Parents Realize They Accidentally Killed Their Daughter

I've done a lot of drugs in my life and. I've never felt anything like I did last. night the little girl's. gone have any questions for me my. K this is 34-year-old music adami just. hours prior to this footage music and. her boyfriend Matthew bham woke up to. police inside their trash fill trailer. home they were unable to move and could. barely speak what's going on.

I can't sit up right I'm just really. stiff what makes this even more. terrifying was that lying under the. couple was their daughter Zachy. line officers would rush to get to the. bottom of what had happened but music. and Matthew are seemingly just as. clueless but as the investigation. continued horrifying Clues would point. the couple out to be neglectful killers. of their own daughter all the while they. had no idea she had.

even on March 10th 2024 fadus Hawkins. would wake up to a terrifying scene he. was staying on the property of music and. Matthews living in his own truck however. Matthew would scramble to get up after. hearing screaming coming from inside the. family's trailer home just feet away he. would bust open the door to find the. couple and their two children stiff and.

unable to move as he looked closer he. noticed their daughter extremely pale. and without a pulse as he went to call. 911 music told him everything was fine. and that help wasn't needed but Theus. could tell music was clearly delusional. in her current state and decided to take. matters into his own hands calling. 911 Grant County 911 what the address of.

the emergency 97 Quail Run okay tell me. exactly what happened I have no idea uh. I'm staying with some friends right now. and they are completely there one a. little girl who's not responsive at all. to the adult the parents are somewhat. responsive but not they're in and out of. and then they have a 7-year-old boy who. is mostly responsive I was able to get. him on a chair but I don't know what's. going on I really don't and are you. staying in the same house no no I I'm on.

the I'm just on the property okay what. is your name I woke my name is fadus. Hawkins I woke up and I heard someone. yelling ow help and so I went and I was. trying to help him okay and what room is. he in uh it's kind of like a one living. room living area type of thing right now. but he's in the same area as them. they're all in the same like tiny home. area okay give me a second why I get.

them started on their way okay this. tragedy would take place in a deserted. area Far From Any civilization so even. though Deputy arasa rushed to the scene. it would unfortunately be far too. late what's going. on um some of the the people in the home. right here that aren't responding. they're not responding two one that's.

who's here Sheriff's. Office yeah what's going. on not much sorry I'm really really. stiff this morning I get sit up right. are you guys on anything no no what no. I'm just really stiff when arasco first. entered the home he would notice a foul. odor coming from it due to the trash and. unhygienic nature of the home.

additionally he noticed a metal. container over a tub with ashes. something seemingly irrelevant now but. something that would help solve the case. later. on what's wrong with. him he's tired I think is he awake he is. awake he moved from here over to there. he is awake who's not responsive not. responsive the girl in the. middle girl she's responsive. see here you guys need move yes.

move you guys need to get up now yeah. yeah get up we're getting up we're. getting up get up I'm getting up I'm. getting up let's go hurry up get out you. guys need get out sure stand up I can't. yes you can stand. up get up hurry. up you need to get up got it got to 107.

where right here who kid move get up yes. get up now get. out get out I don't care stand up I'm. going how long Hondo check his check his. vitals did y smok huh no what is it no. it's not we just fell asleep really hard. we're really. SI what's going on was it calling you're. very 10 out out.

stand stand up come on. come give me your hands give me your. hands where is this. going stand up now I'm not going to tell. you again stand up I'm standing up I'm. trying give me the other arm. yeah while music and Matthew are being. placed in handcuffs Deputy Orosco would. perform CPR on the daughter zakine.

unfortunately it would be too late and. she would pass away that night. fortunately their son would be rescued. from the home with only minor injuries. and would be transported to the hospital. but one crucial question remained what. had caused music and Matthew to be so. incoherent that they had no idea their. daughter was deceased just inches away. from them. extremely confused so no what.

about right just be honest with me. because I need to be able to treat your. kids we going to get up. okay stand up sit. down sit up come. on all. right what did you. take I don't remember taking anything.

how long have you been. out last night what was the last time. that you were okay last time I was. okay we're. uh in the bed there um had to split all. the. O okay what the hell did you take bro. what did you take were your kids they. didn't take anything what do you guys. have then I don't have. anything you want me to you want to take. them to the unit we'll get that once she.

once EMS checks take let's take one at a. time I don't know if he can walk he. needs to get seen. first okay so I we don't know what. exactly what they took they're both. confused they don't want to say anything. we have 1 10 s 5-year-old yeah another. one bad condition he was unconscious I. believe when they got here and she was. also in bad condition when they got here. but our detectives are on the way right. now so we're just securing everything. she good let's go stand up what's your. name music huh music all right stand up. music and play sh be on your back okay.

okay all. right really stand up very well I don't. know I don't know what it is I'm. trying I'm. trying turn around do your. hand it sorry come on I'm trying I'm. really trying.

the scene is extremely strange to the. point where the officers have never seen. anything like it music claims she hasn't. taken any drugs since yesterday yet. neither of them are even able to walk or. collect their thoughts something odd is. going on and detectives at the scene. need to get to the bottom of it you. awake yeah are you good I don't know. what do you mean you don't know I'm not. sure. give me a second.

yeah he's not feeling too good I don't. if you guys want to check him out again. who he's leaning to the side and he says. he's not feeling too good. dad hello hello what's going on nothing. you said you don't feel good um yeah. laded lightheaded yeah okay okay can you. tell me what your name. is do you mind if we just check your. vitals one more. time I took a needle off of her it's.

right there it's all burnt up there's. still Ash marks on her. sweater open the door was already open m. I seen the parents laying down and I. seen the son he didn't look responsive I. didn't see him until I asked him I said. what's going on I looked left he's just. sitting on the chair all lethargic I was. like what's wrong with him and I saw him. moving and breathing so I was like okay. so I went to go check on him I was a um. who's not responsive.

and then she goes um the mom goes I. don't think she is and I looked and. they're on top of her I didn't even see. them like his half of his left body was. on her left side half of her right body. was on her other. side so she moved and I looked at the. kid and I looked at her and it was. just she was already. gone while music was being transported. to the hospital she revealed that her. and Matthew had smoked fam bam mean the. day before and that this was a regular.

occurrence even more disturbing was that. the day before was zaky Line's birthday. a birthday spent surrounded by filth as. she watched her parents drown themselves. in drugs despite the sickening nature of. this the amphetamine alone does not. explain music in Matthew's inability to. walk or perform basic human functions. while a very strong drug amphetamines do. not have this type of effect on users.

meaning the drugs she had taken were. likely laced with something with this in. mind police turned to the one seemingly. only sober person at the residence Fus. the man who originally called. 911 what's going on yeah why am I being. arrested you're not being arrested. you're being detained turn why because. you're up here in there kid that's. why kid yeah I wasn't even in the house. and I don't care I didn't know she was I.

really didn't that's why I called I. didn't know what wait until R do your. right then you can start talking thank. you thus would be taken to the Grant. County Sheriff's Office where a few. hours from now he would undergo an. intense interview with detectives but. officers back at the scene still needed. to figure out what was going on so they. would engage music to get her side of. the story and determine what could have. caused this tragedy to happen Happ in. the first place and music would reveal.

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name. music can you spell that M us I my. parents are long-haired freaky people. they really named me music I have an. ID you have problem not that I know of. but I have been having a lot of episodes. where my both arms will be super numb. when I wake up in the morning but. nothing like last night last night I. couldn't sit up cuz it was. excruciating and my kids were all floppy. like we all were all floppy I can't.

explain it I don't have any idea I don't. know how my kids would have gotten it we. were at their birthday party all day. like we did not have on us at the. birthday party this is a lie notice how. music stumbles on her sentence after she. realizes she shouldn't admit to taking. any drugs at the birthday party it's. unclear why she felt the need to lie. here considering just minutes ago she. admitted to taking amphetamine at the. party regardless she would be.

transported to the hospital where her. confusion would only continue to. grow um she couldn't sit up I have no. idea like I've done a lot of drugs and. nothing has ever like that and I don't. know what it was but I do want a. toxicology to know if something is going. on everybody that was at the party I. trusted are you going to be her nurse. okay so just real quick um I don't know. if you're aware of her situation what's. going on so if she brings anything up. she hasn't questioned anything yet so.

let's just ignore it so she doesn't know. anything at all she doesn't know her. kids yet so let's just if she does say. anything mys. been was some chocolate cake that we got. for my daughter for her birthday I do. smoke weed and the last time AG just. that 12 approximately 12:30 okay before. we head out to the park for her birthday. party. probably.

ask I can't let you Lees I can't let you. leave this. room it seems like music is a loving and. caring mother and this whole thing was a. tragic accident however do not let her. manipulation fool you just listen to. what her son had to say when speaking. with. Medics how is he doing he's good he is. said he hasn't eaten since Friday. so for reference the current day is.

Sunday meaning her son hasn't eaten food. in over 48 Hours even while celebrating. his sister's birthday it's clear music. isn't telling the whole truth something. that would remain a constant theme. throughout this entire. investigation um kind of got a little. bit of a mess right now uh so we're. working through it a little bit at a. time uh the reason I'm here I wonder if. I could take some pictures of you yes. that's fine thank you so much are you. did detec. I am are you the one that will also be.

giving a toxicology report cuz I need. one I know that I know I've done a lot. of drugs in my life and I've never felt. anything like I did last night it was. completely bizarre and all that we had. was the chocolate cake that we bought at. Albertson's just before bed we ate a. slice one more slice of chocolate cake. and what what was it that you felt last. night last night I just felt like I. couldn't hold myself up like I kept. falling into the wall my kids kept. falling into the wall you're weak you. were dizzy.

the. above you have any questions for me my. kids okay um your kids are okay right. now yeah okay yeah one one of your kids. is here right now but I'll talk to you. about this more here in a little bit. okay the officer at this point is fully. aware of Zachy Line's death but for the. sake of keeping the investigation as. controlled as possible he decides to. refrain from telling music that her. daughter passed away fortunately just. across the hall nurses work to rescue. music older child he's not doing well.

but thankfully he's. alive do like xray and then they made it. dra his chest you want another blanket. any finding so far okay let me get you. another blanket this claim from the. nurse adds even more complexity to the. entire case she said the boy wasn't able. to put pressure on his legs just like.

his parents earlier in the day this adds. the variable that perhaps something else. caused the family to become sick and. handicapped something that had nothing. to do with the drugs they had taken. hours would pass as music recovered in. the hospital and nurses helped her son. she would then be transported to the. Sheriff's Office along with Matthew it's. at this point that officers decided it. was best to at last break the. devastating news to the couple. that their daughter had died when we.

have a death occur we treat every death. as if it's a homicide until we can prove. otherwise whether it's someone old. person dying in their bed or what have. you so just for those reasons we're. going to take some pictures okay what's. that who died the little girl's. [Music]. gone okay so I'm going to have you stand. up um officer kco is going to remove. your hand cluff where and take some. pictures okay. [Music].

s but you guys were waking me up she was. talking so Mr bam here in a while we're. going to have a conversation about that. okay um but I know you're you're going. to need a little time wait for. representation okay you're you're going. to want a lawyer yeah okay cool well.

then let's take some pictures and then. we can get you back to uh to the sell. for now okay they would allow Matthew to. break the news to music in a private. area without cameras however as it would. turn out Matthew was too afraid to break. the news and saved it for a detective. later on you guys are free to go you. guys are free to go you just got just. can't go back to the house back to the. house right now yeah so he know well he. doesn't know that's the why I'm telling. I don't know okay yeah so they're yeah.

you can't go back to the house you guys. are free to go you guys' phones um she. only have one phone the phone yeah you. guys come back tomorrow and get with the. detectives in the morning the couple. would roam free following this news but. without a home they would live out on. the streets for the night detectives on. the other hand had a crucial question to. answer what could have possibly caused. all of this to happen as of now nothing. makes sense a child was. and an answer had to be found.

fortunately detectives had a plan to. find the answers they were looking for. remember Thaddius the guy on the scene. who called 911 thus was the only person. with the family the night prior and. seemingly the only coherent one out of. the group if anyone could explain what. had happened it would be him with this. he would be brought to the station. directly after music and Matthew left. where officers would conduct their first. formal interview of the.

[Music]. case sorry about. that all right so I'm going to read this. to you um just it's an advice of your. rightous investigative detention okay. considering the matter at hand yeah the. detective would go on to read thus his. rights it's important to know that. detectives do consider thus a potential. suspect the goal of this interview is.

not only to determine whether or not. music and Matthew are guilty but if. Thaddius could have played a role in. Zachy lon's death I saw that you were. the 911 caller but before we get into. that let's start in the morning so how. did the morning start well I so I don't. know if you saw the red van there or not. with the dogs in there barking um that's. where I'm I'm trying to convert that. into a little trailer uh that's where I. was sleeping I woke up and I thought I. heard some I thought I heard the kids. playing around outside and then I. realized that some of those like out. house from inside the tiny home and I.

didn't know why so I got out of the van. and I went and I packed there was music. that was kind of laying near uh music. like almost on top of zachie little girl. uh so that's what I decided to call. 911 so let's just kind of backtrack it a. little bit so you heard music yelling so. you hear that you walk to the you go to. the door and you open the the door and. you see Matt Zach you said zachie Zachy.

and music lean. on well that was on the bed zachi was. kind of half on half off and music was. not on the bed at all so far th's. recollection of events is accurate to. what officers observed when they got. onto the scene he would go on to say. that music in Matthew don't consume or. smoke any kind of drug other than. marijuana we know this is a lie as music.

herself admitted to taking amphetamine. the day prior meaning fetus's statements. need to be taken with a grain of salt. however none of this would matter as the. detective would ask a single question. that quite literally would change the. trajectory of the entire case how did. they get the out uh it was a pro it's a. propane on the yeah but last night the. propane the few nights ago the propane. ran out and they had taken it off to go.

get cocane but never got it to the. cocane bill did they ever start fires in. the house no no they they so they don't. start fired in the house they go and. they I thought you saw the coal in the. bathtu yeah so that was where they went. and they burn wood and brought it in. once it was cold and no smoke glass yeah. cuz that's what I thought I felt out. well maybe we could be looking at carbon. monoxide here too it was I I don't think. it would have been because last night. they might have used wood to the coals. to heat it but it's probably not.

likely despite what Fus claims this. Theory makes a lot of sense if the. family used coal to keep the house warm. the fumes could be potentially deadly. burning coal releases carbon monoxide a. colorless odorless gas that can cause. poisoning inhalation of carbon monoxide. prevents oxygen from binding to. hemoglobin in the blood leading to. oxygen deprivation in tissues and organs. this can cause headache dizziness nausea.

confusion and in severe cases loss of. consciousness and death the exact. symptoms of everyone inside the home if. the trailer was fully sealed meaning no. windows or doors were open then this. could certainly have been what killed. zakine this is something officers would. investigate later on in the night but. for now this is just a theory and the. detective still needs to try and.

determine whether or not Fus is lying. about Matthew and music's drug use or if. something even more Sinister had taken. place to do this he decides to relay the. significance of this case to thus by. letting him know that Zachy line had. passed. away not know that Z. gone that's why all of this is happened.

yeah yeah because we need to figure out. how in the heck this even came to be. yeah okay so I know last time we even. talked we talked a lot about doing the. right thing and and this and that yeah. yeah I mean that situation that you're. in definitely a good time to do that. right right I can't even think of a. situation where it would be more. important MH to to know what's going on. than right now I'm not kind of cop that. likes to get people caught up that's not.

why I do that that's not why I'm here. right now. seen seeing. her covered up seeing her. afterward I'm I'm not lied like it it. knocked me down I I I cried for a good. long while yeah I thought you walking. away from the UL and crying yeah I. didn't know why yeah it got a got a lot. worse after that um right now my job is.

to do right by exactly and by the best I. can by understanding what's going on I. mean and and like I said sometimes. things happen sometimes people other. people on purpose yeah sometimes. um it's accidental or things go too far. there's a million reasons why something. could happen come to be. right um and. sometimes the the there's little details. of things that happen that end up. meaning a lot right down the road like.

you could be like well I noticed this or. I did see that or I over overheard. whatever I had this feeling yeah or. something that smell right in something. right so sometimes those things can lead. to having a greater understanding so is. there anything of that nature regarding. anyone that was there at any time that. could have led potentially to that only. be I only ever music and Matt.

argue but it was usually when Matt was. super tired had stayed up all night cut. Gathering wood thought and it would then. the truck would break down or something. would go wrong in e g and mus it it's. cming for that to happen but it was. never around the kid they never did. anything around the kid and they LED. them from is there anything that stands. out to you about what happened that. could explain what going on. [Music].

here oh I mean what stood out with thaty. say a pale it was that's what they. called it seems clear that Thaddius. genuinely doesn't think music and. Matthew had any intentions to hurt their. daughter and if they had taken drugs. that night he wasn't aware of it the. mystery of what happened is still as. confusing as ever and the only possible. call pause officers could think of was.

the burning coal so with this in mind. they would report back to the trailer. later that night to investigate this. possibility reporting for us. [Music]. [Music]. yep so I'm sure they went over this. several attemps with you but boy was. somewhere in this region dad was laying. here. uh theant here and the mom off to the.

side and then when thus came in he saw. them here she was super pale for some. reason moved him to this. chair and then uh came back and then. that's when he started calling. 911 girl could have gotone sick I mean. living like this you know get a little. bit of a cold or something then there. you go. she has any kind of immunal.

compromise. [Music]. there so they said that she got sick and. through up the mom was like I've done a. lot of my life to go I occasionally do. and uh and but I don't do nothing like. that and I've never felt like I did last. night ever in my life it seems like the. case was quite clear at this point the. carbon monoxide poisoning was too much. for Zachy L's body to handle and she. passed pass all they had to do was find.

a way to factually prove that there were. high levels of carbon monoxide in the. trailer and their case would be closed a. postmortem toxicology analysis would be. conducted on zaky line specifically. designed to identify carboxy hemoglobin. saturation normal carboxyhemoglobin. levels are generally up to 3.5% in. non-smokers and up to 8% in smokers when. zaky Line's result came back it showed a. 70 % saturation it was far too much to.

survive the C fumes had killed. her the next day detectives would bring. back both music and Matthew to the. station Matthew insisted on only. speaking if he had an attorney present. but music agreed to sit down for a. conversation the detective wants to. determine a few specific things during. this interrogation did music or Matthew. know that heating their home with the. hot Co Ash was extremely dangerous yet. continue to do it and ultimately were.

they aware that their daughter had. passed and tried to go without calling. 911 like I said you can V anytime you. want. right like the like the deputy told you. I'm detective adors you can just call me. Randy that's fine so my job is to figure. out what happened and you are someone. that can give me information that I. obviously wasn't there for yeah I'm.

playing a little bit of catch up um I do. smoke and um but I had not invied any. okay so just to be clear with. speed thank you I appreciate I do not. use them regularly it was just kind of. like I wanted I wasn't feeling good it. doesn't matter I that's all the excuses. but anyways I have not used any past. like noon :30 at the very latest okay um. and there was nothing there was.

no there was nothing that she could get. in the room the room is extremely messy. and that is true and we're working on it. we don't have a vehicle right now to. even take it to the dump so it's really. really hard it is hard hard and we had a. friend that was letting us use their. truck um do and stuff okay I'm sorry I. do Dums and stuff and. uh yeah done not recently but like.

recently I've just. done and I've done a lot of throughout. my life though my name is music my. parents named me music you know that's. the life I grew up in but. um I've never felt like I did last night. it was Unreal like I couldn't hold. myself up my do my daughter my son. couldn't hold themselves up I had no. idea what was going on I just wanted us. to get some sleep and I thought that. that would. help.

and I don't know I don't know what it. was it seems odd that all music feels. the need to explain is her chronic drug. use and that she doesn't think it had. anything to do with their sickness the. detective would later state that he. thought music had known their daughter. was dead even prior to the officers. arriving at their house which is why she. felt the need to immediately cover her. tracks that was not like anything I've. ever experienced. me that's it's extremely weird right yes.

it's like that stuff like that doesn't. happen I don't I don't have any idea. what happened but I want to know what. was in my system and I want to know how. it got to my kids system because they. did not get in they I'm telling you and. an investigation will have to be done. and that is fine with me but I know that. I do not do or I know that and so if. that's in my system and if that's in my. little girl system somebody put it there.

sorry excuse my language but I you can. speak however you want you're going. through some right now straight up no I. want to speak eloquently because I don't. want to. to be misconstrued I don't want to be. misconstrued I know that a lot of people. come through here lying about what they. do and I am not here to lie about what I. do I'm here to figure out what happened. to my children because I. and I just want to know that.

okay so we want the opportunity to. become the best for them I don't know. what happened I don't think it was the. cake or anything I don't know what it. was what about the heater TR. H the heater we don't have the propane. hooked in we're out of propane and the. cold like have the cold or whatever you. yeah it was cold there were cold um but. we burn them all the way to coold so. they don't smoke the place out and then. we bent the window normally we have a.

propane heater and when we have the. propane hooked up to the heater that's. up against the wall M um we still leave. it vented because we the kids were a. while back like when we first moved in. this is over year ago my friend was. waking up throwing up um and we. discovered it's because we had all the. windows shut with the propane heater on. so it wasn't ventilating properly so we. started leaving the windows just cracked. and that was enough and. all throwing up likely due to.

hallucinations and delusions caused by. amphetamine they forgot to open their. Windows neglectfully sealing their. daughter's fate yeah that was my initial. thought with everyone in the house like. you guys from what we're told at the. time like people just aren't feeling. good and having that type of heater. inside the house or or even burning the. cold inside you get a little carbon. monoxide uh certain per I'm not doctor. some perent you're going to start. feeling sick one out and after that. things get a little bit more Ser yeah.

right progressively more serious until. thata there should have been at least. windows in the house it was very. important that the detective didn't. reveal that they already knew Zachy L's. death was due to carbon monoxide. poisoning as it would have allowed music. to start making new stories and trying. to clear her name as she had done at the. start of the interrogation since he left. zaky Line's cause of death hidden from. music she was more thany happy to give. up all of that information um Z right is.

that your son's name z um I I checked on. him at the hospital when when I saw you. um so from what they're thinking at at. that time things could have changed um. he looks like he has a touching. pneumonia okay okay but I mean otherwise. he seemed pretty pretty okay they're. treating them they're going to do what. doctors do yeah right and checking for. all sorts of. stuff um Zachy she didn't. [Music].

Sur. F but we are going to look into it as. deeply as we possibly can to try to get. a better answer for what happened.

the detective would write down his. thoughts during this very moment saying. Miss adami was told about her daughter's. passing she appeared to attempt to be. shocked and also cried but no tears came. out she would stop and stare for brief. moments at a time which could have been. initial shock or theatrics her emotion. response did not appear to be genuine.

the detective had gotten everything he. needed for the rest of the interrogation. music would recount how she couldn't. move when she woke up and everything. that had happened the previous day they. would roam free for over 2 months. following the death but would finally be. arrested after a case was built up. showing the two's extensive past of. child neglect including poor living. conditions and a lack of supervision. Matthew would be charged with. intentional abuse of a child resulting.

in death and abandonment of a child. music was charged with intentional abuse. of a child resulting in death and child. in the first offense as of December 2024. their trial is still ongoing if found. guilty the two will likely be facing. life in prison.