Alix Earle: Secrets, Sex & Scandals (Full Episode)

who is Alex up get ready with me get. ready with me get ready with me welcome. to a day my life Welcome to a day my. life I do not want to post about it visa. with 10 of my friends so I got my breast. augmentation people have like a 100. million followers on Tik Tok that's. insane I never really got that until. Alex Earl and I'm like she deserves I. feel like I actually know Alex. Earl with the Kardashian just. after talk about Alex. Earl daddy gang it is your founding. father they're back at it again for.

another season of call her daddy we made. it baby okay we [ __ ] Made It season 4. I don't know if you're ready for what I. have planned for you but I am really. really [ __ ] excited I have now. officially been doing call her daddy. solo for 4 years and I can't thank you. guys enough because I literally wouldn't. be here without you so to my OG daddy. gang I love you to the new people that. have come along the way that have become. daddy gang I love love you and I have a.

feeling just a just a little feeling. that maybe probably. absolutely this year season 4 is going. to be the best yet because as you know. on call her daddy we like to get into it. okay over the past few years we really. have gotten deep with every guest we've. had on the show and we've gotten to know. so many people in really fun fun and.

intimate ways every episode I feel like. I actually get to know the person. sitting across from me I really get to. know them and based on my Instagram. comments it seems like you guys agree it. seems like you guys are kind of having a. good time right I think. so I was. thinking I'm always up to something. you're like Alex what the [ __ ] now what. now let's. sometimes go to the.

guest and who better kickoff season 4. than one of the most highly requested. and anticipated guest of this Show's. history daddy gang you have been begging. me to get this person on call her daddy. all year all year I see it and just so. you know I see you I hear you I see the. comments I get it and let me just ask. guys come. on when has your father ever failed you.

so let's go hang out with the internet's. biggest it girl daddy gang here we. [ __ ] go. [Music].

[Music]. what is up daddy gang it is your. Founding Father Alex Cooper with call. her. [Music]. daddy hi hi it's happening.

it's happening. okay Alex Earl welcome to call her. daddy welcome to New Jersey oh my god. daddy gang let's talk about dating okay. I know I am married but don't get it. twisted so many of my friends are still. single and they come to me and they're. like Alex what should I be doing and I'm. like get on Tinder I know that you guys. can vet people before you go on dates.

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arguably one of the most famous people. on the internet everyone's obsessed with. you everyone's talking about you they. want to know who you're dating they want. to know about your life and I'm sitting. here in your hometown of New Jersey. meeting your family your parents your. siblings and I'm like what do you think. that they think about all of this. craziness first of all that is so crazy. to even hear you say I'm like oh my gosh. no I'm not um but they have kind of been. with me through it all like when I blew. up was over the holidays so it was then. Thanksgiving and Christmas and I was.

literally sitting with them and as much. as I'm watching this they are too and. people are calling them contacting them. I remember there was something around. Christmas of me like on the news on ESPN. and my dad's like Alex he's like what is. going on what are you posting on Tik Tok. and then they kind of downloaded the app. they all started to learn about it all. and they got really involved but yeah. they've been super supportive throughout. it all I'm curious obviously like this. is not your home this is your dad's. house you live in Miami when you're in.

Miami what do you miss most about being. home in New Jersey I love just hanging. out with my family and bantering with. them having dinner like you'll get to. see but everything is very chaotic over. here and there's always a lot going. on hello I have someone here oh my God. there's so many hi. guys hi everyone oh my God are you. Thomas I've seen you in the Tik Tok. videos are these your dinosaurs what are.

their names caurus and. [Music]. Albertosaurus I'm Thomas I'm ala's. younger brother I'm 6 years old I love. Alex but she plays with me and I really. love her a lot and I appreciate that she. plays dinosaurs with me it's so nice to. meet you I AST so nice to meet. you hi I'm a I'm Alex's little sister.

I'm 20 years old and I'm going to be a. junior at T Lane University I feel like. I know all of you because I see all of. you on Tik Tok what's your name my name. is Penelope Penelope oh oh my. God what am I Penelope what am I. supposed to do Penelope you just hold. [Music]. okay I'm. Penelope I'm Alex's little sister and. I'm 8 years old Alex might be the T Tok. star now wait until you see me and this.

is my lizard and I think Alex Cooper. really likes him oh God this is great hi. nice to meet you hi what's your name. Isabelle Isabelle I love your. hair hi I'm Isabelle and I'm Alex's. younger sister you guys might see her. get ready with me but I see the behind. the scenes and it's a hot mess the mom's. come here I can't come near. you my mom's.

I'm going to give you hi every I didn't. anticipate thanks for coming no tou no. touch. care hi I'm Ashley and I'm Alex's. stepmom Alex is so great with all the. kids and having a free babysitter is. always nice hi nice to meet you so nice. to meet you. [Music]. finally hi I'm Alysa and I'm Alex's. mother I believe Alex got her craziness. her kindness.

and her energy for having fun from me. and all the other good stuff from her. dad my house is a little cleaner when. she's not around but other than that we. miss we miss her energy Mr Earl come on. I need a hug come on nice to meet. you I'm really happy Alex is making her. own money now even though she's still. spending mine excuse me I got to take a. call hello is this just a normal day at. the Earl household yeah after can I show.

you around the house please yes I would. love that you can give me a little. [Music]. tour oh so they're not oh my God it okay. I'm watching your siblings and they're. like they are scrolling Tik Tok over. there and I'm thinking like how does it. make you feel that they are watching. your content you know sometimes I forget. and they'll text me something like so. neat that's going on in my life they're.

like what like you're wearing that top. out tonight Alex like oh my God and I'm. like I forget that they are watching. this um but it's honestly nice because I. feel like even if we don't have the time. to catch up they're always keeping up. with me okay well Alex I am so excited. to go on this little adventure with you. and get to really know you we're in your. hometown right now so let's go see a. couple places that are memorable and. meaningful to you.

all right we're off we're going to see. my high school this is like where I grew. up my town welcome okay wait so you. didn't grow up in that house no that. house we moved in probably when I was in. like 8th grade I think but that's not. where I grew up um I grew up with my mom. like 30 minutes away from there do you. have a good. voice I have the worst voice you've ever. heard in your entire life like I can't. sing like give me a give me a tune well.

this one I've actually been practicing I. can show for you um baby it's. [Music]. you I was inspired after we went to the. Beyonce concert okay give me give I. thought it was good give me it again um. baby it's you that was good. see music what is it I don't I think I. can impersonate okay like if I was doing. Christina aguiler it'd be like huh.

but it's but it can't but if someone but. if someone told me to sing like myself. I'd be. like like I could did you just do. that that was good yours yours I always. say I said to my. friends if I ever come out with music or. you see like just know like I have been. ambushed like I'm being held against my. will people are autotuning me like this.

is not something I could ever do I think. it's good that you are self-aware. you're you're the one I love you know. what why don't we try a different. game she is a woman of many talents. folks but it is not going to be the. carpool karaoke today we're going to. enter this town right now it's called. bread Bank okay any here's our high. school. [Music].

obviously so much has changed in your. life since leaving this High School. leaving this town moving to Miami you. know becoming so welln but it's. interesting to meet your family be in. New Jersey I feel like the world looks. at your family and it looks like you. know your mom and your stepmom are. getting along everyone's drinking and. partying and it looks like this unified. family and it wasn't always the family. that was bonded together can you take me.

back to the moment when you were in. second grade and your life essentially. flipped upside down I've never talked. about this online before I was kind of. waiting for the right platform or moment. I remember the day very clearly. Paparazzi had shown up at my house and. my mom quickly kind of got me and my. sister out of the house over to our. cousins we stayed there for a few days. and I had no idea what was going on. I didn't know they were Paparazzi I.

thought News broadcasters were. interviewing the neighbors like I I. really had no idea. and for anyone listening who doesn't. know my family or doesn't know what I'm. talking about my dad had an affair. with someone who was well known for her. job having sexual relations with high. class people and one of them was even. the governor of New York she was very. well known from that.

and in turn my dad's Affair became a. very public situation did you find out. about like the news coverage and. everything happening first or did you. find out that your parents were getting. a divorce first so a year after this. affair happened my parents sat me and my. sister down and we were going out to. dinner it was right before dinner they. said we're going to be living apart my. dad got a house like 10 minutes away.

they were going to try. and they were going to see how that was. kind of working they never said it was. like a final divorce but in that moment. we kind of knew and I had speculations. that something was up because for the. past year they had started to fight and. bicker with each other and I would sit. at the top of my staircase listening to. it and before that they never really. fought like I think it was like a pretty. good normal family Dynamic when did you. realize because you were so young at. this point like when did you realize.

that this Scandal essentially was. getting media coverage in the news it. was in like fourth grade I started to. kind of hear commentary from people and. I had an iPad at the time and I remember. Googling like you don't know that many. people I'm Googling my family and all of. a sudden I see that the past two years. of my life had been a lie I am reading. articles about what had happened about. the times that my dad's taking me to go. get ice cream and it's really because.

there's Paparazzi outside my house and. he's hiding us from them like I had just. felt like my world crashed down in that. moment I didn't know the severity of. what had happened between my parents. because my mom was super super mature. about it and didn't speak to us about it. and didn't put that stress that she was. going through onto. us um but that's I kind of figured it. out myself and then I proceeded to deal. with it myself and I was going to say. did you tell anyone that you saw that on.

your iPad I had talked to my mom after. and but you're so young like I didn't. even fully understand what it was that. why this woman was such a big deal that. my dad had slept with I didn't. understand the severity of it and I was. confused still but I knew from that. moment on that I wanted to protect my. little sister from feeling the way that. I felt in that moment what were you like.

mentally doing every day like you're. going to school like how were you even. comprehending this I would try and just. push it down a lot of the times like I. would try not to comprehend it um I knew. that I loved my family and issues would. come up and a lot of the time my family. really tried to just be as normal as. possible and we wouldn't really talk too. much about these issues or that if we. did like there was nothing that we could. really do about him or when my stepmom.

started. to hang around with my dad after he had. moved out um she came into his life and. we were introduced to her which was. super weird. and I was told that I had to be. respectful to this woman and we had to. be nice to her and this I he wanted to. rip her head off like it was very weird. because I felt like I was 10-year-old. having to be more mature than someone 20.

30 years older than me so I don't know. like in the moment I didn't realized how. much that would have affected me and now. I look back and whoa obviously you're. dealing with this at home but like when. you talk about school. like I can only imagine what you were. dealing with obviously parents talk kids. here like what was the dynamic in school. for you I mean you can imagine middle. school is like Peak people are bullying.

each other like tearing each other down. so obviously they had a oneup to just. [ __ ] on me and [ __ ] on my family and. besides that besides people making. comments about it which happened um. people weren't allowed to hang out with. me people weren't allowed to come over. to my house like if I wanted to invite. the girls over I remember one day I was. like oh we should go have like snacks. and like I don't know Gatorade at my. house before we go to this Middle School. dance and we weren't allowed to host.

this I'm going call it a pregame but. obviously we're not drinking um Host. this pregame at my house because people. didn't want their kids around my family. how was that articulated to you how do. you know that um the parents would kind. of tell my mom and she would tell me. kind of the harsh truth of like why this. can't happen she would have to sit sit. me down and be like this like you know. they don't really respect. us oh my God like when you say that out. loud now like what do you feel for like. your younger self like having to deal.

with that for like a pure dynamic. because of something that was happening. with your. parents I. feel I feel bad for her but I feel like. I wish I had someone to kind of lean on. in that moment I feel like I was leaning. on myself a lot of the time cuz I didn't. want to stress anyone else out. um and I was trying to look out for. everyone else maybe but myself in the. time so I just like okay we're just. going to bottle this up and not talk.

about it but I I wish that I could like. go back and have her talk to someone. about what was happening in that moment. because I just was like okay this is. like life this is normal like this is. what's happening like whatever we're not. going to my house for the pregame first. of all like hearing that you couldn't. have people over for like sleepovers or. get togethers like because everyone else. was so involved in this and this was. like Town gossip essentially like did it. it prohibit you from being able to.

actually like have your own opinion of. the situation or do you think it just. like really Amplified your feelings. toward it I think it definitely made me. have a lot of hatred towards the. situation and it was it's just weird. because I obviously felt a lot of. emotion and I was super upset and I. couldn't let that out kind of like there. was nowhere for me to kind. of go or talk to or like I don't know. like I didn't really ever let that out. so I just would deal with these emotions.

Within Myself my high school teacher cuz. this was such a public Affair especially. for anyone living locally in my town you. kind of knew who she was and knew the. situation that had happened my teacher. in high school was talking about this. Governor's Affair and said exactly what. had happened who it had happened with. and like looked me in the eyes while. this was going on in class and I. remember my classmates looking at me and. like laughing because this was like.

about my family and this is something he. was literally teaching in history class. because I don't I forget what the lesson. was there but I left school like balling. my eyes I was so embarrassed but like. this is so nice to be able to talk about. this publicly cuz I really never have. yeah Alex I mean it's embarrassing but I. I'm stubborn and I would never let. people know that so I would kind of put. up that wall and I would kind of go the. way of being very defense ensive I'm. like okay like yeah what so like I.

looked like a Hardo but obviously that's. not the way that I felt on the inside. and I even think now like that sometimes. I can be a little bit like brutal with. things or brutally honest because I. would just have this like wall up where. I was just like these emotions are not. going to get to me um wow this is like. really crazy right now I feel like I'm. in a therapy session I'm like realizing. things I didn't even realize before is. there anything that you have recognized. recently in your 20s that you're like. [ __ ] I've got to work on this because of.

the [ __ ] that you dealt with as a kid. yes uh this has actually been a. realization for me like the. past few months past six months past. year whatever um with. relationships romantic relationships. I've always been kind of one foot in one. foot out like I've always been a little. closed off and I've always been like wow. I'm the girl who like doesn't care like. I'm like to my friends it always was. looked at is like oh she's really good.

with dealing with guys cuz like they can. leave and she like doesn't care she's. like okay next like whatever but taking. a step back and realizing that like I've. actually never besides maybe my first. like love and then he cheated on me and. that went to [ __ ] so like of course and. then I'm going back to this like little. shell of a human and I'm like putting. this wall up I never allow myself in. relationships to be like 100% committed. and vulnerable and like Allin because. I'm so afraid of getting hurt like that.

how has maturing and getting older. helped you to see everything maybe in a. different. light I think especially the past few. years I've taken a step back and. realized that my parents are just humans. as well and you know at the time like. your parents are like your world like. you think they are these perfect people. but like they're experiencing life for. the first time too like they [ __ ] up. they make mistakes people grow and.

people learn like it's it's been like. reassuring and stuff to like realize. that yeah you know just because someone. makes a mistake they're not evil like. they're learning it's their first time. with marriage with kids so everyone gets. [ __ ] up by their parents somehow you. can be so affected from it but then it. also does help I agree when you get. older to look at people and be like damn. like we're making mistakes right now I'm. like What's the next phase of life going. to be that like we're going to have if. when we have kids day like what are we. going to do so like trying to find the.

silver lining cuz at the end of the day. you got to survive you got to move. forward you love your family obviously. there's been hardships but it's like how. do you move forward I guess that is kind. of my next question is like you do have. this beautifully blended family now like. what is the best part of it so with the. divorce I feel like the main thing and. anyone whose parents are divorced I feel. like you can relate to this is you feel. like you don't have that like CORE. family anymore like your Christmases are. kind of split up and separ separated and. like it's just not the same like you're.

not having family game nights like all. together like your family like really to. me was like my mom my dad and my sister. and now that my family is so well. Blended and they get along so well like. I get to do all these events in my life. where it's like my mom my dad my little. siblings and my stepmom and it's a new. feeling cuz it's a different type of. family to me but like having my mom. around with my dad like it's just that. feeling is like the best feeling in the. entire world and I'm so grateful that.

you know they were able to do that for. us I know you are going to talk more. about this on your own podcast hot mess. because I think so many people are. probably like how did we get here how. did we go from here to here I talk about. this for days like this is scratching. the surface on what had happened and. like there's so many stories to be told. like there is a lot that went on to get. our family to the place that we are in. day um it was not always perfect and I.

think to anyone listening that's going. through this know that like it's okay if. it's not perfect right now because trust. me it was not for a while and it's still. not at times but that's the thing with. social media is you sometimes don't know. any of this like I'm posting my family. hanging out and dancing and people are. like oh wow this is so great they're. such a blended family and I'm like you. don't even know the half of it totally. people like I'm so jealous like I want. to have this huge big family and it's. like you you've had to deal with your. own [ __ ] like it's not all perfect we're. sitting here talking about how you dealt.

with in your childhood and your family. an affair essentially and this past. summer you were getting scrutinized on. the internet people were calling you a. mistress some people were calling you a. home wer in regards to the NFL player. that you were hooking up with can you. confirm were you hooking up with him. when he was in a relationship it is so. triggering to even hear you say that or. when I was reading these comments I was. bowling my eyes out to my friends and. they're like Hello Alex like this stuff.

does normally not get to you but like. from what we just talked about I spent. my childhood thinking this is basically. the worst thing you could do to another. human so why the [ __ ] would I do that. like no they were not together so why do. people even think that he was cheating. with you so I guess the ex-girlfriend. had started posting things alluding to. unfaithfulness and the relationship. online and I was seen hanging out with. this guy so everyone kind of just. pointed fingers at me and you know I was.

asking for the receipts like right away. like I was probably more psycho than she. was I was like there's just no [ __ ]. way this happened like I was checking. everything we have been over this. probably 110 times because I was like if. you did that to a person obviously of. course like you'll probably do that to. me too and if I did that to someone else. like I wouldn't be able to live with. myself this is why I'm so excited to. have a podcast coming out tomorrow but. this is just the beginning of me being. able to talk about things in my life and.

I haven't had like a platform really. where I've been able to let these things. out and like tell the truth or tell my. truth you know so I'm excited I'm so. proud of you I need a [ __ ] drink okay. me too I need 10 I'm looking in your. eyes I'm like we need shots we need to. go out we need we need tequila right now. we're like both crying we're like we did. not intend to get this emotional but I. think it was only right that we kick off. call or daddy we're both crying now. we're like let's go get [ __ ] up I have. to say Alex as much as I would love to.

go out with you in New. Jersey I think that maybe instead of. going out where you were raised and born. I think we should go where you became. famous where you really became Alex r at. the internet knows let's go to Miami the. 305 baby see you in Miami let's go so. you know when you see something blowing. up on your socials like a new makeup. Trend or a beauty tutorial of course you. want to try yourself that's when you. head to Sephora they have got the.

hottest names in Beauty you can't miss. Brands like Lan K18 rare Beauty the ones. that everyone is talking about you guys. know Sephora is where it's at every. single I would say month I have a huge. huge huge trip that I do to Sephora. whether it's online or in store and I go. ham I get myself stocked up I get new. things I get my go-tos it is just a. place where you feel happy and you feel. good so Daddy gang the next big thing is. only at Sephora shop now at.

[Music]. sephora.com. Alex. hi what are you doing I didn't have any. furniture so I got these last minute for. us I figured this would be good to sit. on yeah I mean for sure I love what. you've done with the place welcome Alex.

these chairs are everything they're kind. of comfy yeah they're like kind of the. vibe like they're setting the vibe of. like you just moved in this is all you. have yeah this is all that we have Okay. so let's let's talk about this is your. first apartment post College how did you. even decide to stay in Miami it was. never a question that I was going to say. the first week of school my parents are. like hey like after they left they're. like are you homesick and I was like no. like I'm never leaving like they knew I.

I never got homesick once I was like. this is the place for me like you can go. out all the time there's so many things. to do it's beautiful you can go to the. beach you can get a tan I was just like. this is meant for me and I'm not leaving. I think you're like when I was coming. here I was like I'm so excited cuz we. are going to go out tonight and I was. like you really have become in my eyes. and I think in everyone's eyes like the. mayor of Miami yeah that's like a you're. like I don't know about the mayor. [Music].

okay let's make a [ __ ] drink W what. are we making um tequila like what are. you drinking today I'm going to probably. have what is your drink sodas or tequila. sodas and we just got to pick maybe. let's do tequila cuz if we're going to. take shots I should just I'm not taking. vodka shots we yeah and I need to stick. to one yeah yeah yeah let stick to one. no blacking out makes me crazy so oh are. you you're going to do a chaser yeah I'm.

just going to do club. soda okay I like can't drink sweet. drinks I can't either I only I think I'm. just going to go on the Rocks wait here. okay okay this is what we've all been. waiting for guys now it's going to be. fun Cheers Cheers woo let's go get ready. [Applause]. I think every single person online is.

like I want to go out and party with. Alex Earl I'm getting the honor you're. kind of taking me out of retirement cuz. I just get [ __ ] up in my home now. while we're getting ready daddy gang I'm. going to ask Alex some questions because. we need to get to know her did you. always know how to do makeup really well. I so I was a dancer so a lot of the time. we were traveling for competitions and. they make you cake on all this makeup so. I was literally like 10 years old and. I'm like smokey eye like here we go you. the fake lashes everything so that's. where we feel like I got my start with. makeup okay but also don't you feel like.

when you have acne like you come up with. the most innovative ways to cover that. [ __ ] no one's going to see this I will. take this to the Grave you just learn. how to do it it's more of like out of. survival rather than like you know what. I used to do tell me which is disgusting. no tell me but like when I would like. talk to a guy or get with a guy or. whatever and I'm staying over I would. sleep in my makeup and if my skin was. having a point like at my like very very. bad points of my acne I would bring my. foundation and concealer in my purse.

before he gets up in the morning I'm. sprinting to the bathroom and I'm like. applying more foundation and he's like. probably like waking up like why is this. girl like bright orange right now cuz I. was like he will not see these pimples. on my face isn't it crazy too because. you think like oh my God he won't notice. meanwhile we just look orange I did the. same thing but if did you ever do this. because you knew that your like. breakouts would get so much worse I used. to go in and I would take a makeup wipe. and right when I knew he was asleep. midsleep I would go in take it off and. then I would make sure to wake myself up.

before he that wasn't that responsible. you're like no I just I just triple. caked it taking it on and you know then. it's embarrassing too when his sheets. are like orange and like the pillow I. sleep on him flipping it over I'm like. that was not me that was not from me not. sleeping in my makeup and you just leave. and you're like you will never see me. again um okay speaking of. boys Alex Earl are you currently sife. single yes oh I love how fast you just.

said that were you an NFL man ever. exclusive we. weren't but I don't know it it's been. weird starting to talk to someone while. kind of having like a following I guess. um just because people would see us out. together so naturally they're like oh. they're dating but I'm like we've been. hanging out for 2 weeks and you're. catching us on our first dat and. everyone's like they need to be dating. or whatever she's lying to us so it's.

been kind of weird in that sense um just. cuz like keeping things private it's. hard if you want to like go out and. right you want to like live a normal. life you want to go get sushi you want. him to like take you out but you're also. like weit everyone thinks we've been. fully dating this is our first date did. you ever want to be exclusive no um. AB listen I just have. I don't know we started talking at like.

a very weird point in my life I was. finishing college so obviously like my. friends and going to college parties. like that came first and then we had. graduation and then I was kind of. traveling for the summer so like as much. as we were hanging out like it never. felt like the right time to start a. relationship mhm would you say that. you're more of like a relationship girl. or more of like a dating girl so this is. my problem and I don't know like what is. wrong with me but I say I'm not a.

relationship girl but I'm. always kind of in a relationship. situationship just because I feel like. I'm not as attracted to. someone if I don't know their. personality and like I like to get to. know them first but I also kind of like. my freedom and I'm very independent so I. struggle with that a lot dude I relate. so much I feel like all the time in. college I would feel the same like I. never wanted to just hook up with a guy. to hook up with a guy like I needed to. make sure I liked him and then naturally.

I feel like people pose women so much. more emotional than men and I'm like. that's actually just not true we may be. more outwardly emotional but when you. get into a relationship guys get [ __ ]. sappy with it and so I would start. hooking up with guys and I'd obviously. want to get to know him better and then. all of a sudden I'd be like okay now I. can actually like [ __ ] him and like him. because I'm like I know his personality. but then when you do that with them then. they're like we're ready to date I'm. like yeah that's not what that means no. I just wanted to make sure I like your. personality like you go down on me so. yeah like yeah exactly so I relate to.

that and I think it's okay I just think. it's annoying obviously I think I've. seen a lot of things in the media about. people being like Oh my God like he. would never date her because she's like. going out and partying and I know shade. to him but I think it's important. sometimes to be like it's not always. that the woman is waiting for the man to. pick him like as I've been snooping. around talking to your friends behind. your back I'm hearing like you're very. much so in control of these dating. situations and you're just trying to. like keep keep it chill I don't know. we're having fun but there's just. there's no pressure and I've expressed.

kind of my reasoning for that and just I. actually brought it up before cuz the. media was starting to scare me before he. we had never had like a dating. conversation I was just like um like I I. just really I want to talk about this. like I am I'm not ready to date he's. like okay he's like H yeah I didn't say. did I say that to you and I'm like uh no. but I'm not ready and he's like that's. totally fine like he gets it. I think that sometimes it's actually. really good to just establish that even.

though it seems weird to word vomit that. I think what you need to do is 100% talk. about this on your show because the. behind the scenes details of how you a. lot guys daddy ging if you're not aware. Alex started to kind of like see this um. NFL player and let's just say she got. herself stuck into a little bit of a. love triangle and I'm assuming on hot. mess you are going to talk about the. whole thing which I think is appropriate. just because you're just going to. you got to clear your name girl I will.

give all of the details um but yeah. we're going to save that for my podcast. because I'll end up taking up the whole. episode with that I love it okay so if. you met the right person right now would. you be open to a relationship or are you. really trying to stay single right now. like that's the thing is that I just. don't I'm just not dying to be in a. relationship right now like this is a. very you know new time in my life and I. just want to be able to get to know.

myself before entering a relationship. and I've done that before where I get. into a relationship too fast or whatever. and it's not even about the person but I. just like right now I'm like okay with. not being super like in a relationship. seeing that person 24/7 like I'm having. fun with my girls and I'm getting to. like know this new chapter of my life. isn't that so weird too when like you. get out of college don't you feel like. this pressure where like I have to. figure everything out and it's like.

you're still 22 years old like you have. time you can date around you don't need. to get into a serious relationship. unless it feels like oh my God I'm so in. love with this person are you sweating. like a [ __ ] psycho no I'm I'm I'm you. guys I have to get out of this Rob well. that's why I'm like I'm going to need a. lot of powder on my face right now. because I'm like as we need change we. need to change I'm sorry I am wet Alex. I'm literally drenched okay let. something I saw you and me and I'm like.

I I'm I'm literally drenched okay we're. going to be right back let's continue so. Alex Earl answer this question and just. you know what comes to the heart what is. your type on. paper uh tall dark and. handsome you're not dating someone that. looks. like because I because okay that's my. like stereotypical type I don't know. getting to know someone that's when I'm. really attracted to them and I'm always. attracted to like aoud personality which.

can also be kind of horrible but like. just maybe not the best guy sometimes. but like someone who is like loud and. energetic and fun when we're going out. like the guy who's quiet in the corner. is just like not ever been M your Vibe. like you want someone that can like. match your energy like you don't want to. feel bad when you're having a good time. partying and you look over in the guy. that you're [ __ ] is like standing in. the corner being like why is she going. crazy you want him like right next to. you yes I think I saw video of you with. someone doing that with you what a guy.

like at a concert I think I saw him. doing that next year yeah he was dancing. with you he's watching your what the he. doing what was that creeper doing so. okay so you like someone loud which can. sometimes come off as like cocky mhm so. you have to kind of balance finding that. okay so tall dark and handsome you know. you're getting roasted on the internet. right now already oh what is your. emotional type okay aside from being. loud like what are you actually looking. for from a guy I just like a guy that. can like get things done like if we want. to go to dinner there's like a.

reservation booked he has like he knows. the plan like he is kind of like taking. control I don't know I like someone that. like you know behind the scenes can like. get really down to earth and have deep. conversations cuz meeting you I feel. like your life is a lot of like you're. calling the shots you're running a lot. of things in your life so it's kind of. hot to have a guy that like knows what. he wants and also just someone who's. driven with their own career and their. own. aspirations and if they're good how.

would they do and if they're not sitting. on the. bench and as long as they're not warming. that bench up and they're riding that. bench then we're good to go if you're on. the field we love you if not we're so. [ __ ] I'm going to get roasted for that. no okay um okay what is the best and. worst part I can participate in this of. dating an athlete um. well I think the maybe let's start with.

the worst because that's what comes to. mind first I feel the worst part I feel. like is that they can kind of get really. insecure um because a lot of what. they're doing is based on how they're. performing so I think it's hard kind of. not to be um but you know an insecure. guy can cause other issues but like what. like what span come on Alex get in there. with us I mean you know just basically. taking it out on you and trying to kind.

of look cooler than they are because. they're putting on a. show um I think that all kind of comes. with just being really insecure and not. leading to really like a healthy. relationship uh also it depends like but. I think the schedule is different for I. mean I know the schedule's different. let's talk about the MLB versus the NFL. the NBA I mean basball schedule just. sucks it's a [ __ ] it's crazy.

that's definitely like not fun. especially if they're like traveling and. leaving a lot but maybe the best part. is say it um I think the best part is. like getting to like go to the games and. it's exciting and like I don't know if. you're like yeah that that's my guy like. whatever when he does something good. that's I think pretty. cool it's not like you know it's really. nice because like when he comes home. like is it you're like so being on that. sideline it gives no I love it I think.

the answer is right I think my answer is. similar of like I feel like when they're. doing good it's really good yeah I think. the worst part is like their whole life. is very much so focused on like no one. telling them that they're doing anything. wrong it's like you're doing great so. like when they're having a bad game it's. like we need to I used to have to sit in. silence on the couch with him as he was. like oh my God like that was [ __ ]. awful and you're just like they. therapist as they cry and you're like I. have a life too like we had dinner pled.

I also think with athletes like weirdly. I never really got into the athlete. thing until like later in college like. before I had always hated athletes for. the reasoning of they could never kind. of like go out and party and get drunk. cuz they have to be up in the morning. and like they're being responsible so. like for me I never found that fun in. someone just when like you're young you. know and you're going out to like that's. a big thing for why I didn't I ALS also. think on C this is like [ __ ] up to say. but we'll just say it I think also on.

campus the athletes to me started to. become on like an actual College land. are not as fun because they're like on. campus they're sitting in the dorms but. then when you do meet professional. athletes like they actually do go out a. little bit more than you would. anticipate and they also are like living. a nice lifestyle and like have nice. apartments and like have things like. they're kind of more a little bit more. in the real world I do think the NFL. schedule is great for you sweetie it's a. lot better than baseball is it like 16. games in a season. I don't know the answer to that yet but.

we not got that far we'll figure it out. this season but I agree it's a lot. easier um and then the MLB schedule. [ __ ] sucks and game almost every day. every day it's it's awful and they're. just all crazy do you prefer the MLB or. the NFL NFL mhm okay so let's tell the. story of what you told me about my ex. and what I told you about your ex the. first time we met okay yes so what is. this like four months ago. yeah four or five months ago okay Alex. and I go to a brunch together and we're.

like having bloody Maries and we're like. getting cozy talking to each other and. then finally randomly like you bring up. one of your exes that played in the MLB. because I think I was like I feel like. you would know him and I had messaged. you one time on Instagram being like. something is [ __ ] weird here and I. need advice and I like messaged her and. then I was like wait that's so. embarrassing like why would she answer. me ever so I like unsend it but I was. like they might know each other and then. we met and I I brought it up just. because whatever and you were like I do.

I do okay so I remember this is where I. was like wow his type hasn't changed and. like he's really just still getting. after that game when I was in college I. remember he messaged like me and like. any girl in Boston that had blonde hair. like he would message and oh he messages. after want he's in there he's really. active he's determined do I tell Alex. I'm like oh my God so I remember your ex. messaged me so often and like not to be. a dick and this is like me being the.

most surface level human being but when. you're in college you're just looking. for like the best time and like who can. give you a good time so like if you're. not on the actual MLB roster if you're. like down under like in the. um what is it called the MLB and the. miners miners if you're down in the. minor like you're literally living in. dorm rooms so like not to be a dick like. I don't have interest in dating you cuz. you're like you're going through what. like the college guys are going through. so anyway so he keeps messaging me he. keeps messaging my friends and I'm. pretty sure like I messaged him back. like a few times but I was always.

because I wanted to get to his more. interesting teammates and then whenever. he would get sent down from the Yankees. I would like stop answering then when he. would come back up I'm like what's up. today and so then finally I remember. meeting you and being like Alex like I. think it's for the best that you move on. because he's just looking he's like. almost like it was like he's obsessed. looking for a girlfriend I was his like. first girlfriend which I think also was. another one of like maybe the big issues. but like I was his first like serious.

girlfriend in like since high school. right like you were the first victim and. didn't he play on the same team as my ex. or what was the story you told yes so um. I was always like a caller daddy fan and. I knew who you dated and they were on. the same team so obviously I was like. you know like that's Alex Cooper's ex. and he's like I know like they bring it. up like they tease him what ever and I. was like well that sucks because she's. so much more successful than him and.

he's like and I was like well doesn't it. it can give us like a little peace of. mind Alex like for everyone [ __ ] on. us for our jobs it's like to know that. people in the MLB locker rooms are going. to Forever maybe be chanting our names. until they [ __ ] retire which I'm sure. mine is like about to on his way out he. can't get a [ __ ] contract but. um it's not that I look people to send. me this [ __ ] they're like whoa you're on. your way up he's on his way down but um. it is funny to think that our ex is. cross path so now you're on to like a.

different experience and listen guys. we're like lightly talking [ __ ] it's. we're not it's fun have you dated anyone. in the NBA that we don't know about. no no really but I have a funny story so. I told you I was never really into. sports and also like I don't my family. is not into sports like my dad has never. watched a sports game in his life like. this was just not their culture so like. I don't know I didn't grow up like super. involved in this either and my freshman.

year of college I get a DM from someone. who was on the Miami heat is on the. Miami. Heat and he sends me a DM whatever and. my dumbass was like I answered saying. like oh you on the Miami Heat like. something like cuz I literally genuinely. didn't know and now knowing who this. person is I'm like what I and then I. left him on red I didn't even answer him. because I did care and now I'm like Alex. wait we're going to believe this who was.

it wait what I know and you just left I. literally didn't give one [ __ ] and it's. just sitting there in your DM still Yes. is he in a relationship now yes he has a. bve. oh I'm such a dumbass I'm [ __ ] dead. Okay do any of your exes have. similarities I honestly. don't think so because I think as well.

they haven't gotten better maybe but. like I when I don't like something about. that guy I make sure I think you learned. from each relationship so I'm like that. cannot be happening in the next. relationship but they've all been their. own they have all been their own. demons I don't know weit I was going to. ask cuz you said like in the beginning. days of college you weren't really like. into the athletes and I'm like so who. the [ __ ] [ __ ] was Alex Earl dating her. freshman year of college um.

um I dated like a frat guy oh does he. like ever like try to clout Chase and. like say he dated you yeah oh are there. any videos online um I don't know I. don't know videos but he put up his. pictures with me like back on his. Instagram so I was like great no so. embarrassed is it embarrassing like is. that one of the relationships you're. like please I don't want like people to. know about that yeah and it was kind of. more so like a fun relationship I think. like it was like a social like we would.

go out together every night and like I. found him attractive like so you know it. was kind of like it just made sense but. it wasn't so like I was in love with his. personality well also at Miami let me. preface this by saying the guys are not. the cutest okay so like it's always and. I just think that school has like it. breeds like hot girls and I think a lot. of times like there's all these pretty. girls getting with like all these gross.

guys and they could do so much better. but like for me like this was like a guy. like I found attractive so I was like. I'm sticking him wait sticking him I'm. sticking him with my hand of his [ __ ]. that's what I'm up to you're sticking. with him wait can I ask you when you. were in. college did your once you started to. actually pop off did your teachers ever. [ __ ] say anything to you like did. they know what was happening um no they. actually never said anything anything. until right around graduation I had one. Professor say something but it was never.

kind of. like I don't know it was it never felt. like that in school what was it like in. class you have to be honest in class. sometimes um most of the people like the. business school is pretty small at Miami. so like the people that I had classes. with I had classes with for like the. past three years yeah so like they knew. me but I think there were some classes. or like walking to class having people. like asked to take pictures with me was. just crazy like exciting but also I was.

just like this is nuts like I'm sitting. in my class and I look like a rat and. like you want to take a picture with me. like okay that is kind of crazy when I. was graduating one of my teachers had. said something to me asking about um. influencer marketing and they might. start a class about it a few have asked. me to come back and speak at. classes I'm my be proof. speci imagine kids taking notes as. you're speaking she's too powerful she's.

getting too powerful um okay Alex what. is the most toxic thing that you are. attracted to go um everything I I love a. guy who like gives me no attention I. love it like if you text me or call me. too much like I will never speak to you. again I love a guy I love it I love how. like. five you're like I'm obsessed when they.

treat me like absolute [ __ ] and then. also guys all in Miami taking notes. right now I'm being dramatic like I just. don't like someone who is too mushy. gushy and all over you know just like. give me some space because I don't do. you like horoscopes like you believe in. that at all yeah yeah I do I do what are. we what are you I'm a Sagittarius what. is that mean that's I don't be very like. independent and like I don't like to be. B I don't like to feel like trapped if. someone makes me feel smothered I will.

run so far away they'll never see me. again dude I'm a Leo I'm like if I feel. like I can dominate you like I will. literally Eat You Alive and I will never. speak to you again get out of here with. that little [ __ ] [ __ ] boy energy. someone to like match your energy and. like test you I love someone who like. FLIR flirt flirted flirtily shits on me. kind of do you know what I mean not like. too much cuz there's guys in my Miami. who will go in on you and actually make. you feel like the biggest piece of crap.

in your life that's their way of. flirting but I just a little bit of like. a tease also a thing for me is I have a. hard time giving or receiving. compliments so that works better for me. if we can like [ __ ] on each other and. that's our way of learning for me like. if I say something nice to a guy. immediately and I've caught myself and. I'm working on this okay but I will like. immediately then say something or I'll. be like oh what whatever like whatever. wait can we talk about that for a minute. because I wonder if this is literally.

like just women in general like I feel. the same way where I have literally. talked about this with my therapist. where like Matt will always be like oh. my God like you look so gorgeous in the. beginning of our relationship I would. just be like where are we going to. dinner and then completely almost like. it's awkward to be like thank you yeah I. do or than you you know like [ __ ]. look amazing [ __ ] obviously it's just. like I don't know I don't I don't like. it but as much as I do say it or I won't. be with you but I also just I can't like. admit that I I don't know it's weird.

weird time with it I'm also laughing as. I'm thinking about that cuz I'm like. when someone says that to you also I'm. thinking like I put a lot of [ __ ]. work into whatever I'm doing if I'm. going on a date I should at least say. thank you cuz like yeah I did put in. work we should work on that okay. everybody listening and watching you. guys say thank you with confidence we're. going to just be like thank you thank. you so much you look great too or if. they don't look good just don't say it. back but just be like thank you I think. that's a good thing to work on okay. ready for this flip-flop what is your. most toxic.

trait mhm I will ghost you that's like. my number one thing if like I'm when I'm. over something I'm over it and like I'll. just leave like I I don't okay wait but. will you ghost in terms of like will you. block or will you ghost like no no I. just won't. answer I I'm not a big blocker honestly. okay let him just keep getting that blue. and they just like never get the answer. just like when I'm over some and I don't. even really realize that I'm doing it. but I will just like not I don't know I.

I feel like it doesn't even register in. my mind that they're talking to me and. I'm like it's just not there because I. don't care okay well some people would. say that's a superpower because I think. a lot of girls are going to be like Alex. so what's going on upstairs cuz I need a. little bit of that energy when they. slide in I can't not say hi even if they. just [ __ ] my best friend last week. yeah that's where I kind of feel like. I'm like the advice person um or I don't. know when it comes to like my friends. and not caring about a guy too much like. I'm really good like letting go but. maybe I'm too good at that so maybe I.

need a balance okay what gives you the. I um o one time I got the. ick I brought this guy back to my place. um we were kind of like making out all. night I bring him back we're like. sitting in my kitchen I go to like make. us a drink and he just smiled. like what he was way too happy you know. what I mean like he just gave up The. Vibes like he was not playing cool he. was like I'm here and he was just.

grinning from ear to ear and I was like. out like I I literally was like I have. to go I feel so sick I'm so sorry but. like you. can't wait you turn the corner and he. was like like you know I just I don't. know it was he was eating her. beaver I think it's cool when a guy is. kind of like swab and whatever like I. don't know he just really gave off The. Vibes of like maybe I sobered up a. little bit maybe that was it too and I. was like wait what is going on right now.

no but he was way too happy and like too. big of a like you're not. feeling I get it you're like how do I. explain the give this give the smile to. the. camera like that's not someone I want to. [ __ ] no no no you're like I'm you're. giving nothing but like get the [ __ ] out. of my house I get that I also o is that. what I should be doing right now Alex. said I'm not going to [ __ ] that what do.

we have the same one okay at least the. same thing I've been like going slow. because I'm like I need to do my eyes oh. you're done okay okay I've been just. going like for a really long time I've. just been going like this yeah um okay. so this is the goal I'm going to finish. because I was patting my face for so. long we're going to go play a drinking. game and we're going to play Truth or. drink oh God I feel like you haven't had. your fair share of. let's let's know a little bit more about. Alex and her sexual escapades and I feel.

like obviously this is call her daddy so. we're going to have a couple more drinks. we're going to sit down yeah you take a. drink and we're going to get into it and. we're going to get a little wild this is. a side no one knows of me which is kind. of crazy are you ready I'm going to chug. this really quick what go. [Music]. we have nothing to wear no I think this.

show the bodysuit to the. camera I mean it looks good you're. nervous the nipple will come out we. censor it like we get the. feel okay we're going to be back we're. going to try on our outfits and then. we'll come. out we're ready barely full mental. breakdowns we hate our outfits let's go. okay I am so [ __ ] excited Alex. we are going to play Truth or drink okay.

get ready to get [ __ ] up [ __ ] okay. here we go first let's just start out. with an easy light little softball when. is the last time you blacked out like. two weeks ago what is your go-to drink. avakas soda okay what is your tolerance. level like if we're going out tonight. what should I expect um I can take a lot. of shots but then I I might. not I actually I have a good tolerance. but it depends but you made like. blackout but like are you the type of. person that no one knows you're blackout. yeah I'm I'm kind of one I mean I get.

googly eyes but I'm never going to be. the like puker falling over I'm jinxing. myself right now I'm going to be a mess. I know it when was your oh this is. [ __ ] when was your last dance floor. make. out um my last dance for makeup was like. a month or so ago in. Monto I think it's good that you drink. too yeah that's good that's good okay. when is the last time that you drunk. texted an. ex I'm not a big drunk X texter so like.

has to be over a year years I don't know. if you were God forbid sliding in what. are you saying are you sending. paragraphs or you just like hi I'm a. high I I'm like a high girl mhm I. remember I used to just do like the the. peach emoji and then the phone so like a. booty call and it just like it usually. worked but like I wasn't happy in the. morning but I was happy I didn't send. like a paragraph So okay you can like if. it's short you shouldn't be that. embarrassed if it's long just you know.

go to church and repent um how many guys. did you [ __ ] your freshman year of. college. two love were they good uh one no oh my. God very very bad very bad how many. times you had sex with him uh two and. two times yes okay and then I I tried. afterwards I was like you know I'm just. going to give him head because this is.

so bad and he told me that he didn't. like that so I just was like I don't. know what's going on here and I'm. running away and that was the like one. and really only like Frack guy like I. was like we got to get out of here it. didn't work okay dude that's a good. solid number um what is your total body. count I'll drink with you you know I'm. just going to drink for privacy but it's. it's nothing like crazy m. I think that's fine okay who is your. celebrity.

crush Jacob bordi but he a girlfriend so. maybe that's controversial no it's okay. it's okay they could be even like. married actually you know what oh it was. always Zack Efron for the longest time. so it used to be Zack Efron now it's. Jacob aori okay that's good um who is. your athlete. Crush Travis Kelce.

[Applause]. let's just drink to that because why the. [ __ ] not I definitely shouldn't have. said. that. okay what you know we appreciate is the. [ __ ] honesty Alex Earl okay and. the problem with this game is I'm just. going to keep answering no I love it. okay in the spirit of last night maybe. we'll bleep the name. someone who ended things with you when. you were still very into.

him. okay what about him give me a d what if. you just say that slth go in how many. noobs have you taken in your. life um I don't know the exact. number a good amount are you proud of. your nudes yeah like if they got leaked. I'd be like okay actually I don't know. don't leak. don't come for me be like they're. literally fire everyone's now like. hacking um what is your best skill in.

the. bedroom I think and I think I I give a. lot of credit to you but I think I'm. pretty good at giving head I have been. told and wait but not always okay uh the. first my first boyfriend the first one I. gave a [ __ ] to whatever oh my God I'm. being so awkward because I never talk. about the he was like that was the worst. thing I've ever experienced in my entire.

life he's like you were biting my dick. like that was horrible so I literally. was petrified and I was determined so. you played episode. three I studied and then call her daddy. came out and I was like I'm determined. to do this and now you take pride in. your work I am cheers let's do cheers. again I'm so proud of that makes me so. [ __ ] luck luck 9000 goes very far it. does wonders for your dick so you're. welcome everybody I'm so proud of.

you okay top two favorite sex positions. I Love Missionary I I don't know I just. think are you making eye contact yeah or. like kissing I love or I like kind of. like spooning on my side The Best [ __ ]. Mary Hill athlete. Edition I can't say this. seriously Aaron judge. braaton. baros and Travis.

Kelce okay um kill Aaron. judge um [ __ ] Travis Kelce Mary broxon. baros will you be attending any Dolphins. games this season I think. so well I think so okay are you an anal. virgin I am I actually. your face you just said that I am. because I feel like I want to save that.

for marriage I don't know it's that. weird to say but I'm like I want them to. have. something left of me oh my. God I didn't mean it to come off like. that I just I don't know oh my God no. this is good this is good you want. something to be left I'm dead okay Alex. ready mhm the most famous person in your.

DMs okay well you have to tell. me okay later wildest place you've ever. had. sex in high school you know when I feel. like you're just all horned up M it was. like a football game whatever it was. like on like behind the bleachers but. like on the side of the field and like I. don't know know what was going on why I. did that what was necessary about that.

and yeah just [ __ ] like rabbits but. when you think about high school sex. aren't you like oh my God no like wasn't. that even sex no I don't know you're. just I feel like you're so horny when. you're young like that yes but like it's. actually not sex you're just like dry. like humping and you're like horrible. hor hor bad bad bad okay last time you. faked an orgasm don't [ __ ] lie to my. face go. um probably like in the past few months. okay do better do better for our girl.

okay tell the daddy gang a. secret anything take your time oh my God. a like a sexual secret maybe anything. sexual maybe like a little fantasy or. like a secret maybe something like. you've tried that you're like oh I kind. of liked it oh I have. one I um oh my god dad please if you're. listening turn this off no you know what. I'm going to do for the point that we.

just talked about this I'm going to put. a little sub captions of like ear family. like mute this and now unmute mute it. mute it at this point my god dad family. grandma she watches everything I do okay. I recently like within the past week. have experimented I tried to butt plug. for the first time and I loved it is. your orgasm better yes I get it cuz it's. like we aren't aren't taught to do these. things but when you put it in there it's. kind of like a really good feeling it is.

and they like it too a maybe a little. finger what finger are you using in. there. Alex that's. a that's why the why do you think I have. no Nails on it's crazy when the daddy. gang sees me with no claws they're like. oh so you're fingering Matt's [ __ ]. I'm like what sorry Matt um so what. finger are you using I think my middle. it's good it's a good finger it's solid. like then you I don't know I'm just. going to stop talking I've never talked.

remotely about any of this online how do. you is it freaking you out a little it. is it feels fine right now cuz I feel. comfortable and I feel like we're having. a conversation and when I see this I'm. going to be like oh my God yeah when it. airs you're going to fling yourself off. the balcony be like why did I do that. okay I am satisfied we got a little bit. of tea there's obviously more to come. this is not the last time we're. podcasting together but this is just to. like give everyone a little taste and. thank you for sharing with us because I. know you've never really talked about. your sex life but obviously it's only. appropriate that you do it here on call. her daddy we're going to go out tonight.

yes we're going to party with all of our. fans all of our friends all of our. followers we love you all and I'm. excited to see like how does Alex Earl. party in myami I'm excited to see how. you. party let's go Cheers Cheers love you. let's go woo. [Music]. we're here we.

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holy. [ __ ] oh my. god did you sleep here last night oh. yeah you didn't know I brought my air. mattress I obviously wanted to like get. the full experience last time was a. little blurry for me dude okay here we. go let's podcast can you hear. this [ __ ] okay here I come oh my God oh. my God oh my [ __ ] God I don't want to.

put these in your bed you guys dogs out. last night dude dude I took my shoes off. the minute we got into there immediately. her shoes come off I was like um we're. giving them the recap I think that I. have glass in my foot there is it I. don't this are really. gross I don't want you to have to get. too close Alex but I'm not lying when I. say looking over. the more I see going on on the what is. this that's.

blood it's like dried blood oh so I. won't put them on your bed I'll just go. like this um okay so last night we got. [ __ ] wild I got like really drunk I. was also laughing so when we went to. that dinner I turned to Alex and Alex. was like ooh like I can't tell if I'm. getting tired and I was. like Alex that's when it all went. downhill then we started just taking. shots we took so many shots did we get. in trouble they were they I think they. were glass shock glass they were glass.

shot glasses and I think people were. like dropping them on the floor so glass. was shattering so that makes sense why. your foot is cut open this was like our. first time ever going out together it. was it was very fun partying with you. you are the life of the party you have. you I didn't tell I couldn't tell you. were that [ __ ] up yeah I feel like. same with you really but well. I could definitely I was like oh wow. like she really like can drink I was. shocked by that really yeah oh my God.

Alex thought I was going to be a. grandma she went full force oh my god do. you remember when the bouncer like. caught my limp body so I'm [ __ ]. standing jumping around just like having. the time of my and I don't know what. happened but at one point it was as if I. was like literally about to belly flop. onto the center table with all the. drinks and everything and my body just. like literally levitated over and I just. started falling and randomly The.

Bodyguard just comes in and with his. arms like this I just do a plank onto. his body as if I was going to crush the. entire table and he just like picked me. up and I turned around and Matt was just. like what the. [Music]. [ __ ] why you. there why you're here um I can't decide. if I'm about to vomit or [ __ ] myself I'm. definitely going to puke at some point. today and I I'm sweating and I really. don't feel good um I think that we. should go for a walk how far is the.

beach from you it's right there like. over right over that bridge oh over the. bridge it's right there oh just we just. hop on over there hop skip and and jump. over the [ __ ] Bridge um okay yeah I. think we should go maybe get some like. coffee more PD and let's. up you're like oh yeah it's just right. over there over that bridge oh all the. way over there go the ocean okay guys. we're going to get our lives together. I'm going to clean my foot I wonder if I.

can even. stand I can't. really everyone came in here and it. start my ears started to ring and my I. think there's glass in my. foot oh you actually can't stand no I. like I'm hung over you're like no I have. an I think I have to go to urgent care. [Music].

my okay guys we [ __ ] lied Alex and I. are like let's go walk we went right. back to bed we went back to bed it's now. 7 o'cl at night so just pretend it's. still the day we're not degenerates. we're fine Flash Forward 8 hours exactly. so Alex I have to say I have been having.

the most fun for the past 48 hours. getting to like live in your life has. been so [ __ ] cool and it's been so. fun getting to know you I feel like. obviously people on the internet look at. you and are probably like that girl. doesn't have one problem in the world. she just gets to go party have the best. life and that's it and I think that's. the beauty of podcasting is like we get. to know you a little bit more so in the. spirit of getting vulnerable and. podcasting I want to ask you a few final. questions before I leave you in Miami on.

your own what is the hardest life lesson. that you've had to learn the hardest. life lesson I think I've had to learn. has. been around jealousy. and fake maybe friends fake people in. your life um people have you know it's. been a thing kind of my whole life even. since I've been little like I feel like. finding good people to like stick around.

and a lot of people don't want to hang. out for the right reasons or don't want. to stick around for the right reasons. and I think that that has been something. I've had to learn especially recently um. over the past year with things happening. or I've had people that you know didn't. hang out with me before or would say no. if I asked to do something and then all. of a sudden they all come swarming back. around and I'm just like like it it just. honestly hurts like as much as it is. annoying and whatever but it it hurts to.

see someone be so shallow and like. actually just not care about you as a. person what do you think is the biggest. misconception about you um probably the. biggest misconception about me I feel. like I'm quiet at first until you get to. know me and I have kind of a big. personality online um but I take a. minute to warm up to people and I've had. people be like this is not who we know. like you're being so quiet and reserved. I don't know I I like to kind of like. read the room a little bit first I think.

when I'm like getting to know people I. I'm just like not walking in and. obviously what I post is kind of me. crazy all the time or whatever but I'm. not like that 24/7 I'm not you know. doing backflips around my apartment all. the time just sometimes just sometimes. that is why I'm so happy that you're. about to start this podcast because I. feel like there's a difference between. like commenting back on a comment and. being like that's not true but looking. into a camera and being like let me tell. you guys the situation what happened and. just like talking through something I.

think like is a way to actually connect. with more people your podcast hot mess. comes out tomorrow first of all I'm so. excited for this and I've gotten. comments throughout the whole past year. being like you should start a podcast. you should start a podcast being kind of. in front of the camera more and talking. I love connecting with my audience and I. think there's a lot that they don't know. about me there's a lot that they do know. but there's so much that they don't know. and I am ready to kind of share more of.

my life with them I just wanted to be my. friends my family people that are close. to me in my life and sit on the floor of. my room and talk I love it I think it's. going to be so dope are you nervous I'm. a little nervous um but honestly filming. this has made me feel a little bit. better and I feel like I'm getting to. learn from the best and I have a good. coach it's been so fun working with you. because we both love our fans and our. content and what we're doing like it's. been cool to work with you and just be. able to like watch you about to.

literally kill it and people just be. like listening to you every week I I. can't wait for you I can't wait so Alex. oh this is like sad like it's ending. like I don't want to end it but it it. feels like a really perfect ending to an. incredible episode I'm so excited what I. need help with one last thing before we. end this okay really strange request. okay okay so you know how I just. graduated I just moved out of my college. house yes well probably the only nice.

thing that we had in this house was our. fridge we had like a smart fridge it has. a big screen and on that fridge you're. able to upload photos so my friends and. I thought it'd be funny we did like. photos of the week and this this fridge. has basically our private stories on it. and we have our Nudes on there we have I. know no we're shitalking ourselves we're. I don't know what is on that fridge we. got a glimpse because this group of Frat.

Boys has moved in now and they see what. is on our fridge all all the other girls. are in New York besides me and Kristen. so I think it's only fair that we go. there and we break and Enter and we. delete the photos on the fridge you're. saying that it's a smart fridge like. there it's almost like a built-in iPad. and all of your guys nudes are on this. [ __ ] thing like two days like hump. house cute ones not the cute ones the. ones where it's like oh my God your. nipples hanging out of the shirt oh my. God I have a double chin oh my God I'm.

hung over here it's a complete joke in. our most embarrassing photos and now. these guys have access to literally our. most secret photos so we're going to get. in the car we're going to drive there. immediately and we're going to show up. with the cameras and they're going to be. like what the [ __ ] and we're like we're. just filing to distract them no we. should literally be like oh we're just. filming for call her daddy um I want to. see your room can you guys show me the. room they'll bring me into the room you. go to the [ __ ] fridge and delete that. [ __ ] okay Daddy gang One Last Adventure. one more little Harrah with Alex and I.

here we [ __ ] go let's go let's just. do it right now let's. go oh my God my Alex how are you as a. driver I'm a good driver but sometimes. if I'm like speeding don't worry oh. okay oh my gosh we're going to. B guys I have butterflies in my stomach. can we even pull in should we actually. just drive by I think you just [ __ ]. pull in there's grass we didn't have. grass like this when did they get grass. I see the front door we just have to.

infiltrate I'm literally shaking what is. that oh my God it's fra ified it's fra. ified no I'm not ready no it's they they. have three TVs in. there I'm going to throw up what is this. uh. hi I just wanted to give you guys a. housewarming gift we used to live here. here come in. [Music].