Kate Quit The Podcast.

We've talked about it off camera a lot. There's been comments. I know some of. you guys have commented like, "Oh, I'm. on this person's side or this person's. side." But this isn't about sides. >> You guys did that. Yeah, you started. this. I have decided that I feel like it. would be best if I am no longer on the. podcast. Why are you crying? >> I'm not. >> He has tears rolling down his eyes.

I stopped. >> All right, guys. >> Welcome back to the last episode ever. >> Oh, shut up. I'll be quiet. >> That is not what's happening. >> I feel like I'm being pranked. That's what this feels like. But unfortunately, this is not a normal episode. >> You guys are going to make me cry. already. >> We've spent time talking about this off.

camera. >> What? Okay, you stop that right now. >> Why is he tearing up? >> What are we talking about? >> He's tearing up already. Don't do that. >> We've talked about it off camera a lot. and some of us object to this. I feel. like. this is not necessarily the best. decision right now, but you guys have. seen obviously stuff online and there's. been comments. I know some of you guys. have commented like, "Oh, you know, uh,

I'm on this person's side or this. person's side," but this isn't about. sides. >> You guys did that. >> I may have said that. >> You guys literally led the function. >> Yeah, I regret that. Now, [snorts]. >> change the title of the video. I think. it's all fun and games. I will. I will. >> No, you won't. >> What did we title it? >> Team Harper, team Kate. >> Oh, >> yeah. You started this. >> Well, I didn't mean to like start like. Listen, I didn't mean for that to affect. you in the way that it has. And And not.

just that, >> your feelings. >> Not well, not just that, but that to be. like the tipping point of like. >> I. >> everything over the past year and a. half. >> I don't I already told you that wasn't. like the tipping point. >> And I feel like this is a really bad way. to START THE EPISODE. WHY ARE you. crying? >> I'm not. >> He has tears rolling down his eyes. >> I know. >> We don't have I don't want to I don't. have to be on this episode. Really? [laughter]. >> No, I think we all should be.

>> I feel like this was a really bad start. to the episode. I mean, cameras weren't. even press recording and Cash was. already pretty upset. This is like I figured it would be the. best way to do it like this. And. just so you know, Mav, the team Harper and Team K, like that. was not like the tipping point. >> I know that wasn't the tipping point, but I'm just saying like that amongst. all of everything. >> Yeah. And that's the thing though is I. know and it's such poor timing. This is.

such poor timing for this to happen. >> It's honestly it's like it's so stupid. But. >> it has We haven't even said like the. words yet. It feels weird to say the. words. Like I said the words to you. guys, but I don't know. Saying them to a. camera. >> I've been doing this for three years. >> I know. >> Almost. >> I know. >> Coming up on three years. >> I know. >> I think you're going to change your. mind. >> I think somebody's still in denial over. here.

>> Kenzie's been praying that this isn't. real. >> No, I think y'all are pranking me. No, we're not pranking you. But I I I know I. need to just say the words and be done. so that it can be out there, but it. feels weird to say. >> Yeah. >> I've talked to you off camera quite a. bit about it. >> Yeah. >> And I do feel like with where you're at. right now, this is probably the best. decision. >> I'm not I can sit here and say I don't. think it's the best decision because I. don't think it's the best like as a.

whole, but for you, I do think it is the. best decision right now. >> And that sucks. is not fun. >> If you guys live in Australia or Europe, you're gonna want to listen to this. because this March we are going on tour. overseas. So, if you guys live in. Sydney, Melbourne, London, Manchester, or Dublin, we are going on tour this. March and you need to get your tickets. before they sell out. So, go get them at. the lolodcast.net. We'll see you guys overseas.

But. I mean, [sighs]. honestly, I don't know how much you want. me to say. >> I mean, I I've already talked to all of. you guys. You guys can say whatever, but. uh I don't the audience doesn't really. know what you're talking about. >> I know. I don't want to say the word. >> And and the thing is, I know everyone's. going to think that she's quitting just. because of Harper. >> Well, well, now they know what she's. talking about. And I I don't want to say. because I feel like I'm letting so many. people down with that.

>> But that's not true. It's not just that. There's the there's a bunch of things. >> I'm gonna be sent to the shadow realm. after this one. Like people are going to. >> No, you're not. >> Yeah. No, I feel like like I said, really poor timing, but I have decided. that I feel like it would be best if I. am no longer on the podcast. It's fake news. Yeah, it sounds fake. It doesn't sound. real, but I don't know. I It wasn't.

something that I just decided like. randomly. And it's also really poor. timing right now because of everything. that's just been happening behind the. scenes. And I know it seems like. literally that could be the only reason. or it's performative or whatever I'm. doing. But. I mean, I don't know what else to say. except for it's not like this. The. decision has nothing to do with Harper. and what's been happening between us. And I've made it very clear to you guys.

that I still love Harper so much. Like, and of the fight we had did not in any. way like shape my decision. >> You're also not pregnant. >> Oh, I'm not pregnant. No. >> I know everyone's going to think you're. pregnant. That's why we're. >> I was just thinking that. I was like, this is what's going to happen and then. later on she's going to tell us. No, I'm. not. I'm not. I just Yeah, I don't know. I I feel like. >> Look me in the eyes. Tell me you're not.

pregnant. >> I'm not pregnant. >> Kate's a good liar, though. So, you. never know. >> I'm not pregnant. And if I were to get. pregnant like soon, it would be after. this episode is filmed because I'm not. pregnant right now. Anyways, what? Cash, >> stop, please. I I think it's a little bit harder for. cash than it is for me. Um, but.

>> why why are you crying? I just I just. like the podcast so much. >> I know. And you [snorts] know, like. I'm still like gonna be here in this. house and I may even be working on the. podcast in some way, just not on camera. >> No, but I like I don't know. I just like. how things are. >> Yeah, I know. >> The podcast is just it's the one thing. that I feel like we all get to actually. do together and we get to travel. We get.

to go on tour. We get to do everything. that we like from it. [snorts] And. you're the most important person to me. and the most important part on on and. off the pod. And I just I just don't want you to. leave it because then you're not going. to do any of it. And I know you say you. will, but you you're not going to be a. part of anything. >> Wait, are you still going to do Cash Mad. videos with us? [snorts]. >> Okay. It's I'm It's weird because.

>> it doesn't matter. Even if you're not. even if you're obviously you're still. going to be around us in here, but if. you're not a part of it all, then it's. just not going to be the same. Everyone's going to not. it's just if you're not on the camera. and on doing stuff, it's not going to be. the same, which is fine. And I'm not. saying I'm not trying to make you feel. guilty, but I'm just saying that's why. I'm sad is because. my favorite part about being married to. you is that we get to film together and. that we get to have work together and. have careers and jobs together and it's.

just going to be different, which is. fine and I'm okay with that. And I'm not. I'm not telling you that you should stay. on the bot. I want you to be able to. leave. I want you to be able to be happy. and do what you want. And I know all the. attention and stuff that comes online. through hate comments and just. everything you you don't handle like me, which is okay, but. it's just been one of my favorite things. over the past couple years. And I just. don't want to lose it. But.

>> yeah, >> I know. But I I I don't know what I'm. going to do, but [snorts] I just know. that the podcast. I feel like specifically like the last. year maybe has really just like burnt me. out. Like like literally I got so burnt. out this last year with just everything. we were doing. And it was just like. >> it was so overwhelming. >> everything that happened. And like I. mean you guys know there is stuff that. just happened like off camera in my life.

that really like put me in a weird spot. And it's really weird to have to come. online and like film the podcast. The. podcast is just so weird because it's an. hour of talking instead of just a 15sec. short form piece of content with an. audio over it. >> Like it's so like I don't know. Guys, our holiday merch drop is now. available. >> If you guys want to go check it out, go. to the lolodcast.net. We have a bunch of.

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able [snorts] to do with it and. everything it's brought me. But yeah, I don't I think you should. specify that when you say like there's. stuff going on in your personal life off. camera, it it's not to do with Harper. because I think a lot of people are. going to say that it is no due to. Harper, but there's other things going. on in Kate's life that. >> are not involving Harper. >> No. And. that. it just sucks that all of that happened. at the same time because I know that.

this just looks like it's like, oh, I'm. leaving because of Harper. the some of. the stuff Kate's went through the last. year, two years, has just been. like like if you guys knew everything. Kate's went through, you'd be like, "Wow, that's that's a really tough. person." Even though she like acts like. she's not tough, like she's very. mentally tough, even though she doesn't. always act like it. Um, and there's just stuff that I know that. she's went through that makes all of. this that much more difficult to get on. here and smile every day. Um,

and then there's just all the nonsense. that goes on online as well from just. videos people make and different things. And I think all of that just kind of. crumpled into a a a ball just makes you. kind of just aware you don't want to do. things every day like this. >> And with how much we do shoot, we shoot. like four to five days a week. We're. shooting pod club cash and math videos, Tik Toks. And when we're not, we're. planning videos. And it just kind of.

consumes so much. And I think it is. going to be good for you to take a step. back and just have your life back for a. minute. And you never know what the. future holds. >> It probably not here, but you might end. up doing something else or doing a. podcast for someone else or doing. something else. I mean, I know you've. made it clear you don't want to do it. here, but. >> Cash did not like that [laughter]. >> with someone. She's made it clear she. doesn't want to do it here, but she. doesn't want to do a podcast with.

someone else. >> But I'm saying there might be other. avenues and other things that she ends. up doing. >> If she's going to do a podcast, she do. it here. >> She's not going to do a podcast here. >> I'm saying if she was going to, it would. be this one. >> Have you thought about just taking a. break and just seeing how you feel after. like a month or two? >> Yeah. I don't know. I guess that's the other. thing though is that I I feel like if I. were to just take a break like. the same thing's going to happen again.

I feel like I'm just going to like. I don't know just get and it it's so. weird because I'm not [snorts]. completely just going off social media. literally falling off the face of the. earth and you guys are never going to. see me again. It's just the podcast is. the one thing that takes so much out of. I think all of us emotionally because we. have to come on here and like this the. podcast knows us like the people that. watch the podcast know us deeper then. >> so I don't get but that's like the. easiest thing out of all of them. That's what makes me feel like.

maybe it's just for me but I feel like. that's the easiest thing out of all the. content we film. This is like the one. time where we we just get to be. ourselves. And it's not like it's not. like we're filming a TikTok video or. doing a video where it's like, "Oh, today we're seeing who can hide the. longest and blah blah blah blah blah.". It's this is this is the time where it's. actually not like it shouldn't feel like. a video is what I'm saying. It shouldn't. feel. >> It comes with a lot. >> No, but it shouldn't feel like a video. It shouldn't feel like work or anything. It comes with a lot when we're touring. We're doing everything. It's a lot.

>> It's It's a lot. >> I guess I just don't get it. We're all. family. >> and Harper is like our family and it's. like to do with anyone here and I've. made that so. >> but that's what I'm saying. It's like. >> there's been weekends where we've done. shows cash where we've done two shows. that I swear I've gotten like maybe six. hours of sleep in like 3 days it's about. she's not saying it's about sleep or. being working. >> Yeah. >> She doesn't want to do it anymore which. is fine. I'm not saying you can't do. that. I'm just saying I feel like I I.

guess I just don't know why it's not fun. for you like it is for me which is just. I don't know. >> Yeah. I don't know. I don't know. Um. >> and I don't know why I'm with Kinsey. I. don't know why you can't just take a. break. I don't really understand that. >> She's made it clear she's not taking a. break. >> I know, but I don't understand that. >> You do understand. We've talked about it. off camera. She doesn't need to talk. about it right now. Unless you want to, but. >> I don't know. Um, I thought about that, but I feel like.

taking I feel like taking a step back. from this and putting my focus into like. other things, just. taking a little bit more time out of our. like my week to just like have some time. to myself or whatever it is. I feel like. that could help me just significantly. And if I'm filming club videos, I just. like I get on the club channel and we do. the art or the game or whatever. It's. not about us and how we're doing.

personally or what's been going on in. our lives or what's trending on the. internet that we need to talk about. It's literally just we're going on there. to do art or play a game, >> which is fun. >> Yeah. To me, that that's. >> But you're saying this just because of. the Harper situation, which is going to. be fixed. You guys are going to be. friends again. Yeah, I know. >> That's what I'm saying. You guys are. going to be friends again. >> I already told you it's not because of. that. >> Okay, you guys want to pause and No,

it's. Maybe we should cut for a second. >> You're acting like it's all because of. Harper. >> I'm not saying that. Okay. You know, I'm not saying that. >> Okay, then. Okay. I I I feel like. >> you don't What? Why do you look at me. like that? >> Because you just keep saying that. You. keep saying it is because of Harbor. It. is because it's not just because of. Harper. Harper said she's fine with. doing the podcast with Kate.

>> I just. And it sucks that the the stuff with. Harper has happened the last like two. weeks. And then. it kind of like it's weird because I've. never ever been involved on anything. online like that ever. And. the me and Harper situation like I feel. like it started out kind of like oh. whatever and then it just progressively. got worse because we were posting about. it on the internet. But it was weird because like that.

consumed my entire social media like. everything I have posted since then. every single video everyone's like, "Grow up. You're the you're the adult. here. You're grown. She's just a kid.". Like, and it's on videos that have. absolutely nothing to do with the. situation. There were two videos I. posted about it. The first one was the. Purple Rain video that Harper had. posted, and the second one was a joke. >> You're saying this isn't about Harper. anyway?

>> Can I just finish what I'm saying, please? The second one was I hope I don't get a. diss track written about me because I. literally heard everybody in the house. talking about how it would be funny if. there was a diss track written. >> It's a funny joke. >> Yeah. No, I know. And everyone was. joking. >> No, no, no. And I everyone was joking. about it. I was like, "Fine, I'll post. it. I'll post a joke. If everyone's. making jokes about it, I'll just post a. joke about it." So, I did. And I've only. posted two videos. And ever since then. on every I on my backup Tik Tok, I have.

a backup Tik Tok that I post like just. literally any random lip syncs on and I. did a draft like dump the other day. where I just posted a bunch of my drafts. and everybody in my comments was just. like coming at me because these videos. that I filmed. >> Okay. Okay. Can you. >> No, no, you listen. Have a second. We. were saying it's not about Harper, so. there's no use in even talking about it. Talking about that. >> Okay. I'm going to finish what I was. saying now. I posted these videos that I had filmed.

months ago. Literally months ago, and. everybody is just in the comments like, "This is about Harvard. This is about. Harvard. This is about Harvard." It's. not. There are lip syncs from six months. ago I filmed and I'm just posting them. now. >> But what my point is, why are you even. saying that if you leaving isn't about. Harvard? >> I'm giving everyone an explanation as to. why I've been posting my videos because. even the videos that I have not filmed. about Harper. I'm not asking for an explanation on why. you're posting Tik Toks. I'm saying why. you are leaving the podcast. >> I don't know. >> Just Why are you being so rude about it?

>> I'm not. You just keep interrupting me. >> No, I'm not. It's You said it's not. because of Harper and then you're just. ranting about the Harper situation. >> So, if it's not because. >> Hey, we can Let's just pause for a. second. >> I just don't understand. I've I tried to. make the podcast fun for you this entire. time. >> Are you crying? >> No, I'm not crying. I've tried to make. the podcast fun. and I just don't want to see you go and. I don't and you're saying it's not about. the harbor situation but then you talk. about the harbor situation.

>> Okay. I don't know what you want me to. say. >> Let's just take a What's it about then? >> Gosh, you already know I'm exhausted. I'm drained. I'm tired of it. I don't. want to do it anymore. That is what it. is about. Why are you mad? I don't understand. >> Cuz you're getting mad. >> Why? But you're just looking at me like. I'm evil. I don't understand. >> Cuz you're getting mad at me.

>> You. Why are you looking at me like that? >> I don't know. I'm just irritated. I just. I I don't even know. I don't care. I. don't want to talk about it anymore. I. already said I'm done. >> What? >> Okay. [laughter] Okay. All right. >> I don't know. I don't want to talk about. it. >> Okay. But why are you looking at me? I. don't understand. Why are you acting mad.

at me? I've tried to make the podcast. fun. >> Yes. And I. >> And I've tried to I've tried to. >> and I appreciate that. >> Serious. >> You obviously don't. So I don't know. >> That's what I'm saying. Why are you mad? >> I am not mad. I don't want I don't want to quit. Like. I It's weird because it is something.

that we have been doing for the last. like like three years and I don't want. to quit now. I don't want to. But I also. just I feel like I just can't keep doing. it right now. And I' I feel like I've told everyone. like multiple times that just over the. last like few months especially that I'm. just so tired. and every time we've had to film like I.

I love getting to film but at the same. time it's just like so. I don't know I'm just drained. I'm sorry you feel. I'm sorry. >> It's okay. It's not your fault. >> Yes, it is because you told me you don't. want to be on the pod before and we. still film an episode.

>> Yeah. Okay. I don't know what else to. say though. And I know that whatever is happening. between me and Harper like is going to. be fixed eventually. Like I don't think. I know me and Harper are so close. And I. don't think that this is just all going. to I know that's what I'm saying. That's. why I feel more bad because I don't I. believe you that it's not all just about. the Harper situation and that you also. just genuinely don't like being on the.

podcast which just hurts to hear. Mhm. >> And I don't know why you don't like. being on the podcast. >> It has nothing to do with anybody here. I've already said that. I'm just. >> I know. I know. I'm not saying I don't. know why. I know why. I'm just saying I. I I don't like I have a hard time. knowing that you don't like being on the. pot. That's. And I just love you.

I don't want to see you go. I know. I'm sorry. [snorts]. We can I'll finish it later. >> Great. >> Kate, I feel like. Oh, maybe. Never mind. I'm sorry. I was. going to lighten the mood, but never. mind.

I'm sorry. Okay. >> I told you to stop. >> I thought you were joking with me. >> No. >> Well, I look like a piece of crap now. >> Okay, I want to end this on like a happy note, like something positive. So, I'm just.

going to tell you guys that I will be. still on social media. I will be in club. videos and cash videos, my own YouTube. videos when I post them, Tik Toks, Instagram, all of it. I will be on. those. Um, >> are you filming? >> Mhm. >> What are you filming? >> I just wanted to finish the podcast. episode off. >> Oh, >> hello guys. We are. very happy.

>> Are we? >> Yes, we are. And uh. I love Kate very much. And um Kate loves me very much. Right. >> Yes. >> Right. >> Yes. >> Okay. And even though she won't be on. the podcast, she'll still be here. obviously with me. >> and I'm going to be in videos. >> She'll be with me as my wife. >> You're handling this worse than I am and.

probably. >> in my bed. She will still be with me. >> Push me up to my. >> and I will still take her home every day. with me. Uh but. what. >> I am still going to be in videos. I. don't know why he's acting like I'm not. [snorts]. [laughter]. You're talking the podcast. >> I might sometimes. >> I might sometimes. >> Really? >> You can think. Just be honest. >> Wait, really? >> I would come on. I would come on an. episode. >> Come on, but you're not going to be. there is what I'm saying.

>> I'll be I'll come on an episode. >> Not a episode. [laughter]. >> Like some I don't know. Maybe I will. miss it. Maybe. >> Also, guys, no, this is not I know the. podcast went a little I don't know, emotional or whatever, but uh this is. not because of Harper. Guys, don't throw. hate at Harper. >> No. I still she's still I love her so. much and if anyone is mean to her I will. be mad. >> I know. Um and Kate did talk about this. before even the harp situation a little. bit. So. >> yeah, >> I will still be in videos and maybe if.

you just think optimistically like. Kinsey, I'll come back. Maybe it'll. happen. But probably not. >> All right. Well, is there any or were. you done or did I interrupt earlier? >> No, that was pretty much it. I was just. telling them that I'm going to be in. videos sometimes. >> Okay. Well, is there any final words you. want to say on your last podcast. episode? >> Oh, don't say that. >> Final words, Kate. >> That's sad. >> Oh, you're still coming on tour, though. >> Oh, I am. I will still be Obviously, I.

have to finish tour. I can't. >> Yeah, we still have our Australia shows. and Europe and Ireland shows, so Kate's. still coming to those. >> Obviously, I will go see all of you guys. there. Um, and I'm not going to just be. a ghost. You guys will still see my. face. like you're not going to be like. deprived of content from me. I promise. >> Yeah. >> But I I don't know. >> Was there anything else you want to say? >> No, I don't want to end it as my last. podcast episode ever. That's sad. I just. want to keep going. >> Okay. >> I'm already missing it. Well, >> keep going if you want. >> Is this a mistake?

>> Yeah, probably. You probably come on. >> I don't know. >> Just stay on. >> I should Maybe I should just stay on, but probably not. >> Okay, you got to end it this. >> I know. I'm sad. Okay. Well, I will see you guys. >> later. Also, just so you guys know, me. and Kate love each other very much. We. all love each other very much. Don't go. hit on Harbor. Yeah. >> Yeah. >> We all good. Thumbs up, Kate.

>> Okay. Well, I'm not going to see you guys next. time, but. >> see see you guys somewhere. >> That's when you take the camera down, Kate. >> I know. That's so sad. Okay, I love you. guys so much.