Divorce Pods & Heartthrobs | Ask, Tell, Confess

Ask till confess. Ask till [music] confess. Confess. >> Ask [music] confess. [singing]. >> Hello friends. Welcome back to another. Ask. Tell. Foss. >> What the [ __ ] is a conf? Yeah. What the.

[ __ ] [laughter] is that? What [ __ ]. accent was that, bro? Oh my goodness, you guys. It hurts to. laugh. >> You poor baby. >> I'm sorry. Made her laugh literally all. day yesterday, too. She's like, >> "Maybe you were not the best. babysitter.". >> No. She's like, "Who sent you?" I know. >> My bad. My bad, guys. >> I know. I was like, she walked in. I'm. like, "What are you doing here?" She's. like, "They made me come sit with you.". And I'm like, "They took my cars. They. [ __ ] Well, nobody's letting me leave. Like, what is happening?" It has been a. crazy week, guys. Yeah. >> Crazy week.

>> Crazy weekend. >> Where do we start? >> Are we starting? Are we starting? >> We're starting at the weekend. >> Nope. We're not starting with the. weekend. We will ease into that. But. >> um [snorts]. [laughter]. [gasps]. um let's talk about me. Let's talk Okay, so we need to address a couple headlines. that are happening. Let's talk about me. going to college. >> I got accepted into ASU. No, I'm Listen, I I see people online.

talking [ __ ] and I'm like, how can you. talk [ __ ] about a woman who wants to. [ __ ] better herself and get a [ __ ]. degree? Like, literally, >> you got to be a miserable human to not. want to celebrate somebody [ __ ]. evolving and like trying to learn. >> that part. >> Um, so just so you guys so we're clear, um, I'm not going to the ASU campus. I'm. going to do online. the amount of people. that knew like they were like she's. going to be over on said like street. where I guess all the park. >> the frap [laughter] where the frapp I. mean I mean can we take a trip?

>> Uh no but listen I'm going to do online. but it's um I'm not going to tell you. guys what I'm studying but I'm doing a. double major and I don't see why the. [ __ ] not. Yeah, >> you know, like I've got the time to do. it now. And it's like I have the the. mental capacity to want to learn right. now, so I'm going to do that. And like I. Who. >> who doesn't want to get their [ __ ]. bachelor's degree in a couple days? >> Think that's weird. Like I'm. >> Yeah. >> Why anyone would judge something like. that is wild to me.

>> I'm excited about it. They I I don't. think you guys realize how hard it was. for me to get accepted into their. Somebody said, "Oh, ASU accepts. everybody." Well, if they had to jump. through the [ __ ] hoops I did, >> that was wild. >> They really wanted to be there because I. mean I you got to think I [ __ ] I went. to a little bit of college, but I. literally pretty much got my GED after I. dropped out of high school. So, going. back to college for me is a huge deal. >> I mean, I've done like, you know, beauty. u beauty school and stuff like that, but.

I never got a major in anything. So, I'm. really excited to do that and I'm really. excited for this chapter of my life. And. do we need to have like a schoolgirl. photo shoot? [laughter]. >> Little cabin gown. >> That's what I a little little Yeah, maybe when I graduate. But you know. what's cool? I was looking up the other. day is um Pamela Anderson did her last. Playboy shoot when she was 48. I feel like people put a ceiling on. women all the time for like,

>> well, you're you're too old. You can't. be sexy. I don't give a [ __ ] who [ __ ]. thinks that women can't be sexy. I will. always break that stigma because I truly. believe that sexy isn't about how you. look, it's about how you feel on the. inside. But it's also about how you make. other people feel. >> Yeah. >> And if you want to get dalled up and you. want to wear like lingerie and all that. stuff and that makes you feel pretty, then I say [ __ ] go for it, dude. >> Yeah. There's a whole category on the. hub for it. So, someone clearly finds it. attractive. >> Do we get the hub right here? I thought.

it was blocked. >> Yeah. Yeah, I can't log. What? >> Yeah, >> that's what I'm saying. Like, >> what is the category? >> Yeah. >> Milves. >> Well, yeah. >> Yeah, >> that's what I'm saying, though. There. wouldn't be a category for it if there. wasn't a whole need for it. >> A whole niche for it. Yeah. I haven't. been able to get on the hub in forever. cuz they blocked it out here. >> What are we on? >> How do you get on? You must have an. account. Do you have an account? [laughter]. >> Premium. >> I was ask you have an account. >> I was I have a husband. I don't need. that right now. I was just asking.

>> cuz I know you can't get on the hub in. some states without having an account, right? >> I don't know. >> No, I think it's location specific. >> Like certain states like banned it like. for sure. >> They banned the whole website. >> Yeah, I think Tennessee is banned. California is not banned. New York's not. or New York may be banned or not, but. yeah, certain states don't allow it. anymore. >> Yeah. >> Whoa. I miss the hub. I haven't been. able to get on there in a long time. Maybe I need to Maybe I'll make a. [ __ ] account, you know? Oh, [laughter] hey, can we address this. really quick? Everybody in my DMs is.

like, "Can you please make another OAF?". >> Absolutely the [ __ ] not. >> We close that chapter. >> Yeah. I will ne Not that I'm hating on. OF models. I [ __ ] love them. Get your. bags, girls. Um but I already did that. And. >> been there, done that. >> I'm good. I'm set. I don't need to bust. it wide open, you know? Like, >> what a good time that was. >> It was fun. [laughter]. >> How many [ __ ] places did we get. kicked out of. >> for shooting [ __ ] half naked. pictures? Our first shoot together. >> Yeah, >> we got kicked out. First shoot together.

We got kicked out. I mean, we had our. first shoot together. We also got kicked. out. >> Got kicked out. >> That lady yelled at us. Oh my gosh. Yes. Oh my gosh. >> That was like what a time to be alive, though. I had so much fun making OAF. content because, you know, it's not like. what everybody thinks. They're like, "Oh. my gosh, it's, you know, like super, you. know, scandalous content." No, it's. >> We had a lot of fun. >> We had so many like sexy photo shoots. Like I love I miss taking sexy photo. shoots. I We need to We're going to. bring it back. I know we've talked about. on the cake the other day. >> Huh?

>> I reminised on the cake the other day. >> When I tried to put my ass in a cake. >> Yeah. So, I guess there's this thing. called splashing. Is that what it's. called? Splashing, right? >> I think. >> Yeah, it's called splashing. And guys on. OAF would pay you to like bounce your. ass in a cake. So, we got this cake, right? [laughter]. And I'm all oiled up and I'm in lingerie. and I literally go to [ __ ] plap my. ass on this cake thinking it's going to. be so soft and just like a little pillow. just you know the frosting is going to. just wrap around me and look beautiful.

This [ __ ] cake was frozen, [laughter] dude. It was like slapping my. ass on a [ __ ] iceberg. [laughter] I. was like um slid out from underneath. her. Yeah, they like literally I hit it. and I slid and the whole cake just kind. of like from my body heat just had a. slant on it, dude. >> We got to find the videos of that. Oh. god. But yeah, no, I'm not I'm not. making another OF. But I don't I don't. see anything wrong with doing sexy. photos. And I mean,

>> according to the interwebs, everybody. wants me to do sexy photos again. So I. might. But I mean I think that women of. any age can embrace their sexiness. I. think and I've always been like that. You guys know that. Like I've literally. always tried to um embrace my sexuality. but walk a really fine line of like you. can be sexy while still maintaining some. sort of little little bit of integrity, you know? So, >> I don't know. I think it's a fine line. that we can all learn to walk together. >> Is there anything you guys want to talk.

about? >> We're just all living this life together. right now. >> Yeah. This weekend was one for the. >> I'm still recovering. >> Yeah. >> Pretty sure you like your drunkness came. back the next day after and you said I. might be a little tipsy. >> Yeah. Yeah. >> Woof. >> Well, let's address uh the girls in the. room. >> Your girl. >> Yeah. Your girl got her boobs done. This. is the first peak that anybody has of. them. >> These are This is This is the new rack,

guys. >> Chich and Chong have upgraded. >> Yeah. And um I literally just got out of. surgery three days ago. I had some work. done under my eyes too. So if you guys. see anything on the camera, that's why. is because I have literally have like. >> If you see anything on the camera, no, you didn't. >> Yeah, it's swollen and like bruised. right here. But yeah, I got my I lost 20. lbs. >> So my boobs just went. >> and it they look like ski slopes and I. was like. >> they were still nice.

>> But you know what? I was just like, you. know, let me have this era of my life. just being super like whatever I want. Like whatever the [ __ ] you want. >> Yeah. Just do whatever the [ __ ] I want. So Dr. Tera, um, my surgeon who did my. expplant in 2019 put my implants back in. and we did very, very small implants. We. did, uh, 300cc, >> 310. >> on one. So one boob is 310, the other is. 300. Um, and they're just they're super. small, but I just needed them to perk.

back up cuz them babies were looking. like I could tie them in a knot. Like it. was really sad. >> Over your shoulder. >> over the shoulder boulder holders, you. know, like it was really rough. So, um, that is why. And I'm all for advocating. for women to do whatever they want with. their bodies. >> That part. >> Yes. I had to go through the whole. implant thing, but we're going to try it. again. And I feel like I'm a lot. healthier this time around. And you did. them differently. >> than I and I did them differently than I. was in 2019 when I was still, you know,

detoxing after all of the trauma I had. been through and also all of the um. >> copious amounts of drugs and alcohol. that I drank the 13 years that I had. those bad boys in. So, >> and those were huge. >> Oh, dude. They were like matronly. It was so much. >> My implant, you guys have heard me talk. about this before. My implant had folded. in half and literally a lobster claw. size of scar tissue started growing in. it. So my right boob was like that big.

>> Yeah. >> Yeah. Yeah. That was crazy. Your boob. would swell up every time it was like. around your period time. I remember like. one day you sent me a picture. You're. like, "Does my boob look huge?" And I. was like, "It's like twice the size of. the other one." And they were already. big to begin with. Yeah. No, they were. like almost e. >> they were like almost ease. These are. still tiny and like cute and like you. know I can still. >> give you that top fullness back like. that's all I needed. Your boobs your. side profile is fire. >> Yeah. So good. >> I'm going to tell you what though. It. has been 3 days in and I'm like.

>> uh I'm ready to rock first and foremost. I'm ready to like get. >> You're ready to rock day one. You know. how many times she tried to leave. yesterday? >> And I said, she was like, "You're going. to drive me." I said, "I don't know how. to drive." [laughter]. >> I was like, "I'll call a [ __ ] Uber.". >> We literally held her hostage. >> Yeah. >> To not leave the house. Even the doctor. called and said, "Hey, need you to. relax.". >> Yeah. You know why the doctor called? Because Mo [ __ ] emailed him and told. him to call me. >> Yeah. >> I was like,

>> "Chill.". >> Yeah. But we filmed the whole surgery. and not the not like we did with my. facelift, but you know, me going in. waking up. Do we want to talk about who. else is getting their boobs done in the. crew or should we cut that? >> Who else? Hi May's getting a new rack. >> Got what size are you going? >> I'm going to go a B35 C. >> Okay, cool. [laughter]. >> Mine is fourus. [gasps]. >> I love a B 35C. >> Getting new boobs. >> Yay. Yay! Mimi's getting new boobs.

Momo's getting new boobs. We're just. glowing up all around. And listen, we. are all for whatever you guys want. I. always preach love yourself. And if. loving yourself means putting boobs in, getting work done, like. >> do whatever makes you happy, dude. >> And don't let the world stop you. Like, >> I got mom boobs. >> Or if you want to be natural, that's. also fine, too. >> I do love a good set of natural titties. >> I love natural. I love natural yetis. I. love them so much. Like I love girls.

with natural bodies and natural faces. I. look at them and I'm just like. >> you're hot. Yes. >> Like always. >> Yeah. No, I love it. I do want to. reiterate that also. It's like whatever. makes you happy cuz I I feel like I've. always preached that also is like being. happy with what you got kind of thing. and like Yeah. And I. >> But if you aren't happy with certain. things then you can change them and do. what I'm doing. >> Yeah. And I don't think there's anything. wrong with making improvements to what. you already have, you know? Like if if. there's something that you're insecure. about you, there's always a fix for it,

you know? And. >> I just don't get why people are. concerned with what other people do with. their bodies. >> That part, bro, that part. >> It's not even your body. >> Dolly Parton is literally one of the. most iconic humans in the world, and. she's had every surgery known to man. Looks phenomenal for her age. >> People still love her. >> And people love her. Nobody says. anything about Dolly's work, you know. >> I would just like mine to look up here. >> Yeah. >> Same. One day. >> Yeah. >> I just want to look him in the eyes. >> When I went in and told Dr. T, I was. like just I said, I just want to put my.

chin on them. [laughter]. >> He was like, I don't think I can do that. for you. And I was like, >> if anybody can do it, it's you, buddy. So, >> we love him. >> Yeah. >> Well, amongst all the other [ __ ] that's. been going on this week, we have been. moving into our new house. >> Yay. So, we've been moving into our. compound. Um, the house is still not. [ __ ] ready, but we'll probably do. like a I'll do like a TikTok or maybe. we'll vlog it or something. But it's. looking so insane.

>> So dope. It's literally So, after the. divorce happened, because I was. designing the house um to fit, you know, Jay and I, >> both personalities, >> both personalities. And I kind of always. had to tone it down because, you know, he's my he was my little country boy and. just, you know, wasn't used to the the. um what would you call my [ __ ]. >> It's more of like an eccentric taste. >> Yeah. I. >> Vegas, >> very rockstar. Very like rockstar glam. Yeah. Yeah. Yes.

>> So when the divorce happened, I went in. and said, "Take that down. Take that. down. Replace this." And I It looks. sick, dude. It looks. >> The guy puts up the last thing of. wallpaper. She goes, >> "I hate that." [laughter]. >> Yeah. I was like, >> "That's ripping it down.". >> Yeah. I was like, "Nope, I hate that." I. was like, and but I'm in my I'm not. going to settle era. >> 100%. Because literally the changes you. made. >> Yeah. Yeah. >> Made that house [clears throat] so.

stunning. >> The cheetah hallway. >> The cheetah hallway is my favorite. >> hallway is my is iconic. Do a photo. shoot there. >> Yeah, we will. Yeah. Good idea. Yeah. And the master bath. >> The master bath is Oh my gosh. >> Was in there, too. >> I love your upstairs closet. >> Mhm. >> The burgundy one. >> I was in there last night and they were. doing like all the techy stuff. >> The vanity. Uh, >> wait till you see that. >> We have light up countertops in my. closet and I walk in and I just hit a.

button and like Nickelback starts. playing. You know, >> guys, I'm not joking. That's exactly. what happened last night. He goes, "All. right, watch this." this and he presses. a button. The whole place shuts down. It's dark. He goes, "And now bunny. mode." And he hits it. [laughter]. Purple glowing chandeliers creed. It was. the [laughter] coolest thing ever. >> Yes. >> I was like, "Oh my god, this is so. funny.". >> Yes. I mean, this is going to be my. forever home, my forever palace, and. this is what I want. Like, I want It.

literally looks like Alice in Wonderland. lives there. It's my brain. >> Whimsical as hell. It's my brain from. the minute you walk into that house. There's a um a mural that's like that. would be in the cathedrals that is on. the ceiling. >> Uh like I mean I took out everything in. that house and redid it gutted. Yeah. It. was literally a shell of what it is now. Yeah. >> And it just looks so good. I'm so. excited. So we'll be I'll be able to. move in probably in the next, you know, few days. But we just had the furniture.

delivered. I had custommade furniture. done by what? Who? Can we shout them. out? The Vault, right? >> The The Vault in Texas. Yeah. >> Yep. The Vault on Tik Tok in Texas. They. do phenomenal work. Their freaking. furniture. Holy cow. >> The delivery guy who delivered it. yesterday, you guys, was like Mexican. OT. He was the funniest dude I have ever. met. And he just kept saying, "Where's. the guy with the tattoos on his face?" I. said, "Oh, he just like walked." He's. like, "I really like that guy.". >> So funny. Like him and Jason were like.

best buds all day long. I loved their. delivery crew. Oh, I love it so much. No, I wouldn't know that because you. guys [ __ ] wouldn't let me go. yesterday. >> Day one of healing. >> Imagine going Imagine going down 8:40. and hitting the bumps hurt. >> Mhm. It was day two. Hold on. The. publicist is texting right now. Let's. see. >> And me driving on top of it. >> All right. I'm not getting in trouble by. my publicist. Yeah. I'm really excited. about the new property. I cannot wait to.

get some horses on it. We have a barn. that's getting built. It's like it's. just a dream and I'm so thankful that, you know, I'm at this point in my life. where I can just be um so happy and have. so much gratitude. >> because that's really what life is all. about, dude. Is just being thankful for. the things you have and for the things. you don't have. >> and the people you have in your life. For sure. >> Absolutely. >> That's been this year for sure for I. think all of us. >> 2026 has been a wild. >> It was a rebirth for sure. wild year. Oh.

my goodness. Like, >> holy cow. If you would have told me 6. months ago that my life is like it is. right now, I would have been like, "No. way.". >> No, it's unbelievable is what it is. >> No, it's crazy. >> Yeah. >> All right. So, I guess we're all. gathered here today to hear about the. divorce podcast. And you know, I. really thought out what I was going to. say to you guys about this because one, I have built my platform on always being.

honest with you guys and always uh being. upfront. And. it's kind of backfired on me because I. do always feel like I owe you guys the. truth of things even when to me they're. obvious but for some reason people. always want to try to make things like a. negative thing. >> And it's really crazy. But I mean I took. it down because I realized I just don't. want one of the hardest moments of my. life to become a permanent headline. >> Yeah. >> I don't want to live in that. you know,

like I believe in being transparent with. you guys and that's never ever ever. going to change. But I also believe that. people deserve the space to heal, um, to. evolve and to move forward. You know, like that episode served a purpose for. me at that time and it was real, it was. honest and it came from exactly where I. was emotionally in that moment. >> Correct. >> Um, but I'm not in that same place. anymore. And I think that that's where. we need to um pause and just kind of.

focus on the fact that like people are. like, "Oh, well, she moved on so fast.". And it's like, hold up. I've been. mourning the loss of my marriage for at. least a year. I had visions of the news. breaking of it happening, you know, >> and there is so much behind the scenes. that I have not spoken on. >> and that I will never speak on. >> because it doesn't matter. >> I will only tell you guys my part in the.

demise of my marriage. And um. you know. when people see me out having fun and. you know just living my best life I can. see where they would be like wow they. just announced the divorce. But really. you guys have to understand I have been. sitting in purgatory. >> purgatory for 2 and 1/2 months in my. studio house. Literally there was times. where I was on the floor screaming. crying because I could not understand.

what the [ __ ] was going on. There were. moments where you guys had to call and. get me IVs because I was going to have. to go to the hospital because I was not. eating. [clears throat] I wasn't. drinking. You were. >> malnourished. >> I was I couldn't even stand up because I. was so [ __ ] devastated. You guys took turns watching me, not. just because I wouldn't eat, but because. you guys were so scared for my mental. health. No, none of you guys would leave. me alone. you, Monica, and uh Mimi.

always [ __ ] just made sure that. somebody was there for me. That's the. [ __ ] that you guys don't see because I. on the internet, I'm extremely. vulnerable. But when it comes to seeing. me be weak or like this makes me want to. tear up when this comes to when it comes. to seeing me be weak, I will never let. you guys see that side of me. I think I. cried one time on a vlog whenever Jay. and I broke up in 2018 and I promised. myself that I would not do that. And. like yeah, I might have cried about my. book, but those were like happy tears.

And like um you know, in the divorce. podcast, I was super vulnerable. And to. be honest with you, I don't like being. that vulnerable because yes, it makes me. human, but at the same time, I want. women to know like. you're going to [ __ ] get through it. You're going to survive. But I also, if I'm being real, I don't. want the divorce to become my entire. personality. I don't want to be the. poster child for divorce. I don't want. people DMing me saying, "I'm so sorry. your husband left you." You know, it's.

like when you guys really don't even. know the whole story. You guys only know. bits and pieces. You know, there's so. much more to me than just one painful. chapter in my life. And there's so much. more that I want to talk about and that. I want to create and that I want to. laugh about and that I want to. experience with you guys. Um, I made a. hundred grand on that [ __ ] podcast. Yes, it was one of my highest viewed um, podcast episodes, but I don't care about. the money. If I cared about the money, I. would have left it up and let it get. another [ __ ] hundred grand. If I.

cared about the views, I get views by. myself. I I post a [ __ ] Tik Tok and. get 10 million views. I'm not YouTube. has never been my strong uh, platform. >> Social media has been my strong. platform. I just started a [ __ ]. YouTube this year. What? Six months ago? >> Yes. >> It was like six months ago. Go back on. the channel and look, you know? So, I I. built my brand. Sorry, that just really. hurt my boob. >> Um I built my brand off of YouTube. The. reason why my podcast is so [ __ ].

popular is because of the downloads, because of the people who listen to it, not watch it. >> Yeah. Um, I built a cult following. behind a payw wall on Patreon, which I, you guys know I left Patreon last year, which is why we went to YouTube. Yes. So, we're still building the YouTube. >> But, um, I don't care about the views. I. don't care about the money. There's a. >> there's 100,000 clips on [ __ ] Tik Tok. if you guys want to see it. And I think. the key points of what you guys wanted.

to know about the divorce podcast is all. on Tik Tok. Just type in bunny xo. divorce podcast. You'll see all. [clears throat] the clips. And oh my. god, how [ __ ] amazing has it been. that these women and a lot of men have. rallied around me and you know they. listened to the words that I said. They. posted videos about it. They've just had. my back through this all and it's been. so [ __ ] amazing. And I'm so [ __ ]. thankful for you guys. Like I swear when. we do another tour, I want everybody to. come out just so I can hug you.

personally myself. you know, you guys. have had to watch me live my real life. out in front of you guys. And I've tried. to do it with as much pride and dignity. as I can um while still maintaining the. emotional aspect of it, but not teaching. people to wallow in it. Because that's. where it gets scary and that's where you. have to walk a fine line of like when do. you when do you what is it girl? get up, you know, like when do you get the [ __ ].

up? And you're just like, okay. >> I think people after divorce, they want. you to lay down and die and they expect. you to not like. >> to never live again. It's never get. married again and never be happy. It's. like. >> that crazy how the narrative is like. you're not allowed to do anything post. divorce. >> Yeah. >> What seen it happen firsthand. >> It's a rebirth. A divorce is a rebirth. and it is your choice whether you want. to stand up or crawl. >> Yeah. It's whatever you want to make it.

like this is your opportunity to. literally change everything about. yourself that you didn't like while you. were in that relationship. I am so much. more of a different human. >> now. >> than I was in that relationship. And I. am I feel so good. I'm so happy. Like I. am so free. They said to me the other. day, they said, "Bunny, I haven't seen. you this happy in in eight years. Like, I I've never seen this side of you. My. OCD is getting better." And I think it's. because of the HRT that I got on. Like,

it's been. >> it's been really interesting. >> getting to know myself after this. And. yeah, you know, it sucks. It absolutely. [ __ ] sucks. But. >> that dude is my best friend and I love. him to death. We talk all the time. He. we had to talk about, you know, some. stuff this week and he's he's literally. my best friend. He's like, "Come on, man." You know, like, "What are you. doing?" Uh, but it's it's not um a.

malicious thing of me taking the podcast. down. You know, me pulling the episode. wasn't about hiding anything or. pretending it didn't happen. It was just. about choosing, you know, not to let one. season of my life define every season. that came after that. >> Correct. And I just think that um you. know, if you guys will allow me to grow, I'll keep growing out loud and healing. out loud with you guys. But you know, you guys have to allow me that space to. be able to grow.

>> And I'll never let you down. I might do. some weird [ __ ]. >> But it's not like I'll tell you before I. do it. >> I'll tell you before I do it. >> And that's the thing. That's another. thing. Can we talk about this? Because I. never lie to you guys. I tell you guys, hey, it's about to be a hot girl summer. If you see me outside half naked, no you. didn't. You said it. Yeah. Like, I've. literally said that, you know. >> Yeah. And you can tell the fans because. everyone in the comments was like not. surprised by this. She already told us. >> Yeah. Like anybody's that really knows.

me and that really pays attention to the. pod is like this is she said she was. going to do this. You know, um granted, would I have done it as public as I did. it? No. Okay. that I that was a lesson. learned and but I mean I could have. [ __ ] made out with Haley and it would. have made headline news. >> I have. >> you know so did. >> can a girl [laughter]. THAT VIDEO. SAID YOU did. >> we did video we did it in the kitchen.

yesterday too. She's like, "It's so. rainy out here and beautiful." And I I. looked at her, I go, "You want to fuck?". And she goes, >> and we both got quiet [laughter] and. looked at each other. Just look at each. other. >> Like, we were really thinking about it. It was so funny. [laughter] Um, but. listen, can your girl get a sweet little. kiss under the fireworks? I mean, >> romantic. Romantic. >> I've never had that done. I thought it. was so sweet, you know. And of course, I'm not gonna What am I, you know? >> It's just let your girl live. Let her.

just live a tiny bit. I'm not dating. anyone. >> No, >> I don't want to date anyone. I am here. for fun, baby. I am having fun and, >> you know, >> I learned a lot of lessons this week and. I'm going to I'm going to, you know, take it on the chin because I did this. and I take full accountability for it. But that's all it was. It wasn't. anything like. >> No, >> there was a huge group of us. >> I was just about to say there was. literally like 20 of us. >> Most fun we've ever had together. Yeah,

it was so fun. >> This weekend was crazy, guys. It was so. much fun. >> I just want to clarify though, I wasn't. on a [ __ ] date, you know? There's no. There was 20 of us. It was Haime's. birthday. >> Yay. >> It was Haime's birthday. It was 4th of. July. I had never been to downtown. Nashville uh for Fourth of July. So, it. was just. >> I didn't think you were going to come. >> Oh, I came, baby. >> She was like, "Haley, what are you. doing?" I said, "I'm going downtown.". She goes, "I'm coming with you." I said, "No, you're not.". >> Yeah. >> And then look at us. Look at us. Look at. us. Look at us.

>> I love it. Yeah. Do it every day. It was. a lot of fun this weekend. Like, I'm not. even joking. A lot of fun. >> No, it was so great. And it was because. everybody that was there was just a. [ __ ] great human. >> Everybody. And like everybody got Yeah. Even security. My security guard was. [ __ ] best friends with everybody, you. know? >> It was so much fun. >> Like I I even like before the weekend. started, we were getting ready and it. started there. Like I looked back at the. videos and she's like got her Burger. King and she's like dancing [laughter]. at the kitchen table and I was just like.

I look back on it I was like you're so. happy. >> Yeah. >> And it was so nice to see after the two. months we've been through and like we're. literally holding you as you're like. having these breakdowns like weightless. in our arms to like. >> throwing a whopper around is like. >> so [laughter] fun. It was so good. It was so much fun. >> Let's also talk about the fact that you. have your own bar inside the bar. >> My photo is literally. >> there's a 20 foot. >> picture of you in that bar.

>> Yeah. And I mean it everybody the. headlines are like was that it was at. Jelly Rolls bar and it's like I also. have a floor there. I also feel very. safe there. I also feel very protected. I know everyone. Yeah. It's that's our. home, you know, and it's like if I'm. gonna land at any bar, >> we like to support them. >> Yeah. I'm gonna do that friends. >> at Good Night Nashville. Yes. >> All the bottle girls so hot. >> I love them. They're so beautiful. >> But also, we were on the rooftop cuz. that's where you could see the. fireworks. >> Yeah. You're not going to watch it from.

your level. You can't see fireworks, you. know, like the bunny level, which by the. way is like the most lit level in you. guys. Everyone is on Bunny's Bar. >> Yeah. Except for on July 4th, everybody. was on the rooftop. >> Yeah, cuz I want to see the fireworks. for sure. But like I mean during the. week if you go. >> it gets lit up there. >> It's my favorite bar on Broadway. >> But you know Jay was like he gets it. You know he was not. >> that wasn't an issue. >> Not an issue at all. So. >> so I mean what the what the issue is is. where you're trying to just move on from.

your life and people are videoing you. for clout. I think that's like let's. really talk about that and I get it. Everybody wants to, you know, break a. story or everybody wants to, you know, earn some clout, but it's like you're. literally videoing a woman who's trying. to move on with her life and has been. through hell this entire [ __ ] year. And it's like, you couldn't just for one. second let her just have a moment. It. had to be sneaky recording. >> That's malicious. That's what I see as. like being a malicious human.

>> Yeah. And I'm not mad. I know who did it. and I'm not mad at the girls who did it, but it's just like at the same time it's. like really like come on, dude. >> And live your own life. Watch the. fireworks. >> Yeah. >> Come on. >> Also, I feel like was like context. everything. What if they said like, "Oh. my gosh, Bunny living her best life." I. think that would have been maybe I'm. wrong, but like I feel like the way it. was videoed was like, "Oh, she's. sneaking doing something." But you were. just having fun. >> There was 5,000 people around us. I. wasn't I'm literally living my life out. loud and I'm [clears throat] not trying. to hide anything. And Don't record.

people. >> Yeah. >> Yeah. And I mean, >> sneaking around would have been even. kind of worse. >> I mean, that's what a lot of celebrities. do. And honestly, after this week, I've. learned that I cannot do anything out in. public like that, you know? And it's sad. because that's who I am. Like, I. >> yearn for a sense of normality. I yearn. to be able to just I do like. >> I still don't think I still do. >> He's like crazy. >> I don't know. I don't think it's just. set in and I'm just like I don't I don't. think people care about me as much as.

they do. >> I hope this week you've realized that. they do. >> I do. And you know I will move forward. with a lot more integrity and class. I. just want to have fun. I'm just here. living my best life. And. >> yeah, life's short, man. That part. And. it's like, man, I just I'm so happy and. I'm so free and I'm just I want to wash. my hands and put that chapter behind us. I don't want to have to I don't want to. have to be referred to as somebody's ex. for the rest of my life because I have.

worked so hard to build my brand um to. be separate from that person anyways. And like I am so thankful for the time. that we had together and the [ __ ]. [ __ ] that we built together. But. >> you know, let that man live his life. also. >> while I'm living mine. I don't need to. be somebody's ex in every [ __ ]. headline. And it's really not tea. Like, I get, you know, you guys are talking to. people and you guys get these sources. that don't know what they're even. [ __ ] talking about, but I will always.

come here on this microphone and tell. you the truth because I don't I don't. want to hide anything. And do I regret. this past weekend? Absolutely the [ __ ]. not. >> I had fun. I am healing out loud. >> So what? I got kissed under the [ __ ]. fireworks. So, I hope I get kissed under. [ __ ] 10 more firework shows, you. know? >> 100%. >> But I'm not dating anybody. I do not. want to be with anybody. Like, I don't. have There's an ice box where my heart. used to be. Do you guys remember that. song? Do we remember that song?

>> Yeah. And I That [ __ ] is chained up. It. trust me, nobody's getting through. I'm. working on healing myself. I want to. come and go as I please. I, you know, I. might even. >> healing process. might even have a. rosta. You never know. >> I love it. >> It's a bad [ __ ] genre. What was that? What's that sound on Tik Tok? Um, I got. a rasta. It's a bad [ __ ] genre. Do you. know what I'm talking about? >> [ __ ] I can't remember it. >> I can't think of it. >> Tik Tok. >> I'm chronically online. >> Can you guys just please, please,

please, please stop pinning me with. every person that you see because I will. literally tell you. >> he's the one. If it's he's the one, you. know? And. >> you guys did it with Daddy Chatty. The. [ __ ] song where I'm lip-syncing. Eminem's [ __ ] You guys are like, "Oh my. god, Eminem and Bunny would make a great. >> Yeah. Like Bunny needs to get with. Eminem." And I'm just like, "No, like. >> we're not pinning down anything. >> We're not I'm like, "Dude, you're not. pinning this [ __ ] down. Catch me if you. can. I am [ __ ]. >> You heard You heard it here first.". >> Yeah, you heard it here. And if you guys.

ever have any questions, of course, ask. me. I will always tell you. Mhm. >> And you know, your girl's just out here. [ __ ] having fun, living living my. best life. >> and [snorts] going back and forth with. you. You know what I'm talking about? [laughter]. [gasps]. >> That was nice. That was nice. >> My best life. The Suede Brooks podcast. was taken down because she asked me to. take it down. Not for any other reason. Um, you know, she was just brutally honest.

in that. interview. And you know, I think it just. wasn't a good look for her. So, I'm not. going to ever argue with somebody. whenever they come to me and they're. like, "Hey, can you take this down?" Of. course, I'll take it down. You know, like I don't need. >> clickbait for anything like that, you. know. And I also talked to Drake. He was. more than sweet, more than gracious. about the situation with Suede and um. you know, gave me his version of the. story and you know, so Suede coming to. me and then Drake of course talking to.

me, not he didn't ask me to take the pod. down at all. Um but he was just like, "Hey, this is my side of the story." You. know, I think it was just better to take. the podcast down than to leave it up cuz. we're not here to hurt anybody. We're. not here to. >> It caused too many ripples. Yeah. >> And it was just best. >> Yeah. Yeah. So that's again, everybody's. like, "Why did she take the Suede. podcast down?" And it's like a. conspiracy. I need you guys to know that. it's never that serious over here. And. if it is, I'll probably make a TikTok. about it or I'll [ __ ] talk about it,

you know? >> Yeah. >> And another thing, I am not going on the. [ __ ] Bachelorette, dude. >> No, >> those dudes are too square for me. >> Yeah. You say no to every opposite. version of the Bachelorette. >> I need Yeah. could have been love. >> Please, >> please. Oh, >> you guys, I don't even know what my type. is anymore. Like, >> I think you have a type. >> I I do. >> You do believe you do have a type. >> I do have a type. What do you guys think.

my type is? Let me hear this. >> Tattoos. Tall, skinny, baby arm tattoos. [laughter]. >> Yeah. >> I mean, but they have to have swag. I. have a thing with a guy's walk. Like I. love a dude that walks with like. confidence and is like I don't know that. just has like a little [snorts] strut. >> The person could look like your most. stereotypical like that's who you would. want but if they open their mouth and. they're a goober you will be so like. icked out. >> The person has to have a certain type of. confidence for you to be attracted to.

them. >> for sure. And they also have to be able. to make me laugh. >> If you can make me like and like all. weekend all I did was [ __ ] laugh, dude. Like I belly laughed all weekend. Like that's all I care about. Like if. you can [ __ ] Adam Sandler me 24/7. >> Yeah. >> Like I'll be in love. >> Humor gets you a long way. >> Yeah. And [clears throat] I also I need. a guy like Dracula. I need a yearer. >> I made her watch Dracula yesterday. >> and he's [ __ ] hideous. I I wish they. had picked somebody cuter. >> So cute. >> No, he's not. >> He looks like a Fraggle Rock. What are.

you talking about? >> That is Google it. Pull it up. Fraggle. Rock. They got the same eyebrows. But um. >> what is happening? I hope there's. [laughter] a picture of this on the. screen right now. >> You want to see a raggle rock? >> Yeah, I would like to. >> Hi. >> We can't find the remote. Someone took. the remote. >> Someone took the remote. >> All right, here I'll pull it up for you. Yeah, he look like a fraggle rock. But. um. >> I need somebody that yearns for me, you. know? Like. >> love a year. >> Yeah, I need a yearer and I don't know, but like I said, I don't it's I don't. even I'm not looking for love. So I just.

need somebody to make me smile. >> There's no love happening. >> Do that. Yeah. No, doesn't. >> What if someone like built you a barn. like by hand and it was them? >> I mean, I guess. >> No, >> I think that's hot. [laughter]. >> That's That's Mimi's love language. >> Yeah, I'm like build me [ __ ]. >> I like I think I like people that are. like obsessed with me. >> I guess. Yeah, that's what I love. Like. I need I need a Joe uh Joe Goldberg. >> Your type, Haley. >> Okay, we don't have enough time on the.

podcast for that. >> Just stand outside Friday night. That's. [laughter] a type. >> [screaming]. >> That was so funny. >> Tell people where I go. Believe me. >> What the heck? [laughter]. >> He does not look like that at all. >> Yeah, he does. >> Looks like Dragula. >> Yeah. >> Oh. >> Um I need a Joe Goldberg. A you. >> Yes. The obsession is so hot. >> Yeah, that's what I need. >> But maybe not kill people. >> You don't really have I mean, no, I'm. just kidding. [laughter].

Don't Don't headline that, please. Um, Haley, you have a very eclect. You like. really pretty boys. >> Do I? >> Yeah. But it's like a certain type of. pretty boy. >> Like they could be in like a music video. type [ __ ]. >> You have a very specific. >> state. Like they all have great. eyebrows. >> That's a good point. >> They do. Like you I think you like like. the guy the dudes that are like well. manicured like the perfect beards, the. perfect eyebrows. Like.

>> Yeah. >> Yeah. I like them a little grungy too. though. >> Fake grungy where I'm like where I've. never seen them like they bought the. tattered shirt from Chrome Hearts so it. looks grungy but like that definitely. didn't get it like working underneath a. car. That rip did not happen there. Like. that's. >> Yeah. >> He likes anybody who like looks like. they stepped off of a set of a reality. show. Anybody like that? >> That part. >> Yeah. >> Yeah, that's a good one. >> I can see that. >> Yay. >> I can [laughter] see that for sure. >> Yeah. These pretty boys came out to the.

farm to do some stuff and I was like, "You are Haley's type." And then another. one showed up. I said, "Where's. [laughter]. >> Yeah, why didn't you call me? >> What the [ __ ]. >> Sorry guys. >> Defense people.". >> Okay. Well, when's the next. >> Jason? Jason literally came up. He goes, "Haley's tags in the back right now.". >> No, that means I don't have one tattoo, right? >> No, they Yeah, they're like the they're. like the sticker tattoos. >> No, don't point. >> They look like the male version of you. >> Perfect. Bring them. >> She said, "Bring it up." Haley is a.

little player, man. [cough]. >> From the [clears throat] Himalaya. >> Who said it the other day? Somebody was. like, "Man, Haley really [ __ ] can. pull anybody she wants." And I was like, "It's [ __ ]. It's. >> I don't know. It's a great human. >> We're getting Cinnabuns the other day, [laughter]. >> bro. I couldn't believe it when you guys. showed me this picture. >> We're getting Cinnabuns." Haley. [laughter]. goes, this guy was like, "Are you guys. gonna sit here?" She goes, "Yeah, but. you can sit with us." I was like, "Haley, Jesus Christ." Right.

>> And I look like this. I look so busted. >> She had not an ounce of makeup on. It. was She's go guy goes and sits, scarfs. down the [ __ ] cinnamon roll. He keeps. turning to talk to us. So, we all. conversated as a group. And then all of. a sudden, next thing I know, he's at our. table with us eating the Cinnabun. And. [snorts]. when they go to leave, she goes, she. throws his her phone. She goes, "What's. your Instagram?" Oh, and they go to look. each other up and they're already. following each [laughter] other. >> And he was beautiful. Most gorgeous man.

I've ever seen. >> He was gorgeous. She's like, "You need. to holler at him." I'm like, "He's into. you." I'm like, "You holler at him, dude.". >> No thank you. No thank you. No thanks. >> Even Haime was like, "Ha was like, I'll. take his number.". >> I had to be like I had to walk away cuz. if I saw him lick his lips one more. time, I was going to ask for his. Instagram. >> Oh [laughter]. no. >> That's so funny. He was just like, >> "He's beautiful.". >> Yeah, he was. >> Why do all hot dudes do that? They all. lick their lips. >> It's like they know. >> Do you remember that guy at the bar in.

>> Do I remember anything that happens at. the bar? No. >> In Jackson and Kaye kept mimicking him. because he kept like. >> the one I was into. >> Yes. He would just every two seconds. he'd be like. >> And Kaye could not handle it. She goes, "If that [ __ ] licks his lips one more. [laughter] time, >> I'm just sure they're just so moist at. this point.". >> All right, guys. Do not lick your. [ __ ] lips. Don't I mean, you every. once in a while you can do it, but don't. do it continuously. All right. Well, I'm. going to go lay down with my new yetis. and uh probably ice them. But I love you.

guys. Thank you guys so much for having. my back. Thank you guys always so much. for being interested in what the hell I. do. Um without you, there is no me. So, you know, I just want you guys to know. how much I absolutely [ __ ] adore all. of you. I see your comments. I see all. the love. I see the videos. Like, keep. it coming cuz it's you guys are. breathing life back into me and I'm just. becoming the best version of myself. because of you guys. So, I love you very.

much and I'll see you guys next week. Hopefully, no weird [ __ ] headlines. Okay, bye.