ASTROWORLD FESTIVAL DISSCUSSION, HAUNTED HOSPITAL, RAP INFLUENCE ON THE YOUTH - JUMPERS JUMP EP. 52

[Music]. you think about it then what do you. think about it why i think about it. where is it what's your side on it. because i already know my side as sad as. it is yeah like it's it's just it's just. was when. when you think you're gonna go there to. have fun yeah and it becomes something. like that especially. of that magnitude that's [ __ ] mm-hmm.

you know what i mean yeah. it's it's like they didn't care you know. i mean they didn't care they just wanted. the money it's a money grab at the end. of the day but that's what businesses. are sometimes and that's where you see. the evil in business yeah i know and it. gets deeper it's like you know how like. they're over packed right because i. think the venue was like. only meant for 30 to 40k right but then. travis i don't know if if it's accurate. but do you know if travis i've seen a. lot of going around he was telling mans. to come like oh no no this will happen.

this happened so. this is why i think this is exactly why. it happened all that [ __ ] happened was. because i think like 300 something. people rushed rushed it rushed yeah they. rushed it and snuck into the concert. because they ran past security right. they broke down the fences yeah so i. think that's exactly why all this [ __ ]. went down because you're letting let's. say 300 people they can bring in. whatever they want they get in they. didn't get security checked they could. be bringing in narcotics or whatever. and on top of that if it's a sold-out.

show. a sold-out venue like that it's already. gonna be like this sold out yeah so. imagine what three more hundred people. your your chest is going to be. compressed everything bro you cannot. when i was at the killi concert even. just that concert alone yeah it's a. small venue and there's a lot of people. but everybody's rushing to the front. because they want to be at the front. right the general admission right yeah. just because it's a floor and any any. floor type of seating it's all it's. always going to be like that where. people are rushing in trying to fight. their way through yeah i can only.

imagine how bad it was because there's. like 50 000 people there yeah because. when i was at the concert nowhere near. that much a thousand right but mans were. already like pushing against each other. imagine the fights breaking out there. right imagine people with asthma they. can't breathe fam yeah that's exactly. why that happened and like like a small. person like like you know how sophia. went to the tj concert with you yeah it. must be scary like and that was tj that. was tj tj is a soft singer fan yeah. filming and there was mosh pits like. that exactly imagine like i went to. kelly they're moshing and now imagine.

travis yeah and as big as travis is. right now how. how crazy that concert's gonna be and. travis like you go to travis concerts to. get that type of experience right yeah. and like he encourages it like he. encourages the environment i don't know. if you know that he got arrested in like. 2011. for um yeah for like inciting a ride a. riot. he loves that [ __ ] though but that's. kind of his image bro yeah because the. the quote unquote the rager that's kind. of the culture of it but it's because.

there's a good way to do it and there's. a bad way to do it there's a proper way. to do a mosh yeah like if there's a. proper way if you have travis scott. money i've seen videos fam there's like. two securities holding up the barricades. where was all the security at so i'm. like no this is what happened i heard i. heard like some of the security they. gave up and they were like. they dipped at that point did you see at. the playboy cardi concert because this. is also happening at the playboy cardis. like stuff like there was there was a. security guard holding two gates by. himself and there's uh 300 people behind.

him rushing in at that point you there's. no there's no point for him let him in. because. okay at some point because i do blame. travis a lot for it yeah yeah but it is. it is a lot to do with the people that. came too yeah what it is though is. when there's when there's that much. people and it's like a crowd mentality. they're not thinking straight they're. just doing what they see right and. look look at the culture of. of trap music feel me of the rage it's. become normalized where oh it's cool to.

trample over people yeah to go to the. front just people talk about getting. bloody noses in the box yeah as like. it's something cool fam it's so. normalized now like you go to those. concerts to to fight like at play. bacardi once they they're swinging in. the mosh pit i know and like you your. parents send you off to these concerts. thinking oh they're gonna be safe see i. don't know why the [ __ ] like kids were. there yeah it's messy i thought what was. that what was the youngest like 10 years. old oh my goodness i'm pretty sure. that's the youngest one and he was like. injured or something oh my goodness did. you see the guy that did like a post. reaction in the uber no he was like he.

was like it felt like hell no one could. breathe like imagine imagine going. through that [ __ ] bro i i can see why. that is because yeah so imagine how much. force it takes to push something right. you can bend metal with 50 000 bodies. all that force pushing towards you bro. you can break ribs you can break bones. that's just no joke yeah and like the. people there were climbing on top of the. emergency like come on bro like people. are dying that's why that's why it's a. hard situation because look look when.

you're when you're there. and you don't realize those things yeah. i mean it's hard to be like okay guys. everybody calm down. but when especially when the music's. still rolling that's why it's a big. issue with him yeah in my opinion what. should have happened was when they broke. in those 300 people however many people. broke in and they're right there just. cancel the show do the next day yeah get. me. that should have been it that's like a. safety hazard already yeah and hire more. reinforcements because that's all you. can do like i remember um playboy cardi. as soon as they they saw people break in.

and they canceled it exactly look look. even even think about it like this. because i'm thinking about it even more. it could have been even worse let's say. they those people however many people. ran past security yeah what if they had. weapons yeah i know yummy what if they. had a weapon what if they had no one's. checking what if they had intention of. harm rather yeah and that's that's like. the rumor because there was people like. injecting people with a drug i'm pretty. sure a security guard he got like a you. got like an injection in his neck that. was one of the stories i didn't know. that bro so with an intention of harm.

that could have been even worse. so that's why it's such a safety hazard. if those people ran in and broke in you. got to stop the show to be honest yeah. exactly. instead of eight if someone had an. actual like gun exactly it would have. been 20k something crazy yeah imagine a. bomb something yeah it's messed up right. yeah because 50 000 people that's a lot. of lives you can't play with a lot of. lives and things like that. yeah me and it doesn't help that a lot. of the. the advertisements.

they're showing like laid on to it like. it made it worse it made it worse like. the what do you call this that's why. there's so many conspiracies about it. yeah exactly yeah and what look look now. now you're let's say you're in travis's. position. you you uh this is your promoted it. that's your image. you can't really like you can't double. down on it that's that's that's the. outcome yeah for me that's the outcome. of that movement yeah like i seen the. [ __ ] portal and it said welcome to. the other side or some [ __ ] like that. see you on the other side that's crazy.

bro the the messed up one it's showing. like the honestly the shirt yeah the. blue the blue people and then walking. through with like horns and yeah going. to the right yeah because if you think. about in a way when you go to that. concert you go in a civilian and then. when you're in that that environment you. become part of that mosh that that fan. base you know i mean you become part of. that it's just crazy you just you just. start moshing yeah and you just don't. think straight so in a sense you do. become that person he's trying to. promote that's why that's why celebrity.

worshipping like you gotta parents gotta. really look at what their kids are. are getting pushed out by these rappers. because you see it all the time now in. rap i swear like that satanist thing is. everywhere you know why though you know. why it's because it sells. rather than rather than it being uh no. we we can't support it it kind of brings. more clout to it yeah yeah look at lil. nas x that's what i was gonna say lil. nas with the the devil with um montero. yeah oh my gosh that's another why are. they promo and who's to blame to be.

honest it's more of the people yummy if. you're fans of somebody that's promoting. that yeah come on i know like what do. you expect yeah and like the the lil uzi. hell concerts it's messed up it's messed. up bro and like yeah i remember there's. a thing that with uzi he's like i don't. like i don't like singing exo tour life. anymore because he doesn't like. performing it so he attached that oh you. guys are coming to hell with me so less. people listen to it and he doesn't have. to perform it anymore oh yeah so at the.

same time he's getting more publicity. because no he's no longer promoting the. devil stuff yeah and he's he's like he. doesn't have to perform a song that he. hates no more. he's he's he said it himself it's. overplayed he hates it. [Music]. yeah and at one of his concerts the. second time he played it he just let the. crowd sing it he didn't want to perform. it. but bro why do you okay why do you think. people still still become fans of of. that image why why do you think that. cell so i don't know i think that that. celebrity worship thing just goes too. far like we're so attached to like not.

even the celebrity worship just just the. fact of like promoting evil promoting. the devil is evil no yeah that's evil. because i'm not saying i'm not saying. travis is necessarily satanic. but when you leave those subtle hints. like that it's it's up to the public to. determine what it is yeah yummy uh yeah. i just think if you listen to rap bro. it's just everywhere at that point. you're brainwashed to thinking that. that's the norm now because slowly and. surely you. the more rap songs you listen to. satan satan satan uzi saying it lo nos x.

and the more it's promoted the more it's. bigged up the more it sells we'll see. more of that exactly that's just how it. works that's just how it works that's. capitalism as financed but you see that. interview with kanye we he was even. talking about um the 808s how that. affects your body chakra oh and he was. him being the producer that he is yeah. him being such an influence in music him. saying that that's a big deal bro that. means they do take advantage of. subconscious and vibrations with music.

that's that's a real thing yeah he's. he literally said like oh you thought. you thought i'm not trying to die today. or whatever he's like. you thought i'm not gonna try and get. killed after this interview he said that. bare times in that interview with um. what's it called. drink. there's another thing where um. rappers yeah they take devil samples. from the dark web what do you mean i. don't advise looking this up yeah but. there's links to like albums that are.

created or are supposedly satanic that. the rappers they take that and they. sample it and they change it up but at. the same time you never know it's. playing in the song that's [ __ ] i know. that's messed up and there's like an. italian group that uses it i forgot the. name but it's crazy i don't know if you. know this but did you know lucifer yeah. the devil. he was the angel. of music yeah did you know that so. imagine. lucifer the angel of music becomes the. devil how do you think the devil is. gonna take over the world i threw it.

through music through music. i can't even press that button anymore. no more bro it's got to be the. oh [ __ ] that's the wrong one let's do. the gun one it's got to be the gun one. there you go. yeah we can't really use the sickle mold. sound no more man i know we can't i'm. going to change up the pop smoke later. yeah we have to we've been trying to do. that yeah later later on yeah okay like. again like i'm saying fam it was crazy. because i'm you know lil uzi versus new. song yeah.

demon hi come on bro i know it's still. going on. did you see the scene where he tattooed. the upside down cross on his on his. right here no i haven't seen i didn't. watch the video i just saw clips like. it's not even a good song at this point. it's just i don't even like the song. it sucks it was so mid and like that's. coming from uh yeah. yeah and i'm like what the heck is this. bro yeah this is definitely just like. okay saying shit's popping off right now. let's do it yo y'all have to understand. like i'm a huge travis man like this.

hurts. this hurts ma'am yeah it actually hurts. to see that and it feels like he let his. fans down you know yeah i know like you. can't do that bro imagine how much money. people spent into his his uh merch. consuming his content yeah imagine how. many hours consuming your content and. then you let your fans down like that. yeah fam you just got it at that point. where where the kids were actually going. onto the stage and telling security why. couldn't the security pass it the word. on to travis or pass on to someone else. to tell travis you know what it is too i.

think it's because he's so used to. seeing people pass out at his shows yeah. that's what's messed up it made it worse. man like like the videos that i was. seeing like someone was passed out and. then a pan to him doing the robot and. [ __ ] like it just it was just all bad. for travis man yeah it was just all bad. like and then like i seen it when when. some guy was um on the ground he was. like don't touch him don't touch him and. then he was humming something oh yeah he. was humming something. no but he did stop the show for that. part yeah that part he stopped the show.

but but he continued right after that he. still continued yeah like when they're. bringing him out he was humming it yeah. and bro it's just messy fam it's messy. what else are you gonna do now what do. you what's the next steps for travis. what do you think he's he's got to go. off the map to be honest just keep it. quiet yeah keep it quiet he's got to pay. everything he's got a bigger apology. because that [ __ ] wasn't enough oh my. goodness. someone said yo. he was squeezing the tears out. like how do you want to laugh but that.

[ __ ] oh my god he wasn't being he wasn't. being so bad he wasn't being truthful. like how how are you gonna after all. that happened and you're gonna put post. a screenshot of your notes is crazy oh. yeah i know a notepad apology is crazy. nah you gotta keep in mind fam like like. he has a huge he's huge yeah he's. one of the biggest. biggest. man he's one of the biggest artists ever. yeah you can't come with some lackluster. [ __ ] yeah and i mean you have to.

actually like take [ __ ] seriously but. who knows like do you think do you think. he he really cares let's see i don't. know i mean it's hard to say i'm not. even i'm not travis so i i i'm not in. the position to say nothing it's hard to. say man from what we've seen that's what. it's showing us and that's what's sad. because like the the the usual thing is. like the rich people don't care about us. bro like kylie she has a platform. what she do first when all this [ __ ]. happened comments turned off she doesn't. want to hear that [ __ ] um you know yeah. bro she doesn't want to hear none of. that bro none of them want to hear that. i think i think if if nike drops travis.

that's raps it's wraps right that's it. that's it i think this right now is. wraps for him doing his rash right now i. don't like how can you come back i don't. even know that's what i'm saying that's. what i'm saying how do you really come. back from that like now like going to a. concert you got to be really yeah yeah. no no now it's become like a you don't. want to end up like an. astral world that's messed up yeah bro. like i don't know off and they're. comparing they're like michael jackson. stopped a concert for a bug yeah. and travis couldn't what there's an. emergency thing over there what the [ __ ].

no that was all the mess that's like it. was fire effect [ __ ] bro it was messy. that's like some fire fest yeah. like now everyone's got a checkup like. when you go to a concert bro just be. careful make sure you're hydrated just. be aware you're surrounded no because. because i went to a rave before right oh. yeah this was an air this was in the. states someone was telling me that that. [ __ ] doesn't even happen at a rate that. doesn't happen. you know why because they have etiquette. families yeah they have etiquette and. they rage hard yeah they rage hard and a. lot of those people are off serious. drugs. they're rolling. superstar so fam they have etiquette.

though like if they see somebody that. needs help they know exactly how to deal. with it and that's like the culture like. everybody's there to have fun together. it's not like we're just there to get. that instagram post we're not just there. to [ __ ] say say it for the story i. mean all those people that ran in dog do. you think you think they did it because. they're really really true fans no if. you're real fans you would have paid for. a ticket yeah yummy those people. probably just wanted to post up yeah say. they were there right we got this new. generation got to tighten up for real.

bro it's getting bad man because see go. because i'm so get i was so against like. cancer culture but for something like. this when lives. lives are effective. nah man this is with the time. that's the time we all should cancel. yeah i know i'm surprised that that they. didn't like cancel cancel uzi yet. because like his whole name you know how. he got like. lil uzi vert sped up is lucifer yeah i. know and then lil uzi vert shooting at. the sky so he's shooting at god that's.

messed up. plus plus and and and they they know. that bullets are not high enough to. reach god that's why he signed with wiz. khalifa he's high. and that's why he's going to help him oh. god. wait he's scientifically for yeah i. don't even know that yeah that's the. theory of little uzi that's how he got. his name why because khalifa is so high. that he's going to help him thing. at god which is [ __ ]. up yeah i'm telling you fam this whole. thing even like the new rapper yi yeah. like i told you the lyrics devil on my.

phone told me how to get rich how many. bands six six bro. you see it everywhere it's. that's best it's crazy that's messed up. bro crazy. but that's that's the thing when you. leave those subtle hints people want to. make something of it and i feel like. they do that for a reason they do it. because they want our reaction to it. yeah yeah me they want us to to break it. down and then put more the controversy. so that it builds up and builds up and. then it's on headlines and [ __ ] like oh. this means this y'all should look into.

it and when you look look into it that's. free publicity yeah that's very. republican literally because you're. gonna headline of course that that's. what sells right and there was another. one where missy elliott you know who. miss yelly is yeah yeah of course yeah. and there was a stigma around here where. she was going around saying that she. threw some type of devil conjuring oh. [ __ ] and in the like i think in the mvas. or the grammys who did she hang out with. mostly lozy vert they were they were. both together they were both together.

for real and they were all in black all. black down and it was like weird it's. like oh [ __ ] that okay do you do you. think it's a real agenda then do you. think ah [ __ ] do you think it's a real. agenda. the devil [ __ ] yes i'm pretty sure. because if you believe in god you. believe in the devil also yeah yummy i'm. pretty sure it is bro because i you got. you got to do something out of the. ordinary to catch a regular listener's. attention and to do that that's that i. mean that's how you're going to do it. right because at the end it's all a. business right yeah and. people always say money's the root of.

all evil yeah to get money you have to. sacrifice certain things and you have to. push a certain image that sells. and you you kind of lead that's why. people say they sell their soul i don't. think they necessarily sell their soul. their spirit yeah but they sell their. soul as in like they leave behind their. true virtues and their morals to push. that agenda yeah i mean i think that's. what that's what happens yeah i know and. that's what that's why you see with all. all those rappers every single one fam. yeah and yeah bro i got to show you this. because there's also um conspiracies.

going around with so fago and saying how. he's figure faygo my favorite like oh my. dogs bro and like any signs of who. travis scott. i just noticed that. but yeah there's this thing right so so. a really like big freemason symbol no. yeah is the checkered floor oh no i saw. that i saw that yeah. yeah and this represents so it. represents the ground floor of like king.

solomon's temple like whenever they have. meetings there's a big long um checkered. floor route where they all they all hold. the meetings but in solfego's knock. knock music video yeah he's wearing a. black and white tuxedo and dancing on a. checkered floor yeah i saw that i saw. that yeah yeah okay so i didn't have to. play for you no that's actually that's a. real freemason like symbolism yeah is. that that black and white checkered so. take this in in one of robert robert. greene's book what was it called the. daily laws you know how we talk about. the the laws of power 48 laws of power. and all of these like psychological.

tactics to take over somebody i mean. yeah and he he dropped the book and it. was very odd to me. on the cover of the book the daily laws. had checkered print on both sides and. it's such an odd it's such an odd cover. for a book i'm like. because this other books aren't like. that just randomly just has checker. stripes yeah yeah yeah. and then and then that being tied to. freemasonry and like satanic symbolism. yeah it's kind of kind of iffy you know.

because looking at the 48 laws of power. those type of tactics can be used to. manipulate people he wrote the laws of. seduction. um. yeah same thing he wrote he wrote all. these books he even wrote war yeah like. strategies for war. and all these books but that one book. the daily law has had the checkered. print i'm like it doesn't it doesn't. even match the vive it doesn't match the. vibe with other books why did you put. that checkered print on there did you. read it i read some of it i read some of. it so what it is honestly it's just a.

compilation of like um all of his books. oh okay that's what it is but it gives. you a day yeah so like let's say it's. october 1st you open it october 1st it. tells you what to read today and it. gives you like a it's kind of. it's kind of like a bible so every day. you're reading more of the prophecy of. the freemason. wait hold on hold on because i remember. um someone told me to to talk about this. i don't know if you know about this oh. the the bohemian grove oh yeah do you. know about that yeah bro i know all. about that fam okay you gotta educate me.

on that because i know all that all i. know is that they do crazy rituals in. the woods right so there's this guy. named alex jones right he's a huge. conspiracy theorist huge he's like the. main guy if you want to hear. conspiracies yeah he even called [ __ ]. even predicted [ __ ] like bohemian grove. was one of them he snuck into bohemian. grove and he saw all of these elites all. of these rich and powerful people yeah. politicians celebrities who name it i. think i'm pretty sure even presidents. yeah were part of bohemian grove that's.

what he was saying part of this lodge. and what they did bro they had like a. huge owl like a huge owl kind of. monument like a statue yeah and they had. like uh it's like in the shape of a body. and they were burning it in front of the. big owl oh like a sacrifice like a. sacrifice and then they were all like. screaming or whatever like yeah whatever. like hyping it up yeah so you can. imagine all of these rich powerful. people come together and take part in. this yeah what's that really for brad.

what's that really for yeah and go into. like yo even on the dollar bill somebody. sent me this shout out to her yeah he. sent me this on the dollar bill in the. corner if you really zoom in. there's like a little owl what there's a. little there's like a super little owl. and. there's so many there's so much. symbolism without because it goes back. to even ancient egyptians right yeah. yeah and a lot of um a lot of. freemasonry symbols the i the all-seeing. eye illuminati it all comes from ancient. egyptian symbols hieroglyphics whatever.

right so it's weird that that owl is. there the owl is worshipped where. bohemian grove and what is it the logo. of. no. longer. i'm not even going to say the name but. what it's the logo oh my god bro. it's [ __ ] man. it's a [ __ ] that's [ __ ] like there's. there's also some [ __ ] that i read about. too it's like you know about the. illuminati ball nah what's up. what'd you talk about i was just. thinking of something that's why i.

knocked off okay okay yeah the. illuminati ball fam is like it's like. kind of that like they throw rituals. except like you get you only get like. invitations for specific that that's. just the met gala yeah. for real fans that's just the gala i was. thinking it but but not it's like it's. like i've seen pictures of it yeah and. then like everyone in the first meal. right they're gathered around the table. everyone is blindfolded oh and the first. meal and you just eat and there's. waiters with like um the waiters are um. with the the cat mask or whatever you. think oh like animal mask animal mask.

yeah and i was like yo squid game that's. that's where they got it from honestly. that's where they got it from and like. the the people in squid game were. watching two people kill each other oh. yeah. so is that is that. in any relation to their they were like. the illuminati and they were just. watching the sacrifices because that. there's a lot of conspiracy with squid. game and people are saying like it's. it's china it's trying to wake us up to. it oh yeah it's trying to show us like. maybe this stuff happens and look at all. of this symbolism right yeah because. even just them like i said it before the.

the imbalance of rich and poor the poor. doing whatever they can. to survive get that money and then it's. the poor and the rich are making the. poor fight each other that's what it is. at the end of the day yeah and we have. to kind of wake up to that like we. shouldn't be fighting each other we. should be bonding together to bonding. together to overcome it overcome the. problem but that's the thing that's. simple it's not it's it's not it's not. like an easy plan like you can just oh. this is the solution nah like there's. obviously so many different things that. play into that exactly because like 25.

people they don't care they just live. their life then you get the 10 people. that are super like woke. and like are trying to convince the rest. of the people that that don't care that. a thing and they just they're just. deemed as crazy yeah so so i don't think. it'll it'll always be like this i heard. though i heard that there's supposed to. be like an awakening huh people are. saying people are saying we're becoming. more woke. we're becoming more. that's such a cringe term feel me yeah i. know but it's like a it's so true like.

we're seeing things now yeah yeah i mean. it's it's in plain sight and it was it. was in plain sight before but now we're. understanding it yeah i mean now we're. understanding it and we come becoming. the quote unquote more woke yeah so do. you ever wonder why they call us. generation z no why because they say. we're the last generation oh no. think about yz generally the last one. was millennials yz yeah z off. no cause i i thought that cause um you. know how with 2012 yeah i thought i.

thought in 2021 we were all going to die. because they just mixed up the numbers. did some [ __ ] like that yeah some [ __ ]. like that but they're saying generation. z. it won't maybe not necessarily the last. generation on earth yeah but the last. generation to live the past life so. after us the next generations they're. gonna experience a different society a. different world so that can it can. either turn two ways it can either. become a very this is this is tough to. talk about but like it can be a very. like tyrannical experience or it can be.

a very freeing experience yeah depending. on how you look at the world and how it. might might turn out yeah dystopia. utopia type exactly yeah exactly go and. go into the dystopia you know what. dystopia means yeah i know after because. i remembered uh travis's um main. newspaper letter it was like welcome to. the new just let's create a new dystopia. or something like that yeah and i. searched up what it meant it was like. violence it's it's pretty much the worst. world you can imagine yeah a dystopian. future is pretty much just like.

armageddon it's like hunger games is. considered dystopian um the book we all. read maze runner dystopian oh 1984 yeah. that's a dystopian society the giver the. giver that's the dystopian society also. yeah so it's so weird you know what i i. feel like he planned that title dystopia. utopia yeah for this time which makes. sense because it does feel iffy right. now. it almost feels like yo what's next. what's next with the world. yummy yeah and it could only turn out. two ways is it gonna be a dystopia or a.

utopia yeah i know i feel like because. like that's his main aesthetic right. dystopia for the concert so i thought. that he was only going to do that now to. like create this hell scene right but. all after all that chaos he was going to. drop the his album utopia yeah and that. was going to be like a different vibe. the good saving god stuff i don't know. why why was it like so satanic or like. it looks so demonic i know i i thought. utopia was going to be good yeah i. thought it was going to be like good.

vibes if you see at the beginning. there's videos where the music and the. countdown was so like it was like the. energy you can already yeah it was like. it was like. yeah. i don't know bro and like the dove like. the dove like getting burned no it was a. phoenix it was a phoenix getting broke. yeah it was all [ __ ] up like the. aesthetic was crazy bro did you see like. the. oh yeah we gotta react to some of this. hold on i saw this video on tick tock. bro look at this [ __ ].

okay wow yeah. they see like figures on top of the. stage and [ __ ] look look. shadow figures walking about so people. are saying like they're shadow figures. you see that you see that. it's almost like it looks like a sleep. paralysis demon fan what though. were those real people or like we don't. i don't even know i don't even know is. it part of like the screen screen yeah. that's what i'm thinking maybe it's part. of the screen but that's that's a mad.

weird wow. [Music]. so take this in so take this in so. people oh there's another one yeah oh. they deleted it they deleted it what. happened yo they deleted it let me see. they deleted it there no there was a. there's another tick tock yeah of like a. a shadow figure dropping into the crowd. not not on the stage not in the stage. for a screen it wasn't even that yeah it. was like you see a shadow drop into the. crowd fam what like it looked like a. ghost bro so take this in yeah astro. world right astral world the name astral.

world people are saying. it's very reminiscent to. the astral yep world oh so when you. astral project you go into the world the. astral world which you can see angelics. yeah or demons. bro like. it's so weird just playing with that. with that vibe though that. because what was before this did travis. even do this devil [ __ ] before was it oh.

i don't think he did i don't think he. did it's just it's just now it's weird. it's funny that now it says yeah the. demon high [ __ ] and then this shit's. happening it's it's all weird and. bro okay look let's. let's look at more of this stuff yeah. because a lot of people want us to react. to these conspiracies but look look for. example the face yeah the hell i've seen. this one the hell mouth the hell mouth. yeah that's mad odd bro yeah like maybe. true or not just the coincidence alone. like see when he has that type of. symbolism. the inverted cross and stuff like.

the t-shirt. the eyes that's so weird the eyes the. eyes and and then uh. it looks like the the demon from what's. that movie pan's labyrinth yeah like a. spirit of hell wait to get in the. concert you have to walk through. travis's mouth in astro world yeah holy. [ __ ] this was like for 2017 i think i. mean 2018 yeah i know because i've also. seen like demonic pictures of the the. mouth and the roller coaster. and what what did travis do at one of. his concerts he he did the roller. coaster [ __ ] like it was oh yeah the.

exact same painting so i'm like oh my. goodness like he's been riding this. demonic wave like it's it's it's cool. now but it's so like i didn't cause it i. didn't see that before yeah it's crazy. because when a tragedy like that happens. that's when people start looking even. deeper into things yeah and it becomes. even more messy right so for travis like. if you are kind of promoting that image. like what do you do now like there's no. way to come back fam you really have. yeah he really has to do something to. change our minds about it like obviously. i believe like everybody can change for. the better but.

we gotta see like this is crazy this is. like this is up there yeah this is. pretty obvious i think this is one of. the biggest moments in music like that. cause fam you you travis with the. fortnite you have kids looking up to you. yeah that's what i'm saying you have. like. three-year-old kids listening to. your music literally like seven. eight-year-old ten-year-old. and you're gonna play it with this this. message you're giving them super early. you you see fortnite they took out. travis's skin they did and they took out. travis's skin good fam like bro you. can't use that no more roads it's really.

hashtag cancel travis bro i think he's. getting canceled like for real for real. bro i think that's it bro yeah i repeat. the sickle mode sound stuff i know yeah. the signal it was a good run man 50. episodes we got it we got it. that's because it was filmed before that. and the crazy thing is is like episode. one i was like yo i've always wanted to. be go to travis yeah so we commented.

about that so many comments. [ __ ] now i'm scared like it sucks. because now i'm scared to go to like any. concert i'm a rager i'm a ranger in. general at the club. let's let's like push around right yeah. but cardi man like did you see him in. the miley cyrus one no he's like there's. there's some people in the miley cyrus. that that are trying to get out but [ __ ]. it let's rage go. and then they were they're trampling the. miley cyrus people that we're trying to. mess up bro. he has so many moments like that oh no. there's a lot there's a lot he's like.

he's like chicago he's like chicago i. love y'all you know that nah. did you see the kid. he was like gonna jump off the ledge or. he was on the railing of one of his. concerts of which one of which one. travis's concert travis had a concert. yeah and then um this kid he was like on. the railing and he was gonna do like a. like a a dive yeah i mean like a swan. dive into the crowd bro so he saw him. and he was on the mic he's like so the. real question is are you going to do it. though and you know what he said he's. like don't worry they're going to catch. you well.

yeah he's like they're going to catch. you they're going to catch you yeah bruh. he was encouraging that [ __ ] man yeah. nobody caught him any injury he got. injured right bro he got injured and he. got paralyzed yeah my goodness i'm so. i'm surprised he didn't get like a huge. lawsuit for that no he got arrested for. that it was a that was the one i think. so. no he got arrested multiple times for. doing this [ __ ] like he's the riot guy. it's tough because when because i was a. travis fan from like if it's coming from. me like this is some serious [ __ ] you.

know you know what um to get all this. truth out you know you know vlad right. vladtv. there's a theory that vlad tv is a. federal op. you know this you know that he even. talks like a police officer yeah no no. because and here's the thing here's the. reason why yeah um one of the rappers. that went on to his thing knew he was an. op because he's not even in her in the. room talking to a computer the rapper. was talking to a computer though oh. [ __ ] so like like the voice of vlad was. just there oh you're a fed you're a fed. and he's he's um he's the reason for.

casanova's um recent case like. like vlad was the one that got him uh. talking arrested yeah and talking and he. he got him on himself yes bro so if we. want the answers for for all this. demonic [ __ ] please vlad this is your. time bro find out find out if like this. is all like a scheme oh man do you think. do you think narwhal is one of those two. loki nardora is a friend. nacho nagor might be offended joe loki. nardward might put on this goofy yeah.

that's exactly what i said he researches. like crazy yeah. yo. he's been doing it for a long time yeah. you're right a long time but i love. narva man i love narwha so you said. he's sick probably the the one of the. most interesting interviewers out there. yeah but not right theory he's loki of. fed yeah. that's why he's he knows all that [ __ ]. man he's part of the fbi like like. imagine okay if he he mentions about you. what's like if he if he knew my great my. jk teacher what the yeah that's weird.

who are you calling who are you calling. yeah do you do you think he calls like. friends and friends yes no no probably. right yeah yeah he does i i guess i. guess if he's like friends they're gonna. do they're gonna tell them something. like super crazy to blow their mind yeah. that's true like this one time. but then but then he would take it a. step further by contacting that. elementary school teacher and telling. him how he acted and [ __ ] like that oh. yeah. yo. miss miss lancy said you're a bad kid. what yeah you get that info from me. that's crazy that's crazy have you ever.

watched that that show you you. [ __ ] no i haven't no so so he's like. he's like this guy and then he's like a. stalker yeah and he dives in if he gets. obsessed with somebody he gets obsessed. with this girl in the show. and he wants to date her but what he. does he like stalks her he figures out. like all her interests are yeah he puts. himself in positions to be the hero kind. of find her. and then when that happens like she does. she has no idea he put all those puzzle. pieces together to be in that place yeah.

yeah i mean he she just sees the the. good side of it like the oh this he. seems like a nice guy so it's crazy bro. imagine all the manipulation people. could do to be in those positions when i. was small the thing that really. traumatized me was um. we had a. hacker. presentation at our elementary school. and there was a kid who a little girl. that was taking selfies right yeah and. has still had the location on and they. were showing how the hacker got her. location and went to her house and was. talking.

and that [ __ ] for i can never stop. thinking about that [ __ ] yeah because. because i think if you take a picture. with your camera right now on any iphone. yeah if you keep the location on it it. keeps like a geo a geo signal yeah where. you took that picture and it's available. for hackers to see if they compromise it. sam you know what was crazy because one. of my friends yeah i cancelled on a plan. right and i was in downtown toronto yeah. right and i said i was at home because i. just didn't want to go out right so he. goes to snapchat maps he goes yo gavin.

yo i thought you were home fam i said i. am bro he's like oh yeah well i'll show. you this that [ __ ] is crazy like you can. really pinpoint where everyone is at at. certain times through snapchat that's. why that's how you got to be like you. got to be aware you got me you got to. you got to be aware like if you leave. these settings on people can see that. [ __ ]. like snapchat i swear it doesn't like. tell you about location like when you're. first no it does it does it shows you on. the map it shows you on the map that's. [ __ ] up. that's why if you're gonna do like these.

things behind closed doors ram you gotta. like be smart. you can't just do reckless [ __ ] yeah i. know yeah there's there's a new one. going around where um they would say. your your package from blah blah blah is. in you tap this link oh and they would. get all your [ __ ] yeah they almost got. that right because i actually have a. package coming in and i was like oh it's. finally in but then i look at that at. the number i was like you gotta check. the email address yeah anytime you get a. you get a like a sketchy email check the. email address first it might just be. like some random numbers some chinese. characters in there remember.

remember when we were going to get. verified for tick tock oh yeah that was. that was a crazy one we're like let's go. right yeah and then i click the link. it's like okay we just need your. password i'm like what. your email your password your phone. number and you check the you check the. email address and it's all that like. sketch [ __ ] like what it's like joe.com. yeah so next though they tried it you. ever um you ever search up killerjoe.com. when you're a kid you know what that is. no what is that killerjoe.com. killerjoe.com is that like a cursed site. no no it's not cursed but i it used to.

be like a prank so you go to. killerjoe.com and there's just like a. regular site and all of a sudden boom. it's like the scream face. you know the girl um from from what's. that movie called. exorcist the girl my exorcist the crazy. zombie hero. that pops up and scares you i used to. prank every with you though i remember i. threw this really like crazy prank on. miles when um uh. in computer class like. so there's a website where you can type. in a question like uh where is miles. address right and then you have to click.

a key key button and then type in the. answer yourself so when you press enter. it'll give you your answer oh yeah i. remember that i was there. and miles was like what the [ __ ] you're. so sure he was so sure he's like you. asked me about my wife asked me about my. wife so i was like yo what's my next. wife going to be i was like helen he's. like what the [ __ ]. he's like who's helen right. it's. the pranks that you can play with that. [ __ ] man no that was that was so funny. because i think i think you saw his like. notification of like a girl and then you.

typed in her name. that was a tough and it's funny because. he never told us about that girl before. i know it's just the fact you saw it and. he's like yo. this guy was so shook. i think i took it a step further and. ended it because it was like miles. wanted to know how he died like what do. you want to know how you die i feel like. hell no you don't i don't want to know. how. i don't wanna know okay okay would you. rather know how or when how or when. if it's how or when damn.

good question uh when why when because. because if it's like oh yeah actually. yeah when when when is better than how. because because you can actually. maximize your time yeah yeah cause it's. like you're gonna die from a car. i'm not gonna yeah. no but i think also both situations both. situations is just tough because it's. like you're you're still gonna be. thinking about it in your head no matter. what and it just changes life for you. yeah that sucks bro man that's weird you. don't you don't want any of those. options yeah that's why i mean you just. gotta you just gotta live life to the.

fullest at that point man do what you. want because i remember i seen um a. nurse like the shout out to the people. that actually like are nurses and see. like like people dying every day yeah. because like someone someone you have. ptsd yeah there was a tick tock where. it's like he's like i quit my job. because i just couldn't handle it that's. mad depressing yeah oh imagine people. seeing people die like this exactly so. just do what you want in life man. because you only have one you know. do you do you think. do you think a lot of those people in. health services when they see people. that die do you think they see a lot of.

spirits too oh [ __ ] spirits because i. think that's a real thing i i don't know. if i told this story before but. there was a story of when my one of my. lola sisters she was in the hospital. yeah there was a story going around how. there was a doctor right and this doctor. would talk to every single one of the. patients at some point and be like don't. worry you're going to be saved you're. going to be saved right and what. happened was they would turn out well. but. that doctor didn't exist that doctor.

so one of the patients they were like. can i can i talk to that doctor again he. like comforted me right yeah and they. were like what what doctor she was. describing him yeah he was a tall man. brown hair whatever. um there's no person that works here. like that yeah like there's no doctor. like that. so everybody who's was tweaking like who. was that then yeah yeah so the the rumor. is that he was an angel he was actually. a spirit there to comfort all of the. people that were on the brink of death. what oh [ __ ] now because there's a lot.

of stories of ghosts in the hospital. like there was a the one i think um in. virginia where a nurse was on the other. the graveyard shift right yeah and then. she went into the washroom. and and she heard her name it was like. hey or some [ __ ] like that right and she. goes back she's like yo did one of you. guys call me. no no one said nothing right. what was that huh what was it it was a. ghost oh [ __ ] it was a ghost in the. hospital why do you think they call it. graveyard shift oh [ __ ] like come on. like that's where the demons come out to.

play 12 o'clock like when i was a kid. snuggled up in my bed you ever tried you. ever tried that um it's like king's. ritual yeah i tried it yesterday no no. something else. there's like another one there's another. one where you're supposed to put your. arms against like the door and then you. keep it there and you walk toward you. walk like three steps forward yeah and. then automatically they're gonna raise. higher huh like you you do some [ __ ]. where you put your arms out to like uh. two walls yeah right and you hold it i. think you hold it low actually you hold. it low like this yeah and they start.

rising and then you walk away as much as. you try not to rise it it'll rise up on. its own. you never seen that before is that this. is actually true or like no like it. actually works it actually has something. to do with our body not necessarily. spirits but just that play on it to. think about spirits. it's mad weird right yeah so i've seen. this tick tock actually okay okay. great transition i know i'm the goal. with it. listen i see this tick tock actually. isn't a jail i'm not jail tick tock by. the way okay okay so check this out.

so they do this thing with their hands. see how they stack their hands like that. they put it over they're gonna try and. lift him i've seen this right. and when they lift him. they're able to lift him up all the way. yeah yeah yeah right. check this out. and he's big too he's big he's heavy oh. then okay so they didn't do it properly. the first time they didn't do it. properly the first time see and they. couldn't lift him so now they put their. hands in that position. yep they're stacking it they stack it.

and then they release their hands in a. way look look one after the other one. after the other one after the other then. check this out. the before they were able to lift him. look at him now. you see that see how big he is bruh that. guy's definitely like i don't i'm not. fashioned he's definitely like over 200. pounds yeah for sure he's big and they. left it with at least one hand right. yeah everybody was lifting him just like. that that's crazy and see how high it. was compared to before they could barely. lift him i know it's crazy it's crazy.

bro i remember um people people did that. to me at my school and then the number. one thing to combat it like this is like. is to go like this what does that do i. don't know to ground your hands on. something on a flat surface so you can't. go up anymore what yeah so if ever some. every like someone tries to do that if. you go like this they can't lift you up. no more that might just be something. they're mental no no it's i've tried it. before like grounding yeah grounding. because grounding is real yeah. grounding's real grounding is real and. thinking about the vibrations and things.

yeah maybe that has something to do with. it maybe that has something to do or do. you think it has something to do with. witchcraft which one i think it's. grounding too or do you think it's all. together do you think all that [ __ ]. works together i don't think it's. witchcraft this [ __ ] shouldn't be. witchcraft no that [ __ ] with the ritual. like the hands. because hands hold power yeah you know. that you know in tai chi when they do. the the movements yeah it comes from the. hands bro. yeah speaking of grounding just because. you said that there was a guy on i seen. a video of who he was on a really bad. trip and he was like the trip hasn't. hasn't lasted yet it's been 10 years.

already right oh it's lasted for 10. years yeah yeah and like it's still not. getting better right yeah i've seen the. comments the number one thing people say. is take off your shoes go walk on grass. go ground yourself because this is. probably an ego death right and then. just a lot of meditation a lot of [ __ ]. but there was a song that that was. playing in the back it was like it was. like the weirdest song ever is like um. once you're on drugs it never lasts some. [ __ ] like that or it never ends like. have you heard that song no i never. heard that song. it's like a cursed song i don't know i.

don't know it's [ __ ] though i don't. know the worst one is tiptoe. okay that one i hate that that one's. [ __ ] up i hate that whenever i think. about that it's just like i don't know i. remember i watched i used to watch these. like um cursed youtube videos like a. compilation of cursed [ __ ] right bro i. hate it to this day and then one of them. was like a picture it was a painting and. it's a painting of this boy and. supposedly this painting is cursed so if. you stare at it long enough you either. get sick or you feel really really ill.

okay just looking at it bro i felt like. i was gonna fall asleep like i was gonna. pass i was wide awake at that time but. if i felt like so. so heavy like something was pushing down. on me yeah and i was going to like close. my eyes. so what if i did like i was looking at. it what if i did go into like a a state. yeah a state and then like some dream. sense yeah and this has seen something. this is all from a picture right that's. from a picture so it's a famous painting. i forgot what it's called exactly it's a. picture of a boy yeah there's another. curse there's another there's another.

story that i have of uh three girls that. went to a cottage right yeah and in. front of the fireplace is a big painting. of this man right and as soon as soon as. they came in they they knew there was. like some type of spirit in here yeah. whenever they looked at it they got an. eerie feeling of the painting right so. the whole night right before they they. were going up in the they were climbing. the double bed yeah the bunk bed the. ladder tipped over oh right um what do. you call this when they were cooking. flames started out of nowhere. right and there was one scene where they.

went out to the lake they were all. chilling right yeah yeah and she looked. at the reflection and she she got pushed. in the lake nobody there yeah and she. looked behind me she was like yo sister. why did you push me she was like i. didn't push you oh my bro they left they. left as soon as that happened. [ __ ] that room i hate looking at those. like weird paintings that just look at. you bro cause i i forgot who said it it. was a famous artist and they said a. painting can give off energy yeah it can. give off like actual spirit yummy and. what if that painting those cursed.

paintings they held the spirit and of. its own and rather than giving a. positive outcome it was evil because. maybe it had intention behind it so a. lot of people a lot of artists talk. about this when they create something. whether it be a song whether it be a. movie whether it be a painting they put. their soul and what they're going. through at the time. into that painting yeah so let's say i. think tarantino actually said it he was. working on a movie if i'm working on a. movie and i'm going through a breakup. with somebody yeah that's gonna play. into the movie somehow even though the.

the theme of the movie isn't that that's. yummy like the feel the mood of it is. gonna play into it somehow because. that's how the director's feeling at the. time that's fine so imagine like a. painter he's going through something. very dark at the time and he puts that. energy because that feeling is energy. yeah and putting it onto a canvas. whether it be a digital canvas or a. physical one is putting that energy into. it yeah so maybe it can radiate off of. it yeah i know because think about just. creating um spiritual objects right at.

some point it was it was ingredients put. together with a purpose yeah i mean. that's why a lot of crystals look at the. the organ you know the organite pyramids. yeah feel me. that was made for a purpose so when they. build it they have intention as they. build it so that it creates that mood. that feeling. for that purpose. but when should like that happens like. tarantino says like when they're going. through like some [ __ ] and they put it. on a canvas that's when the best art. comes out though yeah cause like it's. just capturing no because it's genuine.

that's why it's very genuine and it's. very human in a sense you know i mean. when something's very human that's where. it's really drastic it's like realistic. that's where we respond to it right i. know that's why like i created my best. art when i was going to the most that's. why you know yeah and like when i really. try to sit down and think of something. it's not even my best because it's like. i'm not really putting my like pain into. it you know you know what it is though. when you do go through creative process. how is your creative process right now. my creative process is literally just i. have to be in a totally like like. comfortable state not think of anything.

yeah and it just has to come to me. that's that's what it is right now so. for me it's almost. i i don't even i don't even brainstorm. yeah i don't i don't brainstorm i don't. i don't i don't sit down and try to. think of ideas but if i do i'll be able. to do it yeah but i think some of my. best stuff comes out very impulsive yeah. exactly comes out very impulsive to. where it's like damn you know i want to. do that yeah or if something will remind. me of like a sector in that niche or. whatever that i want to take take uh. take a chance at you know and i'm just. gonna go do it yeah and i think.

somebody's commented something about. like a youth group okay right i'm like. damn it would be sick what if i had my. own like summer camp of just like like. the jumpers jumped how to how to come up. with ideas at another no no what if i. just had a summer camp just like just. like have fun bro with with our fans. with their supporters oh that's what you. came up with yeah what if i would have. something like that like i'm like ideas. you know i mean idea is just even if it. sounds dumb at the time it sounds crazy. these these little ideas that they can. grow into something even bigger yeah. just that idea of like i wanna i wanna.

create a community that can be taken as. something else maybe i take that. community aspect of it and i bring it. into okay maybe i want to make a. platform. that brings the community together it. doesn't have to necessarily be that one. idea yeah that's sick that's why but. going back to the art thing like i don't. believe there is a certain creative. block because there's no no there is i. think so i don't know because to me. there's no timeline of oh i got to put. this design out so i got to think of. something i got to put this design out. it's literally whatever you think about.

that's why you can take your the most. time you want with a thing just let it. come to you i don't know it depends. though because a lot of people they have. like a gun to their head yummy like if. if you're a struggling artist let's take. let's take an artist that has nothing at. the time and they need to make it good. for an opportunity that arises let's say. virgil's coming to town you have three. days to make a design for him oh okay. what are you gonna do something like. that you have to you have to have it in. you to to come up push through that yeah. it can't just be natural all the time. you still have to grind okay yeah yummy.

yeah because right now yeah i don't have. anything like that it's just like. literally whatever comes to my head i. think it's it's just the practice of. being creative in itself right because. being creative is kind of a skill yeah. right it as much as it is natural it is. a skill to be able to do it on a just on. a second like that yeah like those guys. who who would talk yeah just paint. pictures of that's that skill yeah it. takes time it takes time to kind of. understand your thought your way of. thinking and then seeing where it can. branch off into things right for example. if if artists just put like a gun to his.

head like you have to get it done at. this time or you miss that opportunity. and it's over for you you got to be able. to show up just like in comedy a lot of. comedians if they want to make a good. impression yeah they gotta pull that. [ __ ] out man being on a comedy stage is. crazy because once you start bombing. it's it's tough. it's tough bro but that's that's what it. takes to to bomb those first few times. so you're not afraid i know and then the. next few times like you you've seen what. hell was like now when everyone's. cheering you on you you know what heaven. is like yeah yeah you gotta experience.

the bad right. i remember when i first started teaching. uh swimming when i was coaching yeah i'd. fumble my words sometimes i'm like uh. like i'd speak too fast or some [ __ ] or. wouldn't come out smooth but the more i. did it and then i see like i'm getting. comfortable with the idea that okay i. could fumble words yeah it's not a big. deal yeah that's when i get better bro. yeah that's when you get better and then. that's when i started really coming out. with my own way of coaching yeah exactly. and it just becomes like the carlos way. like damn that's perfect i like i love.

the way it sounds you know because i'm a. taekwondo teacher too and then when i. first they threw me into the water as. soon like i didn't know anything right. and they're like okay gavin go up and. teach 50 students right i'm like oh man. i don't know how to do this and there's. added pressure because the parents are. watching you yeah the parents are paying. for lessons so that's going through my. head the whole time okay i can't waste. their time i can't waste their time but. as soon as i was like yo let's just. let's just do it the more practice i got. boom it's easy now yeah cause because a. lot of people they think about the the. parents do your parents yeah you kind of.

do have to keep that in mind but but. don't be nervous about it you just gotta. have fun with it it's just like oh yeah. they're gonna see this one yeah like all. right i know they kick you know. something like that you know. all my life i've just been it's just the. pressure of your parents being there and. watching you do good like remember i i. quit basketball based off like it was. too much pressure for me yeah but i used. to tell my dad and mom i didn't want you. on my games right i played i played. better when my dad wasn't at my games. because i developed i developed a bad. habit yeah whenever i shot it and missed.

look i would look how do you know that i. just know i was in love and my dad would. be like stop looking at me stop looking. at me right and just play the game but. it was in my head it was like too much. for me yeah because that that's that's. where it stems from is like the the. approval yeah you kind of chase that. approval and if if you let that affect. you look look look. who was it i think it was kanye that. said he said if you always try and come. up with the best answer for everything. come up with the best answer for. everything or come up with the best way. of doing something then it becomes like.

what that's a test yeah right so if you. take that i if you take that idea of it. your whole life will become a test and. you don't want to be tested your whole. life yeah i mean you just want to you. just want to exist well one of my um. grade 8 teachers told me he was the best. at taking tests like because he was so. laid back while everyone else was. stressed right yeah and then the number. one thing he told me before you take a. test you sit there you just calm down. but you go like this. because if you clench your teeth i i. noticed this before like exams too when. i'm sleeping i would clench my teeth i.

would be like the whole time but if you. let that stress go you're more relaxed. right in the jaw and the jaw it's all. from here. where that's why if you see me before a. test if you if you guys go to youtube i. go like this i i used to always do the. what the yeah because you. fem the anxiety of the the paper going. to yeah will break 25 of students really. yeah i think personally i never had an. anxiety where it made me do bad in a. test it was never i never got that you. got that. so many times i think for me it was more.

like okay let's just do it you know it's. not even like it wasn't even like oh. like there's nothing to be in my opinion. if you're gonna do a big test especially. there's no stress because look it's. either you know it or you don't that's. it that's it you just know it or you. don't yeah it's either it comes out that. day or you don't exactly so don't let it. don't let it affect you too much for. where it's like i gotta i gotta i gotta. who cares if you know it write down the. answer if you don't then next one oh my. god that's actually fact yo take that in. write that. but that's with everything right that's.

what everything like if if you if you. find struggles in your life challenges. you either take it that way or take it. the other like are you gonna stress. about it are you gonna find a solution. yeah i know and then like people wait. around like me like the usual yo get. your g get your g i procrastinated bear. right to the final minute so like this. test was like do or die fam but then i. viewed it as like okay fam i know how to. drive yeah if i don't pass it is what it. is you got to just move on yeah who. cares and like i've developed that kind. of mindset of like it is what it is and.

i kind of have to get out of that. because some some things i got to be. like okay i gotta i have to do good in. this but other things yeah it i can't. like a bad test yeah i don't let that. affect me no more and you know what too. and i think this is kind of bad but it's. kind of good in my sense. it's like. if i mess up on something i don't really. give a big deal about it right like if i. let somebody down as sad as like. sometimes like i'm like damn okay i'm. just gonna do better next time yeah like. but i don't like let it kill me. i don't let it like destroy me i don't. let it like bother me like i'm just.

gonna improve on it so there's this. there's this one time right we're in uh. i was in competitive swimming yeah and. we're doing a relay yeah okay we're. doing a relay and i was i think i was. anchor actually no no i was like one of. no i was like the third okay or second. something like that whatever yeah but. but. uh it was a relay the guy was coming. coming to to my end and then i was gonna. dive right yeah so he didn't even touch. the wall yet but i guess i got too. excited because we're already ahead in.

the lead i'm like yo we're gonna kill. this. gold medal right he didn't touch the. wall yet but i jumped in i guess off. instinct and we ran with it i'm like. [ __ ] disqualified that we got. disqualified right and then when i when. when it came time to go to the team and. to the coach and [ __ ] yeah everyone's. like yo you disqualified us blah blah. yeah and you know how i felt how you. felt noise no ways i'm like ah damn. i feel like you're so fast you're so. faced because i didn't care. that's but i i i wanted to feel bad.

yo. that ass that's my toxic trait too. because i when people are in a stressful. situation when i'm in a stressful. situation and i make a mistake i laugh. it off. because it's like it's like yo you. should you should like take this serious. i'm like yeah i will bro i will like i'm. so laid back that it pisses people off. but like i do want to care like you feel. me mm-hmm but it's just bad i gotta i. gotta stop that. but but for that it it's it's kind of a. skill in a sense of like if you want to. be very content with yourself yeah or if.

you want to be very confident in you and. very comfortable with who you are yeah. then that's a good trait that's a good. trait don't let other people's approval. or you messing up on something yeah be. too much of a catalyst on whether you're. going to be happy but i just just came. out smooth holy [ __ ]. [Laughter]. but i can't [ __ ] you'll see this on. your story. but you can't [ __ ] uh what do you. call this laugh it off at some point. because like when you're in a business. environment you can't do that [ __ ] bro. cause they're just gonna fire you yeah. yeah but but at the end of the day this.

is what it is it is what it is right. ryan's that's why that's why my biggest. thing is like if somebody ever does me. dirty then i always see it as like they. [ __ ] up because now they can't have. this yummy what do you mean like. breaking let's say let's say somebody. cheats on you or whatever goes against. you then it's like i don't i don't take. it personally as of damn that hurts so. bad like i'm not gonna have them no more. i take it as like damn they really they. really dropped the ball yeah because. let's say i do something even greater or.

like i'm very i have an even greater. relationship with somebody else then. they just missed out on it they just. they just missed out on me rather than. me feeling like damn i let them down. exactly bro yeah the main thing did you. guys break up no she's broke i'm up. my story that's going to be on my story. say it again say it again so like when. people say uh yo did you guys break up. yeah she's broke i'm up oh [ __ ] you feel. me that's the way it goes yeah just put.

that pain but that because there's a. side sometimes it's a toxic trait. sometimes it's oh yes it's good but look. there i feel like it's a balance i feel. like it's a serious balance of like your. own self-esteem your own health versus. giving to somebody else and that's. always the juggle right it's always the. juggle if we're talking about. relationships right anything okay. anything even if it's like let's say in. a group project you have to put in work. for the project but your mental health. isn't right you have other [ __ ] going on. at the time and yeah you're gonna have. to let them down yeah but you don't want.

to let them down whatever it may be but. that's the juggle that's the juggle you. you you leave psalm take some yeah yummy. yeah it's true in anything and anything. whatever you do there's a leaf some take. some and people. hurt themselves too much on the on over. on the leave some on the leaves some. part yummy. it's like i couldn't have that i. couldn't have that like who cares you're. gonna have that you have this yeah. better yeah they don't see the the. benefits that from leaving that yeah. exactly yeah i always go put that [ __ ]. back to leaving the bad friends and you. get the good ones you know.

yeah sooner sooner or later your circle. is [ __ ] five people but those five. people are the most genuine people in. the world okay what do you think what do. you think about your circle what do you. think about making a circle because i. feel like a lot of people they're too. dependent no they're too dependent on. their circle i don't know i that's. that's a good point but at the same time. it's good to have a support system. around you and i feel like if they're. pushing you yeah you're gonna get better. too right okay i'm gonna give you the. i'm gonna give like the devil's advocate. of the other side is like what if.

that could be the make or break though. because what if. your validation of their support or your. need for their support. is never guaranteed. yummy yeah so for someone like me like i. was very independent all my life like i. never let anybody else be the catalyst. of whether i'm happy or i never need. anybody else's support like it all comes. down to me and then i'm i'm i'm secure. with myself knowing like okay i got me. nobody else got me like me you're dolo. that's a good mindset too though but at. the same time is it is it like uh you. ever feel lonely i don't think i ever.

feel lonely though i don't think i ever. feel lonely is that [ __ ] up you don't. feel lonely nah. is that messed up i don't know but i do. i do want to share experiences i do want. to have memories but it's never like a. big deal it's never a big deal no i'm. totally different maybe that's my maybe. that's weird it's not i don't there's. definitely people that just ride solo. their whole life i'm not i'm because. look at me i'm not a so would you. necessarily i'm a solo guy nah kinda. yeah nah i don't think so yeah cause you. do you don't you just do just your own. [ __ ] man no but i still like have. friends you know i mean okay yeah i.

still have hello friends like i go hang. out with them but yeah we're totally. different because i wanna i'm always. like i love company yeah yeah like and. people around me and just creating. memories and [ __ ] like that you know. yeah for sure for sure but see i always. i always have a feeling like i feel like. if if you become let's say part of this. pack let's say let's say you're a pack. of wolves right okay you become part of. this pack and before you join the pack. you're alone okay being alone you can. never let yourself down because it's. just you yeah but being a part of a pack. now it's like you can let them down or.

they can let you down oh okay wait. wait you can use the other one well you. always uh you never played team sports. right never yeah no i did but i didn't. play like rep i didn't play a lot. because i was in i was on the soccer. team and i was on like a basketball team. that's it okay then that that's why. that's why your mindset is like that. then because you've never. experienced a team thing maybe maybe. that's why maybe that's why yeah exactly. and uh. i think you know you know the the anime. haikyuu is that. yeah everybody gases it up like yo you. don't like you and i watch it i'm like i.

can i could never get into i don't know. why and it clicked in my head it clicked. on my head because i never played a team. sport that's why. that's why i never clicked with me that. makes sense that's why i never liked it. because my my friends my cousins are. always like yo it reminds me of like. competing i'm like. i don't know. no because it's weird because like you. did you did um. you did boxing right yeah and swimming. yeah and swimming so i'm surprised you. didn't do any other sports because as a. kid i was in you know the parents put. you in soccer basketball yeah well i was.

in a soccer team oh you know what what. yo. i just took it when i was on the soccer. team guess what i was what i was a. goalkeeper no way. i just took that in that's weird bro. whoa that's crazy we just clicked it. right here so technically i know because. goalkeeper you're kind of by yourself. you're on your own fam unless it's the. defense helping you but you're on no. honestly that's kind of on your own yeah. oh my god i never took that in a team. sport you made you played the most. individual role yeah yeah and that was. by accident yeah.

and you loved that role i bet you did no. i love that i love that i killed it i. killed it he was chilling bro but yeah. that's a finding i never found out about. before yeah you should try it it's fun. though because um. not having that uh dependency on. yourself all the time fam it's kind of. it's kind of good break because like. when i remember when um me and sharon. were playing badminton yeah and then i. was playing like [ __ ] man yeah so he's. like the fact that he cared you would. learn to appreciate your partner so much. right i see that and then and then it's.

the opposite right yeah when he's. playing like [ __ ] i'm like [ __ ] man i. don't have time. but it's god he's glad that i'm there. with him you know. yeah that makes sense too that makes. sense too because i never got to. experience that as a kid but it i guess. it's good and bad but like it's never. too late yeah yeah it's never too late. yeah like like there was a point in the. podcast too where um i was chilling. because you're you're the the theory god. you're carrying me you're hard caring. fam but at the same time it's like no. what if carlos has a bad day i should be.

able to go in that seat and interview. someone else you know and that's how i. look at it now yeah yeah it's a team. thing is it a team thing right yeah but. no matter what i'll make sure. it's taken care of you know what i mean. no matter what. exactly we're both on our best gameplay. good way to end it yeah all right thank.

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