Farrah Abraham Gets Real on Pillow Talk

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fun. But before that, WE HAVE A BANGER. EPISODE. SO, LET'S GET TO PILLOW TALK. LOVE YOU, JERK. WELCOME BACK. BACK TO. YOUR FAVORITE PODCAST. THIS IS PILLOW. TALK. I'M YOUR HOST, RYAN PANEL, the. number one ADULT SHOW IN THE WORLD, BABY. GIRL. AVM BACKTOBACK WINNERS. WE'RE. going to do it again NEXT YEAR. BIG SHOW. TODAY. VERY EXCITED FOR THIS ONE. Our. DMs date back to 2023 of me saying, "Come on the show. Come on the show.". Finally, we made it happen. PLEASE MEET. BARAH ABRAHAM. >> THANK YOU FOR having me, Ryan. Thank you. for coming. >> Great to meet you, Kazumi. >> Thank you. >> Yes. And then our co our co- guest.

today. >> Amp it up. >> Oh, this girl here. >> My first friend in Los Angeles. >> I'm almost there. >> Never had a a a disgruntle, a. disagreement, any discord at all. No. beef ever. Always had each other's backs. through thick and thin. Not that there's. been much thin cuz we're always out, baby. But this girl here, Kazumi, I. consider her uh a groomsman at my. wedding. >> A groomsman? >> Yes. >> I've been one for my dad's wedding. I. love this. >> Oh, really? Yeah, >> I would totally. Yeah, Kazumi is my. girl. My favorite person in the adult. industry. Maybe my favorite person in.

Los Angeles. She's just never here. But. I can uh I feel like we. >> it was so we we dropped the axe and we. were so real and honest with each other. and supportive of each other. And I love. you so much, Kazumi. >> I love you, too. >> Welcome, Kazumi. >> That's me. >> We need more of this. I love this. What. a show. >> Are you happy right now? 2026. >> Yes. I am so happy. I'm so grateful for. everything that I'm given in 2026. For. sure. >> You're so hot. >> You're like really hot. >> Yeah. You're like. >> you got better looking with age cuz I've.

been watching you for for years and you. always have been hot. I have a. confession. >> Thank you. Okay. Well, I love to hear. this. >> Okay. Honestly, >> I love to hear cuz people always act. like I'm I don't know uglier on TV and. they're like every day a girl a guy is. just like stopping me to say this to. >> tell you you look better in person. >> Yeah. And I'm like, >> you to be honest, you do. >> What is this dysmorphia with television? I don't. >> I look like [ __ ] on camera. >> You look great. >> You look great. You look great. Everyone. says happy no matter what. You're.

looking good. >> Farah, >> you're not skinny. >> Oh, I did. I've been on the rep red or. true to red or whatever stuff. >> Yeah. >> Who you dating, Farah? Should we go on a. date? >> I'm not dating right now. >> I think he could make you. >> Oh, yeah. Um I am not I am not dating. right now, but thank Why not? >> Um I'm getting ready for a really big. surgery actually and that's why. So I'm. actually having. >> more surgeries. >> So I don't and I don't want any more. surgeries, but there's I guess like a.

degenerative disc disease in my jaws. So. if you could imagine. I can't, you know, use my jaw. And if. you like I can't open my mouth up. normally. Like I'm sure you guys could. like put all of your hands in your mouth. and I can't right now. So, you want to. get surgery to be able to take on bigger. in your mouth? >> I would like to just open my mouth for a. hot dog. Okay. >> You guys are silly. >> Mine would fit. I'm kidding. >> God. Um I.

>> I feel like right now I'm I would crush. everybody's you know whats. Um so yeah, I just um I've been kind of actually. probably single for two years and just. enjoying it. Yeah. >> When's the last time you uh made the. sweet love? >> Oh my god. So, the last time I had a. boyfriend was like two years ago, and I. think he was just the ultimate. narcissist of wanting to get married and. wanting to merge families. >> A narcissist, that's love. >> Well, when you discard in one day and he. was paying for couples therapy even. while this happened, um, it was really.

kind of wild. And I think I just don't. need whiplashes all the time. Whiplash, bait and switch, bait and switch. And I. just need. >> peace and grace and happiness. And. again, my. >> she traumatized you. So, you haven't. dated since. >> You know, I'm not even trout eyes. I. know what good looks like and I know. what, you know, the crazy that you. entertain looks like, >> right? >> Um, and. >> I don't know that. >> Yeah. Okay. >> I end up with. >> Take our advice, Ryan. The crazy that.

entertains us. We love it. It's almost. like an escapism. We We gravitate to it. >> Yeah. Why are we Why do we like to Can. you give me therapy right now? >> No. But. >> why do I go after the crazies? Look, Ryan, if you have ADHD like myself, >> don't think about your Well, here's the. thing. >> I think it's just a mental stimulation. >> Yeah. There is a hyper sexuality thing. that I had to learn about for my doctors. and ADHD, which I got my brain scanned. and I like people are like, "You have. addiction." And I don't. I was be like, "I don't even want anything to do with.

it." And it's just like something that. is going on up there and it's like. attracted to ADHD. So, whatever it is, mental stimulation, whatever. >> We like uh toxic excitement, crazy. >> Yeah. >> Right. >> We'll run. We will run towards the fire. and the crazy. >> That's right. Why do you like this? >> Um I don't know, but I've really looked. at it as a superpower. So, uh you know, I'll turn up the crazy for a little bit. and then I'll just shut it down. And I. think once you get that control, it's.

like watching the TV and shutting it. off. I love it. >> Are you crazy? >> No, I think I've normalized. I have yeah. crazy eyes. >> I I sense maybe a past of insanity and. you don't want to relapse or something. >> I think I can Yeah, I think I could. relapse in insanity at any given moment, but um. >> there's like one snap. >> So you've had you've had your your. Britney psycho moment, your meltdowns. >> Yeah, you know, even recently with my. hair and hair stylist singing it. So now. I have to like really go all out with. hair. Um so yeah, I think there's just.

like little things that just keep going. in insanity. cream pies then because you. had a baby so young. >> were you kind of traumatized from them. for you know afterwards or did you crave. them more? >> You know what's so crazy like my. >> I got pregnant with her like I didn't. know what cream pies were. I remember. Sophia's dad taking me to my first ever. like was it called Romantics in Iowa and.

that's like where like tapes were swings. and I just remember like me and my ADHD. just looking at some like tape of a girl. on a wing and being like oh that's the. product and he's over there like. whipping around this like he knows this. thing and I'm just like lost in like one. little thing so I am super innocent like. instinct. You know, >> I'm anti- cream pie. >> Okay, what about this? So, like, why do. some guys are like, I need to see you. swallow the then other people are like, I want it all over your face. Then.

others are like cream pie. Then they're. like, I want it just all over your. >> fun. Good question. Good question. >> There are four of these major options. and I'm just like, >> what option is there? >> Yeah. I think the most boring is to do. doggy and cheek. >> That's rude. Yeah, that's a that's a. classic. >> because I don't really like it on my. face and I don't like swallowing and I. don't like. >> because it gets in your hair. It's all. sticky. Gross. >> What is. >> I like good I don't like stinky tasty.

going to make me choke. And I think like. a lot of guys like especially if you. have like a really bad issue with like. actually and then you're taking too many. like stimulants guys. >> that [ __ ] can taste nasty. That'll. that'll make anyone barf all over you. >> Oh, I didn't know. Yeah. If you take. those, you're like like tastes like. battery acid. >> Oh. And I'm like Yeah. I'm like how am I. supposed I was like should I save this. and then give you that to put down there.

because like that going down someone's. throat is like what was in that pill. that you're taking? I'm really wondering. about that. Fun fact, one tablespoon of. is 9 calories and one teaspoon is and. one teaspoon is three. >> Yeah, I don't even know about calories. I just want the protein. If you give me. good protein, I'm down. And if you. don't, I I don't know what the that [ __ ]. is. >> Well, I just saw they they really. researched it at Stanford University and. swallowing. And it does a lot to the. lady. >> First, your DNA is going into the girl's.

body, so she is subconsciously getting a. little bit more attached to the guy. >> That's why I won't do it. >> Right. That's fair. like get out of my. face. >> Yeah, you're taking her DNA inside you. And then also has something that. triggers what uh the dopamine receptors. So girls are apparently happier after. swallowing for a [ __ ] which is so. sweet. >> It is cuz there's this like weird. tingling thing that like goes on and. like the whole like that's what I. experience when I get some cow. I'm just. like. >> it's beautiful. >> Did you Does no one tell you like what. is this tingling and what is all this.

stuff going on? >> I'm like what's up? >> And then guys it's the opposite. As soon. as they nut, you know, the postnut. clarity thing, it's really real. >> Yeah. >> We we. >> how clear. >> like what do you realize after that nut? >> I don't want to have kids with her. >> You know what the big the big tell after. you as a man is you know right away if. you're in love with this girl or not. Because if you're not in love, you want. nothing to do. Get away. Let me get to. my this to do that to do this. >> But if you are in love, you want to. cuddle and and be that moment. >> combined to like one big fat chick. But.

what about like the fast one where it's. just like let's this up and then we got. to work too. >> That's so cool. >> Where are those girls at? >> Where's the quickies? I'm all for like. the quicky time cuz I [ __ ] that [ __ ]. >> I have like a constant like vibe from. the day. >> Well, she is the most horny human being. on earth. >> I just calm down. >> A little for the past month. Yeah, >> a little bit. Yeah, I've been a good. girl. Good. >> I've been so relaxed. >> And uh tell us about your good girl. journey lately, Kazumi. You've cuz.

you've told me that. >> God bless it. >> You you you know you're hanging out with. a guy that who's really cool and I met. him. I really like him. >> Okay. Oh my god. >> But you took him to parties. >> Yeah. No, it was like a BDSM party. >> Okay. And that's calmed down. Isn't that. a little crazy? >> There was no penetration allowed. Dude, I've been living my life overseas. >> Yeah, dude. Good. >> Yeah, she's been traveling 300 days a. year. >> Yeah, I have no friends in LA anymore. except for Ryan. >> That's good, though. I mean, I can't. even say what it means, though. Like. when we get to travel it, it's the best.

>> You live in Texas. >> Texas. Austin, Texas. Baby, >> you know what? I find that's the hottest. girls in America. >> There's a lot of women out there. A lot. of independent women. Shout out to all. the Austin, Texas independent women. >> Really? >> And they're not like uh I love workers, but there's not they're not workers in. Austin. >> Yeah. How are they so hot? >> I don't feel like I don't feel like. that. >> They're super hot. They're most of them. are just like trust fun girls. >> Respect. >> It's very weird. Like I walked into a. bar the other night with my friends and. yes, my friends were older. They had.

like Rolls-Royces, Bentleys, and. whatever. Well, to do dudes at like. large corporations and they're like the. heads of those large corporations. And. so when I walked in and I was just. wearing like a sexy dress that night cuz. I wanted to feel good. Um, all the women. as soon as I walk in look at me like, "Oh my god, is she sleeping with these. people? Is that her sugar daddy?" And. it's just very weird. Like you got to. navigate the season, Austin, of just. trying to feel good, be hot for. yourself, go out with friends, and then. other women like thinking some other.

thing is going on when there's nothing. going on, right? >> So, um, that's a little Austin, Texas. for you. You can't be too hot all the. time. >> True. >> Yeah. >> Well, now are you looking at dating like. a celebrity or or a normie? >> Uh, I guess a businessman is normal. I'm. just very business driven. So, um, >> you have a lot going on. Tell us. Would. you date a guy who makes 60k? >> You know, I'll take his I will take uh I. will take his money, but let me just say.

like. >> I don't want to drive anyone to the. point of insanity. And I think like when. you want so much as a woman, you can you. can drive a man to insanity with that. So like if I'm too much Yeah. If I'm too. much stress, I'm just going to like pass. on the heart attack I'm going to give. you and just be like we can have some. fun here. You know, I'm honest. How. would he not get an a heart attack? >> Like a mill. >> I mean, some men can't even like talk to. me online cuz they'd get a heart attack. for how much money I asked to talk to. me. So, >> oh [ __ ] How much?

>> I don't know. It just depends. It just. depends, doesn't it? >> Wow. >> Depends on what like mention or what. >> Looks like if this matter. >> if you start talking about something I'm. just like not into, I'm going to charge. you more for it. >> Fair. >> Um, >> yeah. Right. It's a variable. Maybe I. won't even bring up your DICK for a long. time. I don't know. >> That's cool. >> Yeah. >> Yeah. >> I don't know. This is just how I am. >> Yeah. I've heard of the 666 rule where. they need to make uh six figures, 6 in.

and be six foot tall. >> This is an average person. >> Is that average? >> No, that's it's actually less than 1% of. all those three. >> Really? God bless this 1%. >> 6 in. >> Get this girl out of here. >> Five and a half is average, Kazumi. Average. >> Honestly, >> the majority of men are five and a half. If if you turn someone on so much, maybe. that five or six of whatever's normal, it will go to a nine. I don't know what. happens. >> That's what girls tell me when they like. me. They say your two inches felt like. seven. >> Oh, it's so beautiful. I love it. >> But he good reviews about your about.

your you know, like what you got going. on. >> I feel like I was like the last person I. would ever think to be a mother, but I. became a wonderful mom. >> Yeah. How did you get on that show? How. did that work? Um, I was in a modeling. acting development program and through. it I ended up getting pregnant. One of. my coaches, Miss Karina, shout out to. her. She's still in touch to this day. >> Shut up, Karina. >> She was like, "Hey, even though like. your life is just totally on a meltdown, you have no support. You have nothing. I. believe in you. I'll find you three. castings. Just go put yourself out. there." And so I did. And I got a call.

back in like a week later from applying. to 16 and Pregnant on Teen Mom. >> Were you were you pregnant and 16? >> Yes. >> Oh, okay. Yeah. >> Yeah, for sure. Well, I told her, "Hey, before graduation, like I feel like my. life is I ruined it. I'm pregnant. Um, I. was on birth control. I was doing. everything.". >> You on birth control when you got. pregnant? >> Yes. >> Oh my god. So, >> God's plan. >> Yeah. So, I I I don't really agree with. birth control too much. I I love. vasectomies. Shadow vasectomy got. talking about those lately.

>> Oh, those lately. They've been around. before I was born. >> No, I know. But you've been like you've. been like a a spokesperson for them. >> Yeah. I like organic. Right. >> Vasectomies are basically organic. There's no chemicals. Oh. >> yeah, but yeah, but then um can you. really reverse it back? >> Yeah, you can reverse it back. >> 98 though percent. What about that 2%? >> I don't know. You're always going to. hold your at a before you do this, guys. Come on now. There's kids popping off. everywhere. >> You should get a masectomy, Ryan. >> Well, this is good stuff.

>> Yeah, you can have it reversed. Dr. Mystery in Austin, Texas. I send. everyone over to him. He has eight kids. He can reverse it. He can do it. He can. help you. Whatever you need. Dr. Mystery. Don't forget him. >> Dr. Mystery. >> Thank you, Dr. Mystery. >> Thank you, Dr. Mystery. >> You know, as a vasectomy girthmaster. >> Yeah. He can shoot blanks all day. He. likes everybody. >> Yeah. Pretty cool. >> And if you get a vasectomy, then so can. you. >> Yeah. With no fear. >> So you you guys are both provctomy. >> I'm proc. >> That's kind of male birth control in a.

way. >> Yes, it is. Birth control. >> Why can't they come up with male birth. control? What the are you guys doing? >> Um, yeah. They're trying to do like a. plan A shot, which is a rover on Mars. >> Yeah. It's a non-surgical vasectomy for. men. So like they'll just shoot the gel. in your tube, your tube there, Ryan, in. your pants. And yeah, you won't even. have to have surgery, but the surgeries. are 5 minutes or shorter for guys and. pre and covered. And you can even hold. your I think it's like fellow fe lous.

pain for two weeks after. >> I don't know, man. Uh, one of my. boyfriends, you know, busted his nuts. trying to have SDX after the surgery and. he was like and blood and then like we. went in to see the doctor and he was. totally fine. He went on a ski trip. >> Thank you, Mrs. Vasectomy. >> Yeah, mystery is. >> Mr. Mystery. >> Yeah. So, I think I keep hearing like. men are like, I'm in horrible pain. Well, why didn't they give you. painkillers? Why couldn't you take them? >> True. Give us some perks. Some oxy. stuff. >> So, yeah, that's what they did for my ex.

and everything was totally fine. >> Okay. even while busting his nuts. Crazy. He didn't even know until I told. him. >> That's And and is this. >> No, that you guys are so happy. You have. no fear in your lives anymore. You have. nothing to worry about. You're of your. entire lives. Don't even get me started. Like that [ __ ] hits the dilly now. You. know what I'm saying? So if you don't if. you don't go get a vasectomy, it's like. Farah warned you. I told you. >> Yeah. She's staying at. >> Wow. right now.

>> Cuz you've been against cream pies. forever. >> I'm not a cream pie girl. >> Yeah. No. Good for you. >> It's been like years. >> That's for love. >> Yeah. Yeah. >> Okay. So, so by 2026, what do you want? How many bodies you want this year? >> Uh, >> when do you want to get married? Never. >> Um, no. I want like maybe in like 5. years. I'd want to be in a long-term. relationship with someone like for at. least 5 years before I got married. >> And you never want to have kids? >> No, I do want to have kids in like 10. years. >> Okay. >> Yeah. >> What age? >> What age is that for you? >> Can you guess how old I am? >> I'm 34. Going to be 35. Shout out to.

Geminis's. >> Boom. >> Oh, god. Ryan, how old am I? >> So, you're a June girl. >> May 31st May Gemini. >> Okay. Okay. You're 26, Kazumi. >> Is that what I look like? >> 28 now. >> I don't like guessing what people look. like or ages. >> I'm so new. I'm 29. >> 29. I'm cooked. >> I'm You're. >> I'm minced. >> You're 96. >> It's over 97. I think 29 is such a big. year for everyone's life. Like I. remember my 29. >> Tik Tok. >> It's like literally like 30. You want to.

just you want to shut the chapter on 29. so hard when you turn 30 that it's like. I'm gonna do everything I can at 29. >> Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. >> And then as soon as I hit the 30s club, I'm like and new scene, new life, new. world. I love it. >> Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. But this whole 30s new. 20 thing, I'm kind of buying it. >> Okay. The new 20. I mean, I feel like I. want to look better in my 30s than I did. my 20s. >> You do look better. You're hot. We're. all getting Can I tell you something? I. have a confession. >> Yes. Everyone's getting hotter here.

you. >> Yep. >> Oh well. >> I knew it. >> Oh well. >> Yeah. I loved your scene. >> Thank you. >> The White Room. >> Yes. >> Yeah. Yeah. That one. I remember. >> the back door one. Or no, was that. one? I need to see. >> To be honest, I I I only watched one, but I watched it like 19 times. >> Yeah, that's crazy. >> Yeah. And I don't like to Once I see a. It's dead to me forever. >> Yeah. Word. Oh, you don't do repeats. >> Oh, wow. >> You watched. >> Thank you, Ryan. >> Yeah. I'm happy something connected. Was.

it how depressed I looked or what was. depressed? >> I was super depressed. >> No, you were happy. >> Yeah, >> she's a great actress and she's. >> You were definitely acting cuz. >> I had a chin implant in that. >> and I was totally insecure and I think I. was like I just need some kind of love. If that's like a porn star, then this is. the kind of love I need. That's that was. me. And I feel like people relate to. that [ __ ] And I think if any woman is. depressed, whether you're divorced or. having a midlife crisis like I was, I.

think you should do one for yourselves, ladies. Make yourself feel good. So. >> yeah, I'm happy with how if you want to. do a tape and shout out to Secrets of. Celebrities on A&E Network who went all. into that, investigated the whole thing. and I think it was beautifully done. So. you can watch reruns of that right now. >> You feel like your life became better. after a Did you Kim K it up? Um, you. know, I think my life became better when. I realized I was hanging out with the. wrong people. I needed to get a chin. implant out of my face that was ruining.

my face dysmorphia. Took. >> out my face. >> Oh, yeah. I have the scar still. Um, and. yeah. >> What's a chin implant? >> Makes you look That's a slur. >> Well, look, I look. >> my friends looked at me with a chin. implant like they would just start. staring at my chin and I'm like, this is. ruining my life. >> Um, so it was just a weird year. I had. face dysmorphia. So, shout out to. everyone who wants to just go back to. themselves. I feel you on that. >> No, I I knew I had fake ass friends my. first few years of cuz I had a chin. implant and everyone like glazed me all.

day and I was like, you're a liar. Like, have you seen those old old videos and. pictures? >> What year were you chin? >> When I had brown hair when I had a. brunette and I was like kind of like a. fat. Do you remember that? >> Like when I first met you. >> Barf City. >> when I first met you. >> Yeah. Like the chin was moving. Like it. was like it had like dislodged for my. chin and I had like a surgeon pressure. me to do that and I. >> I woke up without even knowing I woke up. with not even knowing that I was going. to wake up to a chin plant people. So. when the guy said to wait a year I'm. like dude I'm about ready to rip my. hoping to take this out myself. So yeah,

do you think I needed a tape of my own? I sure did that year. But um I I'm happy. you know what I'm saying Kazumi about. chin implants for me. >> It ruined my self-esteem. >> My self-esteem was shot. Oh my god. >> To the to the. >> Why did you guys get them? >> They were pressured by doctors. >> Yeah. And I And I actually did bring. this up and they did like a new plastic. surgery show with this, but I was just. like plastic surgeons like and I was. even in like an injectionist office in. Austin this year and she's like, "Well,

maybe we can inject your chin." I just. want every woman under the sun to hear, "Do not give people your money. You. don't need any more in your chin." If if. women were meant to be masculined up, we. would have came with the masculinity. Okay. >> You're kind of like a hotter Kim K. >> Oh my god. >> That is so sweet. Thank you. >> Like like 20 23 blonde. >> How old is Kim K? >> Sweet. Uh who knows? Probably like 10. years older than us. >> Yeah. Who knows? No one knows Kim K's. age. It's kind of scary. >> Well, if I'm 30, she's got to be like.

late 40s. >> Have you met the Kim K? >> She's been at awards. She's been at. awards. I feel like there's just been a. little uh battle of like saying she. doesn't like teen moms and people. shouldn't watch. >> teen moms have said that. >> What's the beef with teen mom? >> Um I mean as if her relationship with. Kanye went any better. But I think like. there's just ignorance. Ignorance is. >> Mhm. >> I mean you guys are both like hot. >> So people hate on Teen Mom. >> all the time. >> Oh, I didn't know that. Why you hate. Teen Mom? >> And I think it was just the popularity.

where on covers she just has to work and. pay hard to be that. cuz that show was. massive. >> So yeah, >> I'm going to try the wine. Farah got me. wine. >> God bless Ryan. >> What an angel. Love you, Farah. >> I hope it tastes good. Um, >> why do they hate? They think that it. shouldn't be supported. >> Yeah, that chin. I'm sorry, man. That. chin just my life and that was well when. you look at my tape with your compadre. Um, just know like. >> you'll be like, "Oh my god, this poor. girl in her chin implant the whole.

time." That's how I feel about like half. my scenes cuz I have that chin implant. and if you look at it, it's trauma. therapy with your chin implant videos. I. did trauma. >> I had to go get trauma therapy. I was. like, I'm never having I was mortified. and then I didn't know what to do with. Vivid and this tape. >> Wow. >> Um, which by the way, this is why I. don't think I could ever do adult. entertainment stuff. I'm grateful that. you can and you can keep on the keep on. You know, I don't think my inattentive. disorder is good enough or strong enough.

for that. But um like Vivid just has not. purposely paid me properly for like what. has it been 13 years since I did that. >> What's Vivid? >> Uh Vivid Entertainment is like who I was. like, okay, like I'll just like kind of. give my rights more over to them. >> Oh. To to put the tape out. >> Yes. And so um. >> I still am part owner and they are but. like the communication is off. I'm a. business person, so the communication is. off. My agents are always like stepping. in. And I think like I just feel like at.

this time of being a woman in my life, I. can't [ __ ] deal with the unprofessional. behavior in adult entertainment. And. that is from I guess like Vivid who is I. don't know one of the top people who is. making like pay rate or they didn't. royalties. >> So it's royalty like I own my tapes. >> Um. >> that's great. And so that's that's why I. think I can't deal with too much more. and neither can my my agents are like, dude, they play with fire. Like they.

want a public lawsuit. And I think like. that is just where this is when you. don't give royalty accounting. breakdowns. There's they have their. accounting team calling me being like, "Oh, my mom died. I'm sorry. I can't. send you the accounting." I'm like, "Oh, um, I'm sorry. This is what it is. Do AI. or get a accounting or an attorney. involved here." and like they just go. mute and they play games with me. And. I'm sorry if any other woman is. disvalued, disrespected, and treated. like that in adult entertainment. I. think like I just kind of got to make a.

stance for this probably this year. >> Also, you know, Mom Dina sucks, but I. have had so many employees that try to. bring personal things in as reasons to. not get work done. >> and I don't do it. >> Show up on game day. All right, >> Terry, >> show up on game day. And I think like. those little business things, they'll. get to me. And I think like I helped. Vivid in such a heyday. They opened up. their Vivid clubs with me. I traveled. all over like being available. >> You had a career an adult.

>> I mean, I've done, you know, fan expose. I've done everything. Um, you know, Vivid took also my what are they? AVN. Awards. I would love to just have those. awards. >> Yeah. Three. I have a maybe five. I have. no idea. Yeah. So, I had Yeah. my toys. and the tapes and yeah, thank you. So, I. think I'm about ready to just be like, "Hey, I need all this. Give me my. awards. Give me my property and go. yourselves." And if you can't do. accounting, you didn't show up on game. day. It's time to back tax. So, where's.

the millions? >> It's not that hard. >> Yeah, for sure. I'm just. >> But you dropped it pre-Oaf, which was. why you had to figure it out on your own. cuz now. >> Oh, well, now we have dashboards. We. have AI doing accounting. You don't have. to go. >> Do you have an Only Fans? >> Oh, yeah. Lots of Only Fans, lots of, you know, Panthers, you name it. Um, I. think I'm just all for it, you know. Well, once you go there, you can't go. back, ladies. I just want you to. >> That's true. >> Yeah. I want the law to be the law here. >> We can try, but. >> once your on the net, you're of a net.

girl. >> Yeah. Um, and I think that's something. very important of like Vivid. Entertainment changing my life and then. kind of like with my life consistently. till this day. So, >> so we hate Vivid. I I need a I just need. to move on with my life. >> Okay. >> Yeah. >> Jerkmate just came out with this new. segment called Rate Your Pickle on. rateyoup pickle.com. Two cool things can. happen. One, you fill out a survey. You. fill out a 10-page questionnaire, 10. questionnaire, and then they give you a. badge. Mine is called a cocky pickle.

But also beyond that, what you can do on. rate your pickle is submit your. >> to your favorite cam girl and she'll. give you a live rating. And to showcase. that, I'm going to show my pickle to. Farah Abraham and K. >> Yeah. Bricked or not? >> Not bricked. >> Ryan, I love pickles. So, rate your. pickles. Should I be on this? Like, >> all right. >> Okay. >> Oh my god. >> What do you think? Honestly, a little. chedd up. I'm going to say 11 out of a. 10 because Yes.

>> Farah, >> look. I know there's a baby daddy. somewhere in Ryan and it's about to. HAPPEN SOON. >> MANIFESTING. >> FARAH, thank you. So, in safer work. stuff, what are you working on now? >> Safer for work. Um, which we love. Um, so definitely teen mom. I think a whole. new generation of that's about to take. over screens. >> More teen moms. >> Yeah, it's crazy. Like, >> it's just crazy. Our kids are like. practically adults. And. >> so now they're going to do like a hey, how where are you now?

>> Where are you now? Yeah. Where are you. now? It's kind of like the next gen on. Bravo of like here's the stars who had. the stars and what are they doing? Um, so we're super excited for that. Also, just looking back, I think Hollywood. Demons on ID and HBO Max came out this. this week. Um, looking back at 16 and. Pregnant and Teen Mom. So, shout out to. Hollywood Demons. Um, and then there's. going to be something on Netflix. I. can't say the title. >> Netflix. >> So, Netflix. Um, and it's about teen mom.

though again. So, it's just like people. really want to dive in and slow it down. Like everyone who watched us is now. grown up and now has their own kids. And. I think it's that time to like come. together again. Whether that's me going. on comedy tours with Comedy Central. soon, doing standup, having fun with. families and friends. >> You don't stand up. >> You should be so proud of yourself for. like the way you taking control of your. life. Yeah, you may have Kim K for ADHD. girl to be so I know. >> happening. Good for you.

>> I know. Thank you. Thanks to my doctors. and my success team. >> What's your secret at all? >> No. Well, I think I was just doing Bria. It's like a ADHD tablet to kind of calm. me down so I can chill. Right. Otherwise, my eyes be all over and. people think I'm like on drugs and I'm. not. >> How often you do you need to every day, Kazumi? >> Yeah. >> Yeah. >> Yeah. What is that not normal? >> I feel like you need it. You know, >> I I could go I could go a week easily. >> I mean, I could go a week. >> No, you couldn't. >> I could go for years.

>> I have a period. >> Yeah. >> And then my you on your period would. literally drive to someone's house. >> Know how to drive. >> So, >> Kazumi, I love that you're getting. places and you don't drive. I love it. >> I just I've built my life around not. learning how to drive. >> That's good. >> Yeah. >> I got rid of my car, too, because if I. drink and drive, I get deported. >> Yeah, exactly. We don't want that, right? >> You're like a sexy little immigrant. >> I'm a little I'm an immigrant. I'm. Canadian. Farah. >> Oh, I'm like, where are you commuting.

from? >> Yeah. Yeah. Toronto. >> Okay. I'm actually going to Bamp this. this summer. >> Good for you. >> I love it. And. >> B is awesome. >> Yeah. It's a film festival with like. executives and like pitching some of my. projects like. >> go. You going to do the hot springs? >> Oh, I don't know about the hot springs, but. >> it's natural hot tubs only in BAM. It's. only awesome. >> Well, I'm gonna make a family trip out. of it. So, yeah. >> Oh, good stuff. Girl, are you going to. bring a boy? You going to meet a boy? >> No, I'm going to bring my daughter and. have a girls trip. That's what I do. So. cute. >> You know, one question you skipped over.

and you've been so open and honest, by. the way. >> Did I skip podcasty? >> Thank you. >> Whatever. Thanks for having me. >> No, you're really good. She's good. >> Yeah, the best. >> I I asked you when's the last time you. had. >> Oh, like two years ago. >> Wait. Oh, you you uh you've been. celebrate since? >> Yeah. I've not done anything. >> No way. >> I'm dead serious. You would die. Two. years. >> Two years. Yeah, I'd die. I mean, like, >> how would you die? Like, we have boys. >> I don't know. I. >> Are you Oh, how often you doing DJ. Diddles?

>> I mean, I don't know, but I. >> Maybe today. Yeah, I like I'm good with pleasuring. myself. Like, I turn myself on. >> Well, I mean, yeah. >> I mean, >> if I do, I just look myself in the. mirror. >> That's it. That's all I need. Give me a. camera and I'll just like record myself. and I'm good. >> Oh, actually here's a question. What do. you What kind of content are you are you. doing on on the left. >> on the online? Probably just like me. single stuff. I do have like old stuff,

you know, boy, girl, old stuff obviously. two years. >> You got like you're making like fresh. solos. >> just fresh. I'm just keeping it fresh. >> Torso. I love the torso guy. >> Oh, you mean the the no arms, no legs. My favorite in the world is a solo with. that guy. >> cuz he's just like an anomaly. >> He's perfect. >> He's huge. >> Well, because because it's so POV. >> Yeah, cuz it's. >> because I like to do it on my phone and. I like to put it right angle it that. it's I I insert myself in the scene like.

it's my. >> Yeah. >> So, girl on top on the torso. Perfect. On the torso looks like it's mine. Perfect. I don't need uh by the way. worst ever hate so much. >> is the. stick to the wall. >> Yeah. And the cameras over there. >> What am I? >> YEAH, YOU'RE. >> THINKING ABOUT ME. Are you going to do. another. >> No, I I don't think I need another vivid. point 2.0 or whatever. >> Whatever. Now you have a W. Yeah. I.

mean, I haven't d I haven't thought I. think I need to get through this, Ryan. And then I could have a free free. speech. >> Get through this vivid [ __ ]. >> Yeah. I feel like it's. >> Wait, how big is the beef? >> 13 years old. >> Wait, so you guys have been going back. forth lawyers for 13 years? >> Yeah. And I think I just want. >> Is that exhausting? >> Yeah. I think I just want to have some. peace after watching that A&E network. special. It was like crazy. >> Oh my god. >> Um, so yeah, it's just weird and I need. to handle this. >> Name vivid. What did they do beyond you?

>> All of the celebrity tapes in the world. >> They did the Pam and Tommy. >> The Kim. >> Okay. Okay. Okay. Yes. >> The RA. >> They have the It's on the Kim one, too. They watermark everything. >> That's how I know it. >> So, yeah. Vivid just I think I need this. out of my head. >> Well, do you like hate them so much that. like you go boxing and. >> I mean, it literally was like hard for. me to look at ever again after that. experience. and James pissing me off. Um, so it was.

>> the way people don't like to give. >> Yeah. And so I think like that can't. ruin everyone's. um experience or friendships or new. people that you meet. But like that was. really that's why I did drama therapy. That's why I continued to do therapy. Again, you can have like your life. melting down, but you're still awesome. and I just try to pick myself up, you. know? >> Yo, you know why you're so cool, Farah? >> Huh? because you talk like it's just you. and me, even though these cameras are. gonna get millie views. And. >> I love cameras. I think ADHD is like.

whatever. >> Yeah. Right, bro. >> Shout out to the Shout out to the guys. who watch Teen Mom and have baby mama. drama right now. >> Shout out to them. >> What do you What's your guys' take on. this? >> Yes. >> Never asked this question. Always wanted. to. Okay. A girl has a one night stand. with a guy. >> Has she had one night stands before? >> Yeah. >> She's a one night stander. >> She's a one night stander. And then she. gets knocked up and he's like, "Okay, I. don't even know your name." And she. keeps it. Like, >> why do you know? >> But she, Mrs. One Night Stander.

>> Yeah. >> Keeps the baby, but how do we know it's. your kid? You won't know until you do. the DNA test. And I will say this, Ryan, I wasn't having one night stands with. anyone. I had with only one man who was. my daughter's daughter's father. >> His mom said I was lying to social. security, lying in courts, everything. said, "I never even dated her son.". Okay. >> You guys are boyfriend girlfriend? >> Yes. And it was documented. But. >> And was he uh probab? >> Um I He I He said to his dad that if it.

was his or even if it wasn't his, he. wanted to be there with me and take care. of it. I had to cut off communication. because my mom was like whatever. Someone stole my phone and you know, I. was a teen and I couldn't afford. everything and my mom just had me in a. very hard place. His mom also was suing. my dad. >> And his mom was suing your dad. >> That's crazy. >> And then. >> pre-baby pup. >> Well, I'm pregnant. And so then cops and. other cuz he snuck in the house to spend.

time with me. Then we got caught. And. then cops had his promise on my front. porch. >> Wait, she sued for that? >> No, my dad hit him for breaking in the. house and sneaking in. >> I hit him how hard? >> He had a bruise. It was like whatever. >> Punch? >> Yeah, probably. >> Yikes. >> Oh, that's cool. >> No, >> it's my dad. I like it. >> My dad. >> Yeah. Dad shotgun on the table. >> What do you want my daughter? I get it. >> Yeah, I get it. You know, that's. gangster. >> So, we had all these weird things that. were tearing us apart from phones being. stolen to cops saying, "You guys can't. talk to each other." To his mom, suing.

my father. And so, I had to hear. conversations after I had my daughter of. what he was thinking about me being. pregnant. And I was never the girl to be. like, "You need to stay with me." I gave. back my ring to him. I said, "I just. want you to have. >> Are you engaged?". >> Yeah. He wanted to propose. >> Oh, like shotgun wedding vibe. >> Like he was like, "Pra, run away with. me." And I'm like, "What are you doing?". And I'm like 16 and like we like baby. daddy. >> Yeah. But I was never the girl to. pressure anyone or do anything at all.

Like everyone like needs to go figure. out that. And if you guys are together. or make it together or like the world. works out, that's awesome. But I I think. today I just see girls like what you're. mentioning in your this thought of like. okay this girl's a one night stander and. saying I'm gonna keep the baby but like. you still need to do a DNA test. I had. to go do a DNA test for the government. to prove that that was my. >> child's dad and like and to a stupid. lying mom. But what I feel like is don't.

pressure any man if you're going to. decide to have a child. You could say, "Hey, this possibly could be yours and. have full transparency, but I am a one. night standard girl and this is just how. it's going down." Just be honest about. who you are in your games and don't get. everyone into your mess. Keep your side. of the street clean. >> Okay, let me remix it. Okay, >> the question. >> So, she only she only went out for her. best friend's birthday once that year. It's definitely that guy. >> So specific. What? So she So now baby.

baby daddy drama. Like she says, "I only. went out once this year and it was this. party and even though it was a one night. stand, but this was my only one night. stand cuz I was at this party this. year.". >> Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Right. >> So she's for sure. Okay. I need the DNA. DNA test just like I was making. >> But do you think Do you think it's kind. of uh beef for her to keep it? >> No, there's no beef. >> How much does the guy owe to it? >> Look, there's no Well, we all know that. We all know the cost of doing business,

baby daddies, right? >> Which is you're going to be on that tab. >> at that bar until it's 18. Hear this one. night standard. Here we go. >> You can never threaten or call someone. demanding money. Believe me, I swear to. God, if a guy ever did that to me, threaten and demand that I pay them XYZ. because of children or anything, that's. a no-go. But the cost of doing business. is the bar tabs open. When the clock. strikes clock is gonna strike 18, I'm wrapped. You know, some parents,

it's up to them, but I'm gonna get my. daughter a house. I already bought her. her sports car. I'm like, I'm setting. things up. Yeah. She's like, yeah, good. for you, Frell. >> So, like, this is the thing. You have to. separate. >> the baby mama from the child that is a. part of you. And how great do you want your legacy to. be? And it can't be bothered by someone. who's there or not there. she's an. extra, you know, but you got to respect. people. You need to get through. something, but you never call and you. never demand, I need a $100 million.

It's not going to happen. You either. have an abortion on your own right, you. have a child on your own right, and it's. your life, and you need to go figure it. out with her or not. Look, I don't even. have a baby daddy in my life. He died. when I was 8 months pregnant. I don't. >> I know that. I'm so sorry. >> I have the wall to talk to, okay? And. the wall is me. I am the husband. I am. the wife. I am the mom. I am the dad. It. all revolves. Then it all comes out of. me. So what am I going to play with. myself? What game are you guys going to. play with yourselves demanding [ __ ]. Ruin your own lives, but don't ruin your.

kids and don't ruin a man's who you had. a baby with. >> Teen Mom solving baby daddy problem. episode, guys. >> I love you all. >> I can't believe how quick that went by.