The Sunday Read: ‘The Unthinkable Mental Health Crisis That Shook a New England College’

my name is Jordan kissner I'm a. contributing writer for the New York. Times magazine and I've been teaching. writing to University students for most. of the last 10. years this week's Sunday read is my. story for the magazine about a cluster. of suicides that struck a small. University in Massachusetts between 2021. and. 2022 I wrote about how the Mental Health. crisis among College age students is. affecting the staff who teach and care. for them.

and how it's shaping the broader. institution of college in the United. States so in the summer of 2021 students. at Worcester Polytechnic Institute which. is a stem Focus University of about. 5,000. undergraduates received an email from. their. Administration a rising senior had died. and the Boston Globe leader reported it. as a. suicide then a few days before classes. started news of of a second suicide.

appeared in the students. inboxes and then by the end of September. a. third it was every academic. institution's worst nightmare a row of. self-inflicted student deaths proceeding. more or less with one death a month for. 6. months the students who took their lives. hadn't really shown any of the. conventional warning. signs there was this helpless feeling. among professors.

any of their students could be at lethal. risk and they might not know and one. terrifying aspect of a suicide cluster. like this is that you never know if. another death is coming or. when and so the University's president. at the time formed a task force that. would evaluate in as databased a way as. possible what factors might be. contributing to this Mental Health. Emergency what struck me was that in the. midst of this moment of intense panic.

and. improvisation staff members started. doing things that in the past might have. been seen as overly involved or too. generous the school encouraged. professors to start talking about their. own mental health struggles in class if. they were comfortable one Professor I. spoke to gave out his cell phone number. and would text students to make sure. they were okay if he didn't see them in. class another I spoke with stocked up a. fridge with chili so that students would.

never need to worry about affording. dinner the dean of arts and sciences. started making a point to look students. and staff in the eye because she noticed. that as all this was happening people. stopped looking at each other head on it. was almost too vulnerable she thought. and she wanted people to know that they. weren't alone even if they were too shut. down in the moment to receive that. message I was really moved by these. small gestures in the face of enormous.

tragedy but I also wanted to know how. taking on these. pseudothermal Health crises in college. students isn't new a National Institutes. of Health study from a decade ago found. that about 1,00 college students were. dying by Suicide each year and about. 24,000 were attempting it but that was. 10 years ago that was before the. pandemic.

and since 2020 faculty told me there's. been a general sense of deluge when it. comes to Mental Health on. campuses professors have always been. used to having some subset of students. in class who were struggling about whom. they were concerned but the numbers. became more than they knew how to. handle what emerged from my reporting is. the story of immense distress about a. bunch of Educators trying to Shepherd. students in crisis while themselves.

feeling overwhelmed burnt out and a. little bit underresourced. but it's also a story of Educators who. were willing to be creative responsive. and adaptive to lift their Community out. of a crisis like this over and over and. over. again people I spoke with at WPI. stressed to me that the way you get. through something like this as a. community is openness transparency about. the hurt that's happening.

and that no individual no one Counseling. Center no one overachieving Professor. can solve this kind of problem. alone you only get out the other side. through the immense and loving work of. many many many many. people and that's a hard thing to. implement on a policy level but at WPI. that was what it. took so here's my article the. unthinkable Mental Health crisis That. Shook a new England College read by.

Emily wuo. Zeller our audio producer today is. Adrien Hurst the original musical here. was written and performed by Aaron. [Music]. Esposito the first death happened before. the Academic Year began in July 2021 an. undergraduate student at Worcester poly. Technic Institute was reported.

dead the administration sent a notice. out over email with a familiar. thoroughly vetted phrasing and appended. resources Katherine Fu an assistant. professor in the department of. Integrative and Global Studies felt. especially crushed by the. news she taught this student he was. Chinese American and she felt connected. to the particular set of pressures he. faced she read through old Anonymous. course evaluations looking for any sign.

she might have missed but she was unsure. where to put her personal feelings about. a loss suffered in this professional. context what was the appropriate channel. for processing either with co-workers or. students the sorrow and fear that the. death of a student. inspired Fu went on preparing for her. fall. classes the week before the Academic. Year began a second student died arising. senior in the computer science.

department Who Loved horiculture took. his own. life this brought an intimation of. disaster one student suicide is a. tragedy two might be the beginning of a. cluster some faculty members began to. feel a tinge of dread when they stepped. onto. [Music]. campus wer poly Technic Institute in. Massachusetts is a tidy New England. college campus with the high saturation. Landscaping typical of well-funded.

Institutions the hedges are beautifully. trimmed the pathways are swept clean red. brick buildings from the 19th century. fraternized with high glass facades and. renovated Interiors a new sports complex. a new well-being Center students were. still not allowed to congregate in large. groups so the Lush quads and dining. Halls were eerily. silent the following Wednesday students.

began classes with the option of zooming. in from their dorms some WPI faculty. members continued scaled down versions. of teaching strategies they developed. during the pandemic pre-recording. lectures holding seminars over zoom and. experimenting with ways to have lab. sessions with only 12 students present. fastening air glasses to the heads of. the 12 so everyone else could watch from. their dorms had not worked very well the. glasses ran out of of battery power too.

soon and they gave people. headaches the leaves began to turn in. Worster WPI had possible risk factors. for mental health issues and suicide. among the student body its academic. culture was fast-paced and intense the. enrolled students skewed male there was. a comparatively High number of neurode. Divergent and introverted students who. might struggle to maintain the social. bonds that help protect against. psychological.

challenges but then in. 2021 risk factors for every type of. student were. elevated Charlie moris who was the. school's director of counseling from. 2006 to 2021 and is now the dean of. student wellness told me that until that. point in his tenure WPI had lost two. students to Suicide well below the. national. average still he had seen the worst case. play out at other schools.

Morse is a slender soft voiced man in. his early 60s he has worked at the. school for more than 30 years when he. tried to describe to me what it felt. like to come to work in the fall of. 2021 there was a Tremor in his. voice it's like oh please not us he told. me sitting in his office. recently not. us he. swallowed a third student Di died before. September was.

up it was a very dark time on campus Fu. told me faculty were being asked to take. on a role that I think historically we. haven't been asked to play her own. anxiety. intensified she felt herself tensing. anytime she looked at her work email. even when there was no crisis. announcement faculty and staff members. flooded one another's inboxes with long. group email chains processing fear and.

rage that had nowhere else to go their. lives were also upended by the isolation. illness and Chaos of the pandemic. simultaneously they felt as if they were. the first line responders to students in. crisis but they weren't trained or. equipped for the level of. [Music]. distress our brain could get used to. almost anything says Jean King the dean. of arts and sciences and a professor in. the biology and biotechn ology.

department but we can't get used to. something that's. unpredictable King is a distinguished. scientist who has spent decades. researching the Neuroscience of stress. in particular the way in which black. Americans and other oppressed people. experience the physiological effects of. systemic. disadvantage King who is a black woman. is known on campus for being passionate. warm and wedded to her job she explained. to me that stress becomes becomes toxic.

and resilience becomes harder when the. stressor seems random and. erratic if it's unpredictable my brain. doesn't know what to expect next she. told me that's not a place my brain. likes no brain likes it so my brain is. experiencing two things it can't predict. what's going to happen and it can't. control it if it does happen so it has. no way of getting ready for the. situation in the wake of the third death.

the university set up an emergency task. force with a mandate to determine the. possible causes of extreme student. distress their job was to recommend. data-backed interventions to the growing. Mental Health crisis on. campus the University's mental health. and wellness protocols had always been. aligned with the Leading Edge of best. practices but evidently the industry's. best practices weren't sufficient. anymore something had. changed what was it what should come.

next Worcester Polytechnic is a stem. focused research University and its. curriculum emphasizes project-based. learning students train toward Junior. and Senior year projects that involve. real life impact like developing a. lowcost device to feed premature infants. or running analyses of the distribution. system for Panama's National Water. Authority to identify opportunities to. minimize. shortages robots the size of of small. coolers on Wheels Scuttle around the.

quads delivering food to students in. their dorms or. Labs the task force led by King. alongside Matt Barry who was morse's. assistant director at the counseling. center and including faculty and staff. members and students from every part of. the school was also structured like a. group project first Gathering data about. what was wrong then analyzing the data. for patterns before recommending. strategies for new policy. a second task force would oversee.

implementation WPI also asked the. Riverside Trauma Center a Boston area. organization that specializes in crisis. response and the aftermath of traumatic. events to conduct an independent review. of the school's mental health. practices it might have felt better a. few members of the task force suggested. to me if the university had leaped. immediately to action especially when. the community was hurting and frightened. but members of the task force thought.

that designing an intervention without. first clearly defining the scope and. nature of the problem was irrational and. ineffectual this is a community of. empiricists depending on their position. on campus everyone had a different. opinion of what the problem was and how. we needed to solve it Kimberly Lasser a. researcher and data analyst at the. Morgan teaching and learning center who. helped design the task Force's research. phase told.

me the idea was to get as neutral and. comprehensive an understanding of the. problem as possible not limited by any. one. perspective the task force organized a. series of town hall events and listening. sessions at which students could talk. about their experiences of stress. anxiety depression and. isolation a series of smaller group. conversations were used to assess. particular experiences of stress black. students spoke with one another led by a.

black professor lgbtq plus students and. first generation students did the same. and so on the school hosted Town Hall. events for faculty and staff members and. parents everyone on campus was invited. to complete a written. survey among the professors especially. the junior teaching faculty female. professors and Scholars of color there. was consistent talk of burnout. Fu who had joined the task force was.

struck by this we heard from a lot of. Faculty that they were just very. overwhelmed by the need for students to. find a sympathetic year and some. guidance the students also reported. feeling burned out and overwhelmed. specifically citing the feeling that. their ability to perform academically. was demanded at the expense of their. feelings health and. Humanity the picture that emerged from. the town halls wasn't altogether. different from the complaints coming out.

of universities all over the country. during the. pandemic more work than anyone could. healthfully manage less Community. resilience Than People needed anxiety. about what variables the future might. bring and no sense of when it would. [Music]. end.

the fourth death came late at night it. was November and King was in bed next to. her husband a psychiatrist at a nearby. hospital she assumed the ringing cell. phone was his because he was sometimes. on. call then he said Jean it's your phone. her caller ID told her that it was Leen. the president of the college. so she Rose from the bed and went to.

their. bathroom she remembers leen's voice. sounding. heavy we lost another. one after the call ended she went. downstairs and. screamed I'm sure the entire. neighborhood heard me King says she. hadn't known this student personally but. she feels passionately she told me that. all WPI students are her kids and she. felt felt overcome by horror at what was.

unfolding seemingly unstoppably among. her. students I just lost it because we had. finally brought people together she said. her mind began. racing what are we doing wrong what do. we need to do to make this go away what. do I have to do personally what do I. need from the. community she felt at a total. loss how are we going to do this. in classes professors began to.

experiment with coping strategies did. they need to be more relaxed about. deadlines lighten coursework pursue. tighter connections with students who. seemed. withdrawn Steve kotch a professor of. practice and chemical engineering who. joined the task force explained to me. that part of what was so terrifying was. that the deaths didn't match previous. patterns chotch had known to keep an eye. on students who seemed withdrawn or.

disheveled students who stopped coming. to class or exhibited erratic Behavior. students whose grades. dipped but one of his students was among. the dead and this student hadn't shown. any of those. signs actually none of the Dead students. matched the profile of a suicide. risk that was frightening kotch said he. looked down at the table in his. office and he can't help but could I. have spotted it could I have done.

something cotac who was 65 took to. giving out his cell phone number and. checking in personally with students he. knew were stressed a method several. other professors I spoke to mentioned. adopting even though they didn't exactly. have the time or bandwidth for that. level of tabs. keeping the job of calculating what this. new era required meanwhile came to rest. in part on the shoulders of data. analysts like Lasser and Stacy Shaw who.

was then a new assistant professor of. psychological and cognitive. Sciences the two women were part of a. team assigned to take the quantitative. data that had come in Via surveys as. well as the recordings and transcripts. of student faculty staff and parent. feedback and run an analysis that would. explain with the certainty of numbers. what was going. wrong the team coded all the transcripts. and survey responses. identifying recurring phrases and key.

words and then looking to see how often. they were spoken and by whom which key. words and phrases occurred most. frequently together from which. parties running multiple increasingly. complex analyses they began to identify. patterns which members of the Campus. Community were most affected by which. kinds of stress and how were they. experiencing that stress academically. and personally.

Lasser and Shaw worked together only on. zoom and over email working past. midnight most nights and on the weekends. too haunted by the feeling that they. were racing against the. clock by the way when you do this as a. researcher this can take years Lasser. told me we were doing this in a month or. two I was sitting with the two women in. Shaw's office a shady spacious Nook at. the far end of one of the campus newer. buildings with a large window.

overlooking wild. grasses they had embraced at the. beginning of our interview though they. spent the winter of 2021 to 22 in. constant contact they had never met in. person we were flying by the seat of our. pants Shaw recalled it never felt like. enough and it never felt fast enough. because it kept happening and every time. it did no matter how much good work you. did or how much much students said they. appreciated whatever you did you felt.

like you failed over and over. [Music]. again the fifth death was a graduate. student who died of a seizure in. November the sixth was a senior in the. mechanical engineering department who. killed himself while home over the. holiday. break the initial findings of the task. force were distributed in January. 2022 3 days after the report came out. another student a junior on the crew.

team was found dead of an apparent. suicide in his off-campus. apartment this was perhaps the worst. period on campus seven students had died. in 6 months there was no precedent for. dealing with loss like this no one knew. when it would end and the task Force's. implementation team had only just. received a list of. recommendations following research that. indicates that spending too much time. talking about or commemorating a student.

who has died by Suicide can risk. contagion Morrison lesen encouraged The. Faculty to retain as normal an. educational experience as. possible the university had organized no. memorials or. vigils many students and parents found. this baffling students published an open. letter that February calling wpi's. response to the deaths inconsistent and. Trauma inducing and suggesting that the. lack of time for group reflection and.

grief disregarded the gravity of recent. tragedies a new student group called the. mental health committee organized a. support walk for an evening in February. at which students formed a candlelight. processional and exchanged flowers to. demonstrate Community. resilience local florists donated. thousands of flowers mothers from the. community lined up to give hugs to any. student that needed. one it felt like life or death says Bren.

Scott McWilliams who was a freshman when. she joined the. committee it felt like the life of the. student body was on our. shoulders this was of course how the. faculty and administration felt as well. the pressure to get this right was. immense Morse told. me that winter he would often see a. truck belonging to a document shredding. company on his daily commute to work and. long more than anything to be a. Shredder broadly the analysis run by.

Lasser and Shaw identified several. issues requiring immediate intervention. intense academic pressure insufficient. self-care habits among the students lack. of social connection insufficient. awareness of information about the. existing Health Resources at. WPI and pandemic. burnout the task force had several clear. recommendations that could be. implemented almost IM immediately hire. more counselors for the health center.

increase the number of mental health. trainings available to the faculty and. staff expand student mentoring programs. build up Social programming for students. giving them more opportunities to make. friends and feel connected to the Campus. Community once a term set aside a day to. cancel classes and meetings so that. everyone could do something not homework. that would boost their. well-being Fu had served on a committee. dedicated to evaluating what changes in.

pedagogy might be required to meet the. moment their findings tracked with. broader Trends in secondary. education it became really clear that we. couldn't continue viewing students. exclusively in terms of how they. performed in our classes she said we. needed to understand students as whole. people and we needed to develop a much. more personalized. approach the task force recommended that. faculty members incorporate students. Mental Health health and well-being into. their teaching priorities whether that.

meant talking openly about their own. struggles beginning class with. meditation or being more willing to. Grant student requests for extensions or. accommodations some professors bulked a. lot of Faculty were really pushing back. and expressing resistance Fu said you. know we weren't trained in this I really. don't feel comfortable engaging with. students in this. way. attending to individual student needs.

takes more time F acknowledged and. deciding how and whether to agree to. student requests requires mental and. ethical. effort some pleas for extensions or. course adjustments can't be granted. without making the instructor workload. unmanageable or risking unfairness to. other students not all students feel. comfortable advocating for themselves. and often the most structurally. disadvantaged students don't ask for. help is it fair to Grant an.

extraordinary request to someone simply. because they're emboldened enough to ask. how is a professor supposed to evaluate. whether a student need is acute enough. to make extraordinary. accommodations earlier this year the. healthy Minds study which runs surveys. on the mental health of post-secondary. students and faculty members confirmed. that this extra work is unevenly. distributed female trans and non-binary. faculty members were much more likely to. be supporting students through mental.

health challenges than male faculty. members faculty members of color were. more likely to do so than their white. colleagues more Junior midcareer faculty. members took on more of this work than. late career. colleagues in other words the people. spending the most time addressing and. accommodating student mental health. needs are the ones who are most likely. to be lower paid with less Authority. and less job security adjunct and.

contingent faculty members often. undertake this work at several jobs. simultaneously for separate institutions. without. benefits one way to think about this is. as a Cascade effect there's often a. critical shortage of mental health. professionals on campuses who can. address student need particularly for. black Latino and Asian students in the. absence of sufficient mental health. scaffolding faculty members have found. themselves stepping into a new. timeconsuming Dynamic with their.

students that doesn't always feel. clearly defined or. sustainable during one of my visits to. WPI I spoke with Zoe ridinger an. associate professor of biomedic. engineering and Adrienne Hall Phillips. an associate professor of marketing in. the business. school they had each been asked to join. the task force we met in Ringer's Office. which is invitingly decorated with a. fuzzy green couch that looked strikingly.

like the face of Oscar the Grouch and an. extensive selection of tea Ringer's dog. Lydia vied for a spot on the Oscar at. the couch Hall Phillips teaches in the. business school and is the most senior. black female Professor on campus in. terms of years at. WPI ringer is non-binary and neurod. Divergent when they were hired 10 years. ago they were the only out queer faculty. member on campus they told me the two.

professors are close friends and act. like beacons for minority students on. campus even those they don't teach and. have never met we are resources for. black students and queer students and. plenty of other others ridinger told me. smiling all the others Hall Phillips. confirmed it's something that we talk. about all the time that this part of. what we do is not actually in our job. description they are inundated with.

student requests for advice mentorship. and Care Hall Phillips lets students. book individual appointments with her. via an open calendar with slots. occurring several days a week as of that. afternoon the next open appointment was. more than 4 weeks. away she was also texting with a student. who wanted to check in she would later. duck out of our conversation early and. catch the student during the walk to her. next appointment. ridinger gets so many requests that they.

keep their schedule and Lydia on their. office. door for a time they stocked the. refrigerator in their outer office with. jars of chili for students who might be. worrying about how to afford. dinner I mentioned the concern about. Equity I saw in the healthy Minds study. and heard about from faculty members. that I interviewed all over the. country women lgbtq faculty members and. faculty members of color already face. structural disadvantages in Academia.

when it comes to pay equity and securing. tenure if these same faculty members. spend vast reserves of time and energy. caring for students in distress work. that frequently goes unacknowledged. instead of completing research or. traditional administrative service work. that Gap can widen. further both of them seemed to sigh and. laugh at the same time am I pissed off. about it Hall Phillips said tartly yes.

do I wish there were some other. individuals who would pick up a little. bit more of the slack yes particularly. our white males ringer snorted but I. can't focus on that because if I focus. on that the students that are in need. won't get the help they need they just. won't get it and that's what's more. important to. me both ringer and Hall Phillips were. emphatic that they love working at. WPI they would like to see more faculty. and staff members who look like them but.

broadly they think the administration. cares immensely for its students and is. doing a good job they know that when. they need to refer a student for serious. help the student will receive it and. they have direct lines and first name. relationships with the mental health. professionals in the counseling center. but they're also candid about the. sacrifices they're. making the 21 to 22 school year of chaos. and sadness was a wakeup call for All of. Us hall Phillips said not just revamping.

all of our Mental Health Resources on. campus but looking at faculty and staff. and recognizing oh they're burned out. too oh they're suffering. too were you burned out I asked her face. was. flat I still am she said yeah yes and I. still. am.

wer is famous for the snow dumps it. receives in the winter it has something. to do with where the city is in relation. to the Appalachian. Mountains the clouds Bear Down When the. temperature drops and then the snow is. Relentless and the weather is brutal all. winter it's brutal brutal brutal and. then somehow slowly it's not. anymore that's kind of how the end of.

wpi's Crisis arrived no one I spoke to. could quite explain how they knew that. the emergency had subsided the most they. could be sure of was that one moment in. the spring of 2022 they felt intuitively. that the last death was behind. them between summer 2021 and winter. 2022 The Faculty existed in a state of. suspension we were always waiting. waiting for the next if there was going. to be a next Fu said like waiting for.

the other shoe to. drop but then somewhere deep into the. winter she said it just became apparent. that it was over there was no clear. point of. demarcation just a subtle. shift the campus culture felt so much. lighter she said like we had been. through this traumatic experience but we. could somehow see the point at the end. of the tunnel something was somehow.

over King said she knew it had ended. when sometime during the Spring people. began looking at one another Square in. the face again for months it seemed as. though no one could bear eye. contact in that pain you usually don't. want to if I look you in the eye I could. feel your. pain and then one day something had. changed people started looking me in the. eye and I knew they were smiling. although I couldn't see the smile she.

said gesturing to indicate the masks. everyone wore at the time and I knew we. were turning the corner people were. looking at me in the eye like just. looking at me and I was looking at. them it is clear by now that the Mental. Health crisis has changed Academia. forever its structures its culture and. the function it is expected to perform. in American society more than half of. American college students now report.

depression anxiety or seriously. considering. suicide this is a problem that reaches. across geography race class identity. institutional resources or Prestige and. academic. ability almost one in four Americans in. college considered dropping out in the. last year because of their mental. health adjusting pedagogy to account for. this scale of illness and in some cases. disability ility is the New Frontier of. postsecondary.

Education in early 2022 WPI opened a. large new center for well-being right. next to the school's main cafeteria as. if to declare that Wellness is Central. to the school's institutional. Mission by the time I visited Worcester. this fall nearly all the short-term. recommendations made by the task force. and several from Riverside's independent. review had been implemented. Morse told me that Mental Health Care. should be a campus-wide effort requiring.

the participation of every single member. of the community he cited an ongoing. program WPI calls the care team which is. responsible for coordinating an. immediate response when a student is. flagged as at risk anyone in the. community can register concern about a. student with the care team and that same. day the team will have quietly reached. out to that student contacts Dean. professors and the counseling center to. see about approaching that student with.

support Morse told me that he recently. heard from a janitor in a dining hall. who had come to one of the training. sessions to learn how to identify. students in trouble figuring that he. should. know to Morse this was a perfect example. of the new. paradigm like many universities wpi's. Focus has evolved from taking. responsibility solely for the academic. education of its students to becoming. the custodian of individual student. wellness this is perhaps the new.

Vanguard the academic institution as. Wellness. Community it has a slight dystopian ring. to it the all-encompassing beneficent. administrative machine with eyes. everywhere and yet the circumstances. producing these conditions seem to. justify it many students who struggle. with their mental health or suicidal. feelings never reach out to a counselor. the school's goal is to reach struggling. students however it can during classes.

on scheduled rest days through the. entire Community including the. janitors WPI is collaborating with the. University of Massachusetts Chan medical. school on a research project that uses. an AI mobile app designed to Monitor and. predict suicide risk among college. students who opt into the study by. passively surveilling data and vocal. tone. Morse believes in communicating openly.

about the imperfect and difficult search. for best. practices in the aftermath of the crisis. senior leadership heard from some. colleagues at other universities who. were incredulous at wpi's decision to be. so open about what was happening some. schools keep their suicides out of the. public eye sometimes to honor family. privacy but also to avoid having the. institution's name sullied we made the. choice to talk about it to be as honest. and brave as we could Morse told me in.

part because WPI officials believed that. sharing their experiences their process. and their data could help other schools. navigating similar. territory but also Mor said talking. about that work that's what this Campus. Community needed as part of the. healing this is what happened this is. what we're doing this is what's working. this is is where we're going with. transparency he pointed out that the.

center for well-being Now features. prominently in the school's admissions. tours the campus felt on the sunny days. I visited in the fall energetic and. cheerful undergrads threw frisbees on. the lawn outside the center for. well-being and a weekly Farmers Market. sold fruit and flowers nearby on one of. the college sidewalks students browsed. through tables of posters they could buy. for their their dorm rooms the same ones. that have hung in dorm rooms for decades.

The Beatles at Abbey Road Vincent vanor. The Starry Night Marilyn Monroe with her. skirts swirling about her. shoulders a bronze goat statue. supervised the quad wpi's mascot is. Gumpy the goat and someone told me that. when students matriculate they are. welcomed as part of the. herd one morning I attended a session of. Katherine Fu's course on smart and. sustainable cities which began with a.

technique she has been using for the. last year she sounded a singing bowl. three times and asked everyone to take. three deep breaths each. time as the reverberations from the bowl. slowly fell silent Fu went. alphabetically by last name down the. roster asking each student to tell the. group his or her name and to add a word. describing how they. felt One By One The students. responded I'm feeling relaxed I'm.

feeling. stressed I'm feeling. hydrated I still don't know what I'm. feeling soft laughter rocked around the. room for the student and his inscrutable. feelings I was reminded of something. King said to me earlier in the day about. collectivity being key to both. individual and Community. resilience I had asked her what the. future of this issue was what what was. the way to move forward in the face of. the massive challenges pedagogical.

structural personal facing Educators and. students. alike I expected her maybe to say. something about neurobiology and forward. thinking or about institutional. policy instead she said. this I think all of us have to be able. to say to each other and even to the. people who are suffering this is. difficult this is difficult for for me I. feel you I'll try to help but know that.

I may not be. perfect we all have to take that up that. we're trying that we're. trying that's all we can. say she thought for a few seconds. quietly and then spoke. again I think that's what community is. coming together and saying I'm. vulnerable just like you are I'm I'm. trying I'm not going to leave you.

alone if you are having thoughts of. suicide call or text 988 to reach the. 988 suicide and crisis Lifeline or go to. speaking of suicide.com. slrc for a list of additional. [Music]. resources.