Leah Gotti and Connie Perignon KNOCK OUT Ryan Pownall

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at AVN WE ARE THE BEST AND WE'RE HERE TO. HAVE A GOOD TIME BABY GIRL BIG EPISODE. TODAY STARTING ON OUR LEFT she is. probably the biggest name in Asian today. IF NOT ONLY THAT BUT PROBABLY the. biggest name in today. she's been a superstar for years and she. just keeps getting bigger and better. she's a sweet girl I love her THIS IS. CONNIE PERRIOT. THANK YOU FOR HAVING. LOVE YOU CONNIE. >> [applause]. >> AND THEN OUR OTHER GUEST TODAY OUR. CO-GUEST THIS IS A GIRL WHO doesn't do.

very many interviews we tried to get her. for years I think my first DM to you was. maybe 2022 honestly if you go check and. I'm really excited to have you here. today. so welcome to the show superstar from. the 2010s era is still dominating these. modern girls that are working their. asses off every day don't even care. about it it doesn't seem. >> [laughter]. >> but it's still top ranked on every. single website killing it she's now a. beautiful actually I don't have to say. that Connie LEAH GOTTI BABY.

WELCOME GIRLS YOU GIRLS ARE FRIENDS WE. ARE now. oh oh okay okay you're not like we had a. fun car ride together. >> [laughter]. >> okay. disclaimer yes disclaimer I sent them. the wrong studio address cuz I'm stupid. guys he has like a. hundred. like fast reply saved in his phone like. it's an Instagram DM sent us an hour. away. I'm so sorry I'm cringing in my soul can. you tell them sweating.

I'm anxious. and oh my God. I have these text replacement things. where it says my studio my address my. number my friend my this and when I. backed up my iCloud it didn't bring my. new [ __ ] over it used my old text. replacement so it was our old studio. from four years ago in literally West. Hollywood which is an hour away. and I flew here for this yes I and I. want to apologize but it's okay he got. me a first class ticket back to Vegas. Las Vegas.

>> [laughter]. >> I threw a little extra on that too. okay and and still it doesn't make up. for my my idiocy. we're doing this for you. >> [laughter]. >> let's get it OUT OF THE WAY. OR WE CAN JUST SURPRISE. give it to me what so Leah is preparing. for a fight as you know Leah is. one of the biggest celebrity boxers in. the world right now. she's fighting on Tommy Fury's card in. Manchester next yeah give me your best. English accent first I want to hear it.

hello governor say sorry okay okay. is it too late now to SAY SORRY. >> [laughter]. >> WHAT IS THAT. THAT WAS BIEBER. NO THAT'S LIKE A REALLY. really specific [laughter]. he saw Bieber at Coachella. worst concert ever I don't know why. people liked it but anyways. >> [laughter]. >> yeah so how about like you have to get. hit for your punishment how hit though. because I can I've seen your hand pretty. hit.

pretty hit you got to make it matter are. we going to close fists no no no we can. do a slap cuz you know I've done the. power slap combine as well you're a. badass you're scary Leah Gotti we won't. punch you well I'll just slap you. okay you know some people say slaps hurt. more than fists you know this they. definitely. do okay and how hard are we going to go. you can choose look at his body language. just changing [laughter] as he's asking. these questions what do you think you. deserve a soft medium or hard.

extra hard extra. extra hard [laughter] tell it to me like. you want it. why IS THIS GETTING. >> [laughter]. >> TELL ME HOW. BAD YOU WANT ME TO HIT YOU I deserve. I've been a bad boy I'm a useless little. worm and I deserve to be beat I need to. be beat please beat me I want to be beat. I want TO BE BEAT. >> [laughter]. >> YOU'RE GOING TO HIT ME HARD SO. you know what scares me about the power. slap thing is when they do the warm up. things for three. >> [laughter]. >> I'm going to do that.

I can't believe they just stand there. for that I can't wait to watch you. flinch like a little. are you a lefty I'm a righty but I can. slap with either let's switch sides. we'll slap with left. >> [laughter]. >> that'd be great okay we'll slap left I. appreciate that I like actually like. yeah. we'll slap left. all right all right all right right now. right now oh my God do the warm up okay. kill me. OH MY GOD. >> [laughter].

>> WHAT THE. OW OH MY GOD. >> [laughter]. >> WHAT THE YOU SAID. >> [gasps]. >> YOU SAID THAT'S HARD. I THINK I GOT A CONCUSSION [laughter]. I FELT MY BRAIN SHAKE. from your cheek yes wow hey power slap. is like not healthy. >> [laughter]. >> you know THIS OW that yo honestly that. would that slap knock a a girl out your. size I mean if I did it probably a. little bit harder yeah wow yeah I feel. like she was holding back for the camera.

yeah I mean you did not hold back I was. I was afraid to hit you here to be. honest thank you thank you and also I. didn't want you to. pass out in the middle of our [laughter]. interview you have now a tone FOR YOUR. SKIN. CAN I GET IT I FEEL GOOD TODAY. >> [laughter]. >> oh yeah. oh my God hey did you guys do that to. men I do. yeah to to to the husband no no no my. husband would not go. okay okay what what kind of guy is your. husband he's like. he's awesome he makes music he's like a. a rapper but he also like is a coach.

like a runner USATF track and field oh. wow oh wow. he runs marathons but he also like. trains people to do runs marathons is. crazy. good for him yeah he's fast like runs a. marathon but like each mile is like fast. as like wow close to like six minute. mile no way for a whole marathon yes oh. my God. oh that's crazy. you two together are just crazy in terms. of what you guys are like a physical. workout couple together.

I'm such a brat guys he tries to like he. coaches me obviously for my running but. he likes to tell me that I'm uncoachable. what's why why why I have a lot of. attitude. >> [laughter]. >> I literally I was running on the. treadmill yesterday and he was like. trying to tell me something and he's. like you're uncoachable I was like well. do I have to listen the first time like. you know and he just started laughing. and he's like well typically you know. when your coach tells you something you. just do hey what [clears throat] is it. about your era of the the girls that. kind of have a little bit more sass. I honestly think that these girls today.

sweethearts. your era of girls don't piss them off. well yeah I'm from Texas. everyone's pissed at everyone who are. you speaking about Ryan. >> [laughter]. >> I'm scared of every girl from your era. you make one little slip up with them. like my slip up today sucked with you. guys but much more minor I'm going to. hold a grudge. and they tell me some of them I became. friends with tell me like. this person for this and it's so small. and they hold grudges what what what is. it about your era well I don't really do.

that I mean my thing is just like either. you're going to fight about it or we're. just not going to be friends like right. right right I fought [clears throat] my. friends before cuz is there a lot of. drama going on in today's girls. I wouldn't know you're not really. involved in anything I just I stick to. myself yeah I stick to myself too and. like my set little small group of girls. yeah yeah you guys don't go with the the. party crowd eh. right right. I'm at home I have like babies like I do. my own thing babies how's that.

great that's your favorite thing yes is. it really that's great that's why I love. this job and three kids yeah three kids. are you going to stop oh I'm done my. husband got a vasectomy oh fun guys love. it. every drop inside quick question when. you get a vasectomy does less come out. when. it's the same amount yes the same amount. I think it's just the what's inside of. it okay okay you know my husband thought. low key that his balls were going to get. taken off like a dog like at first like. [laughter] when I brought it up and then. how reversible is a vasectomy do you.

know I think it's the technology now is. like pretty good like 96%. so they just fuse the tubes back. together. it's like a. it's like jump-starting a car it's. like pretty expensive to get it reversed. but it's like very inexpensive to like. get it done so it's like. like $500 to get it done but then you. need to pay like $10,000 or more to get. it fixed [clears throat] yeah oh good to. know. because my boy GerkMaster went got a. vasectomy he did.

he has a vasectomy and I'm like bro what. about if you want kids he's like I'll. just get the reversal. but I'm like I don't think it's. guaranteed bro it's pretty accurate oh. it is okay like. it's it's. [ __ ] Connie who you. at home nobody yeah right [ __ ]. [laughter]. anyone really how come cuz I got my. heart broken oh. who broke it [clears throat] that sucks. Connie. heartbreak is crazy yeah it was I got my. heart broken too. >> It was someone I met on my travels.

Whereabouts? Albania. Albania, you met. an Albanian man? That sounds magical. Yeah, he was from. Albania. I was the only American he. actually had ever met. >> And who was this guy? What did he do? He. was a fan. Oh, really? >> Yeah, you heard it here first. >> Why did you fall in love with a fan? Yeah, fans have a chance. >> [clears throat]. >> Don't give up, boys. Listen to this. How. Why did you even end up in Albania? I. just travel a lot. Yeah, you do. >> So, last summer I was in 16 countries.

and it was one of the countries I was. in. Wow, and then some fan was just. blowing you up on Twitter? Well, I mean. he paid me and that's how we met. Um. Connie, can I tell you something? Yes. >> I said this before. I love you for being the only one. talking about that world. Yeah, everyone's getting paid. No one's. talking about it. Thank you. >> Okay, you can lie about it or you just. be about it. I love I love you for for. being open about it. It's so it's so. cool. Cuz everyone is like, "Nah, I. would never. I would never.". >> I tried it once, but it's not for me. What What happened? [laughter] Well,

because like I have a really like guilty. conscience. Like and I found out that. the person had a wife and like I'm the. type of person who's like, "I have to. call the wife now." Like I felt like I. feel like I'm involved in something. >> Did you Huh? No, I didn't. I didn't. >> Imagine your your Your lady of the night. calls your wife. Yeah, this was like. back in the day. >> Wait Wait Didn't that happen to Lamar. Odom? I think they said that on a. documentary. Yeah. Like he was cheating on Khloe and was. like high out of his mind. She called. him like, "Hey, I'm sleeping with your.

man. Can you pick him up? He's being. crazy.". And she did. Yeah. Would you go there and pick up your guy. in that situation? Absolutely not. I. would. I would. You know my thing is. it's like my husband, I'm with you. forever and ever. Like I don't believe. in divorce, okay? But you will get. beat. And that would be gone. Cuz I am the. type of person You guys torment him. forever. Everyone's going to get hurt. I. respect that [ __ ] Yeah, yeah, cuz like. you cheated on me, but that doesn't You. cheated on me. I didn't want to break up.

with you. Like I'm still in love with. you. My thing is I'm not going and. picking you up. Like you made your decision. >> I will pick you up. >> You can stay getting up at her house. like high on or whatever the you know. Wow. And then do you feel like you owe. him one at this point? To go get him. back? Oh, well see I'm like the fair. square. So like if you did it to me, it's going to be done back to you. >> Okay, so you'll go get it. Yeah, because like I can't forgive you. Like Right, right. You can tell him about it or just do it. low-key.

>> Oh, I'll tell him about it. Like I'll. I'm the type that's going to like maybe. FaceTime you while it's happening. You know what my new vibe is? You know. what I'm into? You know what I'm. watching lately? Fansly. [music]. I. [ __ ] love Fansly. No cap. It's. awesome. You know why? Because it's the. first platform I've ever seen that has a. discoverable algorithm. So it's like the. explore page on IG. They get to know. you, what you like, your preferences, and then they recommend girls to you. that you would like. So I started just. doing doing my thing and then I saw. these perfect BLONDES WITH NICE BOOTIES.

pop up cuz that's what I'm into. OH MY. GOD. EVERY DAY I'M FINDING new dime. pieces that I'm obsessed with. No more. searching all over Instagram. THIS BOOM. FANSLY. GOT SO MUCH [ __ ] ON the side. too. They got everything you could want. They even have streaming. Amazing. Go check it out. fansly.com/pillotalk is going to bring. you to the explore page with a load of. free content. You're going to get. addicted. I promise you that. If you're. anything like me, you're going to love. it. Fansly is the new. So that you feel how much you hurt me. Holy [ __ ] bro. Yeah, [laughter] like it.

has to be fair and square. Look, I don't. agree with with a lot of what the guys. think, but a lot of men, because men are. terrible people. You said it. And I'm on your side, not. not theirs on this. I just want to make. that clear. But a lot of guys say it's. different for men to cheat than than. women. Why? They say, not me, that you know, a woman is giving their. body to a man. She can only have one baby a year. A guy. can have a thousand babies a year. I've. heard this a thousand times. It's all. these red pill.

you know. What do you guys think about. that? Wait, but where's the rational. like. >> is that men were made to procreate and. breed as many as they can and women were. supposed to bear with one man is what. they say, not me. And And I don't agree with it. >> ideology is probably like uh men don't. really have to have feelings to. Yeah, that's exactly That's what it is. Yes, yes. Yeah, I don't agree. Right. Cuz like if somebody's like Okay, my man. can't off either. Like there's no Okay, what? Yeah. What do you mean can't.

If there's no outside of me. Whoa whoa whoa WHOA WHOA WHOA. COME ON. NO, I'm dead serious. >> How long you've been with your guy? Almost seven years. Seven years, you. don't think he's slipped one. on the hub? He has before. Yeah. Yeah, well not on the hub. Like he was. sleeping next to me and he would to our. video while I was right there. AND THEN. THAT'S NOT OKAY. >> THAT PISSED ME OFF. WHY DIDN'T YOU WAKE. ME UP IN THE DAY? NO, I [laughter] WAS RIGHT THERE. MY. [ __ ] WAS RIGHT THERE TO BE USED. THAT'S. A SHAME. ME AND we could have watched it.

together. But you. Now I'm. DO YOU NEXT VIDEO? >> I KNOW, BUT NOW I'M UP AND YOU JUST AND. I'M CUZ I know that you and now you. can't me cuz you just So would you. prefer doing it in your sleep? >> Yes. Fair. I'd prefer you to just take. me and use me in any moment. >> Real. Like if you're so. I'm not home, FaceTime you. I'll go to. the bathroom and myself with you. Type. [ __ ]. >> But can I just tell you something? Guys. enjoy that activity. That's all. Well, enjoy it with me cuz I love it even. more. Yeah. She's strict. Sometimes guys.

>> strict program. I don't have outside of. my business for pleasure. Ever. Like if I have to wait. however long I have to wait for that, I'll wait. Wow. Well, cuz you When was your last scene? Was it in the late late 2010s? I do. girls all the time. Yeah, yeah, yeah. But with a guy? >> With a guy, yeah. I was 18. I'll be 30. this year. 18 was your last scene? Well, I was 19. What? Yeah. It was that long. ago? boy-girl for 4 months in my life. No, what? Yeah. How are you still such a big name?

>> Cuz I got that good good. >> [laughter]. >> I do TRICKS ON THE. CUZ REALLY THOUGH, I I'VE BEEN SEEING. YOUR NAME for like the last 15 years. >> I know, whenever [clears throat] I was. like out of. and I was like just being a normal. person, had no social media. Apparently. I was like number one on I had no. [ __ ] idea. Like people were like. Yeah, sometimes you're trending top. five. And I was like, "How do these. people know who the. who I am?". I didn't know that you don't shoot. boy-girl. Yeah, I don't shoot boy-girl.

Do you do it with your with your guy. though? Yeah, POV. Okay, sick. Yeah. So. on on your private. >> Yep. paywall accounts. >> Yeah. we can see it. Yes, you can. Okay, well that's cool. But how long was the break between this. guy and your last scene? I quit I was gone for five years. Is. that all? Yeah. Okay. When I started. dating my husband, he's actually the one. who was like, "Why don't you have only. Why don't we do only fans?" Like and at. first I was just showing my Like I. wasn't even doing men. Then I was like.

talking about what I'd be comfortable. with and I was like, "What about girls?". And he doesn't care about that, so. Yeah. Okay. Well, girl Yeah, any guy. who's jealous of their girl being with a. girl is I think that's weird, honestly. >> They're probably just want to get get by. guy too. Maybe. >> [laughter]. >> Cuz I think it's so cool for your girl. to to check. I've never really heard of. guys being jealous of other girls. I. think any I have. And I feel like. they're all secretly those guys. Really, why? Well, the one person I know who was.

like that did like make an OnlyFans and. like all their stuff is like rubbing. their like showing their feet and stuff. I'm like, "What is this for?". >> [laughter]. >> Cuz I'm no girls are going off on that. So it's like clearly something's going. on here. Girls, what's your take on guys. that think Like say you're still. shooting mainstream. Cuz you're shooting. what? Two, four scenes a month, Connie? Yeah. Something like that. You slowed. down a lot. Maybe one a week? Less? Less. Oh, yeah. Less. Okay. She.

does what she wants to. Two a month. maybe? I mean like I was shooting like. 12 scenes a week for. What? >> every week for. like 9 months straight. Yeah, when I. first started. >> a days? No, sometimes it was three a. day. And then It would be three a day. like maybe And then all that [ __ ]. right? Like including like studio ads. and OF. So you would do a like a. mainstream scene and then do your own. [ __ ] at night? >> Yeah. Bro. >> Yeah, I was How burnt out were you. honestly? Oh, a lot. Oh. I was.

constantly sore for a long time. And. it's And it really sucks because it was. like I was debuting with some people. that I really wanted to shoot with And. you would show up after after two weeks. two weeks of that schedule. >> I I remember first time I shot with. Lexington Steele, I was already hurt, you know? And like he like ripped my. little. you know? And it's not his fault, obviously. It's like we're going really. hard and I'm already like. >> Do you guys low-key wish it was average. to shoot?

Low-key. Sometimes. Right? Like you guys. don't want these huge ones day after. day, do you? I'm married to a very great. How How great? Just like a. perfect little like six, seven, somewhere around there. But like not too. wide. Like three fingers. Like you know, I can swallow that in my throat. I can. [ __ ] That's my dream. >> do anything. Like you know, It's so. perfect. It's like when I go shoot. girl-girl, if they bring out like a.

Like sometimes that [ __ ] is so big for. me. Like I can't even take it cuz my is. just used to being. Girls got to relax with the the the. girl-girl. Like they're They're ridiculous. Yeah, so much. the dual. Like this long? >> Yeah. What the Also the thing is with. like because you can't feel the action. that you're doing, It's very It's really. easy to hurt someone. >> really feel it because you know it's. fake. >> You can't feel there's no. You can't feel the.

it. Doesn't know like yeah. Because of. that, you don't know if you're going too. hard, you don't know if you're going to. you're hitting a wall or like what. you're doing, you know? And sometimes. they don't have any flexibility. Like. they're like If the is too hard, Yeah, yeah. So [laughter] I've had a lot of. times where it's women me that I end up. getting hurt. >> Yeah. >> Oh, yeah? >> Yeah. You guys have like a double tap or. you just like chill on the couch. Yeah, you can always cut. In a lot of places. >> But you know what? A lot of girls say. that girl girl doesn't sell that well, right? That's a lie. Oh, really? I mean that's like all I do.

Yeah, I mean there's Yeah, that's just. that's just probably that's all you're. doing and they love you. Yeah, I make. bank. >> Yeah, but when you do a guy, does it not. sell way more? No, not necessarily. I mean think about. Miss B Nasty who is one of like the. highest grossing like content creators. on OnlyFans, like I think she only has. maybe a handful of boy girl. She's doing. solos. Yeah, that's mainly all my stuff, too. >> Yeah, there's I I I only do solos. Really? >> Yeah, I That's more personal, it's more.

intimate, you know? >> I. Okay, I love you girls and you're the. most honest guest we've ever had, honestly. Okay. >> you think about this take, okay? >> Okay. >> I've been scared to say it for years. Don't you think it's a little. that guys say. I don't want solos or girl girl, I need. BG. Is that a little that they can't. monsters in in the scene. No, MY HUSBAND. AM I WRONG? MY HUSBAND SAYS THAT A LOT. Like even like if he were to like watch. Some of that stuff is too overwhelming. Like he would rather just imagine.

something in his head. You know, and that's the thing that why. I don't like my house. I know I make So. it's kind of like a double-edged sword. >> [laughter and gasps]. >> But I'm like if you watch certain. things, you get desensitized. And you it. requires more of you. Like I can. remember like when I I tell this to. everybody all the time. I used to watch. big. Okay. Okay, what what What line? What. line is that? Like I would go on Twitter. and type in like big army. THERE'S A. PAGE, OKAY? LIKE.

I WOULD LIKE TO WATCH THAT. Because like. I knew all the stars, so I could never. [clears throat] watch it. Or like if. this I used to watch this like fat guy. who's like this girl in her She's like. watching TV like not into it. And I was. like into that. So it's like I do all. that right back in the day, so now when. I watch this [ __ ] it doesn't work for. me. So I have to watch this weird [ __ ]. Like [laughter]. Everyone's LIKE, "WHAT?" AND I'M LIKE, "OH, SORRY." I'M NOT GOING TO LIE, it. really I hate when I'm watching and then. someone I know shows up. Because you know it's fake. Like you.

know it's all for show. >> Yeah, and then and then to me, I feel. like I don't know. It's weird. There's. like a consent thing in there. Like, "Oh, you didn't consent to me watching. this." You know? I don't know. >> The number one question I get is like, "Oh, do you run home after you interview. them and them?" It's the opposite. Once. I feel like we we're homies, It's done. >> Yeah. No, it's the same for me. That's. why I'm like just. Sometimes like I can't watch it. Like I. can't I I don't I haven't watched. like. That's [laughter] funny. I haven't. watched like like went out or anything.

like that. >> Well, yeah, you're not allowed. Yeah, I. know. Yeah. [laughter] I know. Like literally ONLY IF I'M. >> BUT HE'S NOT ALLOWED? NO, NO, NO. I only. touch myself if I'm recording myself. like for money. Right. Yeah. >> How often does your does your beautiful. marathon baby of a sex me husband. [laughter]. show up on game day with a POV? Oh, show up with the POV? Yeah. Like, you know, we can we don't do it that. often. Okay. >> Cuz we have like our life like with our. family. So it's like when you can get it. in, it's very few and far. Oh, really?

Yeah. I mean for camera. Yeah, yeah. >> what I mean? Like of course you can be. like, "Meet me in the closet right now.". or like Okay, question. How different is. it when you're filming versus just raw. dogging it no cam? So different. >> Oh, yeah. My man like I make my man like. 3 minutes. Huh. He says [laughter] he he. SAYS HE THINKS ABOUT POKéMON, but that. isn't working anymore. So I think he. said he was thinking about um he was. What was he thinking about the other. day? You know what? Shut up. My boy Cole. Wallace or taught me the best trick. ever, which works. Math equations. Math. equations? Oh.

>> Best. But like what sort of math. equations? Like 7 * 21. >> doing fractions? Yeah, I'm doing BEDMAS, all that [ __ ] I'm going to tell my man. that. >> [laughter]. >> I'M DOING PI, YOU KNOW WHAT I'M SAYING? LIKE ONE TIME I HAD to do a. cam soda. like So that's like online and it has to. be long cuz like they pay me for it. But on top of it, I was having to wear a. Predator mask cuz it was for Halloween. Oh my [laughter] god. Do those sell well, your your Halloween. videos? Yeah. People love it when I dressed up.

as Spider-Man like in the little suit. >> this some weird [ __ ] your fans want from. you guys. For fans like. Strangest custom requests. Strangest custom? Yeah. You got you got. I know Connie gets some weird [ __ ]. >> I Honestly, I don't. >> Oh, really? So compared to what everyone. else is saying on podcasts and [ __ ] I'm. like, "Oh, mine are like not that. weird.". >> Oh, really? I mean like I thought cuz. you have that mommy mommy thing, they. want little things. I mean I don't think. that that's weird, though. Well, okay, you don't think it's weird,

but like we we think like some of the. [ __ ] you do. >> I mean like one one that I was actually. frightened by was he's like, "Okay, like. wear workout gear. and pretend to be bound and gagged and. then like pretend to like get yourself. out of it for like 10 minutes." So for. 10 minutes, I'm fully clothed just like. just like rolling around like that. And. I was like I've done some stuff like. that. >> But to me, I'm like, "What are you doing. with that?" Customs are [laughter] so.

cool. >> No, I've done like some for this company. called FM Concepts and it's all clothed. Might come out or something, but. like pretend like I got like And then I. wake up hog-tied and I'm just like. struggling. Yeah. And they do that or. like zip tie me in the garage or. something. >> Do you guys enjoy your custom filming. days or no? I do. Sometimes. It just depends. Depends on how many there are. Sometimes. you look at what it is and you're like, "Shit. It's like so specific. The more specific it gets, the less fun.

it is. >> had one the other day and it wasn't. necessarily weird, it was just He was. like, "I'm in a wheelchair basketball. league. I Like actually or I don't know. This is the custom. He's like, "I'm in a. wheelchair. You come in and we're. celebrating that I just won the game and. then you take me out of my wheelchair. and you but I too fast, so then you make. fun of me and then you get back in the. shower.". Make fun of me get back in the shower. Why in the shower? >> Cuz I was in the bathroom. He came in. there. >> Oh, oh, oh. after. How? But like how.

visually what does this look like? Is it. just you talking at the camera? >> camera on the ground and suction the. right there. And like. Do you have like a prop wheelchair? So Connie, you are. Right now your your your heart belongs. to another and No, my heart was broken, so Her heart is on the market. >> Yeah, on the market. If you have money, hit me up. >> Can be bought. Heart can be bought. >> [laughter]. [gasps]. >> How rich do they have to be, Connie? I.

mean fair amount. >> Yeah, yeah. What's the bare minimum? Bare minimum? I don't know. 400,000 a. year. That's pretty reasonable. I'm good. with that. That's super reasonable. For. how hot you are, that makes sense. It's. super reasonable. It's more about the sort of man that. they are, you know? I like problem solvers and I like. providers. I like really masculine men. who know how to do things. >> Okay, got it. Like what kind of things? Build things, fix things. Like I like if.

I have an issue, I want you to have a. solution. >> You you need a She needs a problem. solver. >> Yeah, I need a leader because I'm a very. Well, I I actually love when people. order for me. Like when I sit down at a. restaurant, I don't look at the menu and. you just order for me, I love that. Um but yeah, I'm I'm a pretty intense. aggressive woman and so I kind of need a. man to like Yeah, yeah, yeah. Put your. foot Yeah, take control. Yes, yes, yes. You know? >> dominant all day. Yeah.

>> You just want to just be a little sweet. little girl. >> [laughter]. >> I try so hard to be that. A little baby. Like submissive. >> Yeah, I'm not very submissive, but. >> for you? No, cuz I don't know why. I'm. very controlling. Yeah, I'm very controlling. I literally. pray. Like when I pray, I ask to be. like, "Please help me like be more. feminine. Like Please help me to like. just take Yeah. not take the lead. Like. I almost just said, "Please help me take. the lead." Cuz my mind just says no like. take the Yeah, yeah, yeah. Right.

[clears throat]. >> And they'll know. I think it's probably. just cuz like when I was growing up, I. had to be like. I think it's also like a safety thing, you know? The more safe you feel like. you can trust someone, then you let down. your guard. >> Like I always have to say sorry to my. husband. I'm like, "Sorry. Like you're right. Like let me just. stop.". >> And it takes everything in your body to. do that. >> Yeah, it does. Sometimes [laughter]. like whenever I'm thinking about it, I'm. like get mad that I did it. Yeah, yeah, yeah. >> [laughter]. >> Now I'm the problem. YEAH, I AM the. problem. >> [gasps]. >> How often do you suck in his.

just start to finish? Start to finish? >> Yeah, yeah, yeah. I can make him under 2. minutes by sucking his How often do you. ask for that? That's what I'm asking. I. He doesn't have to ask me. I'll say "Let. me do it." Sometimes I'll just push him. down and like he's like, "What?" I'm. like, "Let me do it.". >> Oh, that's hot. I love it. I don't want. girls to do that. Like if he's going to. drive us like from Vegas to LA, I know. I'm like, "All right, let me just give. you a little something.". See, this that's the sort of thing that. I want, you know? I want to find someone. with a nice that I enjoy having with,

but also like I want to reach that level. of intimacy with someone that I want to. do those things, you know? Cuz when I'm. like [clears throat] there and I like. have feelings for you, I'm like that, you know? I turn into a very Like I get. if I don't get it enough. Like I'm like, you have me this many days. Like. >> How how many days do you get pissed? Three days will make me mad, but. obviously it can be longer and I just. I'll count the days. I'm very very.

petty. I'm like, it's been 76 hours. >> Literally. Right, right, right. And then. I'll get mad because he'll try to like. right after and I'm like, no, I don't. want your sympathy. Right. I get that. He's like, you want me to try tomorrow? And Yeah, I I totally get your brain. >> [laughter]. >> And then I'll just take it cuz Connie, would you quit the whole game for love? Not for love. >> Oh. Like it's not for love. alone. Okay. Like I need to have. security. I always need to have. security.

>> yeah, yeah. Sure, sure, sure. A nice. rich guy who's going to take care of you. and your. >> Well, it's also like I'm an immigrant, right? I have immigrant mentality. Like. I'm always thinking about Yeah, I'm. always thinking about the end goal. So. like, if I know I have a certain earning. potential, I'm going to move in, too. What? >> I'm Canadian. I'm [laughter] an immigrant. Yeah, yeah. Yeah, for real. I'm here on a visa. Yeah, I I mean, I'm I'm a citizen of. America. I know you. >> [laughter]. [gasps]. >> Um but yeah, I mean, it's just in any.

sort of situation, if I'm going to end. up with you, ideally, I don't want to work. I want to. have a family. I want to have children, all of that. So. >> shooting mainstream. I do. Okay. Yeah, it's fun. Yeah, still? Yeah. Okay. Cuz what, how many years. now? Eight? Eight. Is it that. >> [laughter]. >> Um it's 4 years at the end of the month. >> Why does it feel like I've seen your. name for years? Because I've been on the. internet for a long time. >> Cuz you seen her in your dreams for so.

long. Yeah, but why do I feel like I. knew you like in 2010s? Um I was I was big on Tumblr. Oh, okay. I was big on Twitter. Yeah, cuz I've. seen you before. Yeah, I mean, my first time meeting Lena. the Plug, she was like, oh my god, you're the closet girl. I was like, What's She goes, so I used to go viral. on Twitter a lot um back in the day and. um there's a picture of me when I had. green hair and I have this crazy closet, which is an entire New York City.

bedroom. And so that post went super. viral. So then she like, when we met, she was like, oh my god, it's you. You're the closet girl. >> Wait, what was your closet like? It was. um it was an entire bedroom. Um one. entire wall, so about this big, was. three uh. rows of hanging. And then opposite that. wall was three uh like six rows, all. shoes. Oh my god, that sounds so hot. >> Yeah. I love it. >> Yeah. So did you basically live in like. a little shoe box? No, I lived in a.

two-bedroom apartment. >> Oh, but but you would only shoot [ __ ] in. the closet. >> One of her rooms was a closet. Okay, okay, okay, I got it. >> Yeah. Oh, so it was a flex. Yeah. >> Yes, it's a huge flex. >> Oh, I thought it was the opposite. >> no, it's a huge flex [clears throat] cuz. it looks like a store. Ah. And it's a. New York City apartment. >> And you're you're flexing that hard 10. years ago? That was like 15. What the. you been caked up? Yeah. Look at her. >> [laughter]. >> I've been that I'm so sorry. >> That was in New York? That was in New. York. >> How was New York versus LA? I still.

don't like LA. It's been 3 years. I've been here 3 years, too. Dude, everyone in LA is like pretentious. Nobody's on time. Nobody cares about. other people. They're all like in their. own zones. You know, like you can say hi. to somebody and they just ignore you. >> It's like New York, they care about. reputation in the way that that they. don't do things that are like overtly. corny or. >> Yeah, exactly. They care a little bit.

more. In LA, they'll do it to your face. Yeah. They'll like come up and be like, hey, nice to meet you. What's your name? What's your Instagram? Yeah. And then. you give it to them and they'll scroll. it in front of your face or something. Yeah. The We should we should work. together sometime. I'm like, I don't. even. >> [gasps]. >> Let's get the bag. You like, what? Let's get the bag. >> even know who you are. I hate the whole sub, bro. Let's tap in. I got to follow you for the rest of my.

life on Instagram cuz I bumped into you. at this party I don't even care about. >> [laughter]. >> I got to see your daily updates for. life. But I feel like you're around that group. a lot, right? like, why did you unfollow me? No. That. has only I'm That has happened to me. I'm like, WHAT THE YEAH. YOU'RE WATCHING. THAT? Like. What's wrong with you? Yeah, I. unfollowed you cuz I don't like what. you're posting. Like you're going to. text me now? Like Yeah. weird. Only.

people in LA do that. Like No one else. in the world gives a about that. >> Yeah, right. Like what is going on? Did. I. what I just I just hate when I I get. unfollowed and I'm showing love to this. person, commenting and [ __ ]. And then I check it a year later and I'm. like, they cooked me. I've been showing I've been worshipping. this person. Does that bother you? >> me from their life. >> But does it bother you? I I I just want. to take back all my love I showed for. the last year. >> I think that's like a very petty thing. for humans to Yeah, I'm very petty. I.

know. >> [laughter]. >> I know. >> He wasn't saying he was perfect. >> Yeah, no, no, yeah. No, no, I'm crazy. Like I made I went through my man's like. my husband's Instagram and went and. deleted all of his comments from like. years ago that he left on girls' pages. Like you're never going to find my. manager on his. >> How do you even do that? You go to your. settings and you do [clears throat]. activity and then you go to comments and. then you sort it from oldest to newest. >> Oh my god. >> do that? >> Yeah, and I unliked all the photos, too. Right. >> This is like a different level. I went. into my man's Snapchat and deleted every.

memory from his whole life off Snapchat. except for the last meal that he ate. with me before we broke up for like a. week. Wow. I did that because I was just so angry. Like you're leaving me? Wow. >> No life without me. But [laughter] we're back. We got. married after that, so. >> this guy? That's my husband. Wow. True love. It's John Big announcement. from Jerkmate, number one cam site in. the world. They have a new campaign. called Rate Your Pickle. Two things are. happening with this campaign. Number.

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being. by your one man while he goes and. all the land and makes all the little. babies with his millions of. Right. >> [laughter]. >> Right. Right. But what if he's like really. fertile and and you're very ovulating. and you get 14 kids? Well, that would be. me. Yeah, right. >> I don't believe it. Like I mean, anyone. can do what they want, but I would never. get an abortion and I would never do any. of that cuz like I have like I said, I. have a very guilty. conscience. I would probably off it, you know, if I.

did that. >> I've never gotten pregnant. And and are. you on something? Yeah, I have an IUD. But I've never. >> is what I think girls should do, no? Literally never even had a scare. I. don't know. IUD, 10 years? Yeah, somewhere around there. >> don't girls do that? >> Cuz it can sometimes make you have a. period right hurt worse. >> Yeah, so there's like different types. There's like a hormonal one and a. non-hormonal. I think the non-hormonal. sometimes can make your period longer. Kind of like those soccer moms. I think. they don't work for all girls. Like my.

Nexplanon is like three when I had it it. was like for three years. I never had a. period. Never. The whole three the whole. three years. But then I know girls who. get Nexplanon and they have crazy. periods. Cuz hormones are just all over. They. have their period every day? Like yeah, cuz if you don't put it in like if they. don't track their stuff and they don't. put it in right whenever it's supposed. to be done it it all up. But same thing with the IUD sometimes it. gets embedded in people's uterus. Yeah, I the I well I got it done about maybe.

eight years ago or something. And that. same day that I got it done I went into. my work at the time and the one of the. ladies that was working there was like, "Oh, I just got pregnant from my IUD." I. was like What is that? If they don't put. it in right like if the bar has to be. perfect to block it, you know? So she. she had a. she had the copper one that didn't have. hormones and I guess like she was a guy. with a really big and it just kind of.

moved it. >> moved it and then she got pregnant. >> said that he could feel. the the whatever that that the wire and. she got that day though. Well, wait what? that day she's pregnant. now. She got the other day. Yes, and. then got pregnant because it was shifted. and then she was. Oh, okay. >> Yeah, it takes a while before you know. you're pregnant. Yeah. Okay. Yeah, yeah. Like six weeks. Also it hurts to put them in. I hear. that. And I heard it crack Why don't. they put you to sleep? Anesthesia [ __ ].

No, they don't. No, but they should. Oh, yeah they should. It's it's I feel It's. expensive. >> Yeah, it's expensive. >> Insurance isn't going to pay for that. Like if you get a C-section thank god I. never had but I know people who I've. only been given Tylenol. for that. [laughter]. And that's like cutting through seven. layers of your body. >> I'm a little C-section boy. You are? That [ __ ] is so scary. Anybody who tells. me I'm going to get a C-section on. purpose I'm like. Oh yeah, cuz they want to save their. But your nothing gets wrong with it. Oh, really? No. It And then they end up.

having a scar. Your skin is like you. would be so surprised about what a human. body can do. Especially a woman's body. True that. Like if you drink enough. water and like your skin it has the. elasticity everything will be fine. You. know, I. you know in Canada they're free. What? C-sections. Okay. Yeah, yeah. Isn't [laughter] health care free there? Everything. They just hook us up, bro. Did you just say that to rub it in our. face or you want to weird flex on y'all? Yeah. Hey, my husband has a song called. weird flex. That's funny. Oh, he's a singer? He.

makes rap music, yeah. Is it good? Yeah, I think so. Have you heard it? Yeah. Fun. I'm in these videos. Fun. Are you? Some of them. Most of them. >> [laughter]. >> Oh, yeah. You know what I want to tell you? Combo. hasn't flowed like this on an episode. in years. It's because we slapped you. before. Yeah, now we're close. We're. very into Yeah, that brought us. together. >> Now you can't talk to us. Yeah. Yeah, no. yeah, yeah. I told Connie last time I. saw her. I'm [laughter] like I I I told. her Which I swear is a lie. No, no it's.

true. You tell everybody this. No, I. don't. Ask ask around. I have heard you. go up to so many girls be like, "Oh, I. to you. I. to you." Like five? Like five. Like I'll tell you I'll tell. you this. Like you, Tru Kait, Kylie. Rocket, uh Violet Myers, Skybri, um You see that that's so like. you love her. Yeah. Skybri, are you. single? No, actually she's not. Oh. New boyfriend actually. Oh, so. you're you're out. Yeah, but these.

aren't girls I want to wife. They're. girls I like their. I like the way they. POV. I like girls that take POV. seriously. We talked about this. Girls. What what sort of you watch? Only POV or. if it's shot well. So Okay, to be honest. when I click on a video I skip through. it just to see how it's shot. And that matters so much more to me than. how she looks what positions and all. this and that. It's how it's shot. The. quality. I. Tell me some crazy [ __ ] you've done, Leah Gotti. I mean like I'm pretty.

petty. So like if I'm provoked there's. no telling what I won't like do. Okay, if you're in love. I don't even have to be in love. Or. betrayed. I feel betrayed I'm going to. do something crazy like I can even tell. like one time I was working this is. whenever I quit. um back in the day. I was working at a. golf course, okay? And I had been at. work all day and my best friend and my. ex like were hanging out all day no. problem they always do. They came and. picked me up and they told me they did.

acid but keep in mind I never had done. acid and I wanted to do it for the first. time like with them together. Like what. the do you mean I've been at work for 12. hours and y'all just did that? So I know. that they're like you know tripping a. little bit and that you know they're on. acid. So I'm like I'm throwing myself. out of the car. >> Oh my god. >> And I did. Why though? Did you tuck and. roll? Yes, I tucked and rolled. >> [laughter]. >> For for those How fast was the car. going? Not very fast. We just had pulled. out of my job. Okay. And I was like let. me out of the car cuz I was so mad and. they were like wouldn't stop the car and.

I was like, "Okay.". Opened the door and just threw myself. out. Did you get? Not really. It was. like I'm I don't know. I didn't I think. my adrenaline was going. Yeah, right. Yeah, yeah, yeah. But that was just because I needed to. prove a point. Makes sense. You did nothing wrong. Yes. I although I. did take myself to the mental hospital. after that cuz I was like maybe. something is a little bit wrong. >> [laughter]. >> Oh, really? Yeah. And what did they say? Well, I was pretty pissed off because. like my mom and my grandma took me and I. didn't realize like I wasn't going to. get to have anything. Like they took my.

shoes like all the strings and I'm like, "What the [ __ ] Like I don't want to. Like I would rather. and like move on my life. Right. So my. grandma and my mom had like sign a paper. saying that like if I do anything to. someone then they're responsible. They're responsible? Yes. Why? >> if you like if your parents or somebody. take you to that and then they say "Oh, she doesn't have to stay." Like. then they're like, "Okay, well y'all. brought her here so there's obviously. something going on. You know, she needs. to go see this therapist or whatever.". And also you have to sign that you're.

responsible. Right. Wow. You ever done anything like that, Connie? I bet she has something. Not to that. level but like one time I almost smashed. both of my ex's cars cuz I found out he. had a new girl. >> Oh, yeah. Oh, I like that. Why? Oh, I found out he we had broken up. for like I don't know a month and I. found out he had a whole ass. relationship. during that time. And I had to find out.

when I flew cuz at this time I lived in. New York I flew back to LA cuz he lived. here to do this big thing for his. birthday. The cutest [ __ ] like really planned out. like really really thoughtful birthday. and I had to find out by finding a. Christmas card that was next to his bed. And the first thing I read was. >> Oh, cuz you went to his house while he. was planning? No, like we were together. together. He just forgot it was there.

Yeah, he forgot it was there and I like. the first thing that I said was like, "Yeah, I'm just so lucky to wake up next. to you and witness you be the man that. you are." I I just blacked. I don't. think I've ever been that angry. I just. lost my [ __ ] Okay, walk us through what. you did that day. Um I just started screeching like a. banshee. Oh my god. I just started. trying to throw anything possible. Um I. was like tossing bottles and really. anything I could grab and then I ran. outside to try to smash the cars. Do we.

know the the the side piece? No. Okay. I know nothing about that. person. Um but she wrote a very long. card. [clears throat] So obviously they. were a thing. There was a connection. Yeah, yes, yes, yes. And he made up some lie about, "Oh, this. is like someone I worked with." I'm like. Oh, yeah. That's a lie. Waking up next. to you? Okay, that's strange. Also why. do you have that card next to your bed? Cuz he probably gave it to him that. morning. Idiot. So you're a local LA. girl?

Yeah. Yeah. So. that's the last time I had like that. I don't know. Girls don't really cheat. that much. >> I think I cheat to know if I like them. or not. >> [laughter]. >> Like if I feel bad about it then I know. I like them. Leah, that is the most toxic thing I've. ever heard. >> I'm very I don't know if you've noticed. or not BUT I DON'T THINK SHE WAS TRYING. to present as anything else as a person. Pretty much like I I I wouldn't say that. my methodology is not. very She's just gone on the whole it to.

your husband? YES, BUT. >> [laughter]. >> BUT HE DID IT TO ME. NO, BUT HE DID it. to me. >> it first? He did. >> Okay. And he lied. You caught him before. he did it? >> No. WHY? I TOLD HIM WHOA, WHOA, WHOA, WAIT. SO YOU BOTH CHEATED ON EACH OTHER? THE FIRST week we were dating [laughter]. doesn't COUNT. IT DOESN'T COUNT. THE. first what? The first week we were. dating. Yeah, or month. Just the first. week. >> It's it's transitional period. >> Listen to what I just did. I told him the day after. Keep in mind he had already cheated on. me I had no idea. Oh, you told him? I. told him. I confessed my sins. I knew I.

was crying afterwards. I was crying. Like I was felt so bad. for girls that. tell their guy after? I'm honest. I'm an. honest person. [laughter] Like I would. always tell the truth. Like. I told him and then I had sent him. flowers cuz he was like making me. seem like I was so bad so I was like. trying to win him back. The whole time. he had already cheated on me, right? >> And he never told you he. We moved in with each other. And he did. he hold it over your head? No, yeah kind. of. A four months of us living together one. of his friend's girlfriends was at my. job cuz I was a bartender and was crying.

and she's like, "And by the way. the bleep the We that out. My man's real. name. >> [laughter]. >> Okay, okay, okay. G cheated on you with. that girl. And I was like, "What?" First of all, you're not my. friend. Like, you know I just moved in. with him. >> Was it the same week you did it? Yeah, but just a couple days before. Wow. Uh. anyway, he was. >> weren't connected yet. He was lying to. me for 4 days about this. And I finally. got proof. And y'all don't even want to. know what unfolded after that because it. was the.

biggest explosion I've ever had in my. life. >> I'm on your side for this one because. you're like, "I told you." You didn't. tell me. >> [laughter and gasps]. >> Yes, no, for real. I was so upset and. betrayed by that. And actually, I had to. stop drinking cuz anytime I would drink. after that, I got mad. And I would do. bad things after cuz I would think about. it. Right, yes. How long did How long. did that How long did that last? A long time. I didn't drink for 3 years. But I went to jail for beating up that. girl in my house. Um What? What do you mean beat her up? Why was she at the house? Because we. were having tacos and tequila.

Oh, oh, I see. They said that I walked. walked over to her and kissed her. And. then I just started hitting her. That's. so cool. >> But I think in my head, I was just like. I was [clears throat] just like, "Why did you do that?" Oh, and she was. your homie? Yeah. Well, she was not my. homie if she In my brain, if you're my. homie, you would have told me. But you. invite her to taco night or he does? Cuz. she was dating my friend's man. Ah. >> she was dating my man's friend. Oh, how. How did it go between uh her guy and. your guy? They're friends forever. They're still. friends. I'm actually friends with that.

girl. Boy's girl cheated on you. You also having tacos. They were dating. My man's best friend. was dating the girl. It was her friend. that came with him. Ah, okay. And then. my man I think I got it. I got it. Okay. But we're friends now. I think we would. consider we're friends. Like we. >> But she still comes to taco night? No, no, no. But we We're nice to each other. Uh she knows I was just obliterated. Like I was. not I don't even remember doing it. I. woke up in jail. I was like, Oh, who. called the police? The neighbors. Uh.

yeah, was that loud? >> She went to jail, too. For fighting back? >> No, she got pulled over leaving my. apartment and had a God. fake ID and a. dab pen. Yeah. >> Dude, you're something. There's so many. layers of chaos going on. >> Guys, I am transformed. I'm a good girl. now. Are you? Until something goes wrong. What was your last chaotic moment? That one. Okay. Couple years ago? Yeah, or maybe like. yeah. Like that was a long time ago. That was like.

5 years ago. Oh, oh. Oh, you have really. changed. Yes. And what was the secret to. change? The secret to change is like I. can't I have too much loose. I have. kids. True that. Oh, the kids. Yeah. Yes. I only had one then, but still you. don't want to like it woke me up cuz I. got in trouble, obviously. It's like I. can't risk losing my family over just. being angry. So I went started doing therapy. Um. started praying a lot. Started asking. for forgiveness. And just trying to be.

good. Wow. Instead of being in my. reactive mind, I had to be in my. rational mind. Therapy [laughter] speak. Wow. It's. almost like relationships aren't even. that worth it because we get so crazy. You know? But the love is good. The love. is good. No, I mean, cuz this is what it is. I am. so loyal to my man. Like like for real. Like I would literally do anything he. wanted me to do. Like there's nothing. that he could say, "Oh, I want this.". And I would be like, "No.".

You know? Unless it's a. Um No. [laughter]. Yeah, no. I'm not sharing. Old stars. allowed it with their guy. >> sharing my man. I am No. I think I would. like as soon as he would try to do it, I. would probably freak the Do a two guy? No. Right. Cuz I know it hurts his. feelings. Yeah. Yeah. Guys, know the story of why me and. Alina Lopez broke up? No. Okay. So I. dated Alina summer 2024. And it was great for like 4 months. And then. one night, completely over.

So [snorts] she she's super lesbian. I think she likes girls more than guys, actually. And uh she said, "Let's have a threesome. on Halloween." after my Halloween party. And then so we brought this girl Brit-. Do you know Brit- Do you know? No. Oh, yeah. Yeah, the little like. petite girl. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. So we had a threesome, me, and. Alina Lopez. And it was so cool. And it. was going great. And Brit- does this really cool trick. where she says, "I'm going to do a on town to me." Okay.

And so. cream fighter. I could tell the girl. That's bad. >> [laughter]. >> Alina never spoke to me again. We're. friends now, but it took about a year. But it's also like there has to be. boundaries that are Yeah, we didn't we. didn't talk about them. Yeah, like you. can't go into something like that and. not discuss boundaries. Yeah. I. I didn't even think of that part. I. think for the most part, the what. [laughter] I've seen with. is like, "Okay, if it's a couple, then.

like if he's. it's definitely with her." You can. I would be so I know that was wrong. I'm. I'm kind of I was a rookie to I am like. my man's mine. Like. >> Yes, yeah, yeah, right. >> know what I mean? [clears throat] I like. would love to my man in a room full of. people. Like everyone just watching us. I did that with Alina. We we did it in a. crowd of like 80 people in a circle. Yeah, I just like looking and I maybe. while he me, I would want to everyone. and be like, "Y'all could never have. How cool. You know what I mean? >> Or this Like this is his so you would.

never touch his. >> [laughter]. >> You never even like No, I remember one. time at AVN, like it's the first AVN. that I brought him to. One girl like. reached over the seat and like touched. his harness like as I was walking over. it cuz I like dressed him in a body. harness. She's like, "I like your. harness." And in my brain, I was like, "Have you lost your mind?" Rich old. girls, thanks for coming. >> [laughter]. [music].