we broke up & the truth about the livestream...| #41 | Bangin' Out w/ Kayla Malecc & Jacob Sartorius

Like I I I remember the live stream. I. remember what I said, but it's like and. I I woke up not mad that I did such, but. I am I just am sad now because. everybody's really worried about me and. that stresses me out. So I don't care. I. don't care. Like I'm I don't care. >> Banging out. >> Welcome back to the Banging Out podcast. >> I'm your host Big JS. >> and I'm your host single sad Kayla. Sad. cheated on depressed. Sad. Really sad.

We're just going to go right into it. >> So, I went live last night. >> Well, no, let's start before that. Where. have you been over the weekend? >> Okay. Okay. So, I wasn't going to Well, okay. I'm going to do my best. I don't. think I'm going to go into too many. details right now because I'm still like. crashed the out and like I'm just not. ready to like go into details. And I do. like. have like I love him obviously still. I. don't want to cry already. I don't want to cry. Okay. >> It's okay twin. It's okay, twin. If you. want help saying the story, I can help.

But I won't say the details of it. >> Yeah. Like I don't know. I just I still. love him. But basically, everybody knows me and Saturn broke up. and it happened like over Christmas. We. broke up and um it was really hard. It. was like awful, but I was like powering. through it. And we went like no contact. for like maybe a week. And then some. things came up in my life that were like. really personal and he ended up coming. down to LA like the day after Vegas. I.

think it was like January 3rd. And we. immediately like reconil like we became. back to where we were. We were texting, calling, the time we hung out. It was. like really good, but we like weren't. dating yet. We were just back in. contact. And then when he left, he was. there for maybe two days. We spent the. entire week planning when I'd see him. again. He was like, "You should come. down to Nashville." And I was really. hesitant on it. I was like, "I don't. know." Because like everybody in my life. knew that I shouldn't. And like I knew.

that I shouldn't because. like a lot of stuff happened near the. end of our relationship that like just. wasn't good and like we weren't being. good partners to each other. But like we. just loved each other so much. And like. the beginning of our relationship like. like I would say during the summer was. just really good and it was just hard to. let go of that because every time I. would like go to break up with him or. like go no contact with him, I would. just think of like the really good. moments because like genuinely like I. know like online it seemed like.

something else because I talked a lot of. about him when we first started dating. because he would do that would piss me. off. I was not taking him seriously. but like when we started dating like it. was good. And like I had a lot of fun. with him. Like he like I loved him a. lot. I still do. And then just like got. bad like he moved he moved out and like. around Thanksgiving time cuz he wanted. to go back home and like do things for. himself because he didn't like have work. out here and like the internet hated him. and he was just like I just need to go.

back home whatever. So we were doing. long distance. Anyways, um yeah, so that. week after he flew down, we're just in. contact and we're calling all the time, like falling asleep on FaceTime, texting, talking about getting back. together. And he's like, "I'll change. for you." And like one of the main. issues in our relationship that like. really caused a lot of issues was my. friendship with Jacob. [snorts]. And like I did not with that at all. because like Jacob's one of my best. friends. I love hanging out with him. And it just was like it it like got to a.

point where he was just like creating. scenarios in his head of me and Jacob. And I was like that that's literally not. true. And like it was irritating because. like. >> didn't he think that we hooked up? >> No. He was like convinced Well, >> and that you paid a friend not to tell. him that. >> We'll get there. Yeah. So he just didn't. like me like And it was weird because. like in the beginning of like us all. hanging out like Luke Luke liked Jacob a. lot. Like I thought we were all friends. and then like [ __ ] just like started to. like get worse and worse. Like we used.

to hang out all the time. Like Jacob. would come over like Luke would DD us. everywhere like to Brew Brothers to all. this [ __ ] Like he would just drive us. around [snorts] to the bars and hang out. with us. Like it was it was fine. Like I. was happy. Then it changed. Anyways, so. we're like talking for this week and I. was like he was like I'm sorry for like. being like that about your guys'. friendship. Like it'll change. And I'm. just like believing all of it and I'm. like uh okay. So, just for the timeline, you this like this has been going on. since Vegas, but then over the past. weekend, you went to Nashville. >> Yeah. So, but I'm in like the week.

before I go to Nashville, >> and he's like telling me how. everything's going to change and I'm. like, >> "Okay." And then [snorts]. like I decide that I will go to. Nashville. So, I booked my ticket and I. was still like very 50/50 on if I should. go because I knew that if I went like it. would mean our relationship would be. starting again. And like I knew when I. went there, he'd ask me out again. And I. was just like really anxious about it. cuz I know that like it just probably. wasn't the best idea. But like when you. love somebody, it's just like you're. willing to do anything to make it work.

And he was telling me that things would. be different. So I remember literally on. Thursday I wake up and my flight's at. like 8:00 a.m. And I was like, I'm I. literally almost missed my flight cuz I. was sitting on my bathroom floor like. crying. I was like, I don't know if I. should go get on this plane and go see. him. I don't know what to do. But then. like he called me and he was like I'm it. was he just convinced me and he was like. I'm so excited to see you and I got so. excited. So I got on the plane literally. got drunk before I got on the plane fell. asleep. I was like and then I land and.

it was like an amazing first few days. when I was there. I went like it was. really good. Things were really. different. We were hanging out. It was. just like it was amazing. I like it was. really good and I like fell back in love. with him and I was like I want to make. this work. [snorts] And then we got back. together and then I was like really. happy. And then. I left yesterday and I found out some. [ __ ] literally as my plane was taking. off. Like my plane is about to take off. and I find out some [ __ ] that is just so.

up. And I ended up leaving him literally. after having the best week with him. After getting back with him, he was. planning on coming back and moving in. with me. Like so much [ __ ] And I. genuinely felt like it would be. different, but maybe that's just like me. in my head. But yeah, and then I. >> like he like hooked up with somebody. else. >> Yeah. And lied to me about it. >> And then Yeah. That was the thing that. upset you, right? Was like he lied about. it. >> Yeah. Yeah.

>> And then after you found that out, then. you were like. >> Yeah. Yeah. Cuz it's like I can't like. like what the am I doing? Like what am I. doing? So I had to block him. And then. it was like the longest plane ride of my. life. I was just like sobbing. And then. last night I was drunk, crashing out on. live crying. Everybody's acting like I. was on there with a gun in my head. though. Like I woke up like with invites. to go on skiing trips with the Bob. House, old friends I haven't talked to. in years texting me my like everybody. everybody that has ever said a word to.

me text me which like thank you so much. I love you. But like I I didn't like. have a my I wasn't like I'm going to. [ __ ] myself. Well, [cough]. well, let me also just say that I think. part of the reason that people are. concerned is because um Noah and I. picked you up from the airport. >> Yeah, you did. >> And one of the first things that you. said was like, you know, I'm going to hold off on. talking about the details of what. happened. I don't really want to do. that. >> And then I was fully name dropping her. >> And then you were screaming her name on.

live stream. I was like, I don't know if. she's going to regret this. Like I. couldn't tell if it was something that. was. >> I I actually don't regret it. I woke up. with a really bad headache, but like I. don't regret it. >> Uhhuh. >> Because like And like that's the thing. is like. I do still have so much love for him and. which sucks because like he really. [ __ ] me over and I do have a lot of. respect for him. Like like I loved him. Like we were dating. We lived together. for like nine months. But I mean that. was my genuine reaction to finding out. that like I was [ __ ] over. Like.

>> hey in the live stream you danced to. sweatshirt. That was pretty cool. >> See, see, there were good moments there. and Tate McCrae. Yeah, >> Tate McCrae. A lot of Tate McCrae. A. >> lot of Tate McCrae. >> And there was What else was there? Um, meanwhile, I'm texting Emma and everyone. like, "Wake the [ __ ] up. Help me.". >> I'm totally asleep. I woke up to so much. [ __ ]. >> My comments are flooded with people. saying, "I'm so worried about Caleb. Please, please, please help her. Save. her." And I'm like, "Oh my god, what do. I do?" They were like, "Live. Something. about live." And I was like, "What does. that even mean?" So, I just go to her.

page and I'm like, she's on live. She. was just asleep. >> Yeah. They literally went to my. apartment and I was like, we were. drinking. >> We just left and she was like passing on. the couch. We're like, we're going to. go. >> Now she's jumping up and down the T. McCra. >> I was like, what. >> light bulb? And like there was a full. bottle next to me and I was like, >> yeah. I was like, yeah, to be fair, >> I didn't expect over 10,000 people to. join and stay on. I've [laughter] ever. been that panicked in my life. I don't.

think. >> I don't think I was like I wasn't going. to like do anything bad. >> No, I don't think so. It was just like. >> you were worried I was going to regret. it. >> Yeah, because if there was a noise. complaint, I wasn't sure if you were. going to like go off on somebody. >> Oh, yeah. You said that. >> people were saying welfare checks in the. chat like. >> I was like, "Guys, I'm not like putting. a gun in my head." Like I. >> But you did look like a little bit like. out of it. Like you looked like like you. were going. >> I was Well, okay. Also, I wasn't just. crying about like the situation with. Luke. Also, there's just been like a lot.

of stuff that I need to go to therapy. for with Evan. Like, I'm literally. convinced that he's going to kill me. Like, I wake up every night having. nightmares. Like, when I was in. Nashville, we went to this bowling alley. that Evan used took me. I had a whole. panic attack. Like, passed out in his. driver's seat from hyperventilating or. passenger seat from hyperventilating. Like, I was like, I'm just so scared. And so, now I like literally have to. move my apartment so that I feel better. And then on top of that, just like. family issues with my mom and like it. was just like everything building up and. then like on top of that finding out. that like I was literally ready to like. try again with this man. I was so ready.

to try again with this man. And it sucks. because like all the [ __ ] that like has. like I met him right after all the [ __ ]. with Evan and like he's been there. through literally all of it. Like I met. him before I even like came out publicly. about what Evan did. Like I I met him at. such a vulnerable time in my life and. he's been there for literally all of it. with like my family issues with like. Evan. Like I've we had a lot of talks. about it. Um when I was there [ __ ].

two [ __ ] days ago like like he just. knows all of it. So it just like sucks. that like somebody I confided in so much. just is gone now. And like it's I I've. never like broken up with somebody and. then like felt so awful about it. Like. it's so weird. Like I know what I did. was right and like I know that like I. was [ __ ] over but I still feel like. sad. Like I'm just like damn. I just. want to text him but I can't. >> I know. And that's normal. >> Definitely. >> Yeah. I think that's normal to him. I.

think you did the good thing and. sometimes it's hard to do a good thing. >> I just I love him so much. You can love someone and realize like. even at this point in time they have. growing to do obviously and love them. from a distance and who knows what could. happen in the future. Hopefully he. gets his. everything alive becomes a better. person. And then maybe in the future. very far future y'all can reconcile when.

you both have grown. you've gotten. through what you need to get through. He. gets through immatures. You never know. It's not like that. person died. Cuz I feel like when you. like go through a breakup, you kind of. like in your mind think like this. person's dead. I'm never going to see. them. I'm never going to hear from them. again. Like it's almost like the person. that I thought I knew died. Like I wish. like I could have had like a GoPro on my. head this past week cuz it was just like. really good. >> And like he just like wrote me this. letter that like literally I had a burn.

last night in my apartment cuz I would. read it and probably call him. choked on. the smoke. >> Yeah. He was like, "Is this the smoke. alarm going to go off?" I was like, "No, I [ __ ]. >> I'm so proud of you, twin." Yes. This is. a good thing we're doing here. I was. like, "Let's open some windows. Holy. shit." [laughter]. But it was good. It was a metaphorical. thing. >> It was I had to burn otherwise I'd keep. reading it and then call him. But it was. just like a really I don't know. It was. just a really good week and like I was. so excited to like try again. >> And that's what could be tough, right? Because you could have great moments but. then it could change.

>> There was no fixing this situation. Like. I knew that if I stayed after finding. out the stuff that I found out, like I. didn't respect or love myself enough. >> And like it's like I can't trust. somebody that can lie to me for weeks. and weeks on weeks and weeks and weeks. on end to my face and then. >> deflect and like accuse me of things. because they feel guilty. And it's like. I can't like even if we were to live. together, I'd be going through your. phone every 5 minutes. I would like not. even want you to be left home alone cuz. I don't trust you anymore. And like even. then like this girl like I'm not one to.

blame the girls when it comes to like. cheating because usually they don't know. this [ __ ] knew this like I literally. DM'd her weeks ago asking her to tell me. the truth so that I can like move on. with my life. Never did instead like was. him and go like and then is sitting here. like apparently like I don't know just. like I'm just so angry at the situation. I'm so angry at the situation. And like. it's just I feel like I was soed over. when I did not deserve to beed over cuz. I was genuinely like at the end at the.

end of the day when we broke up I like I. feel like I left being the one over and. like during the week that we went no. contact I was [ __ ] over and like I. just I did not deserve this and I was so. ready even after like the [ __ ] that I. did know that he did when we broke up. I. moved on from it and I was like, "Okay, we can make it work." And then it's like. something so insane comes out and it's. like what the like I didn't deserve that. like you should have told me. I should. have he should have told me. That's the. whole thing. Like I think I I just wish.

I knew. I just wish I knew. I just I. hate being lied to. >> I'm just so sad. I'm just so sad. I'm. literally going through it. I'm starting. my bender. That's how I'm going to get. through it. I don't recommend. I know. it's not good, but I'm starting my. bender because Gasper is next week. So, I'm bending it until. >> Bend it, twin. >> Sometimes you need a good bender, you. know. And. >> bend it, but not till it breaks, if you. know what I mean. >> 100%. >> Bend it. Not till it breaks. >> Yeah. >> But, you know, >> I needed I needed to go live last night, though, cuz I was like, >> People might have thought you were. breaking on live. You were You were just.

>> She was close to it. She was break. needed that though. How the [ __ ] I. cannot like hop and act like every Like, I've never been that person. Like, I. cannot get online and act like. everything's okay, even if it's like the. littlest thing. Like I literally [ __ ]. can't. Like I genuinely can't. Like. that's just not who I am. >> So. >> that's a good thing. I think it's it was. authentic. I'll give you that. It was. real. >> See, I was And like Oh my god. Like Oh. my god. Like I'm definitely not the. first person ever to do that. >> No. So that's what we're just You know, we'll protect you, Kayla. Don't worry.

>> I literally My mom. >> the demons for you. >> My mom just text me asking if I'm okay. Like I What the [ __ ] I mean, Kayla, like, it's not like you just went on. live and asked did a Q&A. >> It was a little more than that, but it. was but it also wasn't like I was. >> you shouldn't be you shouldn't be. embarrassed about. >> I'm not embarrassed, but I'm like. stressed out. Like I feel like. >> like Emma literally woke up. She was. like, "Did you your wrist on live?" And. I was like, "No." I'm like. >> Noah and I were on the phone and every. every 5 seconds he'd be like, "Ah, she's.

dancing again." And then he'd be like, "She's screaming at the camera right. now." And then it was crying and then it. would go back to dancing and then you'd. be like, >> you know, Jacob wants me to call him but. um but I need to do one more song and. I'm over here spam texting her then and. then it's three songs later I'm like, "Oh my god." Or do we have to call her. apartment complex? >> I was having a ball. I was having a. ball. I was having a ball. I was. dancing. It felt that way for you. >> cuz it wasn't a ball for me at 4 in the.

morning when I had hundreds of fans. texting me like, "I'm worried for. Kayla's health. Please, you're the only. one that can save her.". >> I was like, "Okay, Superman." Like, >> I literally got texts from friends I. haven't talked to in like years being. like, "Are you okay?". >> Because people care about you. That's. why. >> Yeah, I know. And I appreciate it. I am. okay. I'm just like, "I'm sad. I loved. this person so much and I gave them my. all and I was willing to try again and I. literally flew to Nashville and spent. almost a week there reconciling things.

and it was just an amazing time. We went. out every night. We were doing things. It was just it was a really being around. his family again like like what the hell. he and then I'm literally like it was. like a [ __ ] movie. I'm literally. about to take off and I find out some. devastating things and I'm like, "Okay.". Hung up, blocked on everything and then. the w the plane ended up it was so it. was so weird like how the universe like. I I got on that plane and I was like, "I. hope I'm doing the right thing." Like I.

was like, I don't know what I'm doing. Like I love him. I just I don't know. And then I find that out as the plane's. about to take off and then miraculously. the [ __ ] Wi-Fi went out on the plane. for 3 hours. So, I'm stuck on this plane. with nothing but my thoughts and I'm. just like crying and this guy next to me. is like talking to me and I'm explaining. the situation to him and he's like some. older like 40-year-old biker and he's. just showing me videos of him like going. motorcycleycling with his club and I was. like, "That's awesome, bro." I was like, "That is [ __ ] awesome.". >> And then he when we got off the plane, he was like, "Just keep your head up.

You'll be okay." And then Jacob and Noah. picked me up and. [sighs and gasps] like it was just. weird. It was like all like the universe. was like, "You need to go because [ __ ]. it's not going to change. It's not going. to change. And if you stay, you're just. going to get cheated on. >> by this girl.". >> Well, you know what? Have you heard of. Dr. Peppa? Baby, it's good and [singing]. nice. >> What is that? What? >> On a brighter note, let's like Kayla, we.

all love you. Everybody, we all love. Kayla. We're all here for you. >> Wait, can we look up one clip from the. live stream? Oh, sure. >> It's actually hilarious. >> My four. >> Which clip do you want? His sweatshirt. one. >> Any of them. Any of them. >> It was giving like my live stream like. eyes crossed like. >> Oh, there was a lot of emotions. throughout that live stream. I think. >> I was I liked the dancing one. >> The dancing parts were fun. >> Please. Jacob's texting me. Call him now. Jacob, I'm sorry. You better keep watching this. live stream. Jacob, I'm going crazy all.

live. Jacob, I love you so much, but I'm. not calling you right now. I love you. though, Jacob. Jacob, I love you. Let's. go love Jacob in the chat real quick. He's texting me right now and he's mad. at me probably for going live drunk. Can. we say love Jacob? Love Jake. Say you. love Jacob, everybody. Otherwise, he. going to be mad at me all night. [laughter]. Love Jacob. Jacob, look at that. They. love you. Look at that. I saw one bad comment and God bless. Put.

your hands in your pockets and shut the. hell up. But see, look at that. Jacob. telling me to get off live and I should. probably. Oh, that's But I'm clip farming. No, I'm not. I don't know what I'm. doing. I dropped my Zeno on the floor. >> There is one of me dancing. Oh, see, this is me crying. This was like. beginning of the live [laughter]. and then I decided we're going to turn. up. [snorts].

H. This is why I try Kayla. This is why. Jacob was trying to get out. >> I was commenting Kayla. >> My mom has cancer. >> Oh, [snorts] see this is just sad. This. is really my boyfriend. >> and then I found out that my boyfriend. [ __ ] somebody. [gasps and laughter]. >> and I'm just sad. dancing. >> Yeah, it has 1500.

>> [laughter]. >> It wasn't all bad, guys. >> Yeah. See, it wasn't all bad. You were. having fun at parts. >> Noia. [laughter]. >> I was [music]. the [ __ ]. >> Yeah. Well, that gives some context to. the viewers. Um, well, we're glad that. you're doing okay then. You know, >> I'm okay. I'm going to play cup pong. after this. Oh, >> to continue the bender.

>> Oh, really? >> I had um somebody. buy me a pong table. >> Nice. >> That was really good. It's really good. I like that. >> And I'm going to put stickers all over. it. >> I like that. >> I like that. [snorts]. >> Banging out. >> Let's say I don't know about. bangingout.com. Why should I become a. member? >> Because this is the stuff that you can't. see on YouTube. You want to like really. know like the [ __ ] that we can't say, the people we do hate, the people we do.

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>> Dr. Peppa baby [singing]. is good and nice. >> And then she literally posted that Tik. Tok and then she got a commercial. >> What? >> It's good and nice. You think she got. paid good for that? >> Wow. Go her. >> Good. and nice. >> Good and nice. >> Wait, that's so iconic. That shows the. power of the internet right there. >> Yeah, that was a good idea. >> Shoot your shot, babe. >> Dr. Peppa B. I like that.

>> Yeah, >> that's actually so wholesome. >> Dr. Peppa B. >> Oh, I'm so excited for the Super Bowl. I. love the Super Bowl. >> Okay. Have you seen um Brooklyn Beckham? You know, David Beckham's. >> wait. >> son. >> Who is that? He's beefing with his mom. over stealing his first dance with his. wife. >> What? >> So, like he was supposed to he had it. planned to like have a dance with his. wife. He was getting married and his mom. tried to steal the dance and was like, "It's my dance." And then he came out on.

social media and exposed his mom. >> That is [ __ ] crazy. What? So, there's. like a lot more drama going on with the. Beckham family that's just I think this. is just a cherry on top, but apparently. like there's just been a lot of. mistreatment towards him. I think. they've done a lot of lying. Point being. is when he called them out, he was. literally like, "You guys only use us. for the family name. You guys were even. trying to trademark the my name," which. was a whole freaking thing. Like, it's a. it's so much against the family. >> that I guess he's kind of calling out. So, I mean, it's it just happened to be.

the cherry on top, but I don't know if. this is actual video that you guys saw, but people are begging for the video of. >> Oh, [clears throat] yeah. I haven't seen. the video. I don't know if I don't think. anyone has. >> Yeah. No, I don't think. >> Wow. But what does the Tik Tok say? Is. it like screenshots of what he posted? My mom hijacked my first dance with my. wife in front of our 500 wedding guests. And his mom's Victoria Beck like one of. the most famous Victoria model. I think. the son's [ __ ] up for this. I think. it's kind of crazy to come and write a.

six-page essay calling out your mom like. a wedding thing. It's like send it. It's. family [ __ ] Don't air this out. publicly. It doesn't feel right to me. >> Yeah. Like imagine every time I was mad. at my dad, I just like hit up page six. and I was like and to me it's Wait, did. they have the dance? Like they actually. danced together. >> You should There's no video. >> There's no video. I think his issue is. the fact that he's accusing his family. of pretty much calling out and dragging. his wife's name on TMZ. >> So I think that's where he's pissed the.

[ __ ] off about. Should they have kept it. per private? Yes. But his whole thing is. like you're not keeping it private, so. why should I? So, I don't know. Obviously, this is all I'm hearing. So, please like we're wrong in the comments. Thanks. >> But also, I feel like as like like if my. husband that I was about to marry like. didn't say something like this is my. first dance with my wife, like you had. that first dance and you allowed it to. happen. >> Yeah. I would have been like, "Mom, get. the hell off this.". >> Bro, that's such like you know those.

like boy moms who like will sit there. and be like, "It's all about me. I love. my son. I wish I married my son." Like. those moms who lowkey are like in love. with their sons. >> That's a weird dynamic. >> You have you seen [ __ ] like that? Like. it's crazy for you. >> Yeah. Like where their mom like wants. them so bad. >> and it's like baby. >> that's crazy. >> Let's keep it in our pants, mama. >> Oh, >> there was this one Tik Tok I saw. actually, >> [ __ ]. >> And there was this mom. >> who went to go like let her son get a. nose piercing and he was like 16, I.

think. And so he got the nose piercing. and the mom was like, "I want my [ __ ]. pierced." And um the the piercer was. like, "Okay, that's fine." Like, and. asked the son to like leave the room. And the mom got mad that the son. couldn't be there and watch her get her. [ __ ] pierced. And she was like, "He was. there when I got my nipples pierced. Why. can't he be here when I get my vulva. pierced?" And like the piercer was like, "You have to go." Like this is so weird. She's like, "Fine.". She was mad that. >> her son couldn't watch her like spread. eagle get.

>> like bro. And it's like what type of. >> that's [ __ ] insane. >> I literally watched that video. I was. like yeah. >> how can you like actually like have. somebody pull like a human being like. out of your [ __ ] Like pull that [ __ ]. out of you. Like have it in you and then. be like I want to [ __ ] it. >> I feel like it's boy moms. It's like. this weird thing of like if their sons. like I think it like it stems from like. is oh they're such a mama's boy and then. like when they grow up old enough to. like get a girlfriend they're like oh.

but you used to love me more. Like I've. seen so many videos of moms getting like. jealous when they're like sons will like. make their girlfriend food and not like. oh you won't make your mom food but. you'll make your girlfriend food. Like. what the [ __ ] And it's like it's the. weirdest [ __ ] Like I don't. >> a common pattern I've seen is wives who. are very unhappy with their shitty ass. husbands try to raise their sons to be. the better man and then want their sons. because of that because they. >> That's wicked. That's twisted. >> Weird. It's so weird. Nasty ass. >> I've seen that. I feel like I've seen.

that where it's like yeah the wife's so. unhappy that it's like they idolize the. son cuz it's like. >> it's my husband in a different form. that's younger. It looks like. >> making me sick. >> What's she taking? >> Dayquil. Oh yeah, you're sick. >> And it's like the son's like being like, "Well, my mom doesn't like you after 10. girlfriends, babe." It's like maybe like. your mom's the issue, not. >> Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Facts. >> Yeah. I don't know. I think that's all. some weird [ __ ] I think [ __ ]. be weird as hell nowadays. I think.

everyone just. >> Yeah. >> I've never had a No, there was my first. boyfriend's mom hated me, but besides. that, all the moms usually like me. >> They like May. The Straits Killed My. >> The Straits Killed Me. [snorts]. >> Have you seen the Tara and Tana beef? >> No. What's that about? >> It's so good. It's so good. >> Oh, it's actually that good. >> It's so viral. >> Wait, do you know about like um Tara's. World video she posted on. >> Yeah, the shirt. >> Yeah, we talked about this I think last. week. >> [ __ ] Tana made a video like.

explaining her take and she was like. Tara's lowkey like just like was trying. to give her. >> in the shirt. >> Well, this is the Yeah. Well, this is. before the shirt. She made a video. giving her takes on everything going on. online and she was like trying to give. advice to Tara and she was like honestly. it was just weird or whatever. And then. Tara made a video being like I'm just so. sad. I've idolized Tana for so long and. she wants to talk [ __ ] about me because. she just wants to let the p she wants to. be on the public side and everybody's. like Tana's never giving a [ __ ] with. anybody. She she does not give a [ __ ] if. she's on the public side or not. Like.

what? And Tana wasn't even being mean. And so it started a whole thing. So then. Tana ended up buying the shirt and like. made a whole bunch of Tik Toks in the. shirt being like, "It took me five. minutes to get this.". >> Like no nurses were harmed in the. making. >> Yeah, >> it wasn't even hard to find. >> Good for her. >> It's so funny. She was so iconic for. this. And then like I don't even know. like cuz they're like commenting on each. other's things. cuz I just like I wonder. she was like this [ __ ] fa to be in the. trash can and everyone was like [cough].

because [clears throat] Tara's whole. thing was like I'm going to be in the. pit. She was like this shirt fa to be in. the trash can. Everyone was like oh. she's messy she's back. >> Yeah. She was like I came out of. retirement for 3 minutes to be messy. I. was like that is so funny. She's like. the shirt's [ __ ] ugly. She was like. [gasps]. >> she's like I don't even like this [ __ ]. It's so good. And then like Tara. commented. >> we're really beefing over shirts in 25. >> But no it's so much deeper than that. so. much deeper than that because Tana just. said a take and Tara like made a whole. video being like I. >> this is over a shirt. >> Well, it it was over a shirt but then it.

was over like. >> I can't be the only one that's watching. >> That's exactly what I thought too. >> Yeah. [laughter]. >> Like. >> it's over like her like not touching. grass LIKE. >> like the girl is like an ER nurse and. she was pissed at the girl for like. having to work a double shift to not. give her the shirt and everyone was like. babe. And then like Tara said something. about Tana's character and Tana was like. uh never me though. >> I I Tana texted me this morning. It was. really nice. >> Worried about you. >> Very worried. Very worried. I was like. I'm okay mama. And I explained the whole.

thing. >> If you worry Tana, that's a that's a. that's a different level. >> Bro, I I need to make a video and be. like, "Guys, I'm okay.". >> Yeah, you should. >> I just had a bad day. A really bad day. >> Yeah. Okay. I'm going to say this like. as your best friend. known her for so. long. This girl like she'll have like a. drop of alcohol in her system. And. that's why I call her like my little. pug. Like her eyes, they'll just like. cross [snorts] like and she'll look. [laughter] like actually like one, but.

like genuinely like one drop of liquor. and she looks like a pug and her eyes. are crossed. Like. >> I did not any drugs. I do not do drugs. I was sad. >> Okay. I was not on any drugs. If I if I. had drugs, I don't think I would have. been crying. I don't think I would have. I would at Barney, okay? If I had any. drugs on me, baby, I would not have been. in my living room crying at 3:00 a.m. on. live. No, I wouldn't. I'd be at Baries. Beanery. >> Just the case of the terrible drunk eyes.

happens to. >> Yeah. Is that why they think I'm on No, it's probably because I was crying. I. don't know. Ah, by God, I'm stressed. out. No, I'm anxious. >> No, you're you're good, Dwin. You're. good. I think. >> I was clip farming. No, I wasn't. >> Yeah. Yeah, that's Well, then you. deserve a [ __ ] Oscar for that. performance because that was spectacular. if that was all clip farming. >> I feel like right now I feel like. um. I'm scared. Like I feel scared now.

Everybody's scared. Everybody's scared. for me. And I don't like that. I don't. like that. I don't like that. I don't. like that. I don't like that. >> You feel like everyone's low. >> Yeah. Like I'm like is she okay? Like. I'm going to like get texts every. morning at like, "Hey, Kayla. Hey, how. are you feeling today? >> And it's like, yeah, but it's like, how. are you feel? It's like, hey, how are. you feeling? >> You're still alive, right? >> You know, I didn't think there would be. a day where that we have to come on the. air and explain it, you know. >> Well, I knew there would be a point. >> Well, there would be a day, but I didn't. think it was going to be last night. I I. literally [laughter] I go, she was just.

asleep. What are you talking about? >> The second door closed. >> No, dude. Look on live stream. And I was. like, where did she get all this energy. from? The second that door closed, I. went. >> Yeah. Your eyes open and you went live. stream. [laughter]. You know what? I'm gonna let the world. know. >> It was either I was going to go live or. I was going to call him. So, >> honestly, I think it's what? You made. the better option. >> Thank you. Thank you.

>> Better choice. Honestly, >> I vented to you know what? Not in a. Tara's World way. No offense. I do think. that my audience is like my best. friends. They know everything. And so I. just went on a giant FaceTime call. publicly. >> in front of 9,000 people. >> Dude, there was a time where 15,000. people watching and I was like I was. like, "Oh, I was like I thought maybe. 2,000 max." It was like 3:00 in the. morning. >> There was a moment where you were just. yelling at the viewers. Do you remember. that? >> Were you like, "SHUT YOUR [ __ ] ASS UP.". >> YEAH. YEAH. I WAS LIKE, "Shut your ba.

up." Cuz people were being rude. I was. like, "Shut pocket that. Pocket that.". [laughter and gasps]. >> Yeah. It was in the clip we just. watched. I was like, "Put your hands in. your pocket. pocket that because people. were being rude. It was pissing me the. hell off. I like I would see like one. comment. It would be like. >> and then there was a moment I don't know. if I should say it. >> What? >> You just said you just stood in the. middle of the room and this is where. Noah and I both let out. We were on a. call like trying to call people. We both. went, "Oh god." you go. And he he gave.

me chlamydia and I was like, "Oh, [laughter]. >> I was like, oh, I was like, why? >> I don't give a damn." You know what? Maybe it felt good. Did it feel good to. let it out? >> Yeah. Well, it's like anxiety, but like. not anxiety because like the thing is is. like I wasn't blacked out. Like I I I. remember the live stream. I remember. what I said, but it's like and I I woke. up not mad that I did such. But I am I just am sad now because.

everybody's really worried about me and. that stresses me out. So I don't care. I. don't care. Like I'm I don't care. But. then like a piece of my brain. >> When was the last time you went live on. Tik Tok? >> Oh my god. Like [ __ ] months. >> So what what was the between Instagram. and Tik Tok? So I was like I'm going to. be cursing a lot and drinking. >> So your eyes open up after we leave. about how many minutes after. >> Oh. The second the door closed. The. second the door comes, you go, eyes.

open. And what did you ask Alexa. something or? >> No. I stood up and I was scrolling on. TikTok and I was like, I'm going to. [ __ ] call him. And then I was like, no, no, no, no. And I was like, what. would Kayla do? What would Kayla do? What would Kayla do? What would Kayla. do? And I was like, I would go live. >> And then I went live and I was like, I. just need to talk to somebody right now. But that somebody was like 15,000 people. and it was okay. >> And now it's like I don't care. I don't. care. I DON'T GET BANNED [screaming]. FROM LIVE. LIKE I TOOK a shot on live.

once banned for a month. >> No, there was one thing at the bottom of. the screen that was like participating. in these activities can really harm you. >> They got a warning. They shut my. >> They should honestly I was about to. comment on the live. Everyone [laughter]. report the live cuz I just wanted it to. get down. >> I'm so surprised it didn't. >> Same. And also my my other one of my. favorite parts was when you read the. comments and you go. >> honestly I can't even see what you guys. are saying right now. You were like. everyone comment and you were like what. does that even say? I can't even read.

it. I was like yo might be time to just. call it a night. You know the sun was. about to come up. >> And you know what? I woke up this. morning. Phone was on DND. I go, "Alexa, what time is it?" Cuz I was so scared. Like it was like 3:00 p.m. and I like. missed the podcast. It was 10:00. It was. 10. >> I honestly wasn't sure if you were going. to be down to come to the podcast. >> Oh, no, no, no. I'll pull through. I've. never missed a day. Never. I will never. miss. >> You've never No, I'll say that. >> And I That's something that Oh, I'm.

getting texted. >> Consume. Oh, yeah. It's a screenshot of. my life. Consuming substances featured. in a slime could harm your. >> They were acting like you're like. cutting up lines on the [ __ ] like. you're just drunk. you're okay. >> And now it's like I also did that in the. back of my mind because now I no matter. how sad I get, there's no going back. because Luke definitely saw that and was. really angry. So, [snorts] um it was. kind of like a. >> So is.

>> I if I had a nickel for every time I saw. another woman's discharge on my man. sheets, I'd have a nickel. It's weird. that I have one though. >> Two nickels. >> Yeah, you'd have two, >> would I? >> Mhm. >> No, that's just the saying. >> It's Dr. Ditch mark. >> A. >> a. >> That's cute. >> Yeah. [laughter]. >> Oh my god. I could genuinely just sit. here and like. >> maybe we should sign you up for boxing. class. >> No, I need to be signed up for something.

worse. I need to go skydiving. The guy. next to me on the plane, he goes, "You. should go skydiving." The biker, >> he has fear that you might not pull your. parachute. >> Well, I would be able to do that. My I'd. have a trainer to do it for me. I feel. like you would fight the train. >> the first time that you do do it. >> I'm not do it. Do it. You have to um. Sorry. >> What are [laughter] you saying? >> That [ __ ] That [ __ ] me up really bad. You have to have a guy on the back to. pull it for you. >> Yeah. >> Yeah. Yeah. >> Someone will just like. >> Chris, I'm like not going to myself.

Like I would never do that. I' I've been. through a lot worse. If I were to end my. life, it would have been Evan Johnson. And that's just point blank period. This. is not the worst thing I've ever gone. through. It's just a moment. So, I'm not. like don't nobody worry about if I'm. going to like myself or start doing. drugs or become like like and chop my. hair off and like that's not what I'm. gonna do. I'm gonna sit here. I'm going. to drink probably for the next. >> talking about getting face tattoos last. night. >> I did say that. Yeah, but that was a. joke. Remember we were like glove on my. face. >> Yeah, she should get like [ __ ] men on. her forehead.

>> I'm I'm just going to sit here. I'm. going to go on a little bendy. I'm going. to go to Tampa, hang out with friends. Probably cry a little. Maybe there's one. more live streamer where I'm crying. Who. the [ __ ] knows? O, please not another. one. At least let some of your friends. know before. >> I was under the impression you were. coming over after the plane, so I just. like I saw you were at home and then I. was like, I'm just going to go to sleep. Like she definitely is like just tired. after after her flight thinking you're. sleeping quiet. >> They picked me up with with roses and. two bottles of wine. >> That's actually.

>> and cuties and cuties. >> And I go I I literally get in the back. seat. I go, >> "Yeah, you just started chugging that. shit.". >> No, I texted them cuz they were like, "We'll pick you up from the airport. >> last night, by the way.". >> And they called me and they were like, "Cuz I called them when I found out the. information." I was like, they were. like, "Do you want us to pick you up? Like, we'll have a wholesome talk, no. alcohol, like d." And I was like, "Okay, bet.". >> 10 minutes later, I go, "Is there any. way you could get some alcohol for me?". >> I go, "Can you guys just please pick up. some wine?". >> Yeah. I was like, "Thank God." Well, cuz. I was I was drinking first time ever. drinking on a plane. I had like two. mimosas. I was I was like vibing out.

No, no, nothing. and just like looking. out the window crying. I was listening. to the song Become by Beach House. And I'm like crying. I'm like, "Ah." And. then the biker is like, "Chill the go.". He didn't say that, but he started. showing me videos. He saw I was like. crying and was like showing me videos. And then like this [ __ ] ass flight, this. one flight attendant hated the [ __ ] out. of me. Like we're not even taxiing yet. She's like going through the aisles like. we're still parked. And I'm on the phone. with my mom sobbing and I'm like, I just. found out that like I got cheated on and.

and I'm sobbing and she goes, you gotta. get off your phone. Gotta get off your. phone. It's like, okay. So, I hang up. I'm just crying. And then she goes, "Are. you willing to insist in case of an. emergency to your I'm like, "Yes, ma'am." And I just go back to listen. music. And then the. >> You were in the exit row, weren't you? >> I was like behind it. Like I You were. They're asking if you're willing and. able to. >> Well, I wasn't knowledgeable of that. Were you willing and able or no? >> I was like, "What if I just open this. plane door right now?" Any I'm sorry,

bad joke. Anyways, so then she's like. coming around and there's these two guys. in front of me that were like so like. lit like they were taking shots and I. WAS LIKE, "ALL RIGHT, [screaming] ALL. RIGHT." And she's like coming around and. she's like flirting with them low key. She's like, she's got a little accent. and she's like, "Oh, you're going to. drink Titos. You're going to need. pretzels with that. You need bread if. you're drinking." And I'm like sitting. I'm like, "No, Mimosa's in right now.". And I'm like looking at her. I'm staring. at her. I'm like, "Please ask for my. order. Please ask for my order." She. literally looks me in the eyes, turns. around, and walks away. She did that.

three [ __ ] times. Gave these guys. like five Tito shots. I'm like, [gasps and sighs]. just staring at her and just turns. around, looks me in the eyes, and I'm. like, "Fuck you." And then there was. this other flight attendant who was. like, "You want another?" And I was. like, "Yes, please. People are [laughter] going to think I'm. crazy.". >> No, I don't know. Bab, you're. [clears throat] 21, going through a. heartbreak. If anybody has any. >> I loved him. I was in love with Luke. I. was so in love with him. I was so in.

love with him. >> It's okay. [laughter]. >> And it's okay. And guess what? >> I was in love with Luke of. >> Is that actually it? >> You got to believe that [laughter]. [gasps]. real. >> I I just Yeah, I'm 21. I'm going through. heart break and I was in love with him. and you just doxed him. >> Send the bankster. >> We'll bleep it. If. >> he really felt bad, he would have flown. down here and [ __ ] apologized.

>> Oh no. See, don't even put that out. there cuz he's going to do it now. >> He won't because I found out. >> Don't even say stuff like that. It's not. worth it. >> I It's not worth it. >> I'm just sad. >> It's not worth it. It's when it's over. >> I know. That's why That's why that's why. I'm at where I'm at right now. You've. seen me. >> break up like very lately break up with. break up with him 20 times. >> And have I ever acted like this? >> No. >> So that's how you know it's real. >> This is the craziest time. >> cuz I am going through it.

>> But even saying like if he really was. sorry he would fly down basically saying. >> I don't know why I said that. >> that if he did that you guys would end. up back. >> No, I don't know why I said that. >> I don't know. I just don't think that's. worth it. >> It Well, it's not. I I'm finding out. that he's like mad at me about like the. going live and I like he's trying to. switch the whole narrative and now I'm. the villain. Oh my god, I am so sorry. that I found out horrible [ __ ] news. after having the best week of my life. with you and now I'm like sad and crying.

on live. Sorry. What do you think he. thought when he watched back the clips? >> I would pay I would pay real money to. just be a fly on his. >> No, it went like this. He was sleeping. He wakes up and he gets a text. He's. like, "Wait, texted me." She called him. this morning. And then he was like, "Oh, bet. I'm about to crack." And then he. was like, "Hello." And she's like, "Stop." She's like, "So it got really. bad." It got really bad. Kayla went on.

live stream and actually said my name. and yours and we're [ __ ] And then he. was like, "What? No, that's like [ __ ]. up." Like, and then he's stretching. I. see it. And then he's like opening the. curtains and he's like, "All right, let. me call you back. I need to see it." And. then he went on his TikTok for you page. and he saw it and he went, "Oh, fuck.". >> Yeah. Know, Zoe, I'm never on her for. you page. She was like, you're all over. it right now. And I was like, I didn't. mean for this to happen.

>> Oh, I knew it last night when I went to. bed. I was like, when we wake up. tomorrow, someone screen recorded that. >> You need to make like a Finina. >> and then just whenever you have that. impulse, like. >> I need to make a video. live for the. homies. >> I need to make a video and basically as. soon as we finish this episode, I'm I'm. going to go in my car, be like, "Hey. guys, I'm okay. I'm really sad right. now." And just basically explain like, "No need to worry." Because the bop. house is inviting me to go skiing. And. that's how I know I must seem really. [ __ ] up right now because they are.

worried about me. The bop house is. worried about me. Tanojo's worried about. me. Best friends that try to me are. worried about me. >> The sweatshirt kids worried. >> worried about you. everybody else. >> A friend that I'm not even friends with. right now is texting me worried about. you. Or no, a friend that I'm not even. friends with. >> Exfriend, >> but it's all out of love. Like like. everyone loves you so much, Kayla. Everyone's just It's not worried about. It's like uh it's all out of love. We. just want to make sure that you're okay. >> I know. I just feel like I don't like. being like like it's like an. anxietyprovoking cuz I'm like I know I'm.

okay but like I know I'm not presenting. myself to be okay cuz like I'm not okay. but like I'm not going to do anything. bad like you know it's just stressful. >> I just wish I had like Travis Scott. money and like could do like what he did. for Kylie Jenner where like you get home. from the podcast can't walk through the. door just flowers all. >> like that would be like. >> well I just got my birth certificate so. I could get my passport again. We could. go to like somewhere. >> I need to get my passport. >> We'll go together. >> I have all the [ __ ] to get it. >> Somebody stole my passport in Miami. So,

I'm finally getting a new one. >> or lost. >> Throw it in the ocean. >> I might have. It was a really bad day. >> You threw your. >> spring break 2026. >> Fact Miami. Miami. >> Would you come? No, you wouldn't. >> No. >> Why don't you ever. >> I'm just kidding. I would go. >> No, you wouldn't. >> You know, um would you come to another. thing? A lot of people think you were. crashing out about me. >> Nobody thinks that. >> No, >> I want I want to just clear my name real. quick. >> Why would anybody think that? Cuz you.

didn't say Luke's name on the live. stream. So, everyone was like, "Who's. her boyfriend? Is it Jacob?" And I had. to defend. I was fighting for my life in. comment sections. >> And to be fair, the last Tik Tok I. posted was basically saying like. >> I really played into the bit that you. made on that Tik Tok and I was like, >> meanwhile, you were in Nashville. Oh, this is literally me moments before. finding out the hard truth. >> Moments before. >> So, in your TikTok, do you mind just. like throwing it in there that it wasn't. me?

>> You don't? >> Yeah. Somebody said this is a rough 21. Somebody slip up on my shame like some. [ __ ] friend. You're not even there. for your friend. I was like, [ __ ] it. was 4 in the morning. I hit my. >> I hit my little. >> I called your ass. >> I hit my little dab pen. I was watching. Heated Rivalry and I went to bed at. [ __ ] midnight. >> Are people mad at me? >> Who? >> No one's mad at you. >> I'm anxious. Somebody This is a rough. >> Everyone just loves you. It's Nobody's. mad. >> They were like, "Where the [ __ ] were. you?" [laughter].

>> The check-in I feel like should be a. good thing for you. I mean, it's tells. you how many people are in your village. How many people actually give a about. you? >> Yeah. No, I love that it's true. I'm. like, see it in a better output instead. of the negative way. I'm like, yes, it's. out of concern because of something that. may not have been 100% true to how you. feel, >> but like obviously those emotions had to. be let out. You had to go through this. whole process. I feel like it's a canon. event unfortunately to go through this. hard breakup. It's a hard. >> It is. It is. >> It's fine though. You know what's crazy? Have you guys heard of the 19 theory?

>> No. >> Okay, so basically it's like when you. turn 19, you'll meet somebody that will. like ruin your life. When I was 19, I. met Evan. Okay, but get this. So that. was my 19 was Evan. Then I met Luke when. he was 19. So I like redid my 19. heartbreak at the age of 21 because he. was 19. >> Reggie, are you following? >> Yeah. And I've never heard this before, but it's accurate. >> It is accurate. 19 heartbreak is real as. hell. And I just went through it because. he was 19. So I was his 19 heartbreak,

but he was really in reality my 19. heartbreak because I definitely loved. him more than he loved me. >> Oh. Richie, did you get your heart. shattered when you were 19? >> Of course. It's an awful time. That. That's Yeah, of course. I mean, 19year-olds ever. But that's the thing, Gayla. It's like everyone just loves you. and we're here for you and we just want. to make sure that you're okay. I. wouldn't be Don't be anxious like you. didn't do anything wrong. You're doing. everything right. You're just expressing. emotions and you're learning and riding. the. >> riding the wave. >> Riding the wave. But we just want to. make sure that you're okay. And we just.

want to let you know like you don't got. to go live stream. You could call Jacob. or me or anyone OR. >> JACOB LITERALLY WAS [laughter] THERE. right until that's why I was like, "What. the [ __ ] is she doing?". >> It was one bottle of wine that made me. act like that. >> I didn't even drink. I I was like, >> I didn't even drink the champagne that. Noah had. It was that one bottle of. wine. I was maybe halfway through by the. time you guys left. Maybe. I feel like. it's not even the 19 theory. It's when. you hit 21, your 21 birthday theory. Cuz. like every single person I know at their.

21st. >> You want to hear my theory? Can you guys. hear my [laughter] theory? It's the. Gasperilla theory. I am always getting. my heart broken right around I broke up. with Evan on Gasperilla. Like ended it. completely on Gasparilla. And I knew the. day that I dated started dating Luke. I. was like I know that the time Gasperilla. rolls around something's going to. happen. And I [ __ ] knew it because my. curse is Gasparilla. Gasparilla will. always leave me single high and dry. And. it's like you need to [ __ ] hose. I'm not. going to [ __ ] hose but it's like it.

wants me to. >> Does that mean like [clears throat] not. go to Gasparilla? I think I. >> [ __ ] time I got I will [laughter]. I will like have her in a [ __ ]. wheelchair. >> Maybe when I like am like so locked in I. might have to be No. Cuz if the cur if. they're the right one they'll break the. curse. >> You're right. You're right. >> Right. >> Because I literally for the past 3 years. I literally go through a breakup this. time of the year. Like New Year's. happens Gasperilla and then I'm like I'm. cut. It's like every every time every. time.

>> Mine. >> No yours is like around your birthday. >> It is around my birthday. Your birthday. is always your like But you made it. through. You You broke the curse this. year. So, >> yippee. >> Makes fun of you. >> I'm sorry. >> Makes fun of us. [laughter]. >> I got broken up with on my birthday. Like, Gavin, we're done. >> Wait, can I say this? Oh, yeah. When we. broke up, like right before Christmas, it was on my birthday. It was at 11:30. 30 minutes before my birthday, we broke. up. In a later episode, I will like when.

I'm healed like really explain things. because I do think it's important and. like Jacob said this to me like a few. weeks ago that like stuck with me and he. was like you like broke up with Evan and. like you've like I don't it was. something about like you like show that. like you don't need like a shitty man. with you like you did that with Evan so. like you can't be doing it with Luke. because like you're staying with. somebody that [ __ ] you over. Like I. don't know. It was just it like stuck. with me. And so I do want to like I just. like I feel like that's why I'm like. being so open about it too is because.

like I just it's normal. It's just. normal and it's life and like I've made. a lot of videos talking about my. ex-boyfriend and that helped a lot of. people. So even though this wasn't an. abusive relationship at all and I was in. love with him and I thought everything. was going to work out, it's still a. normal thing and I feel like people. should know because you know what's. crazy? Alex Earl made a video last night. right before I think this is what made. me go live. I was scrolling on TikTok. right before I went live and I saw Alex. Earl posted at like midnight or no maybe. like 1 a.m. last night of her crying in.

bed and she was like, "I feel so sad. right now being alone and it was like. about Braxton and she was just like. crying in bed and I was like, "Oh my. god." Like it's it's real. It happens. >> Wait, who's Braxton? >> Her ex-boyfriend, the NFL player. Yeah. She I was like, "Oh my god." And then I. think literally right after. >> Oh, we talked about Braxton. >> Yeah, we did. >> And how she's now with Tom Brady or I. don't know if. >> is awful. What. >> do you see? Uh, I'm like, "Yeah, she's. fine. I wonder when she'll be mine." She. walked past like, >> "Why was he in jail?".

>> For selling drugs. >> The soda. >> Oh, I wonder what he was selling. >> He was No, I think it said like hard. drugs. >> Oh, Freddy. What? >> But he just got freed from jail. So did. Vitali. He got out of prison in the. Philippines after spending nine months. >> Wasn't he just sent to a Russian prison. now, though? >> What did he do? >> Really? No. No. He But did you see the. videos of him? I didn't see all the but. I thought he just got sent out of. >> you look up the video says I'm free. I'm. free. >> Why do you go to jail?

>> This one says that he was in jail in the. Philippines but now he has been deported. to Russia and I assumed that he was. still in jail in Russia. >> Explain the um I think he was filming a. prank right in the Philippines and then. he got put in prison there. >> No way. >> I actually. >> Who's this? I thought uh this is Vitali. He's a pranky. [laughter]. >> Kayla doesn't even know who Vitali is. >> Like who is this guy who's like. >> he's a OG. Anyways, this was a very.

interesting episode. >> Kayla, we care about you. We hope you're. okay. >> Thank you guys. I love you guys and I. love everybody at home watching and I. promise that I am okay. >> Uhoh. >> I will crash out again probably. Maybe, but it's okay. And that's part of life. And so what? So what? >> If you see no photos from today, it's. because I didn't want to monetize off of. Kayla's sadness. That's why. THANK YOU. PIECE [screaming] OF [ __ ]. >> YOU KNOW WHO LIKES TO monetize off my.

[ __ ] sadness? [crying]. >> Jacob, pick up the phone. She's busy. >> NO, I'M NOT. He's busy little bro. >> Anyways, that's a good way to end this. episode. >> That's crazy. >> I love you guys. >> You can wear my sweatshirt.

>> and you can tell your friends we'll be. together till the end. Girl, you can. wear my sweatshirt. Subscribe. [sighs]. >> [laughter].