Ask Me Anything -- Khloé Unfiltered | Khloé In Wonder Land Ep. 22

[Music]. [Applause]. [Music]. Okay. So, today I wanted to do a little bit of. a different type of podcast recording. So, I did an ask me anything. Is your. whale phobia real? God, I'm like having. all these visuals in my head. Like, my. heart is racing right now talking about. it actually. Gosh, I have to calm down. What is a. weird food combo that I swear by? It's. such a strange combination. I think it's.

like highly processed and not good and I. devour it. You feel really gross. afterwards, but it's worth every minute. Do I believe in life out in space? And. have I ever had an encounter or. paranormal activity? Okay, you guys, that's a whole episode cuz I've had. tons.

So today I wanted to do a little bit of. a different type of podcast recording. Normally I have a guest and we get. really deep and we talk about really. anything and everything and it's. normally the guest that is chitchatting. a lot and I wanted to do a solo taping. and so I did an ask me anything and I. have a bunch of questions here in my. hand and I'm going to answer them to the. best I know how. I want to do something.

different. I just I'm I wanted to hear. from you guys. You guys have been so. loyal and great to me. So, I figured why. don't I bring you guys into my podcast. world with me. Okay, so let's get into. it. When I let you guys know that I was. going to be doing an ask me anything, we've been bombarded with questions, but. amazing questions. Some are ridiculous. and whatever, but most of them are. amazing. And so, I'm going to get. started. Okay. Is your whale phobia.

real? I don't know why someone would fake a. whale phobia, but yes, it's not even. just whales, but whales. I just don't understand. the size really makes me uncomfortable. I like my heart is racing right now. talking about it. Actually, thinking. about. God, I'm like having all these visual. like visuals in my head. Thinking about. being in an ocean, there's no warning. There's no ripples. All of a sudden, a.

whale comes out of the water. That's. horrifying. Some of the whales, their. hearts are as big as a small school bus. Not sure if that's true, but Snapple. told me it was, and it freaks me out. The blowhole. The eyeball. The eyeball. that is bigger than the size of my head. I just don't don't want to be around. them. You do you. I'll do me. We're. good. Don't want to hurt them. Just.

don't need to be in the water. But I. also just don't like large bodies of. water. I don't like dark water. Don't. like a lot of sea animals. Like they're. just strange and you don't know what's. down there. 80% of our waters are. unchartered, undocumented. We don't. know. Don't tell me there's not. mermaids, by the way. We don't know. 80%. is not chartered, unmapped, undocumented. You're telling me planes.

crash and we can't find debris from big. planes and you're going to tell me, "Oh, there's no sharks in this water." Like, whenever you're on vacation and people. tell you there's no sharks around you, how the do you know? You don't know. You. just want me to pay for whatever water. activity this is and then I'm going to. die. No. So, my whale phobia is real. thinking about it like my heart's really. racing. I don't like this. I could go. on. This could be a whole episode just. on the whales or the water.

Gosh, I have to calm down. Okay, that's that. How do I stay so flawless? Good transition. Um, how do I stay so. flawless and what's my skin care. regimen? Oh my gosh. Well, I don't think. anyone thinks that they are flawless. I. don't think anyone's like, "Ah, I have. the best skin. I have no pores. No, I. will sit there with a magnifying mirror. and overanalyze my skin. But I love.

skin care, but I like to keep it simple. I've used to do like the eightstep. programs or whatever. And I think that. sometimes in this circumstance, I do think too much is too much. And. normally I'm a more is more type of. girl. But I think sometimes we just have. to simplify things. And whatever that is. for you, everyone has different skin. You have to find what's the perfect. combination for you. But I do believe in. facials or even like you just have to.

wash your face every night before you go. to bed. People that sleep in makeup, I. don't believe in that stuff. And just I. believe in hydration for your skin, moisturizers at night. I love beef tallow that I put. specifically like around my eyes or aqua. for like any petroleum, something that. makes your eyes. It could be an oil, vitamin E oil, anything that makes your. eyes really lubricated so when you. sleep, you don't get wrinkles around. your eyes. Um, I like that. But really, just take care of yourself. I love a.

laser. I love skin care. Anything like a. facial, anything like that, I will do, but I think don't overdo it. Know your. skin type and just do what's best for. you. But sometimes less is more. What is. the biggest lesson that being a mother. has taught me? Wow. I feel like I. I learn lessons every day about myself. from being a mom. I really do. But I will say I think my my most. favorite thing about becoming a mother.

besides my relationship with my kids and. being able to have the most ultimate. love in the world is. the different level of respect and. appreciation that I now have for my. mother. And although I knew my mom was. amazing before I had kids, it's a. different feeling because once you have. kids, you realize, wow, okay, we really. do make all these sacrifices. Or you. understand like silly things. Like I get.

why my mom wouldn't let me have a puppy. at a certain age. It's a lot of work. Kids are a lot of work. Like they do so. much. And you don't realize when someone. says, "I want to have a pool party or a. sleepover." How much more work that is. on your parent? like the smallest things. to the biggest things. It could be. birthday parties or Christmases, like. how much effort and work that takes. And. when you think back at your childhood. and you're like, everything was so. magical or the best my parent knew how. to do. For me, it makes me appreciate. mine so much more. And my mom was always.

such an incredible mom. And for me to say I want to be I've. learned so much from my mom, but I want. to be like her times 100. like that says. a lot. Any pop music artist that I'm. obsessed with right now. I'm not great. with music these days. This is not relatable, but I don't. feel like whenever I'm in the car, I'm. with kids and so I'm listening to what. they're listening to. That part's.

probably relatable, but I'm not in the. car that much by myself anymore. And I don't know how relatable that is. And I feel like I used to turn on the. radio. It's probably something I miss so. much and sing my heart out. Um, in LA we. had the fires in January and I remember. we had to evacuate to Palm Springs and I. had to go at a later time than my kids. and I was in the car, not kidding, for 7. hours to get to Palm Springs cuz. everyone was evacuating. I didn't care.

I had a concert for 7 hours. I was the. the lead performer. It was amazing. I. thought I was Mariah Carey. I was Ariana. Grande. It was everybody. loved it and I. miss moments like that, but it was all. oldies music. Like. not oldies oldies, but just music that's. not current right now. What makes me. super happy? Oh my gosh. I feel like I. am the happiest when I'm surrounded by. my family. I love being at home. I And I.

don't I love people like coming to me. I. had a pool party the other day. It was. their first day of summer party for all. the cousins and my kids and just a few. other kids. And I love stuff like that. Like for me that makes my heart happy. I. love being the home. That's the hub and. everyone comes to my house. I take pride. in that. So that stuff makes me happy. Even if I'm complaining and I'm. exhausted at the end of the day, that's.

fun. And I love those memories and I. hope my kids are going to have those. memories forever. And then also what makes me really happy. is laying in my bed and binge watching. TV and no one talking to me. So there's. definitely two very different sides and. they both make me equally happy. What is a weird food combo that I swear. by? My aunt Shelly, ever since I was a kid, I used to lay in bed with her and she. would have wheat thins and port wine.

spreadable cheese. I don't think it's real cheese. I think. it's like highly processed and not good. And I keep that in my fridge at all. times cuz it's so nostalgic for me. And. sometimes I'm like, I'm just in a funk. and I want to pig out and you literally. scoop the port wine cheese with the. wheat thins and that's your spoon and. you eat it and it's such a strange. combination and it's the saltiest cheese. in the world and I love it. But it's. also the memories of my childhood. I.

think what's wrapped up in it and it's. just amazing. Be honest. How many alarms. do I set in the morning? I set one alarm. in the morning and what's reallying. demented? Sometimes I don't even need. the alarm. Like sometimes I'm up a few. minutes before and I almost get angry. with myself like you had 10 more minutes. to sleep and those 10 minutes matter. But my body clock, it's so used to. getting up at a certain time. And if I.

don't have to set an alarm, I'll still. wake up at that time. I'm not someone. that can sleep in even since I was a. kid. But that's because of my mom. My. mom didn't allow us to sleep in. And as. a kid, I obviously didn't like that. But. as an adult, I'm so grateful that she. instilled certain qualities and traits. in us because I mean, we're very. productive people and I feel like we're. that way. because we seize the day. I do believe. in that.

How do I fight my fears? Well, I feel. like fears. are fears because they're. unknown. I think you have to. just familiarize yourself with them or. maybe name your fear. Like, okay, for. example, if I'm on a roller coaster, don't like roller coasters, but I've. literally said to myself, it's not like. I'm going to die, right? You might. actually in today's world you might die. being on a roller coaster. So just don't. go. That's how I would feel now. But.

when I was younger, you'd be like, "No, I'm not going to die. So let's just get. this over with and go on the ride." You. have to like acknowledge your fears, name your fears. I would say a prayer. That's what I would do. But fears are. fears. Like I don't like whales or big. bodies of water. And if I ask myself, can I possibly die? Yes. Yes, I can. So, it's a rational fear, except right now being in this podcast.

room, it's irrational because it's not. like a whale can walk in the door. But. for some reason, my heart still races. What moment of my life made me feel like. the strongest version of myself? I don't know if there was one. particular. moment. I mean, I feel like I've had. many moments. that sort of prepared me for other. situations in my life where I was able.

to endure them. So, I feel like. everything that happens in our lives is. meant to happen. And even if they're not. all positive situations, I do think that. everything. there's. steps in why things happen to you. for. example, with me and my ex-husband, me going. through such a public divorce and. handling that. And yes, it was between. him and I and it was a great love that.

was now lost and that whole thing. It. was so public, so public that I've never. dealt with something like that before, but I dealt with it and I had my family. support and all of that. that. was sort of a stepping stone, if you. will, for. the next big traumatic thing that. happened to me was when Tristan. cheated on me right before I gave birth. And I don't I've obviously no one can. prepare you for something like that. And.

it wasn't the cheating that's like, oh, like people get cheated on, but it was. more that I was nine months pregnant. I. was having a baby two days later and it. was so public and it was everywhere. But. I think I handled it the best that I. knew how because. I almost. got a little experience of it or a lot. of experience of it from my divorce with.

Lamar. So, it sort of prepared me. But. if it was maybe just the oneoff. situation and while you're have these. newly fresh hormones and you're just. trying to even be a first-time mom or be. present in this moment and experience. this moment, I don't know if I would. have been able just to handle that. isolated incident. And so everything. prepared me for each experience in my. life. And I think when you overcome. those experiences, you feel really. strong and also for how I handled so.

many of those moments in my life. I'm. really proud of myself for the way I. handled them. What is a habit that I'm. proud of developing lately? I love that. I take time for myself every morning. I love that I've like I realized how. good that makes me feel throughout my. day. I love that I I wake up early, but. I have my coffee. I have my Bible time,

my prayer time. And the way I set the. tone for my day, it just makes me feel. really good. And my day functions. better. And I love that I've I've done. that and I've done it long enough that. I've noticed such a change within myself. or how my day feels that I continue to. do that because consistency is key. And. it's easy to do something for a few. days, but to do it religiously, it's harder work to do. Like, we had a. sleepover last night and I had all these.

little kids in my room and it wasn't as. easy to make that time for myself, but I. made sure I made it. It was a little. later than normal, but I made sure I. made it and it just makes me feel. better. So, I'm proud of myself for. developing that habit. We're going to take a quick break to. hear from our sponsors. I've been. dealing with some weird, very deep. shoulder pain. And instead of doing the. smart thing, I did what most of us do. I. just waited. I'm really busy with work. I just thought it would heal on its own. And honestly, I really didn't know what.

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You know, home for me, it's really my. family, and I feel like it's always been. my family. And for me, it's my very big. family. It's not just my kids and. myself. Yes, that is a version of home. But I think when I think of my like. ultimate home, it's my kids and myself. and then my mom and my siblings and all. of their kids that come with it. It's. the best and it's the best craziest.

chaos, but I love it and I'm so grateful. and blessed that I have that and it's. something that makes me feel. safe. and. comfortable and happy and yes, there. might be fighting and drama, but it's. also the best kind and kind that you. know like you I think when you're family. you fight the hardest because at least. for us. We're always going to talk to.

each other again. We're never not going. to. not speak to each other. So, it's where. you can be your complete. self and not feel like you have to. perform for anybody, I guess. What's a. boundary you've set recently that's. changed your piece? I am very much a people pleaser and I. for years have always said yes or I've. done things just because I felt guilty.

to not do them. And. I don't know maybe the past. two years or so. It could be longer. But. I've made a very strong conscious effort. to no means no. I'm allowed to say no. No is a complete sentence. Of course, I'm not good at just being no with a. smile. I have to explain why I don't. want to do something, but I'm working on. it. If I'm truly uncomfortable being. somewhere or just not happy or if it.

messes me up for the next day, you're. allowed to say no. And that has made a. huge difference. Even on my. mental health is an overused word, but. yes, on my mental health, I feel like I. used to feel so pressured or insecure. sometimes. just doing some of these commitments. And I feel really great that I. have such power in No. Now, would I have. another baby? I get that question a lot. So I right now know.

I am. it's not about age. I'm going to be 41. shortly and it's not about age. I know. women can have babies later now. I would. consider having another baby if I was. married. but otherwise no. I don't want to just. have another kid and be a single mom. Um, I have a great system right now with.

my kids and I also take care of a lot of. other children too. So, there's a lot on. my plate. But if when, not if, when I. meet my husband. and if it's something that. he wants, then we can talk about it. I'm. not. like I'm I don't feel that I'm missing. anything in my life. I know some women. are like, I want a third baby or a.

fourth and that's amazing, but I feel so. happy. I love my life. I love my kids. I. feel like I there's enough of me right. now that can go around for everyone. And. I'm sure I'll make you find the energy. for all your children. So, if I do have. a third one day, I'll find the energy. that I need for that child. But right. now, I just think everything's great. But we'll have to see for when I find. that husband, and if that's something if.

it's something he wants, I would. consider it. People are also asking if. you're dating. I am not dating. I know. Very exciting news. I'm not dating, but I'm I love it here. I really do. I. feel like my life has been so happy and. light and. it's really sad but like enjoyable. And. maybe that's because I haven't been. dating. I feel like a lot of the drama. is out of my life. And I love that for.

me. Like I haven't had that in a long. time and I'm enjoying this space where. I'm in. I love my routine. I love that. I'm really focused on work and my kids. right now and then of course my extended. family. and also. I do have fears about dating with kids. I. I don't know why these are my fears, but. like I would never want to change who I.

am for my children because another. person came into my life. And I don't. know if these fears are rational or I'm. making everything up in my head, but. like that's a big fear of mine. I never. want to be taken away from my kids, even. emotionally. Like that's just not what. I'm about right now. My kids are so. young. They're three and seven and I. that's a fear of mine. Just changing my. routine, changing how much I how much. time I spend with my kids. I just don't.

want that to be a factor. That's one. You also people are scary. Like I don't. know if I I don't know how long it would. take for me to feel comfortable with. someone else around my kids. I don't. trust anyone. I don't I don't know. I just see and. read crazy. I'm like, I don't know what. anyone's about, what anyone does in. their private time. So, I don't that. really scares me having. like a man around my kids. That's I.

don't I don't know. I don't think I can. do that. I love my life right now and. I'm happy. I feel great every day. And. if I meet someone, if someone walks in. this podcast room right now and is like, "Hey." And I get I love that person's. energy, then I would think about it, but. I'm not actively trying to go on dates. Do I believe in life out in space? And. have I ever had an encounter or. paranormal activity? Okay. Well, is.

paranormal activity like ghosts? Yes, you guys, that's a whole episode because. I've had tons. But, okay. Do I believe. in life out in space? Duh. You guys, we can't be that narcissistic to think. that we're the only living planet out. there. There's When you're in school, you're taught I think there was like. eight or nine planets. This is your. solar system. Yes, this is our solar. system. There's black hole after black.

hole and there's planets after planets. that we're discovering all the time. So, I'm not saying that there's another. planet out there that can support human. life, but there are other living. organisms on another planet somewhere. That's my opinion. And just because hello, feel like that. has to be. And have I ever had an. encounter or paranormal activity? I have.

seen a UFO. Have I was with Malikica. This was ages ago. and I was I remember where I was. driving. I saw a UFO and she never saw. it but my reaction she's always believed. me cuz we were driving to it was for. Keeping Up. We were not filming at the. time, but I was driving to my interview. session and I know exactly where I was. and I remember I like screamed and I. said, "Oh my gosh, Malikica." Like I.

couldn't get the words out and the thing. just disappeared. And Malikica believed. me because she was like how. sure and confident I was. The shriek in. my voice, she was like, "I know you saw. something." And that was it. And we. didn't really talk about it. And I've. definitely seen things. I've never seen. like an alien or anything like that, but. I do believe in that. Um, and paranormal. activity happens all the time to me. It's pretty creepy,

but. I'm also okay with it at the same time. My last house, I've had a few situations happen. I. think we even filmed. some of them like a energy clearer, ghost clearer, someone came to my house. because I was sleeping and I remember it. was in the day and something happened. that night where I couldn't sleep. So I. text my sister cuz I never take naps in. the day and Court lived like a block.

away from me and I remember saying, "I'm. going to take a nap. So if you need me, I'm just not like come over. I'm not. going to answer the phone." And that was. weird for me. And something whispered in. my ear and was saying, "Glow, wake up.". And it said it. And I was like, and I. remember closing my eyes and I said, "I'm going to open my eyes now. Please. don't be there." Cuz it was it was a. man's voice and it freaked me out. And I. opened my eyes slowly. Nothing was. there. I was like, "Thank God." And then.

my bedroom door opened and shut and I. remember, Alexa, you know this. Yeah. Know this is crazy. I have chills again. And I was I called Courtney and I was. like, "You need to get the over here. There's some It was It freaked me out. I. lived alone at the time. It was. horrible. We had someone come over and. did like an energy reading. I did not. tell them where this situation happened. They knew exactly where the spirit was. They said, "Did your door open and. shut?" Like this person knew everything.

His name is Jerry. That's his name. That's what Well, RIP. His name's. Geraldo, but we nicknamed him Jerry. Jerry's nice. He just wanted to be. acknowledged once I acknowledged and the. door would open and shut from time to. time, and I would hate it, and it would. freak me out. Um, and that was sort of that. But I always. had, they say spirits speak through. electronics and m like your TV, that. kind of stuff. And so I always was. having problems with my music. Like it.

was there was tons of then I had a. rental house. while I was building my last house and. there was a little girl in the house. I. mean like a paranormal little girl and I. she was hor she was horrible. We do not. like her. I don't know her. Don't know. her name. I never had anyone come to. detect her. But even True TR noticed. her. True never had nightmares in her. life. And then this girl would go in her.

room. She would wake her up. TR would. tell me about her. I would never let TR. sleep in there. And I would sleep on. TR's floor. She was still in a crib. Um, one my one nanny is so against anything. paranormal. She would be like, "Don't. talk to me about it. I don't believe in. this." None of it. When we were moving. out, she said, "I'm I want to tell you. something. I'm so glad that we're. finally leaving because I saw the. shadows that TR speaks of and I didn't. want to admit it, but we need to get out.

of here. It's horrible. And I'm like, now you're telling me like I've cuz I. knew the shadows were there and this. little girl I remember at this rental I. had my bedroom and there's like a. hallway and the floor is wood and you. know if someone you could hear someone's. footsteps and you could sort of hear the. weight of their footsteps like you know, oh that's a little kid's footsteps. versus an adult. I was in my room and I. heard somebody walking down the hallway. and I was like, "Did True get out of her. crib?" Cuz it was a little kid's.

footsteps. True was still sleeping. It. was a little girl. I remember she. brushed my hair when I was laying down. That was horrifying. And I never slept with the light off in. that room because I asked someone and. they were like, "She likes when the. lights are off." And I was like, "No, you don't. Uh-uh.". And the pool, we had a jacuzzi. The. jacuzzi was one day I looked out. So. there was a little window and there was.

I can see the jacuzzi. I look, this was. like probably the next day after this. girl brushed my hair and I just heard. her humming. Like I could have chills. And there was a Barbie or a doll in the. jacuzzi and the whole jacuzzi was. drained and a toy was at the bottom of. it. And we were I was so freaked out. Alexa is in here. She We were all. freaked out. I don't know if they follow. me. We don't know, guys. But I don't think.

Jerry's come with us anywhere, but this. little girl, thank God she doesn't come. with us anywhere. True. And Tatum, they both have a little gift. They are able. So when. Tristan's mom is Jamaican, so Jamaican, you have a thick accent. True. At the. time, maybe four and a half or five when. Tristan's mom passed away. And she lived.

in Canada during CO the border was. closed. So True didn't get to see her. very much, but we spoke to her on the. phone, but True didn't get to be with. her as much as we would have liked, but. they were still very connected. Her name. is Andrea. Andrea. passed away in the morning, but that. night TR was up the entire night. She. kept saying, "Mommy, mommy, there's a. lady in my room." And I was like, "Okay." But I always believe her because. I believe in this stuff. So I was like, "Okay, where's the lady?" She's like,

"She's there. She has a silly voice. Um, but she's laughing and Tristan's mom. is the funniest like jolliest person. Like all she does is laugh and. she TR was like I I never put two and. two together, but TR was telling me. about this lady who was keeping her up. at night and the lady told her how much. she loved her and she was going home and. Andrea is very religious. Um,

so now in hindsight, all this makes. sense. Anyways, that the next morning we. get the call that Tristan's mom passed. away. And I said, "Can someone I had to. fly to Canada that day to be with. Tristan and do funeral arrangements for. Andrea." And I said, "I need someone to. go pick up." True. I can't just leave. the country and not say bye to her while. she's at school. So they did. And my. nanny said, um, you know, on the car. ride home, she kept talking about this. lady that she saw last night in her room. and was saying about the funny voice.

I'm like, I I don't know. I'm still. like, I don't know what she's talking. about. We'll deal with the lady later. And they were like, I think she's. talking about Andrea and her accent is. the funny voice because everything she's. describing and she everything she's. describing is Andrea. And she said, "I. love you and I want you to know I'm. going home." and home being heaven. And. Andrea would have that ability that she. would know like Andrea was so connected. to God. And I believe that. And True,

True just has stayed with this story. I. believe her story. I believe all my kids. when they tell me they see things or. hear things. I never want to put doubt. in them because that's why people stop. seeing things or believing things. I. have a pair of boots in my closet that. my dad gave me. was my first designer. thing and my dad was like really big on. not giving us designer things and I. remember Neiman Marcus had like a double. sale and my dad was like I'll buy you a. pair of designer boots was my first pair.

I think it was like 14 or 15 and anyways. they're these Dolce Abana boots but they. were like probably $50 cuz he got them. at like this crazy sale and felt like he. was it was amazing I like idol I still. have the boots cuz they're so special to. me these boots They're on display like. in my closet because they're not to be. worn. It's just a memory and they'll. fall over all the time. Like if I'm. thinking about my something about my. dad, it's and I'm like and I'll I've.

learned to be like, "Okay, hi dad." And. like I'll talk to him, but no other time. do these boots move unless it's. something to do with my like you it's. hard to explain an give an example for. it, but I believe in that stuff. So, I. don't think spirits. are bad besides that girl. That girl did. not feel good, that little girl. But. everything else, I'm like, I always will. say out loud cuz I was told like, acknowledge that like I I see you or I. hear you, but I'm a believer of God. You.

don't have power. I only give power to. God. Like, I'm not here to take over your. space. Like, you just say whatever. Something like that. You just you. acknowledge them but tell them don't. with you and like who you believe in. like but it is crazy and I believe in. all of that. Does your dad visit the. kids? You know I get. I feel like my dad visits Tatum but he. can't really articulate it but I just.

feel like that. It could be wishful. thinking. I don't know. My dad I get. frustrated with cuz I don't feel him as. much as I would like and sometimes I'm. like come on come and visit us. Um but I. know he's always there. Sometimes I just. want a stronger presence of him. and I don't I don't know if he visits. True. Not that she says but they will. all talk about him. like they all talk.

about their grandpa as if they've met. him and none of them have met him. So, I. feel like he makes his presence known. even if they don't realize like not in a. scary way or anything, but to be gone. 21 years, he was he's gone longer than. I've known him for. I knew my dad for 19. years and he's been gone longer than. that. So for you to be gone for that. many years normally, which is re a sad reality of life, but.

normally. the stories sort of fade away. Maybe. you're spoken about on certain holidays. or certain days, but my dad gets spoken. about a few times a week, which makes me. so happy. It brings all of us joy. The. kids speak about him. Um, and that's a. beautiful thing cuz, you know, none of. them have met him and normally that. wouldn't be the case. So, I don't know. if my dad visits the kids, but I feel.

like he does because. he's spoken about so often. What's your favorite memory with my mom? I have so many amazing memories with my. mom. I don't know if I have a favorite. I just know I love her and she's the. best and I have. such such great memories. And Kim said. something really interesting. that I never thought of that.

it for our family. My dad was such an. incredible dad. We had such a great. relationship. And my mom, that doesn't. make our relationship or her less. She. was equally as incredible and is as. incredible. But sometimes when you lose. a parent, they become. this hero. He always was, but you speak. about them so much and sometimes that. your living parent, which is so sad. Kim.

made this point. They sort of get. overshadowed and like they don't get. enough recognition. Like we're always. like, "My dad, my dad, my dad." And my. mom is equally as great. I know I'm. supposed to talk about a memory, but. sometimes I think about that that. not that she would ever be jealous. That's like crazy. I'm not suggesting. that, but we do sort of isolate. sometimes and say, "My dad did all of. this for our childhood." And she's like, "What about me?" Like, she's right. It. is. It's a tough position for I think.

any parent to be in. cuz you can't be jealous either. Like. that's a very weird emotion. But I'm. sure she might feel. like left out when we tell these stories. and we focus on my dad so much because. we're trying to honor him and keep his. memory alive, but we sort of take away. that she was there too and we don't mean. to. Does my life feel normal or do you still. feel the difference between prefame and.

now? Oh, there's such a big difference. I. mean the things and I don't know. if also just time. I think it's both. So. there's a huge difference. I mean I used. to be able to like go anywhere and do. anything and have the time of my life. and not worry about how I looked, how I. have to like present myself because no. one knew who I was. You can just do. whatever. And but I also lived in a time where.

there wasn't. camera phones like that. So I don't know. if it's a mix. I feel like I grew up in. like the best era because it was my. childhood and teenage and young 20s. didn't have camera phones and I also. wasn't famous and then both came at. similar times. But um there's a huge. difference and I do like I love where I. am now but I also miss certain.

simple. pleasures of like just running into the. store. You don't have to worry about. like how you look or just if you're just. like are in a hurry having to do. something like those things are gone. or. if I want to just go to a bar or go. dancing or do something like you can't. do those things anymore unless you want. to be videotaped the entire time. It's. just a different thing. Going out having a wild night in Vegas. or Miami and just like having fun with. your girlfriends like that you can't do.

unless it's in a very controlled. setting. But maybe. people feel that way more now because of. camera phones like just in general. I. don't know. How do you deal with. protecting your kids from things that. have happened in your relationships or. the media? Well, my kids don't have. social media, so I'm really lucky that. my kids are at an age where I can. control those things still. Um, Tatum is.

going to be three at the end of July. True 7. And so, they don't have like. their phones are they don't have phones, but their iPads are, you know, to watch. YouTube or whatever. It's not. they don't have a social media app, none. of that stuff. So, I'm lucky in that. regard. A lot of people were fascinated. and wanted to know um a lot about you. consuming cereal. Oh, I love cereal. About any cereal questions. Stop. Well, I do love cereal. I didn't realize this.

was such a big question. I love cereal. It's interesting. I would rather have. cereal at night. Like I think it tastes. so much better. I don't really care. I'm. not a huge breakfast girl, but I don't. really care for I don't think I go for. cereal in the morning. I want cereal at. night. No one's around me and I'm like. watching a TV show and I want it to be a. sugary kids cereal.

I.e. Froot Loops, Lucky Charms, Cinnamon. Toast Crunch. I can do Honey Nut Cheers, but it's not as exciting as the other. ones. Sometimes I'm like, "God, I want. to vibe with Cocoa Puffs again and just. see what it's like cuz it's nostalgic.". I used to like Tricks. as a kid. Haven't had Tricks in a long. time. I would try that again. Frosted. Flakes. That's a vibe. And people asked, "What are you watching while you're like. what are your shows right now?".

Gosh, I don't have I'm not very exciting. with the shows I watch. So, what I did. watch this weekend was the Peewee Herman. documentary. Soing sad. He We treated. him so unfairly and all of us. Shame to. us all. That's that. The Osama bin Laden. documentary. Top tier. Amazing. I've been promoting it to. everyone. It's great. I might watch it a.

second time. So great. Um, so those are. my documentaries. Kim just told me about I want to say. it's torn of a documentary. I want to. see that. And then for shows, I'm going to start Love Island maybe. tonight cuz I should be kid-free. Love. Island isn't really my jam. I got into. last season because of Kim and we went. to India. So I had like a 20-hour. flight. got into Love Island. I didn't.

realize that all these competitions. are for nothing though. Like I think I. have to watch it live. I thought they. voted each other out. I just thought I. think I thought something different. So. I'm get I'm going to try to watch Love. Island again. Kim and Kendall love it. I. love Bravo shows. I like Housewives. Some of them it's just too much fighting. sometimes. But I'm trying to stick with. some of them cuz it's good TV. But I.

love True makes fun of me. I love. watching cooking shows. I love watching. especially like Kids Baking. Championship, Top Chef Jr. They're so. calming. So at night I watch those. I at. night I don't want to watch anything. that is stressing me out. I need to. chill and go to sleep. And I will watch. nostalgic things like I love Seinfeld. because it was my dad's favorite show, Friends, those types of things. Sex in. the City, easy, you know what you're.

getting and I can fall asleep and I love. them and I feel good. So you guys, I. have so many questions that I didn't. even get to today and I feel like I can. do this for hours. So I imagine I will. do an ask me anything again because I. didn't even get to a handful of my. cards. Um, and I realized that you guys. have tons of very interesting questions. for me, which I love. And this didn't. feel as weird as I thought it was going. to feel cuz I was like, how am I going. to talk to myself for this long? It.

wasn't that strange. So, I'm going to do. an ask me anything again. And hopefully. you guys enjoyed this solo episode. because there's going to be a few more. Thank you guys for chatting with me. today and submitting your questions. And. if for anyone that I missed, I will get. to those questions very soon.