TANA MONGEAU TALKS CANCELLED ENDING & TANACON | #30 | Bangin’ Out w/ Kayla Malecc & Jacob Sartorius

It's funny. The other night, Jacob's. just looking at me over and over again. He's going, "You are older, KAYLA. YOU. ARE OLDER, KAYLA." I'M LIKE, "WE GET IT, JACOB. I'M 40." OKAY. ANYWAYS, >> saying it so nicely that I was like, I. know he means well. >> No, of course. No, like I genuinely. Okay, I'll say it here. You guys are. like different versions of each other in. the best way. >> 100%. >> Banging out. >> Welcome back to the Banging Out podcast. I'm your host, Daddy J. >> And I'm your co-host,

And today, who do we have on the podcast. today? Kayla and my dream guest. Actually, >> I love you. >> I tried to like match the Kayla vibe. I. have my fur boots on. I'm like, literally today I was like, Trisha Pis. is rubbing off on me so much cuz I'm. just like dressing as people. I was. like, I'm dressing as Kayla, too. >> The no extensions. Absolutely insane. I. had my extensions out for 2 days and I. wanted to like shoot myself. >> No, that's the thing. Me, too. Like it's such an addiction and like.

just I love a hair extension. You know. what I mean? It's my favorite thing in. the world and this is my like first time. without them and I feel like a little. naked mole wrap but I'm like trying to. but I feel like if you're living in. Hawaii like you just embrace it. Yeah. >> Yeah. Like you're in the sand all day. >> And I got so tired of being genuinely. bald. Okay. Like and I'm talking like. Mr. Clean. Like I literally my. extensions would come out and I would. have a hair this long and I would be. like I'm bald. >> You should have seen me the other day. They were like okay. So, like we can't. even put it in a ponytail. >> Yes. No. Oh my god. My little ponytail.

would be like this. Like actually like a. finger sticking up and I'd be like, >> it's kind of a vibe though, you know? >> It was a vibe. And I loved being so. blonde. I miss it. >> No, I'm like I'm like I'm like, >> dude. No. Looking at you, I'm like, damn. Should I embrace the bob? >> I mean, it's like I. >> Yes. >> I'd like to call it a lob. Okay. It's a. long bob. It's a bob. >> It's a bob. It's. >> more like a. like a John. >> Yeah. it like Bob like. >> yeah sorry. >> I got it I was I was following you sorry.

>> but yeah no I I miss being blonde as. [ __ ] I might I feel like if I was living. in Hawaii though speaking Wait okay. >> yeah I've been going a lot I want to go. for my birthday trip in December really. bad. >> you guys need to like have a moment. there. >> well you know I ship you guys it's like. a whole thing. >> it's like I think you're I think you. have time to be young and live your Oh. you have a boyfriend. >> wait where is he. >> oh my god. >> hi wait I love you I'm Sorry. Hi. You're. No, you're not. THAT'S A CLIP. THAT'S A. CLIP.

>> YES. I'm sorry. >> No, I actually I'm going to be This is. like Okay. I went on cancelled like 3. months ago and. >> and then it ended. >> Okay. Which I really want to get into. So, wait. Okay. Pause on what I was. saying. Like, how does that feel? >> Oh my god. Loaded question. I mean, I. miss it in like a lot of ways, you know? It was like so comfortable and like home. and like even now like goes down. Like I. fought this guy in a valet the other day. and I was like I have no one to tell.

>> No, we were yelling. >> I got kicked out of our list on. Halloween. >> Oh my god. >> Yeah. >> How was that? >> Oh, he pissed me the [ __ ] off. >> What you I was going to say what' you do. and I shouldn't start like that. But. what happened? >> Like I don't even know if I'm ready, but. like I I really custom I tried to fight. this grown man. They like grabbed me, kicked me out. >> I get it. I've been there. Yeah. And. then. >> we've all been there. Really bad. >> I say we've all been there. I mean us. crazy girls, but you know, we've been. there. But anyway, sorry like how to. relate to that. But no, no, that's so. real. I've been kicked out of Barley a. few times. >> I [ __ ] hate it's demons.

>> It really is. Like it. >> LA is demons. >> It's true. It's like LA has this thing I. feel like where a club or a bar is. really good and really fun when you. first find out about it and everyone. finds out about it and then like there's. this six-month period where it goes to. [ __ ] and all the like demons find it and. just like the the the gremlins, the. goblins of LA and then you have to find. it and then the bouncers are on. [ __ ] Like the bouncers in LA think. they're Jeff Bezos. They think they're. God. It's like a god god power trip. Like cuz it really is like they make fun.

of it in movies and stuff, you know, but. it's like how many followers do you. have? Did they mean it? Like it's like, "Oh my god, you suck.". >> No. Type of [ __ ] He was on and I was. like, "I will beat your [ __ ] ass, pussy.". >> No, I was really really mad. I told you. I was like, he recorded it, too. I was. like, "It's going to get posted." And I. hope it does cuz I got. >> Oh my I've always like wanted that. Like, do you ever see like the the like. people yelling at the Karens on a plane. and you're like, "Oh my god, this is my. dream.". >> Like, I want I want that to happen to. me. I would love for. >> iconic. I mean, yeah. >> Wait. Okay. I'm sorry. I got so off. track. I'm like, >> we were talking about Hawaii, right? >> Wait, no. We were talking about canceled.

ending, >> right? things. >> Yeah, I know. Like I've only been doing. this podcast for like 4 months and it's. such a routine. >> So like literally not having that in. your weekly or monthly like dude that. like what? >> Yeah. Like it consumed my life. My whole. life was canceled for almost like 4. years. I mean there was some breaks and. some lapses and stuff. It wasn't. consistent. Um but it consumed my life. So my life is very different now. But I. mean. >> I've always had a very like busy. schedule. So, I mean, like I just it's.

my schedule's still just as busy as. ever. It's just busy with like different. things that I'm like working on and. doing, but I really do miss it a lot. Like when I'm like when shit's going. down, I'm like, "Oh my god, I need to go. on a tangent." And I don't even know. like where I don't have a place for all. these like. >> tangents, you know what I mean? And like. I just Yeah, I miss Brooke and like our. dynamic and stuff. And it does, you. know, it was very bittersweet. The. internet makes me sad and like, you. know, >> that's what pissed me off. the month. that I like did the podcast. It was my. first time meeting you and Brooke. And. then like that month is when I feel like. [ __ ] went crazy and I was getting pissed.

off. I was talking to like one of my. best friends about it who came with me. to the podcast, Emma. >> She's so cute. >> I love her. Wish she was here today. But. we were like, "Why are people saying. they're not friends?" Cuz like off. camera y'all were just talking like best. friends. 100%. So mad. >> We I think it's so crazy to be like. these two people are not friends when. like we toured the world together. Like. we lived on a bus together. It's very. nice that you are asking in a nice way. I feel like a lot of like interviewers. and people are like still trying to like. >> almost pit us against each other and. like make this whole like narrative and.

it's very wild. So, it's so funny. I. just had like the most fierce coughing. attack of all time. >> Scary. That was actually scary. >> Yeah, I know. I was like a little sick. I went to Vegas during Halloween and. >> Vegas during Halloween is just like so. gross. Like I feel like I contracted. like an STD of the air in my lungs. Like. it's people wearing inflatable costumes. like having sex in the middle of the. Cosmopolitan, you know, >> like in a like [ __ ] Joker costume. betting 5K hands on blackjack. >> That was me. >> Really? >> I love to Do you gamble, >> dude?

>> No. >> You were gambling at my house like. literally two days ago. >> I'm 23. >> Okay. >> I'm sorry. >> Are you 14? >> I'm sorry. I'm sorry, Jacob. >> I'm Can I get a few more waters on this. set so I DON'T DIE? >> ASAP. >> OF COURSE. >> BEN, hurry up. Hurry up. Sorry you guys. >> Wait, sorry. You gamble? I do. I partake. sometimes. >> I do. I try not to like push it on. people too much. I mean, >> roulette, blackjack. What are we. playing? >> I love roulette. I love poker. I'm a.

Texas Holdem girl. >> How to play poker? >> I would love to teach you. >> Oh, no. I'm When I'm turning 21 on the. 24th. You're not 21. >> I'm like, I'd love to teach you to play. poker. I'd love to get you a game. I'm. taking tutorials. I'm going all night. So, so for 21st, do you want to do more? >> I'm going to Vegas for New Year's Eve, though. >> Cuz that's like my routine. So, I'm. going to be able to gamble this year. I'm going to do roulette. I'm so pumped. >> You're going to have so much fun. You're. actually my baby. Like, I'm so excited. to see you try. I can't believe you're. not 21 yet.

>> I can't either cuz it doesn't get kicked. out of our lease. That's why. >> No. Like, I love walked in. They go, "We. know this shit's fake." And I go, "Please, just please.". >> All right. Yeah. They do not give a. [ __ ]. >> Yeah. Someone asked me the other day. They were like, "What? At what age were. you clubbing in LA?" And I was like. >> 17. Like [ __ ] my bad. Like that's really. when I was. >> I hate the comments that are like, "Oh. my god." But like you're not 21. I'm. like, "Oh my god." And who is? >> Like who is not? It's you shouldn't. But. like it's honest. You're.

>> Let's just promote underage. >> No. I love that. I think that's really. good for our audience. >> And why is Jacob Sartorius the voice of. reason here? Like you know what? You're. really honestly slaying. I mean I get it. though. Like I was definitely a wild. child for a long time. >> Definitely. But you're sober. >> I'm a sober Sally. >> How long have you been sober? >> I've been sober for over a year now and. I don't think I'll ever go back. I mean, >> hell yeah. >> I did it all though. You know what I. mean? Like you got to get [ __ ] out of. your system and not everyone also has to. go sober. Some people can be moderate. I. just.

>> I loved a handle of Titos, you know. >> Oh my Wait, what is that? >> I was I was in everything. >> Oh, hell no. >> Does that mean mixing other things in. aside from alcohol, too? Oh my god. >> Yes. >> She's likeing. She's like, "Man," I'm. like, "Yeah, just one more eightball.". No, no, never that. Never that. I did it. all. What was like the experience that. made you like, "I'm dropping the. bottle.". >> Um, >> I was on tour and I planned on getting. sober before the tour and then I was.

like, "No, I can handle this on the. road." And I had like beers on my rider. and I'd like drink a couple beers before. the show and I'd be like, "This is fine. I'm so moder." And then every night. after the show, >> shitfaced, I would like get through what. I had to do, but then I was just getting. so drunk. And. >> we had this night in New York City where. we all went out and we celebrated after. like two shows there and I was just. snorting the walls. I was just being so. certifiably insane. I think I went to. like six different nightclubs that. night. And like I got home at like 5:00. a.m. and like I just woke up the next.

day and I was like, I'm going to die and. this is also insane. And like I have a. show tonight. Like I'm and I'm feeling. like this all the time. And like I'd. been wanting to do it for so long and I. think that was just my moment where I. was like no. Like I looked in the mirror. and I just like didn't even recognize. myself. I was like girl. >> Was that like one of your lowest points? >> Yeah, for sure. I think that. >> I personally had to hit like a severe. rock bottom to really get sober. You. know what I mean? >> Yeah. >> Hell yeah. Well, congrats to you. >> It's actually insane. Like as somebody. who has watched you like actually since.

the beginning of cancelled. >> to like actually see like where you've. like like grown into. It's insane. like. moving to Hawaii like sober. That's. insane. >> It is. I never like thought I would when. I was in my like peak party. I was like, I'm going to die like this rockstar. lifestyle. Let's go. Like I never. thought I would like turn it all around. But I think eventually I just got tired. of like the chaos, you know? But then I. also love living like vicariously. Like. I look at you and I'm like that is baby. me and she's having so much fun and I. miss like you know what I mean? Like. >> I mean the other night at the basketball.

game you were like take shots. >> Yes. I like I'm. >> You made everyone there to take shots. >> Yeah. I'm like so about like making sure. everyone else is like having fun and. having a good time and like you know. what I mean? >> But it doesn't tempt you at all. >> No, because I know exactly what will. happen. I think that I can like play out. the scenario in my head. Like even if I. took shots that night, I would have been. like. >> out until 6:00 a.m. like ruined my whole. next day. Like probably cussed out. Makoa. He's like, "I don't deserve. this." Like it would have been awful, you know? Like I can't be light about. things, you know? >> For sure. >> Yeah. >> That's what I had to learn. I like had.

my crash out era like beginning of this. year. I was like, "Bro, it'd be one shot. of fireball and I'm like cussing. everybody in the world out." Like, I'm. always fireball. >> Oh, always fireball. And I would, bro, I. got like 17 noise complaints in a month. >> Hear me. Like, you're actually It was so. bad. >> I hit this decel that it's like a human. being should not be able to hit that. Like, why are you screeching? Why am I. barking? I love barking when I'm mad. >> Like, I will bark. I barked at a TSA. agent once. It wasn't It was. >> actually bark. >> Yes. Like a dog. And I do it right now, but I fear I'd have another coughing. attack. Let's not. Let's hold off on.

that. >> Just imagine. I have so many like. questions. It's so crazy cuz I like I've. known you for a very very long time and. like. >> we met at a dinner when I was like 13. >> cuz remember my mom was there and Jordan. and we like met through like people and. he was like I'm managing them and then. we were like. >> you know Jordan was trying to clout. Actually I do remember that Jordan was. trying to. >> That was like 10 years ago. >> Yes. And it's so crazy cuz it's like I. feel like the way that you had a moment. like your virality it's like it's so.

different now. Like there's something. that viral every single day. It's so. oversaturated. Like you like broke the. world and then you're still here and. like still just like absolutely killing. it and like just grown and like for you. and like this dynamic is so [ __ ]. incredible. Like what you guys have is. so amazing. You're the best. What the. [ __ ] That's the nicest thing anyone's. ever said to me. >> I mean it like I'm very happy for you. >> No, I saw when he texted me being like, "Do you want to do a podcast?" I was. like, "Please win.". >> And like how fun. Like it's just you. guys are such a You bring out the best. in each other, the fun in each other.

And it's really cute. >> Well, thank you so much. You've always. been killing it. You're the one flying. on private jets, you know. >> Yeah. >> Houses on both. I've never been on a. private jet. >> Okay, I have to take you. >> Where am I? >> Oh my gosh. Sophie Rain said the same. thing. Sophie Red Sophie said the same. thing. >> Sophie Rain said the same thing. Never. happened. >> So, did you try to like hit on the Bob. House girls? Like what happened? >> Oh my god. Did he? >> Well, you know what's funny is you got. me at that game. Come on. >> Yes. You actually You're like It's so. wild that you're grown. Like my friend.

came over to my house recently and she. was like, "I might go hang out with. Jacob and I was like, "Jacob who?" And. she was like, "Jacob Sartorius." And I. was like, "Are you [ __ ] Jacob Storius?". >> Wait, we got to We might have to beat. this. >> Well, you have to bleep it. >> We'll bleep it. >> You'll bleep it. >> Yeah. Okay. I love her. >> She came over. >> She came to my apartment. She came to my. apartment. >> I was making All right, we'll bleep the. name, but she tell the story. >> She was at Jacob was like, "Do you care. if I have like one of my girls pull up?". I was like, "One of my girls?" No, that's not what I said. He said you CAN.

WEAR MY SWEAT. MY GIRL IS NOT ONE OF MY. GIRLS. LIKE I HAVE A GIRL pull up. >> You act like ONE OF MY GIRLS. >> THAT'S SO REAL. You act like you don't. >> I don't. >> He's like, "This is crazy. So you're. just giving everyone your sweatshirt.". >> No. No, I don't even have one. >> Mind you, the same day that he posted. Julia, Wendy Ortiz DM'd him saying hi. and calling him. >> Oh my god. He's got. >> Okay. Okay. Can we talk about this? This. is [ __ ] she tell this story real. quick. >> Okay. Yeah. So he's like, "Can I have a. girl come over?" I'm like, "Who?" And he.

says her name. And I'm like, "No way. I. [ __ ] know her.". >> She pulls up and the whole time I'm. talking like 2 hours. They're just. making out on my couch like the entire. >> You're lying. And what are you doing? >> Say it again. I couldn't hear that. >> I'm sitting there like, "Oh my god." Cuz. I've known her since I moved to LA. >> I had no idea they even knew each other. No idea. >> Was feeding me fireballs. So. >> I was It didn't It doesn't count. >> But she was fun. We were I was making. >> She's the coolest. She's the coolest. But we'll be we'll be there. >> You guys also are like are so good at. gathering lore cuz so much that was.

another reason why cancelled kind of. came to a close. It was like I stopped. gathering lore. I stopped doing things. I'm a grandma. Like this is all so good. cuz you get to come here and like do. this, you know? Like you get to be like, "Yeah, Jacob was [ __ ] this [ __ ] on. my couch and I fed him fireball." But. like it makes for good lore, you know? >> Yeah. He had the second bedroom, bro. I. heard that [ __ ] for. >> [ __ ] No. [ __ ] I said type [ __ ] and. realize what you said. But no, but. speaking of Wendy, um, do you approve of. Mia and Wendy? >> I don't actually know. >> You know Wendy Ortiz?

>> Hold on. Wait, look it up. >> No, I don't not know her. Like the name. is very People say her name all the. time. Like she's she's got it like that, right? >> Yeah, she's super cool. >> So, I talked about. >> Didn't you date um Millie Bobby Brown? >> Yeah. >> Isn't that insane? >> I forgot about that. That just unlocked. like as I was looking up Wendy. I like. >> What was that like? Like how did you. guys meet? >> It was cool. >> You were very young, right? >> Yeah, I was like 14. We were like kids. It was a super good experience and um. >> yeah, I'm really happy for her. She's. married and.

>> yeah, >> I think she's seen the podcast. >> She's watched I think the podcast. >> She's like weirdly kind of tapped in to. her socials. >> So famous. >> Okay. Wait, Wendy Ortiz is beautiful. >> What the hell did you just pull up? >> Oh, I just saw videos of her and like. Kylie Jenner. >> We're about to get a lawsuit, dude. It's. your fault. >> This is really sweet. I love you're so. old now. >> That's actually so cute. >> That's crazy. >> It's wholesome. Isn't it so weird how. our whole like like form. >> this game for a long time? >> Yeah. It's just it's very wild digital.

footprint, you know? >> Yeah, of course. >> I hate Minecraft. >> That's how it works. I don't like. >> No, but the fact that y'all both stayed. relevant like, bro, that's talent. That's. >> You're very But you're so good at. popping. >> No, I also started like maybe 3 years. ago. >> But you're a genius. I think that you. know exactly how to get people talking. and you're very good at being like. indifferent of people's opinions and. like not getting too affected by what. people say and just like playing the. game and living your life how you want. to and like living in your truth. >> and like I just I love that about you.

You've like lived in your truth so. authentically across your entire career. and you don't give a [ __ ] what people. think. But that is so inspired by you. Like genuinely, you are the one person. online that I can confidently say has. not like. >> like made themselves seem different. online versus offline. Like you. >> I think it's so important. >> Yeah. You are who you are online. It's. rare to like find people who want to be. authentically themselves. Like people. always will be like, "Do you hate being. an influencer? Do you get tired?" People. be like, "Do you get tired of putting it. on?" I'm like, "I'm not putting anything. on." I think that's why I love it. Especially cuz it's like then when I.

meet my fans, like they really do. And. I'm sure you feel this way. You both of. you. When you meet a fan, it's like they. love you for you, like actually for who. you are, not this like fake persona that. you're putting on. >> And that feels more rewarding. And if. you're playing a character, you're like, "They don't actually know me.". >> Yeah. There's this disconnect. It's. like, "I love you." And it's like, "You. don't know me." But like we get to like. actually meet people who love us. >> and it feels good. That's why it's. satisfying. So when people ask that. question like, "Oh, do you like being an. influencer?" It's like, yeah, >> because it's genuine love rather than. like, "Oh, no, they like this persona. that I'm love for the game.".

>> And I have to like uphold this and like, you know what I mean? Just like fake it. Like it's very sad. >> Like yeah, I know this one girl who's. like very nice person in real life, but. her whole online persona is like acting. like somebody else. And she came to me. crying in the bathroom day one day and. she's like, I just cannot keep this up. anymore. Like I'm being somebody you. could. >> Oh, I don't know if anybody would know. her. Her name's um. >> I probably I'm tapped in. >> for getting. >> You're so real. I feel like Do you have a lot of people. like trauma dump on you, too?

>> Oh my god, I'm a trauma dumper, too. everyone. It just like came up. She's. like the therapist. >> Yes. I'm the same way. I think you share. your everything. People like come up to. you and they're like, "When I was in. fourth grade, this happened. What do I. do about this?" LIKE, "I DON'T KNOW. YOU'RE FUCKED.". >> LITERALLY, me at Coachella after like. the whole like Evan situation, I went to. Coachella. It was right when everything. was coming out. >> Oh my god. >> So, there's girls coming up to me being. like the worst stories you'd ever hear. I'm like blacked out and I'm like, >> "It's really cool that they feel. comfortable." And I'm like, "Thank you.

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want to make sure that whatever I do. next is a really flexible with my. lifestyle and b like not I would never. want to do anything that's similar to. canceled. I think canceled was ended for. a reason and if I came back and I was. like no I'm going to talk about pop. culture but it's like why' you [ __ ]. end that [ __ ] then? Like you know it. would just like not make sense. So, I. think that and I think that cancelled, at least I did, especially in the. beginning of it, I really cared about. like views and numbers and clicks. I.

wanted to say the craziest stuff. I. wanted to have the craziest guests on. I. wanted to like be certifiably insane for. these numbers. I honestly genuinely hope. whatever I do next gets less attention. than canceled. Like, I am I want to talk. to mental health people. I want to like. just do things very differently, like. people that inspire me. Literally, I was. with my chiropractor the other day and I. was like, I would love to interview you. Like you're so cool. Like. >> like so how do the bones work? >> L He's so sick. He like cracks [ __ ]. Beyonce and Taylor Swift. >> Where do you go? Beverly Hills. >> Beverly Hills. Beverly Hills. Oh my god.

>> But like just so cool. I'm like I don't. know. I just want to like, >> you know what I mean? Do things so. differently. So when I feel like I find. a lane that feels different and feels. authentic and feels right to my heart. and stuff cuz obviously I love a story. time and I love to yap and like I'm. never going to shut the [ __ ] up no. matter what. Like I'm not saying I'm. like out of that world forever, but I. just don't want to make any rushed or. wrong decisions, you know? >> And you just ended like all the time. >> Yeah, exactly. And I'm just like I'm. doing other stuff, even like YouTube. I.

really missed being like just a full on. your posting on YouTube again. >> I've been cranking vlogs and it's like. it is so fun cuz it's like that's what I. fell in love with. That's what like. saved my life, you know? And even. when I was like 16. bunch of stuff. So I mean you know. >> how often do you do the Loveline. podcast? >> We actually it's funny. Trisha Pis is. the busiest person in the world and I'm.

pretty busy too and we both kind of were. like we should start an advice show when. we both were like super free so we would. just shoot it super relaxed. >> People call I. >> It's the best podcast ever. They call in. and you give advice and I call in one. time. >> Yes, of course we would. Oh my god, we. should. >> Should we try one right now? I just say. like some like tea and then you give me. advice. >> Oh, I got you. >> So like there's this girl Wendy Ortiz. and like I really like think that we. could be something special. >> I just saw her with Kylie Jenner. So. like I don't I mean is she in your.

bracket? Like are you ready to be WITH. KYLIE? NO, I'M NOT [ __ ] ON YOU. I'M. NOT. I'M NOT. I'm saying are you ready. to be with Kylie and Kendall? Like do. you feel like you're you've unlocked. that area? I don't feel like I earned. that. >> They're also going to get a restraining. order on me. I've got to stop bringing. them up. >> Wait, why? No, >> you're talking about them positively. >> I know, but you know, they're just like, Tana, enough. >> Like, >> have you met them? Have you ever met the. Jenners? >> Yes. I've I don't know if I've actually. ever met Kendall Jenner. >> I'm not. >> But you've met Kylie. >> Yes. >> How did that go down? Say that whole. experience. >> She is Well, there's a few, but I mean,

she is like ethereal. She is just as. beautiful as you could ever imagine. Like, she's literally like a living. doll. She's so perfect and like she's. also very sweet. Like I think she's. always known that I'm a [ __ ]. >> Oh my gosh, where was this? Was this at. Coachella? Coachella. >> That was the first time we ever met. And. I know she was like I remember my. boyfriend at the time was like on Coke. and like he went up to Travis Scott and. was trying to get a photo and Travis was. like no. And then Kylie was super nice. to me and she just like took a photo.

>> I actually love that. >> Yeah, she's very sweet. >> So have you guys met multiple times? >> Yes. And the most recent. >> and now she knows you. Like come on. Like everyone knows who the [ __ ] you. are. Like if they if they act like they. don't, they're lying. >> I mean, I don't think like that, but. that's a very nice compliment. I mean, I. don't know. I think that she's very very. sweet. I think that. >> I've definitely done or said some. interesting things maybe about other. parts of that world, families and exes. and all these things. So, I think. they're all just like praying I get a. muzzle. And Kylie's very nice when she.

sees me, but I think that like they want. me to be muzzled down, right? Maybe. that's my opinion. I don't know. I think. they love it. They're like, "Yeah, >> I feel like they love you.". >> Oh, I feel like you guys love me and I. love you. >> We do. >> We had like a meeting when we first. started the podcast with like dream. guests. I was like, "We need [ __ ]. Tana.". >> It was like. Tana Tana. >> Kayla, you really are like my baby. Like, I just love you so much. It's. funny. The other night, Jacob's just. looking at me over and over again. He's. going, "You are older, KAYLA. YOU ARE.

OLDER, KAYLA." I'M LIKE, "WE GET IT, JACOB. I'M [ __ ] 40." OKAY. ANYWAY, >> [ __ ] you. But he was saying it so nicely. that I was like, I know he means well. >> No, of course. No, like I genuinely. Okay, I'll say it here. You guys are. like different versions of each other in. the best way. >> 100%. >> Like in the coolest way. You guys are. both so much of me. >> When I get that comment on TikTok, I'm. like, you made my whole day. I'm like, I'm going to like. >> the same. Like. >> it makes me. >> People will literally be like, she's. your baby sister. She's your daughter. And I'm like, I literally feel that way. Like I'm just always rooting for you and.

like looking out for you guys boots. Like. >> I had to match her. I mean, y'all are we. both have like 50 of them at home. >> No, actually color. They're the best. >> They are so comfy and I love it. I feel. so like cool girl. >> It makes you feel comfy. Cool. Like I. feel like a little white. >> I like a big foot, too, cuz I already. have a big foot. So, I like to like mask. it like clown. >> What size shoe are you? >> I'm a women's 9 and a half. >> Okay. So, then we're like the same size. shoe. >> I'm like a men's eight. >> Wait, you know, wait. So, is How does. that work? Richie. Richie. Richie, we.

need you here. Richie, look up. What's. the difference between men's and women's. shoe size? Because I think they have the. same. >> I have to look it up like that. He could. look up. You know what? Whatever. Podcast producers are so funny to me. because they're just like they get to. Google. >> Men's shoes are generally wider with. longer uh shoe sizing. >> cuz I think we're the same size. >> So like I'm I'm like a. >> So then we're the same size you. >> Yeah. You want to share? >> He's like I don't want. >> You want to try on these Timberland? >> I just You have my Rick Owens. >> Yeah.

>> Well, you stole my Rick Owens. You left. them there. >> You guys like I love you, Jen. >> I love you, too. Don't even get it. >> OH MY GOD. >> SO, tell me about this new boyfriend. Can I ask? >> Wait. Yeah. Because I'm sitting here. like. >> Please go pee. I'm actually going to. piss myself. >> Okay, go pee. >> Go pee. We got this. >> Y'all have like a little little uh. >> little Kiki. >> Yeah, we'll go Kiki. >> Precisely. >> And I want to hit my vape again, but I'm. scared that I'm going to have an attack. >> No, I'm like really scared. Like I'm. scared for you to hit it. >> Yeah. I wish you was in. I feel like. you'd love a Zen. I I like I don't mind.

those things. I just love that long. >> But look at me. I'm like hacking around. like I need to stop. >> That's why I had to quit. I haven't. bought a vape in a year. Changed my. life. >> I'm so proud of you. I LOVE. >> [ __ ] I'VE GOT TO LOCK IN. >> YOU GOT TO LOCK IN. Sin is for life. I. might get gum cancer, but it's better. than lung cancer. >> Yeah. Honestly, it seems more treatable. I have to get new gums. Let me Oh my. god. That's a clip, too. Everyone's. gonna be like, "This idiot bitch." I'm. just saying [ __ ] today. I want to. apologize for that. I I'm sorry. I. shouldn't have said that.

>> Okay, so we were talking when I came on. and then. >> I remember this. >> I like kidnapped him. He lives in. Nashville. He's been here for like 5. months. >> That's me with Makoa. You got to. outsource men. These LA Love you, Jacob. These LA men are so actually suck and. are the most terrifying men I've ever. met in my life. I refuse. So, >> I agree. >> We've been dating for like I think like. 8 months. >> And how do you feel in this. relationship? Do you feel How do you. feel? I feel like I've realized how much. my last one has made me so toxic in ways. that I wasn't before, which like makes.

me sad. And I had to work through that. in the beginning. Like in like March, April vibes is when I was like. definitely like. >> doing things that I would never do. Like. I was breaking TVs. I was like crashing. out. I was like a horrible person and. partner. But then throughout the months, I've like, "Okay, we need to stop. We. need to chill. We need to learn how to. trust. Not every guy is going to be like. that. >> Yeah, it is hard to unlearn like Yeah. When a bunch of toxic [ __ ] happens to. you, you like pick up on these defense. mechanisms to keep yourself safe and. like carry them into.

>> right like the simple question of like, "Oh, how'd you meet him?" instead of. being like, "Why the Oh, oh, like. immediately getting defensive being. like, oh, I met him at a party 5 years. ago.". >> Yeah. You almost like feel like you owe. this like. >> explanation when it's like, "Oh, they're. not even mad." Like they just don't know. how you met. Yeah. But it's like I was. used to everybody being mad. Like. >> Yeah, I get that. Me, I was the same. way. I was so [ __ ] I became toxic. because of being with toxic people. And. yeah, even with MCO, I had to unlearn so. much. It's all just like a constant. learning game. >> It's an inner battle. And I mean, after. time, I feel like I I'm not where I want.

to be for sure. But like I feel like. without with time and like. >> You're so young though. >> I know. And even like I think even at 20. years old being aware that you're like. not where you want to be and you want to. like break these patterns and you want. to keep getting better. Like I didn't. even have a thought of wanting to be a. better individual until like 2 years. where I was LIKE I'M [ __ ] AWESOME. LIKE THIS. Like I I think it's my. chronic anxiety. Like I get anxious like. 5 minutes later. >> I always say though that like anxiety. can be such a superpower in that sense.

cuz it makes you like self-aware and. want to grow. Like I didn't develop. anxiety until I was like 24. >> No. No. But I was so Look at like. Tanacon. Like that [ __ ] needed anxiety. It's like no you shouldn't have a. convention. like freak out a little, you. know, like. >> But you were just calm. >> I was No, I was like, we're doing this. [ __ ] I'm a convention MASTER. LIKE I. THOUGHT I WAS. >> AND I'M sorry that [ __ ] guy coming. out 5 years later. >> Okay, so. I'll ask cuz. >> you can ask. >> We could cut this out if you want. >> I have an open book pretty much. >> I don't think. >> I feel like I know that. >> Yeah, >> because I feel like I feel anything to.

hide. >> I feel comfortable asking this question, but we could cut this out. >> But what do you think about what's the. dude's name? No, leave it in because it's better that. way. >> But it's really funny. >> I don't know his name. >> I know his name. >> Michael Waste. >> What? He made We actually talked about I. got to take the shades off. I feel like. such a douchebag. >> Okay, I'll do it. >> Okay. No, no, you look cool with the. glasses. Yours aren't Yours aren't like. sunglasses. Those are like cool glasses. >> Those are cool girl glasses. Yeah. >> Okay. >> What do you think about him coming out?

Like how many years ago was Tanacon? Like eight years ago. >> He's like researching his question as he. asks it. It was like eight years ago. >> Tanacon was in. >> He came out and said a bunch of stuff. What do you have to say about that? >> Um I mean. it's hard cuz I really don't actually. have a lot to say about it. I'm kind of. like everyone lives their life and their. truth and everyone can open up that Tik. Tok app. >> Was he the one running the event? >> Yes. Um. >> so you were kind of just likeing and it. was his job to make sure everything ran. smoothly.

>> Well, I had been to previous conventions. that he had put on. He was the CEO, I. believe, of a convention. You might have. been to some. They were called Good. Times. >> Good times. I remember. >> Do you remember that? He ran Good Times. And so, I went to a bunch of Good Times. and I was like, "This is a good time.". >> And I was like, "This is a good time. >> This is a good time." And I was like, "Can you help me with this hairbrain. idea that I have, you know, and um yeah, it just things did not. >> Did you think of the name Tanacon?". >> Of course.

>> It's genius. >> Is it? >> It's really good. It was fueled in a lot. of It's actually funny. The other day. VidCon um reached out and they were. like, "Do you want to come to our up. andcoming VidCon?" And I was like, "This. is so funny." Like, like I want to go. through the phone and be like, "Stand. up. You can hate me forever. Like, I. suck so bad." Like, >> but it's cool that they like see the. growth and they're down to work together. cuz that's what Tanacon was. It was out. of spite to. >> I think a lot of people watching want to. know, >> will there be a Tanacon, too? >> No. And it's it's actually funny because. I got a lot of like multi-million dollar.

offers to do it. >> Do it and it can be run the right way. >> No. No. No. This was like like. >> they're gonna be handing out arrowhead. everywhere. >> I know. Lots of arrowhead. It's true. It. could be done right. But. >> sponsored by Arrowhead. >> No. If I threw it through it. I was. Well, I didn't throw it. >> Um I was. 19. >> You were like 20 years old. How old are. you? >> 18 or 19. >> 25. >> I'm 27. >> No way. >> Yeah. 50. >> Okay. So, you're. >> 18 throwing a convention. Like, it would.

have. >> Yeah, they would have gotten shot. I. definitely do wish more people were. like, "Hey, don't [ __ ] do this." But. obviously, at the same time, it was on. me. And I think I learned everything. that I needed to learn. And obviously to. this day, I'm still like, "Yeah, [ __ ]. Why'd you do that?" You know, but I. mean, everything happens for a reason. >> What an iconic story to tell your kids. >> It is iconic. It's crazy. I've been. seeing all the like AI videos of it now. People are remaking Tanacon in AI and. I'm like or like cartoon videos and. people voice it over and I'm like oh my. god this really it was historical. whether I like it or not. >> honestly like everyone like that's an.

iconic moment. >> But yeah to answer your question about. him making those videos. I think. everyone does things on their own. timeline and like I know my truth. I. know the truth and I I really am. indifferent towards it. You know, I just. wish people the best and to grow. Like. I've grown so much since I was like that. young girl wanting to do that and I want. that for I want growth for everyone, you. know. >> What do you think about the new era of. social media? Cuz you've been in the. game since like. >> early on, like before I ever pulled out.

and started filming these musically and. twerking or whatever. >> Yeah. >> You know, >> what do you think about the current. state of social media? Like you said. earlier, every day there's a viral. thing. Yes. Do you think it's. oversaturated? >> It is, but it's almost harder, I think, to become famous or make it out because. of like the fact that she was able to. amongst these millions and millions of. girls talking to the camera short form. >> gain all this traction and these. numbers. That's so impressive. It is.

like it's it's almost more impressive. that people are making it through that. And like and I just think it's so cool. I mean like. >> I I never want to be that like geyser. who's like [ __ ] the new generator. Like. I'm so happy to be a part of it and that. people want to hear me talk my [ __ ] on. TikTok, you know? It was a very. different time like YouTube and back in. the day, you know, just filming. everything for so long and then you edit. it and you hope and like get those few. views and like watch time and just like. I came up in the time of like the Paul. brothers and like kind of David Dori a.

little bit, Shane Dawson, like just all. of that like you know it was a very. different time. There was like 10 of us. almost. It was like there like 20 of us. or like. >> there wasn't like thousands of. influencers. >> Like now I'm going out and I'm meeting. all these [ __ ] people with. multi-millions of followers. It's just. like a different time. >> What do you think about how like back in. the day did you ever deal with. >> like being an influencer used to not be. cool. >> It was like you're a loser. Wait, you do. social media. Now it's like Justin. Bieber has Tik Tok. >> So what's like to for me that was crazy.

Like how do you feel about like how it's. just become so mainstream? Every movie. star has Instagram. >> It is so true. It's like, oh my god, I. think I got a lot of hate in a lot of. ways, not even just for being an. influencer, but for the things that were. coming out of my mouth and like who I. was. So, it definitely like I became. very like immune to it and it like. shaped me and there was a point in time. where I was feeding off of it. I was. like, "Oh, cloud is good. Cloud like, oh. my god, I'm so lost.". >> And it was just like a different time. But I think it's it was more. interesting, I guess, back in the day on.

the back end of it. Like I remember how. hard it was to like find management or. even like get a brand to work with you. or like. >> all of that. Like now the fact that. people blow up and like they immediately. have all these agents at like WME and. [ __ ] and it's like just so different. Like it's such a different time. >> doing like Verizon commercials now. >> Yes. And like and like now it's like. people don't have to go through the. sketchy managers or the people trying to. take their money or like people wanting. to do up [ __ ] to them or people like.

wanting to not pay them cuz they're an. influencer. Like I was definitely around. in the time where the space was becoming. molded. You know what I mean? So I had. to go through every like trial and error. and like janky ass [ __ ] and like now. people just kind of get to like you know. it's set up. The space is much more set. up you know which is cool. >> Damn. I I every day wish I grew up in. that era. I feel like it would have been. more fun. >> It was a mess. >> It was absolutely it was. >> I would love it. I feel like I would. love it. It was. >> It was terrible. >> I can look back beautiful. >> I Yeah, I can look back now and be like.

that was camp, you know? Like that was. fun. >> It was so camp. I feel like people at. least. >> nowadays are just so like. >> hate culture is so like I got my boob. job. We love it when it heals. Yeah, it. looks like [ __ ] [ __ ] And you know. what I think is so crazy is that body. shaming is so wrong until someone gets a. procedure, right? It's like the second. that you decide that you want an. injection or a surgery, then it's like. all bets are off, [ __ ] We are going to. dig you into the ground because you. wanted to do this and it's like, damn.

Like, >> you know, like. >> I always just think about it. It's like. half of the people commenting on those. videos, if they were able to get a free. plastic surgery about something that. they were insecure about, they would. 100% go do. I'M NOT SAYING THAT everyone. should go do it, but like if you feel. like you want to do something for. yourself. >> in moderation and stuff like that, we. all live one life. Like the you wanted. new tits. >> I WANT BIG BOOBS. >> What are we on about? >> Yeah. And like how fun. You're living. your best life with your tits. And it's. like even if at some point you wanted to. change them. You can.

>> I'll just get the [ __ ] like they'll. they'll go out. >> We live one life to an extent. I mean. when I see people going to get like 15. [ __ ] surgeries, I'm like. >> So you don't believe in reincarnation? Um, well, I mean, maybe she'll be. reincarnated with Big Tit, you know? >> That was such a deep question. I don't know if I I guess I do. I don't. think about that often. >> I don't either. I I try not to think. about a nun. Like, I just went full 180. >> I think I was a sea turtle. >> What? >> In my past life. >> Why? >> I've said it on here before, you know?

>> Because I just feel like I was floating. through water and I had a shell. >> You know what, Jacob? I kind of feel. you. I was definitely like maybe a. flying squirrel. If we're going to go. animal, >> what do you think you were, Kayla? >> Well, this is a fierce question. >> I like actually think in a past life. >> Like I think I was like a bird. >> That makes sense. Like I was like a bald. eagle. >> No, not that cool. Like I was just like. a little pecan. >> Toucan. >> Toucan. I was like I love those nuts. >> I was like. >> nuts.

>> Like a toucan. Big beak. I'm like I'm a. rainbow. >> Oh, I kind of like [ __ ] feel you on. that. Like I feel like I might have been. a two cat. >> And I'm like annoying. Like I'd be an. annoying ass person. >> I would not shut up. >> You just be hitting people with like. >> 100% with your beak. >> I'd be eating flesh off of people on. fleek. >> You guys, I kind of love this. It's like. a high conversation kind of. >> Like it's making me want to smoke weed. >> Oh, but you guys I won't. >> I don't smoke weed. >> I don't smoke weed on podcast. Oh my. god. That's That's nightmare field. >> Wait, so do you smoke weed? >> I do. I'm California sober. I actually.

should say that cuz people will comment. and they'll be like, "She's always. saying she's sober." And then she's. smoking weed and I'm like, you're right. Like I should be saying I'm California. I just drink crazier before. >> I do. Yeah. Yeah. Oh my god. I just. don't drink or like do hard crazy [ __ ]. Like I just I smoke a little weed now. and I love it. I mean. >> and that's like in the grand scheme of. things like that's very nothing. That's. like smoking a cigarette. >> I appreciate weed because I'm not making. decisions other than like eating nine. Doritos Locos Tacos. I'm not making. decisions that I hate. You know what I. mean? Like Lico and I will get in bed.

will hit a little joint like once or. twice and we'll like have an. introspective conversation about life. and like giggle and like have a snack. and like it's I can be healthy with it, you know? Whereas with alcohol, I was. like, "Ah, I need this every minute. I'm. awake." You know what I mean? Like it's. Yeah, I wish I was like that when I. smoked. I like actually think there's. bugs in my skin. >> I get that. I do get that. A lot of. people are one way or the other. Either. you love to smoke or you feel that way. >> Yeah, I wish I did. Like everybody seems. so like cool and they're like I. >> It is so cool when you're doing it. Like. I used to smoke every day all day. Like.

I used to smoke like. >> every second I was awake like 3 months. ago. >> You also had a lot of discussions about. substances and soiety. >> I was sober for almost 2 years for a. while. I'm not sober anymore. No. >> Congratulations though. That's still a. huge What made you want to do that? 2. years is so long. I'm not even. >> just got out of control. Like I think. everybody hits their rock bottom and. everybody's rock bottom is different. That's what I've learned is that like. for different people it's different. things, but like. >> I had reached a point where I looked in. the mirror like you said and I was like.

I'm like miserable and everyone thinks. I'm so happy. >> Mhm. >> I felt like I was wearing a mask or. something. So I kind of like had to. reset and now I you know I drink and I'm. not sober and I'm open about that but. maybe one day I'll get sober. I will say. like even like knowing you cuz I met you. when you were sober and now when you. aren't sober, you're not like. >> not being sober, you're not like a. terrible person. Like I feel like you. handle it well, you control it well and. you are just like 23 having me happy. Yeah. >> I'm just a little bit chaotic.

>> Oh yeah, alcohol does that. But I mean I. have a question Jacob though. So when. you like picked up that drink again for. the first time, >> like where was your head at? What made. you feel like you could do it? Like what. was your drink of choice? I have so many. questions. So, I was actually. >> just selfish. I'm curious. >> I was like with my ex-girlfriend and uh. we were like it was actually my birthday. on my birthday. >> Um and we were at an Airbnb that I had. rented and I was like, you know what? I'm so happy. I'm in love. It was a. positive thing. It wasn't like, oh my.

gosh, it wasn't like during a bad time. where I was like, I'm going to turn to. this. It was like. >> things are so good. I want to celebrate. this. >> And um it was tequila. >> Yeah. >> Kasamigos. Blanco. >> and we just poured up a couple shots and. we went into the hot tub and it was a. great night. >> Yeah, correct. >> I mean, girlfriend, >> I can't confirm nor deny, but like you. know what I'm saying? But um. >> that's actually really cool. And now you. feel like you have a better relationship. with alcohol than you did. >> Yeah.

>> Okay. Fierce. like. >> Yeah, absolutely. >> It's also life is like. >> life is like such a journey. It's like. shut up. But it is like you go through. phases where you feel differently and. like it's okay to. >> do things and be on this roller coaster. that is life, you know, you don't have. to like. >> Yeah. I think like going sober just. proved to me that like if I need to get. everything under control, I know I can. >> And I wouldn't be surprised. I'm calling. it now. If there's a time in the future. where I choose to get sober again,

>> 100%. And that's so cool to be like. aware of that, too. You know what I. mean? Just know that like you're capable. and like that if you want to, you can. And that right now you're having fun. Banging out. >> God, this new merch collection just. feels special. It feels different. You. know, when you see a bunch of people. that just look all the same and then you. see that one person that stands out from. the crowd. That's how I feel wearing. this. This purple shirt is probably my. favorite from the collection. Which one. is your favorite? >> The yellow one. And when we were looking. through designs, I knew the second I saw.

it, this would be my favorite. I'm. stealing this. >> So, it's 32. For $32, you could feel. like me. Hey, we also got. >> hoodies. Let me just end it off by saying. everyone loves a sweatshirt. Can I say. that? Match with us. >> and tag us. >> in the merch and we're going to be. reposting and we're going to be. FaceTiming some of you guys in the bonus. episodes. >> Woohoo. >> See you guys there. banging out.

>> I have a crazy question though. >> and hopefully Makoa doesn't like beat my. ass, but like. >> that's my twin though. Hey, we were. vibing at the game. I hope you don't. mind me asking this question. >> He just rolls. >> Okay, but hey, beat my ass cuz that'll. be a clip. But do it over here on the. cameras. >> That would never beat your ass. I might. not answer it depending on we can cut. this out. >> cuz he's also I respect him so much. >> He's a very nice guy. By the way, let's. just shout out Mako. He's a very nice. guy. Like we met at the basketball game.

and we were vibing. That's my twin. Today we dapped each other up. Like it's. all love. >> [ __ ] in the world. >> I took a photo of you two together. because I was like I know that when. Makoa met me in Hawaii like this like. Makoa and Jacob Storius in a suite of a. basketball game like this photo. shouldn't exist and I'm taking it and I. have it and I love it. It's iconic. >> But you can ask. I've lived. >> Okay. This is more like an internet. question. Hopefully it's not crazy. >> Okay. >> When you and just ask it. when you and. when you and Jake Paul did the whole. thing about getting married.

>> Okay. >> Okay. >> And why did you make direct eye contact. with MCO? >> No, I was just looking around. I'm. anxious. I I'm looking around. I feel. anxious asking this, but I don't think. Kayla's going to ask this, so I wanted. to ask it. >> because I know our audience would be so. curious about this. >> Okay. >> You and Jake Paul had a big thing about. you guys getting married like 5 years. ago. >> Uhhuh. >> You guys made merchandise. How much. money did you make off of? >> Oh, that's I love that question. Um, quick flush. >> You thought I was going to ask something. different or something. >> Yeah, I didn't know where you were going. with that.

>> You did leave that up in. >> Oh, yeah. I know. I might have overhyped. that. >> No, it's I I like that. I mean, we. definitely I mean, I didn't make any. money off. >> You made seven. >> Wait, no money off the wedding. >> I made no money off of the wedding, which was I think we had to refund the. merch. Well, that was the Fanjoy era. Okay. Do you remember that when everyone. >> How much did they take? Like 40%. >> No. No. Oh my god. Um, I don't remember, Jacob. I know it wasn't I know it wasn't. a crazy high percent but the Fanjoy era. was so crazy cuz that was when like. David Dori and the Paul brothers. everyone was with them and just that was.

the. >> now I feel like people make so much. money off Tik Tok shop just different. things like that was the thing at the. time if you didn't have. fanjoy.co/youname back/youname, you. might as well have jumped off a cliff. That's how that's how this industry made. you feel. You know what I mean? So, >> that was the thing. You know what I. mean? >> Seven figures. >> I don't off those t-shirts. I remember. you guys made t-shirts. It's like uh. what was it? >> I had a tank top that said, "Daddy's. rich.". Again, >> it's like labbotomy, Tana. You'll get. there. You'll figure it out.

>> Wasn't there another one that said Jana. >> there? every. >> and it was like the wedding photo. >> and there. Richie, can we look this up? >> Richie, look up the Jana shirts. >> Oh my god. And just that. >> I just know it made over a million. dollars. Can we just be honest here? >> I don't know. >> No, that was not it. >> It was not it. That was not it. >> Oh my god. That is not it. >> Wait, it was It was like a. >> Oh, it's that. It's See the crew neck. with the heart the black upper right. It. was that. We had that in every color and.

we were so stoked on that. >> Um, >> at least $500,000. >> I'm sure. Yeah. I don't remember. I'm. telling you. I would tell you. I really. don't. I I like all of it is kind of a. blur. You know what I mean? You're just. I feel like at the time I could have. like taken a big [ __ ] and I would have. taken a photo and been like, "Fanjoy, put this on a shirt." Like I everything. had to be merchified and everything was. just And we thought we were like, you. know, we would sit around. >> were like the biggest thing in the. world. That was like very wellnown. >> It was. Yeah. Did you hear about that?

>> Of course I did. And I hear about. nothing. I'm barely on the internet. >> Yeah, it definitely made its way to like. I I looked it up that year. It was like. the top 10 Google searches. We were in. the top that year. It really was like. crazy, you know what I mean? And like we. would sit around these boardrooms and. like we thought we thought we were Jeff. Bezos. And it was like just a fun time. now like looking back and stuff. But it. definitely like [ __ ] up my. relationship to like clout and views and. like even the other day Paige, one of my. best friends, she held a Tanojo.

lookalike competition. Okay. And. >> like Twitch, YouTube. >> Yeah. For YouTube. Okay. >> And Ty, one of my best friends, went and. he was dressed as me and he's walking. around. He's dressed as me in like 2021. He's got the blonde wig on and he just. keeps repeating over and over again, "Be. hot, get views. Be hot, get views." And. >> that's our motto. We all get views. >> And he stemmed this stemmed from like a. real paparazzi video of me blacked out. in the paparazzi goes like Tana like. what are your thoughts on just like life.

right now? And I turn to the paparazzi. and I go be hot get views. >> KILL YOURSELF. >> WAIT, IS THIS clip online? >> No. Jacob, you're getting a Google ban. >> You're done. >> Be hot get views. Tana video. >> I don't own. >> I'm sorry. If there was paparazzi in the. club, I'd be so [ __ ] paparazzi. >> No. And thank God it's not coming up. You're done. You're not going to find. it. And I'm stoked about it. >> No. >> Is it that one? Is it that one? Insanely. drunk video. >> Oh, you can play this. This is I hate.

people. I love them. Wait, pause. >> You have headphones. You have a. headphones right there if you want to. hear. >> Okay. Wait. I don't. Um, this Oh, this. is a guy reacting to it. I can just like. tell you about it, too. This was um I. hate people. I love them. I love tan. emotions. Bizarre interaction with Oh, that's team Bryce on God. That's. >> Oh, THAT WAS ICONIC. >> THAT WAS ICONIC. That was iconic. I. remember dead sober. >> You were completely sober. Team Bryce. on. That was when he was fighting Austin. McBroom. >> Yes. >> And I was team Bryce on God. >> Well, that's that's cool. That's cool.

We support. I don't. Yes. Though like. still I don't know. >> Do you hate Austin McBroom? >> I do. >> I. >> She does. So that makes one of us on the. couch. I don't. >> No, it's I'm trying not to like be as. brass. >> Do you strongly dislike him? I think. that he has a lot of growing to do. >> Look at him. >> And I don't. >> You like his beard? >> What are these questions? Do you like. his beard? Is ridiculous. >> No, I don't like his. >> cuz I mean you said team Bryce on God. So like. >> I was. >> if it was ever between Bryce and Austin,

I'm I'm picking Bryce. >> I'm picking Bryce. I'm picking Bryce. I'm not going to lie. >> I was spending a lot of time in the the. Bryce world like that Tik Tok world and. you know. >> like that content houses. >> Yeah. They were my next door neighbor, the hype house. God, >> you live next to the. >> next door. >> Who did you live with at that time? >> Um Ashley, Amari, all the same people. Really? >> Okay. >> Yeah. And it was fierce. >> I'm sure you guys have some diabolical. stories from that time. >> Yes. Living in that house was crazy cuz. I threw a party every single night. That. was my thing. I was like, "No, we no we.

shouldn't.". >> So, would they come over to your house. sometime? >> Go back and forth back and and Alex. Warren and I became super close cuz he. was like doing the Dough style vlogs and. stuffing. Of course, >> and now he's like the biggest thing in. the world. Shout out to Alex. >> Yeah, he's like such a real human. >> You know, he's my neighbor. No way. >> He got an apartment like right three. floors up and facetimed me one night. like, "Yo, I just moved into your. building. He thought I lived that.". >> He's such a real one. He's a very nice. guy. >> They've always been the same. And he's. always had such a smart like mind. I. just like And he's so kind and genuine.

Like it's so rare. Him and Covert. I. love their whole. >> [ __ ] love. Yes, they are. >> Yeah, they are. They. >> Yeah. M. >> and she's talking about like making a. nursery for when they have kids. >> Like how cute looking at him like a. nursery. What do you mean? >> Are you going to have kids? Jacob, are. you. >> What's a nursery? Is crazy. That's what. you should be. That's what you should be. asking him to Google. >> Yeah. >> What's a nursery? >> How old do you want to be when you have. >> Alex Ward and Tana nursery? >> I want to be under 30 years old when I.

>> I'm 23. I want to get married and have. kids in the ne by the time I'm 28. >> You say that cuz I would say that. I. always said that. And then now it's like. >> cuz doesn't it sound so great? And then. you're hanging with your grandkids. Like. >> it's true. I would like love to be like. younger on the parenting side, but like. now I'm 27 and I'm like, "Oh my god, if. I had another life to take care of, like. >> I'm just not ready." You know what I. mean? >> How old do you feel mentally? >> 73. >> Okay. So So you just been through a lot. of stuff. >> I've lived like a thousand lives. Like.

truly just I've done I I like to say. I've done everything, but I guess I. haven't. I've done everything crazy and. now I'm like in this period where I'm. like discovering like fun. Like Mole and. I were like kaying and I was like how. cool. I've never like really kayaked. before, you know? Like I love [ __ ]. Scrabbles so much now. >> Okay, so you're just finding the fun and. like the lame [ __ ]. >> No, it's No, you're still in your fun. Like if you told me while I was railing. an eightball that I would ever want to. stay in on a Saturday, >> shut the [ __ ] up. >> and play Scrabble like oh my god. I.

would have been like kill yourself, you. know? Like it just like it wasn't even a. possibility to me. you know, you're. still in your fun era. >> How long do you think that'll last for. for me or for Kayla? Like, how long does. that. >> especially? It's very interesting cuz I. wonder now if you will go back in like a. plane of sobriety again soon or if you. almost are I have a question. >> Or you THINK MY WHOLE LIFE OR I'M 50. YEARS OLD AT POPPY LIKE what the. >> I wouldn't let that happen. I would yell. at you. I wouldn't let that happen. You. know, I get a call from a random number. It's like it's Tana. I'm like.

>> I'm like leave. >> I'm 55. I bet Bobby all over. >> I'll be dead when you're 55. Actually, probably. >> it's snowing. No. What the [ __ ] You're. 3 years old. >> I'm just kidding. Um, >> what the [ __ ]. >> But I wonder, do you feel like right now. you're like making up for the 2 years? >> Yes. >> Like, yeah, that's. >> I'm having the time of my life, but I. know that it's like at times I'm pushing. my boundaries. >> Yeah. Yeah. >> Of course. Like I know I'm playing with. fire. >> for sure. I but I'm excited to see your.

journey and like see where you what. >> maybe we'll like be in like a meeting. together while. >> I love a meeting. >> That's really good. I love a meeting. >> I actually I'll say I don't think you're. allowed. Can you say it? >> Have you been to a lot? >> I actually when I was sober I was going. to meetings. >> That's so cool. I think it's cool cuz. you get to hear a lot of people's. stories. >> Like that's the craziest thing. Like. you're obviously not allowed to say. details about that. It's anonymous. But. like. >> but that was like what kept me going. seeing other people where I'm like I. need to be so grateful for my life.

because these other people have been. through so much crazier stuff. >> I think that's really cool that amongst. the chaos like that's not all that you. are. You know what I mean? You're loud. and you're fun and you podcast and you. drink and you're wild but you also like. did a lot of selfwork and like you know. what I mean? Like that's really cool. that you were doing that. >> Thank you so much. Yo, but okay. Wait, you had notes written out. Did you hit. all the talking? >> Kayla, I want to do everything you want. because you you had you had good ideas. I did. But like, oh my god, I hope you. know I'm going to cry after this. Probably. >> I love you. I am. I am. I cry, too.

>> And like I was like, I don't really get. nervous before a guest besides like a. couple. No, this one. I'm like, God, >> don't be nervous. It's me. I mean, you. know, I was pretty nervous. >> Oh my god. Do you know who Dave Blunts. is? >> No. Who is that? >> What? >> No. >> Why do I look like Dave Blunt? >> Can't put down the cup. >> I can't put down the cup. >> He talked about Kanye for He talked. about Kanye. >> Absolutely. Makoa knows. >> I love him. Give him a hug. He was. iconic. >> I think he might get us in trouble. though. >> Can't put down the cup.

>> Always saying can't put down the cup to. me. Like about like a vape or Tik Tok or. whatever I'm abusing. >> No, >> he's amazing. >> He might get us in trouble though. He. talked a lot about Kanye. I feel like. Kanye's going to come out mad at us. >> This one's going to come out next week. >> You know what though? I mean, >> that [ __ ] is crazy. And like. >> Yeah. >> Kanye would be fun. >> Holy [ __ ] See? Oh my god. I see so much. of me and you because that literally was. me. I was like, I want the smoke. Let's. go. And it's it's fun. >> It's It's fun. I've had like only one. good one. >> Just protect.

your heart. >> I had too much anxiety to like go too. deep into it. >> And don't get too lost in it. You know. what I mean? Cuz it's like I really was. like for so long. Like I don't at any. cost I wanted like views and all these. things and I was like down to ruin my. reputation, down to be like so insane. And that like it's not that I live with. regret, but I like want to go back to. that girl and be like just take it down. >> That's the thing. I have too much. anxiety to even when all of that [ __ ]. was happening with like James, I was too. anxious to even come out and be like, "Well, this was my side." Cuz I was like. sad. >> But it's like, but that's why I'm like I.

would never go too far, but I would love. a little. >> a little little. >> I still can't Sometimes I just like wake. up I'm like, "Wow.". >> Yeah, that was real life. And like. >> wow. Thanks, James. >> Yeah, that was crazy when you really. like told me all of that. >> Insane. >> Yeah. So it's just like I'm I'm going to. stand for like. >> but I'm hoping that he's doing good now. >> He was on a particle for a party that. >> that's big of you. >> to hope. >> It is big of you. >> Yeah. >> He I was about to tell Tana that he was. on a particle or like you know like call.

and all the rumor and all these other. >> my best friend's company. >> Oh my god. Sorry Rich. >> That's JRod's company. >> Jro's company. Wait, >> that's the Wait, what? >> Are you serious? >> Sorry, let me change my tone. Let me. change my tone. Callow and like these. other apps. >> Well, these great apps. >> Call's super cool because it's like a. lot more than just part of like party. [ __ ] Like. >> loves part of it, bro. Cut this [ __ ]. >> for sure. >> I'm just kidding. You actually probably. do. Do you own part of Ko? >> I'm in I'm working on it right now.

>> I love him though. That's an investment. just because I believe in him. I love. dude. Every single Halloween party was. on call, not partyful this year. I was. like that is insane. And that's why I'm. editing my own videos again. >> Exactly. >> But I'm so proud of him. >> No, that's insane. Go him. >> He deserves it. >> James was on a party or like a call for. an event that we were going to go to and. >> Kayla and I were on it. It's a Halloween. party. I think it was.

>> right. James didn't show up. We saw him. on the thing cuz Call actually shows you. the profile pictures of everybody. >> And so we were like [ __ ]. >> Thank you. >> We were like, "Oh my god, James is on. here." didn't show up. You think he's. scared of Kayla? >> I wonder. I don't know. I would be, but. I also would be too. It's not that. you're scary. It's that like if you did. something wrong, >> you know, and it is alleged that they're. still talking, but. >> nah. >> Damn. >> How nice though that you were able to.

just. >> move on to such a better life. >> Exactly that. And I'm like And like. that's the thing I hate though. It's. like when I like get in my little arrow. when I'm on the podcast, I'm like I want. to kind of talk [ __ ] a little bit. Oh, you're dragging it. I'm like, "No, >> I think that, you know, I mean, we. talked about this. I think that it is. your truth." And. >> even how do people sleep at night. commenting you're dragging it knowing. that you're helping so many other girls. feel [ __ ] okay to speak up on their. [ __ ] you know? >> Right. And own their truth. >> And like, god forbid I'm like mad a. little bit. Like it like you should be.

>> Like it's your life. Like this is your. experience of life. >> Yeah. And it's just like I know like I. know so many people who would have like. a high school bully and they're like 25. now still talking. Oh, well that one. girl made me so mad. So it's like. >> at the end of the day like [ __ ] changes. you as a person. You know what I mean? I'll talk about things that happened to. me as a child or as a 21-year-old or as. anything for the rest of my life because. who I am sitting here today who I am all. the facets are because of those things. and you have every it changes you. So. like. >> oh my god like for instance the whole.

dragging it thing. Do you know who um. Samara is on TikTok? >> No. Educate me. >> Okay. It's going to be really sad for a. second. Maybe bring this up right here. >> I think that I am so. >> You're. think that duality is so great. Like we. can be silly and then we can be deep and. that's okay. >> It is really deep. Um. >> this girl Samara, she was in the glow. house and in the glow house was this. girl named Zuza and she was battling. cancer and her and Samara were best. friends and recently Zuza passed and so.

Samara who was her best friend is like. posting online dealing with it. It has. been 1 month. People are saying she's. dragging it because her best friend it's. like this new generation. insane. Insane. Like are you are you. [ __ ] a question? Do you think that. half of the people like commenting. you're dragging it on that right now are. like seven years old. >> Like that's what I want. >> I unfortunately think they're our age. Like unfortunately I feel like. >> they like have nothing better to do. It's like. >> how can you discredit somebody's.

experience of life? Cuz if all those. people commenting it went through the. same thing, they'd still be talking. about it because that's how you that's. how you grow. That's how you um heal. >> Yeah. And god forbid somebody's doing it. online. Like it made me so mad for her. She made a video talking about it and. crying. She was like laughing at me, bro. [ __ ] you. >> Richie, [ __ ] you, bro. >> I love you, Jacob. I just pulled up Lex. Luthther's Army of Monkeys. >> Speak about how you lost your friend. >> And then to get like [ __ ] talking, Jacob. >> Sorry. >> Wow. >> Sorry. So, I'm leaving the podcast.

>> Sorry, mommies. >> Continue. >> Sorry. I just It makes me mad. Like, I. feel really bad for her. Like, I could. not imagine losing a best friend and. then getting called out like months. later. Oh, you're dragging. >> I just wonder if it's I don't I think. that people need to feel passionate. about something or a part of something. Like even with Reddit and all that. stuff, I always imagine it's just people. in the middle of nowhere with nothing. better to do or like their lives really. suck. So, they're like, I need to be a. part of this community who hates. someone. >> Pace of social media. so fast that if. you if you see somebody posting the same.

topic for a month, you immediately are. like, "Oh my god, that's so old." When. it's like, it's real life. Like a month. is not that long in real life online. A. month is years. >> Yeah. Like people are literally becoming. desensitized to like death. >> Yeah. They're like crazy topics because. of how fast time it's like Yeah. We're. losing time frames like the depth of. time. >> 100%. >> And it's [ __ ] [ __ ] And like we I. think that like so much of society has. like lost touch on how like people are. real people. Like just because you see.

them through a phone like that is a real. person. >> Like you feel like you could just say. anything about anybody. That's how I. feel like people look at the internet. >> and it's like these are real people. >> Yeah. Like they're reading your comment. >> Like treat them how you would in person. cuz a lot of these people that talk [ __ ]. would never do that. >> I also would just genuinely feel. disgusted with myself if I left a. comment like that. But it's also because. I have a very full beautiful life that. I'm so grateful for and the people who. comment that probably their life even. that you commenter and even that you.

could blame on social media though of. like comparing yourself to these people. I feel like it's such like a deep rooted. issue in social media itself to where. it's like the time thing assuming how. people are and then people comparing. themselves. It still doesn't excuse the. comments though. >> Even like Sora really makes me so sad. >> Did you see the Jake Paul video? Um, I'd. have to live under a [ __ ] rock to not. see this. >> People were like, "Please let this. amount I haven't been tagged.". >> What do you think about the Jake Paul. Sora AI videos?

>> Really? >> I think it's really like the get ready. with me. >> He's also in on this like I knowing him. in his mind. >> He owns part of the company. >> Yes. His mind. I know he's sat I don't. want to say I know, but I would guess. venture to say that he was like ideiated. this whole thing. He was like, "Make.". >> He definitely made a bag off this cuz he. he's invested in the company that makes. s. >> It's 100% like I And it was it is like. it was super funny and like people. tagging me in it. Like it was my. mentions for just top comment was like I. wonder what Tana thinks. Like I was like.

people want to know. So you approve of. course. >> but this was so funny on a different in. general. On a note, Sora as a whole does. like Casey Neistat posted this YouTube. video about Sora and about like where. the world is going and I like watched it. and I cried like it is. You need to. watch it. It's so it's dark. It is. >> going to take over the world. >> Even like now now it's moved to me. getting tagged in Sora videos of me and. I'm like this is just so weird. Like. I've been seeing all these like Sora. Tanacon videos. I'm like can we go back.

to Jake Paul please? Like this is. scaring me. Like. >> wait are they making videos of you? They. can't do that. Did you sign your. likeness away? >> No. >> You could sue them. >> Sue who? User 597. >> Family Guy sued them. A ton of people. sued them. You. >> Oh, really? >> Because you'd have to sign up for an. account and show your ID. That means. somebody is. >> Or am I a public figure and it's just. all bets are off. >> No one's ever made one of me now. I. jinxed it. >> Yeah, you're getting. so scary. >> Oh my god. >> Wait, can we.

>> Oh, no. I signed on to that. unfortunately. That was different. Oh, >> did they pay you a backpack? >> 5 million. >> That No, I did not make 5 million. >> I did not make $5 million from that. >> Wait, breaking headlines, guys. >> I'm running with that. I'm running with. that. >> You can run with it, but I didn't. Um, no. I had an AI era. >> Sora paid you 5 million. >> No, no, I was the hell. >> I was working with Afterparty and like. that was in the NFT era. >> I remember that. >> They had those Yeah, they had parties. I. was like 20 at at the time and I. remember having to sneak alcohol in. there. Those were crazy though cuz.

everyone. >> the guy that runs it all. I saw him the. other night. I think he was at the. people who used to run it don't anymore. It was my friends Reed and Robert. Really really intense. Really really. deep question. >> Okay, I'm ready. >> Oh, this is the T. >> Least favorite guest on the canceled. podcast. >> Oh my god. Okay, let's think. Matt Refe, no question. >> Okay. Oh, I forgot you. >> came on the canled podcast. Oh my god, that was easy. Yeah, someone else like I. pretty much like the I loved or I love.

the experience or I learned a lot from. the experience. Matt sucks. >> Matt Refe was a fierce hard thing for me. to sit. >> Well, you got such a good clip out of. it. >> My favorite clip of all time. It really. is. But yeah, Matt Refe was Yeah, cuz. that was when he was talking to Brooke. too and like they they didn't want it to. kind of like or she didn't I don't know. didn't want it to be public information. So, I'm like sitting on this information. acting like I like have just met this. guy and know nothing about him and then. he's just like everyone's jealous of me. and I was like clenching my [ __ ] the.

whole time. >> Were they dating? >> Yeah, they had like a like I don't know. if they ever were like official but he. >> but they had a thing. >> and they were acting like I could not go. on we talked about this then he went on. air and like talked [ __ ] about Brooke. >> Oh yeah, [ __ ]. >> No, he didn't talk [ __ ] about Brooke. He. was like saying just like nasty things. about women and like [ __ ] them and. like their vaginas and like all this. crazy stuff. It was like super weird. And then yeah, Brooke kind of aired out. that he was talking to her cuz she found. out that he was talking to her and seven.

other girls at the same time. And so. they made a group. >> and Matt was. >> Yes. seven other girls. >> That kind of adds up. >> Yes. >> That Matt Refe would be talking to eight. girls. >> He's like, "How do you have time for. that?" He was pretending one was his. grandma. Like he was like, "Oh, I got to. go see my grandma." just like some [ __ ]. name. He changed like one girl's name to. be his grandma. When she would text, >> he'd be like, "Yo, that's my grandpa. I. got to go. >> I hate him.". >> It was so It was so insane. But Brooke. did like the most iconic kid like this. She had all the girls show up. She had. all the girls come out to a show in.

Washington DC on stage and it was like. all of us and it was soing cool and the. whole crowd was wearing like [ __ ] Matt. Rifers. >> But Brooke is probably going to hate. that I'm even like resurfacing this. because she's so [ __ ] happy now and. like just like so. I've been watching. Didn't she get a um a house? Like, right. That's. >> It's super close and it's beautiful. Like. >> I've seen her kitchen insane. >> She deserves it so much. And it's so her. like I just I love seeing people like. get things that are just so right for. them and like a good decision, you know? So, I'm really happy for her. And it's. cute. They just like stay home and they.

cook their meals and they live their. best life. I'm so. >> And they just eat porridge until it's. hot, cold, too warm, hot, cold. >> She needs a porridge era like after. campus. They are engaged. Okay. Are they. going to get married soon? Do we have. the tea on that? >> Tell you how it works. >> Well, hold on, Tana. >> Well, >> hold on, T. >> Sometimes people do. >> Sometimes people take a while. >> When do you want to get engaged? Oh my. god. >> Oh, yeah. What's the What's the tea? >> He's geeking. He's ging. You and Makoa have been dating for how.

long? >> Almost 2 years, >> guys. He's smiling ear to ear, by the. way. Like. >> Makoa's over there cheesing right now. He looks like he's doing a school. picture. >> Yes. I mean, so. >> I love him so much. >> He's a love of mine. >> So, what are we thinking here? So, >> I love We. >> Is this going to happen? >> Um, you guys are definitely invited to. the wedding as our kids. >> Oh my god. Are you for real? >> Of course. >> We made it, bro. >> We made it, bro. Jacob gets like a ban on something. I. don't know. He only gets like so many. drinks or something. No, he's got all.

>> But you're coming. >> No, please let me get wasted. >> Can I be honest? No. Um, well, maybe. I. don't know. I think about this all the. Let's decide later. >> because I have a lot of crazy people in. my life and I always think about my. wedding. I'm like I'm going to have to. have like like Jeff Whitick. I love him. so much. He's so wild and insane. Mike. Mack like I'm going to have to give my. crazies like a crazy section. Am I a. crazy? >> You're in the crazy section. You're not. >> What? Yay. I'll take it. I'll take IT. I'LL TAKE IT. >> YOU'RE Thank you. Thank you, Tana. I. >> Is that like the cool people?

>> Yes. It's going to be so fun. >> Yeah, that's the fun table. Yo, put me. with Jeff. >> Yes, of course. No question. >> Okay. You're bugeyed right now thinking. about it. >> I'm going to the wedding. >> All my crazies get a table. But yeah, I. don't know. We'll do it. >> We'll definitely do it. I like dating. though. And like I want to be able to. plan a wedding when I have the time to. plan a wedding. Like I'm so [ __ ]. busy, right? Like dead ass right now. that it would feel like. >> Stop the cap. >> No, there's no cap. I'm busy. I'm a busy. woman. >> Stop saying [ __ ]. >> I post that love line. I've heard about.

the calls and everything. Netflix. >> like we there's just a lot. You got a. call from Netflix. >> Jacob, you're literally We need to give. you like a seditive. >> You're ADHD final boss in the best way. though. And I love you. So please, >> what the [ __ ] man? >> Please don't. What the hell? You love. me. I love you. Okay. We We have a great. friendship and I can excited for you. guys. >> Yeah. Yeah. Eventually, we will. definitely. >> It'll be the right Yeah. Cuz I want to. have the time right now on the podcast.

>> Whoa. My. >> I'm just kidding. How do you You guys. balance each other out really WELL. THOUGH. >> JACOB'S LIKE RICHIE. >> AND KAYLA'S like here to hold the. podcast together. >> Most of the time it's it's lowkey the. opposite. Like when he has guests, I'm. sitting here like, >> "Yeah, man.". >> You guys That's funny. Brooke and I. would always look at it like that, too. Like Like we'd have a guest and it was. more. >> Who's more nervous? >> Yeah, >> cuz Kayla was more nervous today. >> I was like, "Jacob, I can't sleep. I. can't do this.". >> No, because we both had two dream guests.

ready. His was Justin Bieber. Oh yes. This is like this is genuinely like. >> that's Justin Bieber. >> No, I was like you don't [ __ ]. understand. Like Jacob, this is my. Justin Bieber. >> Justin Bieber came on. I'd probably. >> You might have more taste in this. scenario, you know? Like Bieber is. everything. My dream. No, you know, I. think like if Bieber Oh my god. Did you. know Bieber followed Jacob on Instagram? >> Yes. >> Dude, I'm sick. >> Wait, how did you know that? >> Cuz I know everything he does. >> Really? >> I love him. I'm a believer. >> Yeah, he did. Randomly he like commented. on him.

I've DM'd him like two times and he's. just hearted the message. >> That's so cool. >> He hearted it. >> Yeah. Like when his album Swag 2. dropped, I I posted a video bumping it. He just hearted it and then he posted. >> I would [ __ ] levitate. That's insane. >> He's like the goat. Like that's the. reason I did all of this. >> Yes. He's everything. Can I ask you some questions right now? >> Like you just said that's the reason why. I did all of this. Okay. Right. And so. was sweatshirt your first piece of work? like and and it just immediately went.

viral. That's actually really crazy. Like that doesn't happen for people very. often. You obviously were very young. Like even I you know I had my music eras. as a kid and stuff. I'm not. >> and it crushed. >> I'm not talented all the time. >> You're very talented. Um it was crazy. But like what made you want to do that? I know you were really young but like. tell. >> I grew up in musical theater from like. age seven. And so that was dancing, singing, and acting. >> And so I just grew up around theater. kids my whole life. So that was like. dancing, singing, and acting.

>> Yeah. >> And I was like, you know what? Honestly, I watched Justin Bieber and I was like, that is so cool. Everyone at my school. was like, [ __ ] that guy. He's a loser. All the guys hated on Justin Bieber. >> And I went to like the Believe Tour, you. know? Like. >> I went with all girls to the Believe. Tour because I was like, "This guy's so. [ __ ] cool." And then in the elevator. >> the program. >> Yes. Like I was just like, I see the. vision. I want to be like that. Like. that. How cool would that be? Like, >> isn't that funny that guys everywhere.

were hating on him while he was selling. out arenas of girls like dying to like. >> And now all those guys are like, I [ __ ]. with Justin Bieber. >> Of course, >> because as we get older, I feel like. people are like. >> respect. >> Mhm. >> It was a jealousy thing. It's like he. took all the girls. >> Bieber gave so much to us as a society, his art in exchange for his mental. health and sanity. You know what I mean? >> Justin Bieber is the goat. Like. genuinely he changed my life. >> He I couldn't agree more. I love him so. much. See, we have common ground, you.

know. >> Yes. You love Justin. I'm a believer to. the point. You're a believer. >> I had the tooth tunes toothbrush. recently like. >> where when it plays it goes into your. ears. >> Yes. No. And not into like it just plays. but like it was playing that. >> It just plays out of the toothbrush. I. thought in the commercials it said it. goes through the brain waves into the. ears. >> Oh, like in your mouth through the ears. >> That's what I thought. >> That like I could. >> You had that? I had that. >> and then I was. >> You had that? So what? You swapped it. out for like a. >> Well, I was brushing my teeth lame ass. electric. Yeah. Yeah. It was everything. I love.

him so much. You like Swag. >> What's your favorite song off Swag? >> Swag too. Was it Daisy's? >> Daisies is great. >> That's one of the best songs I've ever. heard. And what's the one? Baby, I ain't. walking away. >> Walking away. >> Yeah. That's so good. And was that on. Swag One or are those both Swag too? Those are both swag one. >> Oh, >> swag two. Um, >> are you making music? Are you guys ever. going to Okay, I've been saying this, by.

the way, and you should literally give. me a [ __ ] cut of this because I. sweatshirts with Kayla. >> Yes. I should Is that what you were. going to say? >> Jacob, please. I'm waiting, bro. It's. common sense. >> We have now like And then she's like, I'm wearing He can wear my sweatshirt. She has the second sweatshirt. Yeah. >> Oh, you're going to wrap it. Yeah. Okay. I'm wearing your sweatshirt and I like. it because yo, >> you know what, Caleb? I'm into it. That. was me with Hefner. You got to just go. in the studio, have a drink.

>> You killed me throw up. >> And I feel like Jacob, if you let me do. it, I promise I'll kill it. Hold on. Sweat shirt and you can tell your. friends I'll be wearing that till the. end. Yeah. Yeah. I'll be. >> I'm on a flight. JP, I'm JC. >> You should go. No, I think [ __ ]. Jason. I think you should sing and I. think that you should be like he can. wear my sweatshirt. Like I'm a boss. >> He can't wear my shirt. >> Yes. >> I kind of [ __ ]. >> And who can suck my dick? >> Yes. I love it. >> Cuz I'll.

>> you ain't never touching this. >> cuz you know it's 8 in. >> And how how is that too for you to. almost show that you're like like I I. still love sweatshirt. It made me who I. am, but I'm grown. >> I get reminded of that every day. I'd. love that. It changed my life. >> Jacob, it could change your life again. Like [ __ ] do it. Can we? >> Yeah. >> But I feel like you would like get a. text from Wendy and be like I'm doing. with her instead. >> What? >> That is like if that happened, I would. fight him for you. >> No, but we'll fight you. Can we do it? >> No, that wouldn't. >> You have to do it. >> I'm going to ANR on it. And I'm so.

excited. >> Well, you can love Wendy, but you're. making sweatshirt too with Kayla. >> With Kayla? >> Yes. >> What the [ __ ] You think I'm going to do. it? >> And then you use it as the jingle for. this podcast. >> We should make a Christmas song. >> Like, come on. >> Oh my gosh. Ready? Let's Let's. Christmas. outside. I'm wearing a. sweatshirt. >> I don't even give a [ __ ]. >> Hoodies. Terry cloth. Fleece. Zip up. >> Zip up. >> They can be a different kind of.

sweatshirt. >> Cashmere. >> Yeah. Zip up. I don't even give a cuz. you know I've been up. >> Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Oh. Oh, >> okay guys. This episode hours. >> All right. Yo, >> Loki, we'll be out at 4, >> but I love you. >> Wait, I love you. No, this is like a. shout out filmed. >> Hannah, I love you so much, Miss Kayla. I love to see how you're grown. You're. living your best life. And I love this.

podcast. >> But you are too. And you know what? To. know you 10 years ago and to see you. now, like you're thriving. Makoa's the. goat. I love Amari. I love everyone that. you're around. Like genuinely, I'm so. happy for you and you're like a role. model for me because you've been in this. game since before I was. You're flying. on private jets. Like I'm trying to be. like you, twin. Like dead ass. >> You know what I'm going to say is I. appreciate coming into the fun and the. chaos like this. Like literally I told. you I feel 80 and like you guys you guys. just kept me young for the hours and.

like I need that sometimes. Thank you. for keeping. >> you think you'll come back on the. podcast one day. >> I would do anything for Miss Kayla Mik. >> I [ __ ] love it. That's not a dig. >> But it's never Jacob Sartorius. It's. always How's Caleb Malik? It's never. How's Jacob Sartorius? >> That's my baby though. You know what I. mean? >> My mother. >> That is my baby. I have to protect her. at all costs. Like you can you can kind. of do your thing, you know? Like I'm I'm. not here to like give you parameters and. like tell. >> that's like yo twin. >> I I ride for her. So much of baby me and. >> if you were in Vegas on New Year's.

>> Oh my god. I. >> Would you hit the [ __ ] roulette with. me? >> Would you gamble with us in Vegas? >> You just asked the same thing as her but. louder. T I'm going TO BE T I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. CUZ. >> I'm going pee [ __ ]. >> We have to do a Vegas trip. >> No, I I'm New Year's Vegas. I I did a. lot of that and I was scared. >> So you're going to be like Hawaii. Okay, that's real. Because I you know what it. was? I woke up on January 1st every year. for so long. Like literally trying to. commit suicide. >> Like why won't these open?

>> The air is dry. I'm like my nose is. crusty. I'm like with an ex-boyfriend. from like 9th grade. I'm like, what am I. doing? Like I Hawaii New Year's is so. and peaceful for me now. >> In the beach. >> Yes. But Vegas New Year is lit as [ __ ]. And when I was 21, I was definitely in. Vegas for New Year. So you have to. >> I've been there every year except being. 21. So now I can gamble. I have. >> Vegas is like really strict. Like you. can't get into the clubs or gamble as. easily with like like you're actually. going to have a really It's where you. got to be when you're 21. It's where I. think I spent the whole year in Vegas.

when I turned 21. >> So excited. >> We have to do a Vegas trip though. You. have to give me tips on gambling. I need. to win big. >> I'm always there. I'm there like all of. this month. I go to Vegas like three. times. So, I mean, [ __ ] we can plan it. I would love to. >> Wait, no, we have to. >> You are my baby. I mean, he is a ball of. joy and energy and I love seeing his. trajectory and his growth and like. seriously, I want nothing but the best. for Jacob always. But like what I feel. for you, I love you so much. >> I know. I truly like Tana, I'm going to. cry after this. We're going to like go. get dinner after this and I'm going to. cry at the table like sobbing. Like this.

made my whole day my whole year. you are. so special to me and I like believe in. you so much and I'm so proud of you and. like I know that a lot of this is like. silly chaos and stuff but like what you. did with that whole moment speaking your. truth and going to court we already. talked about how proud that made me but. then seeing like the woman that you're. becoming and just still continuing to be. so authentically yourself and like not. let the internet get to you and like all. of those things like. >> you are just so you and I'm so [ __ ]. proud of you and I see so much of baby. me and you that it's like we just have.

this soul bond and and I will always be. there for you. >> And that's because of how much you've. inspired me. Like I would not have. spoken up about any of this [ __ ] if I. was not so inspired by how much you just. speak your mind and are truly yourself. And. >> every time I get a comment being like, you remind me of Tana like it drew it. makes me so happy because I look up to. you so much. You are truly a role model. this morning and I will always always be. here for you. >> I love you. I love you. I'll always. >> I really will. You are you are a queen. and you have such a big future ahead of. you and I love what you're doing right. now. It almost this almost feels to me.

like even just like him like the way the. vi feels like me and Jeff or like the. way canceled used to be like like when. we were chaotic and like this. It's so. cool to see you guys in this and I. wanted to come be in this world today. and be like enjoy the chaos and be young. and have fun. >> No, thank you for coming. I know you're. so [ __ ] busy. Like you so much and I. cannot wait to gamble in Vegas. Like let. me know when and where. Like I'm going. to bring my Hawaii too. We do that. >> Oh my god. Yeah, I'm going to be in. Hawaii first week of December. >> I hit off the thing. >> [ __ ] Maybe I'll go earlier. >> Honestly, I love it at the beach. >> Yes. I want to show you my place. We can.

have so much fun. >> We have to. >> Yeah. >> I love you. >> Thank you for coming on. I like. >> And Jacob, I love you, too. >> Do you? >> Yes. >> No, I feel like it's like not really. like that. LIKE, >> HERE HE GOES. >> LIKE, YOU DON'T with me. Like, talk your. [ __ ]. >> You think I don't [ __ ] with you? You. would know if I don't with you. Even. though I'm in my grandma era, I'm still. like a I still say what's on my mind. Like, >> so you actually with me? >> Yes, I do. >> I [ __ ] with you. >> Yes. And sweatshirt, too. I'm streaming. it. Would you actually download it? >> Yes. I would ANR it. I would go more. than that. I would sit in the writing.

room. I believe in. >> All right. We need to get the biggest. producers in the world. It needs to be a. [ __ ] banger. >> Okay, >> we're going to do this. >> You guys got this. We got it. >> I love you. And thank you for having me. >> Thank you. I. >> Tana. Hey everybody. >> Let's go. Everybody, leave a like, subscribe, comment down below who you. want to see on the next episode. We love. all of you guys. We're heading over to. bangingout.com. to do the bonus. We'll see you.

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