they flew to Berlin. to claim Kyle's dead husband's body yeah. the husband died he's mysteriously dead. and now they're bringing his body in the. plane cargo all the way back home to the. United States how old is the the baby. the girl in the movie is maybe 7 years.

old oh okay now Kyle obviously is not in. her right state of mind she just lost. her husband the father of her child. Julia so when the plane takes off she. decides to take some anti-anxiety. medication she ends up knocking out when. she wakes up her daughter Julia is gone. Kyle starts freaking out she alerts the. flight crew very much like how Lee. alerts the train conductor and they drop. everything well everything but flying. the plane of course they drop everything. to help her find her missing daughter. but slowly Kyle can feel the flight crew.

they're getting distracted they're not. trying to help her they're not making. eye contact with her what the hell is. wrong with you people my child is. missing we have to find her ma'am you. board it alone Julia your daughter is. not on the plan's manifest she is not a. passenger on the. plane no that can't be true because your. records are incorrect ma'am I'm so sorry. they aren't we spoke with the. authorities in Berlin your child Julia. died in Berlin with your husband you.

must be in a State of Shock and grief. that your brain is not processing the. information you might be. hallucinating Kyle almost believes them. until she sees a tiny heart that her. daughter drew on the plan's window when. it got fogged up and now she's on a. mission on this plane in the air to. prove that her daughter has been. kidnapped on a plane on a moving plane. in the end at the end of the movie Kyle. is able to prove that her daughter was. very much real and and did board the.

plane what then when did they lie to her. why did everyone lie to her it was a. ransom Shady people doing Shady things. trying to frame her for ransom but her. daughter is very much real and very much. on the plane so the theory that husband. Lee had just lost his mind and believed. he boarded the train with his wife but. didn't it's quite easy to prove because. he is able to show the train conductor. his wife had a ticket and was seen. boarding the Train by the neighboring. bunk mates they all saw her before she. went to the restroom before they all. fell asleep so yes she was on this train.

and right before she went missing they. had been on the bunk asleep and nobody. has seen her since then the train. conductor and Lee start combing through. the sleeping carriages once more this is. technically where Gia the wife was last. seen so they want to be extra thorough. this is her bunk right yes huh I see on. this very specific train the k21 express. the bunk bed carriages the sleeper. carriages if you will have six beds per. section. in each section there are three rows of.

two small tiny beds facing each other. the top the highest two beds they have. the least amount of space if you try to. sit up you're not going to be able to. without crouching your neck or slamming. your head on the top of the train it is. the brightest which is one of the. biggest setbacks even when the train. turns down the lights at night you're. going to get the most light pollution. since you're at the top however it's. great because it's secluded passengers. say if you bring a book or you bring. your phone with full battery because.

there's not a lot of outlets up there. that's the best bunk nobody's going to. bother you and you're out of the line of. sight by people who walk down the aisle. nobody's that tall then you have the. middle bunk it probably comes shoulder. height to people who are walking past in. the open aisles so if you're wearing a. dress you do best to cover it with a. blanket it's great if you're a scenery. person it's the only bunk with good. views out the window you can't really. sit up still but you can lay there and. stare out the window if that's what. you're into it's a little little less. private than the very top bunk since.

everybody walking past is again eye. level with your body just about but it's. easier to get in and out of than the top. bunk then you have the very bottom bunk. it's actually the most spacious of the. three levels and it even has like a. small nice table on the side that you. can use you can also fully sit up. straight so the choice to sit or lay. down is fully yours it's also relatively. dark since it's covered by the top two. bunks which why wouldn't everybody. choose the bottom bunk then more space. the choice to sit or lay down it's dimly.

lit you have table space the main. drawback is a lot of strangers on these. trains will just sit on random people's. bottom bunks to sit and chat with each. other they could even if they wanted to. snatch your belongings or perhaps even. you husband Lee and Gia are not at the. bottom bunk they're in the middle but. maybe maybe somebody saw Gia laying in. the bunk and started having very bad. thoughts maybe they thought that they. could do something to her maybe she was. kidnapped by a stranger on on the train. for very Sinister reasons but if that's.

the case where are they hiding her Gia. is laying there the floor is cold but. she knows she can't move she's tried. even if she wants to it's not working it. feels like she's tied down to a bed of. steel nails if she had known this was. going to happen would she have still. taken the same route back to her bunk. bed from the restroom would she have. even gone to the next carries restroom. or would she have just waited in line to. use the one closest to her the one.

closest to her husband I mean if she did. would things be different probably she. probably wouldn't be in the situation. right now everything would probably be. different and right now nothing is going. according to plan but there's no time to. think about that she feels the blood. dripping down the lower part of her body. and she starts screaming as loud as she. can please somebody help me someone help. me please. honey husband Lee is slamming his fist.

on the bathroom door he never had a. chance to check this restroom for his. wife and now that he thinks about it was. this restroom locked since Gia first. went missing everyone in Carriage 11 is. knocked out asleep but Lee could not. care L he's banging on the door. screaming Gia are you in there Gia open. up please it's me Gia open the door are. you in there Lee has all sorts of. probabilities running through his mind. Gia's not great with motion maybe she. got motion sick and fainted in the. restroom and now nobody can help her. unless they get the damn door open he.

starts jiggling the handle of the door. trying to use brute force to get it to. open and it's not opening and the train. attendant walks over and starts. unlocking the door for Lee maybe he. could see the desperation in Lee's. face is anybody in there please speak. now we're going to unlock the door we. will be opening the door now please. knock if you're not ready before the. attendant can unlock the door from the. outside with a key they hear click. someone is inside the restroom they're. unlocking the door the door creaks open.

just to crack and a man a middle-aged. man squeezes past the door and closes it. behind him as he walks away he does not. break eye contact with Lee he just. smirks as he zips up his. pants what the hell did this did he do. something to his wife Lee his heart is. beating out of his chest he turns back. to the bathroom door slams it all the. way open and inside side on Carriage 11.

is a very normal bathroom Gia is not. there 1,000 random strangers on the. train it's a numbers game how many of. them have bad intentions once the train. is in motion the passengers are isolated. from the outside world if there is a. killer if there is someone trying to do. something nasty on board the train. you're stuck you're trapped with them. and the scariest part is you don't even. know who that would be adding to the. confusing mystery is to harm Gia to get. rid of her body from the moving train or.

to hide her body so thoroughly that the. train conductor cannot find her it would. require some preparations some planning. this does not seem like it would be a. very easy random crime to commit she's. not exactly a prime target either she's. a 44-year-old mother who is traveling. with her husband works as a manager for. a toothpaste company it's not like. they're very wealthy and have a lot of. money for ransom or a lot of things to. be stolen from she's beautiful don't get. me wrong she does very well in her field. but she's not in a position where she's.

creating. enemies they live very normal average. lives so if Gia is nowhere on the train. her husband didn't do this to her likely. a stranger didn't do this to her maybe. Gia did this to herself hypothetically. speaking if one wants to disappear and. vanish Without a Trace so that nobody. comes looking for them a moving train. would be a really good choice if Gia. were to vanish at work one day everybody. would be out in her hometown in the city.

searching for her neighboring cities. would be on the lookout her case might. even go viral on social media but if she. vanishes on a train it would be such an. unsolvable case that people would not be. actively searching for her face in a sea. of people out and about in everyday City. Life they might look for her in the. mountain side where she was last seen. and the steps to faking one's. disappearance are very straightforward. they're pretty easy it's uncomplicated. First Step don't get caught second step. don't forget the first step it's not.

like it hasn't been done before one of. the most famous disappearances takes. place on a train and that is of Lou L. Prince a French inventor he actually. created the very first motion picture. photography AKA this man invented movies. he boarded a train from Dijon France to. Paris France and while on that train he. disappears without a trace he's. Vanishing it feels very similar to Gia. it feels like a magic trick even all of. his luggage is gone but there is proof. that he did indeed board the train so.

where the hell did he go when the train. gets to Paris there are extensive. searches to locate Lou Li Prince and. they come up with nothing they never. found him nor his belongings it's like a. magic trick he vanished off the face of. the Earth on a moving train so people. start theorizing what they believe. happened to Lou Le Prince one of the. theories being if this man is so smart. he can create the first motion picture. would he not be smart enough to fake his. own disappearance Maybe may he waited. for the train to slow down or took.

advantage of an unscheduled stop and. slid away to start a new life maybe the. pressure of constantly creating new. inventions and living up to his previous. accomplishments was getting to him. perhaps he realized that this is not the. life that he wanted for himself and he. can't face his family to tell them all. of that so he faked his own. disappearance that is one of the. theories however the most popular theory. is that Lou Le Prince did not fake his. own death the most popular theory was. that someone wanted Lou Le Prince's. inventions and wanted to claim his.

patents as their own so they killed him. they murdered him on the train and got. rid of his body Lee the husband starts. losing his mind on the train he's been. running through the aisles of the. carriages screaming his wife's name no. care in the world if he's disturbing. everybody he just needs to find his wife. he feels like this is some sort of sick. joke how can she just vanish he's. analyzing every single person's face. does that person look guilty is is that. my wife does that person look like. they've just stuffed someone into their.

luggage his brain is so busy hunting. down his wife it feels like the rest of. his body is going into autopilot mode. he's running down the aisles left hand. press call phone up to ear ring ring. ring you reach the voicemail left hand. press call phone up to ear ring ring. ring you have reached the voicemail of. left hand press call phone up to ear. ring ring ring hello Lee freezes he. looks down at his phone it's the correct. number it's his wife's number. and a man has just picked up the phone.

hello where sir your wife is at the. hospital please come meet her how the. hell did his wife get off this train and. to a hospital husband Lee is sitting on. the floor crouched down with his back. leaned up against the hospital door he's. squatting he's clenching his teeth. trying to hold in his own sobs the types. of Screams he can hear from inside the. hospital room are not normal they're. Primal like someone is being viciously.

attacked and shredded by a cheese crater. he had never heard someone scream like. that ever in his life and they were all. they were all coming from his wife Gia. he can hear her through the door ow. please my left leg it hurts so much I. need more painkillers I'm in agony. please just make the pain go away. somebody needs to help me. please the pain Gia has been going. through has been so overwhelming all. consuming that Gia has not been able to.

sleep eat she can't even distract. herself all day all night all she does. is Scream until she exhaust herself and. her throat is on. fire the screams from inside the room. keep getting louder husband Lee knows he. needs to go in there so he quickly takes. a deep breath wipes his tears on the. back of his hand clears his nose. straightens out his back puts on a smile. opens the door and walks in and every. day multiple times a day this is what he.

does he walks in there sits on the edge. of the hospital bed and he puts his hand. near his wife he doesn't touch her but. he gets close sh honey it's okay it's. okay I know you feel a lot of pain in. your left leg but you have to remember. what the doctor said it's in your head. honey tell yourself the pain is not. real. because you don't have a left leg. anymore she looks down and her left leg. her left left arm and her right foot are.

all gone. severed Gia has lost three limbs but she. can still feel all of them it's called. Phantom limb pain it's when an. individual perceives feeling and a lot. of the times painful feelings in a limb. that are no longer there the limb. doesn't exist anymore but the brain. thinks it's still there the nervous. system sends out receptors and gets. confused because they're not being. relayed properly which eventually. translates into the sufferer feeling. pain in essence the nerves in your. spinal cord that lead to the brain still.

exist from that limb that's been severed. your brain senses something is wrong. because those nerves stop sending. signals and that triggers a pain. response which is usually the body's. default response when they feel like. something is wrong they force you to. feel pain to alert you hey something's. not right here the brain is a very. powerful organ think of it like this you. have a best friend that you have spoken. to every single day of your entire life. every second of every day you've spent. every sing single waking moment with. them and then one day they suddenly.

ghost you but your brain cannot. comprehend or remember a time where. you've been without them and you're. confused how can they just be gone. nothing makes sense you have no closure. you're bound to feel some sort of pain. and confusion for a very long time this. is so much worse one nzen said I had an. amputation right below the knee I. experienced Phantom Pain it starts like. someone has a lighter under the sole of. my foot that is no longer there it heats. up I can feel my foot on fire but the. foot is no longer there and then bam.

like someone slams a giant Spike through. my non-existent foot just stabbing it. piercing it all the way through and that. pain slowly shoots up my leg all the way. up to the rest of my body another nzen. said early on my Phantom Pain felt like. my foot was being crushed by a metal bar. across the top of my foot and being. electrocuted all at the same time but. the foot didn't exist anymore another. nzen writes I feel like my foot is being. crushed constantly electrocuted stabbed.

with a dull knife and any other pain. that you can imagine there's also the. weird Sensations that aren't necessarily. painful but it drives you crazy itching. you want to itch your foot so bad but. when you go down to itch and relieve. some of that it's not there but it keeps. itching another one that drives you. crazy is I feel like I'm dipping my foot. into a cold lake it's so cold I'm. getting frostbite on my toes but my foot. is not there as for Gia she said the.

first attack of phantom limb pain made. me scream so loud until I couldn't. scream anymore Lee did not want to ask. his wife too much about what happened so. he tried to get bits and pieces from the. investigators the ones that first found. Gia and came to the scene when they got. out there they didn't they didn't. honestly know what they were looking at. they told Lee we thought is this a woman. a man it has to be a person though right. we had no clue the investigator said it.

was difficult to even tell if it was a. person actually it was just a pile of. blood and limbs like a bloody blob but. it had to be logically it made sense but. their brains would not let them. comprehend it or rather comprehend who. they're looking at they look down at the. ground there's blood and body parts. scattered like a human puzzle the person. they're staring at basically only has. half their body left and they're. thinking what the hell happened to this. poor woman who did this to her there's.

something called Milano. heliophobia I don't know if I'm saying. that correctly but it is the fear of. black holes like the ones in Space the. fear of objects with such extreme mass. and gravity that it consumes even light. itself just visually speaking people say. that looking into a black hole even just. the photos right cuz that's all we have. is terrifying to know that once you get. sucked into the black hole you become. spaghetti spaghettification that's what. they say you fall into a black hole it. compresses your body down from the top.

to the toe and then stretches you at the. same time and it turns you into literal. human spaghetti that's probably why a. lot of people have a intense fear. intense emotions when they stare into a. black. hole and the investigators for the train. company are huddled together in a circle. bent over staring straight into the. black hole impossible I mean how can. such a I mean I can't even believe it in. the middle of Carriage 14 there is a. black hole well okay not really you know.

those trash cans where you press down. and the sides will push down letting you. throw the garbage in with your hand. unless someone steps on this particular. spot of the carriage the floor the hole. does not open up it's almost like a. false bottom a magic trick and they've. taken off the compartment doors and. there is a hole a gaping hole on the. floor of carriage 14 on Gia's way back. from the restroom that night she made. sure to keep both feet planted on the. ground just normal train etiquette.

common sense just in case the train. makes a sharp turn that she's not going. to end up in somebody else's bunk but as. she's walking back through Carriage 14. ready to walk back into Carriage 13. where her husband is the floor. underneath her just disappears a tile of. the floor swings open briefly opening up. and in the blink of an eye sucks her. down into a black hole she drops down. onto the railroad tracks and she is. swallow followed by the bottom of the. train instantly for Gia everything goes.

black and then the pain hits she can. almost feel each wheel going through her. body these are pulled from her Court. statements they're just running over her. she said the pain is so intense that she. cannot stop screaming but nobody can. hear a thing she can't even hear her own. screams the Train's roaring and the. friction sound of the wheels in the. railroad truck are so loud it's. deafening then she loses Consciousness. Gia would be run over by 20 train. carriages going at 40.

mph by the time that the train she was. on had sped off she looked like she had. been chewed up and then spit out when. she woke back up she was somehow. somewhat alive she said that she just. laid there staring up at the night sky. there wasn't a single star up in there. everything was Pitch Black and Gia Gia. was left for dead if someone on the. train had seen her walking down the. aisle one second gone the next they. might have thought it's like one of. those magic tricks with a trapo a false. bottom. and people say when things are in motion.

they stay in motion to give you some. context when things in motion are moving. they have more Force than things that. are still if you calmly walk up to a. ball a basketball and it's stationary. sitting on a table and you bump your. head against it it's likely going to be. unpleasant it's not going to kill you. you probably won't even have a bump on. your head now if that same ball is. thrown off the penthouse unit of a 998th. floor apartment and it hits you on the. head you might be hospitalized things in. motion have a lot of force the train. rain that Lee and Gia were on weighs. 2,000 tons about the weight of 200 giant.

elephants but now it's going 45 mes hour. and ramming straight into Gia the impact. of the injury something like that would. cause it's more comparable to 3,100. elephants running over her I don't even. think our brains can really comprehend. what kind of injuries that would. cause Gia is laying there for a moment. it's almost peaceful I mean not painless. but it's kind of peaceful until the. realization hits her if she does not.

move soon another train is going to come. down and completely rip the rest of her. body apart leaving her truly like a. puzzle waiting to be put back together. by coroners and that's if if they even. find her who knows maybe the animals. will get to her first she's on the. tracks and the objective at least in. theory is quite simple move her body off. the tracks to the side she's not even. thinking about getting to help or. getting to the nearest town just get off. the tracks that's all she's thinking. about she said if if I do not leave the. tracks as soon as possible I will be.

shattered but when she goes to move. there's this really strange sensation. she tries to move her left arm but it's. like her arm does not belong to her it. does not listen it does not move it does. not. budge it's weird she's straining so hard. to move that arm she can feel the veins. in her head bulging throbbing but. nothing nothing is moving all she can do. is sit on the cold railroad tracks that. are digging into her back and smell that. awful metallic scent At first she.

thought that metallic scent was likely. The Rusted railroad tracks but she. realizes soon enough it's the scent of. her blood she uses all of her strength. to lift her head up by her neck and she. looks down at the state of her body her. left arm is almost completely detached. her left thigh is gone her right hand. the only hand she has left is full of. sticky liquid blood the thought to just. let it be is the first thing on her mind. what's done is done look at her she. can't even put herself back together.

there's no way she's going to survive. that's what she's thinking but then she. keeps seeing images passed by of her. husband of her son and the decision. feels very logical she said my son. cannot live without a mother my husband. cannot live without a wife my aging. mother and my only sister they'd be so. sad so I cannot die Gia laid there. repeating in her mind over and over. again son mommy's going to come home to. you Mommy's going to come home to you. Mommy is going to get off the railroad. tracks she uses her only good workking.

hand her right hand the one that's. almost been obliterated she uses it to. grip on one side of the railroad tracks. and she's trying to use it to pull her. body over to the side maybe she can roll. her body she grabs it ignoring the. excruciating pain going up her hand and. with every ounce of everything left in. her body strength adrenaline love for. her son she pulls as hard as she can and. moves to the side less than an inch and. then she knocks out again the amount of. pain in her body combined with the.

amount of blood she's losing every. second she has no energy she's very weak. when she wakes up she tries to move her. body again and falls again all she can. hear is the song playing in her head. over and over love you 10,000 years. that's her song with her husband and. it's not like she's having her life. flash before her eyes I mean she is but. the song is actually playing while she's. struggling to move it's the custom. ringtone that she set for her husband I. love you 10,000 years but she can't.

reach her phone it's too far so she uses. this song to try and motivate her to. move upwards maybe if she can grab the. purse that's just inches away maybe if. she can just get off this Railroad Truck. she can tell her husband what happened. and he can come save her so that's what. she does for the next half hour or so or. at least that's what she said it felt. like she lays there until she finally. has enough energy to try and move again. this time she musters up truly. everything in her system and she knows. either one more try or she dies there's. no other option she starts inching.

closer and closer 1 cmet at a time every. few minutes breathing exhausted from the. pain and after what feels like an. eternity she manages to make it to the. other side of the tracks she hauls her. body over one last push and she lands. right next to the tracks her face is. resting on the edge her whole body feels. sticky with oil like if somebody were to. grab her and try to help her up their. hands would just slip off like somebody. oiled down her whole body but it's It's. a combination of her sweat and blood she. opens her mouth to let out a big breath.

of air and she feels the pain deep in. her teeth because she realizes that she. had essentially burned her lips off from. grinding her face against the railroad. tracks she's about to fall asleep again. but she realizes her face that feels. numb at this point is resting on the. railroad trucks the thought is very. clear in her mind her head is going to. be cut in half she will die now but she. feels no motivation to move it at least. Le not yet her body is starting to give. up she no longer has adrenaline she.

knows what's going to happen to her but. she almost feels like why not just let. it because of how tired she is she's. never felt pure exhaustion until now. after laying there she decides she has. to try and she musters up every last bit. of strength and moves her face off the. track just inches away but at least this. time her face won't be sliced in half by. now she's in a trance until she feels a. vibration her whole body starts. vibrating and there's a loud roaring. sound she opens up an eye and sees the.

train heading straight towards her she. said in that moment perhaps my. determination touched the heavens I. heard the train I was bursting with joy. this was the only hope for salvation and. I must not give up I quickly thought how. to let the train driver know that I was. there that I was a living injured person. I knew what I had to do so I waited. nervously waiting for the light and the. light comes shines over her whole body. and she said I put all my strength I had. into lifting my head up as high as I. could so that the train engineer the.

driver of the train could see me and I. waited until the lights passed all the. way through my body and then I lost. Consciousness. again she does get the attention of the. train crew they pull the emergency Break. Stop a mile away run they run to her. side and call the police to come save. her the police initially did not know. how to even help her they didn't even. have a stretcher to bring her to the car. so they did what they could they ripped. a door off from their police station. literally ripped it from the hinges ran. back to Gia and used that as a stretcher.

they gently placed her on placed all of. her severed limbs onto the door frame. and started running as fast as they. could to their cars and eventually drove. her to the hospital they didn't know if. she was going to make it looking at her. on the door frame barely conscious the. odds are not in her favor NASA did a. study forcing test subjects to lie in a. bed for 3 months at a time well not. forcing but have them lay in a bed for 3. mon on so that they could learn about. bone and muscle atrophy in space and by.

the end of the 90 days most healthy. participants could not walk they had to. be slowly lifted vertically and even. sitting up the blood pressure cuffs. hanging off their arms they had to lay. back down even just sitting at 90° was. too much they started sweating it felt. like they were going to faint even. though they're just sitting they're not. even walking but that's just after 90. days Gia had to lay in that hospital bed. for 100 90 days and she was fighting.

actively dying she was not even a. healthy participant in a NASA study the. entire time her body is failing Gia said. my right arm is in a thick cast because. it required surgery I was like a mummy. laying straight on the hospital bed half. of my body gone I couldn't move I slept. in one sleeping position all night all. day she continued I think normal people. can't do that even for one night laying. in the same position non-stop unable to. even move an inch I was like Ling in. that position the same position for more. than 2 months I couldn't move at all she.

had a bed sore mattress at the hospital. which is like an air mattress where air. pumps into one section of the bed at a. time so it feels like you're constantly. in the ocean your whole body is slightly. going through wav like stimulations it. helps relieve pressure on just the same. part of your body which prevents bed. sores but every wave every air. compression made Gia scream in agony she. said it felt like after being run over. 20 carriages of an industrial train it. was painful but it was nothing compared. to this the recovery even her right hand.

her only hand that she had left it was. skinned raw they had major injuries she. couldn't touch a single thing every time. the nurses came in to take care of Gia. and replace her bandages she said she. was in so much pain even the breathing. on her skin would make her scream this. raw horse guttural scream would Escape. her body and the nurses would be. terrified of Gia they didn't even want. to make eye contact with her G said. that's how everybody was everybody was. terrified of her nobody wanted to make.

eye contact with her and the list of. injuries I mean I think if we were to go. in depth we would spend 40 minutes here. in summary her left arm was completely. gone her left leg by the hipbone had. been completely gone her right arm her. only remaining arm almost had to be. amputated they had to save it because. her shoulder was shattered in so many. places her right leg was amputated below. the knee she had injuries to her head in. one part of her head her scalp was. essentially peeled off and her skull was. exposed she lost an alarming amount of.

blood she lost almost half of the blood. in her body her heart was beating 29. beats per minute which is nothing she. was barely alive there were contusions. on her left kidney major head injuries. abrasions all over her body those are. just some of the major injuries there. were thousands of minor injuries all. listed making her medical chart one of. the longer ones that the doctors had. ever seen at the local hospital every. day the the doctors had to go in there. and cut dead flesh off of her flesh that.

had turned completely black and some. parts were even starting to have maggots. crawling about every day they would cut. it off with a pair of scissors Gia felt. like she had already lost so much of. herself and there they are taking more. bits and pieces of her every single day. which Speaking of at one point she. needed a skin graft but the only healthy. or somewhat healthy skin she had left on. her entire body was her right thigh so. they took the skin off of that obviously. they did this for Gia it was what her.

body needed but just the psychological. meaning was not lost Gia was ripped. apart again Gia said that she would look. in the mirror and feel so detached from. the person staring back at her her whole. body was swollen there were cuts and. bandages all over only her eyes were. peeking out from the bloodstained white. bandages wrapped around her face like a. mummy she said that she couldn't bear to. even look at herself she said and I. quote when I looked in the mirror I saw. a monster and even if that's how Gia.

felt in that moment she obviously is not. a monster she's a Survivor the real. monsters that people believe are the. train company the one that operated the. train that she was on when this whole. incident took place I mean truly at. first nobody even believed that Gia had. fallen through a hole on the train floor. there must be some sort of. misunderstanding maybe she fell off the. train door in the connecting part of the. carriages maybe the door was open a. little bit and she fell through or maybe. she leaned up against the door because. she lost her balance it swung open and.

she fell out when the investigators. first arrived at the train tracks the. police Gia had already lost a ton of. blood and was on the verge of death but. she told them I fell through the center. aisle of the train Carriage through the. floor what how is that possible look. please look I had to get off the. railroad tracks myself if you look my. hands and legs they're in the middle of. the railroad tracks I didn't cut them. off off myself and throw them there. please you have to pay attention to the.

scene remember everything my body parts. that are separated are laying in the. middle of the railroad tracks and I'm. laying on the side of the tracks please. you have to protect the crime scene so. that you can testify for me later. please eventually giia would fly out a. lawsuit against the train company and. they tried to brush it off they stated. during the predeparture inspections the. conductor and the train team did routine. checks of the entire train front to back. back to front center everywhere there. was nothing a miss so it must not be. their fault but something's not adding.

up again the hole technically had a. trapd door mechanism where essentially. nobody would know that there's a hole. there unless they stepped on that very. specific spot in the carriage so when. Gia's husband is looking for her there's. no hole there's no hole until someone. steps on it but what would be the. purpose of installing a trap door like. that on the middle of a carriage floor. there would be no sense why would they. do that why would the train come even do. something like that well they didn't. intentionally do it the train company.

basically took an old green train and. refurbished it on the inside they kept. most of the original body just ripped. out all the insides and kept the outside. structure this specific train itself was. a rainbow train it was green pink yellow. all the carriages were different colors. because they were pieced together from. random old trains that they had picked. out and strung them along and for that. reason the company had to install air. conditioning onto the carriages that did. did not have an AC system they installed. it and the only problem was they needed.

to sometimes test a portion underneath. the train to troubl shoot the AC but. instead of running wires out from out. the window out the door of the train. they thought let's just create a hole at. the bottom of the train that leads. directly to the port that we need to. access for the AC and then cover it with. a bolted system that nobody can fall. through it just makes the most sense it. was supposed to have a port cover that. was foolproof but clearly it was moved.

it was tilted to the side so anytime you. stepped on it it would just open up so. clearly it was not working and I don't. think that there's any way to look at. this and not believe that this is the. trading company's fault I don't think. anyone would even argue that imagine. being on a plane and the floor just. gives out and you fall from the sky how. could someone argue that it's not the. airline or the plane manufacturer's. fault in the lawsuit Gia filed for. compensation 1.5. million which is nothing I I don't think.

anyone would go through what she went. through for $1.5 million the mental. emotional physical trauma the loss of. future income the compensation was. supposed to cover medical expenses. disability compensation employment of. caregivers Prosthetics cost nutritional. cost food subsidies changing of. disability friendly housing. Rehabilitation Care Nursing cost. Transportation cost therapy cost and. compensation for moral damages the. railroad company said your ask is. ridiculous it is unreasonable the. compensation you're asking for is.

Skyhigh it's never been done before even. when Gia came into the courtroom in a. wheelchair she showed the court the. parts of her body where her limbs were. severed off and it's like nobody wanted. to look at her they couldn't even make. eye contact with her the air just felt. Frozen in the end the court rejected. Gia's request for $1.5 million in. compensation at first they awarded her. just $110 ,000 they later amended that. and gave her.

190,000 and to add insult to injury the. train company's motto is the greatest. enemy of accidents is a sense of. responsibility yet they refus to be. responsible for what they did nearly. $200,000 that's it that's all Gia got. she said physically she felt as if for. months in recovery almost at least fully. a year really she felt like she was. being tortured non stop like the ancient. times those types of torture tactics.

that's what she felt that's just the. physical psychologically the damage was. in measurable both Gia and her husband. Lee they had a very hard time adjusting. afterwards which is completely. understandable their lives changed. overnight the abruptness is what they. really struggled with Lee said he just. couldn't understand how his wife had. been so healthy a few hours ago and now. she's not now she can't brush her hair. get dressed she can't even support the. weight of her own body she can't use the. restroom when she wants do you know how.

frustrating that is she said my life has. changed drastically I cannot take care. of my own life I have to ask for help. for everything I have no way of getting. up lying down by myself going to the. toilet by myself washing my face. brushing my teeth taking a bath by. myself eating by myself if someone. leaves a cup of milk on the dining room. table for me just a little further away. from where I sit if I put out my hand. and try to grab that glass of milk and I. want to grab it and drag it in front of. me but if if I don't lift my hand well. enough or if my hand grip is not strong. enough or if I can't drag it towards me.

then the glass of milk will tip over and. the milk will spill on the table on my. wheelchair onto my pants and flow onto. the floor and I can't even clean it up. if I want to read a book but the book is. placed on my bedside Out Of Reach I. cannot read peace after peace failure. after failure I have incomparable. frustration I stay in the house all day. long more than 9 months straight I did. not get a day of sunshine for more than. 9 months straight I lived in a contained. area less than 300 ft I feel like a. prisoner in a cage without a cage I.

thought of self- exiting but I couldn't. even physically do it after 190 days of. being in the hospital Gia was discharged. but she would still need to go through. extensive Rehabilitation to adjust her. new life to adjust to her Prosthetics. which by the way when she went to the. Prosthetics Center in Shanghai they. didn't even know how to help her they. had never seen this level of. injuries but she didn't didn't give up. she said I left home standing up I must.

go home standing up I must appear in. front of my family standing up which. makes it sound like this case is going. to have a happy ending but she would not. be able to stand up she would not walk. through the front door of her home and. she said she does try her best to. overcome the cards that she's dealt but. she's not happy there were articles. posted about how she's finding happiness. and overcoming all of life's challenges. ready to take on whatever is thrown at. her but it doesn't really seem like. that's true it just gets clicks but the.

truth is Gia said I have a mixture of. happiness and sadness I'm happy that I. get to see my son again but I'm sad that. my home is still the same but I'm not. the same she needs a large number of. sleeping pills to fall asleep every. night and she said that Lively and. cheerful Gia that was once there before. the accident is replaced by an irritable. emotionally violent Gia the likelihood. that she's going to develop traumatic. arthritis and her one remaining arm left. is very high her right shoulder has been.

practically obliterated that the doctors. had to piece it together like a puzzle. and because nobody in Gia's personal. life could relate to what she had gone. through they didn't even know how to. help her so one day her sister Gia. sister laid down on the train. tracks and she waited to be run. over she said she just wanted to. understand what Gia had gone through. because she was going crazy not being. able to help everything she thought was. helping was isn't helping thankfully. there were no trains on that track that. day but that just goes to show how.

desperate everybody was and I wish I. could leave you with something happier. but sometimes life doesn't really have. Happy Endings and that kind of seems to. be the case here at least as of right. now I do hope that Gia is able to find. happiness eventually but that is where. the story is right now what are your. thoughts let me know down in the. comments and please stay St safe I will. see you guys in the next one.