SAHAR'S GHOST STORIES, LIFE SIMULATION THEORIES & ALTERNATE UNIVERSE THEORIES - EP.178

[Music]. I wonder how that would turn out. actually if if you go if you go say one. thing you hate about each person in the. room and then start the pod that's [ __ ]. no it would make it I feel like it would. make it more comfortable would it. actually say one thing you hate about. everyone yes with your best friend you. don't talk about this stuff you hate oh. yeah your best friend that's a good. theory though because I I always say. this my sister if I make fun of you if I. make fun of you if I if I like hate on. you sometimes it's CU I love you.

you can't do that to nobody else that's. what my brother says too he's always. really mean to me and he's like I'm. saying it out of love because like. nobody else going to say it it's the. harsh truth that you need to hear. there's a there's a difference sometimes. though like trolling you mean or what. there's like hate and then there's like. hating just to hate and then there's. just like for like out of love you know. what I mean but but that's how I. determine if you're going to be a. long-term friend cuz if you can't if you. can't if we can't even have those like. hard conversations [ __ ] we I I think I I. make my friends as soon as they talk.

about dreams with me oh that's that's my. Kicker like if I talked about a dream. with you then we're close like what like. what kind of Dreams About Dre you never. talk about a dream with me bro no we. talked about dreams before like like. dream dream or like a dream that blah. blah blah blah cuz that's something. that's something personal feel me but. it's only certain friends I would talk. about dreams with because I don't want. them to think I'm like whack you know. yeah I know true they don't want to like. judge you for like what you're thinking. like exactly dreams are special dreams. and they all have like a deeper meaning.

you know what I mean like a. psychological you guys have like. repeating dreams I used to have those I. used to have those I hate those you guys. have those dreams where it's like you've. been somewhere but you feel like you've. been that place in another dream before. like they're in the same universe what's. location what location you it's like a. certain room but I've never seen this. room before but I always go there no. there's like a convenience store there's. this one conven I've never been but I. keep going to it in my dreams and I'm. like I've been here before like this. isn't like a yeah.

I feel like sometimes like certain. dreams I have are like continuations of. Dreams I've had like two years ago yeah. know it is like they're in the same. universe it's in a little Dre back into. that version of you yo okay this is. where he get [ __ ] though because I I. have the reoccurring dreams or like the. the location that's reoccurring but it. reminds me of [ __ ] that you see on back. rooms that's why it's weird and I only. see it after the fact I had the dream. cuz I used to have these dreams as a kid. one of them was um it's pretty much. empty pools and it's just like never. ending hallways of like super dream you.

have do you think that's like something. to do with like you being a swimmer. might be it might be do you guys think. it's sorry do you guys think that dreams. are like a deeper like a psychological. thing or do you think it's like a. universe sign cuz I that's why I don't. know what I can Des definitely a. psychological thing guaranteed because. there's there's a lot of [ __ ] like I go. through and then I have a dream kind of. about it you know so you don't think. that it's like a sign no it is a sign I. for sure like 100% like I think it's. like a mix where it's like certain. things things are signs but certain.

times it's just like it's just youh but. I feel like I've definitely had my fair. share of like warnings or communication. with like people that have passed like. through oh you had those before okay I. I'll well like there was this one where. like family like close to me passed away. already for like years ago already and. then just like I feel like when my life. was starting to like get better you know. I feel like I was like in like a weird. place of life for like years and then. only like recent I think it was only a.

couple years ago where I had a dream and. then I was just like in this certain. place that like we shared like very like. Special M but like the windows were like. you know how like in like it's like very. cliche where like when you're in like. heaven like that other world it's like. it's like white like outside and like. it's like like it's like lights beaming. into the house so then we like that spot. where I would always be with this person. like it was like it's a relative yeah. yeah so it was like in my house and it. was like just light beaming and then I. didn't see their face but I heard their.

voice like I just like felt me like. approaching them and then like we like. had like a I didn't even say anything. they said stuff to me and then like I. woke up like crying because it felt so. like real damn like that was that's like. my way but I don't know who knows that. if that could be just like me. psychologically thinking like wishing to. be closer again because like my life. connec actually connected you know I. think that when it's like passed away. people I think that's them visiting you. I think that's what I think I think.

they're coming and like saying hi you. know have you had that before I honestly. haven't had like a serious death in my. life so I don't know but I genuinely. believe that cuz my mom always sees my. mom says she has this thing where it's. like the weirdest thing every time she. sees her dad and her dreams who's passed. away every time he if she gives him. something someone in our family dies. like someone she knows. yeah that's like um that movie what's. that what's that movie um Leonardo. DiCaprio Inception no but anyways they.

would see they would see like a signal. and if you have the dream of that signal. everyone in the family that sees it. they'll pass away yeah no she like said. she was like I don't like seeing my dad. in my dreams because every time like she. like G gave him like a towel or. something and then my mom's aunt died. and it was like every time she's like. every time she sees her dad in her. dreams she starts getting nervous cu's. like I think someone's going to pass. away and every single time she said that. she's like given her dad something in. her dreams someone dies like someone we. know dies and I'm giving her dad. something like if she gives her dad. something in the dream then someone we.

know dies you know be crazy like if like. we took that story and if we put in like. a movie if the thing that they gave them. like was connected to the to the death. that's crazy yeah [ __ ] it's like a toy. car and there like a car oh my God I. don't I don't know if it runs through my. family but do you guys ever have like a. feeling that you know a death is coming. up no no I've had like um so like any. time I've had like anytime there's like. death in my family um one of the younger. kids in my family no see what you mean.

what do you so like one time somebody. like passed away in my family and then. my like little nephew who was like only. like maybe like three or four apparently. like that day they were saying their. name like clearly and like they they. don't really speak cuz they're like. still like Toddlers and they randomly. say a relative's name and then um that. asking about them just like saying their. name like right like that relative and. then that same day that family got a. call saying oh like oh they passed away. and then they're like what the hell like. no yeah Dam but how do they say it is it.

constant cuz if it's like Gavin Gavin. Gavin but it's like you know it's like. you know you see a kid in. corner they'll just like randomly say it. you know yeah what do you mean randomly. that's still weird though yeah like. exactly like when when kids like. randomly say something it's not it comes. like Tourette though like no. like yeah it comes from somewhere like. kids don't just say like words they they. copy something but like for like if it's.

like a random word like a name of a. distant relative why would why would he. say it right like a ghost or something. going to them being like say Gavin. probably and then they're going Gavin I. feel like kids are sensitive to that. stuff to that stuff and they say cats. too yeah yeah cats for sure for sure I. heard this story before and then this is. similar to to your story with like. seeing a relative pass away yo so is a. Reddit story he's really famous actually. he's going viral this person they had I. think their grandfather passed away.

and when the grandfather passed away he. passed away in a way that like he didn't. know he was going to die it was a yeah. sudden that's just like that uhhuh and. he had a dream about him m in the dream. he came to him and said hey uh where are. we right now and he goes you know you. died right and the grandfather did oh I. guess that makes sense and he said he. said the grandfather started talking to. him and telling him there's this light I. can see like this white light I can see.

yeah and he said yo just go to it like. walk to it said I don't know I I don't I. don't think it's time yet and then he. didn't go so when he woke up the house. started to be like haunted like they he. would he didn't want to pass on yeah he. didn't want to pass on so he was still. staying in the house basically he he was. just staying in the house now there. there would be uh light flickerings or. like he would he would see um objects. that the grandfather loved move yeah. like signs.

exactly so what would happen I think um. there's another dream he had there's. another dream he had and he was trying. to convince grandfather like you have to. go to the light you have to go to the. light and eventually like Grandfather. said okay you know what I guess it's. time and the moment like and then all it. all sto it stopped it all. stopped that might be what ghosts are. cuz it really might just be they didn't. know they died and then that's why. they're trapped or people that are just. very like reluctant to pass on M like.

that just don't want they want to hold. on they want to stay there right and the. fact that the Grandfather said like oh I. don't I don't think I want to go yet I. feel like that's why it's a lot of like. evil spirits that kind of stay as ghosts. because they have such like a like a. strong feeling to stay attached to the. Earth cuz they're just like so it's. almost like greed type of thing yeah. like denial maybe they're like maybe. they weren't good people so they don't. want to know what's on that other side. too you know I know that's a good point. they could be like I'm I know what's on. the other side of that I'm not going cuz.

they're not sure my mom my mom was a. caretaker for like old people and then. when um one of them passed away they. gave us their car right and whenever I'm. in that car the blue one remember I. always tell you the stories either. something like I run over something or. like something like when I turn like a. random [ __ ] wall just spawns out of. nowhere it just hits me yeah like no. there's every time I'm in that car like. something breaks down fam I I had it. parked I fam I had it parked and the. garbage truck hit.

like what the [ __ ] so like I think yeah. he said no one is having this car dead. ass bro I just put that [ __ ] in the. garage bro I'm not driving that no more. some crazy [ __ ] would be if like you're. driving by yourself and then you just. see someone you're passing no that's why. you know those those rides where you're. the last one in the car and you're just. driving down at night oh my God I. remember like I had a homie tell me that. like something where he his. ex-girlfriend had like this Guardian. Angel and then she would like talk to. him about it and then she said like. don't look in the back seat or like. don't look in your mirror because cuz my. guardian Angel's right behind us oh.

that's crazy I I'm not going to say who. but like one of my friends has told me. that and then after he told me that I. was I always get scared that like if you. tell stories that they pass on to you so. when he told me that I was like not. looking at the re I was not looking at. the Rew I was too scared bro that's to. scar no okay my old house our I swear. our basement was like haunted I don't. know what was going on but my mom she. told me she was like I never wanted to. tell you guys that it was haunted cuz I. knew you'd be too scared to go down. there.

your mom said that yes she was like I. didn't want to cuz we were like 13 at. the time like from 10 to like 14 we. lived there and like she was like I. didn't want to tell you because like um. it definit there was a weird energy in. there and I knew if I told you guys you. would like never go in there and be too. scared to ever go there but there was. some weird energy in there to this day I. still have nightmares in that basement. like I've had nightmares you sleep there. like so what would happened was like. we'd always sleep there in the summer. cuz it was really cold and the rest of. our house was like really hot and every. time like my dad one time he slept there. and he got like really bad like sleep.

paralysis like he said he woke up and. he's like I just felt this weight it. felt like something was sitting on me. and I couldn't move and then um one time. I was sleeping and I was just like. laying there and then I felt like. spiders run up my arm and I got up and I. was like I the lights were off and like. I felt spiders run out my arm and I was. like oh my God and then I get up and I'm. like turning the lights on expecting to. see like spiders cuz what the [ __ ] was. that there was nothing there some guy. the ghost went like this TI tick Sor.

they were like blowing me a kiss but I. was and then my we always have. nightmares down there every time I'd. sleep there there was always like bad. dreams and then even this year like. literally I haven't lived in that house. for 10 years now and like I had a dream. and I was in that basement and it was. like a demonic thing was in there like. throwing [ __ ] at me and even like I was. like that's so crazy that like that. energy is like still falling like I. don't know how to describe it the aura. in that basement was so scary there was. like this static noise all the time a. video about it about my old basement. there someone else lives oh so we ler.

now okay did you warn them or no no they. figure out figure that [ __ ] out bro like. yeah what what ghost you should hit them. up you should just be like yo no no. don't hit them up but I've had so many. like to this day I still have nightmares. and they're always in that basement like. there always those who have followed you. it's almost I yeah it's like like you. can return to there the presence like is. still following me I wonder why there. it's always like they're stuck to a. place you know why they that's probably. where it happened do you know any. stories about what happened I don't know. anything Mur whatever no but something.

definitely did in the basement nowhere. else the rest of the house was fine it. was the basement it's always the. basement it is always the basement why. is that because we leave that empty so. it's like nobody lives there oh true. it's just vacant like what you said like. there's no life there so I feel like. it's underground. like cuz I heard I heard a medium on Tik. Tok they were talking about what happens. with spirits and how [ __ ] gets haunted. then yo you know what happens like if. you leave somewhere too empty for too. long yeah someone they it's vacant and.

then something like like take energy. they like um empty places did you say. that cuz um there's this like famous. like restaurant like not famous. restaurant but there's this like. restaurant that people know is like. haunted back home yeah and like one time. like there was like a burger week. happening and so I went there my my. friend used to work there and she's like. you want to come to the basement with me. cuz I have to get something and I was. like isn't this place haunted she's like. yeah so I don't want to go alone so you. have to come with me and I was I was. hitting a vlog at the time so I hit.

record right and for sure it was. recording for already 5 minutes I'm down. there I'm recording [ __ ] I go upstairs I. try to check the footage cuz my camera. shut off randomly I was like okay. battery's dead so I switched the battery. turned the camera on all the footage for. like the whole day not even just that. clip gone no like I'm not like no cap. and then that's why like for a while I. wasn't able to like open any files from. the SD card itself. like it it was dead it was dead I've. heard so many stories about that when. when we haunted Explorations the [ __ ].

battery would drain quick the. flashlights too like it would just turn. off [ __ ] would [ __ ] drain yeah cuz I. would watch like Sam and Kobe like type. videos they always talk about they. always say like they take the life from. like electricity or stuff like that yeah. they're definitely sucking it out that's. crazy crazy what the [ __ ] no but it's so. true though cuz it's like I think I. think what it is it's some. electromagnetic field or energy that we. don't understand but we can comprehend. it by [ __ ] that we have and do. understand so for example like light we. can see light but we can't see magnetism.

we can't see like Bluetooth Wi-Fi yeah. thermal energy but we can just see. what's physical to us that's why I used. to think like ghosts aren't like Spirits. per se but like are just different. people and like living in a different. like frequency yeah like I think that's. what it is it's a different radio you. watch talk to me yeah that's how crazy. you haven't watched what's that what's. that no it's just so pretty much in [ __ ]. toy they they kind of tackle on that. idea of of what happens after you die.

and how Spirits become Spirits yeah and. it's kind of what we talked about in the. beginning where like if you part of a. tragic event or tragic death since your. soul doesn't know they died they just. linger around now in talk to me what's. [ __ ] is they had this um remember the. monkey paw we talked about they had this. hand and you're supposed to hold on to. it and be like talk to me and a spirit. will come to talk to you now this girl. she held on for too long and she got. possessed later in the film she finds. your like in an accident M but when she.

dies she becomes a lingering Spirit oh. my God until she sees a light and in the. beginning of the movie one of the rules. is when you do the monkey paw thing you. have to light a candle and then that's. how the spirit will come to them the end. of the movie she sees a little light a. little Shimmer she goes closer and. closer and closer and then she becomes. the spirit on the other end going for. the candle thing talking to other people. crazy on the other side yeah crazy they.

basically like so they just see a light. they don't know what it is but there's. like light yeah yeah let's go there and. then it just so happens she's now. communicating with the living so what. about that that Grandpa or whatever was. the light he was seeing was I don't know. cuz in the Reddit story what they. described is like he said oh I just see. a light now a lot of the time like we. hear stories all the time like the light. is you know the afterlife or Heaven. whatever it may be but maybe that's just. what if that's.

um what if light is just what we think. it will be type of thing so because. we're told it so much no not not that. but cuz when we all look at a light. right we consider light something. positive yeah but we all have a. different concept of what positive is so. maybe that's the reason there's so many. different takes on the Afterlife with. heaven or reincarnation or this and that. cuz one of the craziest theories was if. you see the light that's the hospital. lights as you being born in yeah that's. crazy reincarnation do you guys do you.

guys believe like when uh you die like. you know the 15 seconds before you die. you see all your memory whole life oh. that's I think all the good memories or. do you think it's going to be bad. memories what do you think it's be good. some people say that like what if we're. living you know how like your life. flashes before your eyes what if right. now flash yeah we're living The Flash I. like that was like the first conspiracy. theory I ever heard in my life as like a. 12-year-old I was like whoa know and and. they say like in like dreams like time. moves slow like so it could be seven.

seconds in real time but to you it feels. like it's like your whole life again. dead ass holy F you think your dreams. are um the part the parallel universes. of you I used to think that and then. Marvel did the whole doctor strange and. it kind of made it whack whack I used to. truly believe I was like cuz it's like. what you said it's like it feels like. sometimes like this dream connects with. a dream like in the same universe years. ago and I get those all the time and. then like as soon as Marvel they like. lowkey made it lame really you know like.

dreams are like one of the only things. that like people can't figure out what. the reason is and like like I've always. searched I'm like why do we have dreams. and they like people have theories that. like it's just to like help you organize. your memories and like L that's just to. make space for certain things but I'm. like the fact that no one can figure out. why we have them kind of seems like. there might be another universe that. maybe it's like maybe it's like. Collective memories from your past lives. that's why it's kind of. like what if you're like reincarnating.

into like different versions of yourself. and then like are like old memories from. before before like but I don't know I. feel like it it also is like um like. hints cuz I remember I had one where I. was on the highway and I was losing. control of the the steering wheel and. like I searched it up why am I always. having the dreams of a car and I'm. losing thing and it's cuz my life wasn't. together yet you know what I've had that. too where like like the gas dis doesn't. work anymore yeah because that's like my. life slipping up like you have to fix.

yourself that's like a common dream that. people have it's like if you can't. control a car in your dream it means you. can't you're having trouble like. controlling your life it's like the. teeth falling out thing wait teth that. like where like all your teeth start. falling out out of. nowhere the theory is that if you see. teeth falling out in your dream like. your teeth are falling out it's supposed. to represent like family members passing. away oh no is that what it is scary I. don't want that for mine like circling. back to like the reoccurring dreams I. always tell this to like my girlfriend.

like every time I have it it's like I. always get attacked by like wild animals. oh really so like the first couple like. I remember it felt like I was like. tripping on drugs or something but like. I was in like this jungle and there was. a bunch of animals and they just looked. off like it looked like a bear but it. had like eyes like this big and they. were like looking at me crazy and then. all of a sudden like a Jaguar would like. bite me you sure you know TR yeah and. then I had another dream like recently. where I was looking at like a black cat. in a tree. and then as soon as it like jumped down.

and it started following me it started. growing into like a big pan that's it. would like it would like look at me in. the eyes but like its eyes were like. glowing blue that's sick though and then. it like would attack me you know what I. mean so then I would like look into it. and like what what is like animals. attacking you and it's like I don't I. don't I don't really like believe it. like like what Google says cuz they. always say something like oh it means. that like somebody that you really trust. is going to like backstab you he's like. that's like the most obvious like sign. you know. there's reason why I'm having these.

dreams like I don't watch like Jungle. YouTube and like black panthers likeing. people you like why why am I thinking. about these things you know what I mean. cuz sometimes when we dream it's like. stuff that we're thinking about already. and then like sometimes when we dream. it's like stuff that like don't even. matter like it's like something you. don't even think about that's why I just. like I always have [ __ ] zombie. apocalypse dreams oh okay all right that. makes sense for you though very Carlos. thing to have dreams about it's always. my re one or someone's trying to rob me. and like I defend myself it's always.

that would you would you try would you. guys try to survive in the case what a. zombie I know you would I know you would. I'm try hard yeah I'll try a bit but. then once it once it gets bad like like. there's a bunch of things on the road. yeah [ __ ] that no I'm good I'm don't. beat them join them that's crazy no I. don't know what like I'm going to try. and stay alive cuz for me if you're. going to die already I might might as. well make it easy. oh two sides of the I you're going to.

die anyways might as well like make it. nice and easy not a zombie eating you my. my girlfriend says that all the time the. other way I always like well this is. like a once- in a-lifetime experience. like and if I'm going to die why not try. I know is it like I know it sounds weird. but isn't it a bit cool yeah I'm get I'm. going get bit and I'm going to try my. hardest to get. Carlos no I I think about it in the. other ways of yo the whole world is. pretty much free now you can do whatever. you want you're not free you running. away from zombes. if you find if you find an abandoned.

Mall you have a whole empty mall to. yourself that's kind of sick they're. going to break in they're going to break. in go abandoned allall right. now if you wanted to I'm just saying no. what I'm saying like and then you can do. you know that you know that one episode. in uh fairly our parents where Timmy. Turner is in the is in the mall with um. what's her name Trixie and then and it's. just them two yeah there them two in the. whole world and they're like riding um. what do you call it the gold cards and. all of that [ __ ] they can play with. whatever they want in the store just. grab it all food they have to themselves.

I don't know it's kind of cool to me. okay on that sorry Timmy Turner on that. Vibe have you guys seen that one episode. it's like this one like the secret wish. the yes is that not crazy I. only like he might have said this on the. podcast before that's the one where. where he actually wished to stay like. the same age and then they're like how. long ago did you make this wish and he's. like 50 years ago. that's no I saw someone talking about. how that was like the one thing that one. episode like shook them like forever. they couldn't like watch it the same. anymore I couldn't it made so. uncomfortable I was like oh my God yeah.

it came out a little bit like after like. I stopped watching the show mhm crazy. episode for that to like actually like. make it on air like for them to like do. some twist like that I feel like. Nickelodeon's like pretty like SI that. that was dark that was dark no but. that's sick though cuz it's like oh. maybe as a kid you you're impacted by. that and it teaches you a lesson that. would have made a good final episode of. the whole oh wait it wasn't a final. episode never. mind the show ended up just like dying. on its own like it just got wait is it. done is it done now it is done has to be.

done is there a finale though like there. is a finale it was it's not like big. like it just ended up like like a show. dying like there they introduced like so. many different characters and like. nobody was watching it no more I watched. a whole YouTube video on this like you. ever go on YouTube and you just find. like Niche videos like what happened to. old TV shows like that like stuff like. that like yeah I saw it off like that. one guy the secret wish that would have. been the best final episode ever that. would have no one could look at it the. same though again that was the final if. you were to direct the final episode of. your life how would you do it.

oh like I I know I'm going yeah oh [ __ ]. you have to direct the final episode of. your life and people watch it type of. thing I would make it seem so much. cooler than I actually am I'm going to. make it seem like I'm I feel everyone. would would you want like a Content. would you want a Content ending or like. like what would you want like would it. be like I would want like a fire ass cuz. I was thinking of like maybe like a. self-sacrifice type ending y I was. thinking that yeah that's that's you.

SC yo my [ __ ] my [ __ ] would be like. there's a battle or. something Dr do stuff like like Carlos. no we need you like I got you guys and I. R off into the mist and some next. happens every you have like a savior. thing you would want I think we just. have like that hero complex y cuz that's. the best ending honestly it is like when. you watch movies like what's the best is. like when they trick you like oh can you. grab that the gun for me there for a sec. and then you shut the door and they're. like. that's corny that's corny that [ __ ].

that's not corny that's that's like the. the happy ending you know what I mean. not not. that's I would just have like a Hol of. ending like we're all around the. campfire all me and my friends and. family and we're just like saying. campire. song but I feel like that's corny I feel. like that's that always happens wait do. you think my bad go ahead I I would just. want some like one of those where it. like ties every loose end you know what. I mean like that's I those those feel. good no when you you know when you watch. like a series that's like a 10 season.

whatever and then every end is like. character character. you I feel like the best the best one. that did that was How I Met Your Mother. not the very very last episode which one. How I Met Your Mother but what episode. the second last because nobody really. counts the finale cuz it it was like so. no I don't know why they did that I'll. never forgive them for that but like. that show like it was so like. well-crafted throughout the entire show. and for it to like bring like every. piece like even every inside joke they. brought it to like a conclusion I.

remember watching that I was like Wow. and then they're like I was like there's. another episode the finale makes me cry. every time I'm like this is horrendous. it's so well crafted like right that's. you need a tying every loose end that's. how you. end understand like even the side. characters you didn't know would play a. big deal in your life I think I think. one of those would be like I would want. somebody that's kind of a close friend. but not that important in my head but. them tell me something like yo you know. that time you were doing this I actually. did this for you you know that time you.

did this I was doing that for you. because of that I became yeah and then. because of that you were able to do this. and then I would have never realize it. until they told me that [ __ ] that's true. but that you know what that is that's. really like Jesus telling you after you. die like yo you know I did that for you. that for you that for you or or like. another wholesome one where like all the. people that I had maybe like beef with. or like I just had All My Exes in one. room and like the final like we just all. resolve it happily you know what I mean. around the campire you know crazy and. like this goes back to to dreams I used. to have so no I used to have I.

us I used to have dreams where I would. resolve my beef with people really yeah. like mad dreams kind that I feel like I. feel like I'm such a guy where it's just. like like I just get into [ __ ] and for. like no reason sometimes and then like. it's it just bothers me that I'm like. beefing with so like I don't like. feeling unsettled with anybody you know. what I mean so then I start to dream. like that for some reason we become like. friends and like hanging out and then I. wake up and I'm like damn I still hate.

this guy or like he hat me but like it's. weird like I have like this. unresolved I what's that word when. someone leaves you like hanging but it's. like it's it's not fixed like when you. guys break up and [ __ ] just like no. closure closure clure so you would so. you would get closure in your dreams no. yeah yeah kind of like kind of like yeah. I would get closure in my dream but I. will say there there's L like a. underrated feeling is when you get. closure with somebody beefing with when. you squash the beef it feels so good.

good it feels underrated feeling my. therapist says that your dreams is what. your subconscious thinks you need so for. you your subconscious is like oh he. needs this closure so let me yeah so. like if you're like you want to talk to. someone while while they come it's like. your subconscious like this is what I. think they need to see that you're not. getting from the real world like on some. like Cinderella [ __ ] like a dream yo my. dreams are always freaking action though. they I don't know see aist Bud my dreams.

is always like I'm in a war I'm like. fighting is just living in an anime your. entire it cor maybe that's what I need. though maybe in my needs that and the. real world isn't giving it to you that's. why it maybe that's what it is I think I. think like deep down I really really. want that heroic like. Story the real word he's just a boring. ass. podcast dreams is like [ __ ] in my. dreams I'm like the craziest hero is. BR this guy wants to be in a different. world bro that's [ __ ] rewind it back to.

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why wouldn't you want I feel like it's. you showing yourself like your true. desire M yeah but the the real thing is. though I just try to do that [ __ ] in. real life you know what I mean might as. well and that's why you got to watch. Spider-Man rap because that's. car saying we were all in in. it in so go comment go comment uh where. you guys saw us with but yeah goad I got. a lot of comments being like Oh my God. you the Barista and BR I was like yeah I. actually did I was like damn okay yeah.

no guys watch it for real there a lot of. good people all these people I think I. think um next time I have a film um I. really want to just add everybody I know. just even as like a little thing because. it's more fun like that it's more fun. when you can connect with all your. homies and like yo that's you that's you. and then just the inside was so fun. watching it like all of us watching it. like seeing each other you know what I. mean like it was people at the the. theater like yo that's. you and your friends like cheer when. they see. you I don't know if you guys here it.

comes here it. comes I don't know if you guys know like. um you like this dude why you looking. up what I say I forgot what I saying. [ __ ] I forgot bro I don't know here it. comes oh yeah the the what oh no no the. the film like doing the film but um you. know those ones where like you're part. of a YouTube video this is even before.

we started making content or like you. you you had a cousin or somebody that. was in a video and like you searched it. and show all your friends it's that same. feeling it's almost it's so special to. you because that's all you got at that. moment true and but now we kind of lose. that because we're in so much content. we're so used to it that we don't like. realize how excited you know what's. crazy actually not that you mentioned. that before like when when I was in high. school I used to like make like Vlogs. with my buddies just like just to. document like high school life because I. wish I documented more of my high school. life because lowkey that [ __ ] was like.

that was live as [ __ ] right yeah and so. like I remember one time like I didn't. think much of like the Vlogs but I. remember one time one of my friends from. a different friend group was like yo I. want to meet this this guy and this guy. cuz he's so sick in your Vlog I was like. what you want to meet the homies like. it's so weird like you know it like they. become fans of like your friends you. know that's when you put everybody in. like the film it's so it's so sick. because then they become fans of like. the like the squad you know. even I was just thinking about it right. now right before I came on to this I was.

like there's so many like guys in my. classes that probably watch you guys and. they're like yeah no literally cuz a lot. of my guy friends will be like oh my God. your friends with like the jumpers jump. guys whatever I'm like to me I'm like. that's just Carlos and Gavin you know I. me it's not like yo it's so funny. because family members go do that to me. too cuz family members would be like yo. I have a coworker that said he watched. every single episode of your podcast and. this guy's like a grown man like yo they. people watching me like that like no. even like my brother he's not into the. Social Media stuff but he watches. jumpers jump cuz I put him on and yeah.

and every time I'm like with you guys or. whatever he's like oh it's so cool that. you're like friends with people that I'm. a fan of that's [ __ ] just Carlos bro. no literally he's like oh like say this. to him what I was like it's literally. just. Carlos they put they put man on a pet so. do you think the more you climb that. ladder let's say you start meeting. people that are super super important. let's say fing your friends with Elon. Musk or your friends with like Martin. Zuckerberg Drake right do you think it's. the same [ __ ] where it's you become so.

comfortable or is it still that star. effect I feel like it depends on like. your approach with like people right. like if you go to a celebrity and just. like do1 glaze them like yeah I know I. get that no but it's I don't know it's. like would you want to glaze somebody. yeah cuz it's like I have I have people. I look up to and I go up to them you. know like honestly yeah you know what I. mean I think it's like if you're on the. same level as them it's like fine but. when they're like above you I think. you're always going to still be like a. little like whoa but if you're like same. level or they're lower then like a.

celebrity versus like influencer like we. could never just see Drake as like oh. just Drake like but I feel the thing is. though I feel like you have to do that. but even Drake's friends are all like. yes men they would never tell him like. Hey this isn't good I think that's where. social media just [ __ ] us up because. it's like everybody now is either a. celebrity or influencer so it's like the. word glazing especially oh I can't even. say what's up to my boy Carlos no more. cuz that's glaz I know and Toronto is. the worst so right everyone's always. like stop the glazing stop the stop meat.

riding or if you're like just even if. you're just like yo man I love your [ __ ]. I love your content like that's glazing. now it's like bro like let me like. show it's to show love and I hate that. like social media's always like they. always find something to be like corny. yeah or whack why do you think that is. why do you think like people want to. make [ __ ] a problem just haters you know. yeah also like jealousy lowkey cuz. they're like why are you like meat. riding this guy when you should be meat. riding me you know what I mean yeah that. is that might be like they wouldn't.

complain about it if they were in the. other position that's what they want. they're just annoyed that like another. guy is getting all these guys getting. you know what I mean that's a good point. [ __ ] those people cuz if if I see. somebody that's like showing love and. actually appreciating someone like it. makes me feel good I like have you ever. seen someone come up to you and like be. like nice to you and be like glazing no. cuz you're like you know you're the. upper position there so it's only and. it's always only online I think like the. internet is not real tell me like you'll.

see somebody on the [ __ ] Street if. you're like saying hi to your buddy. somebody on the Street's going to be. like oh he's. glaz good question so when before we all. met each other do you think we match the. personality we portrayed online huh oh. like when when I met Carlos for sure you. think so yeah really for sure you know. what's crazy this is like all like um. like a puzzle piece cuz I met knew of. you first I met you first and then you. went on their podcast and then I saw you.

posting about it and then that's how I. found you and then because of you and. like that I found you that it's. a cuz like I was friends with you and. then you were on his podcast L first. actually what we mean so hard linked the. first time I was in Tor remember years. ago and then I remember you were on his. podcast I was like oh this cool so I. watched that episode and then you. weren't on that one it was just them to. and then I started watching a couple. more episodes and then that's you. were yeah that's CRA M matched so I. didn't I didn't exist Sahara wouldn't. have known you guys and now we're all.

here you feel me but but like first. meeting emson the first impression cuz I. knew he was going to be like the The. Fluffy I don't know it's like very. welcoming we met yeah no you know what. you matched right the way you matched. right away so hard didn't match for me. though because I thought she was she was. going to be more mean but right away she. was welcoming so I'm like. okay you Chang though I don't know if it. was just for me though but she was mad. nice to me I was surprised I will say I. was surprised that I was nice or no not. that you were nice you were just very.

like different than what I thought I. remember the first time I met you I was. like nervous I was like I was cuz I. wasn't sure like cuz I think the way you. make your content you're not sure like I. don't know I can't really I I can't. really tell like if it's like what your. person like hard content is. different now I think now my content. matches me but I think back then cuz it. wasn't about me you know and it's crazy. the first time I met you guys was you. pulled to my apartment just like and I. was literally I remember Spencer text me.

being like being like we're with these. like podcast guys like can they come I'm. like who and she was like jumpers jump. and I was like oh my God I was like yeah. go like I was so excited to meet you. guys yeah no it was W yeah that was a w. yeah cuz I think the the impression I. had of you was the old Sahara the old so. so when I when I met you and I looked at. your content that you were making at. that moment I'm like oh okay yeah that's. who she's like but before that's a thing. though cuz now since we live lived on. the internet for quite a bit people have.

certain conceptions of us that don't. really match right now literally my. friends say when they watch my old. content they're like I feel like you. would have bullied me back then like. they literally say like you so mean and. I'm like no I like made I seem tough in. my videos but I was the same like I was. still like just as but now and your. humor your humor was different from mine. so I didn't understand it yet right so. you would make these like little jokes. and I would be like is she making fun of. me or is it just like a joke you know. what I mean but I got used to it I get. it you think humor is the most important. thing to building a relationship it's. part of it you have to have the same.

humor when you don't have to but you. have to understand I feel like you can. make people learn it though no I was. you're right though cuz I think at first. you could think it's kind of weird but. then once you pick up oh that's just how. they joke then that's like fine you know. like like Gavin's like how Gavin is. satire I'm just like I can't tell. sometimes tell Gavin has been stuck on. you and everything you say every time. you say anything he goes off on but. that's love though that's love but even. Gavin was offset by the way I joke. around at first how wait how like what I. don't know like bro like I remember I.

started joking around and then Gavin's. just like I just remember he was just. always like off whenever I said a joke. he's like what like. something reactions though like um Emoji. it felt like I always said stuff out of. pocket you're very Emoji but to be fair. I do say a lot of out of pocket stuff so. I I totally understand ex oh you do say. things really randomly but he gets it. now and like he doesn't react like that. exactly cuz I I get it you know I. actually remember that the time we went. thrift shopping you meet Don I remember.

you kept saying weird things I was like. I'm not going to lie I was no I just was. like he's not really matching the way. that we're Jing no no no I will say I. will say the first time I hung out with. a heart I was like low key yeah the vibe. was kind of. weird you're just saying that now cuz I. said it no I I promise you I promise you. I'm just letting it out because you. finally said it first no D and I were. both like what the [ __ ] would just Happ. what the [ __ ] cuz I also didn't like. cuzz then I think I only cuz I only knew.

Sahar you didn't know like I did but. like I talked to you like you know what. I mean I didn't really talk to her so. when you uh you brought her it was like. not that it was unexpected cuz you. already told me beforehand she was going. to come but I was like okay well I know. Sara's energy but I'm not really sure. about her so now I be like that though. cuz when you don't know everybody in the. friend group you kind of have to like. build your way through you know how have. like certain energies with different. friends like that's why it's hard like. mix friends like you have a certain. Dynamic with people on start D with. these on that you're like oh my God you. know what I mix all my friends though.

yeah I mix my friends too but it was it. was like something I had to like figure. out but there wasn't enough time to. figure out I got you fam when we went to. LA and it was Don and uh Sahar I was. scared to say [ __ ] cuz I thought that. Don and Sahar would like make fun of me. you know I yeah cuz I wasn't ready yet. you know what I mean I I wasn't used to. that that's not in a bad way you just. don't know yet like if you're getting. used to one person that's different. because then you can kind of find like. an intimate thing between you two but.

finding one thing between three people. and you barely know each other very it's. hard when there's two people who already. have like a relationship and like a and. Don and I have such like a high energy. like friendship like we're crazy. together like you already have your. insiders and Stu right yeah no we were. cracking jokes left and right and I. could tell he was trying to join in. on just getting okay also not going to. lie the joke the jok the jokes you were. saying fam the jokes you were saying it. was kind of like out of pocket and I.

didn't know how far out the pocket I. should go cuz I know I can get there I. know I can come straight out the pocket. you know but I just don't know how bad. it I can go till it's weird you know. what I mean to cross the line I was. scared to you seeing where we were. putting the line cuz I don't know how. far they go I don't know you have to. like we go far exactly you got to dip. your feet in the water but you can't. start swimming yeah I get that. understand have you guys ever tried. joining another friend group that you. weren't a part of I've done that a few.

times I've like paved the way so I was. able to some you know what I mean cuz. during like first year uni I did that a. lot cuz a lot of my friends didn't have. my classes and [ __ ] and a lot of people. click up like quick time cck up quick. yeah click up quick time so what I did. what I had to do to survive I had to. freaking yeah like no literally to. survive because everybody's like clicked. up together I had to find a way in by. one person you have to start with one. person start with one and they kind of.

introduce you to the squad and then boom. all of a sudden I'm part of a friend. group yeah my first date with my girl. was me it was a fam she brought her. whole Squad with her and it was just me. that's. intimidating me vers four people so I I. they had their inside jokes I had to. talk it out I'm like yo what is going on. right now am I doing good or not only. guy too you're the only guy too and the. girls talk I know after you left that. they were going. no even at the thing they were giving me. mean looks no even this is something.

that just happened to me I was um with. these two guys for like an assignment. thing that we were doing and I've never. really like talked to them properly this. is my first time like properly sitting. down like talking with them and we like. talked outside and I was like okay I got. to go and then as I walked away the. first thought that PO in my head I was. like are they talking about me right now. like is that going to you think about. that I never I've never thought that. before but that was the first time that. it popped in my head were they friends. they were friends yeah like I feel like. if you don't usually think about that. but now you do then maybe Crush one of. them. no she took a second she took.

a but I thought was the first time I was. like damn they could be if if those were. girls 100 billion per that's what have. as soon as we left hanging out with you. do girls actually do that like yeah. girls always do that this the debrief. right after yeah the bathroom trp. especially if you're like the minority. in it like if there's one guy like if. it's like if it was like me and a girl. and then you guys like probably not do. you know what I mean but if it was like. me Don mson yeah yeah yeah you would you.

would he we we vied with you we just. after mson dipped that link up they like. yo we didn't say we just said it was oh. was a little the vibe was a little weird. and you agreed it was kind of weird I. agree in my head I was just like what. the [ __ ] just happened I know the [ __ ]. no but I feel like every group has that. though do you think if I came with you. that day we would all be friends it. would have well we stayed friends it. wasn't like we stopped being friends. I think if you came like be a little bit.

different but like I don't know cuz then. now we have to get used to like three. people you're really high energy too and. it's like me and Don were high energy. you would have been high energy and then. m is just trying to like catch up with. it you know what I mean word no energy. though maybe maybe after you get used to. them get used to the people I don't know. let me put blast I think 's like me We. like match energy we can be chill we can. be chill met Carlos it feels like I've. known this guy for already like five. years yeah yeah facts but I did I didn't.

know Carlos I think no we did know he. long you were first actually when you. before even jumpers yo cuz we go Studios. he was my first model or my second model. something like that I was the first and. then I remember the the way I like. rediscovered this guy cuz I didn't. technically know his name I just knew. weo Studios I knew them right and then. next thing you know like I see like. jumpers jump I was like oh [ __ ] let me. like follow these guys on Instagram and. then it says I already follow Carlos I. was like who is this guy why do I.

already follow him and why does he. follow me and then I look at our. messages we already have like a text. thread and it's because of like the wo. Studio socks that's so cool look at that. good first impressions though M that. that that's like that thing the the. episode people come back later in and. then you know tie that thread type of. [ __ ] no like when we were in La the one. that was really welcoming that I was. like oh [ __ ] was Esther when she came up. to us I was. like like like energy fam like holy [ __ ]. feel no she's super like when I met her.

too she said she used to watch my videos. so she was like excited to meet me but. she was so like and especially it's like. intimidating for like I don't at least. you guys had each other when I went it. was like just me and I was like oh my. God I was just meeting like I kind of. knew we talk like kind of knew vet like. but I didn't know Jeremy and Esther at. all so I was like so [ __ ] scar into. that yeah but it was really fun yeah. that's different cuz you do a lot of. your stuff by yourself I mean you too. cuz me and Gavin whenever we walk into a. building it's like you yeah it would. probably be us two so you always have. someone with you so if it gets awkward. like I know Carlos can say something or.

if he can't say I'll and you can like. read off each other to to see like if. he's oh and yeah that's facts like if we. do meet some like weird person we have. bad energy about we'll give it. other we know we know what it is you. know who was the one of the I think one. of the best like meetups like after like. not knowing each other Josh and Denzel. for me oh yeah was the craziest one it. felt like like I've knew them for like. longer than this guy yo that's why. that's why I have them around because. this just like energy and you have to. find those people in your life because.

those are the people that will bring you. the right energy people around what I. mean it's almost like um this like this. uh Mario Party game where you collect. [ __ ] it's like once you have one it's. easier to collect others that's so hard. with all your cousins like when when. you're there you know all your cousins. are there. too that's so funny literally at my. birthday parties my friends are always. like why did I meet like 20 of your. cousins like everyone oh I'm s's cousin. and she's like how many cousins are here. like. yeah that's it's I really do believe too. that like you are who you like surround.

yourself with what's that thing it's. like you are like seven people you're. closest to or something you're the. average of the five closest people. you're they that yeah so like let's say. like the five closest people you're. around you're you're like a blend. between all five of those that's why. people say like like let go of what no. no longer serves you because like if you. hold on to like dead plants and stuff. like that dead weight then you become. that and you know they say like if. you're um you know how when you're like. when you make friends you like start. picking up like a different slang and.

like you start talking you pick up a. phrase that they said and you start. apparently it's like your brain it's. like treating it like you're learning. another language it's like that it's. like it's a language to you it's like. it's your way to adapt you know because. it's like it's like almost a survival. skill let's say you're in like a. territory that like you're you're not. accustomed to like let's say you're just. thrown in like Japan you have to learn. Japanese you have to like learn their. culture to adapt and survive in that. country and it's it's kind of like the. same with your friends like the way you. like enter a friend group you have to. learn how to adapt to like be.

comfortable with them you know what I. mean that's why like yeah it's like. weird at first when like we first meet. but then like once we start getting. accustom to each other's like humor like. our our like just whatever like little. mannerisms then then it's it's solid. this is how I know I'm super comfortable. with someone cuz I I don't I hate this. but silence so if I can sit in a room. with you like the mutual between between. me and Sahara leaves like Carlos leaves. and I can just be in a room with Sahara. and we'll just like just not say. anything but we're comfortable that. means like yeah cuz when you're not.

comfortable it's like oh my God this. so like like when we LA and you left I'm. like oh now I'm with Sahara I don't. really know her you're the the mutual. with her now I have to think I don't. know there would. probably like it's like that should I. say something yeah should I say. something or should I not you know what. I. mean you know what though I never think. about other people's feelings in that. moment. Carlos this guy thinks about his you. know you lit I'm not lie Carlos thinks. he's the main character in an anime and.

that's all he revolves like I don't care. what anyone else thinks I'm the main one. here like no like if you think about it. that way cuz cuz that cuz then you won't. really worry type [ __ ] cuz I overthink. enough if I started thinking about that. [ __ ] that's that's even more on top of. you can't like worry about other people. I can't worry yeah I have to worry about. myself already there's no way I'm. worrying about every that's a good trait. though that's a good tradeit sometimes. it's a it's good it's a good thing to. have like even your in inner monologue. like I found out that like I think it. was 30% or 70% don't have in inner you.

guys think in sentences like okay me too. yeah like I got Amanda in my head yeah. exactly is it a different voice or is it. your voice it's my voice I think it's my. voice I think it's weird if it's someone. else's voice it's not your voice no I'm. playing no and there some people they. crazy that's F like they can't imagine. like an apple in their head like they. can't put the picture together like if I. told you to think of an apple like what. kind of picture can you make can you. make abouted about our first podcast. yeah that's real a Fantasia. Theory but I can I can't think of a.

perfect Apple in my head that's crazy. should be though I feel like that's. normal no some people can't normal to. not be able to do that some people don't. have a dialogue some people can't make. images in their head it's just thought. yeah it's hard to explain because we. don't go through it yeah it just happens. I'm curious what would happen like if we. have neuralink and [ __ ] and then we can. show each other's thoughts like how do. you how do you put a thought I would be. trying mad hard not to think about like. certain things I'm like don't think M up. cuz I remember reading this comic book. and it was um it was like an X-Men comic.

book and it was with Spider-Man in it. and he was meeting up with like the the. the girl that can read minds and [ __ ]. he's like don't don't think about me. naked and then and then Peter Parker was. like oh [ __ ] I'm like oh [ __ ] oh [ __ ]. already a yeah cuz you said that now. they're always thinking about it yeah. yeah yeah but it's something like. imagine imagine you can show it to other. people would it show as a video what. what would it show as you know what I. mean cuz how do you show your thoughts. would it feel how does it play to you. does it play to you as like a would it.

just I feel like wouldn't it play like. if you were thinking about your own. memory like it would just play like that. in your head oh that's crazy so it would. play you in that person's body you would. yeah like that's what I think it would. be that's the way I thought it would be. would be like a you connected to a TV or. something yeah like it it was just like. a screen like everything you saw in it. but that doesn't make sense either cuz I. feel like like I'm built an apple Vision. SC but I feel like our thoughts are kind. of overlays or no you guys think like. that it is overlays yeah no there's like. layers it's like when you trying not. it's like when you try not to think. about something so you layer more. thoughts on top but you're still.

thinking about it even even if it's in. the back of your head it's still playing. in the it's in the Deep like bottom part. like you can feel the the aura of that. thought still yeah like it's still. that's why when someone says like oh. don't think you're naked you can think. about like a thousand things but you're. still thinking yeah because you said. that now you're stuck on it's like when. you're playing like the YouTube video. with the Subway Surfers on top with like. a GTA video on the side that's so funny. I swear that's like ADHD no that is. that's ADHD wait do you have some ADHD I. feel like. I do I do yeah I do I I I'm not. diagnosed but I feel like I have it I'm.

not diagnosed but I'm 100% positive but. and I was contemplating getting. diagnosed but I heard that adol kills. your sense of humor and I was not ready. for that we. me wait do you take adol no not you do. okay some people I've heard people say. that it numbs your humor like you get a. more numb I say like when you use it. you're kind of like zombie mode it. depends on like what you take makes yeah. sorry sorry because it's just like it's. I feel like ADHD is just like a symphony. of ideas that you haven't put together. yet you know it's just a bunch of. instruments playing but you you're like.

the the the Maestro trying to put into. like make a song but you can't really. it's just a bunch of stuff like playing. all together word that's what it's like. huh my friend sent me this video and it. was like a real life like what it's like. to all the time and then I was like. watching that and I was like you don't. think like that like that's not like. when I was watching was yeah like so so. it's constant voice is it like not. voices but just constant different. thoughts. yeah it's like what say about the layers. it's like random it's like oh I drink. water should I drink water I'm kind of.

thirsty oh is there a dishwasher but. then there's like a song playing in the. background I don't I don't have ad ADHD. is very like there's a lot so much like. I can't like finish I have such a hard. time doing like one task because I'll be. like oh wait let me do this quickly and. then I'm like oh wait let me do this now. and I was like wait the first thing and. then I go back to that it's like it's. very crippling I will say like it's. technically labeled as a disability. really really yeah that's why you can. get benefits for it but like oh [ __ ]. but like yeah it's very crippling. sometimes like if it's bad like it. really hinders like your lifestyle you.

know because if you can't if like let's. say like it's just so overload imagine. just having like 10 YouTube videos like. playing at the same time you get like. over stimulated and then that's when. like people like kind of like like crash. down and like burn out because and then. they can't do anything about it they. just like stay in metal whenever I get. too overwhelmed and there's too much. going I immediately shut down like I. just can't do anything like I'm liter. like I can't do any of this like you. have something to like um like medit do. you like count to 10 or something cuz I. know man's that count to 10 I I I. literally just have to like step away.

from everything for a second like I. can't do like it literally gets so like. it's over stimulated yeah and it's like. a thing cuz I have a problem with like. being late all the time and that's like. an ADHD thing is like you have a bad. perception of time and you think that. you can get things done faster than you. actually can and then so yeah it's like. you don't realize like all these. hindrances that you're putting yourself. does time move slow or fast for you I. feel like time moves pretty fast it. moves so fast I always think I can do. this in 15 minutes hell no I can what. about when you're working out yeah not. when I'm on the go slow yeah yeah depend.

actually yeah now that you say it I feel. like when you work out it really like. slow slows down a bit it slows down or. it's like even if you look at the clock. it's slow but it's like if you're not. thinking about the clock that's just. kind of fast or when you're holding a. plank and you're like okay how is it not. been a minute yet yeah actually so when. you're thinking about time it's slow but. when you're not thinking about time it's. fast because you're like visualizing and. you're hoping it for it to pass cuz I. think our perception of time is actually. like. faster than we think but when we like. focus on it too hard then we're like we.

say so we stay so like stagnant and slow. it's like when you always like it's like. that's like kind of like what anxiety is. like when you're thinking about stuff. that hasn't happened yet and like it. feels like life isn't like moving on you. know what I mean cuz you keep thinking. about time and for it to pass like. quicker and faster I feel like if. there's no time I probably wouldn't. sleep for two days not going to lie like. I think I would just stay up time froze. or something no if there was no if. there's no like concept of time there's. like no measurement there's no. measurement like you would see the sun. just go up and down and [ __ ] I feel like.

I just wouldn't sleep well have you seen. those videos of like trapped in like a. white room for like however long and. it's just like a completely white room. and it's just always like that 247 jail. fam that's yeah like like the insane a. sign like people do those challenges. like can you like see your perception of. time through that like what would happen. if you like trapped yourself in there. how for how many days could you last I. feel like it would it would feel like. month like how long if they were like. tell us when you think it's been one day. yeah you get. it yeah it's like that one Vsauce video.

they like did it and then he didn't like. know he thought it was like 3 weeks but. it's only been like [ __ ] one day oh. [ __ ] and and they they sleep less. because it's always always bright in the. room that's [ __ ] up and so like they. think they've slept for like 3 hours but. really they took a 10-minute nap damn no. I think if I if I had no idea what time. like no way to find it I think I would. think like it's been like a year and. it's only been like one day y so would. you take that jail pill you heard about. the jail Pill N where you can live your. sentence instead of doing it physically.

mentally so they they'll put you in a in. a scenario that will feel like 3 months. but it will just be like mentally that's. some Black Mirror stuff is that a real. thing they're working on it kind of yeah. that is much right I don't that's what a. coma like a coma you still have the time. so you'll still have you know you you'll. still have three years live it out. within like an hour or something but. it's going to feel like but it's going. to feel like 3 months for you that's. crazy it feel wouldn't that be pretty. much the same though to you because it. would kind of be the same honestly. mentally wouldn't you be so happy when.

you're back though and be like wow I. didn't waste all that time right. honestly I feel like if you can forget. about it and like it doesn't linger too. hard then yeah but if it makes it linger. where it feels like real time that. passed then I feel like it wouldn't. really matter you know what I mean well. it's going to feel real but realistic if. think about you're either going to like. regardless you're doing the sentence. it's either you actually wasted those. three years or true wasted them mentally. and you're fine and you're back to. normal you know if regardless you're. living the sentence you might as well.

pop back to your youth after that you. guys have any uh true crime stories for. us I do do you guys have you guys had. stuff where you've like seen a ghost or. anything no yeah or where you think you. saw a ghost okay this is my one story. that forever I never understood what. happened with this okay so at my old. apartment when I was living there in. college we had you'd walk in and it was. like glass you could see like the lobby. whatever and there was three elevators. okay and above all the elevators there. was the floor that the elevator was on. so you could always see where it was.

this is like a dorm uh no no it was just. like an apartment like some random. apartment but so I remember me and my. roommate at the time we were walking in. and there was this woman there I didn't. see her face I didn't see she had a dog. with her the dog wasn't barking nothing. but she had a dog I remember what she. was wearing to she was wearing like a. red coat she was standing she was like. older woman not too old but like older. and like so I walk in and like as we're. like walking in the door she like walks. into the elevator and you know it's like. if you see someone behind you and. they're about to walk in like hold the. elevator for them kind of thing so she. didn't hold it she let it close right as.

we walked in and then I go and hit the. button so she walked in the door closes. and then I go and hit the button and. then the elevator didn't move nothing so. I was just kind of thinking to myself. like this is going to be awkward like we. we all we know that she knows that like. she let the elevator close on us like. whatever we walk it no one's in there no. one is in the elevator and then the. elevator didn't move it didn't move it's. still on the same floor it was on the. exact same floor it was literally the. door closed 1 second later I hit the. button it opened up she wasn't in there. yeah so and then the next couple of days.

every time my roommate went in the. elevator the buttons would start like. lighting up and. that's and she was like I don't know she. was like Snap like sending me videos of. being like what's going on what's going. on like it was literally the next time. she went the elevator the buttons like. were all misplaced lighting up and stuff. and I was like that was the one time. where I was like what was that she. teleported cuz what did like and there's. cameras in there too so I'm like what. did the cameras see got asked for the. did you see for the footage no we didn't. because we didn't we like didn't want to. know yeah what was that like cuz she. walked in the it closed I hit the button.

it opens up she's gone is a older woman. you said yeah like not was was it. instant though or like gave it time. instant instant instant cuz I was going. to say maybe she just went up and down. so you remembered what she was wearing. right yes did she wear something from. this generation like this era or was it. some older type of clothing it was just. like a red coat she was just wearing a. big red coat and like red coat is weird. though I feel like that's so like. prominent no one wears like a red yeaha. red coat and then the white dress or. like Top Hat you know like it's such.

prominent the back of her I remember it. was like she had like a short hair like. like brunette short hair red like a. bobcut type of thing kind of like a like. you know how like older women kind of. like shave their heads a little bit it. was like that kind of vibe and like just. a red coat a red coat and she had a. little brown like Chihuahua situation. but the dog didn't make dog the dog. didn't make any noise it didn't bark it. didn't do anything it just that's weird. it just went into the elevator the door. closes like literally she walked in the. door closed I hit the button the same. one opens up no one's in there nothing.

was in there and I'm like that's Fu i l. we me and my roommate walked in and we. both were like what just happened cuz we. were both like like we were silent the. rest of the elevator ride we like it. wasn't even that old I think it was. older but not like ancient old so I was. like what the was that wait so when you. were in the elevator and you were. looking at the buttons and it. automatically or like when we first went. in it was fine it was the next time that. we went in the elevator time the button. started going. in front of me y I'm I'm leaving moving. out we were silent the rest of the.

elevator we were like the fact that you. even stayed in the elevator kind of like. you stay we didn't know we like got in. like before we could we were like in. shock we were like we were we were Lally. like we both saw her go in here right. like it wasn't just like I was like am I. tripping like no we were like we were. just trying to be like did we see her. come in here like what happened like. literally was like she walked my. roommate walked in the elevator first. and then like I went in after and when I. as soon as I walked in she was just like. what I think the fact that she had a. witness. too if it was me I would have thought.

what does a red goat mean. though she probably like lived there at. one point maybe if that was a spirit she. probably like Liv there she used to walk. her dog cuz it was a family it was a. family building a lot of older people. families and stuff yeah kind of makes. sense but I was just like so confused I. was like cuz if I if my friend wasn't. there I definitely would have gaset. myself and just been like no you just. saw something like whatever but like we. tried to play out every scenar we like. could she have gone to the second floor. and come back no words like nothing it. was just silent she didn't even look at.

us it was like she was standing at the. El like. she's we walk in she's I just see her. back she doesn't even like move she just. walks straight into the elevator with. her dog and then the door closes I hit. the button ackowledge you guys at all at. all at. all this is so dumb what are they. giggling about over here okay this is. just so dumb but it was just a random. thought what if like in that instant she. just like the door closed she's like I. want to [ __ ] with her and she like. climbed up the. ceiling and she's just hiding from you.

what about the dog the Ninja Tur do the. Ninja Turtle. [ __ ] like this and then all she sees is. s like panicking like was that and she's. like that's [ __ ] stupid and then she. like goes to the technician that same. thing like yo can you [ __ ] out the. buttons for me. like it's all the whole time you're. trying to fing that would be an A1 prank. no I. would to if if if I was living that I. would want a guy like a cameraman yo. it's just a prank so like I can just.

gasl myself yeah that was just a prank. oh that's a good question so let's say. you knew somebody that was so [ __ ]. traumatized by something yeah a way to. help them would to play it off as a that. would be a crazy movie would that be. like some kind of like shudder Island. yeah that's like shudder Island type. [ __ ] so so what they experienced was. real but to make you not believe it was. real we just made another prank yeah. like. that's a f it was never that's a crazy. movie yeah but. realistically did happen well we're just.

trying to help you cuz you turn crazy. that's an act of love that's an act of. love to do for someone to I thought you. were going with it was like oh if he. gets scared by the ghost like you scare. him again no no no no he's already. traumatized you R traumatized it's like. it's like that episode of like I Carly. where like Sam or like Freddy sees like. the spider the the chain email and Sam. just keeps [ __ ] with him oh just the. whole time it just but the first time. she just got lucky look at him savior.

trying to make it like a good thing and. you're trying to be the villain here he. said let's traumatize him more I think I. think if I had a homie like that and. they're really really afraid of. something maybe I would try it what like. to to like if they're prank them into. helping them yeah but you know it's like. they say like sometimes you lie out of. love like you tell them something that. they they need to hear rather than what. they the truth is like that's like that. too have you ever did something like. very very serious about that like you. you save Somebody by a lie oh [ __ ].

something not I don't think I ever not. like too extreme but something like if. my friends are really overthinking. something like you know what I mean like. relationships like I'll tell them like. 100% it's going to be fine like 1,000%. I'm confident you're going to even if I. know that they might not be okay I just. say it so that just for that second they. can like be like if she's so sure that. like this is going to be fine it's going. to be fine even though that I'm probably. not thinking it's going to be fine you. know what it's kind of like it's like. when your mom told you like told you. like didn't tell you about the basement. purposely like she lied to you about it.

to save you that's a good example like. it's hard because like it's hard for the. person lying to like hold it for the. rest of their lives you know what I mean. to not let you know I feel like that. would like Eat You Alive mhm depending. on what it is and know it's harder on. the person who has to keep the secret. 1,00% it's like people would like it is. harder I think it is harder even with my. basement thing my mom was always like. I'd always get so stressed out whenever. you guys would go down there like she. was like I never like she was like I'd. always get so nervous whenever cuz you. guys loved staying in the basement so.

much but like she's like but I couldn't. tell you that it was like what did she. see she just said the she could feel the. energy in there like she just said she. didn't see anything she had something. happened too she like slept there once. slept in the basement once and then got. like really sick and like threw up in. the night and stuff like yeah so it was. like it was something like that my dad. always had really bad dreams sleep. paralysis in there my brother and I. always had really bad dreams and there I. had the spider thing happen like all the. dreams bro it kind of reminds me of like. that scenario in like The Last of Us. spoilers where like there's this. community where they're starving and.

then they think that they're eating like. deer and stuff but they're actually. eating humans oh that's or have you seen. that one episode of Black Mirror where. it's like this war thing and like these. uh people they have these like glasses. on or something it's like the the. soldiers and stuff and then they're. going around like shooting all these. like alien Goblin things whatever but. then something happens and they're like. goggs get taken away and it's like they. were just killing civilians like normal. civilians and kid and it's kind of like. the same idea of like people getting. brainwashed into thinking like this. group of people like it's like it's just.

innocent people that you were just. brainwash that's kind of like that's. what scares me about like neuralink cuz. like what if they just like hack into. your brain and show you a totally. different perception of what you think. is you know they change your reality. yeah like you think you could be like. killing like some evil guy just because. like there's like a war but really like. you're just killing like innocent people. you know what I mean that's F every day. you think you're hanging out with your. girlfriend T the neural link off fam. it's Carlos the whole time. yo that's [ __ ] yo man imagine like. Carlos recording the whole podcast.

jumpers jump turns the Nal link off. Gavin never existed you're just talking. to yourself that's why people are tuning. in because like they think. it's talking to yourself no something I. always think about is I'm like if you. were insane you wouldn't know like if. you were crazy like you would never. yourself know and like you because of. the way you perceive things you might. think that you're normal and everyone. interacts with you like you're normal. but like in reality you're not seeing. that you're crazy everyone sometimes too. like what if I'm in like a Truman Show. type scenario like everyone around me is.

just an actor yeah and like I think. about that bro they're just pretending. yeah I always think about the simulation. [ __ ] where it's like yo this could just. be playing it's and then and then after. I'm somebody else I'm just watching the. Carlos movie yeah that's so Fu like are. you actually you or are you just. watching someone else's film yeah I'm. not watching Carlos like the game or. what if this is the dream the Carlos the. game this is the dream and the in Carlos. this is what he wants and you're you're. the he's about to overthink you're the.

dream no yo for there's this concept. that really [ __ ] me up it was um like. okay okay this is a great example so. let's say let's say you want to accept. something let's say there's a. Temptation and let's say the Temptation. is you getting nural link and you. becoming into a simulation right that. possibility of it but you accepting it. or saying that it could be a possibility. and you like saying okay yeah maybe I. might do it gives it the re gives the. reality a check mark on that okay it.

could happen and since the world is you. know Everlasting or ever I guess so many. different um what do you call it like. Pathways M infinite path like infinite. Pathways it makes that one real and that. will happen if that made sense I know. something I just saw sorry I just. remember I saw it last night it was this. thing and it was like what if the reason. why you want it so badly is cuz future. you has it yeah so and when I saw that I. was like that's crazy that is crazy like.

maybe that's why we like like want. something so bad cuz I think about that. so much because there's so many times. and I think that's what manifestation is. too I was just going to say that you. feel it you feel it already because you. accepted it creating the reality that. you would have it no and you always. noticed too like um the people who are. really really Negative they like create. the reality like their situation is so. bad because they're so they make it yeah. and then I see people who are like. really positive and like good things. keep happening to them because they're. so positive and like even I don't know. if you guys have had times where like. maybe you're feeling really negative and.

then you try like force yourself to have. like a different mindset and like speak. positive and then everything starts. getting better like the more you just. like speak the good stuff it's like. crazy I I do that when I'm sick so when. I when I'm sick I tell myself I'm not. sick and then I I start getting better. like right away really yeah damn I feel. those sometimes I feel those it's I I. feel like it happens to me more so in. like a dire need like when I'm ask like. I really need something or ask for. something then I think maybe like. subconsciously I just start Paving the. way to to get to that point but I don't.

know if it's me programming myself to. pave the way to be at that point or I'm. shifted to a reality where that point. exists and now I'm on that pathway you. know what mean do you have deja vu all. the time yeah yeah cuz I I believe that. Deja Vu are checkpoints so like remember. we were at the casino and then we have. we put all our money on black right and. I already had Deja Vu that we were. supposed to be there and whenever I have. Deja Vu I was like oh it's good we're. supposed to be here actually sick I've. never thought of it as like a checkpoint. yeah so it's like I know that I already. told Carlos 100% we're winning this boom.

it landed on black you know have you. guys heard that it's like uh Deja vu's. like your parallel universe is like. colliding like in that exact moment you. guys did the exact same thing and then. you both did different things after that. that's actually crazy like it just. clicks they they say like it's the. checkpoint you died so you died but you. respawned at that you know what's. actually crazy the one time that I. vividly had it and that's crazy if it. matches up with what you're saying so it. was at my it was at my old apartment and. I was with my brother and we' went to.

this convenience store and then we were. walking down this like dark alley thing. and then as we're walking down I was. like and we were like talking about a. certain like I was talking about like. work he was talking about work and as. soon as we both said it I literally was. like haven't we done this before I was. like we walked this alley and like had. this exact conversation and he's like. sorry this is my first time at your. apartment I don't know what you're. talking about and then I was like what. the hell but like a creepy alley what if. died there and like respawned there. that's what I'm saying yeah that's alley.

on some Mario [ __ ] like you just damn. that that would that would make a lot of. sense if it was like a respawn point. because that's such a important moment. you know what I mean like why why you. why would you think about it again yeah. and it it be the [ __ ] that's not even. important you know like you're just just. doing random stuff like your homie. talking about some [ __ ] and then. you're like eating something and you're. like wait we've done this already we've. done exactly this or I felt this feeling. before for you know what I mean but it. always feels as if you're in a dream. that's what it feels like I know what I.

know what she means it just like shakes. I don't know how to describe like when. it happened to me I was like like it. kind of like shook me a bit where I was. like what the [ __ ] I was like we really. did this that's why I feel like deja vu. and like dreams have like some sort of. like connection to them you know what I. mean like have you ever thought dreams. like it's such a it's so similar to. where it's like subconscious and it. feels very like not real I think you. probably dreamt of something yeah you. probably dreamt of something and it. actually happened that's probably that. might be what it is the scientific. reasoning for sure yeah can we talk. about that in between stage of like when.

you're awake and then you're like. falling asleep and you're like in. paralysis like no when you're I guess. when you're no no when you're like on. the way to Dreamland like that's actual. projection you're talking about yes cuz. the way I was talking about this with my. friend the other day like you know when. you're like slowly falling asleep and. then you think like oh my arm's in this. position but then for like a second you. click into your normal reality like wait. no it's not or like you think I'm. texting this person I'm going to text. this person this and you think you're. doing it and then you realize you're. like no I'm not I'm literally just I get. that what I'm talking about all the time. I get that all the time it's like when. you're awake but your body's not yet.

like you're falling asleep but then you. have like milliseconds where you go back. into your normal body for a second. you're like oh wait no no I'm not doing. that but then you keep going it's like. you're in this floaty Aira yo I have. that and it's always me trying to wake. up and I would wake up and do something. but that's not what I actually did yeah. you're and then you realize you're like. no my body's like in the you feel your. body like how it is and you're like oh I. didn't I wasn't doing that I didn't. actually move but I dreamt I moved. during school all the time like I would. wake up for school cuz I used to be so. anxious to wake up for school cuz I. would always be late so then I would.

wake up for school get ready for school. check my phone as soon as I check my. phone I'd like wake up and then I'd be. like wait I didn't even do that yet or. like have you guys ever been like like. at a sleepover like had someone sleeping. around you or like you're falling asleep. in a group of people like watching a. movie whatever and then you feel like. you're dreaming and then you start doing. something and then you're like oh wait. I'm around people like what if they're. seeing me do this and then you realize. like no I'm not moving does that make. sense wait what one more time. so you're in that like in you're in that. like Dreamland area where you're like. going into your dream world and so.

you're starting to do things cuz you're. starting to dream but you're not fully. asleep yet so you're starting a dream so. in your dream you're like doing things. but then you're like around people and. then your real life body is like wait. you're moving like other people are. going to see you like doing things in. your sleep but then you realize you're. not actually moving so you're falling. asleep in front of people like if I'm. like I'm saying like if we're like. having as sleepover or something and. like I'm falling asleep and I'm in that. in between stage and then I think I'm. doing something and then my real body's. like oh my God that's weird that. everyone's going to see you doing that. weird thing but then you realize you're. not actually moving like you think.

you're like you I don't fall asleep in a. lot in front of people I don't fall. asleep people you guys don't have. sleepovers like before but even when I. fall asleep with like the boys that a. sleepover I'm usually up because I just. can't you're never thinking like oh my. God I'm doing this or like I think my. body just rejects like sleeping like. being vulnerable in front of people like. that it's like has a safety thing so it. won you know what I think that that's. that's a lot of thinking though it's. like a survival thing right that's a lot. thinking like oh [ __ ] my body's doing. this but I don't know if I'm doing. that's a lot of think for me I don't. know what it is every time I'm falling. asleep I keep jumping in between like my.

real body and like my Falling Away into. body on the way to astral projection but. you're not completely there yet like I I. don't know how to describe it I feel. like I'm like floating out of my body a. little bit have you Asal proed I know. what does that mean oh I've never I've. never done astral Pro astral projection. is pretty much taking your spirit out of. your body and entering this other. dimension which they call astral Realm. God and that's what they say is yeah. that's what they say is kind of the. dream realm right now my homie xandy was.

pretty much explaining to me that him. and his boy what they would do is say if. we ever fall into astr projection by. accident we have to meet up in the same. place cuz apparently if you if if you. guys go even if it you guys dreamt at. different times the Astro realm doesn't. work on our time it doesn't work you. guys would still pull up all there yeah. you you would still be there if you plan. to do it so if I said yo meet me meet me. at Jack aers I'm going be there in the. astr realm but I I slept like last week. and you slept like another week you.

could still see each other did it work. when you guys did it I never did it but. but my homie was talking about it I. don't yeah no go ahead I don't think. I've astral projected properly but I've. been in that in between cuz I feel so. weird when I'm like falling asleep cuz I. keep going in between being like I think. I'm doing this but then for a second I. remember what I'm actually doing like my. real body kind shock yourself back into. reality yeah I think yeah it freaks me. out sometimes I think I'm doing things I. get scared to accidentally ashle project. because ever since like I remember. people telling me like before like if.

you do it you can't like wander off too. far you don't let your spirit wander off. too far somebody else can take your body. it's dangerous that's like the whole PR. that's the whole premise of Insidious is. like he Ash projected out of his body a. dark Spirit was let in oh my gosh crazy. I se I seen some video when some person. Astro projected and then she grew. another mole and that's how she knew. that uh she some that's that's like. reality. yeah damn it's Fu it's pretty scary. that's why I try not to do it ever since. I heard that like I don't really like I.

didn't know try to even Explore that. realm yeah people say Tom Holland did it. yeah that's why he why so cuz he. manifested his maned life so he he. manifested him becoming Spider-Man he. manifested him dating Zena and he. manifested him working with um Jake. Gillen so people said that okay he what. he did he probably just like went into. the Astro realm and to go into the the. body of him in the reality where that's. scary bro I believe it because he his. predictions were so specific and he did.

everything you know what's interesting. though what if somewhere in Asher real. is the other Gavin the other Sahara the. other mson that you took the better body. in the better reality and then they want. to fight you for it and then what if you. get trapped in the other reality that's. like um us yeah pretty. much what if like we resist going back. because the one that's in us right now. is like like I'm not trying to let the. other one like get. the were originally the one that was. gone Oh that's oh that's.

[Applause]. scary I hate that movie I hate that. movie cuz it's not it's not we the we're. the bad that's why you're being like I. don't want to do it anymore cuz your. other one is waiting. there. is i g myself to think I'm the one bro. yo that's crazy I was in Prime bro yeah. that one's that one's scary bro no cuz. you know especially like we all change. so much we go through certain traumas. and everything changes like what if. that's when the the new ones come in the.

new version [ __ ] man like what if we. stuttered because like we're still. getting used to English yo cuz. some yo I'm serious like what like what. if us like you know how like us like she. couldn't speak the for a while never. know CU cuz my theory before was um like. I said the the game theory where it's. the Carlos game different people can. pick up the controller but Carlos in the. game is still Carlos right like if you. if you play GTA and then you play as. like Lester Lester is still Lester he.

knows he's Lester so if we're being. controlled from something else we still. think we're we're just we think we're. still it's the same program it's the. same exactly that's crazy same coding is. a different player yeah and maybe that's. why sometimes you do things where you're. like I why did I do that like why what. would make me do that you know someone. else is controlling it you feel. different C different days your hair. doesn't feel right certain days. that's crazy you feel like your clothes. don't fit the same way okay bro you're. just getting bigger yeah you're just.

getting just a I'm just a clone now they. clone Tyrone do you ever wake up and. feel like a different. person yeah I did that one two times I'm. not going to lie really no I don't think. I a different person not different. person but like I feel as if I want to. do [ __ ] different yeah or like you know. when you wake up and it's like um like. if you were struggling with something. you wake up and that like pain is a. little bit like is like gone you're like. feels weird the weight is taken off a. little bit feel like you finally like.

come to terms with it and now you wake. up like I'm ready to like change yeah I. think that's what it is though I think. it's you you fought that [ __ ] in your. dream and then when you woke up like. [ __ ] it I'm I'm on to the new I've had. that but like we I fought it awake whoa. like I fought it hard like my first like. ego death type thing oh yeah I remember. one time like yeah I I just had like. this very like Heart to Heart with like. one of my friends for like 5 hours. straight just like letting my life out. like telling all the lies that I would.

tell myself like very like admitting to. them and like seeing past them and then. I remember like after that I've never. felt like so like weightless in my ever. life that's when like it clicked like it. feel it felt like my brain just like. completely switched gears like actually. like switched for the first time that. was like the first time it felt like. black and white you know isn't it crazy. that someone could say like one phrase. that completely like rewires how you're. like thinking about a situation. brainwash oh no I meant more like it. helps you get over.

something like like how certain song. lyrics will help that will like linger. yeah or like one person will just say. like one motivational thing and that's. enough for you be like damn like they. they might not think like that changed. your life but in reality it did like the. smallest. thing it's like when that one time like. Gavin told me that like I told him that. like keep being Gavin you don't remember. you said that he's gassing himself. yeah you changed your life I put him all. but yeah and that's when you told me.

that I was like what I don't even I. barely remember telling him that I love. those moments though the ones where it's. like I don't even remember it like that. moment but it's so special to somebody. else I think that's the beauty of life. is because there's special [ __ ] that. happens that we don't really I guess. like pay attention to but it's very very. meaningful I remember I was so Gass. right so we were all in LA and I had the. ax and I was playing music in in the. crib and I still wasn't comfortable with. like Don and Sahar yet and then someone. and then Don said yo who's on Ax this a.

great great music taste that's the best. feeling the world I gas my confidence. went up I was like oh I'm the king of. really picky with music too I remember. she really liked your she like Gavin. plays good music that in that moment I I. don't know why but it's like I remember. it you know yeah it rewired I've had a. I've had a moment like that and that. actually changed my life really because. I we I used to do track and we went on a. track meet and I had aux on the. Bluetooth and then someone was like yo. whose playlist is this I was like yo. it's mine and he's like yo you have like.

really good tast music and then because. I was like a light like music listener I. didn't like deep into it before but then. ever since then like I started like. looking for more so I could put people. on and then I started to deep it and. they call that priming bro is that. actually priming oh [ __ ] okay it's part. of the 48 lots of power but pretty much. like it's kind of manipulation I'm not. going to lie but you tell somebody. something that you want the to be like. so if I were if I were to go yo Sahar. you're always so kind to me that I'm.

being kind think about she's going to. think about being kind to me all the. time I'm so using that I'm so using that. it's it's very manipulative I'm not. going to lie but yeah it work mean but. yeah because without that I wouldn't. have like Dove so deep into like music. and a lot of my personality is like. shaped from music so I maybe I might. have not been the person I am today if. he didn't say that you didn't say that. bro [ __ ] this thing it's like not even. that extreme but I'll literally never. forget I was it was my first trip to LA. and it was like this really big. influencer not even that big but like to.

me that was big cuz I was like my first. time there I like saw them a couple. times and I saw them at this one party. and they like said hi to me and they. were like you always smell so good and. then after that moment I do not miss a. day of perfume I lit I started a whole. perfume collection now I have a. signature scent like I always I'm like. you will never catch me smelling bad. since that moment I was like I'm going. to smell good every time people see me m. so you kind of create your Circle when. you do that is it's dangerous because. it's like you're you're playing your. friends and it's not the best it's not.

natural but that goes back to what you. said like lying to benefit no but that's. not even lying no more that's that's. adding to [ __ ] you know but I feel like. there's nothing it's not that harmful. it's not that yeah that's like you're so. nice to me like is it the end of the. world if you're nice to me yeah yeah. it's not but but but you could do things. that are worse you know what I mean it's. like it's all intention you can use it a. lot with flirting too if you want to get. someone obsessed with you be like oh why. are you always so nervous when I'm in. the room or something [ __ ] like that and.

think I think I do that subconsciously. lowkey I always I always say that kind. of stuff yeah like if if you if I drop. down on or you drop down on somebody. like they'll think about that you know. even subconsciously no literally I'll be. like if you have a crush on me just say. that like you know what I that kind of. stuff and then yeah you got it. bro you got your head you're like I do I. maybe I do going home think about that. they think about it and then if if you. give them proof with it too that's why.

those books are [ __ ] dangerous dark G. yeah know I'm not going to lie I read. every single thing about dark game. Carlos core Carlos score Carlos score. it's not good though it's you need make. a compilation of Carlos score things. like isn't that why that like that 48. lws of power is like banned in like. prisons and stuff it's baned in prisons. it's it's banned like I'm pretty sure. it's banned in some country because it. gives you so much power I'm reading that. [ __ ] I G it. to and and the guy Robert Green when you.

see him let me pull up a picture like he. doesn't seem the like the dude but yo. he's that guy he's powerful fam cuz I. was watching him on a podcast uhuh and. the thing is though when you have that. much knowledge about [ __ ] it becomes a. thing of like you don't want to use it. you know you know how when you whenever. you meet a fighter yeah they're always. so kind right cuz they don't want to. beat you up they want to beat you up. they they already know how the fight. goes they got AA mhm. oh they already know how the fight goes. they know they could beat you yeah they. already know how it goes learning how to. fight I feel like this is Robert Green.

like look at him he doesn't seem like. the dude what oh what the hell I. expected like a guy in a I thought he. was like a wise old man yeah he so. pretty much he looks like so calm cuz he. knows he Sten Hawk I know but like not. steephen Hawking Bill Gates Bill Gates. steepen Hawking without he does look. like Bill gam I I was going to say that. wait what I was going like. that's crazy that is crazy he's about to. do game on reading my thoughts the books.

he had though he has 48 Laws of Power. The Art of Seduction he did strategies. of war he did um Mastery something about. like personality and [ __ ] Dam this guy. knows everything about the person. knowing all that sorry KN knowing all. that stuff it would almost make life. kind of like unbearable cuz I remember I. wanted to get into psychology for a bit. cuz I wanted to be a therapist for a. little and then my one friend who. probably doesn't remember saying this to. me was like think about like if you were.

a movie director you probably could. never just enjoy a movie cuz you'd be. analyzing all and he was like and now. imagine that with your everyday. conversation how think I live man like. honest like he was like imagine if you. could tell that someone doesn't like you. because of their movements and what. they're doing and L like you can't live. life like that and I was like you're so. right y that's that's literally like how. I how I go about life it's like you have. the cheat code so the game's not even. fun no more mean it's like if you're a. billionaire do you even enjoy things no. because you it's you have such easy. access to it that you can't even enjoy.

it the the best the best way I can. describe like the billionaire thing is. um if you play GTA with cheat codes yeah. pretty much it's fun for like an hour or. like The Sims when you use that yes it's. fun for a bit and it get [ __ ] boring. like it hurts you can only buy the. amount of cars and some people say like. that's kind of like is heaven actually. Heaven if you can if you have unlimited. like yo Theory cuz if Heaven If Heaven. is actually like our true paradise and. our true Paradise isn't what we consume.

or like what we think would be it what. if it does include the challenges what. if you actually live in your personal. heaven right now what if this is your. heaven we had this conversation did we. actually us three podcast when it was. just us three yeah yeah like what if. it's actually like your personal Heaven. yeah I say heaven is like Minecraft. there's no that's actually kind of sad. to think about no because even um like I. there were some shows I was watched. where basically like getting whatever. you want that would become a heal you. can't like if you there's nothing. everything's so easy to you like there's.

no enjoyment from like being able to do. whatever you want all the time there's a. point where it's you're just over yeah. and that's why like billionaires end up. doing such Dark Twisted stuff because. they don't get enjoyment out of buying. cars that's why they do that dark like. squid game type stuff where it's like. they get enjoyment out of that CU that's. something no other people can't access. they hunt people or some [ __ ] like that. cuz what else can you do fam like that's. why I never want to be a billionaire. watch like unfriended the movie no it's. basically a bunch of dark web people and. they just play games with them well.

actually the second movie is about that. but like these dark web people they make. a game out of these people like they. play with their livelihood but it to. them it's just a game to them it's like. yeah because they're bored DN and they. get so numb to certain things that. they're like whatever whatever he died. whatever whatever that's it yay I. want I knew I knew he was going to die. that's [ __ ] I don't know how like. conscious wise like you can even live. with that bro but I think when you get. to that cuz something I was thinking. about while you guys were talking. earlier too it's like you know how we.

have our goals and we think like or even. right now we're so living like the dream. that we wanted but like had we like. flashed to this moment we would be so. much more appreciative of it but because. we slowly built to it we don't even. realize like how amazing like what we. have in. this it's so crazy because back in the. day you would feel like amazing 5 years. ago if you were to like flash to this. moment right now you'd be like no way I. have this podcast I'm doing but because. you slowly built to it you don't even. realize like how cool it is so same with. like billionaires I feel like they don't.

even they can't even appreciate what. they have cuz they slowly built to it. that it's like so they're so numb to it. they're so numb to their money they're. so numb to like that's why we got to. take time to slow down we have to take. time to slow down count your blessings. realize like what's really around what's. really important to you cuz when we take. time and we only focus on the [ __ ] that. we think is blessings for us then we. forget about the [ __ ] that really really. matters cuz the scariest thing is um you. know saying where you don't know what's. really meaningful to you until it's gone. gone that [ __ ] hurts if you think about.

it like it's sad mhm so that's why you. have to really like appreciate what you. got and like look around so I I. forcefully put myself in in quiet spaces. to just think I mean cuz a lot of the. time when we're on our phone and [ __ ]. just like it just fills everything up. yeah no it's like numbs it you're like. your attention just gone just given away. right rot for sure yeah dead Doom. scrolling yeah like. because the person you are 5 years ago. is probably proud of the who you are. today yeah but you don't even feel that. way about yourself cuz you like you know.

you know what though I think the reason. so I think about this sometimes and I it. goes with the manifestation [ __ ] the. reason I don't celebrate things cuz you. knew you were meant to have it no not. that it's because it's because that kind. of that kind of but there's even crazier. [ __ ] that you're going to be more proud. of that's what I think about but if you. if you keep it like what if sorry go. what if you're never going to be happy. though because you think like that. that's what I always that's what I. always for me I think maybe there's.

there's like a moment like oh [ __ ] this. was the one yeah but obviously like who. knows maybe that that's just my my. blessing SL curse where it's like okay. I'm going to always think like that cuz. that'll make you work harder but at the. same time you'll never when will you be. satisfied exactly and that's why people. say like try not to live a life based on. goals and live it based on like your. values you know the goal is just is is. like just like what pushes you but at. the end of the day are you a nice person. are you kind to your mom yeah yeah facts. you know what I mean that's that's so. true all those all those Hustlers bro.

they're like oh work work work grind. grind grind fam yo take some time off. bro celebrate bro I I get that too but I. I understand the hustle mentality yeah. yeah I do too cuz Kobe wouldn't be Kobe. if he didn't exactly a quote that stuck. with me like since I heard it like I. think I saw it again like on Instagram. or something but it was like you have to. like keep reminding yourself like it's. already too late like what what do you. mean you like um for example like if. you're not like calling your mom enough. like it's already too late like you. should be calling her like that's.

negative though that's extreme no but it. put pushes you to like do those things. cuz it's like I'm already running out of. time like I already wasted more time. like you know what I mean if you're. doing it's a negative quote but you. could spin it to like change your AC. like it might make you like start. calling your mom more cuz you're like. I've already lost too much time you know. what I mean like that kind of stuff like. that really stuck with me or if you're. like doing something that's making you. unhappy it's already too late so like. hurry up fix it while you still can you. know what I mean so you you follow the. momentto Mory um what do you call it. philosophy you know that momentto Mor I.

think what is that so it's like a Latin. term well pretty much it means um it. it's a like a reminder that you'll die. like remember remember death or. something like that yeah but it pretty. much I think soldiers and like. politicians back in back in like Roman. times they would write that on I guess. like their [ __ ] on like shields on seals. like you'll die when so yeah so to. remember um and I think there's another. one like this too shall pass yeah I. don't like that one I don't like those.

two sh pass just means like hardship. that will that will pass no no but it. means even good will pass oh sh I don't. like that exactly exactly so I don't. that's why I don't follow that I just. follow as what's your own philosophy. that's a great question what's y'all's. own philosophy wait give me an example. so I understand what you're trying say. the less you know the better yeah you're. that that's you we run information type. of podcast though that's that's crazy. but I don't like the dark game stuff. like I don't know it's like I just live. okay no I kind of agree with that too.

where I'm like I'm okay with not knowing. C certain things you know what I mean. like even sometimes people try to show. me like gory like gruesome things I'm. like I'm okay to not see that I'm okay. I'm okay living this little bubble of. like happiness and glitter and sunshine. and like not knowing what would your. line be then like instead of momentum. worry so yours would be the less you. know I got a bunch of quotes that I. actually been buying like my or another. one that I I really like is is uh don't. be nice to everyone be kind and fair. instead of nice you know what I mean. Justice you're more Justice over exactly.

I don't know mine is I have a bunch I. like that I like the Gandhi one that be. the change you want to see in the world. no but how about yours though like. what's yours what's in your own word. look put it down like say you had. Tombstone and it was your thing was. there that's hard you know because it's. just like I feel I feel like I've. Tak yeah I feel like I've taken life in. so many ways I feel like a lot of shit's. happened to me that like I don't know. like it's hard because it's like do I. always I always tell myself that I'm GNA.

die one day but I don't want to keep. thinking like I'm going to die one day I. hate think about that because it's just. like it puts so much pressure onto you. you know I mean and I feel like right. now is the most important time to be at. because if you're living in the future. and if you're living in the past you're. never truly where you are now I feel. like that's why we forget to appreciate. what we have now is because always. living somewhere else you know what I. mean so to shorten it up yours would be. live in the moment live in the moment. that's a good one too that's that's a. solid one have to break it down I think.

I think mine would be lead with love so. oh yeah so lead as in like follow follow. your path but with love or also to lead. as in when you teach people you lead. through love so if I'm teaching you sh I. would teach it through love true that. makes sense for you because to be an. instructor yeah so you're if you're. going to be a leader if you're going to. be a leader like lead them with love or. lead yourself with love for me I don't. know how to if there's like a word but. the one thing I I've been saying is like. whatever is like written for you it's.

going to happen exactly how it's. supposed to happen in that exact moment. and like there's nothing you can do to. like. written she's the. M it's Dune dun oh okay I watched Dune 2. had no idea what was happening I didn't. watch the first you're Sahar at. Tres I justar at Tres. man yo that actually kind of fits though. though that works it kind of works. actually um okay I have two thoughts one.

okay yeah so I just oh shoot okay remind. me that it's about names okay remind me. to say that but yeah no I just really. believe recently especially I feel like. life has shown me like what you can't. like don't stress over the things that. are happening cuz everything's happening. exactly how it was meant to happen in. that exact moment like it's everything's. playing out the exact way it's supposed. to and there's literally nothing you can. do to change it so like it is what it is. it is what it is. it is there was something I saw it was. like a quote and it was like the. caterpillar for example will like resist.

turning into the Cocoon it tries to. fight it but if you just let yourself. roll with it you're going to have a. better a better outcome will come if you. just let yourself roll with what's. happening rather than trying to resist. it so much okay and then about names do. you guys believe that thing that like. some people are born with like names. that are meant to be famous like you. know like how you're just like Sahar. dahi blah blah blah like it's like when. you say like Kanye West like like it. sounds so iconic you know what Kanye. means what it means the only one oh no. no yeah that is that's why that's why he. is like the song only one like like.

Ariana Grande that's like such a pop. star name a lot of them have different. names I know but like the ones that have. their real names so like do you think. like they I'm I think what she's trying. to say are you born into the the. greatness because of your name or is. like or does the name become iconic. because of what you've done not just. names but the people like birthdays too. cuz I recently found out me and Nick uh. from subers talk have the same birthday. oh really yeah we we both became um. thing podcast that is kind of crazy then.

I don't know if you watch 949 podcast. but then another Asian oh yeah I know. that guy has November 11 you guys have. the same birthday all all three of you. listen if you're born on November 11th. start a podcast start immediately that's. crazy but yeah I don't know and 2000 is. it is AG us yeah we're all the same 949. guy too yeah or is he younger no he's. he's our age I think 2000 word no cuz if. think about all of us have like a solid. name like that was meant to like none of. us have like a weird name situation star.

is unique though like I I was a hard do. crisp it's crisp you know Carlos hio. Carlos. rafhael yeah Gavin Ruta you have a. middle [ __ ] does not even sound good I. think it's co Cole Cole Gavin Cole M Mar. see that's beautiful wait what your name. is not Gavin Ruta no it is Gavin Kuda. like you have a middle name I don't have. a middle name no oh damn really that's. not a thing I get what you mean though. yeah it feels like some people are just. born to be great because of like like.

Mich Bo Jackson become Michael Jackson. that's such a famous name Michael Jordan. Michael Jackson but then if you actually. think about it Michael Jackson sounds. like a basic name it does though that's. what I'm saying though it's I think it's. because of the what they've done cuz. bagot bagot if I if I name my son. [ __ ] Achilles you know he's going to. sound crazy he has to become yeah he's. going to turn something crazy okay. that's actually do you guys think you. turn into your name like you become what. your name is Carlos like you think yeah.

yeah oh yo yeah cuz it's like I wouldn't. see you like a William you know what I. mean William you would have been. something you would have that's a great. that's a great Point actually that's a. really great Point like mson is so. fitting like this is that that's a great. Point yeah and like people in like. creative Fields they never have like a a. lame name you know what I mean it's. always like and I think people say you. grow into your name so people like. choose a good name for your kid because. they're going to grow into that name so. like whatever you name them they're. going to become that name my kid. Articuno and like imagine Articuno turn.

into a. bird [ __ ] bu that's what he ised to. be bully yo yo there's a theory though. there's a theory though so um apparently. there's people that name their kids. girls names so that they will grow up. tough what so they name they Nam their. kids they Nam their kids girls names. girls names so let's say you get so they. get bullied they get bullied but and. they turn out tall that's [ __ ] cuz you. have to hold your ground you have to. hold your ground or you can name them a. scary name so that the kids don't mess.

with them and then they just. automatically have this yo I taught I. taught a kid before in my swimming class. Nam oh [ __ ] I can even say actually I. can say it name was Thanos was he tough. was he tough I don't know I didn't get. to know him too well I didn't get to. know him too well it was a long time ago. wait do his sick name than that's a now. that I think about it who now that I. think about it that's a tough name. actually. if he Nam if he names his kid. rap Michelangelo and F yeah how do you.

knew that like I'm going to name my kids. you told me that yeah I told you that oh. yeah that's what were you now that. you're thinking about that's fire oh I. was just thinking like the same way it. it like occurs to like iconic people. like Kanye West Kendrick Lamar strong. names right those are such good names. but then it also it's like like evil. people in the world that have existed. you like now that you think about it it. is like like those names that are like. evil sound like evil those are some evil.

ass names you know no literally I feel. you grow into your name like whatever. like I don't know any other person in. the world like with the last name like. Hitler or some [ __ ] you know what I mean. or Adolf even as a name like you would. think like on Tik Tok like you would see. like people with similar like last name. like there's different Michael Jordans. in the world you know what I mean but is. there the same like evil people. you know do you think it's because we. have conceptions of people named that. already that will turn out similar to.

them so like like we like stray away. from naming people that anymore yeah for. example nobody names their kid Karen. anymore yeah yeah damn rip all the car. that exist now I know I I think so yeah. it's like calling your kid I don't know. like but yeah that's actually crazy that. our generation killed the name Karen. like I don't I don't think use Diddy. anymore. nobody's would even no one's nameing. their kid Diddy sorry that's not Diddy's. real name right that is real name is his.

name just p no. no I'm actually curious what is it. seanes cuz like you know Aon seanes sees. wow what a famous name Sean Sean seanes. is fire that's a fire name his name is. P I knew it. was see you got my humor now you get it. I get it I get it we don't push P here. yeah they don't push PD I thought you. were serious when you said that no. that's like he kind of had a reaction. but then I was like no let me not gas it.

I was. like no he he just had to get back to. all the times the whole podcast when. they were going at it f I don't know. maybe I'm just slow but sometimes I. can't get like the S sometimes I don't. understand like the satire accent no my. humor is very much saying it in a very. serious tone to the point that you can't. even tell if they're. kidding you're way better at it than me. though yeah no I am I am cuz I've been. doing what I don't get that humor though. I don't get that it's like funny seeing. how they're going to react exactly no. that's the only reason why I do it.

because it's like you can take it two. ways like oh you think I'm dead ass or. like oh you know I'm joking around no. like it's funny when I said the P thing. I was like let's see if they're going. to like that couldn't be a joke cuz that. shit's not funny but it's like let's see. who reacts do you think you understand. your humor or the beauty of your humor. is that nobody understands it so so a. great example is like if if you know. what's going to make you laugh you. probably won't laugh yeah you know what. I mean but since you don't know what's. going to happen it makes you laugh right.

mhm no I know my humor though cuz are. you sure yeah and I understand I I like. when I'm in the room with someone I. understand like their humor so I crack. jokes. differently yeah like you kind of adapt. to people it's like it's like group. group a humor I I won't do with Group B. but what I'm saying is like if you know. the humor too well you'll predict it you. get I me I know what you mean like when. stuff it won't be funny like stuff that. you used to like really enjoy and like. the humor that you used to laugh at. before now it does it's like honestly.

like to me it's like before like jokoy. used to be like the F like the Filipino. jokes used to be funny as [ __ ] but then. now it's like you kind of know what you. know what's going to happen you know get. different jokes now it still doesn't hit. the same anymore I think I think it's. the beauty of like you don't know what. you want MH and you not knowing it gets. you like you take a chance like taking. the risk and then you know when you like. you do it and like you're like I don't. know if this is going to hit but. everyone laugh you're like oh my God I. don't think there's anything better than. making a group of people laugh like. unexpected or in the group chat like you.

put put a a joke down and everybody. likes it or like hell of emojis oh my a. lot oh my God you sent a good meme you. sent a good meme like fuel my soul. laughing that's Plus on to the ego to. the ego but to me to me making a like a. homie laugh is way better feeling than. making a random stranger laugh no the. best feeling is when the homie starts to. take the joke even further I oh when. they get it when they get car on the. joke oh yeah I love that [ __ ] I actually.

love that [ __ ] no I feel like that's. like my favorite friends is the ones. where we can like literally for like 10. minutes just keep adding on to this joke. until one of us is like what are we. doing why has this been going on for 20. minutes I think my favorite humor is the. imagine the like imagine humor imagine. that blah blah blah blah blah like we. imagine like when we did the like. imagine he's in the elevator like this. like my faite actually say that all the. time like the Imagine blah blah blah. blah and we keep imagining and we take.

it to somewhere that's [ __ ] like and. then you think back to like what started. the joke you're like oh my God I love. that no and you're like we really went. from that to this like keep adding on. like the and then he's like and then. they're. like don't remember anymore all okay. running out of time we'll end it there. thank you for watching this episode of. the jumper jump podcast me comment like. subscribe all that good stuff make sure. to follow Sahari on Instagram all her. socials M marari on all his socials go.

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