From Twitch to OnlyF*ns: A Creator's Journey | Dan Dangler | Dan Dangler DSH #1015

know like no commercial break it's it's. just so it's very mentally draining so. I'm glad that I made the switch I can. see that neon said streaming is a really. hard job it's it's probably one of the. hardest jobs and not not the job itself. like not streaming like that's it's easy. but it's the fact of how many hours it. is and how like mentally draining it is. you. know all right guys Dan dangler here. today wow hi thanks for coming on yeah.

of course thanks for having me yeah I. just saw you on uh Ryan Pano show. yesterday right oh my God I'm always on. that thing yeah he loves you on there. well we come up with good ideas and. stuff so that's why we worked together I. saw you went on with the grandpa yeah my. grandpa my grandpa Wayne he's insane. yeah wait that's actually your grandpa. yeah Oh I thought that was a skit nope. he's my grandpa and he's um yeah he's an. adult Entertainer no way yeah so did he. inspire you no no no I you know know I.

didn't look at pictures of his growing. up or anything like that. nope did you know he was in that space. still grown up no it wasn't until we got. I got a little older that thing started. I think he retired and when his wife. passed away I think that it was just. like he's a wild man now you know so. yeah he's scratching that itch that he. had during marriage right yeah yeah. marriage is a tricky thing yes I I. wouldn't know but yeah you're pushing 30. now are you are you thinking about it.

you just exposed me um I no I'm not. thinking about it I'm not even going to. lie I'm not I don't think I ever want to. get married yeah yeah I think I'd be. like married without the government if. that makes sense you don't want to be. financially tied to someone yeah I don't. want to be tied in general to somebody. go like through the government like I. just think that we can be together and. be married and do all that stuff and not. have to be actually married I feel that. there doesn't seem to be much benefit. inv sometimes for like insurance and.

stuff but I don't know that's not really. worth it to me yeah what about dating. though um I date but I don't I'm not. really dating right now because I'm. working on just my career and stuff like. that so I'm you know I'm I have eight. dogs damn yeah nobody wants to date a. girl with eight dogs I had seven on my. notes so you must have got every recent. I did get another one you asked every. time I talk to somebody like every time. I talk to somebody new like or I see my. friends every once in a while while I.

have to be like yeah there's another one. now there's another one have you met. this one where' you get them all they're. all rescues so this one I just found was. running on the street on my way I was on. my way to collab with um JM and I don't. know who that is he's a male performer. and I um and there was this little puppy. running in the street not puppy it's. like old ass Chihuahua and I grabbed it. and there was some lady running after it. I thought that it was her dog so I was. like here you go and she's like no it's.

not my dog so I'm like a so I had to. take the take this thing home it's old. as you know old as so it's like got to. be like yeah it's like 13 14 it's just. on it's just on hospice with me wow. that's sad it's it's fine it's it's. happy it loves food so you're willing to. takeing Senior Dogs that shows your. heart is is big oh my God I love any dog. any dog besides like crazy dogs I've. done I've literally I've done the whole. um you know like Nut Job dog like crazy.

like the not for me the traumatized ones. yeah yeah cuz the problem is they'll. attack your other dogs yeah it's too. much right now I've had it before and. I've had just one single dog but I don't. know I'm more of a I like a whole pack. yeah damn you must have a good dog. sitter yeah eight dogs yes I do thank. God that ain't cheap cuz I pay mine I. got two dogs it's like 150 a night mine. lives with me so I have two assistants. and one of my assistants is my manager. so he came with me day so the other.

assistant watches them while I'm gone. and he stays at my house for free smart. so it's like not not for free he stays. at my house in exchange for you know. watching the dogs and stuff like that. that's a good trade yeah wow perfect. just dogs or you got other animals too. no I I couldn't have other animals I rip. rip I tried to rescue a bird this past. month Alexis Fox was I don't know how. dirty I can get Alexis Fox was banging.

and a a bird ran into the window while. she was banging in it like and it fell. on the ground whoa tried to rehabilitate. it rip it's in to make it past couple. this happened like last week I was like. God darn it I've never rehabilitated a. bird though so wow see I'm kind of. spiritual so when I hear of a bird. flying into a window like that I wonder. what the meaning is there death yeah no. like long pain I don't think that's a. random thing I don't know it's I don't. know it was I'm not a bird girl let's.

just put it that way I tried well. certain people can like almost talk to. animals in like a a way where makes him. comfortable yeah like T Tarzan yeah Dr. doodle doodle yeah Dr doodle yeah. certain people got that touch yeah. sounds like you got that with dogs I. think so maybe sometimes it's funny. though my room this old dog likes my. roommates better than me and I think. she's a guy dog I think she like likes. men better than.

dogs are good at reading people too well. it's not reading me very. well no but when I uh bring friends over. the house and my dogs don't like them. that's that's weird to me oh yeah that's. that's a red flag my dogs have never not. liked somebody I don't think they've. gotten like scared when like big dudes. walk in with backpacks and stuff like. big dudes but other than that they don't. really get scared yeah yeah you got big. dudes coming over. yeah yeah big dudes a lot of the time.

coming over I wonder why yes. collaps so you're not streaming anymore. huh I get banned too much right now I'm. banned I was supposed to stream. yesterday on Twitch yeah but I'm banned. damn what was the reason this time who. knows they don't tell you it's always. sex related for me like I'm always you. know I I do stuff like I'll. be I don't know I do I try to push the. rules a little bit um and I don't feel. like I break them but sometimes they.

feel like could break them so well. they've gone pretty pretty PG13 lately I. feel like yeah everything is G PG-13. lately it's so annoying like my Twitter. got pulled down one of my Al alternate. twitters got pulled down really cuz I. had a picture of me touching a guy's. chest like this I was like this I was. touching his chest and it got pulled. down and I'm like we can post our. buttholes on this platform why can like. why why is this photo getting taken down. weird yeah I thought with Elon taking.

over they weren't really taking down. accounts anymore I feel like Elon made. it worse I feel like he made it. more like he doesn't like when the girls. like comment under like posts and stuff. and do the self-promo and all that stuff. he talked about trying to get rid of. that somehow but I see a lot of girls. doing that you how can you get rid of. that it's like it's going to happen I. see it everywhere is that how you get a. lot of clients um well what do you mean. clients like for your off like.

subscribers yeah I do I do ads and stuff. on there I yeah I have a team for like. ads and stuff I I'm not really doing. that I'm more of the Instagram girl yeah. that's my main that's my main that's a. good funnel too I bet I love Instagram. it's so fun your DMs must be. popping yeah no yeah I get a I get a ton. of like fans and stuff but yeah nothing. too crazy okay do you respond to fans. ever not on there cuz then you know I'm.

already responding on my can I say only. fans I think so yeah I'm already. responding on my spicy site you know I'm. already responding on that all you know. all day long so I don't want to like. I'll just if I do respond I'm like hey. come talk to me over here yeah I'm over. here yeah was the money better there or. with streaming um with with only fans. really by far yeah so that's why I kind. of took a break from streaming because. streaming is so difficult people don't. understand it like a lot lot of times. streamers will be like this is too much.

for me and like they'll get made fun of. because it's considered an easy job but. it really isn't because it's like eight. hours every day staring at the computer. going like this you know smiling. somebody calls you ugly and fat and. you're like you know like no commercial. break it's it's just so it's very. mentally draining so I'm glad that I. made the switch I can see that neon said. streaming is a really hard job it's it's. probably one of the hardest jobs and not.

not the job itself like not streaming. like that's it's easy but it's the fact. of how many hours it is and how like. mentally draining it is you know so I. could see it take a toll on people like. ninja seems pretty unhinged he's I'm. going say he's a jackass he's a jackass. man he's such a like a sore loser just. because he's not like popping like that. anymore he'll like put down people for. you know just if they do good you know.

what I mean like he gets you can tell he. gets really jealous when like other. people are breaking his records and I. saw him with the kais stuff yeah he's. just very just very jealous man you know. kaisen at gets his subathon beat and. he's like good job iron Mouse like you. you you know you won you did it blah. blah blah you know and then ninja gets. beat and he's like this. is me you know yeah I hate to see that. cuz he during fortnite's Peak he was so. fun to watch yeah I hate to see the side.

of him yeah it's it's yeah I put myself. in his shoes and I I wonder how I'd feel. about probably the same but you can't. show that you know you got to yeah not. show that yeah you don't want to sound. ungrateful cuz sure you might have had. 100,000 people watching you at one time. but you still have 12,000 people. watching you you know like and that's. the stuff I think that people take for. granted when they there still a lot of. people yeah they don't yeah that's just. really mentally challenging the.

streaming world yeah I wonder what the. top streamers these days get do you know. MoneyWise like how many people are. watching them oh yeah like 100,000 like. kaak can have like 50k to 200k you know. what I mean it's yeah it's pretty insane. but neon um I don't even consider him a. streamer like a real streamer because he. viewbots everything that's how he got. any of his following he bought it all. completely bought it all I've heard that. he viewbots but I've never seen like. proof of it yeah well kick is came out.

and said don't be like don't be like. neon oh really yes wow so um I don't. consider I will never consider him. amongst the top streamers because of. that top streamers don't cheat to get. there so um yeah I didn't know you could. view bot that easily yeah especially on. Kick especially on kick like all those. streamers who are getting like there was. there were streamers who are gone off. the platform now but like they were. getting like 30k fake viewers you go. into their Channel and their moving like.

super slow and it makes no sense for the. amount of viewers they have right so. that's a sign that they're viewbotting. when the chat's slow there's also. different ways to find out but yeah. that's one of them damn so what about. Jack do hery what what do you think. about that kid I don't his face pisses. me off I don't know why I think I'm not. the only person who thinks that I don't. really care about him or any other the. he does but one thing I think he needs. his ass beat I'm not going to lie I. think that Jack Dory all these dudes. with the security guards they'll.

literally be like they'll talk to people. they'll be like say something and their. security guard will be right in front of. them I'm like bro when I was a kid if. you had a security guard in front of you. to. talk like you would have gotten jumped. so hard like you would have been the. biggest loser so I just think that like. when you have to have like hire somebody. to handle your fights for you I think. that like you maybe you shouldn't be. fighting yeah well he's permanently. banned right now as we're filming this I.

don't know if he'll get it back he. probably will because Kick's really bad. like that um yeah I don't think he. should though I think he should be. kicked off all platforms did you see. that car garage that was crazy yeah for. people who don't know he was texting and. driving got in a car accident hurt his. hurt his cameraman very bad and his. cameraman was one of the last things he. was worried about so it was kind of sad. he told him to keep filming yeah he. literally gave his camera to a random. guy outside of his window like like here.

watch me jump out my crashed car window. it was just very in situations like that. I think it shows your true per like your. true person 100% yeah and I think that. that was really well I think streaming. in general cuz you're on for so long. your true colors are going to come out. oh yeah 100% especially like something. like that I don't even just don't text. and drive especially when it's raining. on a highway too yeah like maybe you had. a stop light but not Highway and your. friend is in the car like come on yeah.

who who do you watch the most right now. streamers I don't really watch streamers. right now but um if I do watch them like. it'll be like yeah like Kai or somebody. like that I might pop in to see what's. going on or maybe some of my friends pop. in see what's going on but yeah I'm not. really watching streamers too much these. days just Clips on Twitter yeah these. Clippers man I'm about to start doing it. for the Pod I'm excited oh my God Aiden. Ross is killing it with these Clippers. yeah you see them on Tik Tok and. Instagram reals oh yeah everywhere. everywhere. there's a big one going on right now oh.

really for Mr Beast no well yeah but fro. have you seen this froan froan oh yeah. she pissed off the veterans God she. pissed off me too that say I'm from a. military family so my my brother went to. Iraq when I was very young and there'd. be times where like you didn't know what. was happening cuz you couldn't get in. contact and she just came out and she's. like I hope all US soldiers get PTSD and. just all this really up and just like I.

hate them blah blah blah so she's she's. like people are blowing her up right now. she's under Fire yeah so was she big. before this like was she a known Creator. she was big she's like the she's like. really the only one on Twitch who's. wearing like a hijab I think is called. or maybe just the headpiece whatever one. that's called um yeah so she's very. she's yeah she's her own Niche and stuff. like that. but damn um she's good luck to her man.

she's I I would be afraid to go out in. public after saying something like that. that's one Community I wouldn't want to. piss off with veterans you don't you. don't mess with veterans especially in. America where we are pro pro military. like do not mess with so yeah that one's. going viral right now like she is yeah. she tried to apologize but basically. just back her sing up yeah that's one. thing that I would just let it go yeah. just don't won't be on the internet for. a long time long time yeah the the good.

thing is though people will eventually. forget I feel like hopefully you think. so actually no hopefully they don't. forget her she's. a thank you to all the veterans who work. your ass off and risk your life for. shout out to Veterans I've had a lot on. the show actually yeah um have you ever. been under Fire like that before from. the internet oh yeah I've had somebody. make up a story about me really oh my. god when I first started streaming this. was miserable um when I first started.

streaming I didn't have a ton of money. and stuff like that wasn't poor but I. you know I was making enough to pay the. bills here and there um I didn't have a. patio in my backyard so I wanted a patio. and it was breast cancer awareness day. so I was like Hey guys the subs today. half the subs will go to donating to. breast cancer awareness and then if I. make past the amount of my daily amount. that'll go to breast cancer awareness. too like I was just trying to do this. thing and then had this one loser guy. try and say that um I was like stealing.

from charity that I was taking 50% of. like what goes to charity but in reality. I just didn't have a lot of money at the. time and I was saying I'll donate half. of my income to charity not 100% half of. it he didn't do for breast cancer. awareness day but he said I was stealing. it was a whole thing it really it messed. me up big time and because it was one of. the first like false rumors that ever. went around about me damn and yeah it. messed me up pretty bad because it's. something that I hold close to my heart. and all that stuff but yeah I'm over it. now that guy damn that's messed up you.

were trying to do something good and. then you get attacked yeah I mean I get. where they were coming from like it. could look bad if like I made but I. wasn't making money like that at the. time it was you know and I also showed. all the receipts to all my you know. everybody hey this is what I donated. blah blah blah as long as you got the. truth on your side you can't really lose. there yeah so it was hard but fine when. did the money start coming in how long. did that. take I'll. say money started coming in probably.

like right at Co okay so 2019 yeah. that's right when it started coming in. because I was um I was that was my last. semester of college it was I finished up. my other job I just quit my other job. and so it was like I was really focusing. on it and making money from it then so. that was streaming at the time yeah okay. and when did you transition from that um. I've been in like only fans for like 3. years or so okay 2 3 years but um yeah.

so that's when I a couple years in yeah. that makes sense after a couple years of. streaming I went to only fans Who. convinced you um myself it wasn't. someone that was like y of course all my. fans were like open up and only fans. open up you know little horny guys open. up and only fans like no no no I'm not. like that I'll never do that the only. reason I was saying no is because I come. from a Midwest Family. um you know I grew up in a church that.

said being gay was wrong I grew up in. like very you know almost Mormon town. but for the Catholics got it and so yeah. I just I lost my train of thought we. were saying your family was super. religious well yeah they were super. religious so like I didn't want to well. not super religious but like you know eh. judgmental religious so I didn't want to. go into only fans because I didn't want. my family to find out that was literally. only reason and that's so and I think.

back on that I'm like that is so sad. like I should have just done what I. wanted from the start like it's my own. life so yeah wow so how did they take it. were they oh they didn't take it well. they don't they literally is your part. am I supposed to be this emo I mean be. honest I want you to be yourself um well. I mean long story short they don't they. don't agree with it they don't talk to. me anymore because of it um I've tried. yes I've tried everything um messaging. them multiple times fly you out come out.

um I've done all sorts of stuff I gave. my dad uh a a check to get a boat um my. mom ripped it up damn so yeah like. there's been a lot of just it's dirty. money you know stuff like that but I'm. happy so I don't really give a they. always have a problem with something I. do um you know if I was streaming I was. you know I had a v-neck shirt on how. could I you know like I posted a picture. of me a bikini how could I as like a 25y.

old wow yeah so sorry to hear that so. they sounds like they were really strict. on you growing up yeah very strict and. so I just it was it's still struggle but. like it's very believing to like be my. own person now finally damn so what. about siblings and cousins and stuff did. they all cut you off yeah they all cut. me off um my my siblings cut me off. because I I I might have a brother who's. like always been grouchy and he never. liked me anyway um and then another. brother who as kids and he's like what.

if my kids asked you about it and wanted. to do that blah blah blah I'm like you. need to talk to your kids cuz that's. weird that your kids would ask me about. you know what I mean like I don't think. that's a me problem I think that's a you. problem so um yeah we don't talk because. of that and stuff wow my cousins would. all talk to me if I reach out to them. but I just you know I I grew up being. forced to go to family events and like. that I didn't want to go. now I'm at a time like I don't have to.

go to my this random cousin's wedding. anymore yeah that's how I felt with. religion I got forced to go to church. growing up and I hated it yeah it's like. it's just nice to be relieved from that. and not have to do that anymore and like. fake being this like I don't know I just. didn't want to sit at my cousins houses. and stuff anymore no that type of stuff. should call you like it shouldn't be. like a forc thing in my yeah and and I. was just I kept getting forced by my mom. to do things and I just you know and I'd. I had therapists and they're like you.

shouldn't be forced to do anything and. all that stuff so damn yeah yeah I got. forced to go to pretty much forced to go. to college too yeah same here and I had. to pay for it oh that's even worse at. least my mom shout out to my mom pay for. it pay for it my mom said do whatever. you want but first get a degree and I. got two degrees graduated Magna Kum Lade. and paid off everything and I'm de free. damn and then I did because my mom said. do what you want afterwards and she. didn't like that so two degrees so you. got a smart side to you yeah I got a.

dedicated side to me I'm really not that. smart like I I remember I hold a lot of. information but like if me and you did a. math test you would beat me uh I failed. pre-cal so I don't know about that. pre-cal that's to sounds too smart for. me yeah I couldn't pass out college but. I would dedicate myself to it hard. enough to learn it for the semester type. yeah so you got good work I think yeah. that's that's where I succeeded. thankfully that makes sense wow what a.

life you're you got a very interesting. life it's very interesting it's cool to. see and hear this cuz there's people. watching this that uh could probably. relate though yeah strict parents and. want to pursue a passion whether it's o. or whether it's something yeah my mom. wanted me to do human resources wow that. sounds terrible I know she signed me up. to be a nurse aid and I was wiping old. people asses and stuff like that like. just yeah so I mean I love the job but. my me and my mom had a different view. for my life so yeah I mean I I like to.

volunteer and help out but not as a like. full thing because then you're limited. yeah like you can only see certain. amount of people a day rather than. creating content we can impact millions. of people yeah we could actually help. people damn I don't even know what to. say after all that thanks for being. honest and vulnerable yeah I mean I'm so. like open I don't even find it. vulnerable I'm just so open and honest. about everything that like I'm open book. anything you want no know have you. always been that way yes yes yes I used.

to be sassy very sassy growing up but. yeah always an open book I'll always. give you an honest if you're like I'm. that type of girl if my friend asks hey. have I been gaining weight I will tell. them yes girl you've been gaining weight. no you haven't blah blah blah I'm just. very honest that's a good friend to have. Sometimes some people don't like that I. told my friend before that she looked. funny like she had an outfit on she's. like well I didn't need to know that I. mean be honest if I got a booger in my.

nose you know like tell me I'll tell you. yeah I got you if I'm putting on weight. tell me cuz you don't well I won't tell. you unless you ask me I'm not going to. go that also comes from my German side. of the family like my mom if she if she. brought an overweight girl to her home. growing up my German grandma would be. like you're you're fat you need to lose. weight damn because that's just like the. German side like Germans think that. they're helping you by saying something. like that but they don't realize like. that's actually really. yeah so Germans are just super honest.

people oh yeah especially back in the. day like yeah for sure have you been out. there Germany no I haven't but I bunch. of my cousins have came here and stuff. like that so you've been traveling a lot. no I actually don't travel too much cuz. my eight dogs makes sense if I do travel. it has to be somewhere like that I can. get back in time in case something wrong. happens you know yeah so yeah like I. could never go to like China or. something I don't think because it's. just too far away yeah that's 18 hours.

at least I think yeah I flew there once. yeah yeah so long oh my gosh did you lay. down on the seats no I was broke back. then well not broke but I just I was 10. years old so oh yeah well at least the. seats were a little bigger when you were. 10 I was still the tallest one there. when I was 10 oh yeah well that's true. yeah yeah those Asian guys are short yes. yes you ever been with an Asian guy no. really yeah it's so surprising I always. tell my like fans and followers about.

that I'm like yeah I don't I've never. been with the Asian guy wow is it the. height thing or what do you think it is. no I don't have anything against Asian. men I just haven't like I just haven't. ran into an Asian performer like there's. not a lot of Asian female I mean male. performers that's actually true I don't. know any to be honest well it's a very. judgmental life like you know like their. parents and stuff like that it's a very. harder like thing to get into they would. drop the kid like you're. yeah 100% yeah wow yeah I didn't think.

of it that way but 100% yeah some. cultures are some cultures are just okay. with it and some aren't yeah yeah I. wonder why I don't know but us black and. white people we all we don't care we be. throwing our our booties around. everywhere absolutely there's plenty of. us. nonstop this is an interesting episode. for me because I don't watch no no I. don't believe you yeah I don't watch Are.

You asexual no I'm not I thought I was. before but I just had low testosterone. oh okay so you have lestone right now. you think not anymore well then why. don't you watch I just have sex how. often uh once or twice a week okay. that's enough for me that's good yeah. that'd be plenty for me yeah most people. do like not most people but people do it. daily it's like I don't get that I'd be. drained I don't need that you know I. need more of an emotional daily like. rather than a sexual daily you know.

emotional daily I haven't heard that. before yeah like I'd rather like sit. there and like hang out with you watch a. movie chill like do that on daily rather. than have to daily like you know like I. don't mind but like it's my job you know. like sometimes I like to focus on the. other stuff yeah you probably get home. after work like I don't want to have sex. I want like mm yeah yeah cuz you just. did it for hours yeah well not hours no. I will know I draw the line if a collab. lasts longer than 30 minutes I quit it. damn I tell them that I'm not I'm not.

wasting my time 30 minutes n that's. actually pretty long though to be honest. and if anybody jerks off to a 30 minute. video. like I can give them 15 minutes and buy. another video you know what I mean I. don't need to give them a 30 minute. video I can give them two 15 minute. videos 30 is impressive if you could. last the whole time yeah well and then. plus like if you save it and then you. have like multiple Parts in the 30. minute video you're less likely to sell. more videos you know what I mean cuz you. gave this long form content that they.

can continue to use interesting so you. dropping a video a week I'm oh yeah I. have sex with like i' collab like twice. a week probably okay so two videos a. week yeah I don't know yeah kind of. depends how I drop them but it the same. guys normally you just yeah it's around. the same guys sometimes it's a new guy. but it's always a guy that is in the. industry and has you know like. experience in the industry has worked. with people people I know like stuff. like that has to be like that yeah so.

you keep it pretty professional oh I am. like one of the most professional porn. stars I genuinely believe that like part. of me like wanted to I'm kind of mad I. didn't wear like business suits as like. a personality cuz I feel like that would. have been more me um but like yeah I. wish I would have done that besides of. like oops besides of like dresses and. stuff because I really do treat it like. a like a job you know I'm not if we're. not on the clock like if the camera's. not rolling I'm not going to fluff you.

you know what I mean like if you know. what I mean what what does that mean. okay I was like you're looking at me. like I never heard that okay so like if. the camera pauses and we have to take a. break like the guy has to stay erect oh. wow and so a lot of times girls will. help the man when the camera's off I'm a. professional corn star I'm not helping. you the camera is off you should be. professional enough to get it up and be. ready for me damn that's how it works. you know yeah you got to switch the. camera angles right so you yeah.

different stuff like it could be. anything you know like have to break to. drink you know and if I have to sit. there and give you a 30 minute [ __ ]. to get you hard again for our scene then. I'm not going to work with you again cuz. i' rather just like get get what needs. to be done in the 30 minutes yeah cuz. that's more time you're spending yeah. and I'm not here to give free [ __ ]. that aren't on. camera damn but it's just such truth. like that's a lot yeah your fans would.

be upset with that line I think yeah. that's okay I'm professional about it so. have you ever met a fan yeah I've met. tons of fans yeah yeah I love my fans. they're great that's cool some people. draw that boundary I know I don't I. don't like meet up with them or anything. like that I see them at events oh got it. I draw the line at meetups I don't do. meetups cuz I've had bad experiences. I've had a guy from California come to. Michigan try to live with me W with his. dog and everything what yeah like just. showed up with a dog showed up at at an.

animal sanctuary I volunteered at. followed almost followed me all the way. home but I realized some guy was. following me so I pulled over and I was. I'm Michigan I'm Michigan German German. Italian spicy Girl pulled up jumped out. of my car why the are you following. me and then he gets out of his car I. don't know I don't know and then it was. like long story short he ended up I was. like Z called the police cuz I thought. he was like somebody who was sick and um.

and he's like don't have Zach call the. police I was like what how do you know. my friend's name is Zach and then I put. two and two together oh this is my. stalker from California he's here in. Michigan right now yeah so so he was. messaging you before that he yeah he. messaged me here and there and he'd be. like I want to come to Florida with you. and the mods CU I would take my mods to. Florida and stuff I want to come there. I'd be like no no no don't you cannot do. that no like and I would block him. create new accounts you know like he.

just wow yeah that's unfortunate he's. gone now though I don't know where he is. now probably on another girl no or in. jail hopefully got a lot of DUIs he had. a DUI he had a lot of DUIs I had a lot. of paperwork against him so I found out. a lot of stuff wow you did your. investigation oh yeah yeah yeah what are. the mods is that Discord mods you're. talking about yeah my mods are like my. best friends really um they're not even. really my mods anymore cuz I don't. stream as much but um um so yeah it's.

uh it's just a group of people who used. to help me out on my account now we now. they come and visit me in California and. stuff nice yeah one of my assistants was. a mod on my twitch Channel and then we. became friends and then he moved to. Michigan to hang out cuz I was like why. don't you live here cuz his job is you. know it's travel job so he moved to. Michigan and then I moved to California. and I was like just come to California. with me so he came to California too so. yeah there we go yeah my mod became one. of my best friends roommates shout out.

to him he made it yeah he got out um are. you ever GNA well you're banned on. Twitch so what about other platforms. I'll be back though you'll be back yeah. I'm I might be unbanned today actually. okay yeah but would you ever like go to. kick or rumble or something [ __ ] no I'm. not going to kick kick is like full of. um I don't know if I can say this word. so full of like adults that talk to. children um really yes I didn't know.

that there's been there's been men who. have been kicked off the platform for. talking and getting drunk with underage. children wow yeah so there's a lot of. that um there's a lot of just just. nastiness I don't want to be associated. with that platform anymore I um I. actually had a deal with them a while. ago I was getting paid to stream for. them and I was getting banned like not. banned I was getting like my category. switched like people were my channel. while I was streaming like they would.

the the kick mods would put me in chess. while I was streaming just chatting I. don't even know how to play chess I. don't even have a chess board they would. literally mess with my category to like. with me it was the weirdest I've never. had like staff with me like this before. and then also they. um they told me um if I didn't want to. be with anymore to uh be on during the I.

think it was during the daytime because. at night time their mods are from the. Middle East and their mods are less um. accepting of females and stuff like that. so they basically told me oh yeah Islam. they told me don't stream at certain. times because I'll most luckely to get. messed with that is strange I'm like why. can't you just handle your staff and not. have them harass anybody and I can. stream at any time I want that's super. unprofessional it was the most insane. thing I have the craziest messages in my.

Discord from like one of the owners of. kick like just the most insane things. jeez I do see a lot of degeneracy on. that platform it is so degenerate it is. for like the like it is the platform. for stream reject like stream rejects if. that makes sense like people rejects. yeah it's a stream for it's the place. for rejects yeah people that get banned. on Twitch right they they pop over there. yeah and then they do like all this like. pedophile chasing stuff too I've seen. that how do you feel about those I don't.

like it really like the fal stuff I. think that people should be held. accountable obviously if for like doing. you know pedophilia stuff but I just. think that you're putting way too many. people at risk you know like you could. be you don't know these people could. have a gun and like that they're already. unhinged enough to like touch children. you know I just think that you should. like maybe assist the police with that. like yeah you know like cuz they catch. them and they like shave their heads and. all that let him go it's like you didn't. fix his pedophile bro you just him up a.

little bit and now he's still going to. go home and be a little weirdo one of. them suing Bal I believe yeah for. shaming him or whatever yeah that's the. thing it's like insane it's it's just so. mess like I think that they deserve it. absolutely I just don't think it should. be done that way yeah it's tough man as. a streamer I get it you're constantly. trying to innovate think of new ways to. get views but you you're pushing that. line yeah it's getting dangerous when. you hit that line you know yeah yeah the.

pranksters stuff yeah people walking. with security purposely bumping into. people oh my God that drives me nuts I. just think if you're if you're not an. A-list celebrity and you have security I. think you're a loser I genuinely think. you're a loser I'm a female and I don't. need security when I go out to places. really no because I'm a normal person. and I don't talk about people like yeah. these Jack dories and Neons and them I. don't need somebody to back me up like. like that I could see it for certain. corn Stars cuz there just some weird.

guys but yeah I get what you're saying. though but even for certain corn Stars I. can go out with people and I can go out. with the big girls and they don't get. like you know it's just not the same. type of interaction that like Jack Dy. and all that they're getting you know. yeah I hope he turns it around I don't I. hope he goes away you don't think. there's some uh I think they're all. losers I'm not going to lie I just think. they're losers damn I think a lot of. people think people can change though. I just think he's very SP I when he got.

in that car crash that showed me. everything I needed to know about him. you know what I mean yeah I couldn't. tell if he was doing it for show like. for show but then he got in that crash. and he was still the same person yeah. they're just bad people and even neon. like I've seen videos of him before he. starts filming he goes up to everyone. and tells him yo I'm going to pretend to. be this guy yeah like if I annoy you let. me know oh yeah there's and there's the. whole it's just the whole thing is just. a weird world it's very reality TV yeah.

yeah like I I just hope people don't get. too carried away where someone ends up. dead or something oh it's it's going to. happen 100% 100% yeah between fuzy and. all these people F going crazy I know. again he messages me every once in a. while oh he does yeah but it never makes. sense so I think he might be manic again. yeah like the fourth time it's not good. for it's not good for your health this. stream genuinely it's not good for your. health but it's very addictive yeah when. you see the views right yeah so.

addictive you're chasing it even me with. my Clips like if they don't get like. 100k views I'm like damn I'm kind of sad. about it yeah and it's like you. shouldn't be I know it's still a lot of. people but yeah when you're chasing the. top I guess chasing the fame get gets. risky yeah it's okay well what's next. for you oh god um two more collabs this. week yeah no I'm doing I'm starting a. lot of YouTube I'm really excited about. this but YouTube over the years has.

become a lot less. um Monet monetizable is that is that. yeah the ad revenue is down yeah I feel. like it's pretty low but it's where I. feel like I should be cuz I feel like. it's like just enough energy to exert. for a video and then I don't you know. then I can like chill yeah I like that. like yesterday I went to a a Halloween. party and then just brought my YouTube. video with me like you know I just. videoed myself and just hung out felt. like nice and you know nice and relaxing.

it wasn't like having a chat watching. you the entire time and having to be on. like that all the time so I'm excited to. start this YouTube Journey what kind of. content you thinking I'm thinking just. Vlog style you know like I go to this. Halloween party that'll be I put up my. Christmas tree already wow that's early. I know I love Christmas trees I'm not I. might not decorate my whole house but. I'll definitely love the Christmas tree. when it comes cooler outside um real or.

fake tree fake okay I've always been a. fake tree girl why cuz I don't want my. house to burn down H good point and I. like to reuse my stuff I literally just. did my Christmas tree and I put all. plastic ornaments on it and I zip tied. them all to the tree zip tied them to. the tree so then next year I don't have. to like put anything. on N part of the fun is always putting. it on and then every year [ __ ] hated. that every year I add a new ornament oh. I have a million ornaments though like.

my that's what my family did Growing Up. is they gave everybody ornaments ants. would give everybody an ornament every. year so I have like 10 million. gingerbread men like all these like that. I don't want but I can't get rid of. because it's like sentimental it's yes. but no like it's like I don't even know. who gave it to me at the time but it's. just yeah my growing up I had to put. ornaments on the tree that were given to. me yeah and I didn't like that the tree. wasn't cohesive. you got OCD it sounds like no I just.

really liked um growing up I I wasn't a. big Kardashian fan or anything but I. always saw their Christmas trees that. they put in their like living rooms and. stuff I was like I want a fancy tree. like that they've inspired a lot of. people in many different ways especially. woman yes I know I can't stop watching. that show I can um I can probably thank. my BBL to their uh their what is it. their influence on society I can. definitely thank my BBL too. probably yeah wow what other surgeries.

have you done oh I've done them all damn. yeah that's but I just think it's funny. when people don't know and they like. some guys are into like natural boobs. and they have to ask you if they're. natural or not yeah they'll be like well. are they natural or no you tell by the. touch right yeah no not for me. personally my boobs feel real wow um. because my boobs are very. fat like they're fat they were big. before um they just ended up like. starting to Sagle a little bit so I got. boobs put put the boobs in and just made.

them perk up a little bit so my boobs. are still very soft but yeah you can. tell on like very very thin girls and. stuff like that I can't tell you've. gotten a lot in your face you can I. can't oh okay I was like Jesus Christ I. thought you just some you know how some. wom you could like tell no I don't do a. lot like that I um yeah no I don't do. stuff to my face well I only do like um. facials and stuff like that not like. dirty ones but well those too yeah but. yeah no the um I am mainly doing yeah.

like facial treatments I don't really. get face I don't get my face Botox and. stuff I might get BOTOX here and there. but I don't do it like crazy I'm just. I'm just preventing looking old that's. what I'm trying to do what was the one. that makes your lips is that the Botox. lip filler lip filler I get lip filler. too but I can't tell some wom oh my I. don't have a lot gosh I have tiny lips. so I just have a little bit I never. understood the attraction towards the. big fat lips some people's lips look. really good though when they're that fat. and big some of them some of them don't.

though some of them look like from the. side view they're like it's side. view the side view is pretty bad it's. like a duck yeah but yeah I just don't. like that like the big upper lip that's. sticking out MH damn you got them all is. there any on your list that you. want no but I've like I said done all. done boobs but lipo arm lipo I just got. out of arm lipo and it was the biggest. mistake of my life why um I've never had. any issues with surgery until arm light.

bow literally it just I don't know my. arms did not want to recover holy crap. they're bruised up still I'm yeah I'm. real messed up right now but yeah it. doesn't seem like you needed the LI up I. felt I needed it but yesterday my. assistant goes I hate to say it but I. don't even realize the difference I mean. and I was like don't [ __ ] say that to. me when I have this giant thing on my. arm arm and like this arm's all up too.

just say it looks good you're already. pretty skinny so no I'm I'm I'm. naturally not a skinny girl really yeah. I'm not a I'm not a fat girl I'm. naturally just like a thick girl okay. yeah certain guys like that though yeah. like flat stomach thick flat stomach. thick what does that mean like my. stomach's flat but I'm like still a. little thicker okay like a sports player. sports player yeah like a like a Serena. Williams or yeah but she's very. definitely not that I'm not comparing.

myself to her but yeah she's you know. how she's thicker yeah that's me yeah. yeah well it comes in waves where like. certain guys want thick and then they. want skinny right now is the skinny. phase that's the phase right now my God. damn it bring it back they're bringing. back the supermodel phase h no I'm so. sad about that one though cuz I'm a food. addict I love food I'm very much a food. addict though I like can't I can't say. no if you put certain things in front of. me what's your. go-to Italian yeah but right now I have.

a problem with sour punch straws oh so. candy I'm having a really bad candy. problem lately you got a sweet tooth you. might have a uh a. parasite you think do you have a sugar. craving right now I'm so bad with sugar. Cravings I'll introduce you to my. parasite girl she she'll give you a. cleanse your sugar Cravings will go away. what yeah you have a parasite. infection crazy right it's it's common. though don't feel like it's a how much.

what is it in in me what's in me worms. or some type of worm yeah but when you. have a sweet like that no no no stop are. they microscopic go back to this warm. thing uh yeah they're microscopic. they're not big ones I'm going to jump. off cliff I don't want. any parasites inside me I'll get you. right I had them too oh my God it's so. bad though it's to a point where like. like my one of my assistants is actually. a nurse mhm and he's like you're going. to give yourself diabetes because of how.

much candy I've been eating lately you. might have to get your blood tested for. it. a man as long as it's not worms in my. butthole have you ever seen that before. no yeah that's ins insane no this. podcast I used to listen to um not. podcast it's a radio show DAV check the. freak I I love them their radio show. where I grew up and um they they talked. about worms in the butthole no yeah it. happens to people and they said to like. to check you have to put a piece of duct.

tape on your. butt and then duct tape on your butt. yeah and then you fall asleep and then. you wake up and if you pull the duct. tape off there will be some worms on it. wa yeah or a flashlight to your butthole. in the dark have you tested it or no. that's my number one fear though that's. my number one fear whenever my butt is. itchy I'm like I better not have butt. worms Oh that's my like number. one that would affect your work worms is.

yeah that would affect my work you're. right oh gross yeah no I just yeah no I. used to have a tapeworm fear oh worms. are my biggest fear in in the world in. general they're up there for me cuz I. was super skinny growing up and I was. convinced I had a tape worm oh yeah yeah. I was like 150. lb 150 lb that's 6'5 oh I was like. that's not bad at all but. I'm a foot taller than. you that's way too skinny you could see.

my rib cage and stuff yeah no that's. like almost as much as I weigh yeah with. another foot I'm like 140 right now or. something most girls don't admit their. weight I'm a big girl I'm a big girl I'm. not big but like I'm heavy girl you're. like the first girl that's just said it. without I'm very sad about it I'm not. very I'm open book I don't have any. secrets at all not even one well that's. good A lot of girls are conscious about. their weight no I'm I'm trying to be. like I would love to be like one maybe. I'm like. actually no maybe I am 140 I'm either.

145 1 like 35 go but yeah I don't want. to be I want to be. like5 damn that's like that's good for. me be a little too skinny I think I. think it's like too skinny if I'm like. 105 damn that's skinny that's like too. skinny but I've I've hit 115 before. which is very not like me I was I was. sick at the time and it looked really. good I was like ooh she's skinny that is.

the one benefit of getting sick yes you. lose like 10 lbs it was so great like. for a little bit I mean mind you it. couldn't work I couldn't do anything but. you were real sick I was skinny what was. that Co sickness or no it was just. anxiety I had bad anxiety spurt for like. a couple months lost ton of weight I I I. deal with every all my fans know I deal. with mental health like huge really I. couldn't tell based off just this. episode yeah I mean I deal with it. myself I don't not like I don't take my. mental health out on anybody but yeah so.

it's been a lifelong thing or did it. come recently with the oh lifelong I. just got diagnosed bipolar disorder what. yeah my dad had that yeah I don't know. um I don't have a bad though you know. and it's very it affects me only like I. don't I will never be. like at you or anything like that it's. not yeah it's something that just I I'm. very been in therapy my whole life so. I'm very like aware of my mind and stuff. and I know that it I'm like Oh my mental.

health isn't good right now I'll talk to. you later blah blah that's good though. cuz at least you could recognize you're. getting I'm very happy I can recognize. it very easily a lot of bipolar people. can't yes and that's it's hard yeah my. dad like I was very shy as a kid cuz if. I said the wrong thing he would yell at. me or yeah you know that's yeah that's. that's definitely in me like you know. definitely in me like I went to. Halloween Horror Nights last night and I. just wanted to like yell at everybody. because you know if it gets too close or.

people walking by who hit your shoulder. like you just you want to start a fight. with them yeah and you're like this is. no this is not not a normal thought it's. like road rage but in person yes exactly. it's like you just you have these. irrational thoughts like I want to. scream at this person but you just don't. do it you know cuz they're it's they're. not intentionally doing it yeah and it's. just a lot of it comes down to my my. brain and it's only affecting me. everybody else having a good time I'm. not big on crowded places I don't go to. clubs bars I don't know what happened.

just in college I liked it yeah but now. as I'm older it's like oh my God I know. like the Halloween Horror Nights I was. telling my friends I was like if I went. to this when I was younger I would have. been this would have been a blast like. so much fun it was fun as an adult but. like you start getting tired and you're. like I want to go home I got to get up. in the morning you know all that stuff. but to go as like a teen with like your. boyfriend like and your friends that. would have been so would have been the. highlight of the Year oh yeah so fun but. yeah like with this unruly party coming.

up 4,000 people I'm like I'm not even. going like you mean yeah no it's it's a. lot of people I'd rather be home with my. dogs and my girl yeah 100% me too. smoking weed yeah I I've been smoking a. little lately actually oh yeah yeah I. used to not be able to oh yeah bad. anxiety terrible oh huh yeah I get like. that if I smoke too much wax wax for. sure or edibles oh you think so huh do. you feel Edibles I don't feel Edibles. I'm on Lexapro waa if anybody is on.

Lexapro they know uh you feel not even. in your vagina sometimes what I've never. heard of that what what does that do. Lexapro is like if you ever talk to. somebody and you're like they're not. there like they're not mentally like. there like they're like robot or. something it's usually they're on. Lexapro so it's like a dissociation it's. very um it just calms you down oh it's. like anti- anxiety anti- anxiety anti. depression anti all that stuff yeah damn. you seem to have plenty of emotion here.

though well I'm insane. so so this is you dumb down yes I say. I'm wild so yeah but all my if you like. my aunts are on it and my mom if you. talk to them they're like robot like. it's just weird damn when did you start. getting on that when I was younger um. but it's the only thing that really. makes me feel okay you know only thing. that really makes. me I don't know kind of feel like I'm at. a normal. sounds like you need a psychedelic uh. experience oh my God someone no who told.

me to do that fuzy told me to I don't. know if that's the best person to be. telling you that F told me uh to what he. iasa he did something somewhere I don't. think it was iasa maybe DMT or something. weird don't quote me at this anybody but. fuzy said something about a he did some. trip he's like oh made me feel all. better I'm like okay I don't know about. that cuz I see love this stuff. everywhere but but yeah I always. wondered if that would help me but I.

think I have too much anxiety I think it. would actually do the opposite it could. go either way you could have a really. bad trip or you could just be cured for. Life yeah unlock all your childhood. trauma and release it I just don't think. I I don't think I feel like you have to. be very chill and very like ready and. open for that to get that experience you. need the right mindset right set I'm not. I'm not there it'll call you one day I. can literally take like 38 of shrooms. and not feel anything what it's because. of lexipro holy crap it's insane like so.

I'm like I don't even know if any of. these experiences would work for me. anyway because of the medicine what. happens if you didn't take the. medicine has that happened I I always. take it if I didn't take it I'd start. feeling anxious and all that stuff so. yeah that's how I was when I was on. Xanax yeah oh my God that stuff's so bad. for you terrible did you how long were. you on it only 2 months but I cut it. instead of tapering off so I had a. seizure oh my God it's insane right I. almost died from it it's insane I was on.

kipin for a year and I I was trying to. get off it for months months like I was. telling everybody I'm trying to get off. this drug like sounds like I'm a drug. addict but I'm prescribe this drug and. I'm taking this tiniest dose of it to. try and get off it and I'm still like I. would be shaking throwing up having to. call people to get fluids it's like how. the is this even allowed to be. prescribed they give it like they should. not you should not be allowed to take. that for more than a week like literally.

you had a seizure and you had it for 2. months two months just from cutting. that's insane man out was high during. the seizure so that that up my. relationship with weed oh yeah that's. yeah no it's it was horrible I'd be fine. and then the next day all of a sudden. you're shaking you can't like do. anything you feel like you're dying I. just it was rough that is so bad they. got my dad too he had a seizure at my. soccer game cuz he was going through. withdrawal it's so bad and you don't. even you can't even tell sometimes like. you're like I feel okay today and then. the next day you're withdrawing yeah.

know it's quick it's like for me it. would like happen like a couple weeks. later all of a sudden I'd have a. withdrawal I'm like I I've been taking. the same dose for [ __ ] you got to keep. upping it that's the problem it's just. insane the whole thing is just if you. are considering taking kopin and Xanax I. would try another Outlet or don't. continuously take it should never be. continuously taken like we did I feel. it's like way too much for your body way. too much and my memories were wiped that.

two months I don't God yeah that's. another thing too is they said that um. those meds are like they can give you. dementia wow they literally said that. they were like you need to get off of. this is remember they asked me like when. I came here I got a different. psychiatrist he's like holy I can't. believe you've been on that for a year. yeah they don't tell you the side. effects when they're prescribing you no. like you know that you you know these. things a little bit but you don't think. that you're going to get sick from just. taking it as prescribed yeah you know.

like it's wild damn so the one you take. there's no memory issues no this isn't. like it's not a narcotic or anything. like that so yeah I don't take any. narcotics this one just Mellows you out. yeah it's just like um it's a buildup. you know like one of those things you. have to keep taking cuz it stays in your. system yeah that's cool it's okay well. Dan it's been a fun episode sorry we. talked about so much random that's how I. think I ADHD too okay yeah I'm all over. the place but anything you want to close. off with here M nothing just if you had.

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