SASHA'S GHOST ENCOUNTERS, REAL ANGELS AMONG US THEORY & THE KANYE WEST CASE - EP.195

[Music]. ah feels so you know you know when you. jump in your bed and then it's like. you're really really tired it feels so. good that's how you feel about that's. how I feel every time I hop on the. podcast and put on headphones and [ __ ]. I'm like a after all the anxiety that we. just went to I already know this cuz we. have there's three mans with ADHD bro. this should I don't have ADHD yes you do. bro how do I have has we go through 20.

topics Carlos that's not ADHD that just. mean that's just mean I I I. I no that just means like I can I can. hit those top I'm just that good that's. true okay it just means I'm not good it. just mean I'm I'm disabled no that's not. disability. right a combination is it a disability. or is a disorder it's a disorder it's a. disability is it actually cuz you have. ADHD yeah right oh are we not supposed. to talk about. that other AD adhders out there.

y okay if somebody calls you out for. having ADHD do you feel bad about it or. is it like just it's just you right I. used to but now like I remember in high. school you know Mr chatty yeah he would. like call me over like ever so often. like wa go in the mic sorry recording. cuz he would whisper cuz he didn't want. the other kids to hear he was like Sasha. um I think you have ADHD and he would. send me down to guidance because you had. ADHD cuz I would pretend what pretend to.

what yeah because you what oh because I. would like get up and pretend to throw. things in the garbage cuz couldn't sit. for so long oh really I just be like I. have to throw this out like every like I. have that too cuz when I'm standing in. the airport and like I'm waiting for. like the baggage thing like I'm I have. my headphones on but I can't like like. be like standing you know D are you are. you CU you play ball are you the on to. like dribbling [ __ ] around house it's. just I got to move at all times oh Mean. Street Fighter.

no at the airport Street Fighter like. who the [ __ ] want any supporters who see. me outside and I'm just standing that's. not me bro it'll have to be like. this choose your yeah that's literally. what I was thinking no fact I think mine. is I have to I have to like throw. punches and [ __ ] I know I know you don't. see it here because I really forc myself. not to but if someone's around me like. whenever I see my sister ask I seen I. seen that ask my sister but it's. annoying though like if somebody cuz I.

I've been on the receiving end it's not. fun it's lowy just [ __ ] hurts bro people. just greet. you y what up. punched that's. annoying I think though I think um if I. don't do those things it's like un. that's why I think I have anxiety is. when you don't release your energies you. know what I'm saying yeah it's true. anxiety is worse when you don't get. things done throughout the day I feel. like MH do you think dogs have ADHD dogs.

oh that's a good point cuz all dogs are. like hyper right yeah like but then you. have the calm dogs is your dog like that. yes you know how you greet people you. were saying like yeah yeah the dogs go. like this and [ __ ] right they always wag. their tail no he just like literally. like pushes you like he gets up and he's. like pushes you like he just you have a. doberman though yes did you know you. know Dober they're bred to be for the. military right yeah he's a little bit of. a gnarly character I I don't know for. sure but I think in World War II that's. where they scientifically like made.

these dogs they bred them specifically. to be hunters for snipers oh [ __ ] I. think yeah they bred them because. Bankers were getting like killed or. something oh that too on the way home or. something so they would like guard them. yeah there's like a security so back in. the day instead of just having like. security guards all the time they would. just have a dog and [ __ ] that's fire. yeah that's at DMX you know DMX back in. the day used to just Rob people oh with. his dog to rob people with his dog oh. that's fun like instead of a gun he has. a dog and just like yo give me.

or I'm let the dogs lose and that's the. song Who Let the Dogs oh that's what it. is cuz he rob you no I just made that. [ __ ] I was going to call it but I was. like I think that's a different artist. actually who let the is that DM no no no. no no I I think it's somebody else I. don't know true but that's what mans. used to do damn wow but if you think. about it like if you were to do things. so if I were to let's say do a crime. there's so many ways to use other.

tactics instead of just using the. regular [ __ ] you know what I mean like. instead of using a gun the the craziest. one I heard of where this guy he pretty. much put like a vest on that that looked. like a bomb but it wasn't and he said. like yo I'll blow us all up right now if. you don't give me the money but it just. look you put all of these um calculator. Parts onto the vest put like random. wires and stuff to just make it look. like that and when you're like anxious. or caught off you're not looking to see.

if it's fake you're kind of just like oh. my gosh yeah so you're he's probably. wasn't they weren't even looking into it. yeah they weren't looking into it yeah. just like okay yes he's a. bomb bro I I just learned this though. but there was a I don't know if you guys. know but there's a guy who survived. Hiroshima and Nagasaki at the same time. how did you survive that so he survived. two of them like there was this there's. this guy he was in um I think he was in. hirosima for like a business meeting and. on the day he was about to leave uh the. US drops the bomb and he was two miles.

away from it damn bro only bro only left. with like minor heated no no two miles. away only minor injuries flies back to. his family bro he the second bomb as. soon as he starts telling his family. about Hiroshima Nagasaki Dr crazy bad. luck though crazy that's crazy like how. do you go two times like two but that's. not bad luck if you survive survive both. yeah Nagasaki he no injuries at all. Hiroshima like only minor okay so so did. he end up dying any other way or what.

yeah stomach cancer which sucks because. he survived the craziest [ __ ] but. obviously he died by how long after um. no he lived to an old man like 93 he. died oh okay crazy oh so that's not bad. at all yeah yeah that's like natural. yeah do you think there's such thing as. that um death chases you if you if you. miss it you think that's a thing death. chases you if you miss. it you know the the Final Destination. movie where yeah there was there was. this accident they were supposed to die.

in but they didn't so because of that. everywhere else they go death kind of. follows them do you think that's a thing. or no I don't think so no no cuz I feel. like I've heard stories where it's like. that's not the case like they almost die. one time and it's not following them MH. you know what I mean do you think the. opposite is true though do you think. blessings follow you on purpose H yes MH. I do think that but I think it's cuz. that lately I've been having a happy. go-lucky so I'm going to think the. positive rather than the negative what.

do you mean happy go lucky like you know. I rather see like the good than the bad. so I'm saying like I would see blessings. chasing someone rather than death. chasing someone I heard this Theory and. it made me think of things a lot. differently because it's a it's pretty. much a theory that everyone you meet. well not everyone you meet but some. people in your life the whole time they. could have been an angel disguised as a. real person.

oh like a guardian angel they no they're. literally an angel oh [ __ ] yeah so you. ever watch that show um I think it's. called my guardian angel the one on on. Family Channel way back in the day so. pretty much the show it was this guy in. high school and then he had a friend he. didn't know at the time well in the. first episode it's revealed he was his. Angel the one that's assigned to him to. help him do better in life was it called. winging it yeah that's what it's called. wait that's Wing yeah it's called Wing. that's what I'm talking about yeah yeah. yeah but what's crazy is that could.

happen right now like somebody you know. the whole time they're that person for. you but you just think oh [ __ ] that's. that's just Gavin that's weird that's. just Gavin I was thinking about it cuz. you know how like you like to talk about. seraps mhm like the biblical yeah yeah. the biblical Angels yeah yeah like the. ones with the six wings and they have. like a lot of eyes MH yeah I was what is. it like a dozen eyes probably it's it's. a lot it's like crazy amount like.

hundreds sorry you're good you're good. um no I was thinking about it and I was. just like I was thinking something. similar but to do with Saints like isn't. it weird yeah because apparently we can. all be Saints like there's no okay. obviously if you're no but like if you. sin and can you not yeah that's what I'm. saying like so you have to live a life. like of not sinning I don't know though. cuz God is like forgiving well you have. to do Mir all no no you don't no no.

iwear you do no no no I'm in like what. is it Edge and Megan was telling us Edge. is like that. church yeah um Megan was telling us that. like anyone could be a saint and that. not everyone can perform Miracles oh. really yeah but everyone could be a. saint that's interesting but I I know. recently there was this kid this is the. first ever gamer Saint you ever hear. about them no yeah so this kid he pretty. much um he was literally like a he he. was young too I think he was around like. 12 years old something like that but.

what he would do he would pray for other. people and they would it would relieve. them of their sickness oh that's fire. yeah so he would he would pray over like. a a cancer patient and oh like in front. of them it's not like just like yeah he. would go around and and um I think too. someone prayed asking him to to help. something like that but there's a whole. story but that's the I think that's one. of the youngest and definitely the first. gamer SC W of our era I guess you can.

say Minecraft and gamer saint of our era. like there's been gamer Saints that's. the one that's what I'm saying no cuz. there's definitely young ones but not. ones that played Minecraft and who knows. fortnite yeah isn't it what did you say. for. fortnite y always say something like. that whenever talk about fortnite like. put respect on fortnite I play fortnite. I play fortnite no but I was thinking. cuz isn't it weird cuz you know how we. have St Anthony yeah and it's like you. pray to him if you lose something isn't.

that weird though like how do they get. their like I don't know I don't know but. what I do know is Christians don't like. that yes cuz cuz in the Bible it's very. much like a god you only pray to God you. can't pray to other people type of thing. right what's your take my my take okay. like my take is as long as this is in. the right I guess the right. understanding MH and the right intention. mhm then I it's all good for praying for.

people yeah cuz look yeah that should be. it yeah it's always as long as it's in. the right intention with love why is it. wrong exactly like to pray to Saints is. what you're saying oh to pray to Saints. I thought youing you don't pray to. Saints right don't you just don't you. just like honor and then ask well I. don't know cuz I would be like St. Anthony help me find my toy like when I. was a kid oh oh really yeah I never done. that to be honest with you oh okay but. we literally have like statues of him. and stuff I heard do you ever hear a. santaria I heard of that no so santaria.

is pretty much this practice and you're. supposed to have like a certain Saint. like a almost a totem MH but keep in. mind santoria is the one people consider. kind of dangerous because you could do. certain rituals that could do harm or do. good right and some of them involve. sacrifices that type of you know darker. aspects of rituals right wow but it's. crazy because we let's say um let's say.

you see like a voodoo right or like. whatever type of Witchcraft usually it's. not attached to something from. Catholicism or Christianity whatever it. may be but that one uses it which is. interesting like in our churches there. is statues of like St Anthony St Joseph. like you know so do you think um cuz. with Annabelle and with those cursed. dolls what happens is because they gave.

I guess attention and the energy toward. it and manifested in itself cuz that's. what I heard a lot of spirit Hunters it. doesn't happen just out of nowhere it's. because you put the energy into it what. do you think about you know when you go. to certain parts of the. world um there's like the mother Mary. statue that like cries blood yeah that's. wild yeah what do you think about that. that's definitely real I think it's real. at least because I've seen I've seen a. lot of foot of it and a lot of evidence.

mhm and it makes sense right like how. would that even how could you even yeah. how could it happen yeah in the in the. Paris Olympics remember when like they. were trying to mock Jesus like maybe not. or like they were trying to mock it and. then like that whole city shut down all. the lights and I seen no seen I heard. about the Last Supper thing yeah yeah. that that was it they were trying to. clown yeah and then the only thing that. was lit up in Paris was a church really. yeah I I forget what the church his name. was but that was the only thing lit up.

in Paris everything else cut lights. crazy probably the corniest [ __ ] I've. ever said though cuz back to the. guardian angel thing so one of my boys. you you both you both know him was going. through some [ __ ] like back in high. school and then I would usually talk. with him like every day and stuff and. then when I was going to the mall before. I met up with him and he was going to. leave cuz he had to go to school. somewhere I bought him like a guardian. angel chain yeah corniest [ __ ] I ever. said but like it felt right saying it. but when I gave it to him I'm like yo. bro I'm your guardian angel just hit me. whenever you can mhm and then and I was.

like dab me up but he's like he cut he. totally [ __ ] up the moment cuz like yo. bro. chill like that's yo that's a you like. hey but my in my heart fam I was like yo. what the [ __ ] let me take this [ __ ] back. I was trying to crush I like take that. [ __ ] back bro I literally spent last my. last $50 on that chain and and come on. bro okay is there anybody in your lives. that you think could have been that. person for you like guardian angel yeah. secretly I seriously think so I think.

it's like anyone like you know how okay. everybody loves everybody but you know. how you have your like people like. there's like your closest friends you. think or what like close not just. friends but like your closest people. like I have close like like random. connections like this lady used to work. for my mom yeah at the school and she's. like 10 years older than me yeah so like. I don't know what I would call her like. a friend like a family I guess people.

yeah you know what I mean just people I. said I would say friend though no what. do you call those people acquaintance. acquaintance I guess I would yeah. acquaintance acquaintance sounds so. so you can't say some person I just know. that's worse acquaintance sounds sorry. as Fu though I'm not going to lie. acquaintance is cool acquaintance cool I. would say people say yo that's not my. friend that's my acquaintance yo okay. that's kind of that's this is somebody. call me their acquaintance that's this. bro like I'm going to slap you call me.

yourt no yeah just okay so do you think. that person was your guardian angel or. what yeah not just like her but it's. like there's certain people in my life. and I'm like why' you just call me like. how why how do you why did you just do. that and it's just weird because I have. a lot of people that are like that and. it's like they're definitely Guardians. in my life so you think you summon. people by accident oh yes you think you. can summon people I think you can I yes. I can summon people I was at the mall. one time I was talking about somebody.

and they just appeared like dead ass. appeared talking about the person to. somebody else and right when I said. their name he just he likes to try talk. to no I was talking good though I was. talking bad whenever I start roing. people I'm like oh speaking of the devil. right here no I was talking good and. just boom appeared I'm like oh word. that's crazy no that's happened to me. many times it's weird like one time I. was on the road and it happened oh [ __ ]. I was on the road and I look into the. car and they're right there I was like. what what the [ __ ] wait wait you talking.

about like appear yeah no they didn't. appear in the car in your car not in my. car the oh it oh you thought it was. inside I thought you're like driving and. then and then you hear your noise like. what the f you're in my. car that's wild no no but I feel like if. you look for a certain person they would. show up yeah maybe it's not a summoning. but looking cuz it's like oh if I focus. on the white Teslas on the road I'll. look at more white Teslas interesting no. but it wasn't even like that oh it was. just I didn't even know the vehicle. no that's impossible that that doesn't.

work for that do mean because because. the person cuz the person is just one. person there's only one of those people. in the world it's not like you can see. many of those person okay yeah those. person those people sorry is that is. that right is that right I don't know. sorry it didn't sound see let thatou. she's the grandma police I'm going to. get in trouble all of your fans are. going to be like she's annoying that's. fine sorry guys they they love you. actually a yeah actually you're one of. the most requested guests to have back.

on yeah oh I'm so happy no for real wow. I think it's because your first episode. you really really had a lot of like oh. we were talking about ghost and [ __ ] and. like you better have something to say. today N I have a gun on the table like. yo you better say that you better say. tell me a ghost story right now no but. she she lives a perfect mysterious life. though cuz it's like nobody knows what's. going on with her so when she finally. appears on camera that's rare yo you. know what I mean like Sasha actually. lives under a rock like she's for real. no I knew who what is it oh Ian Ian is.

oh. yeah okay since you are very. disconnected from social media what's. your Take on the world right now and you. think it's changed much since your I. guess absence from Life okay not life. but like social. media no um um I don't want to say. anything and get in trouble no say. everything like I want to get you in.

trouble okay I definitely think it's uh. not good like I think people yeah like. the Olympics thing that you guys were. just talking about it's like I feel like. people are taking their rights or like. their Free Will I guess you could say. and like just destroying like I feel. like people are taking for granted like. the gifts that you're already blessed. with yeah like I just think we're doing. too much I think we have too much and. it's like over stimulating overwhelming.

and we're doing too. much what's what's like a specific. example you think that happens in cuz. one of them I could say is honestly food. like I I feel we waste a lot of food oh. my gosh Canada's like number one yeah. we're like horrible are we actually. number one in the world number three. like we're in the top three That's crazy. cuz we have so much homeless people and. we have so much food wasted like. straight up just a whole freaking a. restaurant like what do you call it. treay filled just throw it into the.

trash it's so s even though it's cooked. it's ready hot ready good food crisy. cream does that whatever they're left. whatever's left they throw it away in. the. D go around and give it to people cuz. the reason is if there's they don't get. paid enough no if there's a problem with. the food yeah and it's given away they. can Soo them but it doesn't make sense. to me because like you're already. serving that food anyway but it's just a. certain amount of time right cuz it's. after closing which is dumb they should. just fix the locks who was telling us. that story which story when we did the.

like big podcast the Papa John's who was. it oh that was him and Josh the the me. me sauce yeah maybe we have too much. food then they were just putting [ __ ] on. Pizza like I swear it was his lunch or. something I if you order some obscure. thing on the menu that's what you got to. be careful with when you say mystery. something they're like oh mystery all. right not even mystery stuff though cuz. I ever since I watched the you know the. show the bear oh yeah with the so it's. it's like a chef show pretty much and he.

he makes food this and that but it. really got to me where there's certain. ingredients they would have a lot of and. certain ingredients that they might just. have in the back of the freezer that. they never use if you bag it right but. that's not bad if it's in the freezer it. lasts a long time yeah but who knows how. long that I ordered a hot dog from. coffee time whoa they do that I guess so. wait wait like the the one in the. pastries though like a hot dog bun like. a f no a hot dog no no what coffee time. is serving you coffee and a SAM it's the.

it's the one it's literally the one mall. with the the passport thing and every. other store in there is freaking like a. luggage place a old ass bookstore where. was this would be would be which I think. I feel like I know them allall yeah it's. where everybody goes for their passport. literally medical stuff yeah yeah yeah. yeah yeah I know exactly a dead it's one. of those it's one of those back room. malls that don't have anything in it and. then it's just that one thing you have. to go look on the border between when. you're like in like the US and Canada.

those like weird malls you know what I'm. talking it's like that it's like that. you know those places where it feels as. if you tra you traveled into like your. past or you you transported back into I. don't know five like yeah that mall is. like that it's like so backwards it's. like not updated at all I'm I'm really. curious to go cuz I just came back from. Cuba and all of the cars there are from. what oh yeah they're old the 60s. something like that 70s whatever but I. really want to feel what it what it.

feels like to just go back in time no. technology no nothing and just see what. life would be and do it for a long. enough time they said life is less color. like has less color now though why I. don't know people just too much there's. just too much you can't appreciate. anything because like even our phones. it's like I won't even wait now a second. like if I'm on my phone something's. taking long to load like before when I. would first have technology on my iPad. I'd sit there and wait wait for YouTube. till like now like oh I've had enough.

like I just I'm done like our attention. Manch is just fried up yeah it's so sad. but do you think that's weird though. that it's less colorful even though. there's more colors more stuff to look. at I know what you mean right but you. know okay something I noticed is like. before I got a job right this is such a. silly example but I like didn't have any. clothes really right so I was just. finding things in my parents like. closets or whatever and making my own. outfits and I'd be like wow like that.

was fun now it's like I have so much. clothes and like some of them are like. the same that it's just like. overwhelming and like not exciting so I. feel like that's the same thing as like. the color concept where it's just like. we have so many of the same color in. like different shades that it's just. like not even exciting anymore I got. called out for that cuz I got so much. clothes but I only wear like three. outfits you know what I mean you only. wear like three outfits I have too many. cuz it's like I don't want to every day. like put on something new you know I.

know this works let me just go out but. your style I would say there's pieces. that won't go with each other I know. yeah exactly cuz cuz that streetwear. style it's like some things can't go. with some things but if you go on like a. tone of instead of the a a tone or like. an aesthetic you just go straight for. the color or shade yeah it's easier you. can put everything together that's what. you do right cuz I obiously it's just. the same outfits but it looks different. it's it's different slightly different. it's just like this pants goes with. every shirt this shirt goes with every. pants boom I'm safe yeah no but I think.

that's the point of the like. overwhelming thing that's going on is. that people are getting so overwhelmed. like now it's going back to like old. times like we're looking for like. monochromatic or like simple clothing. like now it's all about like your staple. pieces like your white T-shirt black. T-shirt jeans like people are going back. to you know what I mean yeah like it's. not I don't know maybe I'm like I. haven't been updated with social media. but from what I've seen like going. outside it's like people are going back.

to like the more simple yeah yeah I I. would see that I I say you know what I. mean like the aesthetic is like going. back to like Romanticism instead of like. honestly all of the Styles right now it. feels vintage Everything feels vintage. but it's because we brought everything. back and it's not because it's like. something new yeah and that always. happens like think like I think the. fashion industry is recycled like it's. just like it's going back from a girl's. perspective though do you think there's. a style that kind of appeals and makes.

guys more attractive or is it just up to. I guess like Swag yeah just the way they. put it on yeah I feel like cuz I feel. like most guys think that's a thing no. what like certain Aesthetics they'll. jump onto like certain like those DRS. make them more attractive I think girls. do the same thing cuz there's something. called like cockette and. gr co co yeah what's Co I think it's. just very girly like isn't that isn't it.

like a potato thing no no no never mind. potato I thought that was like a potato. dish saying red what potato like Dr. swear to God it's like dress a potato no. it's like a potato dish never mind never. mind okay so what's the other like. you're. saying um oh like grunge like there's. just different I feel like but that's. just how life works like I feel like the. emo boys sorry oh emo emo boys look for. the emo girls dress like a emo guy I was. in that emo phase in high school I.

remember that just straight yeah. straight black I used to have like the. my my my hair like. this but that's in but I would say right. now you can't you can't mess up yeah you. can't you can't mess up there's. everything's in I feel like everything's. in but that's what I mean it's because. we're so like there's just too much. going on that it's like everything is. just like it could be seen as a good. thing but I think it's just like it's. confusing for people especially like. younger people I feel like they're like. which when do I what do you want to see.

changed in the world then if if if like. you could just snap your finger and then. boom society's a little bit like this. now because I want it to be that way. what would you do maybe more mindful. like just being more mindful like what. do you mean by that like I feel like. we're just Mindless you don't think so. you mean she she's like talking like um. how we just on autopilot is that what. you mean like not not thinking deeper. you mean yeah but I obviously you guys.

know me I think a little too deep. sometimes yeah yeah yeah cuz us three I. would say we think deep yeah like we'll. say something and other people are. probably like what like remember that. one time we were on the podcast and we. were like upstairs and downstairs in the. basement even though even though it. sounds stupid it gets deep though right. like is is stupidity actually stupidity. if it actually leads to some truth is my. I think right I think it's just being. Mindful and I think people are being.

trained to move fast-paced that we're. being told like if you're being mindful. you're being stupid like if you're being. mindful you're being mindless that's a. bar actually yeah yeah cuz it's it's. true cuz when when people feel uncomfort. yo sometimes I would see some really. informative content online and I look at. the comments and people are like oh he's. yapping he's yapping he's yapping but. whatever the person was saying was. actually really really insightful but. it's weird that the urge to just cancel. it all out and just say oh it's not like.

there's there's like a scale like you. know the personality types like your. emotions like iip. orp ENFP or something I I realize what. mine is because like when I when I meet. new people I'm too focused on their. emotions like I consider their emotions. like you're too intuitive too in to the. point where it's like you're not even. paying attention to I'm like that too. like overly sensitive sorry like overly. sensitive to like what other people. people are feeling yeah and this is. where I found it out when I was in.

Hawaii nobody was paying attention to. the guy that was doing the safety. instruction and I felt so bad for him. you know what I mean because everybody. was not that that's important fam so I'm. I'm thinking too deep like I like let me. show that I'm listening that so you see. me so you don't feel bad that I care. that's like just now when you're like oh. you need a fidget you need a exact no I. I try to make everyone as comfortable as. possible cuz if I see someone like. uncomfortable it's [ __ ] like I I get the. ick bro yeah I don't know what that is. like down below if you know that like. efp or whatever are you the same way.

yeah really like I like or if I feel. like somebody feels like like say they. like I think I know what they're feeling. so I'll say it so that they don't feel. like do you think you have a good grasp. with people though to do that cuz you. have to have a good grasp of people you. can't just be throwing [ __ ] out there. like oh you look thirsty I know that is. kind of crazy she just assumes yeah like. like someone's like I had a great sequ. like you look real exhausted no but what. you did earlier what was really really. like you're paying attention oh yeah the.

walking yeah cuz I was just walking. normally and then Sasha goes I noticed. you really don't lift I've never bagged. that bro I never baged it you had me. like guessing my life like am I walking. weird bro why you to watch he's like yo. Gavin walk let me see how you walk he. started overthinking oh sorry I like I. just curious though no no that's not. what I mean that's more like an. observation but I'm talking about like. emotional like you don't want someone to. feel like they're not seen to or like.

that you don't do you know what I mean. do you feel like you guys weren't seen. as kids. though I was no I was pretty seen I was. the first born child so they put like a. lot of energy into me what what do you. think triggers that cuz I'm I was never. that as [ __ ] as that sound maybe it is. cuz you're cared so much that you just. want to care for others it might be that. I don't I wouldn't say I'm neglected. though I just say like yeah yeah like. you want people you want to save someone. from like a.

negative yeah cuz my sister she has this. habit she's not being mean but like. we'll be in public and like she'll be. like looking at someone and they could. see her looking at her and she'll like. whisper she'll be like but like it'll. sorry it'll be her being like Oh I like. their shoes or something and then I'll. make sure that that person knows that. she wasn't talking bad I'll be like oh. you like their shoes cuz I don't want. them to feel like oh she was talking. about me but I noticed that not. everybody like picks up on things like I. would tell her to go say it to them you.

know what I mean like why why are we so. shy to give somebody a good positive. emotion it's not always positive what. she's saying but like when when it's. like that it's if it's something bad I'm. like oh it's something bad sometimes. okay that's different no but you're. right with the compliment though cuz. it's like so rare to to get a stranger. from compliment from a stranger but when. it happens yo that could save somebody's. life if you bag it like somebody could. be on the edge ready to go and then you. just say yo I like your kicks and oh. really thank you and then they just you.

know get uplifted and they decide life. is worth living it's true it's so weird. like at the end of the day your people. are your people like you see your people. the most but it's weird the interactions. you can have with strangers it just goes. to show that actually every single human. being is interlined like we're all. connected seriously like one thing you. can say to someone it's like they'll. remember forever like I remember I was a. little kid and I was at the pet store. yeah and I fell and there was like a. figure standing beside me and I thought. it was my dad cuz they had like the same.

presence it was just like a big male and. I like grabbed his hand to get up I. looked up and he was like you okay and I. never forgot that I was like wow that's. so nice like some random like core. memories there there's weird like core. memories that live in my brain that. aren't important at all like it's just. some dumb stuff yeah that's so true like. really dumb like I'm like why do I. remember that like why do I remember. that so clearly and it was just it's. almost as if you um you know in a twitch. stream you you click like clip clip and.

you see it and like you clip that moment. for whatever reason you trigger it yeah. yeah have you guys seen the movie. Inception yeah yeah yeah no it's the one. where he's in a dream wait looking at oh. no that's not incep no with Leonardo. DiCaprio okay no I haven't so pretty. much in the movie what happens is they. use dreams to manipulate people okay so. I would go into your dream search. through your subconscious and then. extract information from you so if I. wanted to get your freaking Instagram. password I would make you go in a dream.

that's that's we're watching TV and I. tell you oh you got to put in your your. code to access the TV and then the code. you put in because it's subconscious is. your password okay and I extract that. information from you okay bet so what. were you saying no I was saying like. Inception Inception okay yeah Inception. but what was I saying about it I can't. remember what we talking about before. the Inception um core memories yeah no. okay yeah this is kind of random but you. know how there's like the the idea of.

the kick in the movie where it's like. the kick where it's like either you wake. you up yeah they wake you up but it's. like you're falling mhm what do you do. you get that feeling when you're. dreaming like you know when you're. falling asleep and then you like feel. like you're. falling oh yeah yeah yeah do you know. what I'm talking about or like. you yeah you you know what I'm talking. about I just like that feeling there's. no reason for me to talk about it I'm. just wondering if it actually twitching. during your thing yeah I do you're like. I'm awake like you and then you go back. to sleep I have a bad habit like it's.

like I don't know if it's rem or. anything but when I'm sleeping on the. airplane and I'm about to go to sleep. something Twitches but I twitch bad so. like I hit like I like jolt so bad that. I hit the guy next to me I'm like oh. [ __ ] my bad my bad yeah like I twist. just knock some like just like you being. like I do what you do who's. this the other guy next to me no but I. twitch bad I you had you had dreams of. fighting people right yeah yeah you know. when you fight in a dream why is it all.

I never fought someone one time one time. why is everything so like weak and soft. like you can't actually do anything no. that's not true no like when you're. running do you guys not have jiggly legs. and stuff okay the running one yeah but. fighting one I actually feel that [ __ ]. like I actually wake up I had a dream. that my I was working at a school and we. were outside in the playground and some. like bad guy came and we were trying to. come like kidnap a kid or something yeah. and I like ended his life like I was.

stabbing him yeah Sor it just got really. but I remember the feeling cuz it was. why do you think you had that dream. though I don't know but it was weird. like I could feel like I feel like I. know what it's like to to you know oh I. had a I had a crazy dream recently was. it and it's one of those dreams where it. feels as if you had a vision okay yeah. so I had a dream cuz I'm I'm editing and. shooting bare content for you know my. Instagram real MH I had a dream I was. doing that in the dream now I like I try.

to leave a little bit of like faith in. it and I always say like God and stuff. right and a dark voice says something. crazy to me it's wild though cuz it. makes so much [ __ ] sense so a dark. voice said yeah I used I say God too so. they love me more I see wait say it. again I I say God too so they love me. more so they love me more and it was was. a dark voice but I feel like you've told.

me before that you've heard a dark voice. that's [ __ ] get it though you get it. though no no no I just bagged what that. means yeah wait I say God too and they. love me more so they love so they love. me more they love me more cuz you like. talk about you no like that's what I'm. thinking because check this out cuz some. people would use their content in that. sense to get their you know their. attention or their yeah their affection. to them type of thing now if you were.

like an enemy and you were trying to. deceive everybody else you know the evil. you would try to use what yeah so if you. didn't know like in a lot of our. podcasts now like this year we talked a. lot about God and we try to preach God. to our followers and N that makes sense. that makes sense for you so so who do. you think the dark voice is the evil. obviously evil but it's like why is it. the devil yo yeah the other one you get. it yeah cuz you can imagine I hate to.

use it but like Kanye West did you see. what they did with him now I heard yeah. yo that's crazy what. happened loves God yeah we thought that. too it's not no it's not about that it's. like the doctor that he was supposedly. with got him addicted to whippits so no. it's not whippits it's nitrous oxide. nitrous oxide so he can never dentist. he's a dentist yeah but did you see the. dentist he has tats on his [ __ ] like. that's not a dentist that is not that's. no fam that's not a dentist he has he's. big and scrawny he has tattoos.

everywhere fam that's a ploy to get. Kanye out of there so what happened was. there's this guy who was really close to. Kanye almost like one of his closest. friends and he went out to the FBI and. all of these um pretty much the. authorities to tell that this guy this. dentist purposely got Connie addicted to. nitrous oxide so that they can take. advantage of him look this what the the. sh looks like that's him that is okay we.

don't want to judge books by you know. come on bro this this is a guy from. Cartel. bro I mean like this is tats I have tats. too but you know I get you I you're a. podcas he was. offended no I get you though but still I. wouldn't I wouldn't discriminate like oh. dentist with tattoos but what happened. is still [ __ ] up yeah and that's. that's been happening to a lot of lot of. celebrities is because you can imagine. even somebody that's just really busy in. their life if you just do a little bit.

of this where they're not looking cuz. their attention somewhere else they. won't account for that little thing that. you're doing might be detrimental to. them in 5 years 10 years whatever it may. be what if like he's manipulating which. is this is not even what if this is what. he actually did he was trying to take. money from him millions of dollars boom. boom boom boom make him go this route. use my cousin's brand so that you blah. blah blah blah and that's how it goes. down but you know what I heard though um.

I heard that you know down there that. person was a singer yeah yeah yeah. that's so weird so it connects to music. because you can imagine and now like. it's so evil the music industry is like. actually scary it's probably the most. evil out of any industry I would say it. is so scary like all of them you see. them all like switching like flipping. and turning and it's just creepy I think. the scariest one of the scariest things. for me was realizing what happened to.

Elvis what happened I thought you didn't. hear what happened to Elvis no well he. got he got manipulated by his manager to. only perform in Vegas for his the rest. of his life oh I didn't the same show. for the rest of his life oh [ __ ] same. song Same show rest same times too he. did it exact same every single night. boom boom boom boom for the rest of his. life until he died you can see though. like in them like they're not. maliciousness not even malicious but.

they're like w like they're like robotic. Oh you mean the like sing the artist. like yeah the artists to be fair though. a lot of people said every single time. he did it though was amazing but that's. Elvis being Elvis that's just the the. talent that's just the talent but you. know why do you think music is the one. though why do you think music is because. it's how we communicate to like you can. communicate through to a lot of people. with it yeah you get to people with it m. like have you haven't you heard or.

noticed like I heard someone saying that. if you like you know how we randomly. will blurt out a song lyric yeah it's. like related to your subconscious. apparently really which makes a lot of. sense that does make a lot of sense. because sometimes I'll say something and. now I'm more like conscious of it like. more mindful of it and I'm like oh I. know why I'm singing that like it. relates to this really this thought no I. think if something's just catchy it's. just catchy CU there's some yeah there's. some [ __ ] that I say they told me long. ago on the road you know what I mean.

that [ __ ] is Hatchy there there is that. but there's also like I can't remember I. can't think of a certain one but it's. like there's so many times where it like. actually relates to like how I'm feeling. about oh how you're feeling yeah like. I'll say it over and over again I don't. realize I'm I'm like oh like I actually. pay attention so do you think the song. made you feel like. that no it's just a feeling that I've. already had but I've related that. feeling to that song cuz it like. connects and then I just associate it. with. okay I have a theory I have a theory cuz. I think this is actually true so back in.

high school when X was huge I wanted to. be sad oh yeah yeah so that I could feel. the music juice world too juice World. same thing you wanted to feel their. their sadness you wanted to feel their. emotion because it was so I don't know. it felt good yeah like it dead ass felt. good when you're in that frequency with. them mhm but what happens to you is. wherever you are you take yourself down. to that yeah now in the same sense you.

can imagine how much people you meet or. how much people you're I guess inspired. by and you would take yourself down to. that so that you can you know understand. them or be on the same level as them or. frequency because I think that's what. like being human is like trying to. connect with as many people as possible. like I don't know about you guys but. when we were kids or when you're younger. one of the biggest problems we'd have. with like friends is is like oh you're. making it about yourself like you say. something and they're like oh that.

happened to me when blah blah blah and. when you're a kid you're like oh okay. well now like my mom would say something. like that and I'm like well I was trying. to tell you this and now you're telling. me about your life but it's literally. natural like human beings use that to. connect to each other like they try to. relate you know what I mean so I'm. saying that like music like that we want. to relate to that artist and we'll like. put ourselves in that place I think. that's what they want to happen though. cuz you up yeah because if they like if.

x was a ploy in this whole thing and. that was his job he probably did good. because you know how much people that he. that's crazy though he got like people. probably they they didn't even want to. be depressed they were probably. depressed just cuz the suicide you're. just hearing that in your suicide come. on bro I know that's but it sounds so. good yeah it sounds blessed but like. come on music is addicting and once you. hear it so many times but that's the. thing that's the thing that's why that's. why it's used I think cuz it's so. addictive and it's so like do you know.

what I mean cuz if aliens came down. right now I don't think it's it would be. harder to talk with them and than just. play a song that's true like we could if. you could just communicate something in. one thing I'm playing I'm playing like a. a calm song so they just calm down they. would probably feel the five vibration. yeah yeah yeah they would be like oh. okay they're okay yeah but if they play. like NBA Youngy oh [ __ ] we Sho this oh I. have a crazy question for you it might. sound CRA it might sound stupid but you. think if I were to just be quiet and try. to express my energy to you would you be.

able to understand me oh that's a good. question that's very personal I think. you would be able to right I feel that. you can only do that once you have a. connection with someone yeah I know. right yeah you can't be imagine you're. on the bus with a stranger l no cuz I de. think that I de ass think you could. almost give somebody a sense of yourself. just being there you can you can right. yeah yeah they say something about a. presence like that person has a presence. like okay now check this out ready so.

remember what I said there there's an. angel. always sometimes you can't see the angel. though now what they say is if there's. evil people in the world it might not be. the person that's evil. themselves but it's the spirit that's. with. them yeah that makes sense you get me. cuz people who end up in like mental. homes and like my Aunt used to serve at. a mental institution and she said it's. so weird because some of those people.

she said like had way better qualities. than herself oh sh they could literally. be like a killer but she's like oh that. person was like good in this way and. that way so I think it's like cuz some. things like I used to work in foster. care and this girl like that's the first. time I was ever like oh my goodness like. that is not her like she is being like. there is like was even the people who. were not spiritual or religious like my. co-workers they would say the same thing.

they were like there's something inside. of her like it was crazy or there's. something with her like cuz that's why. it was like the movie like what you see. like like an exorcism type of thing yeah. like yeah we'd have to like hold her. down and like oh that's. crazy have you seen those like. documentaries with like the the tribes. like the cannibal tribes like they just. go crazy when they see like a a a human. in front of them yeah yeah it's [ __ ]. like I know I I feel like that is. another energy like that they're just.

possessing and they're trying to get it. off what I think what it is though it's. it's because do you think what happens. is every single good energy there is. there has to be a counterbalance of it. like another okay so what I'm saying is. like think about it this way if I was to. become a superhero yeah and I become. this hero to everyone in the world. there's going to be a super villain do. you think that would happen or do you. think I could just go around oh I'm the. superhero there would be out there there. would be somebody that tries to step up.

and be the opposite of that I was just. that's just the natural way of life cuz. I was reading Genesis literally in the. very beginning it's like dark and light. like it's literally said that there's. dark and light and do you think God is. symbolic like do you think he's someone. who's like guys read between the lines I. I I really think that not someone but. God like I think that's true I think I. think he's like that I swear all the. parables are are to read between the. lines cuz it's not direct it's not. direct it's never direct all par cuz.

that's the way parables are made right. it's supposed to be a simple story but. something deep behind it now my theory. on what the world is I might have said. this before I don't know but my theory. is everybody's life is a. parable and that's the point of your. life your life my life we're supposed to. be Parables for each other yeah I think. we're all always connected I'm supposed. to know about someone Soul's hardship so. that I can take that information and see.

what I want to do yeah or give that. information to somebody else and help. them live a better life or we're. supposed to help the person with the. hardship together right yeah I have a. question sorry I'm not ignore you guys I. but um no yeah in Genesis do you guys. know what's his name Joseph the dreamer. no who's that no what you don't know the. story you have to if you know prin of. Egypt there's another one oh yeah the. coat yeah and all the brothers were.

jealous of him he was the youngest. brother and the dad liked him the best. surprisingly I don't know it too well. but continue yeah you have to I know a. bit of it yeah I know sorry but um no I. was saying that in the Bible so I was. doing some research and it was saying. that do not interpretations belong to. God so it's like when you. dream like everything belongs to God but. then if you're getting deep about it. it's like interpretations cuz the way we. interpret things might not necessarily.

be like the right way that's what you're. saying no but it's still that's the. thing okay you know what something that. confused me though what is like you know. how Jesus is Christ like he's God but. then they tell us that like God is. within us which I feel like when I pray. I feel like I can feel like God like in. my chest you know what I mean so I'm. saying like this is going to sound bad. but it's like I know there's obviously a. difference Jesus is God's son but then.

we all say we're God's children yeah so. my thing is let me look at this but. Jesus did say we will be the children of. God he did say that yeah he did say that. but it's just a little confusing I'm. like like it doesn't make question Yeah. question for you guys do you think when. we interpret something for example the. Dream It's interpreted that way for us. that's what God wanted us to interpret. it that way that's what I'm saying. that's my question do you think do you.

think it's supposed to be interpreted. that way on purpose so cuz you can. imagine God knows us right he knows like. how we live um our interest blah blah. blah BL he knows how we interpret things. exactly so me seeing a red cup and Once. Upon a Time me and my Lola would always. share a hot chocolate with this red cup. what's it going to remind me of my Lola. so do you think he'll put that red cup. even not showing her yeah he's very. purposeful right obviously that's that's. another thing like obviously if we both.

see that red cup you're going to see. something. totally something different true so yeah. like you know what's interesting about. that cuz going to the dream thing with. Inception it is our subconscious that. tries to to give us an answer with it. right I think it's purposed that way for. us to understand it because if a dream. is made and we can't understand it at. all what's the point of us making that. dream you get me though yeah that's why.

I think there's always meaning to dreams. and I've I've been proven right like. like not trying to say it but like I we. believe that yeah like I've dream things. and it's like it actually happens and. I'm like what the heck I actually. happens in real life yeah I'm like I so. you can predict the future with the. dreams I don't say that I don't want to. say that but there's times where I've. had a dream and then it happens in your. life like what like a lot of times. pregnancy oh really yeah which is weird. that's interesting or like I'll be like.

I'll dream that it's a boy or something. and I'm like I feel like you're going to. have and then it's like they're like. it's yeah I'm having a boy yo I heard. this story yeah this mother she went to. go do her ultr sound to get the the. pregnancy like test right to see if it's. a boy or girl and she was in the waiting. room talking to her daughter her eldest. daughter she's around I think like 10. nine and she he says oh so what do you. think is it going to be a a boy or a. girl and you know what the eldest.

daughter said what she said oh that. baby's not going to live she's going to. or he's going to go to heaven damn he. said he's going to go to heaven right oh. so he knew that's that's what yeah she. knew it was a boy that's like heaven is. for real and check this out and the. mother was like so taking a what do you. mean or why are you saying that don't. say that right and then she said no no. it's okay like it's this to be he's. going to go to heaven time goes by it.

didn't like the baby didn't make it oh. [ __ ] and she was right the the eldest. daughter predicted what was happening. but they say children are usually the. closest to like they are the middle like. they will like they're the bridge to the. spiritual the bridge to the spiritual. room like so I feel like that do you. think it has to do with innocence cuz. check this out right I feel as if the. more good you do and the more innocent. you are and the more we follow what.

we're supposed to do. spiritually the more like these. interesting Mysteries pop into your life. but the times the times you live bad I. feel it's straight up this is what life. is so you're not exposed to the bad not. that I'm not saying that I'm saying I'm. saying the mysterious [ __ ] the spiritual. stuff it's almost more you're. susceptible to do it more if that makes. sense to you I kind of understand that. cuz it's like okay with all the evil.

stuff God's put that in our like thing. like we're we're to be honest he doesn't. control us like it's out here for us did. like Adam and Eve did that that's. exactly yeah okay now this is a great. example just to explain it better okay. every single person that you've met that. said they see. spirits are they good or bad bad really. yeah did you not remember the episode. with [ __ ] hell of spirits. I guess so yeah you know what I mean but. uh interesting cuz like Spirits are.

sometimes good and sometimes bad but if. that person is always seek bad spirits. I've never seen spirits but are they a. bad person though no they're not a bad. person but they hold bad energy for sure. yeah I would agree so it doesn't matter. if you're a bad or good person no or. maybe it does matter that you see good. or bad spirits I would agree cuz. remember my weird stories I've told you. in the past about like the weird ones. after remember you like forbid me from. doing those readings and I honestly have. been kind of like I don't want to do.

them I Haven done remember okay say it. again you don't remember okay in like. the first podcast we talked about it. yeah but I was doing those uh tarot. readings okay and I remember like I. would always pray and I would always be. like you know like I know it's still not. good but I'd be like God can you like. help with a help me like tell me a. message or something like to tell this. person yeah or like something they. should know like and they would be. praying on it too or they'd also be like.

okay yeah like please you know and we. would both like I would tell that person. like any like family members like your. grandparents anything like just tell. them to like guard you or like be here. for you right and I would always do that. and they were never bad and then there. are some people that I did it for that. weren't. religious and actually had hatred. towards religion mhm so I was like okay. like I'm just going to like pray and I.

would like hold a rosary or whatever. yeah and she was like oh like no like. don't do that or like you know like. freak that kind of thing whoa really. happen like oh my goodness Carlos I. didn't tell you about this I definitely. did but I was waking up like every day. at 3:00 a.m. like every day for like. longer than 2 weeks like a bit longer. than 2 weeks and so basically what. happened was I did the reading for her. and I kept saying I have a bad feeling. and I always do it in the same spot like.

on my bed M like I don't do it anymore. okay so I'm talking about like I still. do it no no no I don't do it but um I do. it right where I sleep like I sit with. my legs crossed like right where my head. is and they still like this and so I was. just like uh like I feel like feeling. just something's wrong and she was just. going through a lot at the time so it. was just she's very she was very. negative and um basically like after the. reading it was like weird and like we.

both you know when. like it's just not good energy when you. spend time with someone and you're like. super dead after and you're like what. just happened like kind of like weird. feeling yeah yeah like a weary feeling. so that was how I was feeling and I was. like I'm just going to shower and go to. bed like I just feel weird and I went to. bed and then I woke up at like 3. something and it was like something woke. me up and I was just staring like right. and like right in that spot I was like.

like this is oh there's something there. yeah like just a weird feeling like. something like is like standing like oh. [ __ ] like over my bed like this kind of. thing and I was like that is so scary. like and at that time like now I know. you just say like yeah God has me like I. don't care and then they just like leave. you alone but at that time I would just. get more fearful like more scared and I. was like oh like please leave me alone. like getting scared. and then I fell asleep and then she. called me at 500 a.m. the girl that I.

did it for yeah and she was like. screaming crying on the phone and she. was like Sasha like my back is burning. like at H so bad and her parents came. into the room and took a picture and she. had like there's no way she did it to. herself like big scratches from like the. base of her neck all the way down to. like oh sh yeah and then what happened. was their family in their living room. they have like three shelves it's a. small family it's just her and her. parents yeah and each parent each family.

member has a shelf so like her dad her. mom her all of her stuff when she walked. past went like flying off like just damn. fell off and she was like don't be. scared of me guys like I so you think. there was a hex or something there was. some weird thing and ever since that I. woke up like every day at the same time. to the point where I didn't even have to. look at my phone I knew what time it was. and you w up that time with my parents I. was just like NOP I'm not doing this. yeah yeah wow that's how you know it. gets serious when you got to go to pray. you have to be careful with the. spiritual stuff I don't I'm totally like.

not do you have a third eye or no I I. don't think I she does oh third eye like. a third eye that Spirits I can't see. them I can't see them but I definitely. like could feel them okay like I okay. definitely can feel them like when my. grandma passed away she was a bit on the. bigger side for her like size like her. height she was like 5'6 and she weighed. 300 lb she was unhealthy M and um when. she passed.

away I I was sleeping with my mom. because my dad was in Sri Lanka and. there was a lot happening yeah and so I. was sleeping with her and she was sick. so my that's why my dad went and I heard. my mom get the call that my grandma had. passed away but I'm not good at like. comforting people or dealing with that. kind of stuff yeah so I kind of just. like slipped away like I was like and I. went to my room but I also felt like I. was being summoned to my room like. something was like I felt like I go to. your room so I went to my room and I was.

just laying there and I was like. someone's going to come like something. is going to come and I knew it was going. to be my grandma and so she always every. time she was very big right and my dad. has the same habit but when they sleep. they put their leg on you like I used to. sleep with my grandma every time she'd. come to Canada mhm and I was like laying. down and it was always in the same spot. like right above my kneecaps that's. where she would put her leg her leg and. I felt like a big cold heavy presence.

like on my bed like you know when you're. sleeping like you're half awake and. somebody climbs into bed next to you. like you could feel it but you're. sleeping do you know what I'm talking. about like you're aware of the like. someone's in the room yeah so I felt. like when like felt her getting on to. the bed and then I felt like a coldness. right above my knee like a weird heavy. coldness and I knew it was her and then. I just was like okay I'll go to bed I. wasn't scared yeah yeah but it was just. like weird I was just like that's weird.

God that's interesting because me I. would be FR i' be like what the heck is. going on no when I know I know when my. grandparents are visiting me like I. definitely know when it's other things. I'm like but now I don't get scared what. do you think the scariest one that's. happened the scariest one yeah was. definitely when I was doing the readings. okay okay cuz I I feel like I called. upon spirit that I had no idea was there. I my house also backs up right on onto a.

forest and I just know there's like. plenty full of things in there I just. know you sense it like you yeah and also. I was walking around in there one day. and um someone was like oh this is like. actually an old um burial ground for. like the First Nations oh [ __ ] yeah. actually wait when she called you at. five did she was she like oh Sasa I. sense something that you were doing. something or was it like. I was I was sleeping and she called this. was 5: a.m. the next day that she like.

she came over the day prior and I woke. up that night at 3: and then she called. me at 5: so like you know how you said. before is like oh can we communicate. without like even being there or just. like through thing cuz I I've always. heard these stories like especially. family like there was moms that knew. when their their kid was hurt yeah I. heard stuff like that it's crazy yeah I. heard cuz I've I've had that one before. too I don't did I say on the podcast. when um before my grandma passed I knew. to give her two hugs cuz I left I gave.

her one hug I left but then I was like. no this might be the last time so I I. hugged her again and then that night she. passed damn it's true though moms do. have air moms yeah I've heard so many. mom stories cuz sometimes like I was. having like stomach issues and my I was. like oh like in my head I was like I. really want like bone broth cuz it's. supposed to be really good like the. collagen and stuff and like that day. that after work she showed up with bone. broth and I was like did I tell you I. wanted this and she's like no I I just. thought you needed it I was like wow I. was like that's weird and she does that.

all the time like all the time like it's. weird like the littlest things I'm like. I'm so thirsty and she'll like come in. her room she's like do you want some. water I'm like yes yeah I feel like I. can't like if my I'm sad my mom will. know I'm sad you know what I mean I have. urges to call people at certain times. and then I call them but they never they. never express like oh thanks for calling. me except you you're the only one that. has ever done that but it's funny cuz. maybe CU of my family they're that. they're that way I this before but they. don't show emotion like even they're. going through [ __ ] they won't show it.

but I would have urges to call them and. it felt as if like yeah this is a good. time to call but they would never say it. you know so I don't know for sure if. it's if if it was like they needed it if. they needed it or not yeah I never know. like whenever you go through through. something yeah it's just St like the. same it's it's until you tell me after. and I've been hanging around you since. like what high school and I still can't. tell it's just you're so good at it it. be like a conversation like regular and. then it's all of a sudden like so when. you actually call me for something and. it's actually deep like okay now I know. it's serious like it's dead serious yeah.

you know what I mean I don't know it's. it's it's weird it I I wouldn't say like. I hide it it's just I have a bad way of. I don't know showing it yeah yeah maybe. that's just how we were all just raised. and stuff like that obvious I think. you're also someone although you're very. expressive you're very monotoned really. yeah yeah monot how so like he's he's. you're eccentric but you're very like oh. when he expresses feelings. like some people when they get sad. they're like yeah like they talk like.

you're just like and yeah I'm sad and. yeah ha like oh so you mean you mean the. way I express my sadness it's the same. as it's the same as how I express my. happiness you know why it's because I. get excited to tell [ __ ] okay guess what. I'm so sad right now no cuz like listen. listen as as whack as it and as weird as. it sounds it's fun for me to say these. things because it's a story it's like. I I get that I'm excited to tell you. stuff right like oh even if it's like.

upsetting it's kind of like this is good. this is good content not as in filming. recording content but I get to tell you. stuff yeah I get excited to tell people. stuff give updates it's like I haven't. talked to you for a while let me tell. you like he disguise as something so. like yeah not sad that oh it's just a. normal story now but butly it's. like like I'm not going to count I'm not. going to count there's certain things I. talk about and and I try to pass it off. as just like a joke it's not a joke yo.

mental health man should be it's a thing. guys but no what I was going to say you. said something earlier something about. no I feel like God this is the concept. that you were talking about like. guardian angels I think everybody has. the power to be your guardian angel like. God gives that to you and I feel like. just now you said like I can't tell if. my family needs it or not but they. definitely need it that's why God like. sent you to do that or like told you. like called them or gave you like a a. little like Ting in your brain to call.

them yeah cuz and I think what's crazy. to is we're all given we're all blessed. with stuff that would help each other. but because of lack of communication. yeah I I can't and even that over. stimulating thing where it's like even. like giving someone a compliment it's. like you overthink it you're like I want. to them an issu what if they don't want. to hear what if yeah what I heard is the. doubt and that feeling if you sit in. that too much and if you sit in anxiety.

that's you worshiping evil you. worshiping the devil because it's you're. feeding into the fear anxiety fear and. not trusting God and not trusting God. exactly so you worshiping God is you. being in Full Faith full confidence yeah. and understanding no matter what I'm. good yeah like God's going to do what. he's going to do yeah no matter what mhm. yeah yeah cuz that is how it we become. too controlling it's like no I have the. power to make sure this doesn't happen.

to me but it's like we really don't only. God. does like I'm not saying like if. someone's trying to give you drugs or. tell you to jump off a bridge it's fine. because God has your back and you can be. confident do whatever you want not like. that like but like obviously there he. has given us free will so it's like we. are working like obviously he's the. Creator but he's on our team like he's. literally like you know I'm on your side. like I'm here for you like I'm doing. this with you like don't just you know.

what I mean he's given us that free will. yeah I know then that's the thing cuz we. try to do everything on our own right at. least me that that's something I. struggle like I want to even when I'm in. a group setting I try to just do my own. thing it's but it's it's not necessarily. the best you know group work it's like. you're just like I'll just do the whole. thing yeah you know like cuz you want it. the way I have the vision for it and I. want it to be executed like that that's. a test though like he he it out for you. but you choose your path at the end of. the day mhm you know mean do you have. any other like ghost stories that was.

[ __ ] that was a [ __ ] ghost there's just. one recently that I'm like okay this is. weird but we have an armor in my kitchen. what's armor it's like those big display. like cabinets that like our parents have. like oh the China and stuff and it's. like wood like an arch like that and. like we all have one of those and mine. is obviously like a lot of them are. usually like um what is like family. heirlooms yeah and so ours is filled. with family heirlooms like old like from.

Antiques and [ __ ] yeah yeah like. different like tea sets and things and. it's so weird but it's like my family is. not perfect so obviously like when. there's like bad energy or like. negativity in the house and there's like. that dark cloud it's so weird but like. the door to the arm Wars like they just. open and I think it's so weird when at. night or like just no just when there's. like any time and nobody's opened it. nobody's opened it we've used it before.

but it opens on its own what do you mean. it opens on its own opens like it just. opens like it's like I notice sometimes. I'll be in an argument or like I'm like. H like I'm just like arguing with. someone or something and you realize. it's open and then it just like like no. that's but to me I don't I don't get a. bad like feeling it honestly it's almost. like I'm reading this book called like. emotional inheritance and it's basically. about like generational trauma and how. it's a real thing like scientifically. proven like you may not have suffered a. certain thing but your great grandmother.

has and it's been and then that's why. you're like that yeah and you're like. even in dogs like my cousin's dog has. had the best like they've known him. since he was born like he's never. endured any or like suffered anything. that they know of at least but the mom. went through a lot she had really severe. anxiety and now it's like you take a. tissue out of the tissue box and he's. like like he's scared and he's a big. German Shepherd like he's not even a. he's like a bigger German but it's. inherited inherited traa so my thing is. with arm War I'm like it's probably just.

like the ancestors being like hey hey. hey fix up like come on this you're like. the fifth generation now come on like. still doing the same [ __ ] yall about the. same [ __ ] we did that 20,000 years ago. that's what I feel like is it doesn't. feel like negative it's just kind of. like a distraction like hello like like. an intro I have a theory for you yes I. think that's a sign to go in there and. look at the heirloom because it'll. remind you of family yeah and keep you.

guys closer together that's true cuz. what's in there it's on both sides like. my mom's side stuff and my dad's side. it's either that or there's object in. there that's just like. mad there's. no actually peaceful or is actually like. hun like there's something in there. that's just mad haunted or like it's not. even just haunted it's just something. you have to see or you have to get hold. of and my dad's very handy and stuff so. it's like to see if there's something. wrong with it cuz sometimes that happens.

when like you know like in the Summer. Wood swells up and like door sometimes. like doors won't close and stuff oh yeah. yeah yeah because the heat the heat so. my dad's very like handy with that kind. of stuff so and he doesn't see any. problem with no so it's just like weird. oh [ __ ] yeah so that's that's one of the. scariest things that there's nothing. really especially because I've like. gotten involved with like Bible study. but I did hear I think I told you this. we talked about this when you start.

reading the Bible you're going to be. like attack you get you get attacked. spiritually and so I joined a Bible. study yeah and also I've just been more. like awake in terms of like being a. Catholic you know and um I definitely. feel like I've been attacked like. definitely like it's so weird like after. I read the Bible like when I'm going to. bed I don't feel weird I feel so like. happy and like oh I'm so happy I.

reflected on like something I love and I. go to bed and then it's like I I've been. woken up and I'm like but I'm so not. afraid anymore that I'm like oh whatever. and I pray and then I go to bed but I. know that some's like yeah yeah yeah do. you know what I mean I know I know. exactly what you mean cuz there's times. where I've I've had like the craziest. dreams the craziest I would say [ __ ]. demonic dreams but I know that's just. distractions I know that's just there to. so it's not now it's normal that's just.

there toen like creepy dreams cuz you've. told me about like a dark voice before. before this one it's always it's it's. that type of thing but it's. because I explained this before but it's. literally because if I were your enemy. and I wanted to do harm to you through. another person I wouldn't go attack your. acquaintance you know what I'm saying I. would go after your close closest homie. mhm because it's closest to you in the. same way the closer we get to God.

Devil's not going to attack somebody. that's already on his team already doing. stuff not even they're going to go after. somebody that's getting closer to him or. somebody that it shows a lot of love to. all the time that's the person that gets. targeted yeah which makes sense but also. it's because God knows you can handle. those things and it lifts you up even. more and that's the real test in my. opinion I think it's when you face those. struggles and you face those tests and. those attacks quote unquote after what.

happens you become so close you come. even closer I think another thing is. also the fact that like I'm proud of. these fellows like we went we all went. to high school together and like you. guys are doing so good thank you thank. like really good and I. think because you guys are actually such. like wholesome people and like they have. good Hearts I swear but like I be I. think because of that and because you. guys are trying to lead people towards. like Faith that's why you're having.

these dreams like you're actually being. attacked you know what I mean I always. feel that too I feel like we would we're. not going to reach that like we should. be way bigger but we're not going to. reach that just cuz we preached this no. I think we will I I have a theory I have. a theory you have the but like a a. prediction yeah I think that I don't. want to say this because I don't want to. make faith in athetic. but I think people are like I've seen a. lot of people turning I see too it's.

like it's almost like a trend and I. don't want to say it I say either but it. it seems like that but not in a bad way. and I think people are becoming I feel. like being a good person is becoming. like not a trend but it's sorry it's. like what it's becoming the. thing and not in I don't want to say in. a way of like negativity as in it's. becoming the thing I think it's like a. good thing it is good cuz that's what. it's all about right like love you just. want to love other people yeah but like.

my grandfather said to me a long long. time ago it's not about the thing is. we're all called to love one another MH. and then he said this wise ass Filipino. [ __ ] he says but people mix that up as. love another love another not he said. we're all called to love one another but. people mix that up as love another oh. love another that's bar youy that so in. anything um love one another I love you.

I love you I love you I love one another. right love another so instead of loving. you I love them instead of I love I love. right love another I get it cheating. whatever friends whatever it may be um. cheating you you love one good thing. another is bad right yeah but love one. another I get that you love the bad. people you love the good people you see. love and all right I can just imagine. the the environment you're around was it.

was it like a backyard uh Filipino party. I think it was on the couch I remember. it to all all the little kids no it's. just to me oh yeah it's just to me damn. fun story uhhuh it's actually kind of. funny but like he cuz he has allz armers. now he's older he went missing bro oh. yeah I remember he told me this wait. that happened to my grandpa too he had. Alzheimer's he went to like the grocery. store or something and like didn't come. back for gosh now he's passed he that no. it's okay but it was yeah he was he had. Alzheimer's and he was like he'd be like.

I'm going to the grocery store and this. is before anyone knew and it's like he. would get lost it was so sad I know cuz. it's it's like you it it it becomes to. the point where I'm like oh you know. what he's getting older that's what it. is it's just it's just life right but. it's just funny sometimes because the. predicaments that you're put in you find. joy in it though cuz cuz my thing was uh. some my little cousin they were crying. and stuff right but for me me it was. more of I can't wait to see when I find. him that's what it was it wasn't oh am I.

going to find him it's I can't wait to. see when I find him yeah yeah yeah but. um it's funny because it it became like. I got excited to go out and look for him. rather than cuz a lot of the times it. sucks but we won't we won't get those. expressions of love to somebody until. it's in a time where you you you're. forced to and it's sad like that it's. too late and yeah stuff like that where. if I'm your friend right and it just so.

happens we don't hang out too much and. you know time goes by but I hear oh you. got in a certain situation God forbid. and it forces me to go I have to go. check up on you that this and that. instead of having to go check up on you. I wish it was just naturally aive just. like that right and it's sad it's kind. of like that sometimes yeah you look. back it's like how often do you really. check up on your friends I know it's. true but if you think about it it's. weird I'm like is it just cuz there's so. many people cuz when you read like.

Biblical times and stuff it just seems. like there was less people 100% though. everybody knew each other everybody was. homies it just also makes like actual. sense cuz it was long ago there's not. going to be as many people long ago. sorry there's not going to be as many. people long ago as there is now but it's. just like weird cuz it's like someone. was telling me they're like you have a. lot of friends like how do you even keep. up I'm like I don't I'm like I don't. like you know that you know that about. me I love I love people like so much but.

it's like I'll literally just I'm. literally Patrick Star like if you want. me I'm under my rock like well I think I. think that's because it's like you. protect yourself you know what I mean. from because you can't be friends with. everyone cuz there's going to be friends. that like you know deceive you or treat. you wrong I feel like just keeping a. good core is important I would want to. have less friends than more friends to. be honest or like a good core I wouldn't. want to be friends with everybody in the. world. I try to be friends with everyone with. everyone I try my best to I don't think. I'm strong enough because I can't like.

talk to so many people like I get very. like that's the thing though because I. try to get close with a lot of people. they do you wrong no I want to say that. I protect myself fam I do my homework. feel me like I read 40 Laws of Power I. read all of this [ __ ] like you read your. weird manipulation book like God forbid. I know I'm protected right like manipul. manipulation it's not even called 40. called the weird manul book 40 ways to. manipulate someone crazy like IOD attack.

like it's you know isn't it like that. it's not like that it's not it's deeper. than that it's deeper than that but what. I was saying is I think I think for the. majority people they can't do that. because they can't protect themselves. sadly yeah I I'm like in a perfect world. everyone should be able to do that and. everyone should be able to connect to. each other but sadly can't so certain. people that can protect themselves in. those ways I think they should try their. best to yeah yeah I think so too I. there's always like a weird emptiness in. me that I need to be checking up on.

these people consistently making plans. like I get that feeling all the time but. I'm like life is just like I always tell. myself I'm like it's so busy but then. I'm like I look at you I look at YouTube. and I'm like how do you guys like do it. all like I really don't know to be. honest I'm not going to lie to you I I I. just I just go yeah and if I don't go. that's the thing I feel I'm the opposite. not doing anything do you guys believe. in the whole like if she wanted to she. would or if he wanted to he would I do.

believe in that I do too like when. people say like certain things it's just. like I know that if you really want to. do something you're going to do it. anyways you know so I believe in that. isn't it is like to be loved to to be. loved is to be seen so it's like if they. do something for you out of their you. know I mean out of their heart you feel. more loved CU it actually did that you. say that because I think I don't know. about you guys but the older I get the. more realize that I'm not saying love is. not enough cuz love is everything but in. terms of like relationships it's not.

enough you need there's a lot of other. things that need what that you need but. I think at the end of the day like it's. not love it's the unconditional love. where it's like cuz you just said the. word seen right I feel like people. sometimes rather than like feeling love. they need to feel like seen like you. know when I don't know if you guys. watched Avatar but the saying was like I. see you yeah yeah yeah yeah and it's. like it's another way of loving someone. but I. it's yeah like you know what I mean like. or just like someone needs to feel.

appreciated like you do something little. and when someone says like oh thank you. I noticed that you do that you're like. you like you saw that I did that bro. there's this one song that that played. by accident played so by accident it. it's it's by Billy Joel some old you. know I know bil Jo I listening to Vienna. a lot is it that that's the song no. literally before I came here wait that's. actually the song yes I promise I. literally that's so weird wait so tell.

the scenario how I happened to the been. a while that's actually the song Sasha. yeah I've been listening that's crazy. okay so no cuz I've been going through a. thing of I'm I've been feeling really. really as if I'm going too fast for. myself and I can't I can't do everything. you know but I want to and no matter. what I'm going to try to that song if. you listen to the lyrics it's ex it's. saying okay. listen to like the first bar that's. crazy you listen to that too I swear. what the [ __ ] I swear listen to the.

lyrics. too oh fam this song played when I was. so exhausted I was dead EX in my room oh. okay just random no I was just I was I. you know this what. I put in I put in my headphones and lied. on my bed cuz I was so tired and I. needed something to chill me out cuz I.

was too over stimulated too many things. on my mind I put it on like shuffle for. a random song and this song played out. of nowhere that's God and it hit me I'm. like yo this is this is I have a. question for both of you sorry I don't. mean to like cut you off but it's a part. of it but it's just like he you guys. move fast right like in life like you're. just fast-paced people M do you ever. think think that moving like at a fast. pace makes you feel like you're actually. missing out like because I feel like.

people who are moving at a fast pace you. can tell me if I'm wrong it's kind of. like a fear of fomo like it's like I. need to do everything MH and sometimes. I'm like if you're experiencing all of. it at like a really fast. pace are you really like actually. experiencing it like or is it too um. it's too like you're not seeing it like. almost like you're going like. see you know what I I think a lot of. faithful people might go through this. but you know how like this ties into it.

but it's kind of going off topic but. it's going in back to what we were. talking about yeah like boundaries right. I think our generation pushes that a lot. like it's almost like a thing where it's. like respect people's boundaries like. you know be very aware of this that the. other like us being over sensitive to. people yeah and I feel. like we're told to like Jesus Is Our. Savior right and we're we're told to. like walk in his footsteps like when I. pray I can I feel him like holding my.

hand and leading me like that's what it. feels like and we're supposed to be like. him we can't be him because he literally. has God within him but it's the whole. turning the other cheek thing it's like. boundaries but when do you know like. it's too much I like how do you know cuz. God wants us to do as much as we can but. it's like how do you know when it's too. much because sometimes you're doing too. much where you're not happy you're. actually very unhappy on the inside I'm. happy though I would say you are I say. personally I'm happy I'm unhappy when.

I'm not doing something that's that's. exactly mean when I'm not doing [ __ ] I'm. unhappy so I do everything I can relate. to that but I don't do everything though. I feel like you like it's a balance. because I have faith that okay if I'm. just doing the stuff I'm I don't have to. do more because I have faith that I'll. be I'll be successful in the future like. don't worry about that you know I mean. but yeah it's it's all about balance. yeah okay I'm just curious but yeah. moving like fast like cuz you said. you're listening to that song like slow. down yeah list I swear on my life what. the [ __ ] I swear do you listen to like.

old music like that yeah oh okay okay I. do but I but I'm like you where it's. like then I'll have Magic Johnson. so Billy Jo and no seriously seriously. I'm pretty sure that's like the shuffle. that's how I like liked my song but I. had it on shuffle oh [ __ ] yeah but I've. been listening to Vienna a lot cuz there. was this show I used to watch as a kid. called Ruby Gloom mhm yeah yeah yeah and. Ruby Gloom sounds like the beginning of. the song like misery misy yeah it does.

sound like that but um Ruby glooms is. like super emo um TV show that was on. YTV oh yeah in high school yeah now it's. straight yeah yeah but um yeah right. like I'm leave that in the comments if. you guys know what that show is or is it. Canadian I'm actually curious I feel. like it was on telet Tunes it feels very. uh what's what's that what's that um. Coraline maker Coraline Tim Burt it's. Tim I would have likeed that then did I. don't think Tim Burton created cand did. he yeah oh I didn't know did he.

not wait so did you guys listen to music. based on like your mood like if you okay. say say say like you're sad and like. maybe you're going through a breakup you. would listen to a sad song yeah that's. so weird of me it's so bad or if it's. like I want to turn off my feelings I'll. put on trap like I'm like oh what Tim. buron had nothing to do with Coraline. Mandela effect I swear it was but I. guess it's just the same aesthetic yeah. like the clay like claymation MH but um. what were we talking about that's. actually interesting you said that. though cuz it's like when you listen to. trap you like turn off all your feelings.

that's exactly what I did whenever I go. through something sad yeah like I'll let. myself feel like the Sosa and then I'm. like who are you Sasha and then I'll put. on like EA by like young nudie and I'm. like don't feel anything cuz I don't. listen to a lot of genres so do you. think I'm affected emotionally just. because I listen to hip-hop and trap so. much that I might not get sad much. that's why I'm never like actually sad. maybe but I don't know if music hits. everyone the same but sometimes it's.

like I feel like when I listen to trap. too much I'm a little bit more. aggressive than I actually am I can see. that like L yeah whatever I don't care. true I could see that I I I would yeah. if I'm playing even if I'm playing a. video game back in the day I would kind. of goodness base myself around that. character what's that what's it's called. something addictive personality or. something it's yeah there's something. characterization yeah characterization. cuz whenever I'm with my cousin if I'm. hanging out like a camping trip with him. I'll come back to and act like him oh my.

God you know I mean I get that I don't. know why my sister has that okay okay. yeah my sister has that definitely but. you really do just become what you. consume do those people like okay say me. and your sister can we be friends though. because it's like what what do we what. do you take from each other what do. we we're. just what do we transform into no my. sister yeah she like picks up like she's. like I don't know why I do it like I. used to make fun of her when we were. younger but now I noticed it's like an. actual thing she does it's like she like.

even the lingo it's like she can't help. it it's just like she like she can't. help it and she knows it now that's so. weird what if I become her sister and. she just becomes me and then like we. come back yo that's kind of weird do. have similar personali in general though. when when oh no you'll get mad at me why. I was going to be like when's your. birthday oh my gosh okay just say oh. it's remance Day November 11 okay yeah. I'm not you going to do some. astrology do that no I no no I'm not.

okay for the sake of it do you want to. talk about us though just say just say. swear I'm not going to believe any you. know what I think though yeah is like. God said in Genesis right I talked to. you about this he said there's signs in. the stars but I'm not saying that he's. saying to read into it mhm sorry I'm. scream no no no you're good you're good. oh sorry I'm talking really loud no. you're good you're perfect you're. perfect yeah okay but but um no I feel. like honestly I I feel like he's like.

there is truth to it but like it's kind. of like the tree like what you were. saying remember we talked about this. like the tree of knowledge is that what. it's called yeah it's like letting. yourself know too much he's like no cuz. because he's so symbolic and he's like a. scientist an artist like all of those. different things rolled in one I feel. like he's like yes there is method to. everything yes there is messages in the. stars but I feel like he's like. at your own risk kind of thing because. we already there's already the original. sin CU think about it even the Wise Men.

followed the stars but even the wise men. bowed to who Jesus no I think like what. we're talking about the Saints and. praying and whatever as long as you know. like who you really love and who really. loves you which is God I think it's even. metaphorical too cuz even if you think. about that Nativity Story the Wise Men. followed the St ours to see where it. would take them and it brought them to. Jesus so in the same that's how I feel. about it so it brings you into.

spirituality you follow the stars that. brings you to spirituality but. spirituality will lead you to what yeah. the Divine God Jesus when I was getting. my haircut yeah my barber was like yo do. you believe in that mercury uh. retrograde and stuff like that and then. I always tell them what you tell me it's. like yo bro don't believe in that. believe in God bro and the whole. conversation was just shut off he. thought he was going to have a whole. podcast with me about Mercury retrograde. no Gatorade yeah Gatorade like who the. [ __ ] cares about that I'm an aquarium. the actual like dyslexia kicks in and.

you're just like you actually mess up. words like Gatorade. retrograde like it actually like you. know what I mix up a lot what I don't. have it well I don't clinically have it. what is it like dyslexia but you know I. really mix up you mix up work. ingredients and. information that's that's not even close. that isn't close. same though if you think about it oh on. paper though on paper maybe but like no. but they're both substance what like.

information that's her thinking oh. that's weird Sub in what way no because. ingredients and information they're both. substance they're they're something of. you hear me oh that's weird that's an. interesting way of thinking that's how. you think I guess that's like why I mix. the two up that's a weird way to think I. don't want I was in her brain for a. second that was. weird wa that's how you think about life. huh substance no like you you cor you. correlate certain things in that sense. oh yeah I.

like compartmentalize I'm I'm specific I. think I feel like I'm very specific yeah. I'm I'm not my brain doesn't have space. so I like put you I'm very general very. general yeah so you kind of like you. have to figure you kind of have to. figure out how to what the [ __ ] does. that mean I give hints it's it's it's. like a a. puzzle no no no I proba probably just. yeah just general I feel like I'm too. specific sometimes that it doesn't leave. room to breathe that's one of my that's. one of my can tell that's one of my FL.

when you say no but when you say things. it's like a full brain it's like full. like there's no way you can have space. to think of your own thing based off. what he said because it's just like. there's it's packed I give I give too. much out too much low key I got you even. in your questions it's too much too too. much BR I've been doing this for 190. episodes too much I feel like even in. your questions they're so packed. sometimes are I'm like huh wait what was.

but that's good though cuz it starts. conversation cuz if like even if you. like you talk to people on the street. and maybe they're not like. conversationalist one word answer type. people you kind of oh let me open them. up a bit like you know what I mean get. them to say something yeah it's hard to. be shy with you cuz you're just like. just open them up tough thing it's a. good thing yeah but you like to break. the fourth wall that's what I noticed. like no no her when the like how. Deadpool does it on the movie she she. was like guys it's very like I get thing.

confused and you're just looking camera. oh she can see me holy [ __ ] but I feel. like that's good though cuz it builds. like we're talking yo get off your bed. bro randomly like you can see I'm on my. bed that would scare the [ __ ] out of me. if I'm a viewer Kevin put the drink down. like in the middle of the middle CLE. Kevin somewhere had a drink in his hand. right there. [Laughter]. did you see that [ __ ] on Tik Tok where. it's like trying to do something that. someone that someone hasn't done before.

so it's like crossing my fingers while. I'm sitting like this and oh something. so unique so unique what but everybody. in the comments like N I did that in. like like. 2024. crazy do you do you do that though do. you do you specifically try to be unique. specific I feel like it it has to come. out there's no way that you you can um. manually do it you know what I mean. specifically try to be unique yeah. that's cheating no I don't think I do. that I I used to try to see what that's. like but I don't that's what Aesthetics.

are though it's like you want to fit. well I guess that's fitting in that's. not being unique I don't know to this. day I still don't know what my aesthetic. is yeah you're all over the place but I. feel like yours is. like leave down in the comments if you. if youb something like yo John put the. thing that you should have said it if. you could label it I'm actually curious. yeah I feel like it's like old olden. times like olden days mixed with like. Times New Roman with u a little bit of.

what's that uh funny one a little bit of. Marvel comic sand comic that's L it's. like a mix of times new and comic but. what is that called like right Carlos. Carlos Carlos core I didn't know that. you guys noticed that I look there cuz. I'm like I'm very aware that they're. there go to the mic Sasha go to the mic. sorry no there's one friend that's too. observ like she'll clown you if like you. move a little way I'm like what the [ __ ]. oh her yeah yeah because I'm on the same.

person are you talking about me just now. okay I'll just say uh maybe you could. cut this up that person there in that in. that realm never mind not never mind. we're not talking about the but she. would catch everything like oh I seen. you I took a video of that or I seen you. doing that bro it's like you have to be. perfect around her I can't have those. people around cuz I'm overthinking now. it's like wait and then that's what I. mess up so I think if you force your. aesthetic that's when it comes ungenuine. did that make you overthink yeah I did. just now oh overthink me no I never over.

walking the walking one you did though. over yeah yeah that yeah but like living. I don't overthink living but I'll. overthink things that are specific no. I'm saying I don't want to have the same. effect on people where it's like being. too observant makes people feel insecure. I think that's cool though that's. honestly a cool cuz not a lot of people. are like that and it just means you care. about somebody too like if I didn't if I. wasn't observant with you that means I. didn't care like I wasn't actually. looking at you that's true that's true. and like that thing we're saying I see. you like I actually see you that that to.

be loved is to be. seen that that felt like an elementary. school class just now like you know when. the teacher tells you something. waterfall it's like no like to be loved. is to be and then the teacher Waits yeah. yeah like what did we learn today guys. to be loved is to be feel seen I missed. you Miss school yeah I do like. elementary school specific would you go. back to elementary school for a day. Elementary School I would low key would.

you guys go back to high school for a. day I would really yeah I would cuz I. didn't have we didn't have I don't think. we had a bad High School exp I never had. a bad experience no it was good high. school was good yeah yeah I would want. to redo university cuz I feel like I. didn't do enough like this guy was out. partying and [ __ ] like that but I was I. feel like I did enough you did enough. like you tried to drag me out and I'm so. pissed that I didn't go I know like I I. literally said yo let's go to this this. this this this the whole group chat. nobody want to come and what did I had.

to go on myself yeah you know what's. crazy we we could we would have had a. podcast with our older friends too. really yeah you probably know them we'll. tell you after but if if we follow. through with the plans yeah we would all. be be a different podcast yeah it's just. because he wanted to do it obviously. nobody else wanted to do it yeah cuz we. were probably carried it out with yeah. yeah and it was kind of like [ __ ] it. type of thing yeah get me out there just. now and you're like you say a lot like. in that moment you're like yeah I guess. so yeah but you fall in love with it you.

know what I mean fall yeah definitely. cuz whenever I leave it like after the. podcast I'm like that was good like it. was nice that's how you should feel you. know what I mean all the time anytime I. have a conversation with someone the one. take I want them to bring with them was. damn I didn't think that way before yeah. but I can think that way now yeah and. that's what I try to look for in other. conversations too that's what I'm. searching for so I think if I'm. searching for that that's going to try. to give others right yeah yeah it's true.

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