Leah’s Love Island Tell All (Full Episode)

What is up, Daddy gang? It is your. founding father, Alex Cooper, with Call. Her Daddy. Leah, welcome to Call Her Daddy. What's up, Daddy? No, we're already up to no good. We. haven't even [ __ ] started. On brand. Okay, first of all, you're a Leo. [ __ ]. yeah. I'm a Leo. Should we just end the podcast here. before the world burns?

Leah and I have already been basically. podcasting downstairs, and we were like, we need to shut the [ __ ] up and we need. to get upstairs. We were basically. saying, do you think you cannot date. your own sign? You know, Me, personally, I don't think I can date. my own sign. Now, does that speak for. anyone else? Maybe they have better. experiences. Me, personally, a. Leo man like ruined my life for like 5. years, so. 5 years? I'd like to steer clear of that, but. Wait, 5 years? Yeah, I was getting. embarrassed worse than Rob did me for 5. years. You're literally the most loved person.

on the internet right now. Is any of. this like registering? No, I haven't. even been in LA for 24 hours, but I'm. with the best person I could be with. Okay, to be fair, I need to just [ __ ]. say this. Rob was fabulous. But. everyone's like [ __ ] roasting me in. the comments like, why aren't you having. Leah? First of all, Rob got eliminated. first. He got on the plane immediately. and came here. They wanted me on here? Leah, the president wants you on there. Like, everyone wants you on there. Like, what. the [ __ ] Everyone wants to talk to you. Yes. It's crazy because the energy shift from.

how it was in the villa to how people. are receiving me out here is something I. you I I'm sure you could tell on the. reactions in my face every time that I. got voted for America's Favorite, I was. genuinely shocked. It wasn't like, oh, like, let me put on a show. I literally. was like, gagged. Like, I was like, how. the what the [ __ ] Okay, cuz I was going. to say, I think a lot of [ __ ] people. were really pissed that they were like, why is Leah getting such a bad edit? Like do the producers want her to be a.

villain? There were so many different. conspiracy theories. So it felt like. that also in the villa that you were. having a tough time. I was having a very. tough time in the villa. There were I've. There were times where I pulled. like head production aside and I said I. don't want to be here anymore. There. were three instances I can remember. where I literally said like I'm not. having fun anymore. I. have to go. The reason that I did stay. was Serena. She's the one who convinced. me to stay and Gina. I think that they. could convince that like you guys were. so [ __ ] cute which we'll get to. Hold.

on. Tell me the three moments. Um. one of them was after so. one that I remember the most recent one. was. when Kendall dropped the weight on Rob's. face for least trustworthy guy in that. one challenge. and Rob and I were in a good place at. that point and it just felt like. everyone was still. everyone was talking about Rob and I. except for Rob and I and we just were. trying to move past it but it felt like.

we just couldn't in the villa and it. just was something that would not go. away and I was so frustrated like after. that challenge like I'm you can probably. I haven't watched a thing of the show. yet but I'm sure you could see like an. energy shift in my face and I literally. sat on the floor crying for like an hour. saying like I can't be here anymore. I want Rob. Like I literally was like. please send me home. Bring Andrea back. for Rob. If Rob please please please I. said that. I said if that's what's going.

to make everyone in this villa happy I. thought it felt like. I was like I literally was like scared. Like I would after the the the dumping. like I literally was like I'm in like. this is bad like bad. Lea, why do you think everyone was so. obsessed with like you and Rob and like. making these comments? I think they like I think everyone in. the village is from like. how Rob and I got each other just from. the start. I think especially now that. I'm looking at everything, I think him.

and I just clicked really quickly. Like. that's why when girls would come in and. be like. "Oh my gosh, like he's so timid. Like. Ooh, so mysterious." And I'm like, "Is. he?" Like I was having a ball like from. day one. Like we were just like [ __ ]. around. Like he was never giving like. shy timid. You weren't getting the. onion. I was Yeah, I said the onion was. peeled when I got it. So So people were. like shipping you guys a lot and like. wanted you guys to work and you were. like, "It's literally not happening." So. like you had to go. Yeah, even the like even some of the.

Islanders like I they were literally. like, "We want you guys the comeback. story of the year." Like they would be. like, "You know you still have feelings. for him. He still has feelings for you. Like let's get to it." But I'm like I. can't. I like I can't. Why? I was so miserable. Like. I feel like in relationships normally. I'm always waiting for the other shoe to. drop or I'm in constant fight or flight. mode where it feels like.

they're about to [ __ ] me over. Like I. feel like I'm always wait I feels like. I'm always waiting for something bad to. happen. And it felt like that on steroids with. Rob. And then it did happen. And then it. felt even worse. And I literally wanted to go home and. die. But then. it just was like. night and day with Miguel. Like he. literally changed my experience in. there. I actually owe him.

so so so much. Like more than I could. put into words. Can you describe your. relationship with him? Our. friendship from the moment he came in, we were friends. I remember the first. night he came in he was sitting in bed. with me and Serena and we were talking. for like 20 minutes with him and we were. just like dying laughing. Then he was. sleeping across from me that night. In the morning and we were like talking. again. Um. but like our friendship that grew, we. would joke around so much and I feel.

like there were so many like little. moments that we started to be like, "No, I think. I think I like him more." And he was. like, he was There were so many moments. where he was like, "I liked you, but I. didn't know if you liked me back." And. he was like, "I know if I could like I. should say anything." And like I was. like, "I like him." But I didn't know if. I should say anything. And so he. is probably one of my favorite people. that like I've ever met. I think that.

him coming into the villa was like. game-changer. Even I said like even if. he came in and he was just my friend, like I would have been happy just. because how amazing he is. I think that. I have to credit him for. a big part of myself in the villa. He it. was night and day the way I acted. Like. night and day. I think he brings out. the best in me.

And I think like we and I feel like I. bring out the best in him. And I think. he is just like honestly. the wisest. most amazing person you'll ever meet. I. think I have He's like I always joke. I'm like, he's like. I have nothing bad to say about him, which kind of scares me. But like. again, he's so blunt, too. Like I can't.

Like I respected how. [ __ ] honest he was. Like he was so. honest from every step of the way. Like. at first he was like, "I I know if this. is going to go anywhere." And then we. started like more and more and then it. became more and more and then. more and then it was like but he was. honest the whole way through which is. like all I could ask for. That's all we. want is honesty. Like. that's it and so yeah no Miguel is to. thank for for. like probably 80.

percent of me in the villa. He made my. time in there from when we were coupled. up even during Casa all of it. Like he. made my time in there what I felt like. it was supposed to be the whole time. He. made me feel like I was permanently. blushing. He made me feel like he was. literally like I saw that Liv said. he was like my protector in the villa. and like he literally was. Like I feel. like he was everything and more. And I'm.

so so so appreciative of him. Like it I. I have like no words. You guys obviously. didn't make anything official when you. were in the villa. Like what's the vibe? What's happening? I think we just want. to like enjoy our time together. I think. I love. our relationship because we don't put. pressure on it. It's like very organic. which is. what we both like. Yeah. And so. I think we're we're just.

yeah I'm excited to like. be out in the real We haven't done It's. like so difficult cuz it's like. on one end it's like okay yeah like. you're your boyfriend and girlfriend in. the villa but then imagine coming out. here and you don't know how these people. act like at a restaurant or like how. they act at the club. You don't know. what their social media even looks like. Like you don't know any of this stuff. So like I think just learning each other. outside of the villa is going to be so. much fun because I love everything I. learned in the villa. Okay there's so. much to go through. I'M LIKE HOLD ON.

REWIND. We're going to go through all of. this. How did you even get on Love. Island? Um so I got on Love Island like. I've been wanting I I feel like I like. have been saying like, you know, it. would be fun to go on there. Like why. not try whatever. And I did I sent an. application like. I think last year. And then I remember this year I got a. text from one of the casting people and. they were like, "Hey, like would you be. or it would maybe a. Instagram or text or something that they.

were like, "Hey, like we want to talk to. you. Can you fill out the application. again?" And like they were like, "You. know, whatever." And then from there like we. had a video call and then from there it. was literally ball was fully rolling. When you saw you have over a million. followers Oh my god, I was. shocked. I borderline like I literally. was like I probably have like no. Instagram after getting reported so much. cuz. They're like this must BE A BOT. NO, LIKE get this [ __ ] like.

She's buying her followers. Yeah, like I was like, "Oh my Yeah, people keep saying I'm buying my follow. or that I was buying my follow. How? I. was in the villa and I didn't have a. [ __ ] phone. So how was I buying them? Who was buying them? My mom? So bear. me.". No, no, no, it was it's so iconic to see. and I was so upset for you because when. the tweet was shown to you like I saw so. many Oh my god, no, dude, when the tweet. was shown to you everyone online was. going batshit. They were like, "Where. did they find that bottom of the barrel. tweet?" Like everyone The tweet read me. to filth, though. They it did. It did. I.

was doing self [ __ ] reflection after. that tweet. I literally sat on the. bathroom floor and it was the off-camera. bathroom and it literally had. cockroaches floating in the water and. everything. It was like this filthy. little number. And I'm sitting on the. floor just thinking about everything. I'm like, that was like a pivoting moment for me. I was like it it like like come on, girl. Like you're about to be 25, queen. Like let me maybe let's not call men. [ __ ] [ __ ] Like there are better. ways to communicate. Is there Is there, though? Can you tell.

people what there is? There is. There is. Sorry, I'm done. No, no, there is. Oh, I can't even repeat the tweet. because of how long it was. And then. when they read it back to me in Beach. Hut, I kid you not, first of all, she was. reading it was like a minute long. Everyone else had like one sentence like. Like, I don't know. Leah, you are a piece of shit.". then and the gag of it all was at the. end they go. "And the list goes on." I say, "Oh.". "Ooh, I thought we got everything off. our chest. We're still going." To anyone. that for some reason didn't watch that.

episode, basically the tweet was like so. aggressive towards Leah. Meanwhile, all. of us knew outside of the villa that. we're like living in real world. We're. like, "You were the favorite." And it. was crazy to see that you're getting. like dragged when it was really like, "Princess Leah, we love you." was what. the tweet should have been. Like That's. what the tweet I got. is how I felt in the villa. And then. that's when Rob at Movie Night said, "Now that tweet makes sense." And I. said, "Yeah, it does.". Because that's how like I was feeling.

like that everyone thought that of me in. the villa because I kept like I feel. like I was trying to do everything in. like such a respectful and I'm like. right manner that it felt like things. just kept getting [ __ ] up. And Did you. at any point be like, "I can't believe I. put my like. my life and my family and like my. personal like. Yes. self involved in this craziness? Like is. my life going to be fucked?" Yes. You. had that. That was like a daily thought. I was. like, "Fuck me. I shouldn't have came. here. Like I'm doing weird [ __ ] Like.

I'm like ruining lives. Like I'm like I. was thinking like my dad's like not. going to speak to me again. Like I was. like I'm embarrassing." Oh my gosh, you. don't understand. Everyone on on Love. Island, like the way it panned out, everyone So, the final four and then. Kaylor and Aaron and. got everyone so. Everyone got to speak to their family in. some way, manner, or form. Like I. remember even Kenny and Janie got. letters from their parents from the. words of affirmation date. Miguel and I were the only people who.

didn't get a lick a lick of our family. and I said, "Hey, so does my family hate. me? Like did I embarrass them really. badly or like why don't they want to. talk to me? Like like is there a reason. Miguel and I didn't get to speak to our. family?" And Miguel was really upset for. me because he was like. "Everyone got to speak to them." And he. was like he knows I've been dying like. to speak to everyone and especially my. sister. Dude, so you were like oh my family has. abandoned me. Yes. I was in full I was. spiraling every day. Okay. There was one day that the psych called. me IN LIKE THREE.

I SAID, "OH, NOT AGAIN." OH GOD. And. then people would go for like 10 like. they would go for like 20 minutes and. come out and then they do I would be. there for like an hour and like like oh. they're worried for me. [ __ ] [ __ ] And what would you say. when you're in those psych sessions? They're like. Oh, honey, I was spewing garbage out my. mouth. The things that woman heard. NDA who? Confidentiality. agreement who? Okay, so before we get.

into like the details details of Love. Island, I want to get to know you a. little bit better just as like you prior. to Love Island. Where did you grow up? Do you grow up here? Yeah, so I'm from. Calabasas. Grew up here born born and raised in LA. Yeah, 24. My birthday's next month. though. And yours is coming up, too. [ __ ] WE GOT TO GET MARRIED. August. 11th. August 21st. [ __ ] yeah. Is that like a week apart? Yeah, 10 days. Yeah.

come to my birthday in the Hamptons. Oh, can I? We'll talk. You can. Cuz I'm going to be. in New York for the reunion. Yeah. Ew, come sit next to me. Read that. Okay, we'll talk offline. Um okay, so. are you close with your family? Oh my. gosh, I'm the closest with my family. family dynamic? So, I have obvious I was. about to say I have a mom and dad, like. we all do. Um. Great start. No, so my mom and dad have been married. for like 25. or.

something years. 30. My So, my parents have. We have sisters in the room. We can. acknowledge. We can acknowledge. Okay, my sister's in the room. So, my parents. have been married for 30 years and my I. have an older sister. She's 11 months. older than me and we're really close. We. do everything together. Like we always. say we're like attached at the hip. And. yeah, she we are very close. She is like. a very large part of the reason like I. am who I am. So, I owe a lot of things. to her.

Um yeah, she's a very big part of my. life. Have you guys ever liked the same guy? You know What? We have No, do you know. what I'm thinking of? WE HAVE LIKED the same guy, but like. it's more of like a pastor to the bro. situation. It wasn't like fight. Like it. was more like a It was more like a yeah, like yeah, the homie can hit too type. Your sister's face is like shut the [ __ ].

up. Your boyfriend is literally like we're. done. Oh, please. So, you This was like years ago. Who was with him first? My sister. And she literally said it's that good, you got TO TRY IT. YOUR WORD'S NOT MINE. GENEROUS, BUT it. wasn't. It wasn't that good? No. So, you like it. different. I love that you're like that's generous. from your sister and then you're like.

what is this hand-me-down [ __ ]. Yeah, no, it wasn't giving hand-me-down. Okay, okay. The first time that you. smoked was pretty rough. You said it. involved you passing out and you trying. to convince your parents not to ship you. off to rehab. You. My Tik Tok. NO. OH, DID I SAY THAT ON THE ON IN LOVE. ISLAND, TOO? WHERE DOES THIS COMING. FROM? WHO TOLD YOU THAT? LEAH, YOU TOLD IT on the internet. You. put it on your TikTok. Okay, yeah. Okay. thought you saying who said that. Okay, because I was telling Miguel a. story about this one time I took. edibles, which is a really good one.

Okay, go ahead, tell it. At a fam my family we So, we had it was. during COVID, too. So, this was like our. first like it was all we was like our. first time that we were allowed to go. out. into restaurants. This was like a big. thing. I remember this. And like this was like a big deal. Like. leaving the house like it was like. crazy. And so, we were like, "Okay, we're going. to go with like my family, our cousin's. family, like their mom, dad, their. siblings, whatever, and then our. grandmother as well." And so,

my cousin and I and she's like a smoker. Like she be taking like bongs and all. Okay. But I'm like, "You know what? Like. let's take some edibles and like let's. like get really [ __ ] up and just like. like eat a lot cuz like, you know, Why. not? And it was like a sushi restaurant, too, but like. Yeah, it's not the food you want when. you're No, yeah, you know, now I'm. thinking about it in hindsight probably. wasn't the best place, but I yeah, anyway, whatever. So, we go. and. I think on accident I think I read the. wrong the the jar wrong.

because I ended up taking 70 mg. god. Leah. First of all, it was like an hour car. ride to get there. So, like the build-up. in the car like I'm not even there yet. Like I'm thinking like I'm about to get. in there and be like hungry, just like. chilling, like big like just good vibes. I sit down and all of a sudden I'm like, Like what's like I'm literally I'm like. in full flight. Like I'm like, "What's. happening?

Like where am I? Who am I?" And then. like all and then I'm like I'm like. telling my cousin I'm like, "I have to. go to the bathroom. Like I have to go to. the bathroom." She's like, "Go.". And she I was like, "Come with me." And. then my sister My sister's one of those. people. So, my sister is sober, like she. doesn't drink or smoke and like. And I will say though, it's annoying as. [ __ ] being around people when you are. sober and you are around like drunk or. uh high people are easy to be around, but like if you're you're around drunk. people, not when I'm high though, maybe.

that I you know, whatever. I it's just. like so annoying to be around. So, my. sister was just like, "Leah, stop.". Right? Like you just shut So, I'm. sitting there like, "Yeah." And so, I. was like, "I have to go to the bathroom. Like I have to go to the bathroom.". Okay, so the restaurant that we're at it. the bathrooms in there, mirrors all. around. Literally, the whole thing is. mirrored. Yes, hell on earth for someone. on [ __ ] edibles who doesn't smoke at. all or take edibles. Um. and I'm looking at all of them, I'm like. this. I literally felt like I was in one.

of those like horror mazes and I felt. like something was about to come out the. wind or the mirror and eat me. And then, I come back downstairs and I'm. like, "I'm tweaking out." I tell my. cousin, I was like, "I have to snitch on. myself. I have to. I have to. I have to. I have to." I was like, "I have to tell. my mom in case I die tonight to tell the. paramedics what happened to me. Like. tell them I took edibles." Yes. So then, she was like, "Don't do it. Please don't. do it." Like and just keep in mind, my. [ __ ] grandma is at the end of the. table this whole time, but she doesn't. even speak English. She definitely had. no idea what was going on.

Um but our parents were pissed. Anyways, so then, like my mom. so I take my mom to the bathroom. and all of a sudden I drop to my knees. and I start gagging, throwing I like. trying to throw up in the bathroom. The. drama. But I wasn't throwing the drama. Like I'm holding my hair. Yes, my mom. was holding my hair back. She was like, "Get up." SHE WAS LIKE, "GET UP. THIS IS. A PUBLIC RESTROOM. THAT YOU'RE ON THE. FLOOR." She's screaming at me. I'm like, "Fuck." But I'm not there. I don't give. a [ __ ] It's a public. I'm not even. thinking. I'm on the floor. I could have.

been literally on someone's [ __ ] and I. would probably would have been same. place cuz of how tweaking out I felt. Felt like I just shot up heroin and then. like and then I Yeah, no, I was about to. say something bad. Um. Something crazy was about to come out of. my mouth. And then So, I'm sitting down. there and then my and I'm like telling. my mom I was like I just I was like I. took out a bowl and if I died at night. tell the paramedics what I took so they. can try and revive me. My mom was like, "YOU CAN'T DIE FROM EDIBLES." SHE'S. LIKE, "GET UP." SHE LIKE GRABBED ME BY. MY arm and she was like, "YOU'RE GOING.

TO GO DOWNSTAIRS. You're going to eat. food. You're going to drink water and. we're going to leave." And she said, "I. am never taking you out to dinner. again." She was like, "You come out. once, once this whole time, the first. time we're let out and you do this." And. I was like, "That [ __ ] went That sobered. me up. I said, "Good morning." I sat. down at that table. I didn't open my. [ __ ] mouth. Did I eat I didn't eat. [ __ ] I just sat there and mewed until. we went home. Yeah, so that was crazy. Oh, just a little Just a [ __ ] little.

I'm Wait, and that wasn't the time that. your parents almost threatened to you to. go to rehab because No. That was. That was a whole different one. That was. like [ __ ] [ __ ] I smoked one joint. I. ended face down on the rug. My dad. walked into my apartment, seen me on the. floor and then he saw like a like a hat. like a smoking joint on the side like. and he was like, "What is this?" And. then I was all There's pictures of it. I'll I'll try I'll dig them out. It's me. on the floor in front of the toilet. I. don't know why like my first thing is to. like throw up but like my mom was like,

"It's not going TO COME OUT OF YOUR. SYSTEM. It's in your bloodstream.". And so I was like and my dad was like My. parents were literally on the phone with. each other saying like, "We're worried. Like she has to go to rehab." That was. like the first time I ever smoked in my. life, too. I was like, "Rehab?". It's one little bit. "Rehab?" I was like, "You're killing me. with this [ __ ] man.". That is some LA [ __ ] They're like, "Oh, they're hitting it too hard. We have to. like I've literally smoked once.". Bro, it was crazy. Um okay, I feel like when you're from. LA, you kind of just like know people in. the industry or whatever. Did you have.

anyone in your family that was in this. industry or were you the first person to. like go on TV? Yeah, I know. I'm the first person in. this industry. My parents are not. My mom is a microbiologist. She like is. not involved in any like social media. sorts. Like my parents don't have like. they don't My dad doesn't have. Instagram. Like I'm sure he does now, but He's trying to get his He's trying. to have his big one. Um. Your dad starts influencing. Can you imagine? What does he say? What's his name? Option. Option, stop.

Just relax. relax. You've done enough. No. What does he do for a living? He's a. CFO. Oh. For like a hospitality company for like. hotels, like they do restaurants, stuff. like that. went to your parents and your family and. you were like, "I'm going on Love. Island." What was their reaction? Um for. a while I had only told my sister. Okay. I was nervous to see how my parents were. going to react just because. Persians hold like their children to. like a very high standard of like, "Oh.

my gosh, you need" We always make a joke. like you need like Persians say like you. need to either become like a doctor or a. lawyer like something of that. And I'm still in school right now as. well. So I think um. my parents were just I was worried of. their reaction. Not that I would stop. school or anything of like that, but I. just felt like. my mom I don't know. Like I think our. mom is just not My parents were born in. Iran and they moved here when they were. like 20. They didn't even speak English. when they got here. worked at.

McDonald's. My dad washed dishes and. they've done [ __ ] amazing for. themselves. They're like such an. inspiration to me. So I feel like I was. a bit nervous to tell them, but I really. My main goal like I want to make them. proud and like I hope I did make them. proud. I know they are really proud of. everything like I've done and. they were proud of how I carried myself. even in moments I felt like maybe I. could have done better. So you know when. you see something blowing up on your. socials like a new makeup trend or a.

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and he molded the [ __ ] out of it. So, I think. um that shaped how I look at. relationships a lot for a while. Yeah. And I think it made me feel. like I had to like work really hard to. deserve someone's love or affection. And. I felt like I had to always fight for. someone's attention, which is not a great place to be, but I. think I've also worked really hard now. to not feel like that anymore, but I. know even like in moments where like, I.

don't know, sometimes I would just be. like, "Fuck, like I don't deserve I'm. still right now I'm like I don't deserve. the way I'm being received." Like I feel. like I was I was on the plane Well, you. I was going to say I was on the plane. with Kayler and Aaron. Oh. We were. sitting in the same row together and I. was like crying to Kayler saying like, "I don't deserve this." Have you seen. him and what's online? I have. You want. to hear what was so funny? Yeah. They. picked me up from my hotel room. and we were on like one of the golf.

carts and they were about to drop us off. to the van at the front of the hotel to. take me to the airport and then they. were like, "Oh, Aaron and Kayla are. going to be coming with you on the in. the van to the flight." And I was like, "Yay!" I was really excited to see them. I was like, "Oh my gosh, I haven't seen. them in the like days. I've been wanting. to talk to them so bad." And um so Kayla. was I thought that they were going to. like I literally was telling Kayla and. Aaron when they were standing next to. Miguel and I was like, "It's you guys. Like it's you guys." Cuz I was like and. even to Nicole I was like, "Me and. Miguel are about to go get [ __ ] up at.

the Hilton." Like I was like doing like. hand signs. Like um. Anyways, so. I'm like sitting there and I'm like. going through my phone and I had just. got my phone probably like 10 minutes. prior and then like ding ding ding ding. ding ding ding and I keep getting like, "Have you seen this? Have you seen this? Have you seen this?" And I'm like, "Seen. what?" And they literally she they say, "Kayla and Aaron are coming. with you to the airport." And I like. look at my phone and then I seen that. it said like Kayla. um. said that no What was it? What did it.

say? basically Kayla was on a phone call with. someone. her friend. Yeah, yeah. In the background Aaron was filming. himself for anyone that doesn't know. Aaron was filming himself making a. Instagram video and Kayla's in the. background on the phone with someone and. it sounds like someone on the phone says. to her, "Leah's not going to be. irrelevant in x amount of months.". Right. So you see this when you're in. the car when they're walking up? Bro, I saw it on the golf cart when they. were about to get like literally yeah, like right when I was going to see them. The timing was hilarious. Um What did you do? I honestly like I.

wasn't like pressed about it. Like I. really wasn't. I was like. We're I mean like fair enough. Like. maybe I will be maybe I won't. But like. at the same time it's like I was so I. mean I saw Kaylor like. So. the golf cart drops me off to the van. and Aaron and Kaylor jump out and they. were like Leah like holy [ __ ] like it's. so good to see you and I'm like hugging. them. Aaron was so excited. He literally. like dropped his phone and broke it.

god. Yeah, I was so excited to see them and. then I sat down and we were just talking. like normal cuz I wasn't even going to. bring it up just cuz I literally was. like it's just not worth it. Like I'm. very I was just happy to see them. Yeah, and you're just coming out of this. huge experience. Right. And I was so. happy. Like I was like. I was so happy cuz Miguel and I had just. spent like two days together like in the. hotel room and we were just having like. a ball together and so I was like it's. just not even like. it's just like very like minimal stuff.

to me that I was like it's not worth it. cuz I know I know Kaylor loves me. Like. I know she does. I know it. I know it. and I know Aaron loves me too despite. everything and I love them so much. So I. was just like. I wasn't going to bring it up but then. Kaylor was like [ __ ] Leah like I have. she was like [ __ ] Leah. NO, I'M KIDDING. [ __ ] LEAH. [ __ ] AARON. SHE WAS LIKE. NOT HER PARENTS being like she never. curses. I'm like babe you don't know. your daughter. [ __ ] Aaron. I love her.

She was like. um. Leah I have to tell you something and I. was like what and she was like. there's like this video and I was like. it's okay like I saw it already like. don't worry and she was like no I just. feel like I need to explain myself and. she was like um I was on the phone with. my friend and she was talking about like. um she said she was like receiving a lot. of hate and she said like. it was coming from like. the fans and she was saying that.

um. her friend was basically like you know. saying it just to like make her feel. better and like just like it's going to. like blow over type thing. and. so yeah but I mean when we got to the. airport, like and I'm and well, anyways, but your friend, she said that and I was. like, "Listen, like I don't. I don't care at all. Like I don't I was. not feeling a type of way about it at. all.". No, not at all. Like I love Kayler. Like. I was not feeling a way about it at all. and I mean, I love Kayler and Aaron. I'm.

really happy that they're together. I. think that they suit each other so well. and um. I think that. I don't know. That just wasn't something. that I was like, "I'm not Why would I. fight with her about that?" Like it was. just so like. I mean, I get your headspace and I think. it's a very mature headspace to be in of. like, she is getting [ __ ] roasted. online. So, like we're seeing these bits. and pieces. it was? She said what it was was that. when I said the white it's giving white. woman scared, that thing she said.

funny. She said, "I didn't think they're going. to put that [ __ ] in there.". I said, "Y'all killing me with this. [ __ ] man.". Leah, it was [ __ ] funny. Not you. pointing at I was pointing. The thing. is, too, I wasn't even pointing at her. face. I was literally said the balcony. AND SHE'S LIKE. AND I WAS LIKE AND THEN Serena was like, "Don't be dramatic." And I'm like, "It. was literally giving white woman. scared." Like And I said the word. balcony and then she like ducked like I. was about to like hit her with a right. hook. I'm like, "Okay.". As if they would even let me I would.

literally get tackled to the floor. before my face or my hand would even. touch her face. Are you kidding? It was. [ __ ] good TV. Yeah, but she was like, "People have been calling me racist. towards like Persians and and black. people or and African-Americans and and. everything and saying that." And I'm. like, "That was not my my. intention of that." I think like. I just was like me and Serena like she. was saying basically like she was.

basically saying like people were. calling her racist because Serena and I. reacted and then and reacted and she. thinks just like because she's white. like it's coming off racist and like. I was like. well, I know she's not racist. Like. Kayler is not a racist, you guys, just. for the. in your information. Um. So, I mean, it was like that she said. like she was receiving comments because. of that and like again. I was. I don't want anyone to.

hurt anyone or feel like, you know that. they have to. say mean things for to anyone on my. behalf. Like I don't want that. Like I. know how it feels to be on the receiving. end of those things. So, it's and it's. not a good place to be in. It's actually. very like harmful and hurtful and. you're also just doing your best in. there and it's actually very [ __ ]. hard to behave perfectly in there and. all your mistakes are put on TV and. they're for the world to judge. And then you get to get it replayed back.

to you again at movie night. And so. it's a lot. So, I can honestly can't be. mad about how anyone moved in there just. because it is such a high intensity, high pressure environment that it's like. even I said, I said I was acting in ways. that I haven't acted in in years. I don't I don't raise I don't like to. raise my voice at men like at I used to. But I've retired.

I don't like to argue. I don't want to. argue with men. I like to come to a very. sound conclusion with them. I don't I. put that [ __ ] so in the past. I'm old as. [ __ ] I'm literally geriatric. It's not. the time to be telling people like you. don't act like that. I like I was just. telling myself I'm not 16 anymore. It's. not cute and it's not funny. Yeah. I like that you're clarifying that. though because again, I feel like. there's so much around this show and. everyone's so passionate and like the. fans are amazing. But I think we have to.

remember like this is like a reality. dating show. Like to spread hate towards. people, we've got to just Simmer. Simmer. And I love every single person in that. villa. There is not one person that came. in or out of that villa that deserves an. ounce of hate. I think that they. everyone came in, gave it their absolute. all and their best. They treated. everyone with as much as respect as they. possibly could. Sometimes you really. can't handle yourself well in certain. when you're put in very weird. situations. Sometimes yeah, you slip up.

But again, you're not This isn't a. movie. This is reality TV. You're You. [ __ ] up. Um the big three. I mean, no, we have to talk about it because I know. it's Love Island and it's not [ __ ]. Friendship Island, but I. It was Friendship Island. You guys made it. No, [ __ ] that. Yes, goodbye. It was. truly like the most fun to watch you. three like form this sisterhood and. watching you guys like ride for each. other, watching you guys like have each. other's backs, like going through.

everything together. Can you describe. your guys' dynamic and like who plays. what part in the friendship? Oh my gosh. Serena and Janey, my shout A shout out. BBG. BBG back on top. Yeah, no, they. are. everything good. in my experience with Love Island. I. walked in with Janey. I got to walk out. with Janey. We were We literally walked in holding. hands and she was the first person I. first girl I met, first person I met in. the villa. I loved her right off the.

bat. I think that she carries herself. amazingly. I think she is. absolutely like such an inspiring. person. I think she's so smart. I think. she's [ __ ] gorgeous and I think she. is hilarious. She deserves the world. Serena is. the most special person I've ever met in. my life. She made my time in the villa. worth being there. She is the reason. that I was stayed the whole time. and she was literally.

I felt like it's real it was it's hard. for me to not have my sister with me cuz. I feel like she's someone that I rely on. a lot but Serena was literally like the. closest thing I had to my sister cuz. they're both Virgos and they remind me. so much of each other. There were things. that Serena would do or say that I would. be like [ __ ] I'm so glad Serena's here. because I know that's exactly what my. sister would be saying or doing for me. and so. yeah they were very special to have and. I feel like our friendship is for life. I think that they mean the world to me.

and I could not have done anything in. there without them and I think we all. we've all had like our moments in there. but we all handled it really well. I. think you guys did such a good job and. it was like obviously one of like my. favorite moments was watching Serena. just like walk up understandably we'll. get to like the Robin living you dynamic. but her being like nope. What y'all not going to do is gang up on. Leah. She didn't even know what the [ __ ]. we were talking about and Janelle was. like go go go go. I'm like my girls.

so [ __ ] good and I think that's like. that is the kind of friend I think every. woman wants to have. gosh she's everything. What was a moment on the show where. Janelle and Serena like really had to. give you a wake up call and be like. Leah? Leah? I think like after Rob called me like. delusional on the fire pit. Oh I have a. good one. Like. I think Rob like he was like when he was.

like wake the [ __ ] up like you're. delusional and I was sitting there and. like. no kidding. No I'm kidding guys please. Um. he was like you're delusional wake the. [ __ ] up whatever and then that was like. a hurt that was hurtful to in real no. joke all jokes aside like that was. really like very hurtful to hear and I. think like Serena and Janelle got to.

hear me talk about that a lot and. um. it was very painful for me especially to. hear it from someone that I hold really. really really in high regards. um. But like I remember the next day like he. was sitting there or he was working out. at the gym and me and Janelle were in. like the. me and Janelle or Serena were like in. the kitchen and I was like. I love watching the guys work out like a. few guys were working out and then. Janelle was like I know like and it was.

Kenny and Rob and then. um. Janelle was like I know Kenny looks so. good and I was like I'm not talking. about Kenny. And they both looked at me like what the. [ __ ] is wrong with you? They're like la. la I and then I was like you know what. like queen like stand Serena would. literally always tell me like stand the. [ __ ] up. Like she would tell me and I. like she literally would go like this. stand up and like she I stood up like I.

I had to stand up but I was down bad for. a minute there. It's so good because. another moment you just like brought. into my head from that is like when you. said something of like you know what's. so messy she said something you go you. know what so fine. that man looks over there. Serena's face literally is like this. She was disgusted. Shut the [ __ ] Oh that was you guys. should have heard the things this woman. was saying to me when the cameras like. we're not on like she actually was she I. would on moments where I felt like I was.

like I'm I'm spiraling I would say. Serena can you come read me to filth? I. would literally say exactly that and she. would full blood read me to filth I'd be. yep don't want him anymore. I think. everyone on the internet wants to know. like what the [ __ ] happened with this. [ __ ] backseat whole drama. I keep. telling them to roll the damn tapes of. me. Like show me where I sat there and. was like cheering to for Andrea to go. home. We all collectively decided for. Andrea to go home. We all show shut our.

eyes and said on three open your put one. for Nicole or and two for Andrea and me. Kaylee and Serena put two and Liv put. Nicole. Yep. And so I mean. but then Liv was like okay no we're. doing Andrea and she was like I'm like. we all are are going to do it all. together and so let's do it and I. remember I remember sitting there and I. was saying like I was like I just feel. like. I want to be very.

like. like just cautious of how this all comes. out because I knew I told the girls I. said somehow someway I feel like this is. going to get flipped back onto me. and. yeah because but the first thing that. Liv said the first thing Liv said when. we all got into that huddle was we all. know who's not we're not sending home. and she said we're not sending Janai. home. That's the first thing we said was. Liv came up she said we all know who. we're saving. right off the bat and it was she said.

we're saving Janai and then. it was between Nicole and Andrea and. then we just did that and we all came to. a collective collective decision and I. just but I do I did sit there and I did. say. I'm scared that this is going to look a. certain way on me and I was not pining. for her in any way shape or form. I really wasn't and I was praying to God. they would roll the tapes that at movie. night or something. I was begging them. I was like you have to and then but then.

they rolled the the [ __ ] tape of Liv. saying that I had a huge sway in it and. then I was like oh my gosh. Right. And then that's when Serena was. like, "Hold on a minute. No." She huge. sway. Like huge sway? Huge sway. Wait, like. there's As if I was holding like a. banner and saying like send Andreja. home. Send Andreja home. No, I said if. we send Andreja home, Rob is going to. hate me forever and that's that. I. didn't I.

what? I'm dumb as [ __ ] I may be stupid, but I'm not dumb as [ __ ] I did not. think sending the the woman that like. this guy is in love with home is going. to make him run back into my arms. I. knew he was going to hate me. Why would. I have done that? And and. I if if I wanted Rob back, I wouldn't. want it like that. I would have wanted. him to do it on his own. Cuz you want to know in your own head if. you're going to get that man back, it's. like a fair [ __ ] game and he you and. him come back together because you. wanted to, not cuz some random girl gets.

dropped off and now you're like, "I'm. here. Are Yeah, like I'm your second. option. Do you want me back?" [ __ ] no. No, it was never like that. Even in our. chat after that day, like. I did I think I'm pretty sure I told him. I still care about him and everything, but like at that point I was I was with. Connor and I Can I talk about Connor for. a second, please? Yeah. Like first and foremost, like I. liked Connor I haven't watched the show, so I'm not sure what they showed of. Connor and I, but the build-up to Connor. and I's relationship was my.

Like I loved it. When the whole Rob. situation happened, he was there for me. Yeah. And that's when we kind of. became closer. Yeah. And then that's. when I was like, "I actually like him a. lot.". And then I was like, "But [ __ ] me, he's. with Janey." Yeah. And again, if I want. if I was playing the game, if I wanted. to just stay in the villa, I could have. gone to Hakeem. He was walking around. telling everyone, "Ooh, Liam I type. Ooh, I want that." And no one wanted him.

in the villa, so. surely if I was playing the game, I. would have gone straight to Hakeem if I. wanted to stay. Um. I did I liked Connor a lot. Like. then we I don't know like we we did we. kissed outside of challenges. Like we. were I wasn't it was not. always bad or like I didn't always feel. like that, but I think like I confused. he was just so there for me it felt like. and compassionate when the stuff with.

Rob was going on that I think like maybe. I may have confused like. that compassion and like his friend I. just felt like I was very very very I've. never felt so alone. It felt like. everyone forgot that I. went through that with Rob. It felt like. they welcomed him and Andrea with open. arms and everyone was just like. get over it. Yeah. And I'm not Serena. and Jennae though, but. it just felt like everyone forgot about. what happened and they weren't like and.

I had to sit there the day. like Rob and I woke up in bed that. together and then I had to watch him. like. recouple up with her and make out right. in front of me that day and it's just. like. Damn. So painful. So painful like in. ways I can't even describe how painful. it was. And. Yeah, like he was there for me and I. think like. I felt so alone. And like this one like he was just.

giving me like I what felt like. he was giving me so much comfort that I. was like maybe I got. my feelings confused and I had like once. it and then I got like clarity of like I. like him a lot, but I don't I can't A I. can't give him what he needs right now. and B I don't I can't force myself to be. somewhere that I'm I I'm not and I don't. I didn't I don't know if I could have. gone there like that sexually with.

Connor. I think that's okay to say and I. appreciate you like clarifying cuz I. think again we don't get to see all of. it. Genie and I had we obviously we had well. Genie and I were so like that situation. didn't affect us at all like and I don't. want and people were like saying like. how could you do that to her and stuff. but like. people aren't like. understanding like Genie was kind like. kind of over it at a certain point.

And so. I just feel like there's a lot of things. that weren't shown and it makes me very. upset because. everything aside I just I never want. someone to think that I don't respect. Genie's feelings. I respect her feelings. like more than anything like my girls. feelings mean everything to me. I would. put them over my own so I did it Connor. and I both did it in the most respectful. way possible. I told Connor like you. have anything we do you have to tell her.

first. I will tell her as well but he. had to tell her everything. and I had to tell her everything and we. were very I made it a point both of us. Connor and I made it a point to be as. respectful as possible because how much. I love Genie and how much she means to. me and I was like again like I know they. were coupled up but again it's Love. Island and. you're kind of like nudged to talk to. other people like I would have loved to.

just been coupled like been comfy and. coupled up with Rob from the beginning. and just sat there like that but. you are you're nudged a bit to you know. branch out and talk to other people and. that's what I was doing and that's what. the experience was about and like I know. that Genie understands that and I just. I'm upset that the edit doesn't show. that but it is what it is. Okay we're. halfway through. Do you need to pee or. anything? No. You're good? Am I talking to you? No, you're doing so good. I think it was. good to clarify that and I think it was.

like positive that you did that. Now. we're going to go into like. some other fun stuff. Rob Island now. And we are going into Rob [ __ ]. Island. Passengers all aboard. We have now. arrived to Rob Island. But literally In the villa I was calling. it Rob Island. Even the producers were. calling it Rob Island. I KEPT SAYING I. DON'T REMEMBER APPLYING to Rob Island. I. thought I was ON LOVE ISLAND. I.

LITERALLY WAS sitting there like crying. Girl, he got you [ __ ] up. Yeah, it was literally Rob Island. Like. even the producers like even like some. of the workers would be like Rob Island. to Rob and he would be like [ __ ] What. is that? Why? Why? Like what was it. about him? Like try to explain it. I think Rob is. very likable. I think he's very funny. I. think he's a great person. I think that. he. I guess he's like pretty he's like.

alluring. Like I can see why someone. like you would be like drawn in. Yeah. Like I get it like obviously but. Clearly. Is he your typical type? No. Really? No. What is your usual type? I feel like the last. guys I've like. hooked up with. were like. African-American. Okay. So it was like a. different vibe. vibe. Okay. But the type.

of white guys I like, he falls into the. category of it. Okay. So he I guess I. guess you would say like yes like if. like we're like the for the whites like. yeah I think like he. more in the vibe. He is the vibe for. sure. your first impression of him? Oh my. gosh, when the guys walked in and I saw. Rob like it was I only thought Rob. Like. I was like like Really? Yeah. The second. Rob walked in, me and him looked at each. other and then from the second we looked. at each other. we would like when we were sitting.

around the fire pit, we kept looking at. each other and like we would like make. like little like we'd like have like we. were already starting like inside jokes. like right off the bat. Andrea comes in. Yeah. You guys have a good thing going. on. He come She comes into the villa. Rob was like up front with you and comes. up and is like I'm interested in going. getting to know her, but I still like. you. And you were like really [ __ ]. chill in that moment. You were what. every girl wants to be, Lia. You were. like. But you were like. You were like You were like yeah, like. no, it's totally fine. And you weren't. even giving like fake Yeah, it's fine.

You were like totally fine. I get it. You were so chill. Was that a little bit. you like being cool girl and like faking. it or were you dead ass like oh, this is. not competition. I don't really give a. [ __ ] No. I just sucks cuz I liked him so much, but I'm like where are you, Lia? Like. you're like you're on Love Island. The. poor guy like didn't have a proper. experience last year. And so I was like. I wanted him to have a good experience. this year and I was just like, you know,

um. I felt like our connection was so strong. that nothing would have. ruined it. Yeah. So I honestly. if you had asked me. I think I was that calm about it because. I was like what would top us? Yeah. Yeah. In the real world if like a. girl is talking to your boyfriend, are. you giving the same energy? Like I don't. give a [ __ ] or you like jealous. protective? I think I used to be jealous. and protective. I think I've I think.

I've been like rung dry. Now I'm just. like if you want better, find it. Like I. will too. I'm tired, grandpa. Like I'll. literally like I like there's all. grandpa. Like there's always like there's more. [ __ ] fish in the sea. But you're just. like, I can't. Have him. Frankly, take him off my hands. Like. that's the point I am at at. Yeah, like. it's like if you can easily get that. swayed that fast, like bye. Right. So,

You're not worth my [ __ ] time. Okay, that's good to know. Um okay, we have to. talk about the infamous conversation. where Rob cried, you guys are fighting. on the like balcony area. What went. through your head when Rob said that he. did not feel a sexual connection? Oh my god, every bad thing I've ever. thought about myself literally just was. swarming in my head. Like swarming. I've never felt that. embarrassed in my life. I felt like so. unwanted, so gross.

Like literally, like every bad thing. I've thought about myself was like. confirmed in that moment, but it made me. feel even more stupid cuz like the day. before that I was telling Serena like. how like I was like, "Oh my gosh, like I. love kissing him in bed." Like I think I. was like, "I want to [ __ ] him." And then. to hear that the next day of that was. like. Oh my god, I actually was I I I went to. the bathroom to throw up. Like after. I. felt sick. Why do you think he said.

that? I don't know why he said that. I don't know why he said that. Why would. he say that specifically to a woman like. It's so. It's so bad to hear that as a woman, especially me myself cuz like I feel. like I it's taken me a while to get to a. place where like I. I'm not even there yet where I'm like, "Oh, I like I feel good like about. myself of like how I look." Cuz I'm very. like critical about myself. And I think. that it just took me.

back like I don't know. I think it put. me in a very bad head space. I'll just. tell you that. No, and I I felt so bad. for you cuz then you went to Serena and. you're like, "I I disgusting. Like I. literally feel like what the [ __ ] he. doesn't want me. [ __ ] now I feel like I'm crying. Leah. Why are you crying? What's making you. cry? It was just so hurtful. And like it was like so like weird to. hear cuz I wasn't I I wouldn't have. guessed he felt like that. So to hear it. was just like.

shocking. Yeah. Like heartbreaking. That's why I feel like the shocking part. I'm going to now I'm going to [ __ ]. cry. Cuz I feel like any woman can like. relate to that where you feel like so. embarrassed by like wait, hold up. I. thought we had something here and like. you literally are like off of me. Like. where did I miss this and like the. sexual element that hurts so [ __ ]. bad. But when I asked him, he had said.

he was like I should have never said. that, but I remember the first time we. kissed, I had told her like. don't like go easy or something or like. don't like hurt me or whatever the [ __ ]. I forget what he said. And then you told. him basically like moving forward. whenever you guys would go to make out, you were holding back because you. thought he was like telling you to go. easy. Is that. like he said it like three different. times. Like before we would kiss he. first he was like don't hurt me. Second. time he was like he said like go like he.

was think we hadn't even kissed yet and. he was like don't hurt me. That we. hadn't even kissed ever. And like or then he would be like go. easy and we it's not I wasn't we I. wasn't like not I wasn't even like. kissing him with like tongue or. anything. So I don't know that I don't. get it. I really don't understand it. I. don't know why he said that cuz I wasn't. even like swad like I wasn't like. straddling him. Like I wasn't doing. anything weird like or inappropriate. So. like I like he yeah, I don't. think he meant it more emotionally like.

don't hurt me? No. No. Why would you say that to someone. right before you kiss every time? Okay. Cuz he said he like said it once in the. beginning. No, he said it multiple times and I told. him he said it multiple times. And he. was. That's why it kept throwing me off. I. was like, "So then, what do you want me. to do?". I was so confused. Yeah, it like. couldn't that confused I'm still. confused. I haven't talked to him at. all. Mhm. In the moment when he started. crying to you in the conversation where. he was you were like confronting him and. he was like crying and you were like,

"Wait, how are you crying?". Can you walk me through that. conversation of how it felt in your. head? Oh my gosh, I was Well, so he went. on a date. Yes. Right, he kissed me before he left and. everything. Mhm. And he was like and. then he said, "Do I look ugly enough?". Like he was like. and everything and so and I made him I. made him food before he left. I made him. like the sandwich. He like kissed me. bye. He was like, "Do I look ugly. enough?" And he was like and everything. and then like sent him off and.

you know, I was like freaking out the. whole time he was gone, but I also was. like semi not cuz I was like. I'm so. like we both were like saying we were so. embarrassed. How do we feel about each. other this soon? And like. then he came back and. it just felt something was off and I. felt like I was like, "Fuck, I know he. kissed her. Like I know he kissed her.". And then. he came and sat me down and he talked to. me for like 5 minutes maybe. and then went straight to SoulCycle's. with Andrea for 2 hours.

And I'm sitting there and I'm like. he's not going to talk to me before the. night ends. Cuz they were up there a while. Like a very long time. And I was like I. was going back and forth with Kendall. Like I was like should I go talk to him? Should I go up there? And he was like, "No, don't do it." And. then I was like, "No, I feel like I have. to." And he was like. "Okay, go." And I was like, "No, I'm not. going to." And then he was like, "Okay.". And then I was like, "No, I I I I I I I. I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I. I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I. I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I.

I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I. I I I I I I I I I I I Right. I just wanted to talk to him. I wasn't. mad. I just was like I'm still here. Like I'm still here. I'm still here and so. I went up there and then I seen them. like. like all like cuddly in there too, which. was just like, okay, like turn the knife. a little more. Like I actually wanted to. die that night. Um. And then. he was just so nonchalant about it. Which just like made me very upset. Cuz.

it's like. we just woke up in the bed together that. morning. Like. I felt so dumb. I can't explain to you. And I kept expressing to him our whole. relationship that I was like, I'm so. worried I'm going to look stupid. I kept telling him that and he was like, I would never do that to you. Like I. would never make you look stupid. And I. was like, I'm so [ __ ] worried like. that I'm going to like. you know, and anyways. Our I don't know when our conversation.

took like a turn for the left. I can't. remember to be honest. It was like They. told me it was 4:00 a.m. when we were. filming that. No. Yeah. you were like Oh. Where am I? Delirious. Yeah. 4:00 a.m. 4:00 a.m. How long do you think the conversation. was? Over an hour. Okay, cuz obviously we got. to see. a cut of it. maybe a cut of it. off really like well it felt like. But.

he was basically saying like. he likes her. And it felt like he was like just like. I don't want like trying to like clean. his hands of me and I just was really. hurtful cuz it was like. he was making it like such a point when. we were together like it's Love Island. like I like you so much but he was he. did say like he wants to experience Love. Island like and he was like I think you. like we but was saying he want he wanted. both of us to experience Love Island.

like in the way it should be as in like. cuz when we were coupled up at the. beginning like we really weren't talking. to anyone else. Like we were actually in. like a bubble. And then on like day. three or something we were like maybe we. should start. talking to other people because like. that's what we're here for. And then. he talked to the other girls but I don't. think anything like came from it and. then that's when like Liv came in and. obviously like took him and stuff and. um. but he still like came back to me after.

that and um. I think it just threw me off because it. was like. he kept saying like he wants to be like. super open during this experience and. just like you like take the experience. for what it is but then like. the second it felt like he had Andrea. like he forgot about me. Like he kind of. made it seem like he was still going to. get to know me and Andrea is what it. felt like but then. um. it wasn't. It was just like.

yeah let me and then I was like. wow like that did was that nothing? That. was a really bad night. That was a really bad night. I was. literally on Rob Island and I couldn't. get off. Daddy gang, let's talk about. dating. Okay, I know I am married but. don't get it twisted. So many of my. friends are still single and they come. to me and they're like, Alex, what. should I be doing? And I'm like, get on. Tinder. I know that you guys can vet.

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going on dates, Daddy gang, and having. so much fun. And Tinder has your back. You are actually going to be able to be. present and focus on your date because. of all these safety features put in. place. So, explore all the possibilities. for yourself. It starts with a swipe. Download Tinder today. Have any exes reached out to you since. Love Island? Yeah. Shut the [ __ ] up. me a video watching me. on their TV. So [ __ ] funny. Did you like love it? me think of, and he never thinks of me.

except for when I'm on TV. You're in your [ __ ] Taylor moment. You're like, yes, [ __ ] watch. I actually felt like that. I was like, my queen. What was your messiest. breakup? Feel like I don't even have. messy breakups, to be honest. Just like. messy relationships. It just somehow ends. It just somehow literally somehow, some. way though, they all end cordially. Like, is the relationship horrible? Did. we almost like literally go to prison or.

the psych ward? Yeah. But, are we all. still really cool? Like [ __ ] yeah. No, literally still love. love you all. I actually have great. relationships with all of them. I think. they're great. And they love me. Somehow, some way like they end pretty. cordially. Leah, what the. You're like, it's so toxic one minute. and then we're like hugging and kissing. then we become friends. And then I never. want I don't want to [ __ ] them after.

And then I feel like it makes them like. me even more. I think one of the most. relatable things that you said this. season of many was that you can't have. just like a nice guy. Like you need to. feel like a little bit like you're going. to go to the psych ward. Can you talk. about maybe some of like the toxic. things that you have been attracted to. in the past. I feel like I know this might be bad, but I feel like I like like a possessive. man. Like that's hot. Like you don't. share me.

You know what I mean? Like hot. Okay, what else? I feel like. Let me try and think what else. Like I. don't know, I feel like there needs to. be like some sort of like intensity and. passion in a relationship for me to. enjoy it. I know some people again, hopefully one day I will get there where. I'm like I think I am there right now. though. Like but I also think like it. was I whatever, let me not sidetrack. I. know a lot of people feel the same way. Yeah. So and I definitely feels like I.

got like I'm like yay cool like. something's not something's wrong with. me but not that wrong with me cuz. something's also wrong with y'all y'all. and y'all. Like you're right. You're right. And I. also feel like people were so confused. when you're like oh my god like I don't. want a nice guy. It's like It's not that. they can't be nice to you. It's like It. is annoying and it is not hot when you. can walk all over someone. When you're. like I could literally like [ __ ] your. best friend and you would take me back. Like Right. That's not fun. No, cuz it's like Even though you can do. that to me and I'll.

right. No, please. [ __ ] Please. You do it, but I can't do it to you. Then. disgust. What the [ __ ]. What is What is wrong with us? Listen, I had my fair share of it to the. point where I had to like knock my head. against a wall and be like I'm [ __ ]. done. Oh yeah. And still then. Um okay, have you ever. dabbled with professional athletes?

Who hasn't? They're so easily [ __ ]. My grandma's probably [ __ ] one. Sorry, that was rude. Sorry, grandma. Grandma has not [ __ ] one. I'm sure. like I don't know, everyone, right? What. sport? What? Everyone's had their fair. share on the run. Raise your hand in. this room. PUT YOUR HANDS UP. I'M GETTING YOU, TOO. OKAY, YOU WHAT SPORTS? WHAT SPORTS? UM, BASKETBALL.

Just basketball? And football, but only one. One football. player ever in my life. Does he still. play today? No, I think he literally. like sings now or something. I think. They won the Super Bowl, though. And then he went on to be like. on The Voice. He said the chair spun. he flops out on the [ __ ] Voice? I'm. crying. He has a singing career now?

I'm pretty sure from what I heard. You don't understand the way this man. We [ __ ] Okay, let me tell you this, though. I will tell you this. I [ __ ]. him because I was dying over my ex, okay? After we [ __ ] I made myself throw up. on PCH because of how disgusting it was. And then I went home, and I found the. shower floor, and I didn't [ __ ] again. for like 2 years. LEAH!

WHAT THE [ __ ] WAS SO [ __ ] ABOUT this. act? Everything. It wasn't even just the sex, it was the. individual, it was the the act, it was. the things he was doing. He spread his. ass like this IN THE SHOWER. WHICH IS LIKE, GET CLEAN, KING, but why. are you doing that in front of me? You could never unsee it. I can't. My sister and her my our. friends make fun of me for it like to. this day. I need you to [ __ ] show me after off. camera who this man is. You'll die. I will. And the sex was.

actually bad. His Yeah. His dick was what? And I was like, "Get away from me." That. is the scariest thing. to like. That's in your esophagus. Yeah, like it. was so unenjoyable. I don't think he. came. I literally ran out of his house. I don't even think I HAD SHOES ON. TOOK MY BELONGINGS and got the [ __ ] out. of there. And he like tried to spin me.

around and kiss me when I was leaving. like a movie and I went. It was so bad. I was like, "Get me out. of here." He messages me to this day. Shut the [ __ ] up. And then after that he. texts me and said, "Let's go to the. movie theater." And then like I tried to. get my friend to go to [ __ ] him instead. But he actually didn't want to go to the. theater. He just And I was like, "Well, actually do you want to [ __ ] my friend. instead of me so I could get him off my. back?". You You went throwing up on the side of. the [ __ ] road. I'm obsessed. Like, get this out of me. I actually made. myself throw up on the side of the road.

Um okay, are you going to kill me if I. ask you this? What? What? Just say it. There are rumors in LA that you dated. Kanye West. Can you confirm or deny? Should I move on? Can you? You're like, "Let's go back TO THE. FOOTBALL GAME.". YEAH, ACTUALLY MORE ABOUT ROB. Suddenly. I'm I want to talk about him. Suddenly Where's the. Suddenly I'd like to talk about Rob.

more. Okay, who was the best kisser in. the villa? Miguel, duh. Is there anything that you. are known for in the bedroom? What is. your specialty? Give it to us right. here, Leah. Come on. Oh, I was going to. say I like don't suck your dick unless I. like you. It's fine. So maybe that you can give me tips so I. can get up there. Like that shit's not coming near me. I'm. suck my ex's dick for like 3 years. We. were together for 3 years. I didn't even. touch it once.

YOU'RE LIKE, "JUST STICK it in. I feel like hurry. I feel like I have to. stick it in hurry. I feel like I've. get this [ __ ] OVER WITH. NO, I FEEL like I can like oh, since I. ride horses and I feel like I can ride. it pretty well if dare I say. If dare I say. Dare I say. I can see. that. That's amazing. Okay, [ __ ] marry, kill Connor, Rob, Miguel. Go. You guys are messy. These guys This is.

messy. Let's see. Um, marry Miguel. [ __ ]. [ __ ]. Look at the way you're sitting. Holding on for dear life. Just say it. It's okay. You're not. actually killing him. He's a guy nice. guy. No, I don't want to [ __ ] Rob. You just said that like a little kid. lesser like it's like which who do I.

want to [ __ ] less? You continue. Do it too. Okay. FINE. YEAH! NOW I'M GETTING EXCITED. Here's. the thing. I think he's such an amazing nice guy he. seems but we're going to kill Connor. Period. Okay. Oh, I mean yes. We got to kill Connor. Okay. Miguel seems amazing so I think you. marry Miguel and you [ __ ] Rob. Okay,

same. You needed me to say it for you. Yeah, I. did. You're like Alex, you say it. I. can't say it. Okay, [ __ ] Rob. What do. you think like the sex would be like. with Miguel? The thing is. the You had sex with Miguel in the. Hilton. Cat's out of the bag. How was it? I mean. it's literally Did you see his [ __ ]. Ari Challenge? It was literally giving like he has like. a past as a male stripper.

[ __ ] I am curious though, obviously you. [ __ ] seen the fan edits of you and. Rob. Yes. They are everywhere. When you saw all. these edits, were you surprised? Because. it's like clearly what you're describing. that you experienced in the villa is not. this romantic love affair and you're. watching these edits that make it. literally feel like you're like. I don't know, any [ __ ] main character. in a movie that they're getting. No, I can understand why people were.

like invested in Rob and I. We were like. it felt like. like we were like twins. It felt like we. were like. each other's like puzzle piece. There. were so many like moments where I was. like, "Oh my god, like. they put him in here for me." I get it. Like I get it. I understand why I could. because even I was like I was like. everyone in the villa was like you and. Rob are [ __ ] adorable. Like everyone. loved us. Do you think you will be ever friends? Rob and I? We are friends. I love Rob. I.

think he's a great person. I do. I think. he's so funny. I have such a good time. with him, but I think. we are good as friends. Okay. Just. friends. Okay, last couple questions and then. we're wrapping up. I promise. Okay, how. do you feel about the reunion? I'm excited for the reunion. I really. am. I'm excited to go there and like. be outside with my people and just see. them again. And I'm excited about it. Like what do I think will happen in that. time between? I'm not [ __ ] sure.

This bunch though, I'm sure we'll find. something to [ __ ] do. Where Where do. Janie and Serena live? Serena lives in LA. [ __ ] yeah. We're. about to be outside. Oh my god, I didn't realize she lived. here. Where does Janie live? Vegas, so. she's up in this [ __ ] too. You know PBG. back on top. So. It's literally like a show. Like I can. already see it. like oh, we're so excited. You should we. all go to Vegas?

Yeah. Will we get arrested? Probably. Probably. Imagine our mugshots though. Okay. Okay. OUR BIRTHDAYS? CAN'T. WHO ARE YOU DREADING SEEING IF. you had to pick one person? It's going to be a little messy. Dreading seeing. Who did I not like? Probably Hakeem. Wait, oh, hold on a minute. Is Cane.

Wait, wait, rewind. Is Cane going to be there? Cuz that's I'll put him in as my answer. or like Josiah or something. Fact for Matter of fact, put all of. Cossacks except for Iggy. Okay, that's a. good answer. Who was the biggest drama. starter in the villa? Kendall or me. Well, I was Mine was a unintentional. Okay. Kendall's felt a bit Like he was. Mine was like Mine was so unintentional. Like it was like just I felt What it.

felt like everyone said it felt like it. was just following me and I kept trying. to get away from it and but then it was. like wait, wait, I'm catching up. And. then I'm like no, no, please. And then. it's like but I'm almost there and then. it would latch onto me and I'd be like. [ __ ] me. Yeah. Does that happen to you in your. personal life usually? Yes. It's really horrible. I think it's like. like a Cuz I'm a triple Leo. So I think. that's that's the issue here. It finds. me. I'm telling you I will I could sit. here on your couch and something some. way someone would bust through this door.

that you would never think. Like [ __ ] Dwayne "The Rock" Johnson. could come in here right now and say. like what did you do to me last night. and I would be like wait, we've met? Leah. I'm serious. It like I don't know. what how or why. I believe you cuz we watched it. Okay, who was the funniest? Or. me and Serena is but also though Janaye. is funny as [ __ ]. Okay, that's right. Yeah, yeah, yeah, that's the answer for all of these. Who. was the horniest?

Everyone's saying it's Rob. Do you believe he had sex? The Yeah, Miguel and I were dying. He goes He. goes, "No, it was so bad." Like Miguel. came up to me the next day had no idea I. had sex. And Miguel was like, "Yeah, man, like I can't like imagine having. like sex in the room." Like blah blah. blah. And Rob's like, "Me neither." He. literally had it last night. Dude, the. thing is though we we've seen them [ __ ]. one night. Yes, we were both like this. We were. dying. We saw Rob get up to get the.

condom and stuff. Stop. I'm dead. Yeah. Who was the most. genuine? Serena. Okay, last question. What do you think. is next for you? Like are you going to. stay in school? Are you going to be in. Hollywood? What is happening? I would love I want to finish school, but I also know that people want to hear. from me. I know people want to interact. with me. Like they keep. If it weren't for people wanting to see. me, I would probably just like head.

down, focus on myself, but the love that. I've been receiving is like I want to. hang out with you guys. I want to talk. to you guys. I want to do things for you. guys. I want to do things with you guys. Like it makes me really excited to. for like the future. So, I definitely. somehow someway want to. Leah, I know this is not the last we. will be seeing of you. You're a [ __ ]. star, [ __ ] and I love you. And you're. a Leo, so it feels right. Thank you so. much for coming on Call Her Daddy. We.

Can you tell me the story? What was the. vision board? What is the manifestation. vision board of Call Her Daddy? I was. drunk as [ __ ]. in my hotel room. writing down manifestations of what I. wanted to come true, waiting for them to. come tell me, "Hey, you're going on the. show." And it happened. No phone, just. vibes. [ __ ] slammed. I'm writing in the. notebook. It's like really messy, too, cuz I'm that drunk. Like one eye open. And then I'm just writing this [ __ ]. down.

And then We're here. Here we are. But I also wrote down I. need to bring that journal to you cuz. it's funny as [ __ ] You're going to die. I wrote in there it said it day three. I've realized I should not be drinking. alone. And then I said, "I'm starting to feel. like Tom Hanks in Cast Away." [ __ ] you. had a TV and you were on the beach. Where were you? What are you talking. about? When when they put you away in. the hotel, how long were you in there? Like oh. almost two two weeks almost. I lost. track of time.

is before you went into the villa. I had no phone for a good amount of. time. Wait, I thought you were saying this is. after the You're saying before you. started all this. You manifested Cardi B. before I didn't even spoke on TV. Yes, [ __ ] Fine. Right? Yes. You were already feeling like Tom. Hanks in Cast Away before you even. started talking to. Look at me now. [ __ ] look at you now. You're free as a. bird. Go live your [ __ ] life. I can't. wait to see what you do. I love you. I love you so much and so much for. having me. [ __ ]. We crushed. Crushed.